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Guys btw its exam szn for me so i don’t know how active im gonna be on here,
Read a whole bunch of smut on my behalf while I'm away,
Love ya very very much❤️
#also a bitch’s anxiety is anxieting#like#like the heart races and insomnia are making a comeback#and its not even about the exams#its just me#I wish I could be a normal gal#i need to get into meditation or smth
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his problem now
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#dirk strider#admin draws#fanart#drew this real quicj before i forced myself to work. exam on wednesaday im just about ready to end it all#im tired constantly and so fucking bad at sleeping during the day. i just cannot. i cant. its impossible#even if i get into a completely dark room and comfy unless im about to get sick or slept 5ish hours for many consecutive days#theres about a 80% chance the nap will fail catastrophically and i wotn fall asleep at all
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bringing the new fledgling home^^ (after you got his sire killed)
#i forgot to add them in imagine sluuur sound effects next to every panel#vtm#vampire the masquerade#vtmb#/elias#toreador#artists on tumblr#/diamila#vampire#comic#oc comic#pretend its a masterpiece i gave up on an exam to finish this as quickly as possible#5 pages took 5 hours i do naut envy comic artists#but i am happy about this^^ im glad i stuck w it its my first comic and im proud of it#even though im grimacing rn looking at some panels. mein gott#art#ventrue#scarabocchi
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Percy Jackson and The Titan's Curse- Rick Riordan // Doctor Who S1 Ep9: The Empty Child // Anne Carson: An Oresteia- Sophokles: Elektra // A Series of Unfortunate Events: The Vile Village- Lemony Snicket // James Coates // Song of The Insensible- Andrew Kozma // Percy Jackson and The Titan's Curse- Rick Riordan
#im so sorry yall nancy in that doctor who episode seriously reminded me of bianca#also even if you know jack shit about dr who go watch that episode its quite possible my all time fave dr who episode its brilliant#i am so sorry its nearly midnight i have an exam tomorrow and im crying over the di angelo siblings#why am i like this#bianca di angelo#nico di angelo#di angelo siblings#percy jackson#pjo
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passed one, failed one, but im basically freeee
#3 people out of 6 failed at least one 😂#its fine tho i can study for this one and do it in june#and have a good grade#hopefully 🤣#It was horrible tho that they told everyone grades#without asking if we agree to it lol#there was this guy who failed at everything and even the thesis defend or idk what happened there#but like why tell that in front of everyone? Wtf#also no heating where we were seating in the hallway so i was literally freezing for 5 hours 🤣#anyway. im just glad its over and dont have to worry about any exams or tests or grades till june lol#now the other stress to find a job 😂
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I am really tired of a situation rn.
#fe three houses#felix hugo fraldarius#me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet!#anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine#can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 !#why am i getting your insurance company calling me today !#also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp#and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene#so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth#literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic#i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck!#im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like#bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved#cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered#idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy#got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam#and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified#there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them#and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious#its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it
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As An IzuOcha Shipper…
…them not ending up together isn’t the problem.
Horikoshi taking the “leave it up to interpretation” approach and then proceeding to COMPLETELY AVOID ADDRESSING their relationship status is the problem.
Horikoshi failing to tie up that one last loose end for Uraraka’s character arc (not closing off her feelings) is the problem.
Again, I ship IzuOcha. Still do, because I’m stubborn. Would I have liked for them to end up together, even if it was only a somewhat blatant implication that could be handwaved? Obviously. But you know what? Maybe I would be upset if the story went out of its way to explicitly de-confirm any chance of Midoriya and Uraraka being a romantic pairing, but I’d at least respect it and understand it a lot more if the story let Midoriya and Uraraka actually talk about this, or at the very least SHOWED US them talking about this. I’d understand if Uraraka completed her character arc by having a heart to heart with Midoriya and telling him that her feelings have changed, her priorities have changed, and Midoriya understands and they remain good friends. Let’s be real, romance isn’t Horikoshi’s strong suit, despite his many attempts to leave romantic implications throughout the series. I’d completely understand if he just had Midoriya and Uraraka talk and they didn’t end up together, because at least then it still provides both of their characters with closure.
But no, that’s too simple. Let’s just “leave it up to interpretation,” because it clearly wasn’t that important, right?
Well, as many people on the internet have already brought up, if it wasn’t so important, why did you spend so much time putting emphasis on it? Why did you have Uraraka, up until the FINAL WAR, have her crush on Midoriya be a crucial part of her character (it wasn’t her only character trait, mind you, but it was still important)? Why did the penultimate chapter have the class come to comfort Uraraka and tell her that they can talk to her… and then come the next chapter, Uraraka apparently hasn’t done anything regarding her supposed crush on Midoriya? For literal YEARS!?
…see, this isn’t even a shipping problem anymore. This is a character problem.
Horikoshi, for whatever reason, chose not to include a romance for the main character and his supposed love interest. And again, that’s fine, not every story needs to be a romance. Two problems with it here though (well, one problem and an observation):
1) Choosing to not at least address the romantic subplot with a “I think we’re better off as friends” encounter, thus actually concluding the subplot and providing a sense of closure, not only leaves the result feeling underwhelming and frustrating, but also actively damages Uraraka’s character arc. We can have her address the problem that caused people like Toga to exist, but heaven forbid she talks about romance with Midoriya.
2) Despite his supposed aversion to romance, Horikoshi still went out of his way to give Gentle and La Brava wedding rings… he’s willing to establish a side romantic pairing without bringing too much attention to it, but he can’t be bothered to do something similar for the arguable MAIN pairing? It’s the “Togata has special clothes so he doesn’t end up buck naked, but Hagakure’s still gotta go commando” debacle again…
I’ma go ahead and wrap this up ‘cause I don’t wanna keep y’all much longer, but like… being optimistic, this ending was… functional. I’ve got my problems with it, obviously, I don’t think it was BAD bad… but it certainly wasn’t good. It works. Barely. And it’s ‘cause of stuff like this.
Midoriya and Uraraka didn’t need to end up together, truly. All Horikoshi had to do was put the smallest amount of effort and give us something of substance, something with closure. Instead, we got what we got.
I get that he was exhausted and wanted the manga to be over… but that excuse only holds up for so long.
#14 August 2024#bnha critical#mha critical#bnha 430#mha 430#bnha spoiler#mha spoiler#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#should I put this in the main tag?#...screw it#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#i'm pretty basic/casual when it comes to how i consume media but like...#this was NOT it chief#horikoshi decided to not put in the work (even if it was somewhat understandable) and that backfired. HARD.#midoriya doesn't get to be a hero? well at least he's a respectable teacher at an accredited academic institution!#...except the story frames that as all midoriya was doing for that time period. no consulting on hero work. no helping with investigations.#just teaching. which is all well and good... if all of the teachers/mentor figures throughout the series weren't various levels of garbage.#that's a different discussion tho#or how about this new development in hero society will mean the heroes will finally have some serious free time... except they don't.#even with the lowering villain count they're all still too busy to have more than a few of them get together at a time.#at least actually reading makes it clear they didn't outright ghost Midoriya but like... something about that feels wrong.#“bUt It'S rEaLiStIc” AFO was defeated after a second resurrection by the power of friendship and other ghosts#edgeshot bakugo and gran torino survived despite all the fatal hits they took. this series doesn't know its stance on realism.#bakugo's finally got some serious character development! except y'know... he's still okay with telling off civilians.#y'know... the same thing that caused him to fail the provisional license exams? something he should have really figured out YEARS later?#at this point I can't even take him leading the charge on the power suit project seriously... it feels less like natural growth for
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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dazai and kunikida
#anime only watchers will never understand the depth of their friendship#like ill never understand the ignorance thrown to kunikida ........ dazai luvs that man#he has so much respect for him its insane actually ...#I DONT WANT TO SEE HIM HEAR THAT KUNIKIDA DIED#its like. atsushi has witnessed almost the entire agency get wiped out and THATS HIS FAMILYYYY#ITS DAZAIS FAMILYYYYY#HE WENT TO PRISON FOR THEM ......... !!!!!!!! STFUUUUUU#anyway. anime onlys will just never get it#read dazais entrance exam. watch the stage plays#theyre FRIENDS!!!!!!!#THEY CARE ABOUT ONE ANOTHER DEEPLY!!!!!!!#THEY TRUST EACHOTHER WITHOUT EVEN HAVING TO SAY IT
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panicking so hard for my final rn. haha. ha… guys i dont know what im doing.
#num speaks#bro im so scared rn#ITS AN ESSAY WORTH 20%#we dont get notes or anything n its only two hours long and i dont even know what im gonna write about im so FUCKEDDDD#please god somehow let my brain come up with something during the actual exam im BEGGING#panicking SOOOOO hard rn its so bad#im gonna bawl my eyes out please pray for me.
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forced myself to wake up and leave my warm cozy blanky at 3:30 am in the winter to speedrun my syllabus because they gave us 12 hours to prep for our endsem are yall proud of me
#not to mention ive baaaaarely gotten sleep the past few nights because its been back 2 back exams every day#forget afternoon naps i havent even been getting more than 4 hours at NIGHT#and i am a bitch that values sleep above all else#and i got no time to prep the syllabus beforehand because of all our never ending fucking assignments#including yk. the full fledged GAME they made us code from scratch in 3 weeks without teaching us anyyy of the required tools or languages#literally speedran an entire math course with everything from number theory and graph theory to fucking induction and combinatorics#in like. 4 hours and gave my endsem NOT EVEN 12 HOURS BACK AND IT WAS 50% OF OUR FUCKING GRADE#and now i have to do it againnn for the third exam in a row at 9:30 in the fucking morning#which btw i realized LAST NIGHT. because our datesheet said the exam was at 2:30 but theyre doing it in batches#so i dont even have the morning to revise and need to pull this shit#AND THEN EVEN FOR THE COURSES WHERE I SOMEHOW COVER THE ENTIRE SYLLABUS THOROUGHLY THEY WILL GIVE THE MOST OUT OF POCKET BULLSHIT#THAT YOUVE NEVER HEARD OF IN YOUR LIFE#and after THIS exam i have to speedrun linear algebra and teach it to a bunch of kids by tomorrow morning#granted that one is on me because i couldve said no but ugh#college hateposting#in other news my ex crush wore a suit yesterday and she looked so hot she almost made me relapse into lesbianism#but i digresssssss#x am rambles#man ive missed ranting about shit on tumblr i should come back here more often
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.. Neji's backstory is messed up, I forgot the details.
#still funny how it gave him a kind of god complex like#''its dumb that you're trying to become hokage#because we're slaves to out destiny''#even if destiny's a real thing: what if it's Naruto's fate to become hokage#have you thought about that Neji lol#who decides what someone's future is#reliving 2013#also funny how they've been standing there taking about this in the middle of an exam#while an audience is patiently waiting for them to continue fighting
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Excuse the YouTuber in the corner I'm too lazy to switch to a different video but, it's probably a pretty easy conclusion to come to that KH might function off a somewhat stable time loop but nothing has really made it feel blatantly obvious than realizing that actually, since Ansem SoD sent Young Xehanort to Scala, that would mean there would have to be a starting timeline where the first SoD went back to start the loop, meaning there has to be a timeline where Xehanort never left Destiny Islands MEANING there has to be a timeline where SoD never existed, and as such neither did Xemnas and Terranort never happened along with basically everything else. So are we in fact confirming that KH does indeed function off a stable timeloop that never truly "started" somewhere and has just always been this way, or what in the world could have happened to still lead Xehanort to Scala without interference? Cuz now I have to wonder, if we're going by stable timeloop, then either Sora creates the tear in time every loop effectively creating endless ones over and over which could lead to a bigger problem(or not a problem at all if it's supposed to happen??) OR this is somehow the first deviation, which doesn't feel likely considering obviously Quadratum and Srelitizia being there seems to be decidedly factored into the equation here, but maybe I'm wrong. Maybe it hasn't been. Or maybe the problem is that Sora's genuinely not supposed to be there. Idk where I'm going anymore, but basically if time started somewhere and it hasn't always been a loop, how did we get HERE to the point in the screenshot where SoD/practically everything was able to exist to "create itself" essentially??? And I don't think that's possible without outside intervention, so it's gotta be a stable timeloop!
#(and heres how i can prove MoM is future Sora from the past cuz time loops back around!!!) no i dont wanna make it about that even tho i do#but also now i wonder how MoM meeting young nort even factors into anything when it feels like dark road is the reason he went down his path#like. what further push could meeting MoM have possibly given him that dark road didnt???#especially since its before the exam#granted imo nort seemed so absent emotions wise from everything happening in DR that i feel like it didnt really affect him at all#i think some interal dialogue from him would have helped tremendously cuz hes just so blank during the whole story#like it does fit his personality as the quiet guy but like. it makes it look like he doesnt care about anything happening#so i mean. if he kinda didnt then yeah maybe the MoM meeting did help push him along#granted i dont remember half the dialogue and ive barely started the video the screenshot is from so like. let me cook before you correct me#i'll correct myself when i get there and remember all the dialogue lol
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Someone needs to save me from the trenches of hyperfixation hell cause I have exams, and I do NOT need this right now.
#i was about to write my essay about David from Camp Camp.#YK DAVID THE CHARACTER FROM THE I GUESS TECHNICALLY ADULT ANIMATED COMEDY CALLED CAMP CAMP#THE HAPPY GO LUCKY IDIOT CHARACTER THATS MOST DEFINITELY ON THE VERGE OF 20 MENTAL BREAKDOWNS#THAT DAVID#FOR MY FUCKING ENGLISH ESSAY ON MY ENGLISH EXAM THAT DETERMINES A LARGE PERCENTAGE OF MY GRADE#FUCKING.... DAVID....#its all i can think about send help#camp camp#david camp camp#imagine your student writes a descriptive essay about a character and they look so deep into said characters psyche and describe them in so#much detail that you can practically see and hear the character in front of you so you decide to do some digging and what you find is...#a fucking adult animated comedy character.#this isnt funny this almost actually happened guys and even then I still ended up just writing about PERCY FUCKING JACKSON#i need to blow something up#sprinkles says shit
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fandom should be More insane about daisira and smokey eyes. I am just saying
#exam tomorrow and I am here at 10pm to talk about gay people podcast on tumblr dot com#figures though HAHA#daisira toxic doomed huntercop yuri so good one of them kills the other#agnes/gertrude old lady yuri so good they mirror each other in everything they do and both die before the series even starts#chat please I love them#daisy tonner#basira hussain#gertrude robinson#agnes montague#daisira#I miss them :(#every time a piece of tma! gertrude/agnes art makes it onto the internet an angel gains its wings btw
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mental illness speedrun
#I feel so ill about those episodes that I can't even post about them#text#I finished the show by the way. those are the fastest 177 episodes I have ever watched. during exam season of all things sadkjfhsdfhskg.#my final verdict is that the show fucks severely until season 7 1/2 after which it kind of sucks. it also loses its track somewhat post#s6 1/2 and starts repeating rehashing and contradicting its messages but otherwise it isn't Bad or Mediocre the way those last episodes are#anyway. media embracing absurdism and committing to the bit are catnip to me and house md/tlt/disco elysium really hit that sweet spot <3#do you know what they also have in common? gay people / discussions of love sex and power that make you insane / maladjusted protagonists -#- failing to succeed under exploitative systems / and most importantly gothic hauntings and entrapment.#house md
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