#and my therapist says its Not Good

[usualstranger]

does anyone else sometimes feel the need to distance urself from everything in this reality & cut all ties with anything that ever proved ur existence & just ~vibe~ as some sort of half-ghost?

[blenselche]

i have the next page of erasure laid out and a new tablet coming. gonna give my current one to a friend's kid that seemingly eats sketchbooks, hopefully that'll help lol. "I wanna support her but in this economy I'm ready to just buy a pack of shitty printer paper and call it a day."

[motof1bfs]

Max Verstappen, #1

At times, it’s almost too easy for Verstappen. - Time.com

I know my goat - 🏁

[dimonds456-art]

Maladaptive daydreaming.

[hope-ur-ok]

I have not eaten anything today and I frankly don't have the motivation to make anything, or even care that I haven't had anything

[boringwomanwithabook]

How on earth is it possible for my biggest Tumblr crush to think she's so unworthy of being loved 😮‍💨

I think sometimes people think I've got nothing going on because of my ability to crack jokes or be lighthearted, but that is simply not true lol, just the only armor I was given in this life. But there's a real person underneath there who's had a really fucking bad time on this planet and maybe people don't believe me, that's cool. Not here to convince you. My demons convince me enough as it is, day after day.

[petrow1tch]

They weren't lying, this psychological recovery journey got hands

[the-smallest-star]

//My mum knows my flat is a mess, so she and my sister are coming over tomorrow to help me clean it AND I AM VERY EMBARESSED BY THIS!!

[mbat]

i really wanted to try and write like, a thing explaining how i think steven universe future is one of the best portrayals (and my personal favorite) of mental illness in media, and how i think people misinterpreted it (me included at first, cause my experience over time has given me new perspectives) but i. AAA i literally dont even know if its necessary cause i dont know if people still think it was bad or a bad way to write steven (it wasnt!!) or like any of that, mostly cause. holy shit its just so obvious to me?

like i watch that show and i relate to him so much that i just understand it all and its so obvious to me and i dont know if other people find it. not obvious. like everything is right there in the text laid out i think

the main thing that i saw get misinterpreted when it aired was the second to last episode where steven turns into a fucking kaiju and everyone, again me included, thought that it felt rushed, but everytime i rewatch it i think... no it wasnt, actually. because we see it expecting a big fight or thinking it needs a whole lot to fix, but it doesnt. its not a fight, its someone having a mental breakdown and thinking theyre purely unlovable and evil, but being made to see that they are still lovable and arent evil even after all the bad theyve done, theyre loved unconditionally, and that other stuff mostly really doesnt matter (and hey, it can be fixed/dealt with later, its fine!)

its just my favorite show ever, specifically future! and i really wish other people would see what i see, but do i even need to try..? i didnt really write it very well anyway, but drafts exist for a reason. idk ive just been thinking about it a lot

TL;DR: i adore steven universe future and im wondering if anyone thinks its even necessary for it to be analyzed for people to maybe better understand it/do you think that there are enough people misunderstanding it that it needs a perspective to maybe help be more understood

[3liza]

this is extremely not normal but i just have never understood the concept of talking to myself. language is for communicating with other entities. I'm already me, i already know everything I want to say. it would be like trying to pour a glass of water into itself.

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some fucking moron just wrote five pages basically ordering me to "do it anyway because it's good for you" so i will be turning off replies on this post that is just tagged #blog because it is a blog post about my own personal experience which i acknowledge in the very first five words is not typical.

i am genuinely glad the majority of people can verbalize thoughts as a life hack. I'm sincerely happy whenever anyone has tools to help themselves do things. my point was, "it's weird that i have tried this thing extensively and it doesnt function that way for me, oh well, everyone's brain is different i guess".

[hopingforcoordinates]

i hope you don't make yourself change much from what you've already planned for jerejean because literally everything you've given us in unkindness is more than perfect. i get the feeling your take on them won't disappoint

Thank you, anon <3 Tbh I probably won't change anything. I just feel kinda Weird atm, but I'll get over it and ppl can react however they want

[newfeeling77]

i love my friends so much my connection with other ppl makes my life worth living. i love finding common ground and understanding with regular people and understanding im part of something bigger than ill ever truly comprehend, because human relationships (to me) are another plane of understanding and love, from short once in a lifetime interactions to lifelong friendships, because its about memories and how much of a wonderful scrapbook you can make of your experiences… im grateful for every second no matter how painful or scary because i know its my only shot at living which means so much to me because i wasnt always sure id make it… i was going to just put this in my notes app out of embarrassment for sincerity but everyone i interact with gives me this feeling and that includes you people on here. its really incredible

[fruity-legos]

My ear hurts I think I need to stop wearing my earphone all the time

[flippedorbit]

i’m gonna be so for real, if things don’t start changing for me in good ways i will be disappearing off the face of the earth

[shadowfells]

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[tamagotchikgs]

i think i exist solely to be misinterpreted i dont know how to actually reach anyone my existence is just people looking at me and & rolling dice 2 see if theyll misinterpret me in a good or bad way && it is almost always bad