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literally what a day i am still shaking
#i didn’t realize how scary it would be to teach for the first time😭#like i feel like my social anxiety has gotten so much better over the last few years but this was like.#social anxiety on Crack#i did do really well like i think you’d barely even be able to tell i was nervous#just bc when i’m scared i kind of disassociate and go on auto-pilot so i usually seem fine#but like. i have been replaying every second of it in my brain all day nitpicking for places i messed up#and this one guy made a Comment when i walked in which did not help#genuinely overall it went so well and everyone was so nice#but still. SCARY😭#luckily (?) i will be teaching 4 days a week for the next 2 years.#so i will have plenty of time to get used to it lmao#it’s weird bc i tutor so often but turns out small groups of Children online#is very different than a full class of 18-19 year olds😭#anyway. hopefully i will get Less nervous bc i would hate to feel like this every day
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Crocodile finds a strange stray cat an 11-year old Nico Robin (AU where they met 13 years earlier. Robin's been on the run from the World Government for 3 years. Crocodile's 27 and has not set up base in Alabasta yet)
It seems like I have become possessed. By some sort of demon.
Bonus:
#My art#One Piece#Nico Robin#Sir Crocodile#Y'all the OP brainrot is BAD#According to an SBS Crocodile would absolutely spoil his child rotten if he had one. *We all know how Robin's childhood went*#Scary mofo who does not know how to parent a child but boy does he have the spirit + Child who has never had proper parent in her life#They'd make. An absolute disaster of a duo. This AU concept is so fucking funny to me okay#But also sad because I would fucking die for baby Robin she deserves the fucking world#This poor girl has never been spoiled in her entire life AND NOW PAPADILE IS HERE TO SPOIL HER#You know it's funny. I know 11 yo Robin should LOOK older than 8 year old Robin. But Crocodile is a fucking giant so she's still baby sized#Also I just had too much fun drawing Robin looking as pathetic as humanly possible lmao#She's a like a wet kitten in the rain 😭
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Akademiya Zandik... he such a mippy... such squishy cheeks... 🥺 i LOVED everything about this so much. It was peak... but at what cost... 💔
I also LOVE Sohreh's design... im so sorry bb maybe i really do want to believe Dottore didn't actually kill you 😭😭💔💔💔😫
#smooches talks#also: i love how webby is wearing this whole ass coat among other things and STILL wearing that harness#also omega being a lil shit at the end he dgaf 😭😭💔💔💔#i would also like to hope bina will be scary too like this in game but i have my doubts about what they will do to her#i havent watched the other animations yet but ik theyll be amazing bc hoyofair at least never disappoints#but yea PLEASEGO WATCH THIS!!!!!
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Why are college websites sooo stingy with their details, I just want to know what the course actually entails, like what are the concepts they're actually teaching, and they're like oh we're too cool and aloof and mysterious, we can't let you know that, teehee, now sign up for my email list that just redirects you to the home page, boy.
#this is why i never went to college forever and still might not#because their websites are clearly designed by someone who hasn't gone#also good luck getting a cost estimate 😭#i hate it here#ignore me#i thought for a second i might be able to consider looking into schooling for once but i'm convinced college websites are a form of#infernal punishment meant only to cause grief and make the process scary as possible#and also i have no confidence in my skills anymore due to idk adhd and anxiety! so it's all much much too much to consider facing
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aanyway this is what i did todayyy:33333
+ the "man is a moral animal" poem quote poem is by frank bidart btww!!!!!
ta– daaa!!! these are nothing big nothing special but it is really fun to make them hehehehe
#my fucking fingers hurt from using the scissors for such a long time though lmao#i had a third one too but that was like extra boring#so i didn't put it here#buuut i do like how these turned out#ESPP THE FIRST ONE#that kinda eats ngl#the frank bidart poem was so perfect for it#ignore that i wrote the two o's differently#😭😭😭😭#my handwriting is soooso inconsistent it's so stupid#aaaaanywayy#this was really really fun!!!!!#i do need to learn how to add more things though#bc they're still kind of empty#i should be drawing stuff or smth but that is scary as FUCKKKKK#like i'm gonna ruin the whole thing like thatt😭😭😭#whatever#also if stuff is slanted then yk..#ignore that too i can't cut straight nor can i fucking glue straight hshdhshdhshhs#mayor of loserville#mickey does questionable art
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a visual representation of my brain for the past month (it's been a weird time) ☠️
#moreso represented on my twitter than on here tbh. but still.#if the skeleton crew kids think a galaxy far far away is scary then thank god they don't live in runeterra lol#arcane#jinx arcane#star wars#skeleton crew#neel#neel nation#my art#first fully rendered fanart I've finished in months and it's a meme 😭 lmao typical
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found this in my drafts from march 2023, are the dndadders still alive
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#taylor swift#taylor swift dndads#lincoln li wilson#scary marlowe#dndads s2#dndads season 2#theyre so silly#and normal being left out as always#also!! apparently ive got an erin o neil draft as well thta im debatikf posting#we'll see#and uhm. sorry ive been gone??#im probably not coming back so i wont promise anything😭#i still love this podcast but i just dont really feel like posting about it anymore?🤷♀️🤷♀️ i feel like a lot of u migjt agree
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how come even when people are at least not overtly hostile about bugs they still have to go "ah even though i find bugs HORRIBLE and CREEPY and EVIL this is kind of cute" why did you need the first part. you could have just said it was cute man
#😭 like even if you're not specifically talking about the thing i made.#it's still clear that i think they're cute and fun and i like them#so why do you have to state that you think they're evil and scary and you kill all the bugs in your house#ON MY DAMN POST#thij is about that bugs post that blew up#vent#sort of
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THE KIDS !!!!
#if this doesn’t load as a transparent png i’m gonna be pissed 😭😭😭#btw this was supposed to be height chart and then kind of wasn’t anymore but still kind of is idk#taylor swift (not that one)#normal oak#normal oak swallows garcia#lincoln li wilson#linc li wilson#scary marlowe#hermie the unworthy#hermie unworthy#dndads#dndads 2#dndads s2#dndads fanart#dungeons and daddies#dungeons and daddies s2#dungeons and daddies fanart#that’s probably enough tags 💀#cricket legs
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The Black Cousins🫶
Versailles: @versailles-black
Eloise: me
#YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE THE FACT THAT ELOISE HAS A COUSIN#that isn’t a wretched spawn of Headmaster Black#god I loved loved loved the comics you drew of these two😫😫#and this is the first of MANY😙😙😙#I loved when they were just playing chess and hanging out#in my mind they do EVERYTHING together#who else at Hogwarts understands the insane pressure put upon them by their family?????#they aren’t even gossiping or anything but everyone else avoids them bc they seem kind of scary😇😇#I headcanon that even after Eloise goes mad and basically pushes everyone in her life away#Versailles is still there 😭💘#also helping support Sebastian who won’t give up on finding the cure for Eloise’s madness#(partly caused by guilt - she wouldn’t have had it if it weren’t for the relic#right?????)#but this painting is when they were still girls together🥰🥰🥰#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#versailles black#Eloise + friends
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longlegs fucking sucked 😭
#talkys#sorry for movie opinions post#i didnt know anything abt it going in other than serial killer and Mystery and i was soooooo so interested and enthralled#for a good chunk bc wow i like the framing the pacing the shots!#and then it gets to a point where its like oh...!#and then 📉📉📉📉↘️↘️↘️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️#like how did that movie feel like 3 hrs long#all that build up for the most eyerolly unsatisfying payoff#do u guys think its possible for horror movies to be Satisfying anymore?#saying dis as someone not as acquainted with the genre#we were talking about how like hereditary was Good but it wasn't...Scary....but its fine bc it was good#idek what im saying anymore but we regret seeing it we shouldve gone with our parents to bingo 😭💔#the main character rocked though...so awesome will graham#so extremely funny seeing ppl being like ''ummm sorry ur someone who thinks horror movies need to be jumpscares and dont like psychological#horror :/'' this was NOT psychological horror. it was a really interesting like Mystery for a good chunk and then at that Certain Point its#like oh. horror movie version of the ''and then he woke up'' cop-out to me. how boring. what a boring conclusion#not worth the whole previous hour of Good#i will say the shots of the hooded figure with the eyes unnerved me tho i had to look away 😭#MY SISTER LITERALLY FELL ASLEEP LMAO but at that point i was still very interested and hopeful#and then.
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Pokémon Masters EX spoilers ahead!
Kabu likes to play TAG with his pokemon... and he's shown to have a much softer side beneath his strictness in pokemas too... he's so grandpa-shaped to me 😭💖
#you guys have to know that today has been an eventful day for me. like... non-stop serotonin because I got one good news after another#(i celebrated my ultimate ship's day + speed-run and sacrificed sleep to post 2 fics for today's sake + successfully bought prints of said#ship with two of my bird app friends + successfully secured a birthday cafe event for a character in my city where i can meet said friends)#like. my heart was in OVERDRIVE 😭😭😭 adding kabu to the lodge has me falling off the bed from how much i giggled and rolled on it 😭😭😭#i need to replay swsh but i swear he wasn't this gentle and caring in the games 😭💗 like this scary old grandpa is actually very soft 🥺🫶#my head is spinning from thinking about how good his gym trainers' morales are with him keeping it up. or how he must be well-loved in#motostoke for not just being an encouraging gym leader but also an approachable and kind citizen. no wonder nessa and milo regularly hangs#out with kabu and that he and raihan are tor-colleagues 😭😭😭 he's actually so earnest in showing that he cares for others with each line#ossan you have to tell me which of your pokemon plays tag the best!!! and is that how you wind down after training!!! 😭💗#giving pokemas writers a big smooch on their foreheads because they're so genius for this man. yes it is a cash grab but they're doing kabu#sooo much justice too with each of his appearance... like yeah take my gems for once! you actually did a splendid job for my favorite ojisa#i don't know if i'm just still a 6 y.o girlie loving kazuhiko inoue's kakashi or i'm just itching for familial tenderness but man. he's suc#a comfort character to me now... i didn't expect that in 2024 but i'm grateful i could pull him and enjoy talks with this ossan now 🥺🫶#gym leader kabu#pokemon kabu#pokemon sword and shield#pokemon swsh#pokemon masters ex#pokemas#pmex#pokemon masters ex spoilers#pmex spoilers#pokemas spoilers#swsh#galar#pasio#trainer lodge
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someone over the age of 30 tell me it’s gonna be ok
#im turning thirty at the beginning of next year and trying not to have a meltdown about it 😭#I’ve actually been having one continuous meltdown about it since I turned 25#WHY IS IT SO SCARY!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!#being 30 is literally such a normal thing to be 😭#and I keep thinking I’ve gotten over it (I have done a lot of mental preparation this year) but then I still get overcome by Panic!!!#and my birthday isn’t even for months#help👯♀️ sos😍#who in my fandoms is over 30 🥺🥺 guys hold my hand I’m being a baby about being old#as usual#i was supposed to have my life figured out by now but I have even less figured out than I did when I was like 22 I think .#how did I go BACKWARDS#I want to be a good example for the 20-somethings and tell them it’s all fine but I’m always freaking out so .#gonna need the 30-somethings to step in and be a good example for ME#I am soon to be one of you so if you would be so kind as to extend a gracious welcome and ignore my sobbing. thank u#wise beautiful powerful 30-somethings. thank you#mine
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.(personal)
#signing off for some time#i have some things to sort through 🫡#please expect something relating to au yvverse on valentines day! (i will be back by then)#a non-snz journal entry before i leave (not expecting anyone to read this):#i think writing humor is an interesting challenge#i remember reading a book in uni where i thought the narration was very interesting and pleasing and sharp#but then reading the reviews for it half a year later and seeing people say 'i couldn't stop laughing when i was reading this' / 'people#on the train were giving me weird looks because i was laughing so hard / this is the funniest book i've read all year' etc. and i remember#feeling distinctly confused... i had not registered that the irony and the sharp commentary were supposed to be funny; they were simply#texturally interesting to me 😭 i also remember submitting a short story draft and having a professor say in workshop 'your writing is very#funny. it reminds me of [movie he liked] which i also found to be very funny'#and i was like 😃❓ (i had also not intended for the story to be funny. but i thought it was a compliment that he read it that way)#humor is so inexplicable to me#i'm working on a series which i actively want to be funny and every time i write out a joke i'm like... fretting a little internally#like do i even know what humor is 😭😭 it's like this relay race exercise where (1) i hand off a scene and (2) the audience interprets it as#playfulness... neither of us is allowed to drop the baton in order for this to work 🏃♀️ it's a little scary??!! it feels so vulnerable#i think it's an interesting problem... trying to find all of these little pockets where i can modulate the tone towards playfulness#alsooooo unrelated... these days i find myself feeling the instinctive need to apologize to everyone 😭 i thought i would be fine#but now looking at myself i'm like... girl something is broken here 😭‼️ i tried rephrasing this in like 10 different ways and#nothing seemed right. anyways for good measure: i am sorry#truthfully i still feel like just half a person sometimes#perhaps i shall reemerge from this break metamorphosed into someone more tolerable 🐛 -> 🦋
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liberation (a followup to this piece)
#carmen opera#carmen#YAAAYYY i had to remake this piece twice.... i got mad at it bc i didnt like how it looked 😭😭#anyways i just wanted to have something fun for scary month 💖 my girl always#tw blood#tw gore#still not Perfect but I'll be damned i have to fix something on this AGAIN#don jose#traditional art#opera#forgot to give her earrings but such is life.#id in alt#described
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Air jail for the stinky television >:3
Plus a sketch I don't feel like finishing... kept forgetting about it 😭
#these are like from last month 😭#📺puzzlevision⭐#⭐escapism💫#my art#self ship#self shipping#i miss himmmmmmm cries#his tag is still scary to me even though multiple also ship with him and are very nice GSJSHDJD
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