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petorahs · 1 year ago

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the first few art pieces for a new interest are always the loneliest, in my experience

#aishi.txt #i cant sleep despite drinking calming tea and my fav playlist being put on so forgive any emoness but #its a bit alienating... why does art have to be one of the loneliest hobbies ever #like i want people to care as much as i do but i also get it if they dont #i cant fault ppl for not seeing the vision as i do... which is why my art is there #but im just one guy who has many ideas and not enough hands and energy to draw all of them #draw them all and... make it match my view also?? i have to reconcile my current skill with my lack of time and energy with my perfectionism #a bit of a recipe for disaster... i will say #and even after all that effort... some people will still not see it or get it and the ones that probably do #will need time to warm up to me!!#and my art... ough.. idk.....#do i use art as a medium to bridge my social anxiety or what... why does this lowkey bother me #anyway. this happens every time i change fandom #persona art was the loneliest period... pokemon feels a bit alienating too idk #my conclusion always is to stop interacting altogether #just dump my art pieces and go #but thats never worked out for me as well... i always long for interaction and i always be yapping #its just!! a bit tiring i guess #having to continuously work on stuff to... feel connected? what am i saying #like yea i know it takes time. i just wish it didnt have to feel so lonely too during the waiting period #makes me not want to move on from one interest to the next #makes me worried the friends ive made for one fandom will think ive abandoned them for a new thing but its the opposite.#im scared to leave things ive built up.. connections ive already made #i would love nothing more for them to come with me (its not like theyre going anywhere) i just dont know #how to make them feel connected to a new interest i have? wtf am i on about #its like i based my self worth on what art i can provide to others lol 😂 thats silly #i think i'll just think of this as my real life friendships and leave it at that #but yeah. i still feel incredibly lonely and alienated when making art for a new thing. even old things feel incredibly. sad to me #art as a hobby is incredibly lonely. its frustrating for someone like me #an extroverted person with an introvert's hobby. disaster.

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pearlore · 3 months ago

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@eydilily 's gempearl designs r so gorgeous i had to draw........ also a swap?? ft. some nzsl bc i was briefly possessed by the spirit of. hands.

#gempearl #shiny duo #ooooohhhh idk how to tag. what's the etiquette?? kinda don't wanna do the main tag for ship stuff?? aughhhh #disclaimer the sl might be a bit iffy. i haven't learnt any since high school but the online dictionary is pretty good so i'm HOPING :)#ik the sign for ''if'' is slightly off; the thumb should touch the chin. anyway :)#the idea of creaking gem who can't speak PLUS warden pearl who's sensitive to noise.... SIGN LANGUAGE IT'S PERFECTTTT. tho i mayyy have ove #looked how pearl is reading the sign (is she blind??) WHOOPS. it's probably fine 😬#my art #also hello eydilily if you see this i hope it's okay for me to draw these designs!! they are just SO GOOD i was SPELLBOUND when i saw themm #the texture and colours of the original..... OUGH. STUNNING.#mcyt

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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sidelong

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #yuji itadori #fushiguro megumi #itafushi #fushiita #itadori yuuji #megumi fushiguro #i havent drawn a dedicated itfs piece in so long im a fraud dont look at me......................#i offer u pining!yuuji content. as Penance.#i feel like its usually fushiguro emotionally repressed megumi who ppl draw/make content of looking Longingly @ yuuji #and like. for good reason i mean look at him #but i feel like hopelessly-in-love-w-his-best-friend yuuji is a comparatively slept on concept #or maybe im not looking in the right places idk man #fleeting glances and longing stares and I Should Tell Him I Can't Tell Him.....OUgh #anyway i like how the pendulum seems to have hard swung back in2 me using a bunch of red #i feel like my values r so much better now tho n like. god help me im having fun painting again what has happened #it never lasts long but for rn this is probably one of my favourite things ive drawn in a minute!!!#i love u contrast i love u random bits of red i love u harsh shadows and dramatic light sources #and it didnt even take me a week this time !!!!

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doctorsiren · 5 months ago

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AU where Ford did end up going to West Coast Tech and he ends up founding Aperture Science (and yes, this was all because Cave Johnson and Ford have the same VA)

#doctorsiren #gravity falls #stanford pines #bill cipher #aperture science #portal #gravity falls au #gravity falls fanart #digital art #my art #procreate #idk what happened this week but I lost my ability to draw this man 💀#the amount of times I redid the sketches and aren’t entirely happy with them BUT #I wanted to post the idea just bc it’s been plaguing my brain #I’ve had portal on my mind again since Tuesday #I need to replay portal 2 again ough it’s one of my favourite games…#the idea may have been done before bc it’s pretty obvious but shh idc…

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remxedmoon · 6 months ago

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see?

everything’s fine.

(greyscale + extras below!!)

so! this was SUPPOSED to be a bonnie drawing. but for some reason i just Can’t draw bonnie to save my life today. and i needed to draw something simple to make myself less frustrated!! and by simple i mean this took me almost 3 hours and i had to redraw it because i didn’t like how the lineart turned out the first time!! oops!! at least it turned out cute🩶. and i got to play around with my textured brush!

also as a bonus, my terrible first attempt + the sketch!! that i apparently accidentally deleted at some point? so this is a screenshot from the timelapse. i dont know what happened to it…

#marshdoodles #isat #in stars and time #ahhhhhhh ik people might say that the first attempt wasn’t that bad but hhhh i Don’t Like That Thang!!!#i tried to force myself back into my old art process and it felt Awkward and Weird #i’m glad i decided to start over!!!#<- also this is like. lighthearted. idk if i need to clarify but just in cass #anyways! ough i had a lot of fun redrawing the bg here #especially the lights(?)#really fun and easy to draw!!! i like em. they’re Soothing

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zondearts · 21 days ago

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Bloomfes Kanade

#Ough I wanted to draw her for so long and I kinda did with a monster inspired by the card... but now I drew the real deal (out of impulse #idk what possesed me but I cooked #and don't mind me not fully sticking to her outfit. I draw using the illustration and my heart alone (< too lazy to search for a proper ref #art #my art #project sekai #prsk #hatsune miku colorful stage #kanade yoisaki #yoisaki kanade #bloomfes kanade

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fantasykiri5 · 1 month ago

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Ticklish

#My art #jizzie #lizzie ldshadowlady #ldshadowlady #ldshadowlady fanart #lizzie ldshadowlady fanart #Joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans #joel smallishbeans fanart #smallishbeans fanart #fun fact when I started this sketch it wasn’t intended to be Jizzie. Then it turned into them as I drew. They infest my brain #Anyways. Love them #I’ve got a couple alt versions of this if anyone wants to see them. They’re just a couple different backgrounds and some little hearts but-#-they’re cute. Maybe I’ll attach them in a rb #Anyways I’m SUUUUPER proud of their face shapes here- especially Joel’s- I feel like I got them to look really good and somewhat feel like-#-their real face shapes while still being simple. Which I feel is impressive for such a STUPID angle GODS t was a pain. Turned out great-#-but UGH pissed me off once or twice there #Might also post some sketch layers too. Mainly because Joel’s happy trail was lost in the final version and I’m mourning it #Idk though. We’ll see how I feel in the morning 👍#Also happy new years I guess #I fucking HATED drawing Joel’s foot btw toes fucking SUCK TO DRAW they’re a fuckin pain. Stupid shaped appendage fr #I AM however very happy with their clothes. The skirt shape. The belt loops and seam on the pants. OUGH i like drawing clothes #Hermitcraft #hermitcraft art #hermitcraft fanart #life series #empires smp #uhhhh those last ones are just for reach I guess it’s not server specific #life series fanart #trafficblr

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corpsentry · 7 months ago

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a glass sun 1/2

#my art #my stuff #this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs #(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH #i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang #i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society #by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs #obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed #and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck #but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck #and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell #like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly #can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know #idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad #and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life #i am 23!!!!!! ough #anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi #reblogos appreciated

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broken-risk-assessment-module · 7 months ago

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We need media, visual, audio - we'll need music - and text. We had to hit them with everything.

still not over That conversation from System Collapse. what a two-hit combo. what a scene. chefs kiss 🤌

#ough this took me so long my god #and idk if i got ART-drones expressions/body language exactly how i wanted >_> but oh well #pour one out for the most devestating-dialogue-interaction-turned-series-defining-thematic-realisation of all time.#shoutouts 🍺#the murderbot diaries #murderbot #ART/Perihelion #system collapse #murderbot fanart #bram's feedsonas #stuff i made

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soadscrawl · 10 months ago

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top ten moments before lance does something incredibly stupid

#my art #voltron #klance #this didnt start out as this idk how this drawing happened but whatever #this was a break from hw and now i must return to hell ough #vld

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dodgydoodler · 6 days ago

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Mia is so real

#lana skye #mia fey #ace attorney #fan art #ace attorney fan art #lanamia #digital artist #digital doodle #fartist #my art #I LOVE HER SO MUCH #MY WIFE #I hate drawing clothing folds because idk what I’m doing #but I did it for Lana….. ough

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cubedmango · 12 days ago

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build trio my beloved!!!

#kamen rider build #kr build #kamen rider #tokusatsu #my art #i love the other charas too but these three...Ough.........#man. i should rewatch build. maybe next month #pls excuse the wonky Everything i was trying out stuff and umm. idk if it worked ..??

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jetlaggingbehind · 5 months ago

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a wip i suspect i won't finish in time before the trend quiets down: SEAsian miku in the nanyang style, specifically inspired by georgette chen!! i hope u like it c: please look forward to the completed piece! misc in-progress below: