#and kind of disassociating

[xo-cod]

simon + pussy spanking? 👀

headcannons because i got lazy lmao :) hope you enjoy (sorry it took ages babe) nsfw ahead! 🤍

v short, lmk if you'd like a longer one

absolutely loves it ‼️

his spanks are never too rough, just enough where you can feel the pressure on your clit, his calloused fingers rubbing it for a few seconds just to give a little tease of the pleasure you would've been receiving

loves having you on your back sprawled across his thigh, whispering all the promises he's going to fulfil with every spank directly on your pussy

his fingers teasing your entrance, barely going to the first knuckle just to hear those pretty sounds fall from your lips

he can feel you clench, his name a breathless whimper on your lips as he slowly stretches you with two of his fingers for a second

the both of you gasping softly at the first contact, your body all but melting into his arms as he holds you closer

his mouth continuing its gentle onslaught on your skin, his lips finding your pulse point feeling the frantic flutter of the heartbeat beneath his touch.

relishing in the fact that he gets to have you like this, gently nibbling down on your skin while his two fingers leave the warmth and tightness from your cunt causing you to whimper at the loss

gathering your slick in his fingers just teasing your pussy up and down, his lips inches away from yours a dark chuckle leaving his lips as his brown eyes bore into yours memorising every feature mapped out on your face

"look at it, so wet and needy already. ya like that, huh? fuckin precious"

loves it when you grow all twitchy and needy, watching your mind switch off

he could honestly play with your pussy all day, he just loves how you sound and all the different ways you tense up

"where's that attitude gone now, hm? what happened to the brat?"

teases you but you're so far gone, unable to speak back to him like you were doing a half hour ago

all that manages to comes out are pleas and begs, apologies for acting up though you're barely even hearing the words just focusing on how good his hand feels and the intensity of each spank against your clit desperate to feel more

"that's my good fuckin girl" each word punctuated with a spank, chuckling at how you whimper his name and writhe in his arms begging for more

will def lick his fingers once he's done, you just taste too good for him not to <3

[notyournecromancer]

merry christmas! i hope that if you too struggle with family obligations or difficult dynamics around this time, you find some peace, comfort and love in your fave stories and characters. and also your weird little friends in your phone 🫶🏽

[mercutiotakethewheel]

Kendra, inwardly: Omg I am so scared right now. I’m going to die here. This freakyass magical creatures about to do me in. And could do so easily, which I am imagining very vividly right now. Those are huge teeth. I am fighting god to hold it together right now. I don’t want to die. Why am I here? Just to suffer, every night I close my eyes and—

Kendra, outwardly: I cast vicious mockery.

[scalpelsister]

Introducing Theodora Larson- my outlast trials oc! A 22 year old nursing student in the year 1960, who's just recently landed into the lap of Murkoff's project lathe trials.

template is by @chocohybrid, and you can find it here. as a note- language used in this file is meant to be as period specific as possible, including diagnostic terms from the dsm-1. as a result, parts of it are kind of a grim read, but I attempted to toe the line as best as I could. I also stayed up late to complete this, so don't look too hard at spelling or grammar <3

[moonshynecybin]

marc being soo lonely and unpopular is my roman empire. you're telling me he's really just a weird kid with no friends, his best friend is his brother? my heart breaks for him. and he's had so many highs and lows in his career and the only one who Really understands is vale but vale won't talk to him and is also the one who made his loneliness a lot worse? turned everyone and especially the media against him.. vale's kids hate marc even though they're too young to fully grasp their history! vale has sooo much work to do after the reunion... getting his boys to like marc and be nice to him, being there for marc again. getting marc to trust him again! no marc, you don't have to deal with everything all by yourself anymore! something is bothering you? talk to me about it i'm here for you! it'll be so worth it though, can you imagine marc finally coming out of his shell again, comfortable to be himself again, still a bit disbelieving that all of those people are his Friends now? he's not alone anymore?? i think about this daily

i love nice things for marc so it is fun to imagine vale looping him in on his abundance of community and that being very healing for both of them... marc IS a pretty isolated dude as a result of being like. ruthlessly competitive and a prodigy and his crazy schedule etc we've all seen it. that being said. i do wonder about that boy's social skills bc vale has a lot of similar traits/life experiences and has like half the grid convinced he's their daddy.

[steinwayandhissons]

arctic monkeys and every time the word ‘love’ is mentioned

whatever people say I am that’s what I’m not

tonight there’ll be some love, tonight there’ll be a ruckus yeah regardless of what’s gone before

~ view from the afternoon

oh there ain’t no love, no montagues or capulets

~ i bet you look good on the dancefloor

all that’s left is the proof that love’s not only blind but deaf… yeah I’d love to tell you all my problem

~ fake tales of san francisco

she makes a subtle proposition, I’m sorry love I’ll have to turn you down

~ when the sun goes down

lady, where has your love gone, i was looking but can’t find it anywhere, they always offer when there’s loads of love around but when you’re short of some it’s nowhere to be found

~ no buses

well how can you wake up with someone you don’t love and not feel slightly phased by it

~ leave before the lights come on

favourite worst nightmare

it’s wrong wrong wrong but we’ll do it anyway cause we love a bit of trouble

~ balaclava

and those dreams weren’t as daft as they seem, aren’t as daft as they seem my love

~ fluorescent adolescent

there’s room for the trouble and there’s lovers to be had

~ this house is a circus

it’d be a big mistake for you to wait and let me waste your time, really love it’s fine, I said really love it’s fine

~ the bad thing

old yellow bricks, love’s a risk… houdini love you don’t know what you’re running away from

~ old yellow bricks

another roll around and another push and shove, further away from the idea of love

~ da frame 2r

the more you keep on looking the more it’s hard to take, love we’re in stalemate… you’re slacking love where have you been

~ the bakery

am I too quick to assume that the love is no longer in bloom

~ too much to ask

humbug

i had a hole in the pocket of my favourite coat and my love dropped into the lining

~ i haven’t got my strange

suck it and see

i wanna feel your love brick by brick

~ brick by brick

do you still feel love is a laserquest or do you take it all more seriously… when I’m not being honest I pretend that you were just some lover

~ love is a laserquest

your love is like a studded leather headlock

~ suck it and see

jealousy in technicolour, fear by name, love by numbers… crushing up a bundle of love

~ that’s where you’re wrong

before she showed you how to shake love’s steady hand

~ the blonde o sonic shimmer trap

your love’s not what I need, so don’t give it to me

~ evil twin

am

it’s not like I’m falling in love I just want you to do me no good… the look of love, the rush of blood

~ no.1 party anthem

love buckles under the strain of those wild nights

~ mad sounds

I heard that you fell in love, or near enough

~ snap out of it

love like locked horns, love like dominoes… love like thunder, love like falling snow

~ electricity

I know you’re nothing like mine cause she’s walking on sunshine and your love would tear us apart

~ you’re so dark

tranquility base hotel and casino

love came in a bottle with a twist off cap, let’s all have a swig and do a hot lap… but it’s alright, cause you love me

~ star treatment

when true love takes a grip it leaves you without a choice

~ golden trunks

pattern language in the mood for love

~ the world’s first ever monster truck front flip

I wanna stay with you my love, the way some science fiction does

~ science fiction

the dawn won’t stop weighing a tonne, I’ve done some things that I shouldn’t have done, but I haven’t stopped loving you once

~ the ultracheese

the car

lights out on the wonder park, your saw toothed lover boy was quick off the mark

~ jet skis on the moat

put your heavy metal to the test, there might be half a love song in it all for you

~ mr schwartz

[xx-thedarklord-xx]

So there I am writing, crying at the same time since it's an emotional scene and my damn Spotify playlist is playing Low by Flo Rida

[digitaldyke]

rivals version of that last post tbh most of them dont really gaf

[theninjamouse]

What do we do when someone says something that cuts right into the center of your insecurities and brings all of those terrible feelings of self hatred right up to surface?

That's right! We project onto our ocs!

[lu-sn]

fic recs: missing scenes (pete pov)

cleans up nice (Lirelyn)

pete character study, ep11, bathing, shaving, coercion, oneshot, 2K

Vegas likes his pets clean, so Pete gets a shower and a shave. It's fine. Nothing Pete can't handle. commentary: this is fine, pete says, as vegas makes pete clean himself and then watches. lots of great how-to-cope-with-your-deranged-captor logic as pete tries to disassociate his way through it.

take me to your planet (any_open_eye)

pete character study, ep 12-13, subspace, and falling out of it, explicit, oneshot, 1K

Pete’s face is doing something. He thinks he might be smiling. He feels fucking high. “That was good, right?” Vegas's hands are on him. “Tell me it was good.” commentary: pete is gone. he's under deep. vegas makes everything feels good - the gentleness, the soreness, the pleasure born of pain. but good things always end.

Deep Dive (Zaatar)

pete character study, ep13, underwater, disassociation, oneshot, 2K

After the safehouse, Pete goes back to underwater restraints training. It hits differently. commentary: pete just wants to feel that haze of nothingness, drift away. but chan and porsche won't let him -- and they've got conflicting interests. this fic is secretly a bit of a study of all three of them, and it doesn't pull its punches.

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shoutout to the vegaspete Missing Scene tag on AO3, which is chock full of devastating character studies that make me want to lie down and cry. if you've read all of these go give that tag a browse!

[bookinit02]

literally what a day i am still shaking

[sockempossum]

More old Office Party stuff

I’m kind of whatever about this exchange which is why it’s probably going to stay unfinished, but it was a good foray into the exact reasons these two butt heads and what their arguments with each other tend to look like. ft Sock doesn’t know what a Norwegian accent sounds like.

[undead-potatoes]

I was messing around with Aurora in the character creator and clicking through all the hairs when I remembered an idea I've seen floating around fandom where Kressa cut Durge's long hair off if it was in her way, and now it's one of those brainworms that won't leave me alone.

Like I can't resist a good hair journey, and it would be kinda symbolic to have her old hair and look be cut away for a fresh start. I just love a dwarf with lots of hair, which is why Aurora originally has long, thick hair down to her ass, but it's awfully tempting to fuck her up just a little bit more post-tadpole.

I don't think it would be shaved all the way down, since that seems too neat and high effort w/o electrical clippers, so I'm imagining around jaw length, where her myriad of braids have been hastily cut off as they came loose from her head. That also feels slightly more fucked up to me in a way since it's so obviously a hack job and a possible violation, as opposed to a shaved head that could have been a deliberate choice she just can't remember.

Her beard is also a little different. Pre-cult she used to have a beard pretty similar to her post-tadpole one, but during her cult years she started shaving to make herself harder to recognize by anyone from her old life. That's why her beard is suddenly so short here too - it's only starting to grow in.

Hopefully someone at camp would be able to help her to something resembling an actual haircut, and then she'd just let both her hair and beard grow out over the months until the hair was long enough to braid.

This does obviously flip some of her aesthetic on its head, and I'm not sure what she'd so with her hair while it grew out (gimme some of that hair grease, Astarion).

I haven't decided on anything yet but I am rotating it around in my head like a yummy little rotisserie chicken.

[puffin-smoke]

Bug Questions to stave off the existential dread

1 - Scenario timee

Your bug was sent into town to grab some supplies, and things are going pretty well. They've ticked off most of their list, and were just looking for one final thing when they came across a small cafe. It was very rustic looking, and there were tables and chairs arranged outside it. Sitting at one such table was Duarte, slightly hunched over and picking at the end of her scarf. On the other side was a stern looking woman who looked uncannily like her. Your bug overhears some of their conversation.

"Why the hell are you acting like this? I'm sorry I haven't been around, but this just- I'm trying. I want to be around."

The woman just sneers at her, annoyed. "Oh this has to be a joke- what do you want from me? Are you here to beg for money? I swear you are just like your father-"

What does your bug do?

2 - How would your bug respond to getting cheated on?

3 - Another scenario?? Wtf. (Tw, character experiencing dissociation)

The bugs haven't seen Duarte in a little while. That isn't unusual in of itself, she's never been the most social, but she's usually around at least. So your bug gets worried and decides to go and check on them.

Your bug knocks on the door to her room. There's no answer, so they knock again. No answer. Shrugging, your bug decides to go in anyway.

Your bug opens the door to see Duarte, sitting on the floor. She's staring at a wall, her eyes glassy and not really seeing anything. She doesn't respond when your bug asks what's going on, but she is mumbling something.

"I'm not here... I'm not here..."

Your bug gets closer. Duarte's breathing is shallow and fast, and she's picking at her skin. It's bleeding. Her gaze is a thousand miles away.

What does your bug do?

4 - wow, that last question was kind of alot. Let's get back to something more lighthearted. Tell me something silly about your bug.

5 - Your bug has been booped on the nose. Discuss.

tags:

@rozeliyawashereyall @willowve01 @asmrbrainrot @kaiamtt @iistxrmyskyii @insignificant-anarchy @stxph-artist @aspenm00n @keyaartz @fangsshadow @rustycopper4use @piffany666 @dreamyshape @idontevenknow7878 @lunaritychuwolf @littlesiren79 @castbracelet240 @strayharmony943 @proxdragon @tiefling-chaos @threeweekinsomnia

@recated @wilderrorcard @diamondzoey @fennaboysenberry @lunnats

@lightdragon789 @pinkcocopuff-aqualoid @itsargyle @not-5-rats @astralbulldragon13

@ccstiles @puffin-smoke

[mad-hunts]

i find it kind of interesting how jack's costume is actually partially modeled after a jester ( his mask has the typical 'horns' that extend out of a jester's cap, except they don't have bells on them most of the time because that would just be VERY inconvenient for him as a thief and they aren't really all that big at all. they just barely reach the crown of his head and then tilt downwards before the ends folds in on themselves. it's basically something that is not too flashy, but also kind of let's him express himself ) and his whole costume just in general exudes the air of a ' performer. ' the fact that he does wear a leotard as part of his outfit while on 'missions' just emphasizes this. though, it does serve a practical purpose as well, of course -- and that is to allow him free range of movement since he is contortionist. so, i think the fact that he has consciously made an effort to make it a bit ' fun ' does say something about his character and i know i have mentioned this before, BUT i haven't quite touched upon this yet.

jack has saved people before that he knew barton would've wanted him to kill because they 'saw too much' or whatever the case may be. anddd i think that this is jack's way of trying to 'make up' for some of the bad thing's he's witnessed + done nothing about, as well as make up for the bad thing's he's done, though realistically -- it's probably going to take a LOT more than jack saving some people to completely ease his conscience and he can never really wipe his hands clean of what's been done. but ehhh, i think that jack treating it almost like it's some sort of ' twisted performance ' in a way is a form of escapism for him, as sad and also concerning as that might sound 😬 but yeahhh. that's likely enough rambling about my favorite mathis family member for now LOL

[twilight-good-yall-dumb]

my life has lowkey been falling apart for weeks now, but I had like a week and a half of fun plans and such that i wanted to enjoy so I just like forced my brain to ignore it. Then in the midst of that I was hit with another major stressor and then grief and had to push that aside too, and now the fun week has passed and I have to face reality and I actually do not know how to get myself out of this one. Might be my moment for a complete nervous break.