#and now I kinda lost all interest
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I really need to stop getting my hopes up and brainstorming/ building D&D characters for campaigns that aren’t finalized or don’t even exist
#I just love making characters in general#and when I get an idea I love just completely running with it#but that’s how I end up getting disappointed and creating characters I will never get to play#I haven’t even been officially invited to this one#I was just told there might be an opening#and I misunderstood and thought our characters needed to be just based on a character from pop culture#and then I got super excited about playing Edward Elric as an eldritch knight#and ideally I would want to multi class eventually as a transmutation wizard#and I thought it’d be cool if he was a variant human mark of making#it would work so perfectly for his character#I know I know there’s an alchemist sub class but that doesn’t actually fit end#but anyways turns out the character needs to be from a piece of media that’s at least 30 years old#and ideally is from a classic novel or myth or fair tale or something#but it can’t be Shakespeare#and now I kinda lost all interest#cuz I really wanna play an eldritch knight#but I can’t think of a character who would fit that who isn’t a middle aged man or an archer#and wanna either be young or a woman and I wanna sword#and I don’t wanna have to pick someone who reserved or devoutly religious#but I also don’t wanna play a trickster#maybe I just need to read more older stuff but I just like modern characters better#don’t get me wrong there’s plenty of classic stories I love#but I never find myself really relating to those characters#I should stop worrying about this because I probably won’t even be invited to play#but now I just desperately wanna play ed#of the yandere barbarian characters I’ve been thinking about#I also had a city Druid character I never got to play#and a warlock I only got to play for one session#for how much I think about D&D and watch D&D content#I’ve played so little actually D&D
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derek and peter hale - the borders
"all for power." "for my family's power to be rightfully inherited by me."
#blu edits#teen wolf#derek hale#peter hale#blu is wolf show posting#i know the slang is awkward and out of place but i just had to put the lyrics as they are#allison and derek couldve had such a good conversation about their toxic complicated aunt/uncle#season 1 derek is so interesting in terms of peter because you literally see echoes of this person we the audience dont even know yet#in the way he treats scott. the things he says. the things he believes. the things he does.#'the bite is a gift' most obviously. but all the stuff he tells scott about why he cant be with allison#is pretty much what peter said to him about paige#and when he's lost on who the alpha is he still goes to peter for advice. like he must've a million times when he was a kid.#the idea of derek age 16-22 coming to talk w his catatonic uncle who was his only friend as a kid and certainly his only friend now#kinda makes me wanna die
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mini dump🏌
#i think i broke my neck by doing absolutely nothing#also um. thats bulterier on the right :з i like them a lot#i drew her more already but i dont like other pics as much#komashkart#megurine luka#vocaloid#furry#sfw furry#a funny thing is i wanted to go back to drawing silly mundane things daily for fun. n then couldnt draw for like 2 months at all#n i kinda lost interest to almost everything somehow but also picked back up abandoned hobbies🚶idk#also i now mix up right n left. it must be covid but idk🚶🚶🚶🚶
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dude if kh ends ill. probably cry lmaoo. but also. fandoms continue after their thing is finished dont they?? like. 10 years after its done ppl will still talk abt it?? i hope so at least
given that the kh fandom has survived several massive droughts over the years at this point i think it's unkillable. some of my mutuals on here are from like the ice age of kingdom hearts and still alive and blogging the exact way they always did. it won't be a huge fandom but even now with the series still being alive the fandom isn't as big as it once was in its heyday. but those of us here are incredibly loyal. and the nature of any long-running thing is that people carry it with them over the course of many years and it'll become impossible to drop it once it does end. but! it truthfully all depends on How it ends if you ask me. if it's a trainwreck a lot of people might abandon it out of resentment. if it's good or even mediocre as an ending it'll have its fans throughout eternity
#mind you i say all this as someone who's only been into kh for 3 years now lol#i'm just familiar with fandom history#asks#thanks anon#kingdom hearts#i'm truthfully kind of anticipating a mediocre ending#bc ending stories is always really hard ESP if it's something this complex#and uh. bless nomura but i don't think he's.. spectacular at that? idk. after kh3 ehhhh#i mean if he claims he has a clear vision for the series at this point then props to him maybe he'll redeem himself#i mean it truly does seem like kh3 was a game he had lost interest in making by the time he got around to doing it#and it shows#no wonder it was kinda all over the place. almost everything in it felt done out of cold obligation#but if he's really passionate about where it's going now. he could wrap it up in a beautiful way
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thinking about ch0mpkin's evil evbo post (evilbo, if you will) and going "How can I align this with My Interests (the axes)" and the answer is Very easily actually
#thoughts in tags.....#when the cookie crumbles#pciv#pvp civilization#you know. evbo leaving behind everything he knows for his friend and going along with The Plan#constantly telling himself its for the greater good its for the greater good#but the longer he goes on the worse it gets#and both tabi and clown force him to stop diagetically monologuing somehow because otherwise he'll blow their cover#so he just gets quieter and quieter and withdraws more and more#to the point where even tabi is thinking like “damn maybe i Should've killed him in sword civ...” but he's here now#another thing is i think evbo would 100% buy and sneak another video journal machine out and when tabi finds out she Flips Her Lid#clown is less concerned because he wasn't With them so he doesn't know like tabi does that he spends So Much Time On This Shit#not knowing that (like minute said) video journaling is the biggest reason evbo is able to take in so much new info and maintain himself#and if they straight up take it away from him he's going to get Even Worse#i think clown doesn't see it as much of an issue despite tabi's major objections because he'd literally be talking about their plan On Air#and that tape goes somewhere and is Seen by someone (plus if someone else sees their cover is gone cuz video journals are sword only)#but in his eyes that means the only people who will ever see it are the diamond swords in their ivory tower who can't leave anyways#so why worry? if anything it shows them what they're (the axes) doing to their (the swords) little golden boy and they can't stop it#another thing i thought about is that they would definitely hold killing evbo over his head like. Constantly#and evbo's fear of dying isn't the same because he never died to tabi's axe so he doesn't know zam is waiting for him (which is also funny)#so instead it takes a spin of tabi saying “ill kill you and let you respawn in sword civ and you'll stay there with your regrets”#because even if zam Wasn't still waiting for him he kinda ditched the diamond swords so uh... kinda lost your sense of kinship there#a-NOTHER point of interest: guardfriend#since guards can access all civilizations they'd definitely want to take advantage of his connections and relation with evbo#especially since unless evbo spills the beans he most likely wouldn't know the eternal sword was taken and tabi is the one who took it#let alone that she (and clown by extension‚ but to throw off suspicion he doesn't show up around guard) is a natural born axr#so they can defo use what trust those two have to get places easier#but if he ends up getting in the way... [makes a chopping gesture across my throat]#could even do it in Front of evbo as an example of what happens to those who stand between them and their mission#holy shit this is the first time ive ever hit 30 tags. wtf
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#mine musings#not tagging etc etc#i just want to ramble (this is about lc)#do people feel like lg's character is incomplete without a backstory?#like a “past” before he met cxs#i feel like it's a nice-to-have thing (wouldn't be opposed to it) but i don't think his character requires it to be fully fleshed out yknow#his character is strongly defined by his role in the narrative because that's how stories work. but like#i do feel like we've learned a lot about him that would've stayed constant even if cxs isn't in his life though#like idk i just don't understand calling him a plot device i guess#like would he be more interesting if it was revealed he got attached to cxs so easily bc he had some kind of unhappy childhood or whatever?#i mean if it's executed well. sure?#personallyyyyyyy i think it's already compelling if he's just like. some guy#he's just some nerdy kid who made a friend and felt grief and loss for the first time and couldn't take it#like. that's compelling to me. unhappy childhood would be interesting too but like. there's nothing wrong with lg being just Some Guy™ imo😭#maybe it's bc i like the idea that lg could be anyone#and what i mean is like. that could be me. that could be you#all it takes is to find a love and friendship you're not willing to let go of. and as S1 has shown many clients have the same regrets#the only difference is that they never had the ability to change the past like lg did#like cxs said in YE1. everyone would want to have the ability to change the past. it's human nature#and i like the idea that the love and grief lg went through isn't something that's unique to him#like obviously it's unique in the sense that he makes it worse for himself with time loops#but like. the love he experienced could also happen to me. could also happen to you#same with the grief#i'm realizing as i'm rambling here that THIS is actually what i love about lg's character#now i kinda wish i didn't hide this in the tags lmao but whatever#i didn't want to invite debates over this and like if director li wants to give him a backstory that's fine#but the way lg is right now. i don't think he's “just a plot device”#and i don't think he's an incomplete character#i'll accept any backstory but god i really wish he stays being just Some Guy who loved and lost and continues to love and lose#because it's human and normal and everyone goes through it
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Honestly, sucks that vi never gets a break.
#like seriously.#and honestly they wrote it as being her fault#she didnt get through to powder and honestly she didnt try hard enough#now jinx is a monster and caitlyn lost her mother#and whats vi gonna do#and caitlyn whats she gonna do be the fucking cop? when is vi gonna stand up and be vander's heir?#though honestly i guess i kinda get jinxs thinking - she always destroys and kills she just killed her adopted dad who killed her adoptedda#one leader dead lets kill the rest of the leaders dead#is anybody thinking about fair wages ??? anyone????#what was the stupid fucking independence plan of silko's supposed to accomplish??? theyre literally the labour to the middle class right???#or are you trying to say theyr just crime city#well anyway#arcane#vanders actual heir hes a little more interesting tbh#vi has actually kinds been booted from her own narrative every time by that guy#whats his name#ekko#ekko and jinxs fight was supposed to be hers#well anyway idk its all just revenge and pain and explanation on how the lanes even work like WHO IS WORKING IN THE HAMMER FACTORY
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*Back when I hecking do not know who shipping works but did it with my gut and brains*
Past me in 2022/2023(I think-):"AAHHHHHHH- WHICH SHIP- THEIR BOTH SO CUTE AND REALLY GOOD TOGETHER-"
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"Oh!!I see!Oh I am a multishipper,cool. I could just make videos of one ship and do the other in the next when I want to."
The fact I was fine, and just based of others with their ships. I just said "Okay,so this is fine cause it's a au.Got it."
Yeah,you know this tumblr acc kinda started off with lots of tsbs(More focussingly on tsams/laes/eaps)
Which was a fandom I did and so continue. Transformers than got my attention for real cause of rescue bots when my brothers were watching season 3 when we see the two old new bots(No spoilers).
I loved the gacha community since it was fun!And tf gacha was pretty easy for me to make and have my joy in my passions.
Idk why I wanted to share this, I kinda just went with it.
Also, it was my comfort, and still is(My fandoms are the best:3 ).
#lednet au talks!#I was a big optiratch shipper but I also enjoy wheelchet#Man must of carry on in the tsams fandom with me-#speaks of *cough* Solnex and Soluin-#And maybe vicgent and vicsi- *OOF*#Shhhh....The power of this force will be unstoppable to be restrained further....#transformer#maccadams#tsbs#the security breach show#alan becker#ava#avm#av#And then I me back then knowing no shit of the whole “LGBTQ” but shipped one mech and an other mech and made them kiss or someth#I WAS SO GODDAMN LUCKY ONE TIME I KNEW IT- I KEEP ASKING QUESTIONS ALOT WHEN I DON'T KNOW AND GET SHAMED FOR NOT KNOWING THE TOPIC-#I am under a rock chat like- so down deep in the void-#NOT TSAMS VOID BHCR BDWJBF#yaps in tags is the best#then other shit I didn't know like neurodivergent/ other disablites mentally/physically much#Then I became interested and went on dammed resreach searching alot (So lucky that ai wasn't there before now) cause holy moly it sounded#kinda cool in a way/ hey I like this subject and want to learn more#Oh my I realize when I was comforting alot of people and began to realize more situations I never knew happens around me every second-#long tags#I honestly did what I could do and yeah#no this isn't a vent-#idk should I keep this?#I'm silly but stupid in oh I lost my fucking bag at a libary with all my important stuff-#SSSSSSSSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH-#Oh and I yesterday I made a poem with my class since we were subjected to do so and I choose depression :D
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i feel like i got severance'd when i started liking looney tunes and anytime i stop being obsessed w it for a while thats just like. a different guy. hm i was really obsessed w dragon ball in january and drew fanart and was planning on watching every piece of dragon ball media ever.... #dont remember #dont care. who was that guy. this has been going on for years and it really shouldnt surprise me at this point and on some level it doesnt even really bother me but it somehow shocks me every single time.
#ITS REALLY SO WEIRD !!!!! ILL NEVER UNDERSTAND#like on some level i KNEW i wasnt gonna get through all dragon ball media before losing interest#but internally i kinda dont *really* know that. like in the back of my head i was like “hmm but THIS one will be the exception”#i was plowing through library books right before this latest looney tunes bout an i have like 10+ checked out right now#and now im like hmmm dont really care abt these anymore.... not sure why i checked a lot of them out in the first place...oh except this on#i can relate it to looney tunes tangentially ok ill keep that one#*wakes up surrounded by a bunch of weird ass library books and writings* damn who the fuck closed last night#who was in my room reading the bible and the marquis de sade. cuz i dont think that was me that doesnt sound like something id do#where did these outlines for a bizzare paradise lost style epic in my docs come from#sry to the charlie who wrote those ig youll have to take a break for a while i got struck by the looney tunes lightning again#its not even like i do too much at one time or i run outta the most interesting content its like a pretty predictable timescale so im kinda#racing against the clock. like ok i have ONE MORE WEEK of dragon ball interest to finish ALL of it. right now it FEELS like ill never#be interested in anything else but ik i will so i gotta hurry#and now it feels like i literally might never watch anything dragon ball related again and that doesnt bother me at all#ive tried pacing myself to make the interest last longer too an it jus doesnt work... it comes an goes whenever#fascinating. can someone dissect my brain and tell me what the fucks going on in there#charlie words
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Person of Interest 1.23 | Firewall
#person of interest#poiedit#tvedit#john reese#nikolatexla#still trying to process this episode#look at john... he's all alone now :(#i knew there was sth fishy going on with that girl#she knew john was a soldier. she was playing stupid#i hope she becomes an ally#i'm so glad i liked this series. kinda sad that it's gonna be my next lost :)
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having kara zor-el thoughts today about her getting out of her ship, and she does not yet know what she is doing so years after she was supposed to. she is trying to focus not on what she's lost, but what she still has, and her first thought is "kal can't sleep without a lullaby, i need to find him and sing him to sleep, he must be so scared and alone" because she is scared, she is alone, she wants nothing more than for someone to sing her to sleep, but it will never happen again, and if she amounts to anything now that the future she was supposed to have is gone, she will do it for her little cousin, who will never even know krypton if not for her
but her cousin is not the little baby she used to babysit, he is a grown adult, older than kara is, and she wonders how the people who took care of him got him to sleep without knowing the kryptonian lullabies he was used to (how will she sleep now?), how quickly kal adapted to the lullabies of earth instead (did he forget the sound of his home entirely?), or who she would have to sing to sleep now that kal-el doesn't need her (who can she ever share with? will she forget, too?)
#yes i'm reposting this off my twt so what#anyway you can assume i am always internally screaming about kara zor-el. i have SO many thoughts about her#the fact that she was created as a joke and her creators (also as a joke) had clark put her in an orphanage-#is of course a moment of 'hehe haha look how ridiculous silver age comics were'#but it also unintentionally sets the mood for her entire character because the one person she knew leaving kryptop she could still have#is now forever lost to her and the version of him she meets is someone else. they are isolated from each other#there's of course a lot of exploration of clark's guilt and hope and disappointment and everything else about krypton#but i'm so much more interested in kara's. she left believing she had to keep her home alive on another planet and share it with others#and she arrives to a world completely different. she meets clark and loses her family all over again because he is her family but he isn't#and there have been attempts to explore this isolation but imo they always feel just so quick and kinda cheap#this is something that will always be a problem for them. this will always stand between them because they are essentially two foreigners#to e/o. but they are also family. and it's a sliding scale which side of the equation they fall to on any given day but it will persist#running circles around my room thinking about kara idk#superman#supergirl#supers#kara zor-el#ń txt
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Apart from my Hozier/Gale shirt I’m trying to decide how 2014 tumblr-esq I want my fit to be for the concert… honestly I’m thinking very
#I’m twenty eight but I didn’t get to dress like that back when I was 19 I was too Mormon boooooooo#toad rambles#now I will wear a miniskirt and not give a fuck#I’ll wear a miniskirt to work don’t test me (I have I just also wear leggings#I am so gutted my septum grew in#that would have made it The Fit of all time#I used to have so much fun with outfits and such and then I kinda lost that interest#slowly getting back into wearing clothes I actually like that aren’t just tee shirts and jeans#now it’s a miniskirt and tee shirt I guess? progress???
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I don't know why season 4 like screeched my lost-watching to a halt but it really kind of fell off for me. ever since they've been doing the little off the island flash-forwards it's been losing me. I'm sure there's an interesting compelling storytelling reason for all of it, but from where I'm sitting it changed the whole vibe in a direction I'm not enjoying. I will continue to watch I guess, but it's slow going.
#i can feel it inside me that there's an interesting reason for it#but the shift in focus to the future- them off the island- really ruined some of the magic#like. the whole mystery of why people can't seem to leave and what the smoke monster is and what ben is doing#it all kinda felt less meaningful because now it's like. oh well it doesn't matter they just leave#but idk. im gonna try to watch an episode now#but it's really been dragging for some reason#lost#lost 2004#jennie watches lost
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I feel like deep down I’m still that little girl who never really grew out of her childhood because it got taken away from her
#idk what i’m saying anymore#im a teen now but I still feel like a child at times#I think that’s why I enjoy things considered childish#kinda to like makeup for all the lost time in my childhood#also something something about how#me being with him heals my inner child#I know I’m not that old but like#considering all the shit everyone’s put me thru#something#but he makes me feel like I’m being payed attention to#he makes me feel like I matter and cared for#I’ve never had anyone have interest in me like that#knowing that he likes my company and like#just me in general makes me really happy#little kid Sophia is really happy that I’m dating such an amazing boy
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Revisiting my Warframe AU
My Warframe AU, that I named "They Live", or "Furframe" for a sillier name, where the warframes ended up looking a bit different and also all being different individuals. Tenno do not exist in this AU, only warframes do.
Now I can't remember every detail about the canon lore so I'm working with that I can remember and understand, since Warframe lore is quite confusing sometimes, so here's my ideas on how it differs from the canon I remember:
When the Orokin first created the warframes, they ended up as more like living creatures than in the official timeline. Many of the warframes have animal-like, or monstrous features.
Each type of warframe was a modified version of the Helminth strain that caused specific features and abilities for each person that was injected with it, though each individual having variations (represented by the different skins, helmets and colours that can be chosen in-game). They started with the prime versions, and then moved to the regular versions later.
The warframes eventually betrayed the Orokin, and after the war was over they went into cryosleep. They are now slowly waking up from their cryosleep, many losing memories and waking up disoriented.
After awakening, some warframes formed clans to work together, some worked with whoever happened to have the same goal at the time, and some remained solo. A group of warframes joins together to make a clan called Ether Alliance. The AU story centers around this clan, consisting of my Warframe OCs.
So in this AU every warframe was once a person that got transformed into a warframe, though most probably lost their memories in the process. I also played around with an idea for a memory-based warframe that the Orokin made to wipe their memories on purpose, choosing someone who volunteered for it.
The warframes lost even more memories from the cryosleep, to varying decrees. Some could remember most of the war, some only had vague impressions, some had it so bad they couldn't remember a thing, not who they are or even what they are, completely clueless to even being warframes.
Now, I decided that the Lotus exists in this AU, therefore I had to tie Margulis and the Lotus' lore into it. Margulis probably saw transforming people into warframes forcibly and then forcing them to fight as immoral and objected to it, and then it goes as it does in canon, with the Tenno replaced by the warframes. That means Ballas looses Margulis because of his own creations, which is very funny I think.
#warframe#warframe au#they live au#furframe au#i believe i immediately started working on this au when i started playing in 2018#kinda slowly lost interest in warframe over-time but now i got back into it a little bit#so i thought i'd put some of the thoughts i've had together like this#no clue as to how i'd add man in the wall into this#i can think of void powers being applied to the warframes somehow by the orokin maybe as separate weapons they carry or something idk#but wally man was met in the void#i guess it could be something like some warframes getting lost in the void for a bit but idk how integral that is to the lore#or if he would have done all the crazy stuff anyway idk#the void lore is the most confusing part
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man in his mid 20s who says tee hee
#art#traditional art#watercolour#oc art#ocs#oc group: lia crystal darling#oc: bibi#I DREW THIS a while back u can see the date in the corner LOL but i didnt scan it because it was like#a tiny little drawing from a tiny little watercolour paper pad and i. lost it JHKDSDds i forgot i had it#BUT I FOUND IT AGAIN so i scanned it finally ~#today i had a slightly wretched critique in one of my classes. kinda incomprehensible. oddly harsh with very little actionable advice#i think ive been really lucky in school with critiques at least post secondarily. most have been very useful and fun and interesting#even if i dont find all the advice useful usually i can at least glean something like a communication issue or something im having#but this one was wack as FUCK only advice i got was basicaly all the work u did sucked u should just redraw year old unrelated work instead#my professor seems to think im on the right track tho i think it was just the TAs who came out the gate swinging LOL#theyre like my age so maybe theyre just overwhelmed about trying to lead a critique like this i think theyre new at it#so i'll try not to be too discouraged but MAN.... so now. i need to post drawings of my anime boys to bring me back down to earth#look at my anime boy. he even has hair covering one eye <3
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