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vague-posting about this here cuz i don't feel comfortable yapping about my su takes on twitter, but after everything that's happened the most interesting thing about the su fandom to me is that so many are 100% there for applying the "everyone can change and deserves a second chance" message to everyone, even the diamonds. except for one ☝️ she doesn't count. cuz she's dead.
#personal#very extremely delete later#ok cutting the vague post this is about a “whose the worst cartoon mom” twt post with pink diamond in the running#and a bunch of people pointing at her. the woman who died in childbirth and never got to meet her child. and she's literally next to#mother gothel. the baby kidnapper who kidnapped a baby#i'm always gonna be a pink diamond nuancepilled defender. she was a shitty entitled teen who grew up with a silver spoon in her mouth#then got self-radicalized and rebelled for both selfish AND selfless reasons#“this show is great because everyone makes mistakes and learns from them. except the pink one. she's bad and dead forever.”#anyways this is a crit towards the fandom not the show#“she had steven so she could selfishly escape her mistakes and put all her burdens on her child” or she wanted a child#“she abandoned her family” or she died during childbirth#“she started a war that got thousands of gems killed and mutilated” and if she hadn't nobody on earth would exist#the fact that some fans are more willing to jump to white diamond’s defense when talking about her reformation and redemption#white diamond—the architect and supreme ruler of a 10000+ year old fascist empire—has 10000% done worse more unforgivable things than pink#guys even blue diamond has shattered gems before. like not just kill them but permanently split their souls into pieces.#ruby called her a “SHATTERER.” she was INFAMOUS for murdering people. pink never shattered anyone#for fans of a show that explicitly says nobody's truly a villain you guys sure do want a villain really badly#anyways “we need more compelx female characters y'all couldn't even handle rose quartz” etc. etc. etc.
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*Vampirizes your Vashwood*
keep reading for more :)
If there needs to be much closer close-up please let me know!
#mandatory vampire au from your one and only#I've always found vampires cool bc of how awesome the whole concept is. from aesthetics to the execution#I ofc made my own interpretation of vampiric traits and what they entail. I rlly rlly love working with vamp lore I swear#For a moment I thought abt making Wolfwood a shapeshifter but it made more sense to me for him to be a half blood#There is SO MUCH MORE behind this that I would love to rant about but idk idk#I don't have a story for this per se. it's more of just a concept really. I didn't think abt nothing more than VAMPIRE#during the whole process LMAOOO but well. I do have more notes for it#Also I really just like blood so like OADKJKDL evident. evident. However☝#I also really like the inherent eroticism that comes with the concept of vampires since forever. One look at Carmilla and you'll know#So ofc I had to put my favorite sillies in this. it was about time.#trigun#vash the stampede#trigun stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun fanart#vash#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#lenssi draws#these sketches have been freed from the abandoned wips real after months OISDUFJ#also this could potentially be one of the prettiest WWs I've done to date ngl
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CW FLASHING/GLITCH EFFECT!
i needed more people to listen to this song i like so naturally i spent 20-30 hours making an animatic/pmv for a game i have been obsessed with for a year
(also i'd been wanting to make something like this for a while and im glad i finally had the time)
#ultrakill#ultrakill fanart#v1 ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#gabv1el#ultrakill animation#sure it can go there too#hmmbodraws#video#flashing#ok this deadass did take like forever and i did cry bc i couldnt find an editing program i liked BUT I FIGURED IT OUT I HOPE ITS WORTH IT#exploding forever now i have to finish my artfight pages ;-;#i would say pray for me but god abandoned me long ago
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Buddie Countdown to Season 7:
34 days.
#911#buddie#911edit#buddieedit#911 on fox#911 fox#911 abc#evanbuckleyedit#eddiediazedit#my edit#buddies7#911hiatus2023#otp: you don't need to pretend with me#usercam#i will forever be a eddie fell first and he fell during stuck truter#this man finally had someone who saw him struggling and offered him tools to help him with no judgment#with his brand of abandonment issues? that's lethal#its unavoidable#and the way hes looking at buck like come on#911verse#evan buckley#eddie diaz
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soft🥹
#this is LOOSELY based on a photo of the only fictional couple I’m not normal about#(scully and mulder)#bc I had to make my new obsession just like them😇😇#hope you all have a good rest of your day I am going to bed now!!!#I am EXHAUSTED I woke up at 3am😭😭😭😭😭#my dreams are often like lucid dreams and I can control most of them#but also they’re like SO VIVID I can eat sleep feel everythinf etc etc#anyways last night I dreamt I was a detective a la Morgan freeman in se7en#going after a serial killer#IT WAS SO SCARY I WOKE UP LIKE😳😳#I’ve been awake since then & I genuinely don’t even know where it came from bc like#I haven’t watched horror movies in forever I abandoned true crime years ago…#my brain was just😃#also it’s funny I did this x files drawinf today#because I started watching that show when I was TWO#my mom figured if I watched scary things from a young age I would never be scared of anything#idk what she was thinking bahahahahahahahaah (it did not work)#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc
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HGSN images that evoke some visceral, raw emotion deep within me
#feel free to add#i'm sure i've forgotten some but these are my favourites#the squiggle one especially just makes me FEEL exactly what he's feeling#like he's coming apart at the seams#UGH Len give me some of your skill PLEASE#and the one of them running in a field#literally could look at it forever#the reckless abandon#the freedom#i need this for them#i need this for ME#And then the one with the clouds MAN#it's just so gorgeous#too good for such a small panel tbh#that shit deserved a two page spread#and the bath one might be my favourite panel in the whole manga#yoshiki tsujinaka#hgsn#hikaru ga shinda natsu#hgsn spoilers#tshd#hikaru indou#the summer hikaru died
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"Do you not see, Eleven?"
El & 001 + Mike Wheeler & Martin Brenner Parallels see also: Vecna' using El's trauma to manipulate(!) her ⤷ inspired by @heroesbyler & my own commentary (x)
#psa: pls read all og tags before you come for me I beg you#anti mileven#mike wheeler#el hopper#martin brenner#henry creel#vecna#st gifs#my gifs#userrobs#useraimz#tuserrae#tuserashes#stranger things#design forward#okay. okay y'all let me just disclaim before the world sees:#this is so toxic but! the manipulation present here is literally just what's in the show. I did nothing to expand it beyond itself!#el has been internally comparing Mike & Brenner all of season 4 + the show has been doing it since DAY ONE. Vecna just manipulates it.#to destroy El's sense of self-worth and drag her away from feeling like people care about her...which works. plainly lmao#does mike have a LOT of issues w/ relating to El because he's (over)protective AND gay + trying to (aware or not) self-protect? ABSOLUTELY.#but he has done nothing on the level of brenner. neither has 'you are like papa' hopper. our girl is just traumatized + feeling abandoned#and it's VERY easy to manipulate...to Vecna's advantage. It is what it is.#anyway! Stav I hope you like it. it took forever but hopefully it was worth the wait? I ran all across this show to make this lol
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Part 1 - Appreciation post for all the TFP universe Autobot mugshot cameos (known and unknown) in RID2015 3x25 (even if the context is that they've been OUSTED against their will)
#transformers rid2015#not me and my emotional crutch show comforting my broken soul after rewatching TFP for the nth time#every cameo and reference is another good hit of the Good Stuff#look at how g1 they all got i'm sobbing#smokey got so BUFF#sunstreaker confirmed canon!#boy do i have an angsty fic idea that explains sideswipes abandonment trauma#please tell me what ironhide was like i need to know#they included seaspray??? but he's dead jim#ultra magnus be snatched as ever#tfp universe wouldnt do mirage dirty like ROTB did#KNOCKOUT NOOOOO#is that sandstorm? I cannot tell because the resolution is GARBAGE#prowl look like he got big tiddies in this universe too <3#jetfire my g1 husband what happened to you#trailbreaker??? forever a highly functional alcoholic idc what you say#TRACKS MY REBEL SON#oh NO not the RESCUE BOTS they have done no wrong!!!#powerglide??? he ought to have been in there for as many times as the cons quoted him in this series#gears and.... is that moonracer???? I can only infer by color#BLASTERRRRR oh what I wouldn't give for a blaster/soundwave throwdown#oh this is sandstorm for SURE (then who's the other guy???) and my man KUP#oh no look how good looking they made roddy </3#ELITA AAAAA#wreckgar??? my trash son???#long post#maccadams#please bear with my internal dialogue#is that 6th one supposed to be tailgate??? wasn't him being dead like an ENTIRE plot point for all of TFP lol
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If I see one more “they’re platonic soulmates 🥹🥰” comment on a tagged Caryl post I’m gonna go Carol on these mfs.
If you don’t ship it move on. Creeps. Only thing worse is when they follow up with “she’s like his mother. They have a mother-son relationship.” Wtf show are you watching?! They’re the same age??? Carol has adopted many children. None of them were a middle aged man named Daryl who she flirts with a dreams about being married too.
#twd caryl#Caryl#caryl is endgame#you don’t have to ship it#i get it#but damn why you gotta comment all over ship posts#I don’t trash on the other Daryl ships I just ignore them#just say soulmates 🙄#I just want them to be together already#I’ve done my waiting 12 years of it#the shows been hinting at it forever#I feel like I’m back in my old fandoms being queerbaited but with a straight couple#Destiel you’re endgame too ❤️#again you don’t have to ship it but the mom/som comments are so ridiculous#she literally jokes about him going down on her#like I get it if you want them just to stay besties or you ship them with other people but the mom/son comments are just 🤢#she flirts with him#they are the same age#just say you don’t want Daryl to be with someone with gray hair#daryl dixon#carol peletier#I haven’t started season 2 book of Carol so this could end very embarrassing for me#although honestly didn’t love season 1 with the weird messiah storyline#and Daryl abandoning Judith RJ and Carol#for some weirdo kid he’s known for a week#hated that#wow that last gif is perfect
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random wip wednesday thing! sonic and vanilla having a deep conversation post frontiers edition
”I just…” Sonic stared down at his hands helplessly before he sighed, “I just thought that maybe I’ve been in his life long enough to…I don’t know, reverse any damage they may have caused. I mean, he barely remembers anything about his life before he met me so…”
Vanilla hummed as she considered the hedgehog in front of her and his words, “Well, I don’t know much about this particular subject, but I do know how important it is for young children to receive parental affection and care. It's a very formative time for them and that neglect can have devastating effects on the child later on in life.”
She paused for a brief moment before continuing, “When I was pregnant with Cream, I remember speaking to a few mothers to get some insight and listen to other’s experiences. One of their stories always stuck out to me.” Something about her gaze turned sad, her grip on her mug tightening, “One of the ladies told me about how she didn’t receive much affection when she was younger and how she was using her experience with that as a motivator to be the best mom she possibly could. I remember her mentioning that it almost felt like a piece of her was missing and she was angry for a long time.”
Sonic eyes widened as she went on, “I wouldn’t be surprised if the absence of his parents is starting to weigh on Tails. And, while you’ve been a wonderful guardian for him, I don’t think there’s much that can truly fill in the gap that they left behind.”
Vanilla’s words hung like a weight over Sonic that threatened to fall and break him into a million pieces any second. Had Tails really been struggling with something like that? The kit never told him about anything of the sort and never seemed to even think about his parents. Hell, most days Sonic forgot that Tails hadn’t always been with him. That his last name didn’t just come from nowhere and there are people out there who are biologically related to the kit.
He’d forget that there was a time his little brother wasn’t in his life.
That no one was, really.
Something else suddenly started to enter his mind, something that forced its way in and took over like a parasite. Any thoughts about his little brother were buried in an instant and Sonic felt himself tense. One single question bounced around his skull, trying to escape its confines and make itself known to the rabbit sitting across from him.
If that’s how that lady and Tails felt, then…
“Why don’t I feel like that?”
#idk when i’ll have this done but i like how this section turned out so yea#making sonic accidentally say what he’s feeling out kid#i like the idea of vanilla being someone sonic sometimes goes to for advice#anyway that parental abandonment has to catch up to tails at some point. he can’t just evade the effects of it forever#not on my watch at least#that shit can fuck someone up for a long time#sonic the hedgehog#vanilla the rabbit#wip#wip wednesday#confession i completely forgot how to spell wednesday right when i started making this post and panicked for like a minute
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old/unfinished explorations of freya's past through her garb as Leader of the Vanir & Queen of the Aesir.
#I just wanted to think about how she probably had to give up a lot of her Vanir sensibilities in asgard#forced to abandon the green & bronze of the Vanir and wear the blue & gold of the Aesir in change#how stifling it must have been for her to become a wife#i tried to incorporate some things she currently wears in her old Vanir garb#like she tried to reclaim her past and culture even though she was barred from it#i think i originally wanted to add more adornments to her vanir design?#but couldnt figure them out so. whatever#i do really love that picture of her with sparrows bite though shes my wife forever & ever#also peep the brisingr in her aesir design... cus she had baldur <3#god of war#gow#god of war 2018#gow 2018#freya#freya god of war#freya gow#god of war freya#gow freya#gowr#gow ragnarook#god of war ragnarok
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season 2 of clone high might have killed joanfk and spat on its corpse but i still love this ship with all of my heart, even if the show does not LOL
#clone high#clone high art#clone high fanart#jfk clone high#clone high jfk#joan clone high#joan of arc clone high#clone high joan#clone high joan of arc#my art#i have missed them so so so much#i even started working on one of my old clone high fanfics from 2020 that i lowkey abandoned LOL#honestly might post abt that fanfic once the new chapters done#but anyway#i adore them so much and i will never get over how poorly the show did them#i hate getting depressed over a ship of clones of historical figures bc its weird BUT I CANT HELP IT I MISS SEASON ONES POTENTIAL FOR THEM#i liked season 2 but im also lying if i said i do not slightly resent it LOL#in my head there are like two versions of the clone high canon#one where season two never happened and joanfks potential as a good ship stays cemented forever#and one where season two does happen (in which case i ship the hell out of some jfk/abe and jfk/confucious LOL)#but yeah basically joanfk is my roman empire and shipping them is my canon event
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true detective: the long bright dark / disco elysium: jamais vu (derealization)
#in my true elysium slash disco detective universe forever#i have talked about this already but its funny that this quote was marty's breaking point. who has not felt about their hometown like this?#rust does not know this city well however which makes the feeling different but somehow still universal to the experience of growing up#in places that have to change to survive (be it bc of its economy or bc its simply outdated)#but the town in TT s1 appears to be decaying. at least to rust#imo one of the best shots and most defining of the show is that of the church abandoned and left to rot in nature with the factories#in the background. past and progress shown in one shot you know#but with the eps passing i would say that it is the people and their humanity that is decaying instead of the town#after all the town seems quite alright in terms of infrastructures#but the description of it as a jungle really does fit very well#both with the landscapes shown and the animals (men) lurking where you least expect them#true detective#rust cohle#marty hart#mine
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It’s his fucking expression that has Vox’s full attention, a masterpiece of honest distress. “After all these years, and I’m finally the one to make the Radio Demon crack his smile. Holy shit. How proud of myself should I be right now?”
Alastor’s eyes are full of anguish. His fingers wrap weakly around Vox's wrists, giving a few ineffectual tugs, and he lets out a small, dismayed mmf sound that makes Vox bark a laugh.
“You’re a riot act, Al, seriously. Hey, come on, no need to look so sad. I just said I’d take care of you, didn’t I?”
Art for @spoondrifts incredible fic i want your violence, your silent sedation, featuring attic wife Alastor who, after 7 years, can no longer keep up the smile. This story and this scene have lived rent free in my head for the better part of a week and I’m glad to finally have the image out on paper. Might come back and color/detail render it later, but for now I think it captures the helplessness I was going for. Cheers.
#hazbin hotel#radiostatic#alastor#vox#hazbin hotel vox#I went to draw his fuckass bob and was like wait…. does he like. cut it the same. COULD he be cutting it the same?#so it’s a lil longer and softer#also within this particular timeframe#he’s losing it a bit b/c he’s been in solitary for 7 weeks and thought he might be abandoned forever#a trim was not on his mind lol
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i HATE kuron. dont look at my blog .
#my art#kuron vld#clone shiro#vld#discovered the joys of a watercolor brush:)#yknow every few days/weeks ill obsess over one specific brush n draw everything w it for a coupla days n then .i abandon it forever again#circle of life i suppose#also i rlly like the second image. if youre cold hes cold. set him on fire NOW#kuronposting
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rewatching season 3 for the first time in forever rn and. the doctor and jack make me so sick dude. i feel sooooo unwell about them. like imagine you meet rose and the doctor, these amazing people that you find yourself traveling with and coming to care for, then one day you end up left behind by this man that you trusted, alone and fundamentally changed forever—back from the dead. you wait for over 100 years, searching for him, and when you finally find him you learn that he abandoned you on purpose. that he views you as something wrong, something that he can’t stand to look at. a fixed point, something not meant to exist. this guy that you loved and trusted, telling you all of this right to your face. like that’s crazy
#likeeee ily doctor but dear fucking god#i feel so bad for jack 💀#like ok martha’s also going through her unrequited love arc but jack???#this man was changed forever. he literally can’t die#all because he traveled with the doctor#and now this guy who was essentially responsible for his fate (somewhat) just… abandons him#treats him like something fucked up. yknow?#like shittttt dude damn#PLUSSSS HE THOUGHT THEY LOST ROSE#like DEAD lost not parallel world lost#these 2 people he cared about so much. like. he lost them#one of them he didn’t really even have to lose. like the doctor’s right THEREEE he FOUND him#and yet#tragic shit man#doctor who#doctor/jack#tenjack#??#captain jack harkness#hello everypony :3 feeling awesome. very normal
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