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Charles: It's a bit of shame, I understand it's his home race and a very important moment in his career, so I guess he wanted to do something spectacular, but I probably wasn't the right person to do that with.
crying, he really said "don't fuck with me, I'm not that type of person."
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#gojo satoru#megumi fushiguro#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#pulled another allnighter fr Angst's sake cries i havent slept.......but i couldnt help myself i was out all DAY i hadnt drawn all DAY#do u know what that does to a mf i felt all antsy and Wrong#so i cracked an energy drink i think i may have a problem honestly but hey at least u get ur daily dose of megumi angst#remember how i said i considered including gojo in the yuuji/tsumiki/megu squared train piece#well this is me making up fr Not including him there#i ws right his and megumi's relationship deserves its own homage smile :)#anyway @ anon who wanted a gojo/megumi hug.....ik it's not exactly a hug but you can forgive me im sure <3#dare i say it's better than hugs jeremy.....#honestly fr all my gripes w gojo i Did get kind of emo abt this?? but i feel like. the majority of my emotions r on megumi's behalf#also might have been the mukashi mukashi no kyou no boku on repeat that'll also do it#seriously debated putting translated lyrics as the caption but it feels like a copout doing 2 lyric-captions in a row#also i do have some shame. miku lyrics r a bit.#anyway art notes uhhhhh finally got gojo's hair to not look Yuuji#who knew the trick was to make it longer smh maybe sleep deprivation n 10 hours of staring at a screen Does make simple problems hard#oh file name 'proud of you' btw
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thinking abt this .. the panic :( the way he just holds onto himself :( just tells himself theres work to do : (
also look at the little beetle carapace belle left for him :(((((
#belle : (#kiddo say#it kind of makes sense to me that belle left on her own without cad knowing. i always thought it was a bit mental if he let her#(that was if she didnt leave with colton)#which i thought she did but whatever#i thought it was corrin + constance together (p sure thats still true) . then their dad or calliope next. then colton then belle maybe toge#together. but their dad is still with them.#oh welll#because its me i do wish there was more sad lonely scenes of time passing . but also its only 56 pages so theres not rly room#which is a shame#i want the isolation of it all#cr spoilers#caduceus clay#going to reread later to have clear thoughts bc brain is a bit scrambled
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2010 Bahrain Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso
#aaaaaahhhh what a good podium!! he looks so good bark bark bark#i love how theres like 2 immensely iconic pictures from this gp#its still so cool that he won his first race with ferrari!!#tho its a shame bcs its mostly due to seb's technical issues :(#not saying i dont think fernando shouldve won but rather that i was excited for a potential vettonso podium sigh#i already made a post w my thoughts abt it ^ but man i rly loved how 3/4 of this race was vettonso playing cat and mouse#and all the discussion post finish were abt comparing thier performances#twas a very exciting moment for me as you prob know ;;;; so its a shame that after all that they didnt end up on the podium together#OH MY SPEAKING OF THAT. it was so hilarious bcs they cut from nando celebrating in the car to seb's car on the side of the road SOBBBBBB#ah at least we got a little webbonso moment. that moment in my race notes literally says 'webbonso???' cause mark came from nowhere#anyways that gif where hes spraying champagne(rose water ig) at the camera makes me FERALLLLL AAKUHDKJAK#ngl even tho its not champagne it sounded pretty tasty. sparkling water/rose water/pomegranate juice i think?#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1#fa14#2010 bahrain gp#<- feels rly cool to write 2010 finally
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they are still slow dripping the illustration preview but im already losing it 😭 sega's memorial kuji for iconic scenes 🥺
#i guessed its either going to be heiji first intro OR The heikazu scene heh#a bit of a shame its not heiji's intro but i guess this is the most efficient way to include as much as characters 😔#personal#i wonder if its gonna be shinran tomorrow 🥺 shuffle romance perhaps#OHOH OH delusional but i want that cool ran scene where she save sonoko by mashing a moving car window#also halloween party case 😭😭 pwease....
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Is now a good time to mention that I have in fact Never seen the stream where Ghostbur dies :(
#I’ve seen the clip#where he. oh I shan’t even say#like I know what HAPPENS in the stream#and that’s EXACTLY why I’ve never watched it#it’s been two years chat. it’s been two years since I got into this fandom.#it’s been nearly two years since Ghostbur became my favorite character.#I have known about this stream’s existence since the beginning!! literally the day that I discovered Ghostbur’s existence as a character was#also the day I discovered that he died!!#his death has never been a secret to me I am fully aware of it#and I just#have never been able to muster up the strength to watch the stream in its entirety#which is a bit of a shame because there are some hekkin FLUFFY Ghostbur moments at the beginning of the stream#but man. one of these days I’ll probably watch it#but I don’t believe that will be anytime soon!! let me live in denial!!#my post#ghostposting
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TO THE ONE OTHER PERSON LIKING ALL MY UNCANNY CHARM POSTS I SEE YOU AND I AM SHAKING YOUR HAND
#GOD...WHAT IF I REREAD UNCANNY CHARM RIGHT NOW. FOR HIM (YEOMRA).#i do still think the ending fell flat. it felt rushed. which is SUCH a shame bc the rest of the writing is Peak#like ohhh my god. oh my goddd...#but yeah just like it felt like some strings that were set up were left untied.#like they were juuust about to really go somewhere#but then didnt dgskd#and theres just a bit too much wiggle room to say 'oh theres clear implication/intent here even if its not explicitly stated'#its like jeans that are a size too big like damn you nearly had it fhsjfd#anyways time to use a belt for the plotjeans i guess *types up my own theory docs*#beso babbles#uncanny charm
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i have like . one scene left and maybe an extra one i moght add and then edits and then fake grandson au is Fini FINITO finished ! yipee
#yellow writes#i was hoping it would get to 10k because that would be so cool but its only like#8 and a half#so there is still a slim possibility i could eke out enough but it might also get too waffley#SHAME! wouldve been mega cool to have my first ever 10k oneshot#but also im so happy about it theres a lot of little words i slipped in that mean stuff its like. easter eggs . so fun#oh and i need to figure out the title LMAO i do like the ending though. very nice way to finish i think#can you tell im like really excited about it its like my own nanowrimo excpet it wasnt in november but it did take a shockingly low amount#of time for me to write that and i did project a tiny bit and its like my baby i have carefully and swiftly nurtured#anyway ! if all else fails i think kalego is the funniest thing in the fic. i will continue writing now
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here’s all my video essay thoughts on outer wilds and echoes of the eye!! i hope the folks who got something outta the game can get something out of this too
full spoilers and all that
#outer wilds#echoes of the eye#video essay#its a bit of a shame making something that gives outer wilds spoilers#cuz its kind of like playing the game for them?#oh well people can do what they want#i aint their dad
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breaking my daily update streak for family bonds.......I am sick and I can't focus at all;; I'll definitely have the new chap finished tomorrow but there's no way I'm gonna have the focus to do that tonight
#oh well.......its okay it was a funny bit while it lasted#i know i technically wont break it since the last chapter was posted after midnight but to ME im breaking it...shameful. how dare i be sick#busy.🐝
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My greatest crime with the Mistborn AU isn't that I sent Ingo to Hathsin, or that his grief from coming back to find Emmet gone is manifesting as a do-or-die determination to either kill the Steel Inquisitors like they (supposedly) killed his twin, or even the fact that I made Emmet himself an Inquisitor.
It's the fact that I made Emmet an Inquisitor and deprived him of his hair as a result.
It's not the big metal spikes through his eyes and out the back of his skull or the fact that Ingo has unknowingly painted a target on his own twin's back, it's the fact that Emmet lost his signature Submas sideburns.
Absolute travesty.
#mistborn au#submas#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#pokemon#egginfroggintalkin#eggin's writings#I realized that the steel inquisitors are all clean-shaven and immediately went 'but the sideburns'#Ingo may be messed up and deep deep in grief but at least he has his sideburns#Emmet is unrecognizable between the lack of hair and eyes and that's sad#wouldn't it be a shame if Ingo couldn't recognize him oh gee that'd be too bad if they clashed#aw poor guys that'd really be terrible#tsk tsk a real tragedy#dropping backstory that I haven't put into a post of its own yet give me a bit and it'll be explained#does the tone come across? can you tell that I'm having fun with this?
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claw and hoarder is a rlly disappointing episode bc aside from the main gross part of it i think its really funny
#thinking abt rick getting sooo pissed off abt having a Kinda sore throat#and getting shot in the eye by summer via psychic link#also the wholeeee bit of rick watching the show w summer makes me giggle#its a shame i feel similarly abt. rickdependence spray#but that one is also just worse#and gotron to some extent. i think thats a great episode marred by That One Thing#oh if this seems random. i was thinking abt it bc i hurt my throat earlier
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I'm the worst because if I find out complete strangers who I follow on social media think something I like is annoying I start thinking I should probably just kill myself and save myself the embarrassment, it's not ideal
#like this is kind of a joke but also not really i hate myself haha#i just think im like disgusting and deserve endless shame and hatred or whatever for being a bit cringe#i hate that its even cringe like why is cringe it makes me happy why can i not just enjoy things without this being an embarrassing trait#still thinking abojt when i went to the queer youth group age 16 and was drawing the crystal gems and some dude comes up to me like#oh you like Steven Universe. 😐 okay.#like yes i like steven universe bitch im a fucking 16 year old autist with a tumblr account and no self esteem what do you want!!#this isnt fucking social media i am literally standing in front of you!!! i am a person!!!! see me as a person!!! please see me as a person!#like thats why i leaned so hardcore into fucking truscum shit and became so fucking grating and insufferable#because i was so cringe and such a fucking trender and i hated it#it made me want to kill myself over and over again i had to prove i was a real man who could take a joke#and wasnt into that cringe tumblr sjw shit i was tough and cool#i also had agoraphobia and couldnt look in the mirror without wanting to do violence to myself#and lay in bed taking codeine only getting up to piss and shit for weeks at a time#but yeah no i was tough and cool and not cringe#not cringe not cringe#i still cant bear it i still hate myself then#i hate myself so much it makes me want to beat the cringe out of me i hate it#i just want to feel okay#i just want to feel like im allowed to be here#and that people ultimately dont care that much if there are some things we dont have in common#but i cant even treat other people that way so#its the fucking shit for me
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people who believe that modern precure is “falling off” are kind of insane i think
#very broad statement because i totally understand what they mean. i feel like a lot of more recent precure series' have been a little#more on the forgettable/mid tier (saying this just purely based on appearances alone. because thats a huge factor for me)#but thats always sort of been the case ... theres eh precure series from every point#kira kira has some of the most delightful designs and one of the strongest casts from any precure series#and i just was looking at a bunch of tropical rouge stuff (i will finish it someday LOL) and my gawd the fight scenes go hard#and the stylization in tropical rouge in my opinion is really lovely. it has sort of that average anime look to it but defines itself with#really fun shapes and expressiveness. i also think the color usage is just really good#wont ever get tired of the rainbow lineups where every cure just gets 1 color basically because its still done in a very appealing way#but i like when cures in a series get more interesting palettes#anyway - theres always more to want from precure. i know id go crazy if i made my own precure series. but theres also so much about precure#thats just so delightful and its quite a shame i think that its crazily popular in japan but was never properly brought over here#and when it was with smile precure (turned into glitter force) it was ... mangled#they also brought over doki doki (still under the glitter force title) and i only ever watched a bit of the dubbed version ... but i think#they might have kept it more intact ? but also havent tried any series after those two ?#i dont know all i remember is draculaura voiced the main girl (cure heart)#anyway my point was something. something something oh yeah i think the only thing id say aside from various things id hypothetically want#from future precure series (the list could go on forever) that i'll say right now is. i wish they went a little crazier with the styles for#each series. of course the style differs from series to series already but i want ...even more stylized ones#of course id be saying this when my second favorite series is heartcatch which has the coolest style and animation ever but oh my god#precure is precure and is basically appealing no matter what but ... also im a guy who just leans towards more interesting styles#i would like to continue star twinkle precure of course and think it is cute for what it is style wise but its also not my favorite#kind of style. this is more nitpicky hyper specific tastes though. im just rambling#most appealing looking precure series' in my personal opinion are futari wa. heartcatch. kira kira a la mode. and tropical rouge
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let's maybe Not be passively suicidal? just maybe? it'd be better for you if you tried to work on that?
i dont know what that means, are you talking about the new thing ive heard some newer streamers mention that they claim is called mental health? that surely isn't an actual thing.
im not passively doing anything, much less whatever that word is, im actively content and resigned to being stuck here forever. even death will not be an escape as youll just come back anyway if the higher ups continue to have use of you.
#showfall ask blog#showfall media#showfall camera operator#ask blog#showfall dp devon#((fun reminder that hes from the 1800s))#((he has no idea what some words are))#((mostly because he hasnt heard them before but also yknow showfall and its mind messing))#((hes a bit stubborn and doesnt believe some things are real))#((not like theres any therapists around for him to be against anyway))#((also he might have that vibe but it isnt something hes thinking about at all))#((its more like 'oh he failed to blow everything up? shame#(('moving on to get other stuff over with' that sorta thing))#((it just seems like more than that because of the asks he got))
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like i know i need to get my life together and shit but
#man. i dont wanna. i dont wanna so fucking badly. i feel hopeless and frankly i just dont wanna worry rn.#just wanna be some dum bum who lazes around all day and doesnt have to worry. i hate that this world doesnt allow that#let me WALLOW maam!!! let me be depressed!!! dont talk to me!! leave me alone!!#LET ME ROT IN MY ROOOOOOM!!!! i wont actually but FUCK man#just lemme be in my own world for a little bit. oh? its been 6 weeks? didnt notice! what a shame!#just let me be in my own little world man. i know im being practically useless but.. man idc right now. i really dont.#let me have the peace ive missed out on in the past 5 years. i know you dont know that these 5 years have been hard but they have been.#i want to spend the time i lost while i was worrying and in bad relationships and friendships.#do i not deserve that time back? do i not get a reward for my agony? if i do good isnt it supposed to come back to me?#i want that time back. i want to have that time with my inner child that i missed out on. the fun summers. the peaceful vacations.#please just let me have it. i missed out on so much so please. i just wanna be peaceful man.
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