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gee i wonder if the issue could be at all related to the fact that the current treatment plan for his chronic pain consists solely of FUCKING IBUPROFEN
#i get that they're trying to make the point that house's pain flares with emotional distress#which is true! he does have psychological problems that need to be addressed!#but also. also. in addition.#there's this other little tiny minor factor worth mentioning which is#there is muscle. MISSING. from house's THIGH#ibuprofen and hobbies are not a suitable treatment plan for this condition#i'm not very knowledgeable about chronic pain but there have to be more options than this or vicodin#yes house has addiction issues#but what's happening here is not about that!!#he literally needs MEDICAL TREATMENT and he's being denied it!#house staying clean from the specific drug he was addicted to AND being on a proper pain management plan#are not mutually fucking exclusive#house md#house season 6#house 6x2#i need a tag for#house's chronic pain#house pain management#op
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Currently suffering an ear infection and all I can think is how you said Vasco is prone to them. Does he get miserable and exhausted from the pain or is he more the type to get short tempered and cranky?
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#I'd say a little bit of both but he tends to get more testy than dejected#because there aren't really any effective treatments for ear infections#he's gotten very careful about cleaning and maintaining his ears and trying to make sure they never stay moist for very long#and that has helped somewhat but he can't avoid them completely which frustrates him greatly#Vasco usually manages to react to adversities with prolonged and stubborn optimism#he generally takes setbacks as a challenge instead of a personal failure#but after his patience and good will finally run out he gets upset#he gets angry but usually in a constructive way and it gives him another boost of energy to attempt to fix things#Machete gets paralyzed by sadness but Vasco rarely does#he just doubles down#answered#werewolfteaparty#Vaschete lore#ear infections are terrible I hope you feel better soon
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fast sketch for today💓💓
#god these two are so cute will I ever stop drawing them ????#NO😤😤#anyways I am so tired today😭🙏#woke up at 5am & I’ve drank so much coffee!!#I have a lot of work this afternoon so I wanted to take advantage of my morning#deep cleaned/ran errands/walked the goblins#I’m about to exercise and idk why but I decided I’ve been too lazy about things lately#and I’m pushing myself so much with lifting these days I am SO SORE#(but like the good type of sore)#I just want my thighs to be more muscular 😭😭😭😭😭 lots of squats deadlift bulgarians hip thrust etc etc etc#at least I know by next week I will already see the results 🙏🙏 then I’ll be lazy again until they fade 😭#I have never managed to be obsessive about exercise or really enjoy it I just do the bare minimum to stay healthy#and hopefully my body will thank me as I get older#bc my job is so physical that I really need to take care of things or I could really mess things up for the future#tbh I’ve always noticed that tattoo artists always lift a lot🤝🤝#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#imelda reyes#poppy sweeting#imelda reyes x poppy sweeting
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Jitterbug
#whenever my meds kick in it feels like im gonna piss myself. not literally but its really really feels like it#and now whenever that happens my mind goes back to pancho (grandmas dog) at a xmas party years ago#bc he peed when we arrived bc he was so excited to see ppl and my cousin had to clean it up :o)#well for better or for worse i know that feeling now when im pumped on 20mg of adderall#im still getting used to this whole diagnosis thing cause ive gone untreated and undiagnosed for the longest time. so theres probably a lot#i still dont know and have to learn to get myself to be.. functional on my own? self managing????#i even set up reminders on my phone for work periods meals and stuff. but the problem is actually getting myself to stick to that to a T#because the minute i slack off or something gets in the way it throws it all off until i can be bothered to get back on track. it sucks#at least ive built up other habits like writing notes and setting alarms ahead of time.. but i feel like i could do better#its always hard to change something if youve been doing it wrong for the longest time. especially behaviour and thinking patterns. sigh#in other news my glasses bailed on me so i have to get a new pair sometime. i just realized i never draw my sona with glasses but thats#mostly bc i forget. id love to get some browline glasses like my old pair but im picky and its hard to find one id like for the next 5 year#i also finally managed to collect all the fish in my animal crossing file!!! pulled out a char last week and boom now i have a poster :o)#THAT was a moment where i almost peed myself for real. id love to get all the bugs but i cant stay up late on the switch :o(#yapping#my art#myart#doodles#personal#diary
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I'm sorry to everyone if I ever misspelt your OCs names and stuff. I can't write normally at a gunpoint in any language and it's fatal
#dyslexia#im like#the most uneducated person you ever encountered#just valyrra things#it goes to details aswell :(#i try to read through everything but i can miss things because im inattentive asf from like kindergarten#fun fact i managed to stay in a kindergarten for like only 3 days.#because I.. couldnt bear to sleep under ther uncomfortable blankets and their food icked me to the point of throwing up#i spent my last day in there not sleeping on the quiet time talking to the cleaning lady about my hard life#yes it was hard and i was like 6 years old idk
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Me: I am so proud of myself, lately I've been so good at not procrastinating!
Also me, one week before a big exam: That inconvenient corner of the stove hadn't been cleaned in ages, this can't go on like this
#medblr#studyblr#adhd problems#i also honestly forgot whatever else i was doing because it started genuinely bothering me#i actually am getting a lot better at procrastination#and most of the time managed to get myself to study most of this past month#this is more like a 'im after nightshift and has no energy for anything but gotta stay awake somehow' cleaning#but i also do some introspection from time to time and i do recognise a good procrastination so there's that
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I cleaned my apt thoroughly for the first time in months pls clap 🧍🏻♀️
#like it’s very pathetic that that’s an accomplishment but at this point it is lmao#actually it was only the living/dining area and the kitchen but those were the worst in terms of clutter and actual filth respectively#my bedroom and bathroom are still a mess but i did do minor tasks there too (both!)#just those are the two most visible areas for anyone coming into the apt (thus most shameful) so i made those a priority lol#weirdly enough my bathroom is the thing i stay on top of the most bc i hate the bad Smells in there and bc its dirtiness grosses me out most#i know it takes a lot of effort for super depressed folx (like me 🤡) to manage usually but somehow for me it getting objectively Gross so fa#*fast forces me to clean it regularly idk
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#i'm so frustrated i've just wanted to come home for several days and now i'm here and it's just one problem after another#i had to leave a window open because of the heatwave that was fully 8 days ago because i wasn't gonna be home in the meantime#and apparently they mulched the yard during that time and it blew in the window and got all over the room. which i haven't cleaned yet#also i discovered today that when i flush the toilet it spurts water all over the floor!#and i'm already so tired and sad and i don't have the bandwidth to deal with anything#this toilet thing is an urgent problem but i'm not going to call the emergency hotline right now because they'll just make me stay#up all night waiting for them and i'm already so tired i'm crying from tiredness#so i'm just gonna try not to flush the toilet anymore but like. i just wanted to be home where it's calm and familiar#and now i have to stress about flushing the toilet and have strangers in here (best case scenario anyway. worst case is they#ignore me and don't fix the problem) and probably still be tired because i'm going to be too anxious to sleep well#i'm just so TIRED i just want to REST#and i was texting my friend about it and LOST SERVICE in the middle which has never happened before in my apartment#that was the final straw and now i'm just sitting here weeping feeling sorry for myself#i hate this fucking property management company why can't they just keep their units habitable
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send help. it's supposed to be 91 degrees tomorrow. on my day off :(
#a sock speaks#work tag#food tag#it was high 80s today but I didn't even notice bc the air conditioner at restaurant job is punishingly high powered#I was wearing my long sleeved undershirt and leggings without any discomfort#but I have to run errands tomorrow and my car has no AC. the house also has no AC but is okayish at staying cool.#I wanted to make pizza today but didn't have time. might be too hot for pizza tomorrow :( but my ingredients are aging in the fridge#I finally got a paycheck but it's for the 2nd period I worked. I'm missing the first one and need to talk with the regional manager#and he's only in on Thursdays#also gotta request a day off to go to Portland with my cousin in 2 weeks#also gotta request off for orchestra which also starts in 2 weeks#also my aunt is trying to recruit me for a caregiving job and I'd have to take 3 weeks off to get trained#it'd be super easy to schedule both jobs once I'm trained but the training is a big time commitment#also restaurant job scheduled me for all graveyard shifts this week. if I can't adjust my sleep schedule I'll have to give a firm no on it#also gotta go to the bank to deposit my check and. uh. all of August's tips (terrifying)#also gotta call a vital records office in Maine about my mom's birth certificate bc we're trying to take her to Canada for her birthday#I don't think we have enough time but my sister wants to do it#also I want to finish knitting this sock that I started in June. I just have the toe left#also I finally confirmed the color and pattern for a baby blanket I'm preparing as a gift so I gotta get yarn#also I need to buy blackout curtains to fit my windows so I can sleep in the day if I work nights#also sometime this week my sister is cleaning the church. I want to go with her so I have an excuse to get ice cream from a shop nearby#also I need to clean my room and I should hang up the art prints & postcards I've been collecting for months#most of them are green to match my decor but some are just characters or scenes I like#oh! I also owe a postcard to a school friend#I had caffeine for the first time in several days and my brain is buzzing. there's so much I want to do and I have time to do it#and I'm excited about it!
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Bojack story to me is a man needing to learn empathy and to be less selfish
#bojack horseman#taking care of a baby seahorse#giving his mom a happy moment after a lifetime of misery#helping hollyhock find her mom#encouraging diane to take antidepressants cleaning up her apartment#givibg pb his crossover todd a girlfriend encouraging pc to get help so she can manage ruthie#the final he doesn't insist diane forgive or stay friends and respect pc boundaries#the growth is important
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god todays just been awful hasn’t it
#started the day off with a panic attack at work. always fun.#and it was triggered by a phobia so it was worse than most panic attacks i get#luckily my manager took one look at me and sent me home early bc it would’ve sucked to work in the post panic daze#we’ve got a bunch of family coming over and instead of staying at our grandparents house they’re staying at ours. and taking my freaking roo#room.#it’s ALWAYS my room. even when i had a different room!! WHy is it always my room??!#grrrrr#which means i have to deep clean it and de clutter it and then i won’t have my own space#and aughhh#and i’m pissed at my brother bc he freaking got grounded for illegally stealing alcohol but it feels like my parents aren’t enforcing it??#like ‘oh no phone’ but then he spends the entire day on the xbox.#and get rages whenever he loses a game and it pisses me off like DUDE leans to control your temper oh my GOD#and he keeps yelling and slamming the controller and i HATW being around him#and grrr everything is pissing me off today and i hate everything atm and arghhhh#just jupiter#vent
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Sometimes it would be nice not to have ADHD. My house would actually be clean!
#yesterday i did not manage to clean#but i also didn't do any schoolwork#or go to the protest i was thinking about going#WHYYYY!#staying home was the right choice#i needed a day#but it would be so much more pleasant if my home was cleeeaaan#my life with adhd#housekeeping with gillianthecat
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Got a ton of shit done and now I’m having to FIGHT to avoid the desire to nap
#m rambles#my windows got replaced today#and I cleaned everything to make sure I wouldn’t feel like I was being judged#spent like an hour on the dishes#made three trips to the dumpsters#cleaned my sink and toilet#I even moved my living room furniture back to where it’s supposed to be!#now my office and bedroom will probably stay a bit chaotic for now#but I’m very happy#the only outstanding chores are vacuuming and a load or two of laundry#which is unbelievably manageable
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Jane's Hotel
#jane's hotel#flash#a game about a bizarre hotel where room service consists of the owner bringing the guests coffee and newspapers to their rooms#that and calling a maid to clean#later on you can also bring the guests phone and turn on the tv for them if they drag themselves out. who wouldn't want to stay there#well. the guests in the game because they all leave by the end of the day#oh i forgot the rooms are all singles. this is no way to run a hotel.#have i mentioned this was one of my favorite time management games :)#it was kind of fun imagining what sort of guests would come to a hotel where you can only stay for hours and get just coffee and newspapers
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local member of the psijic order wannabe gets conscripted into the thalmor. promptly deserts upon arrival in skyrim
#p#skyrim tag#he's just doin mercenary work around morthal rn#read: he's been running errands bc he's too dang weak dsfsfdjsfd#jonna loves him bc he keeps renewing his stay at the inn#tbh this is outdated he's managed to get rid of all the thalmor armor#it was GORGEOUS THOUGH SFORZ UR ARMORS ARE PERFECT#he's currently carrying roughly 334932493249 weapons on his back#tbh malin's a character a made a few years ago being like. i want to make a weirdo who seeks out obscure knowledge and magic and he's#an altmer but i also want him to be good w a sword#he literally just wants to feel powerful ig what a loser#he's still in his clean era but when he starts dying i'll start giving him scars#want him to join the companions#he's going to join the college but he's such a prideful loser he couldn't bear to become just an underling mage just yet
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2023 is gonna be the year i start allowing myself to buy 'disability aids'
things that may not seem practical but will greatly improve the ease of which i'm able to tackle everyday tasks
things that i may not have looked into because 'those are for people more sensitive/disabled than I am'
things that make my routines easier to follow or easier to build habits that seemed like monumental tasks
this is the year im gonna actually be gentle with myself
#ok to rb if anyone wants to lol#things i've started doing for example:#buying wide mouth stay cold tumblers without straws = its easier to clean#than say a waterbottle with a straw and a tiny neck AND it means i'll drink more water if i have something on hand easy to wash#or buying more disposable things so i have less dishes#one thing that always piles up faster than anything else are my cats dishes#and i finally realized the other night I can buy disposable ones#i have a pack of biodegradable lil bowls being delivered to my house tomorrow#uhhhh what was the other thing#OH i invested in some ear plugs I heard about for people who are easily overstimulated#that allows you to still hear what's going on around you but filter out a lot of the background noise#like bro i went to a busy bookstore this weekend and walked around w them in and it was like a whole new experience#i feel like there's more i've been kinder and more forgiving of myself buying to help me manage the mess my brain has been
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