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Could we by any chance hear about the tvdint fics you deemed too scandalous to share?? We are also freaks please I could never find the good non-English ones on my own
As much as I would enjoy putting together another list, I'm a lil too weary of my tastes to reveal em to anyone lol
And again, if you've read through the tvdint tag on ao3, chances are you've read all my faves. Finding non-english fics requires some experimentation (some translate really well, and others are like "well... I know what these words mean separately, but put em together, and.....?????") The best advice I can give is to find an author whose fics translate really clearly (most of the non-english authors i listed in my last fic list have lots of easy-reads! and they are the authors of some of my fave Scandalous Fics 🤫), and then go through their collection of fics to see if they have any more good ones hidden away. Give their bookmarks a quick look too; if they write about tropes/kinks you like, chances are they're looking for the same types of fics as you!
I admittedly have no tips for fic-hunting on pixiv, cuz the way the fic searches on that site are formatted kinda give me a headache after being spoiled by ao3's search engine lol. And i honestly haven't read too many tvdint pixiv fics in general
#i hope you'll forgive me for not sharing my faves#my tastes are Bad#and not even in the Funny Bad kinda way#my calendar is about as bold as i'm willing to be with sharing my tastes#and maybe.... a certain fic i'm in the middle of writing that is distinctly *out* of my comfort zone#even tho that doesnt even really have my tastes either#it just kinda smacked me upside the head one day and ordered me to write it#and who was i to say no?#okay okay i'm gonna stop rambling nonsensically now#anonymous#ask
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I do think Blazing Saddles handled its one depiction of native americans very poorly, and the full extent of its representation of chinese workers on the railroad is they were literally just there. not even one single speaking line. unclear if this is worse or better than the redface.
it's fucking phenomenal at lampooning antiblack racism though. extremely blatant, extremely funny satire, which is constantly and loudly saying "racism is the philosophy of the terminally stupid at best and morally depraved at worst, and we should all be pointing and laughing at them 24/7"
plus the main character is a heroic black man who has to navigate a whole lot of bullshit but is constantly smirking at the extraordinarily stupid racists and inviting the audience into the joke. the one heroic white character is a guy who was suicidally depressed until he met the protagonist and they just instantly became buds, and he's firmly in a supporting role the whole time and happy to be there. the protagonist saves the day with the help of his black friends from the railroad, and uses the position of power he was given to uplift not only those friends, but all the railroad workers of other minorities too, in an explicit show of solidarity.
anyone saying "Blazing Saddles is racist" had better be talking about its treatment of non-black minorities. it had better not be such superficial takes as "oh but they say the n-word all the time" or "they have nazis and the kkk in there!" because goddamn if that's the full extent of your critique I very seriously suggest you read up on media analysis. there is too much going over your head, you need to learn to recognize satire.
#blazing saddles#finx watches tv#finx rambles#I recognize that I'm saying all this as someone who's not black#but I am also saying it as someone with a basic understanding of race relations in the usa#and a basic understanding of sarcasm#bc it really does not take more than that to recognize what they're doing in this movie#it is NOT subtle#and it is very funny#mel brooks movies are kinda hit or miss for me ngl#men in tights is great if a bit too crass for my taste#spaceballs has great jokes but the central story lacks any real heart so it doesn't grab me#history of the world was just kind of unpleasant and then I switched it off#but blazing saddles? phenomenal#I could not stop laughing the whole way through#and the central story DOES have heart bc it's the friendship between bart and#whassisname#jim#the Kid#plus bart working out how to succeed at an impossible task#also frankly cleavon little just grounds the comedy really well even before gene wilder shows up and we get their chemistry#bc he's cool calm collected and constantly inviting the audience into the joke#but the character's not too cool to ever mess up or ever be silly#he makes bad choices and gets into bad situations and then has to get himself out of them#but it's.....oh wait duh there's a term for this already#he's the straight man#he grounds all the zany nonsense by being in strong contrast to it#and he does a great job of it!#anyway#point is I deeply enjoyed this movie and I'm glad I finally watched it
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Thinking of the Nie disciple that told Nie Mingjue it was Meng Yao who stayed behind to clean up corpses on the battlefield today.
Nie Mingjue didn't just randomly stumble upon poor lil meowyao eating bread in the novel, he was already looking for him to thank and reward him for his work.
That's what makes it so fun that nieyao's first conflict will end up being about someone else taking credit for Meng Yao's work.
And I'm sure that Nie Mingjue's actual opinions on plagiarism are a lot more nuanced, all we really get from him in this scene is "well you shouldn't kill someone over it!" which leaves a lot of room for what punishments he thinks are appropiate. But I bet that it isn't occuring to him in this moment that the only reason he knows Meng Yao at all, the only reason he got such a capable deputy, is that he noticed someone was taking care of the dead and cared enough to want to know their name. And then the Nie disciples didn't lie to him. The disciple he asked could have said "it was me, Zongzhu" to rise in the ranks himself, but he didn't. He went and asked others, who all also could have taken the credit, but they didn't. Someone saw Meng Yao working and decided to be honest about it and that simple decision is the catalyst for Meng Yao becoming Nie Mingjue's deputy.
Meng Yao can't just work hard to get results, others have to acknowledge that work. If they don't, it's as if he didn't do anything at all.
#i'm very proud of the phrase poor lil meowyao. i'm sure i'm not the first one to come up with it but i'm proud nonetheless.#mdzs#mdzs meta#nie mingjue#meng yao#anyway this isn't a nmj bashing post i think 'ok that's bad but don't do MURDER' is overall a pretty reasonable reaction#but the emotional disconnect is fun to ruminate on. I bet meng yao IS thinking about that moment while coming up with his fake-suicide plan#anyway i always laugh a litle whenever anyone wonder if meng yao looking a bit pitiful was all some master stategy to get nmj to like him#because like... no. no that would be a stupid plan and also involved way too many factors he couldn't control.#and also!! he was already doing something else to try and get nmj's attention. all of that fucking work!!#if you plan on getting nmj– guy famous for valuing merit and hard honest work– to like you what is more useful:#looking a bit like a sad little wet cat in case he comes across you? or. Working really hard and being more useful than everyone else?#ding ding ding it's the latter.#nmj is ALSO a bit weak for someone looking like a kitten left in the rain but that's not well-known at all and meng yao didn't know him yet#anyway the fact that that is his plan does mean he's very aware how much it hinges on other people not just lying and saying they did it.#i wonder what networking efforts lil heijan meng yao was doing. trying to make friends with all the other disciples.#walking the tightrope of being accomodating but not a doormat so people see you as someone to rely on rather than take advantage of.#as much as we know not everyone in the nie is as righteous as nmj it does seem like there is a culture of taking pride in your own work.#even the cultivators who bully him in the novel just seem think it's funny he's working so hard.#using someone else's actions to prop yourself up is kinda like admiting they're better than you. a wound to their pride if nothing else.
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men love to try and tee me up for their next relationship while they’re still dating their current gf and i am never interested. NEVER.
#i don’t even fuck w men like that#mind you i’ve told this man that i am NOT INTERESTED in dating SEVERAL TIMES when he’s asked ab my romantic life#but he’s saying some suspicious ass stuff#like today he was like ‘yeah and it’s hard bc i’m starting have feelings for….this isn’t about anyone in particular….others outside#the relationship. and it’s making me feel guilty’#and i’m like hm. um. okay.#and he’s being weirdly cryptic with me in the way men get when they think they’re being sly ab their feelings for you#😭😭#he’s texting me a bunch lately too like ‘you just really inspire me to be the best version of myself i can be’#and ‘i had a really bad week and i just wanted to thank you for being so kind and funny and awesome’#mind you i didn’t do anything out of ordinary for him#mind you he’s my coworker!!!#i see him every day!!#i’m not stupid idk 😭 you complain ab your gf to me and the shower me in praise like pls stop im uncomfortable 😭😭#i’ve already told him i don’t really want this dynamic with a coworker and he kinda just continues and idk what to do anymore!#like we work closely on everything!#he sits directly beside me in the office!#BLAH#cielo rambles!
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Last post was phrased poorly and I deleted it out of fear of sounding Bad. To phrase it better: I wish I could talk about politics and people I don’t like here the same way I do irl. Too afraid of my digital footprint but just imagine what my opinions are based on what you know about me and the fact I’m a tumblr user (you will probably guess right!) and make it more violent
#it’s kinda funny when it comes up with irls#I guess at some point I gave the impression of being really. passive/nice/whatever#not even arguing w peers I don’t like#I don’t think my opinions are even that crazy. I think I’m pretty rational given the current climate#tldr while putting it nicely: I hope anyone on the other end of the political spectrum from me feels really bad about themselves#pleaseeee please feel crippling shame and embarrassment if u genuinely feel that way. it’s the least you could do#I just wanna live my life and dyke it up#is that too much to ask?
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sometimes you have bad mental health days and then sometimes you decide to rewatch Voltron: Legendary Defenders
#I know it gets bad later down the line. I was there. I was in the trenches since season 2#but god I forgot how fun the first season is#I’m trying not to get too attached because I can’t go through the heartbreak of watching this show go downhill again#it’s kinda like the frog in the pot thing#Voltron#Vld#sophi rambles#also dw guys im doing much better now#Anyways Hunk is my favorite character he’s so funny and they do him so dirty all of the time#STOP REDUCING HIM TO A FAT JOKE. MY BOY IS ON HIS WAY TO GETTING A PHD#HES JUST AS COMPETENT AS EVERYONE ELSE#Growing up is relating less and less to lance and more and more to hunk#Anyways I have a whole idea for a rewrite if anyone cares#Also also hot take Keith isn’t even that emo he’s just autistic and everyone keeps misreading him
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fanling I’m ngl I thought you were like 19 and you’re here to tell me you’re doing SURGERY

fanling wishes fanling can talk more abt this, but fanling would actually get killed,,, i can tell u that my age is older than that number but not by much.. but that's a good guestimate!!!!
#i work in chicago in areas that rlly.. rlly need it so 😭😭 im not Rlly smart.. it's kinda just.. nobody else is willing to do this#and they need Anyone 😭😭😭#bougie travelers do not wana even be here cus it's broke but also So Bad like.. shoutout GSW demar bulls ad i pass by#omw to work everyday#but yea im not far frm that number (i did test out n accelerate a Lot of my schooling mainly bcs i wanted outta there)#but also fanling is still youthful and exuberant enough for 72 hr call shifts YAYYYYYY YAYYY YAY#anyways i cant tell u guys what i do or where or much abt me personally#but if u guys ever want tips on idk other stuff feel free to give me a hoot and ill try my best#im very close to ed physicians and they love to chat to me bcs im not grouchy n rude so if u wanna know abt ed stuff#like ure a scribe or smthing lmk and ill try to give tips#anyways i see dario and think of u and not even in that kinda aliening 'dario girl' kinda way jus like#' .. dario 😊 my dearest funny & intelligent & very accomplished friend likes him! thats dario! i like him too!'#kind of way#i love seeing u or / and him pop up any time MWAH luv u my bodacious friend !!!!!#fellow sket in arms !!!!!!
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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The downside of being a fan of The Boys that nobody talks about: it ruins horror movies for you. 😭😭 It makes you so desensitized that anything that happens in a horror movie, any violence or gore, doesn’t shock you or even creep you out slightly. You just sit there like “damn I’ve seen more fucked up stuff on the boys than this” 😭
#it’s kinda funny#like for example#3 or so years ago I watched midsommar and thought it was fucking terrifying and couldn’t get over what I saw#and then I rewatched it a few weeks ago and I was like ‘oh this isn’t even that bad’#still fucking adore that movie tho and it’s def still unsettling in other ways but my point is the violence#literally felt like nothing the second time around#other examples more recently: the substance and terrifier 2#literally unphased#I mean I’ve never truly been scared of horror movies maybe like 2 in my entire life#but now I’m completelyyyyy desensitized 😭😭#the boys#the boys amazon
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normal thing to say about your dear friend who you think is really cute and charming and hard-working and basically the perfect wife material
#hamefura#my next life as a villainess#otome game no hametsu flag#aaand rewatch done! now my honest thoughts#good start. the middle is kinda boring. ep 8 doesn't exist don't worry about it#this anime draws me in in the same way that Futari Wa does#in that it has a fascinating main cast and a very vague skeleton of a worldbuilding that leaves me wanting to overthink it#unstructured thoughts incoming:#Geordo's still a creep and no matter how much the story wants me to like him I just can't#Keith's siscon is very Yikes! and that's so bad because I love his and Katarina's relationship as siblings#Katarina lowkey thinks Sophia is a freak but never kinkshames her and that's so bestiecore of her. they're soulmates your honor#Mary is SUCH A LESBIAN holy shit. I did not remember how much lesbian she is#I'm lowkey annoyed that the show frames her attraction to Katarina as “haha funny isn't she weird?!”#like in the sleepover episode she was describing the things she'd like to do with her beloved and she's being like. normal about it#but the soundtrack does a silly and I'm like. wow this anime does not like her huh#I swear Geordo and Keith are even weirder about Katarina than she is but the anime always gives them slack about it#unless they're having their homoerotic squabbles. which is to say the anime does Not Like The Queer Coding of the story#I'm sure there are worse examples of weeb homophobia but there are a couple moments I saw in the manga but not here!#anyway where was I. Oh right. Ascart Sibs Autusm 👍🏼#Nicol doesn't have much presence in the story due to his quiet nature which is so sad because his inner world is intriguing#he's such a good friend. loyal and caring. I wish we got more of him in this season#and finally: Maria. God. what is there to say about her that I haven't already#the girl came in with a 7 year disadvantage on her rivals and yet Katarina is all over her!#rewatching season 1 is so weird because I could swear she had more presence than she really does because holy shit#Katarina loves her! so much! wtf#maybe I'm remembering season 2?#anyway these are my thoughts on doomflags season 1#2nd watch edition#oh I almost forgot#romance in chiaroscuro
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I was watching this review of Idolish7 and the reviewer's closing comments got to me because, yeah. Idolish7 tells you that it's fine if your interest or love for something like music or media doesn't last forever while acknowledging also how sad that can be. But it tells you that you're allowed to be obsessed with a show or a song for a short period and you're not inconstant or evil or disloyal for it, nor that your love for it was fake because it didn't last in intensity as it started.
I don't know but I'm a big fan of the way i7 tackles topics about change and goodbyes (especially after pt 4 to 6.9), both on the audience's side and on the artist's side.
#actually funny story...i was gonna look at that review before watching the series then decided to watch it first before looking#yeah....anyway...i sure do love this anime that emotionally destroyed me#im kinda curious at other idol animes now and how they gained that rep#(i did not even know a thing called idol animes or media existed until like....enstars)#(or maybe sasamiya? (by the way...i almost choked on my drink seeing that yamato and tenn's vas voice sasaki and miyano))#anyway i love medias of certain genres that have gained a tropey or bad rep hitting me in the feels with good writing#aka orv and i7 so far and some ive forgotten#idolish7#note's notes#fandom spamdom
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*insert pink color here*
#ironic that last year at this time i was really sick cause i had candidemia#(fungus in my blood and organs etc)#and now my doc is having me take a cordyceps and lionsmane supplement#LMAO#kinda fucked up but in a funny way 💀#guys if you ever get candidemia or a fungal infection the diet and meds you gotta go on SUCK#basically no sugar and i mean not even a gram of it can be in the food you consume for 4 weeks at minimum and you gotta eat mostly greens#and drink water and that's it#my infection was so bad they were worried about it fucking up my brain and other major organs so i was on that for 3 months#from what the docs said i caught it cause my last bout with covid at the time shot my immune system#and get this: they saw A LOT of people that had similiar fungal problems after said clients had covid#some food for thought if you're thinking about boosters or anything#but yeah...TLOU lite isn't fun#when fungus gets in your system that bitch doesn't want to leave and it makes you sick#covid almost killed me but the fungus shit was scary cause it likes to be incognito with symptoms until its like HEY ROOMIE#IVE BEEN INSIDE YOU FOR A LONG TIME HERE'S SOME NERVE DAMAGE A FEVER AND IMMA MAKE YOUR BRAIN FEEL LOOPIER THAN USUAL 😃#OH AND YOU PROBABLY HAVE SEPSIS MY STEPSIS#this is a tangent train psa: stay healthy#fuchsia is my vent word for good things???#not really good but???#need another pink
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had one of these days where i couldnt sort my thoughts into a sentence at all. i think logos would cook up something soothing.. like idk that fuckass nightcap that helps the doctor sleep
#i think he would be patient to understand; or okay with not understanding. and he wouldn't find me scary#not to be that guy but ive always dreamed of someone who would find this sort of cute. special. just me. not my illness#i never mean to be scary. i just want to make friends and say happy things but i dont know how. and i think he'd get it#there's lots of weird people at rhodes island actually i don't even think it'd be too out of the ordinary skfjsjfkj#i like the thought of him picking me out of everyone despite it all smfjknf#they warn you about bitches like me on the news and hes like i want that one#and maybe he would help bring me back when i stray too far into delusion city. whicg. tends to happen. but i think hed be niceys about it#knowing its not my fault my thoughts contort this way. and sometimes it makes for bad things; sometimes silly and he thinks those are funny#waooooooooooooo bogos binted#.musing#kinda
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i just know itou kent was having the time of his life singing the fire flower rerec bc touya's voice stood out like a beacon the entire song
#he was so loud....i dont even mean this in a bad way it was kinda funny. and he sounded great the entire song so i have no complaints#project sekai#pjsk#touya aoyagi
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: Clinical Trial
And Tuesday:
2:30 PM: Sona reacts to Clinical Trial
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Clinical Trial
Thursday:
2:30 PM: Clinical Trial
Friday:
2:30 PM: Clinical Trial
Saturday:
2:30 PM: Clinical Trial/Damned
Sunday:
2:30 PM: Clinical Trial/Damned
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#Weekly TV Guide#Ahaha...#No I can't even joke lol I'm so excited for this week lol#Have you checked my AO3 because if you haven't yet this week is gonna point you that way lol#Little preview for those who check teehee#But if you don't want spoilers! (You do you soooo want spoilers you want to go read it so bad lol) It'll be up proper-like late in the week#And also more so like either way lol#Yaayyy for more Clinical Trail <3 Hooray <3#And! This week is all edited! Wow!!!!!!#I found a piece of a media that was the perfect intersection between nostalgic and passive and novel that held my attention great#Was able to to edit soooo much and it was so nice ah love that#Still got tagging and whatnot but hey - it's all Ready for that#Nice#It was also kinda funny 'cause like - obviously I had to Damned this it's very necessary for every and all lol#But it was actually that nostalgic-novel media flood that inspired that train of thought lol#There was a mental institute and my brain wandered in that direction and suddenly they collided#To think it could've been even longer before it occurred to me.......#Thank goodness that wasn't the case lol#Too much fun too enjoyable such much fun#I love Damned <3 I definitely haven't been thinking about it again a lot lately either#Haven't been doing floorplan measurements and thinking about a new fandom to drag in#I haven't been doing that why are you looking at me like that#Anyway - Clinical Trial <3 Lol
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if i do "?" in text i'm genuinely tilting my head like a dog if i do "!!" my eyes are sparkling and i am figuratively wagging my tail if i am IN ALL CAPS i'm screaming from the top of a mountain with all the power i can with love and the strength of RAGHHH within me
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#sorry guys. i will not shut up.#honestly i really miss it here on tumblr SNIFFS ..... i say this sm tho but damn real/offline life has really been fun <33#anyway. meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow me#very good day ty to those who greeted me anywhere or even just liked a post as a little hi hbd or just acknowledgement ya know arghhh arghhh#I'M SO TIRED NOW ACTUALLY i'm on 5 battery but watch me keep talking (writing) some more#i'm insane btw i went out w friends earlier this tuesday (love them sm) and then. they pitched in to buy me the origin of species bcs i've#been wanting the book LMFAO AS A BDAY GIFT IDK IT'S SO FUNNY TO ME BUT GENUINELY I'M SO HAPPY (NERD) <333#and today i've talked a lot again w one best friend and another of my dearest friends and another too and idk fun day fr#okay i shut up now#that's a lie btw who knows when i will shut up#i might shut up now actually actually#actually i like rambling it's so fun teehee#BUT YEAH TY AGAIN ... genuinely makes me so happy i feel so giddy i was scared today would turn out bad and hey it isn't perfect but to me#it kinda is. in its own way. imperfectly perfect ^_^ <3 yeehaw!!
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