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I want an AU where merlin, like arthur, doesn't know about the prophecy.
I want an AU where he follows his heart without a sense of fear.
I want an AU where he gradually gets to know arthur without the weight of those expectations and the prophecy doesn't hang over them like the sword of damocles
I want an AU where he still finds his place alongside arthur, but doesn't lose himself by turning himself into a weapon in the hands of the "king of the past and to come"
I want an AU where trying to follow or avoid the prophecy doesn't form a chasm between them.
I want an AU where arthur doesn't think about the fact that merlin stayed by his side because he saw him as a fulfillment of prophecy, not a friend.
I want an AU where they learn of the prophecy together, years later when albion is prosperous, and have a long talk about what fate means to them.
#because of course merlin loves arthur#but the prophecy still affects him and shapes his perspective for years#and it's horrible#it cripples EVERYONE#bonus if in this AU arthur is affected in any way by the fact that he was born of magic#he feels magic#or has magic#whatever#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin x arthur#merthur
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the worst part of my depression/adhd/whatever is that i love my friends so so much and i want them to be happy but i'm just so tired and anxious and avoidant all the time so i literally cannot respond to Any of them. hell it might not even be my neurodivergency, i had literally One Friend growing up and maybe it's still habit that i can only keep up with one. and i always feel so fucking sad and guilty seeing so many notifications on discord because i love talking to these people, it's just really, really, really hard for me and i'm just so. frustrated
#ouygghuhh i can't even respond to my best friend of YEARS‼️‼️‼️‼️ when they're literally one of my most favorite people ever#and i can't even miss people when they're not around! i CAN'T and i HATE IT. SO MUCH.#i don't have that longing ache that everyone describes when i don't talk to someone for a while. i just think of that person and get anxious#and it's HORRIBLE#i can only respond to irl's because i know i'll see them tomorrow. that's the only thing that sometimes keeps me responding to them#AND I DON'T HATE THEM. I DON'T NOT WANNA TALK TO THEM. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. THEY MAKE ME SOOOO FUCKING HAPPY#i just. can't. i hate texting. i hate texting and calling so much. i hate servers and group chats and ESPECIALLY one on one person chats#i just. can't. i hate it. i hate it so much. because now i feel bad and i have So Many Messages and it's so much work talking to people#even then i fucking Love talking to the person. it's just so much#all i have energy for is to lay down on a person and vaguely listen to things they say. i wish that's all the affection i need to give-#people for them to understand i love being with them. i just want to be a cat where the most affection i need to give is being in the same-#room or making nonsensical noises to them for them to feel alright and loved#because i just Can't make any response. why is it so hard#especially not with So Many People#why do i have to make friends and then get stuck here. why do i have to Make so many when i know i can't keep any#vent
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will, showing nicoaround his new apartment: ...and over here I think I'll put up the flag of my people
nico:
nico: .....Texas has a flag?
will: what?
will: no
will: the gay flag
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don't you just love when your entering a new fandom, but haven't had the chance to see/read/listen the media itself, and you DON'T want to spoil yourself past names and characters, so your trying to find fics without mayor spoilers?, cause boy is it funny pain.
#Yes I'm talking about#percy jackson#Because I haven't gotten the chace to read any of those damn books#And I'm getting impatient#So I gotta make do with media#And it's HORRIBLE#because SPOILERS#local cloud#Rants#fandom rant#But I can make do#AO3 and Tumblr are a blessing
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+ a character's decision being objectively the best solution for the situation FOR THAT CHARACTER, from their point of view and for their own well-being (just having terrible consequences for your own blorbo).
One thing i've run up against when dealing with fandom and characters making less than ideal choices is that people seem to treat a character's decision being sympathetic, the decision being understandable, the decision being reasonable, and it being objectively the best solution for the situation, as synonymous. When those are 4 very different things.
#i LOVE when characters make Horrible Decisions that Make Sense For Them and I Would Probably Do The Same In Their Shoes#And It's Horrible#or something that by all accounts seems like the best decision for everyone and the objectively right and correct solution#and has logical but impossible-to-predict-at-that-point horrible consequences.#that's tragedy babey!#writing#stories#conflict
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op turned reblogs off but this post must live. it must live and spread malignantly .
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if i was a popular minecraft youtuber id just tweet "hey guys stop drawing shipping fanart of me and my friends/coworkers, i only fucked one of them and seeing me paired with anyone else is kinda weird and crosses my boundaries" and then i'd turn my phone off
#hermitcraft#qsmp#and a third server that i wont say the name of but you know#the bee speaks#if u cant stop weirdos from doing IRL shipping id just make it as horrible a process for them as possible
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I know the OP is saying this in a bit of a lighthearted way to be nice but I'm not that nice and I'm frankly really appalled at what I've been seeing so I'm going to explain why you shouldn't do that.
AI CANNOT create on its own. It's not that smart. Anyone who's ever built any sort of language AI can tell you with 100% certainty it's not that smart. It can "learn" and it can "create" sentences, but it needs to be fed a language to do so.
So it will only ever "create" based on what it's fed. This is absolutely crucial.
There are ethical ways to do this. I did this in my undergrad with my class, taking .txt files of old classic books and feeding them to our programs for words/sentences. That way our programs were only ever "creating" from works that did not break copyright laws.
But feeding an AI someone else's fanfic? Yeah, now you've given the language model SOMEONE ELSE'S WORK to learn off of WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION.
It doesn't matter that it's a fanfic and technically, the author does not own the characters/setting. They created the story, they engaged in creative exercise, so that fanfic is theirs. YOU do not have the right, legally, to take THEIR work and do what you want with it, much less feed it to an AI who will take their work and now use it to further its language learning.
Especially since AIs like Chat GPT have a payment model. Now someone else is making money off of a fanfic author's work, and YOU directly contributed to that.
So if you do that? Fuck you. Sincerely.
Hi,
It’s you friendly neighbor fanfic author here. In the light of this apparent new trend of people feeding unfinished fics to AI to get an “ending,” and some people even talking about “blanket permissions,” let me just say this:
I EXPLICITLY FORBID ANYONE TO FEED MY FICS TO AI. DUDE, THAT IS ABOUT THE LEAST RESPECTFUL THING YOU CAN DO. IF YOU DO IT, SHALL YOU BE EXCOMMUNICATED FROM YOUR FANDOM AND WALK ON LEGOS BAREFOOT TILL THE END OF DAYS.
That is my anti-permission.
Thank you for your attention.
#not dp related#chatgpt#artificial intelligence#sorry for the negativity guys i've just been seeing so many people happily say they've been filling in fics using chatgpt#and it's horrible#do NOT do this#that's so so scummy i can't even begin to explain how it makes me feel#if i have a fic you want more of or a fic that was never concluded#you're free to write your own ending#someone did that once and i read it and was just flattered#but to feed mine or anyone else's work to an AI? literally fuck off
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wow, this leaked scene from the minecraft movie looks great
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"How can you like these very toxic and horrible characters that have done despicable and unforgivable things?" oh it's quite simple actually, this is fiction and I think with my dick.
#they are horrible people#but so am I#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#armand#daniel molloy#loustat#armandstat#lesmand#loumand#devils minion
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maybe never forgive. but things are different now. so we'll use maybe.
#my version of a happy ending au#mouthwashing#captain curly#mouthwashing anya#anya#curly#my art#considering this game takes place in a hellscape#i imagine one of the other horrifying angles for anya was that she might not even have the rights to abort the wound#so i like to think. curly. thinking he's going to die anyway. just takes all of the medical bills from his crew#because if he lives then he'll spend his life paying it all off#and if he dies. then he takes the burden with him#but him and anya are horrible horrible parallels now. and they cant NOT care about each other#he'll turn himself into the horse. he'll be the beast of burden. anything he said. anything#and for once he actually means it.
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My dad is deaf because of measles and my health is fucked because of long covid.
VACCINATE. THE POSSIBLE RISKS OF VACCINATING ARE NOTHING LIKE AS GREAT AS THE DEFINITE RISKS OF NOT VACCINATING. END OF LECTURE.
VACCINATE YA KIDS FFS
#and don't get me started on chicken pox#harmless childhood diseases aren't#i do have a cousin who got fucked by a vaccine#and it's horrible#but its also very very very rare in comparison to the damage done by not vaccinating
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they would get along i think
#they're both technically savvy and horribly emotionally unstable#and they're bad parents#they're the perfect friends#gravity falls#steven universe#fiddleford mcgucket#pearl steven universe#fiddleauthor#fordsquared#billford#gotta get the traction#digital art#myart
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I love blocking people I've never interacted with based off their replies on some random popular post. Wow random user on a post with 50k notes with the worst take ever, I hope I never meet you and will make sure we never do
#context: user was complaining about letting 'bad writing' pass#you need to let people write badly#you need to know that what you think it horrible is someone's creation they worked hard on and care about#and i dont know how to explain to you that you need to have empathy towards people#your cruelty towards others is a visible public display and a blockable offense#sara shush
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