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#okay so.#i’ve started working on my first big comp set of the year#and i’m pretty excited about it because i think it’s gonna be really cool#it’s the most complicated and detailed thing i’ve ever made#with lots of planning and research going into it#to the point where i might have to make a separate post explaining some of the details#because if i’m gonna put this much time into something i want people to understand every part of it you know#but i also have to remember not everyone will care that deeply either!!!! which is fine#anyway it’s gonna take me a few weeks to finish#and i’m trying to remind myself that i’m only tackling this thing as a challenge for myself and for fun#and not worry too much about how well it’ll be received in terms of notes bc let’s face it…it won’t get what it’ll deserve#so i have to be okay with that and accept that now before i continue working on it#and keep that in mind til the end#i hope to see it all the way through without giving up!#it’s hard! it’s really hard and nobody asked for it but i think it’s gonna look cool!!!!!!#i’ll never make anything this big again so let’s just start the year with it lmao#please look forward to it 🫶🏻
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i love everybody because i love you
#klance#vld#voltron#lance mcclain#keith kogane#heynhay sees keith and is like DOCTOR!!!! TAKE THAT MANS PATHETIC CAT AURA OUTPUT AND INCREASE IT BY TEN THOUSAND!!!#i need you guys to listen to the linked songs. tell me you do that#because i cannot make it clear enough that i dont just choose a similar ish song. when i link a song in the desc it means from start to end#i had that song in mind. or even playing. definitely looped it several dozen times#and this is an easy one too! one like everyone knows! i didnt even go niche this time!#(strawberry blonde was just too perfect)#it was a hard choice between this and I Want You though for RFSNCIB#anyway thats 3/6 mitski albums represented.#can i keep doing one a day til i finish? dubious. but possible.#just for the record. after this keith like lit a building on fire or something#he couldnt fucking take it anymore#caption is a bit misleading. keith would not love everybody bc he loves lance.#in fact i think mostly it would drive him to threaten others with violence#but for a split second. this split second.#...maybe he does#art#my art#mitski
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And thus, with the passing of 24 hours, Caeru's ambition truly comes to an end. Major Nemesis spoilers below the cut- we're talking endgame ambition business here. Mostly on a character RP front.
The Doomed Scientist made quite a few... choice decisions, in the end. Killing Cups once and for all, recording his story as one of grief-
And sparing what little remained of Mr Mirrors, leaving it free to roam Parabola as it sees fit.
Some of them, he can explain. Others, he's still left to feel... discontent.
Cups needed to die. That much was certain from the start. It was a tyrant, as all Masters are, and complicit in the bargaining and eventual destruction of four (potentially five) cities, as all Masters are. It was an obstacle. A murderer. A petty monster that felt no remorse even on its deathbed, and it went out of its way to ruin multiple lives just because it felt owed its own sick and twisted idea of revenge.
It killed his first love. It looked him in the eyes and he knew what it had done and he knew from the start it was going to die.
Perhaps, in the end, it knew too. And yet it still pleaded, and wanted to live, and-
It made a bargain.
A bargain Caeru didn't take.
Not because he didn't want to. Gods, he wanted to. He wanted it. He wanted it more than anything else in the world. To have Greylu back, to give him the gift of life, of love, to show him the wonders of the Neath and the beauty of the correspondence and all of the people Caeru has met and loved and found home with along the way-
But. He couldn't.
Because Cups was a monster. And no matter what, it deserved to die. And he could not, in good conscience, allow it to live.
Even if sparing it meant everything he's ever wanted.
So he's left here, now. With a bloodied traveling coat, and a bloodsoaked knife, and a favor finally fulfilled.
And nothing to live for. No resurrected lover, no charming visits to Helicon, no slow dances in the living room, no memories to rebuild and lives to live and he won't live again-
Nothing. All he has is a coat born of obligation, not to his love, but to people he's never even met. To lives he's never even touched. To a paramour, still alive, with hair of rose-pink, who doesn't even remember her own brother's existence.
Cups didn't die for Caeru's sake. Cups died for the sake of all who wanted it dead. For the revenger's court, and the ghost screaming in his ear, and the reckoning that will not be postponed indefinitely.
And Caeru, who acted as a tool to carry out their wills? Who all but betrayed his own lover, just to satisfy a cause he never knew existed?
All Caeru is left with, is regret. Regret-
-And grief.
#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#nemesis spoilers#so! nemesis huh!#i have. a lot of thoughts#overall i think heart's desire remains closest to my heart#but that's almost certainly bc of the obvious ''you always remember your first'' bias#there's a lot of problems with nemesis that have been talked to death by other people way more eloquently than i could ever express#(the big notable stopgates littered throughout. the weird pacing at the end. the fact you never meet your actual nemesis til the finale)#but overall i still liked it a lot!! i loved it actually!!! it singlehandedly made me like cups as a master!!!!#not because of anything nemesis actually DID mind you. i just really liked making up things about it#in place of nemesis. actually featuring it.#which could either be a plus or a minus against the ambition depending on what angle you look at it from#but. yeah. i'd say i enjoyed it. i enjoyed it a whole bunch#and now that ive played 2 out of the 4 ambitions and my FL hyperfixation evidently isnt letting up#it's safe to say we're all here for the long haul#tune in (insert miscellaneous time in the future) for when i finally after like a year and a quarter#get to find out what the fuck truly goes down in light fingers#and also keep an eye out for that caeru-centric fic ive been unsubtly alluding to and still need to write.#ive got a whole outline for it and it's. well#you'll all see when (if?) i finish it#i have some ideas abt how i wanna play around with the nemesis endings + what they mean to caeru#(and i do mean endings as in both of them)#and it all may seem. insane. when we get there#but i swear i have a direction plotted in my head#i swear#scoundrelventures#<- the scoundrel isnt mentioned At All in this post but that works as a general FL oc lore tag
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me every time i think of scaralyn sex
#𝓼caralyn ⸝⸝ 𝜗𝜚#don’t mind me i think im ovulating haha . Ha . aaha#observing m��self in thr mirror with shame ໒꒰ྀི ៸៸៸ ก ꒱ྀི১#i shouldn’t be thinking about this .. i sjouldnt be thinkgin abkut this#i refuse to vocalise my thoughts 🙂↔️#keeping them in m’ head ‘til the end of time#( he would talk me through it despite not knowing what he’s doing )#WOAH 🍅🍅🍅🍅 who said th— :blowsup:
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watcha doing out so late? you might get in trouble...
alt versions because i am indecisive x) <3
#art#illustration#my art#horror#blood tw#utmv#horrortale#horror sans#horror!sans#horror my beloved<3 can't believe i never actually took the time to draw him like that's a crime >:'D#he looks so PERFECT#i had it in my drafts for so long i started doing edit after edit every months til i couldn't choose which one to post in the end xD#all of them look good but i still have the weird nagging in my mind telling me something's missing hmm#there's one version that was like- REALLY creepy but i'm keeping that one for inspo later cause it deserves it's own post >;)#some love our poor scary fella >:D you're soo pretty noo please don't murder me in my sleep<333
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If anyone's wondering where I've been all week or at least why I haven't been posting as much: I just bought a house and I'm moving and it's stressful af
#i honestly feel like im loosing my mind#or or i feel like im crawling outta my skin bc my new house needs to be deep cleaned bc im fucking mental#but i cant clean my house til i move everything out of my apartment bc i need to be out by the end of the month#and also i need to clean the apartment before i can clean my house#i just zxhwhan everything feels very ick rn and im trying to ignore that feeling so i can keep functioning#my brain is my worst enemy rn im so glad my mom is helping me with like everything in general#ritalks
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There are times when Kaeya does deliberately do or say things to genuinely aggravate someone he is sleeping with, all with the very intention of having them really put him through the ringer, particularly when he’s extremely upset about something or the ache in his body is beyond a tolerable level and he desperately wants something to distract him from it
#//Less than pleasant hc time; he we go#hc; kaeya#//In the latter case; it is v counter-productive#//Bc afterward he has to deal with the chronic pain AND then the sex injuries they’d inflicted upon him#//But in the moment; he’d be happy to get knocked around just to focus on the pain from that instead#//He rlly does try to avoid this with genuine partners of his; bc they don’t deserve to be taunted into hurting him like this#//Esp if they are the type to feel guilty abt it; to blame themself for the aftermath; even if he was the sole cause#//But there are times the bad habit rears its head; even with his best efforts to avoid it#//His acting flirty one moment then almost ornery and spiteful with the same inflection is a decent sign at it#//Its intent to stir up trouble; while making the person more & more aggravated & keeping an innocent front himself#//Goading them into being the angrier party; into acting rashly and lashing out in ways he KNOWS will hurt him#//Theres meaner things like taunting how good they are/that he’s feeling bored. Also mentioning sb else’s name during & doubling down if it#got him a particularly angry reaction he’d been ACHING to provoke out of them. And so much more. He’s terribly creative when this desperate#//Again; its not usually smth that usually happens with definite partners; he tries to internalize things more for them#//But yeah; sometimes things w contacts of his get Messy at the flip of his mood. & he RLLY ends up paying the price for it#//Emotionally; he tends to feel absolutely awful in the end; mired with guilt & esp the Drop from all the adrenaline spent before#//Physically; he does feel more relaxed—running so high on adrenaline among other things that. But then there’s also PAIN#//¬ the good comforting or pleasurable kind; just PAIN he’ll be tentative to even get treated at the church bc theyll ask Questions#//These provocations tend to actually be a secondary resort—he tends to ASK ppl to knock him around on purpose/no restraint beforehand#//If they cooperate; he’ll keep encouraging to the point of injury and then some; let them get too caught up to realize til too late#//If not; THEN he breaks out all this to provoke them into hurting him anyways#self harm mention tw#//Bc this is a v destructive behavior of his#//It is no longer such a worry if he and his partner have ample trust and communication tho#//Bc with sb like that; he can actually work through shit much more healthily#//And if they are still down to knock him around for physical needs fulfillment; rather than use grounding pressure or smth#//At least he will be much safer in their hands than in that of sb who doesn’t have his wellbeing at the forefront of their mind
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Worst part of the comm process is right after u reach out and/or told the artist the idea and ur sitting there twiddling ur thumbs waiting for a response convinced the artist thinks it’s dumb and is laughing at u and hates drawing everything you’ve described and is gonna refuse even tho you’ve literally seen other comms exactly like what you’re looking for
#pattering on the roof#maybe this is just me#JDNFKNEF sorry I’m wallowing in this state rn bc#I sent in a request to an artist who won’t get back to me til the end of the month#and obvi I know so I don’t mind but#I keep randomly remembering and feeling like I’m gonna throw up PFFT#I’m like what if this artist actually hates women. what if they think selfship art is too cringe. what if I overstepped w my description#💔
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out of context spoilers for neverafter ep 19 penultimate episode!!!!!!
(link to the frog sticker art it was just too perfect)
#i am losing my god damned mind!!!!#i am not ready!!!!!!#i screaaaaaaam#into the abyss!!!!#fuck!#also don't watch the 'next on dimension 20' second at the end unless you want some real shit spoiled#that is one thing that i did not like#obvs cant say more#but they reveal the true nature of the gems#in the fuckin 'next time on'#and that made me sad bc i wouldve liked to keep that surprise til then#but still holy shit#neverafter spoilers#neverafter#d20#d20 spoilers#dimension 20#dimension 20 spoilers#original post#out of context#out of context spoilers
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Skk shippers act like the whole fandom hates them for no reason and they're so oppressed, lol.
Yea :'') Some of them (a lot of them) certainly are Something. I think A Lot of them just underestimate just How Much of the fandom is skk dominated when skk's role in the official media is just.. proportionately Not That Large (even I before starting bsd thought that it's be a central thing and was pleasantly surprised when it was not)
skk shippers have Everything and then some (see tags) so ig it just surprises me how often you see skk shippers shitting on or leaving backhanded comments on Literally Every Other Dazai ship's posts for not being/comparing to skk and then getting pissy when the ppl complain abt that behavior when they could just? ignore it and turn to the gold mines of skk content instead-
And I understand it isn't all shippers who do that but those denying it's happening entirely are also quite silly to me-
anyway, look at this screenshot of some skk shipper losing their shit after the sigzai dancing scene came out LMAO
'someone comfort me pls, I'm so pathetic' gives the same energy of the people who are like 'heh, I guess nobody here actually like me.. i'm such a loser aren't I?' lolz
#s/kk shippers are like that one meme the uhhh How Can I Make This About Me one#ALSO the uhhh#everything and then some comment is based on some of the most prevelaant s/kk 'facts' /quotes I've seen are not actually real#d/zai regrets not taking ch/ya with him when he left the mafia from the stage play? didn't happen actually- was made-up#This came from a twitter user tryna recap a stage play and misremembering :p#'the one I trusted as a boss...' yadada that quote from Beast? made up - didn't actually happen#I believe that one first came from a tiktok?#'human or not doesn't matter' quote from St0rmbringer? not offical#this came from someone's fan translation which ended up being a mistranslation :p#THE official art of em holding hands? EDITED#I just don't get how s/kk could have so much canon stuff and still half the stuff I see spread around is misinfo LMAOO#tbh this is all very interesting to me#I could study s/kk'ers under a miscroscope like lil bugs /neu#The Thing is fundamentally I think I don't even mind the ship I just thing 99% of the shippers have kind of built the ship off of#like- other people's content/the misinformation and so it's become so diluted from what it canonically is that its just impossible#for me to enjoy most of the content for how ooc it is :'')#but I enjoy it to myself#I have like several s/kk edits ideas and stuff that I will make and then keep to myself til I die#KFJHFKJF-#jkjk#ANYWAY I hope I censored the tags well enough so that it doesn't show up in search for any ship if it does pls yell at me im sorry :'00
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: The Stanley Parable/Portal
And Tuesday:
2:30 PM: The Stanley Parable
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Portal
Thursday:
2:30 PM: Adventure Time
Friday:
2:30 PM: AT
Saturday:
2:30 PM: Fellplates
Sunday:
2:30 PM: Fellplates
Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)
#Weekly TV Guide#Yeahh!! Got it this week! >:D#We are /finally/ catching up! Big things this week!!!!#I'm very excited lol#My Portal fixation didn't last all that long this time around but it was very enjoyable to draw everyone again :)#And I mean I still haven't actually re-beaten Portal 2 yetttt sooooo#I'm pretty close tho lol - my interest has just shifted for the moment#Please keep an eye out for Thursday! I am winking at you very conspicuously#Pls it took a lot of time :'D I am pleased with it :D#And then finally Fellplates for this Weekend!! YES!!#I have been not-so-subtly losing my mind about Handplates in the background for uhhh couple weeks now#Especially the last few days tho lol#At current Fellplates is on a low simmer on the backburner - mostly just got all my ideas out already lol#But it'll be so good to have them posteddddd yaaaayyyyy#Heck and a heck queues Kill This Man I am So out of my mind right now#Trying to channel it into Yet More Backlog! Lol what a healthy system I have set up lol#Anyway! Good week!! Looking good!!!#Also possibly planning a stream this week as well :0 I'll make a separate post about it if I do end up going through#I'll try to let y'all know at least a day in advance lol but it probably won't be til later in the week :P#I'd like to do it before the weekend if I can but hmmm :0 Guess it remains to be seen!
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hii does anyone have any tips on helping a kitten wind down for the night?
#not art#meandering#got a kitten friday night and when i say she is an absolute angel i mean it#there are no issues i can even think of besides im not really sure how to help her wind down without making her think she has#designated playtime 12 am-1am .??? and even then i dont mind it but come september it will be an issue#she has a lil box in the corner of my room with a lil cat bed + an old hoodie of mine + a plush opossum and by the time she#tuckers out she'll stay put til late morning (there is also nothing physically keeping her in the box LOL its like her lil den)#she does like sleeping in my bed way more and i do let her nap on it during the day but i am too restless before i fall asleep#for me to feel comfortable enough letting her sleep on it at night. maybe when she's older#BUT YEAH tips or tricks..? if theres even anything i can do BAHA#i know cats are more active at night so if at the end of the day theres nothing i can do its no biggie. we play lots during the day#id put this on main but i know i have more reach here#OH YEAH her name is pasty :-) like from neko atsume HAHA
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where are you watching it? :]
GREAT question ive been bouncing btwn sites bc each one has its own unique problems < 3 the one im using rn is miraculous.to and it's good but it doesnt have subtitles, and ive also been using hdtoday.cc and sflix.to but the first has some episode titles wrong and out of order and the second is also out of order (the titles r usually right tho) but both those have subtitles :}
#ask#ranbooautism#i didnt notice they were out of order til the end of season 1 tho fjdfk idk if i just didnt know or if s1 was right and the rest are#all just a little wrong but its kinda funny. going on a little scavenger hunt to find the next episode#goijg thru clicking to 30 seconds in to see the title card... its funny so i dont mind but it was also annoying when i was trying#to sew but had to keep checking djfkdf
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the amount of bg3 tavs/durges i have is abysmal
i should draw them all
#i will keep replaying this game til the end of time#i want all the achievements#except the mind blown achievement#we don’t touch that one#cosmic’s word vom#bg3
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KINKTOBER CALL OF DUTY MASTERLIST 2024
DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT
BEWARE: DARK THEMES BELOW. CONCEPTS MAY BE GRAPHIC OR UNPLEASANT. MIND THE WARNINGS.
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. ALL MINORS WILL BE BLOCKED. STRICTLY 18+ ONLY.
MAY INCLUDE: KIDNAPPING, RAPE, INTOXICATION, AND OTHER GRAPHIC THEMES.
OCTOBER 1ST — DOCTOR!KÖNIG. Being drugged and used relentlessly by someone you thought you could trust. (NON-CON)
OCTOBER 2ND — RAPIST!SIMON. You should've known better. Walking around with an ass like that in such a skimpy, revealing dress... What were you thinking? (NON-CON)
OCTOBER 3RD — KIDNAPPER!PRICE. What did you expect, Birdie? Now, you'll be used relentlessly and tortured by a depraved sicko, because of your stupidity. (KIDNAPPING, RAPE)
OCTOBER 4TH — WEREWOLF!GAZ. A helpless lamb shouldn't be wandering around the forest this late at night, should they? (NON-CON)
OCTOBER 5TH — DENTIST!SOAP. Who would've thought that a simple, quick dentist visit would end in tears and a bloody mess? (KIDNAPPING, NON-CON, GRAPHIC DESCRIPTIONS)
OCTOBER 6TH — ELDRITCH!KÖNIG. Never in a million years would you expect to be held hostage by an intimidating monster, desperate to breed with a human like you. (MONSTER-FUCKING)
OCTOBER 7TH — STALKER!KÖNIG. You should've trusted your gut feeling. Now, you're chained to your bed inside of your own apartment, being bred relentlessly by a large, masked figure. (FORCED BREEDING, NON-CON)
OCTOBER 8TH — STEPBRO!KÖNIG. You shouldn't trust such a perverted social recluse. Now, here you are, sucking off your stepbrother hoping that he'll keep quiet. (BLACKMAIL)
OCTOBER 9TH — RAPIST!KÖNIG. He has sickening and disturbing urges, a growing crave for control. This should teach you to not wander the streets this late as a woman. (NON-CON)
OCTOBER 10TH — BESTFRIEND!SIMON. You knew something felt off, that lingering impending doom chasing you, ‘til it was all too late. (NON-CON)
OCTOBER 11TH — STEPDAD!PRICE. Your mother loves that man. You can't break her heart, let her know how sinister, perverted, and deplorable his behaviour truly is. (NON-CON)
OCTOBER 12TH — PERVERT!SOAP. Oh, forgive him, Bonnie. You know he can't help himself, and you look so adorable like this; knocked out cold and mumbling incoherently, pleading with him for mercy. (NON-CON, DRUGGING)
OCTOBER 13TH — PERVERT!GAZ. How can he not take advantage of you like this, under the influence and giggling blissfully? He'll take care of you, Dove. (DUB-CON, INTOXICATION)
OCTOBER 14TH — SOMNOPHILIAC!KÖNIG. He uses your body to cope with the reoccurring, horrifying, and haunting nightmares he has, Liebling. Forgive him, please...
OCTOBER 15TH — NERD!KÖNIG. You know how fascinated he is with knives, as well as his growing and intensifying obsession with you. Why not combine both, press a knife to your throat while using your body? (DUB-CON)
OCTOBER 16TH — STEPDAD!KÖNIG. You're even better than your mother; tighter, quieter, and younger, with a pliable mind easy to morph to fit his sickening beliefs. (DUB-CON)
OCTOBER 17TH — KIDNAPPER!KÖNIG. His punishments are unusually violent, leaving deep and agonising welts and lengthy scars on your skin, and crimson leaking from beneath your thighs. (NON-CON)
OCTOBER 18TH — STEPBRO!KÖNIG. Don't you feel sorry for him? A little sympathy? He's had nothing to violate since you left for University. Why don't you come here and bend over, let him get familiar with your smooth, comforting mouth once again?
OCTOBER 19TH — CREEP!KÖNIG. Being a sex worker isn't easy; you have your fair share of sinister pervert with immoral and wicked fantasies, and König is no exception.
OCTOBER 20TH — GYNECOLOGIST!KÖNIG. Under anaesthetics, you're a compliant and babbling mess, until you're weeping pathetically, too drugged to protect your swollen cunt from his assault. (NON-CON)
OCTOBER 31ST — CREEP!KÖNIG. Halloween parties are only fun when everyone's drunk and tipsy, too inebriated to think clearly. Nobody bats an eye when König stumbles into a frat party wearing a mask, dragging an intoxicated woman off alongside him. (NON-CON)
OCTOBER 21ST — THERAPIST!KÖNIG. Oh, how he loves to watch as you cry out. Having a fetish for sobbing isn't easy to hide when you're a therapist, but manipulating a mentally unwell patient sure is exciting.
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#orla speaks#cod x reader#könig call of duty#konig x reader#könig#simon riley#simon ghost riley#ghost x reader#soap mactavish#call of duty soap#soap x reader#kyle gaz garrick#gaz call of duty#gaz x reader#captain john price#captain john price x reader#captain price
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i love my cat for many reasons but the top of the list at the moment is that he kicked me out of a major spiral by crawling into my lap and demanding i pet him
#i probably wouldve sat there crisising for another hour or so and ended up having horrible dreams once i finally fell asleep#but he knew something was off and distracted me til i could get a handle on it#idk sometimes i get too into my own head if i dont have something to keep my mind occupied#especially around the holiday season when everythings all family gatherings
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