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Personal, CW: pet death
RIP
???-19.06.2024
Farewell, old boy. Your heart was, in the most literal sense, too big for this world.
#personal#pet death#cw: pet death#Idk why I'm posting this but it makes me feel a little better#been holding back because today was also my grandma's birthday and I tried hard to be happy for her#and now it's slowly sinking in#We put him to sleep this morning because he was too ill and suffering#I guess that's some solace but I miss him already#I'm rambling#im sorry
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none of these are still or in focus, so here's just the whole dump
#northern lights#ground isnt solid rn so nowhere to put the tripod where it wont sink slowly#cleared up a bit but colours had dimmed now#:(
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good morning and happy fridayayayayyyyy !!!! it’s pretty much the weekend and i’m supa excited (ㅅ´ ˘ `) ! i hope everyone has a good day and you find something that makes ya smile ^_^ 🤍
aren’t they sweet ( ྀི o̴̶̷᷄ o̴̶̷̥᷅ ) . . ෆ
#need someone to convince me not to track down and buy this figure .#gripping the sink right now i need it so bad#look at their smiles#LOOK.#UGHHHHHFHDHDHDHHDHD#ok#well i might be chronically online today as it’s friday & im one of the only schmucks to actually go into the office#so i’m not gonna give it 110% shh…………#but i will get to some asks + shitpost ! so yay#tonight is going to be very interesting bc i’ve been slowly introducing my cats to my moms cat and tonight they might all get to meet#LOL.#i think it’ll be okay … i hope …. as long as they can tolerate each other by the holidays i’m good !!!!#i have a question id like to ponder but this yap is already getting long and i fear ppl may not see it so i shall ask the void later 🙂↕️🙂#ILUUUU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY !! STAY AMAZEEEE ^_^#smooch.#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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↠ Tim & Lucy scenes ↳ 5x10 - The List
#chenford#chenfordedit#the rookie#tim x lucy#tim and lucy#therookieedit#lucy x tim#jesuis assez edits: Chenford#jesuis assez edits: Chenford scenes#Tim was so nervous#When they reached their second date.. They were in their element. It was more them as opposed to the fancy setting.#He could breathe with ease. Just be there in the moment with her. They could just be them. Just Tim and Lucy.#He could melt into her the way he always does.#Whether that be in the form of a kiss / hug or a touch of any means.#or even gaze at her intently the way he did here in this scene [ok the whole episode. ] [ok just about every time he looks at her]#Even touching her with his fingertips brushing over her skin \ hearing her voice \ a single look that#communicates what words cannot say is enough to quieten the anxiety.#or the emotional storm raging within Tim. Even for a fleeting moment as they have done so before.#Tim has this way of giving Lucy his full and undivided attention. Listening to her attentively. He takes in every word she says to him#Hanging onto every word and holding a space for those words in the doorways of his mind. and allowing her influence to wash over him.#Because he values her opinion just as much as she values his. So when she expressed a [need] for him to reset his expectations#he switched on instantly to meet that need. He too wants for them to take their time and explore this slowly.#They're on mutual ground with this and maybe it's something Tim didn't realise he wanted until Lucy voiced it.#The way he begins to process what she is wanting from the relationship right now and needing from him#and how it sinks in that he wants that too#I think Tim could've been content to sit in silence with her all night despite the nerves bubbling up inside of him.#Just completely content with beaming at her all night. Content to admire her through tender eyes.
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had a rough day but inking is like getting free therapy
don't look too hard at the arm haha yeah it's way too long, that's what I get for not sketching first lol
anyway this was way more fun to make than I anticipated even if it turned out kinda janky :D the crosshatching on the bottom of his robe and the details in his head are probably my fav parts
#rain world#fun little story in the tags here folks#five pebbles#rain world art#anyway somebody get this guy some chemo#artists on tumblr#art#riantart#rw five pebbles#5 pebbles#rain world fanart#body horror#maybe?#tw body horror#traditional art#the real tragedy is when i was cleaning my pen nibs after i finished#see i was scrubbing them in the bathroom sink#and managed to drop the main one i use down the drain#so now i gotta go to the storeeee#slowly working on another rw comic which i kiiiiinda need working pens for lol
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i'm extremely normal
#kazehiki#utau#utauloid#vocaloid#<- UM HE'S A VOCALOID NOW SO IT COUNTS RIGHT#my art#ms paint#shoutout to my mutuals for slowly making me sink into kazehiki brainrot#i think him and nurse robot type t are my top favourite utaus now#such a coincidence how THEY SOUND SO SIMILAR and are both twisted cycle paths#i love him so much.........he's just a Guy
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toji fushiguro your chronic depression and trauma response has bewitched me body and soul
#thinking about him today#just . how wellwritten he is ………#how he was sinking so deeply but refused to drag megumi with him#i think the common motif of like . the sea as a metaphor for depression#is soooo fitting for toji and megumi#(sugu most of all but this isnt abt him)#like . megumi literally sinking into a sea of grief#and toji slowly deteriorating and sinking into his grief#…. now that i think about it . that works so well for maki and mai too#hhhhh i just feel emotional :’) love this old broken man so dearly#ari noises ✩
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i see feeding lundy alcohol not unlike one would a hungry baby goat at the petting zoo with a baby bottle is becoming a thing now isnt it sasha
Panthers Championship Parade | 6.30.24 (x)
#aleksander barkov#anton lundell#florida panthers#i have a lot of things to say but there are multiple red lasers on my forehead right now#god forbid i have to reuse the baby goat imagery but theres are trying times#just know that whatever just flashed through your brain like a prophecy from a god right now was from me#and im thinking things 10 times worse its not even fit for public consumption#just know this...keep this in mind...#its the way lundy slowly sinks down further to keep up with the way sasha is pouring it-#(shock collar goes off shocking me multiple times consecutively)
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If one of my mice ever tells you they have an architectural degree, don't believe them, their cage rearrangements are NOT structurally sound.
#their one house is just halfway sunken#i make sure nothing can like. actually fall over and hurt them#but it's so funny seeing their cardboard box of choice just slowly sinking into the ground because of their digging#they also shoved all the bedding to one side of the cage so now there's a very narrow space between the bedding and the floor of the second#storey#there's mice loose in Baker Street
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Ah. Putting him out on old inters after the red flag was certainly a choice eh
#he's sbinalla'd now#sigh#welp I'm just going to slowly sink into my floor#f1#carlos sainz#brazilian gp 2024#my post#scuderia ferrari#ferrari
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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Just watched "I Saw The TV Glow" in cinemas and boy did I get chest kicked all the way back to my derealisation episodes when I was like 6 years old.
#movies are a crazy concept#oh yeah this 2 hour long montage of pictures makes me want to melt into a puddle and close my eyes#but alas i am exactly like owen and will continue to wake up in this world and pretend im making the right choices#i saw it with a friend but I don't think she fully realised how much the movie fucked me up#cried twice in cinemas#will probably cry again later#got ice cream after#now i feel empty#but im going out again tomorrow with friends so im excited!!#being here and alive is so strange#i feel like im wading through a swamp and slowly sinking#maybe ill also wake up one day#anways!!#probs wont delete :)#i saw the tv glow#movie review#spoilers#cinema
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i'm trying to make lists of all the small projects left unfinished in my house and frankly none of it is big stuff (except the kitchen) but it's all just. compounding small things that i don't have the tools or knowledge to do.
#and some of it makes me actively cwazy like the unfinished baseboards the lack of door trim the exposed drywall everywhere#the lack of gcfi outlet BEHIND THE SINK the grout that should have been caulk along the tub#the overcaulked horror of a sink that is now horrifically stained in coffee#the exposed ductwork and holes in the ceiling that rain drywall dust down on everything#and none of that is thaaat important but not fixing them is slowly making everything worse and agh#like the no door trim along the back door is causing an issue where taco's little hellish claws are eroding the exposed edge of the drywall#anyway i'm tired i spent all day cleaning mouse turds and watching that hbomberguyvideo
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For the last half year, I've watched @pinkcupboardwitch periodically wax rhapsodic here on the delights of chai tea. Having finally taken the plunge I can report apparently I shall be learning the intricacies of brewing chai because I'm thoroughly hooked. I had a chai latte, rather than the straight tea, but some cursory googling informs me milk is the best complement to the flavors, so fortune smiled in that regard.
Two things surprised me most: what a full sensory experience it was, and just. how well flavors my very American self wouldn't put together naturally gel. The spice aroma almost scared me off: it was strong and I'm not used to teasing out cinnamon and cardamom etc. When my nose smells "strong" I instinctively default to pepper and oh, hell it's going to be _hot rather than flavorful. But once I took that first tiny sip--think kid inching their toe into water and you'll have a good idea--and the flavor burst, not exactly sweet but bright and rich across my tongue, I started prolonging the experience. Inhaling the spice became aslow prelude, sweetening the anticipation of the flavors bursting across my pallet again.
I like wine, but I'll be honest. About all I can smell when I try to "discern its bouquet" is sharp and acid, to the point I have to work actively not to inhale because I know I'll enjoy the flavor once it's on my tongue if the aroma doesn't put me off entirely first. But this was strong, bracing and made me want to go sniff cardamom and ginger etc. to se if I can untangle the individual notes.
And erm. ginger is actually quite good in certain combinations, apparently? My (again very American. very southern.) take on ginger was too sharp, too _bitter in all the dishes I'd had it in except gingerbread but well. we Southern folks put so much sugar in gingerbread, I figured it could cover up *anything*. I couldn't imagine how vanilla would clash with what I expected to be a bitter ginger note. So I was delighted to learn that ginger, in small quantities, actually seems to contribute to the brighter notes, cutting through some of the sweet richness of the milk and (maybe) cardamom and vanilla along with the cinnamon.
When I've had coffee, I'm the kind of person who has to spice it up: yeah, I'm drinking coffee, I'll say as I drink something decadent with peppermint and white chocolate and a coffee base--it's less about the coffee than the frills, downplaying coffee's strength rather than complementing it. (My subsequent google made me cackle, because apparently a lot of coffee people actually really love black tea, and I couldn't find them more different. Mom was a coffee person, so I tried a fair bit of it and without an infusion of something, it was always so _bitter to me. But the dregs of the cup--which I figure come closest to the original tea flavor just tasted a little nutty, but so _fresh. Just such a different flavor profile, at least for me.)
#trying very hard to be more adventurous this year. and am doubly proud of myself for this one because I grew up the kind of poor where#a five dollar drink was “rich people luxuries”. it doesn't matter that I'm now secure enough a whimsical cup of tea purchase isn't#going to make me short on anything the rest of the week. when you get the habit that daring to try anything could be a waste of money you#wish you had back in three days. it's hard as hell to shake: one of the million and one ways#poverty#flat out stifles the adventure and curiosity that makes life fun--Dad bless him has spent the last four years#assuring me I don't have to be frugal every second of every day at least here in the short-term and it is slowly. painfully sinking in#but 'retraining your brain takes work' is the cliched advice I find truest#mental health stuff
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Seeing yourself in a character is a wonderful experience. Unless it's Bones. I'm sorry if it's Bones.
#were all in the same boat.#and that boat is sinking.#but were not doing anything about it. no lifejacket dispersal#no lifeboats#were all just arguing while were going to get swallowed at sea#and then a whale breaches right on top of the ship and breaks it in half#it was already bursting at the seams but now theres a fucking whale on top of us#and then the survivors find our that the whale can talk and it leads us to lan#but the land is an island and were stuck there#and then we all slowly starve to death#leonard bones mccoy
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as the Ghovie release is getting closer, i'm getting more excited but also scared.
like i'm scared of the future (changes) but also how people will react. like i know it's gonna be a rollercoaster but still... things tend to get... out of hand sometimes.
i will keep an open mind no matter what and i will stay out of social media to avoid spoilers as i will see the movie on Sunday 23rd and many have already seen it by then.
#silverofthunder speaks#ghovie#rite here rite now#it's not long before i see it and it's slowly sinking in#i'm ready but also not you know
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