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LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK
regulus is not soft, not at all, and sirius would know. He's sharp and cunning and way too smart for his own happiness. But for sirius, being strong means finding yourself, finding your beliiefs and STANDING UP for them. Regulus did none of that (that sirius is aware of). This scene is not sweet, it's not about sirius being tender over his brother. It's him being condescending. And the fact that you can hear (in the movies) the barely contained disappointment in his slightly trembling voice makes this all the more heartbreaking
i don't think regulus is 'soft' in the way people like to believe he is and just because sirius called him, and i quote: 'soft enough to believe them.' does not mean that he is empathetic, kind, or soft-hearted in the way people like to interpret it. instead, sirius most likely just meant that regulus was not 'strong' enough to come up with his own opinions and too easily malleable to what their parents taught them compared to sirius, who changed his mindset and learned how to think differently and in this essay i will-
#this scene is so important regarding their relationship but its always misinterpreted#some part of sirius always dreamt reg would join him one day#that he'd open his eyes and see the wrong in all of thier family bullshit#and he did#kinda#but it was all for nothing#and no one knew for 15 years#im not okay
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i refuse to touch the ground so have a v2
#ULTRAKILL#v2 ultrakill#ultrakill v2#PROCREATE#ALL ART#FANDOM ART#DOODLE#NO COLOUR#THE GEIGER COUNTER#SMALL CAPTION#TAG YAP#moderators !!!! kill this machine with hammers immediately !!!!! /ref#i dangle her around like a mii /aff#man. if i knew who v2 was prior to getting into ultrakill like#the whole reason i got into ultrakill would have been entirely v2#thats because im gay#this is technically how i got hooked on portal.... giant robot ceiling lady.... hi......#āits been 15 years can i please stop liking robotsā i asks my brain#āfuck youā says my brain (comma) which was actually the 'fuck you' organ /ref#i dont actually remember why i started playing ultrakill#just thought it was cool looking#best decision of my life. havent had robot yaouri like this in ages. thank you hakita#man..... i............ i need to learn how to paint#dude my mat i need it my body hates the floor#like that one dog online who cant walk on normal floors because of the texture and only walks on mats/rugs/carpet#please. mat. come back to me
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This is the start of something new
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#Poorly Drawn MDZS#MDZS#wei wuxian#lan wangji#season 1#*I never knew that it could happen till it happened to me*#Listen there were so many good scenes I wanted to draw and maybe one day I will but dang#sometimes when there are too many good moments to draw in a summary comic you have to abridge them into something that gets the vibes#The teen boy shenanigans that wwx drags lwj into are fine and good and *funny*#but they are also 15 and 15 year olds will say whatever comes to mind whether its well formulated or not#Less of a gay awakening and more of a moment of realizing that theres a door labeled 'homosexual thoughts' in the back of the house#and someone just threw a baseball into the window of it#poor lwj for he now spends the rest of his teen and young adult years haunted by this moment#only to cultivate it into a garden in which he will one day marry this man#Live your life in a way that would make teen you implode -> my daily advice column wisdom#Side note: this comic is vertical because I...ran out of space on my page. I have been meaning to experiment though#might continue like this? Maybe...
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for something as trivial and simple those feelings sure are hard to get rid of
also made a gif a version for fun + alt version with no tears under the cut
the gif is in very low resolution...this is a feature (i could make it bigger but that would require saving each frame individually and than glueing it all together. also i feel like low resolution suits it better. aesthetically and fits the mood)
#hs#homestuck#dirk strider#eye strain#probably? if you think i should tag something else let me know!!#anyway hooray its time for rambling in the tags#so uhhh heres the teƦ i've been sick for like a week and you know how it is when suddenly your throat becomes the main gunk warehouse#and you can't breathe lol. wish i could just pull it out. anywaaayy this is basically a vent piece for me being sick lol#also i could draw remotively the same thing with kris deltarune. oh how easy it is to project having a cold#though i have been also experiencing troubles with feelings recently as well....how fitting for dirk#speaking of the man himself (enough of me) his relationship with his own Heart...is peculiar to say the least#the thing i love about alphakids is that despite being so feral they were. so relatable. i cannot stress this enough how unwell they are an#and how they represented being a teen so well. yeah being 15 years old makes that to you#imagine being an emotional mess and trying to fit the 'norm' and act normal about your friends so youre not offputting#and then you fall in love with you friend and your ai clone falls in love with him too looool noone makes out of this one alive#uhh literally. godtiering stuff and dying remember#and speaking of it. tw for suicidal talk for the rest of tags#do you ever think dirk was suicidal. of course the part of when he teleports his head to jake was totally planned and he knew he would ->#wake up as dreamself but. don't you think the moment he cut his head off was sort of. cathartic. how much did he hate his own guts#beheading himself not only for the plan...but also because he thought he 'deserved' it#also wow he is a Prince and was literally beheaded don't you think its funny hahaa#sigh poor thing#this has ended on a not the very pleasant note hm#also fckkkkkk i didn't draw anything with rose/mary for the lesbian visabilty week#(putting the slash because tumblr search system has a dumb gag with showing you posts that contain the tag inside the other tag.#and i don't want this post to show up for the ros/mary fans because it's not!!!! its rose's father emotional crisis post!!!!)#update YOOOO WHAT THE HELL THE GIF HAS EVEN LESS PIXELS THEN I PLANNED fantastic#this your breakfast now tumblr. enjoy your crunchy flakes of dirks meltdown. mwah
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juvie buddies
#alek art#td duncan#td mal#total drama#total drama all stars#(if i want to get technical)#2024#duncan is around 15 here... mal is around 16#ive thought really hard about them these past few days . in my brain they actually knew each other and canon is different#duncan and mike got along really well. in juvie mal refused to speak to anyone about anything and would fight as many people as he could .#he wanted to stay in there and far away from home . they get roomed together and duncan is the first person who mal can talk to . he isnt#scared of him . he relates to him a lot . like -> wow we both act out for attention and people think we are terrible because of it#duncan being a mentally ill teenager seeing mal an also very mentally ill teenager thought 'i can fix him' . mike and duncan speak too here#i cant really see anyone else fronting besides those two . their brain was on lockdown and mike wanted out so bad . i see manitoba as a#gatekeeper so hed handle some sessions with their psych. i want to say they (duncan and mike) get moved to a psyche ward just because#i have more knowledge on being in one and how it goes ... but yeah i like duncan mal a lot . this art isnt ship whatsoever though š i dont#see them as a couple their dynamic is just better as friends imo#but anyways in all stars they obviously recognize each other but have an unspoken agreement not to say anything abt it#duncan is a known criminal but mike isnt like that . mike hadnt even told zoey about that part of his life . so duncan wanted to respect his#privacy -> then mal starts hurting people and he has to step in . mal isnt a good person by any means but i dont think he was that bad in#juvie . so duncan had to come to terms that his friend wasnt the same person he was years ago (in all stars duncan is ~18 and i think mike#is almost 20... so it had been a while since they last talked)#them getting each other like no other and being in pain because they couldnt really speak . i see them having a conversation still in moon#madness abt their past and history . god i just think abt them and their wasted potential wdym mike and duncan were in juvie together#duncan was in for trespassing or destruction of private property or something really dumb . mal fought his parent(s) and got in for assault#mal was already in when duncan was placed . and duncan was let out early on good behavior + his parents (dad) mostly did it to teach him a#lesson . wrong of them or otherwise . so mal was just kinda stuck there until they realized he was actually not right in the head . think he#knew abt their DID but was only diagnosed in juvie and had to go from there . tbh he shouldve been tried as an adult but td logic . doesnt#matter dw guys . mike gets the 'was put on random meds that made him go braindead' treatment bc that was me . post mental hospital abilify#had me messed up
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(Spoilers for Sam & Max S3, if you want to play it)
Sam & Max: The Devil's Playhouse (2010-2024)
Mitski | I Want You
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Inspired by an edit I saw forever ago .. I don't know who made it and where I saw it, but it's the only reason I used this song . You could call this something to celebrate the release of the remaster, but I'm a few months too late lmao . Just wanted to make an edit of my favourite parts from my favourite game ..
#sam & max#sam and max#telltale#telltale games#sam and max the devil's playhouse#the devils playhouse#sam and max freelance police#sam and max freelance husbands#angst?#sad?#idk what you'd call this tbh#mitski#edit#spoliers for a game that's been out for almost 15 years at this point#whoops!#I did cry when I first played this though#I had to force myself not to look at anything related to this game#because I wanted it to be the one game I knew barely anything about#I was so invested#invested I tell you!
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#pokemon#pokemon hgss#anipoke#pokeani#pokespe#blue oak#green oak#gary oak#garyās cheerleaders#which were so funny to me. early pokeani literally did anything. girl youre like 15 do you not have anything better to do#eevee#millidrew#art#my post#the transfem gary that lives inside my mind is supported by my mind palace and exactly 2 fics I found later on ao3#her name is LAUREL and she transitioned OFFSCREEN and ash didn't notice for YEARS (aka until journeys)#because he is FACEBLIND and hadn't seen her face to face in a LONG TIME + no one had mentioned it to him assuming that he already knew#he/him in the alt because he Doesnāt Know. the egg is firmly uncracked#give her like a year
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I did a CPR certification class yesterday at work (my first ever) and my conclusion is that if someone drops dead in front of me, they're probably gonna stay dead because I am so. bad. at it. I'm just not strong enough lol. I have real trouble delivering the compressions at a consistent high quality and going deep enough. Good news is that if this ever does happen to me, they're already dead, so there's not much WORSE I could do for the situation.
Anyway the more insulting part of this is that I literally bruised my hand doing it, so I was going at it hard enough to hurt myself but not hard enough to actually save a person LMAO
#it's the hand i had underneath my other one so it was getting pressed into the plastic over and over#also i do not think the class was....very in depth#i was one of the only ones getting a new certification and more than half the class was just getting it renewed after like 15 years#so i got the impression the instructor didn't do a thorough job because literally everyone else there knew the whole course
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Working on a fic about Talia running off to raise Damian on her own and sorta just pulling a Bruce on all the kids Bruce has already Bat-adopted (and some he hasn't) and because it spans years and my brain keeps screaming about trying to figure out how old people are/when things happen I'm making a timeline on World Anvil.
And I'm going all in on it. When peeps where born, when they met, major events & plot points all that.
Which includes Talia meeting Bruce for the first time.
And the thing is that World Anvil will let you tag/categorize the events your adding to the timeline and you have no idea how tempted I am to label "Talia meets Bruce" with:
#talia al ghul#batman#batfic#bruce wayne#like to be clear I think ultimately her meeting Bruce was a good thing (especially in context of this fic)#Talia full on grew up in a fucked up cult led by her dad & Bruce showed her that there were other options#but also#looked it up and#WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU *MEAN* TALIA WAS 15 AND BRUCE WAS 22 WHEN THEY FIRST MET?#like i knew he was older than her by like at least 5 years#but I also thought they met & started the whole back & forth flirting thing when they were both ADULTS#BRUCE WHAT THE FUCK THAT WAS A WHOLE ASS CHILD#actually no bruce isn't the one I should be yelling at#DC WHAT THE FUCK THAT WAS A WHOLE ASS CHILD AND BRUCE WAYNE WOULD FUCKING *NEVER*#anyway Justice for Talia 2k23 (and forever because my god does DC do her so dirty so often)
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Felix is a nice person but not a good person because he keeps enabling Claude's flaws
#Felix would have let Claude horrifically torture a bunch of 15 year old girls to death#he knew these girls were innocent he was watching Athy the whole time#apologizing for neglecting his duty is akin to confirming Claude's conviction that the bullying and ostracization of Athy happened#Felix is such a spineless dormat#he prefers to burden a teenager with the task of deescalating the situation on her own birthday#rather than standing up to Claude#I bet this is also how lp Athy's rushed execution happened#Felix just stood by and did nothing#felix robane#felix robane critical#wmmap#who made me a princess#sbapod#suddenly became a princess one day#claude de alger obelia
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Blue Bloods finale things/spoilers under the cut that I wanted to yell about:
ā¢ Jamko parents!!! Parents!! Oh how far they've come š
ā¢ I'm going to miss Eddie Janko so damn much, that's my girl.
ā¢Jack and Erin getting married!! They finally got their happy ending. And the looks on their faces at dinner as they decided to keep it to themselves was just so šš
ā¢ Danny's face when Henry tells him to find his person to come home to. He already knows.
ā¢ Danny Reagan! Asking Maria Baez! On a date! And her saying yes! He doesn't need to go look for his person because she's right there besides him. And the look on her face when she agreed!!
#blue bloods#jamko#jerin#daez#eddie janko#i'm going to miss so many of these characters so fucking much#crying over jamko on tumblr gone midnight I suddenly feel like i'm 18 again when I literally just turned 25 yday#I expected jamko parents and we knew that jack and erin were back together but getting 3/3 for my ships? blessed#jerin getting married again feels so right. their chemistry is unmatched#(the way jack looks at her. I get it.)#and then danny asking baez on a date took me out#the implication that he thought about what henry said for a few days and all his thinking led him back to maria because she's his girl.#and he just knew he had to take that leap.#(It's fine i'm going insane over here)#i am a bit miffed that we won't actually see anything beyond him asking her out and it was slightly open ended#but considering that we knew that danny didn't want to act on his feelings bc he didn't want to risk the pain of losing her/her getting hur#the fact that he asked her out was hugely significant#the fact that he specifically said it was because he had been thinking about what henry said to him is making me lose it#they obviously hang out outside work anyway but this is Different. you could tell by how almost nervous danny was š but#she was right there with him. as she always is. they're partners in every sense.#and baez knows it too!!! the look on her face!! danny will tell her one day what it was that henry said and she'll Know.#god I am going to be thinking about them for the forseeable#3/3 on my ships and a good ending on a series finale is so rare for me#anyway i've been watching this show weekly since like 2014/15 and had watched it before that with my dad#so it's so strange that it's ending. it's one of the first shows that i've watched week in and out for donkeys years that is ending and it'#gonna be odd to not have that show in my watching list anymore#shut up g#(good god sorry about the tags I had to get that all out)#if anyone actually read any of that and still wants to come yell about these things please do :)
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"That was in 2014 in Graz. Normally I speak with a young driver for 20, maybe 30 minutes at most, but with Max the conversation lasted two hours!ā
"His dedication stood out immediately. Fully focused on his racing career, he had a clear goal, Formula 1, and he had no doubt that he would succeed. You need that confidence and for me that was very unusual."
"Some people thought we overlooked Carlos Sainz. His development was also very good and the differences between the two were small. However, despite having less experience, Max was the fastest and that's why we brought him to Red Bull. Carlos was simply unlucky to have Max as a teammate.ā
"Then came that infamous race in Spain. Mercedes did us a favour, because both drivers dropped out.ā
"Then Max had [Kimi] Raikkonen breathing down his neck for 40 laps. It was a sensational race by Max. He became the youngest Grand Prix winner and that was the first omen that we were going to be World Champions together with Max.ā
"It is absolutely no fun to race against Max. He is always on the limit, no matter the conditions, he always has incredible car control. Just look at the 2016 Brazil GP, in the rain, when the car slid out from under him at 300 kilometres per hour. However, he managed to regain control.ā
"Max can race fast in any car. In terms of character, dedication, confidence and charisma, I would compare him to Ayrton Senna. I see Max driving at this level for at least another decade."- Helmut Marko on Max
"I have a very good relationship with both of them and with Helmut, he says what he thinks, is always straightforward and I like that. No bullshit stories with him,"
"The rapport with Marko is just very good and so is the one with Christian. Over the years we've obviously been through so much, so it's all good. We get along very well."
Q) When asked to judge who was the better driver between his bosses, Verstappen opted for Marko as "he of course made to Formula 1" while the best Horner could manage was Formula 3000.
"It's hard to say, but in the end I think Helmut [was better]..."- Max on Marko and Christian.
They raised a boy into a kingš§”
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#little 15 year old Maxy maxplaining to Marko Iām DEADš#they always knew he was going to be the one to bring them the championship back#heās their baby#also Christian is gonna kill him for his comment about Marko being better lmao#max verstappen#rambles#f1#formula 1#red bull racing#š¦š§”
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friendship ending vacations real cause we didnt even fight i just came home and realised i do naut like this bitch
#from being extremely rude and snapping and yelling at all of my friend group to counting down to the fucking cent about money to#the weird attitude around being stolen from in barcelona as if we didnt come from the street robbery capital of italy(naples) to the forcin#the rest of us to go home super early at night and saying super gross shit about homeless people like its not a problem where we live but#apparently its a problem there like bro im so mad. one of the most fun cities in Europe and i was fucking bored the whole way through#the time when i had the most fun was when we separated cause she and another friend wanted to go to parc guel and me and another didnt want#to (ofc she threw a fit abt that too) so we went off to explore a diff part of the city and see a museum#like on one hand im mad at her cause my vacation lowkey sucked and its her fault but on the other she didnt rlly do any of this maliciously#i always knew she was very alike her shitty fucking mom everyone shes friends with hates but not to this point#like istg the entire time she was treating us like we were family. but not in the nice way like yelling w family members is fine its normal#but with ME??? I will end a 15 year long friendship like idc#*by its not a problem where we live i mean that theres people sleeping on the street everywhere at night and no one bats an eye
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More Low Quality Memes of a High Quality Movie
I fucking love Across the Spiderverse with my whole existence
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I just think Hobie fits this so well so there are several, I am not sorry. I love him
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#i'm not sorry for these and I will make more#atsv spoilers#miles just wants his dad#is that too much to ask#i love miguel but him beefing with a 15 year old is fucking hilarious#imagine being a grown ass superhero man beefing with a teenager#them expecting miles to just let his dad really was so ridiculous#legitimately why would he EVER do that#like yeah no i totally understand where you're coming from despite the insane amount of lies and gatekeeping#let me just let my dad die#makes total sense#hobie was one of the only real ones from start to finish#because he knew expecting that of miles with how much they weren't being told was insane#hobie is the master instigator#he fits that meme format so well#i'm not sorry for making three#i love him okay#across the spiderverse#spiderverse#atsv hobie#atsv miguel#miles morales#spiderman atsv#atsv miles#into the spiderverse#atsv memes#spiderman: atsv#atsv#hobie brown#miguel o'hara
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childhood was just a long series of adults being like "don't judge a book by its cover!" and "treat others the way you want to be treated!" and then turning around and making the wildest snap judgments about people based on TINY amounts of information and expecting you to agree
#just remembered when i was like 12 and i was with a friend and her grandma#and i mentioned another friend and how she was already counting the days until she could go to college#and my friend's grandma was like 'well she sounds like a spoiled brat' and i was like UM?? HELLO??#like slow your roll granny you have not even MET this girl#you know a grand total of one thing about her#and like?? for all she knew my friend's parents could've been abusive or something??#they weren't to be clear. my friend just really wanted to skip to adulthood.#which is like. a normal ass thing for a 12 year old to want?? to be independent and grown up??#also being 12 - 17 sucks of course everyone looks forward to what comes after#this was nearly 15 years ago and i am still lowkey mad about how quickly my friend's grandma (who was otherwise a nice woman)#just immediately decided my friend was ungrateful and spoiled#AGAIN. HAD NOT EVEN MET HER.
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I come from a family of singers, and while I didnāt inherit the Actually Good at Singing gene, I used to love singing anyway. Iāve always been an alto, and my deeper voice was always a point of pride for me! I was into musical theatre, and when I would actually be cast, Iād find as many loopholes as possible to sing lower than I was supposed to. I wanted to be a Broadway actress. But I wanted to play womenās and menās roles. I wanted to be known as the woman who could be a man just as easily and just as flawlessly.
But after a, uh, particular incident at a singing contest, I realized just how much I actually sucked and swore off singing for the rest of my life; Iāve been slowly allowing myself to sing again through my twenties, but never where others can hear.
While my speaking voice hasnāt dropped as much since starting T, my singing voice has. Iāve been testing my low range by singing the opening of The Reincarnation of Benjamin Breeg and seeing how many notes I can actually hit, and Iāve been kinda dissatisfied, because I still canāt hit the bottom notes. But as of late Iāve found myself cranking off into musical theatre pieces whenever Iām alone and cleaning or driving or what have you, and the more I go through, the more I realize my voice is, at present, so much closer to the voice I always wanted growing up.
While cleaning the windows at work, I cranked off on the most hilariously passionately rendition of Who Iād Be, which has always been one of my favorites, but one I could never sing; it went too low, and raising the key took it too high outside of my range. Now? I can hit every last note. Not well, of course, but I never once struggled in the lows. Now I canāt stop singing it, because Iāve wanted to sing it since I was thirteen and now I finally can and Iām needlessly emotional over it.
I dunno. Itās just nice. This is the first time Iāve felt happy about my voice since I was in middle school, and itās empowering in an odd sorta way.
#apologies to the customers and tourists who happened to pass by the park office at the time#just a random-ass dudechick yelling āWEāD STAND AND STARE! WEāD SPEAK OF LOVE! WEāD FEEL THE STAAAAAARS ASCENDING!ā#but in my defense! I was having a great time. š
#peaches screams into the void#also! the incident in question:#my brother and I entered a local singing contest years back (I wanna say I was 15 or 16)#I went right after he did. my brotherās legitimately one of the best singers I know. heās god-tier#so of course he had everyone enraptured the whole time#then I go up there and do my songā¦ and everyone looks visibly either bored or sympathetic#there was a high note near the bridge and when I hit it a group of people near the back just. BURST into laughter#I begrudgingly finished the song then left the stage assuring myself it was the last song I would ever sing#likeā¦ yeesh. I knew I wasnāt GOOD but I didnāt realize until then just how bad I really was š
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