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listen i may not understand 99% of music theory but oh boy am i literally frothing at the mouth over chords rn
#resisting the urge to go balls to the wall rambling about the chord choices in Liftoff is PAINFUL guys#i literally love this shit so fucking much#even tho the musicians in the phandom are few and far between 😭#i just rlly am proud that im able to make conscious decisions now about the chords i choose#and it sorta makes sense???? mostly????#well in my head it does anyway#ok now back to me hovering over my keyboard like someone waking up at 2am and seeing a glass of water
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maybe this is just me, but i'm kind of very happy that neil has confirmed with the s3 announcement that crowley and aziraphale really aren't talking.
there's no secret plan there's no time stop there's no body swap. they are not talking.
because i was always of the belief that the story would be better if they truly had a falling out. if there was not some secret plan behind the final fifteen. if it was really just that they both said the wrong things at the wrong times. if aziraphale just made the choice that crowley could never follow him on. if crowley waited just slightly too long to confess his feelings. if it really was just that it fell apart in real time.
i never wanted some secret plan because i want to see them both grow independently of each other. i want to see aziraphale realize just how much he hurt crowley, just how bad heaven really is. i want crowley to realize that he can be his own person independent of aziraphale. i want him to set some fucking boundaries.
idk i just think that their eventual reunion will be so much better knowing that they really weren't talking. knowing that it's a true and proper reunion, that it really will be about them making up with each other.
i don't know what neil has in store, obviously. but knowing that one little fact is reassuring to me. and i know that whatever happens in s3, it will be amazing. i'm so fucking ready.
#not happy because i want them apart#but happy because i just know it'll make for an amazing story#i hope this makes sense#good omens s3#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#good omens meta#(sorta idk this is just random thoughts mostly)
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so i started this show and it just gets worse and worseeeee not only did it lift the romance subplot directly from twilight (and not well) but they also are trying to play the forbidden love angle hard in the fantasy racism vein except it's a "cross-species" relationship between the two whitest people i've ever seen in my life and there are three people of color in the whole (first season of the) show who aren't villains and it seems that every other episode (and sometimes ebery episode and sometimes twice an episode!) there is a man physically or magically subjugating a woman and i keep waiting for the big reveal at the end to be stolen from fucking rainbow rowell
#yes i read 'carry on' by rainbow rowell in middle school what else could you have possibly expected from me. anyway she gives me simon snow#vibes and not in a good way and she's even blonde while her british vampire boyfriend has dark dark hair and just. you will never be basil.#also i hate to be that guy but the writing has made me physically recoil and the acting almost reads as silly but mostly as middling :/ and#i wanted and expected more from matthew goode bc i really liked him in downton but i guess this is a 2018 bbc modern vampire fantasty serie#like i guess.#also there's SO much shit about bloodlines and maybe i'm gay with a blood disorder amd a family history of adoption but like. who fucking#careeessssssssss it ahould not be that serious. why is it that serious.#also the fantasy racism kind of reads like it's mesnt to be? homophobic adjacent? like there's a Lot of 'love who you love' talk going on#for the single most bland heterosexual relationship i've ever seen on a screen like there is so little chemistry? so little#anyway it's called 'a discovery of witches' and i'd recommend not watching it 🫶 or if you do then watch it on 1.5x speed#it's been decent background noise for knitting bc i kinda sorta care about the plot but if miss a chunk bc i'm in the lace chart zone i do#not care and i do not have to go back to catch it bc the writing is so transparent#there was another series it stole from that's escaping me atm but when i noticed it pissed me off a touch. hmm maybe it will come back to m#a post#do not watch this show#I REMEMBERED they wanted the juliette holding diana captive moment to be joaquin's 'i want to watch you fuck her' from sense8 SOOOOO BAD bu#it WASN'T bc they were too afraid to lean into anything that would make juliette interesting at all. for being all about the world's most#special blonde woman this show does not seem to like women very much. sad! well there's other shows#OH ALSO ALSO there are 3 magical 'creature' species which are witch + vampire + femon except the demons don't seem? to have any magical#abilities that humans don't have besides sensing the species of other creatures? like witches can cast spells and vampires do their various#vampire things but demons have nothing going for them except disproportionately high rates of homelessness and suicide?? like girl what are#we doingggggggg what are we doing here !! what's their deal why does no one care !! can they do anything or no !! god this show sucks
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Okay I'm never ever going to finish this it's been half-done in my art app for literally a year and a half
And I really like what I did do! But it's not gonna be finished so here, have a WIP
#(yes i know donnie's hair doesn't make sense with the goggles)#(i was mostly using him to test doing that before doing that hair on raph)#there are a lot of things i'd change now#and obvs i didn't even get to mikey's hair#and there are lingering mask tails and Whatever#but ANYWAY#i'm really proud of donnie's nose#that's my pride and joy in this image#hope y'all enjoy#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#tmnt 2018#rise leo#rise mikey#rise raph#rise donnie#tmnt raphael#tmnt donatello#tmnt leonardo#tmnt michelangelo#my art#i GUESS#sorta#obviously it's mostly a screenshot draw-over
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@thenoodlegod ! This is my little bit of worldbuilding for the mines [: It’s Headcannon in the sense that nobody has to agree if they don’t want to, not in the sense that we actually have a canon to draw from hahah.
This was originally my page for drawing out other tumblrinas MC skins, so don’t mind Inbetweenhours hanging upside down in the top corner there! Hi inbetweenhours [:
#should I tag Foreman (woman) Nightly in this???#if feels weird considering her blog is mostly automated (I assume)#and also. this is a story we are Making Up#but I did draw sorta art of her???#would you WANT to see that someone drew a random robot based off a tumblr blog you run???#conundrum#in any case#art#photo#fool’s#fool’s art#fool’s writing#a little! in the worldbuilding sense#the Underground city is the deep dark city in my mind also#mutuals <3#the mines#bedrockers
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Alright here's my thoughts on a way Thad could have essentially a 'redemption arc' Post-FMA and post death. (Actually in retrospect Post-Rogues Revenge to be specific. I just lump that with FMA. Though I don't accept what happened with Josh Mardon).
This post started as a response/add-on to @radioactive-earthshine's post here, so a bit of its phrasing is in conversation with that post. Though i have done some editing since my first draft of this post.
Please excuse my rambling as I love thinking of Thad from a perspective of post-FMA and post-death and having come back to life for a second chance.
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Notes:
General Note (before or after you read this post): I guess my big caveat with this idea is that at least some people have to be willing to give Thad a BIG chance and let him try to prove himself in order for it to really work. People gotta be cool with
*1 - Why post Thad's death? - I see Thad's death as a catalyst for him to change or be open to some change because death is such a huge consequence of his actions, but also because 1. Since he's a speedster he's not dead in the traditional way thanks to the Speed Force essentially housing speedsters. And 2. It also gives hm time away from other people and the influence of the Thawnes in order for him to think. He can look at his life and reexamine his own thoughts, feelings, decisions, and essentially his entire life and for once reflect on his own without having to confront someone else, prove himself, or defend his choices in that moment. He can just reflect. Though that won't fix everything. Instead, it is an impetus for Thad to change. (Also just from a comic/visual medium perspective I think it would be cool to delve more into the speedsters who are 'stuck' in the Speed Force. But that's a conversation for another day.)
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By looking at Thad’s actions post Mercury Falling as being due solely to him and his feelings and desires such as a sense of bitterness, a desire to prove himself, and as a way validate his own existence such as through killing Bart, I can see Thad (preferably post his death)*1 realizing that his previous actions were never going to lead to his own validation. Thad killing Bart while it might have felt good in the moment, ultimately meant nothing and was a bittersweet endeavor because after that moment he loses all purpose and drive with his victory over Bart. He realizes that he was just falling to his own bitterness and the teachings of violence and hatred from the only life he knew.
With the realization that his past actions weren't right, that they didn't truly bring him happiness or validation, he can progress from where he was before. He would no longer be reliant on his hatred toward Bart to propel his life, but instead he would live for himself and live his own life for the first time. He would be free.
Now, just this concept where Thad no longer shackled to his hatred toward Bart in itself could lead to so many different scenarios and paths for Thad as he builds a life for himself (and I could go into that), but specifically in relation to a 'redemption arc' it would lead more specifically toward the tribulations that come with self-discovery and building a life for himself now that he is alive again. Now, I say this specifically with a social perspective in mind with regard to this bit. Because Thad post death would be trying to build a life for himself while people/heroes/most of the Flash Family consider him a villain and still hold his past actions, like killing Bart, against him. It's gonna be hard for him to go through this 'redemption arc' and there are gonna be consequences for Thad's past through how people treat him, but despite that he's still going to try. It's a scenario of self-betterment, but also I think unconsciously he's also trying to make up for what he's done by being a better person than he was.
Setting-wise this arc would be set in the Twin Cities are. Either Keystone City or Central City, so he can't help, but run into members of the Flash Family. But these potential/chance meetings with other Flash Members allows him to make connections; good, bad, and just neutral depending on who it is in the Flash Family he meets and if they're familiar with him.
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Regarding the topic of redemption when applied to Thad/how he would personally handle the process of redemption/changing:
I think redemption for Thad would be half him fighting his own 'inertia,' his resistance to change. Part of Thad would still be so ingrained in the idea that he is "bad," a villain, and a Thawne (even though he's abandoned the family in every way except name) because that is what he has known for so long and because that is what people are telling him definitively when they see that he's alive again. Thad believes these sorts of things about himself and is also unwilling to let go of his past because it is all he has ever know, so he is fighting the fact that he actually is changing as a person. And this would be further reflected in his actions. He would be consciously putting distance between himself and the Flash family, he would be punishing himself for his previous actions, and SAYING that he has not changed despite how actions would show that he has. Thad's stubborn, but I also think that he would be scared of change as well, and at this part of his life would very much be his own namesake, Inertia.
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Briefly regarding what his actions would look like at this time as he finds himself and his own life:
I say in this scenario he would overall straddle a sort of anti-hero line though his actions skew toward more heroic, though not to the same degree as heroes. It's not out of a desire to do right for others, but it would be selective in a way and drawing from what he cares about. Like, sure, if he's in the area he will save someone who is in danger, but more specifically I think he would be real conscious of how younger metas are treated, so no one ends up being used like he was in his youth, that they can have a childhood he didn't have, so he would speak up in those kinds of scenarios. Regarding labels: Thad still would probably still stubbornly label himself a villain because of his unwillingness to consciously/overtly change himself as I previously mentioned, but also because of the perspective directed toward him by heroes. Though people can call him whatever they like, but he's still going to do what he think is best.
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Forgiveness
I agree that forgiveness would be very difficult, but I also think that it would be possible for him to interact with the Flash Family albeit selectively. I think that people like Max and Barry would be the most willing to give Thad a chance and willing to understand that he was used, manipulated, and essentially a child soldier, but also willing to give him a chance and see that he is not the same person he was before if they ran into him again.
Max and Barry are my top contenders for giving Thad a chance because respectively Max understands Thad to a degree. He's experienced who he was a child and the thought he gave to being a hero and potential he had. I don't think he would try to force Thad to become a hero again, but would meet him with some understanding though it might need to be earned somewhat after knowing about Bart's death. I think Max would have to see a bit of a change in Thad for him to fully try to connect with Thad again. It would take a bit of work.
As for Barry, I think he would in general be more open to giving Thad a chance simply if Thad expressed it. I think, in part, it is due to how disconnect Barry sort is from a lot of major events that have happened to his family and in particular Bart. He would be taking Thad more at a face value because he doesn't know Thad or his past. He probably wouldn't know how Thad kidnapped Iris in his youth, and he might not know that Thad is the one who killed Bart (that would probably depend on what he's been informed of by the rest of the family).
Overall, this scenario regardless of who would be willing to give Thad a chance would mostly cause some discord internally for the Flash Family, as they all would have different perspectives of Thad, but also probably regarding perspectives of 'redemption,' whether people can change, and specifically whether Thad can change or if he even deserves a chance.
Ultimately, though what this all would culminate to is either Thad very very VERY slowly becoming sort of a part of the Flash-family or sorta absorbed within the Flash-family circle in the sense that some of the members are willing to give him a chance. (I think there's a touch of hilarity and awkwardness just at the thought of someone like Barry inviting Thad to a holiday dinner. I also think it's also a good way exploring family and the complexities of family and family dynamics when you add someone like Thad to the mix. Kinda like a relative you're not fond of or the black sheep of the family who has history. There's just so many themes that open up when you add Thad to the mix.) It's very much a black sheep scenario. Or that his 'redemption' allows for him to slowly make up for his past. People can feel however they want to feel toward him, they can distrust him still or think it's an act, but the fact he's make strides for himself and as a person slowly becomes undeniable in this scenario as time goes on.
I also think both "outcomes" would allow him to have future appearances and interact with members of the Flash Family as he goes through the process of trying to prove himself/make up for his past.
And that is basically how I would write Thad in a 'redemption' arc. It's not a traditional redemption, but instead it's more focused upon consequences, actively working toward being a better person that you were before, and focused more upon the development than the outcome.
If you have any questions feel free to ask and I'll try my best to answer.
#Inertia#thaddeus thawne#Thad Meta#Thad Thawne#Important#I need to find my other Thad meta posts and see if I've touched on this before.#But that's sorta the concept of this blog but also not exactly.#Thad finding freedom and living his own life/having freedom to make any decision he wants is one of the MAJOR themes of this rp blog.#also me while writing this: I love when society's perceptions of a character influence them.#\o/ i made it make more sense/less ramble-y. thank you subsection headers for existing.#radioactive-earthshine#long post#I am a bit shakey when it comes to Barry but I'm mostly basing this on how he treated Thad in Williamson's run that one time.#I also know I have like a different take on Thad's motivations. I do put more responsibility upon him post Mercury Falling.#whoof this was long idk if I forgot anything but -shrug-
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Clash of sensibilities (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#More concept art! These are kinda-sorta leftover doodles that've been hanging around that I want Somewhere#The first two are anyway the latter two are actually vent-adjacent lol#First two first!#I always prattle on about how perfect I think Charm's design is but agh her balance of flat and 3D shapes are so fun to me#My notes make sense to me but they are pretty all over the place so let's see if I can clarify lol#The numbers are how many pop-out features she has - anything that doesn't share a plane with her body (her head/torso/arms/legs)#So things like her hair - her glasses - the collar of her shirt but not the shirt itself since that's flush with her torso#Think like constructing a pattern where the clothes are part of the doll itself rather than removable articles#And while her hair is flush with what would be her body it's still an ''extra'' shape! Hopefully that makes sense lol#Anyhow - the dashes are flat features like her collar or the tops of her shoes on her thighs - they pop out but are flat shapes#As opposed to pop-outs like her bon-bons or her wings! Those are very 3D! The bon-bons are spheres and her wings are thin but not flat#I think she has a lovely distribution of flat and 3D pop-outs :D Considering she was designed with 3D in mind! Which I've gotten away from#Probably as evidenced by my difficulty coming up with her TVAU design pfftbl#I do still really like the idea of the dark stripes for her legs and scales for her body - and I canNot let that teardrop jewel design go#Oh and TVAU wings /are/ flat! Since they'd be animated in the same style as Kaiein and he's mostly 2D :)#I dunno hmm - it's hard to think of what features I'd give her that aren't just Her Outfit again#Probably it's the bon-bons that have me especially caught up they're just such a wonderful break between her torso and legs agh#Designed myself into a corner lol how do top or bottom half of design lol#As for the other two pfff |P Kaiein nonsense#Not irl at least lol minor blessings but still frustration! He's such an annoying little voice#She's taking none of it as evidenced lol#Don't let him in he just causes problems
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No.6 is my favourite anime not because it's particularly good, but because the pure whiplash of going from expecting it to only SEEM like Shion and Nezumi had a thing going on and that Shion was gonna end with Safu, to suddenly "oh my god they're- OH MY GOD THEY'RE KISSING???"
100% that feeling is NEVER going to leave me
#also shion and nezumis dynamic was just interesting#like if it WAS a bl it seemed like it was going in the sorta stereotypical direction of nezumi being the strong scary masculine guy#which he IS but he also crossdresses to perform at theatres and is repeatedly called pretty and CRIES when Shion shoots someone#and shion seems like a naive sweet and innocent guy but he tries to kill a guy for insulting Nezumi#and then ACTUALLY kills a guy who was going to shoot Nezumi#and he is quite quickly disillusioned to the evils of No.6 even before he and Nezumi met when they were 12#and Nezumi is afraid he “ruined” Shion by exposing him to all this violent stuff but it's implied Shion always had this lurking beneath him#so Nezumi believes he made Shion this way when really Shion has ALWAYS been a ticking time bomb#I love them so much#even though the anime is missing some info about the story that helps it make sense i still prefer it over the manga#mostly because the manga makes Shion look really young? and it's kinda weird#but in the anime Shion actually looks like the same age as Nezumi and it's good and NORMAL#and I care a lot about the characters and thus how they look and the manga really kinda missed the mark
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it’s just sorta hitting me that we know like almost nothing about what the fuck majima was doing in 5 when he was supposed to be dead??? like???? he was in on katsuya/mirei’s plan and caught onto what was going on really early and whatnot but. what the hell was he DOING for all that time. he just shows up at kurosawa’s at some point with zero explanation how or under what pretext or anything. how did he fake his death in the first place? how did he get it announced on the radio and put in the news despite there being no body or anything to prove that he died?? I have so many questions about his side of the story it’s insane how much was brushed off bdhffdjdjdjsjdnd
#I could go on#especially about his and saejima’s last fight/argument(?) because I’m still REALLY unsure how much of that was true and how much majima#(and saejima but mostly majima) was lying/acting for kurosawa and his men to buy time. because majima’s way smarter than people give him#credit for and quickwitted as hell- I seriously doubt he didn’t have a plan and some of the shit he said was too absurd to be true imo (him#having written the expulsion letter. calling saejima weak based on the batting cage fight. etc)#and I think he was trusting that saejima knows him well enough to know how absurd some of that was and pick up on the act he’s going for and#play along. I mean it worked out didn’t it? bought them enough time for shinada and co. to fight baba and keep haruka safe and all that#anywho that’s the only thing that makes sense to me but. would’ve been nice for them to have made that clear and given majima and saejima#a more genuine heartfelt reunion#and don’t even get me started on kazumaji not getting a damn reunion. that’s a topic for another post#majima was just sorta neglected at least considering his importance in the plot and all. he should’ve talked to haruka too imo. and katsuya#and. you get it.#yet again he was left to clean up the tojo clan’s mess and just expected to deal with it while his two closest companions go to prison#(AGAIN) and daigo’s recovering from a bad wound (AGAIN) and so on. this guy does not get enough goddamn credit#rambling#y5#yakuza 5 spoilers
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i feel like, i may have left whether the fhal'tir are matriarchal or patriarchal unclear. after the defeat of the mad empress, there were a lot of questions raised as to who should or should not lead, whether they as a people should try patriarchal leadership and radically shift their culture to see if they might benefit from it. what ultimately ended up happening was: a slow mixing of demographic powers and select (but) general social changes, a noble man chosen to lead as emperor and as primary leader over an empress. yet, even so, fhal'tiran women maintain elevated social status in general, where the men are still mostly considered important just less so at a 60-40 sort of...ratio - except for the emperor and his heirs, which i realize is probably a little strange. everyone is a cog in the same machine, just to varying degrees of functional importance. the way their society is set up, it works well and suits their needs for the most part.
#☿ || Headcanons.#♞ // Verse: Of Endless Suffering.#/ i don't think i'm conveying my thoughts here very well#/ the fhal'tir are mostly matriarchal in structure and social...anything#/ but when it comes to certain things-#/ like as a people they generally function best this way even though they're failing entirely and could collapse into ruin at any moment#/ but that has more to do with the 'madness' the mad empress cursed them specifically with#/ it didn't really set in until sometime after they sorta kinda restructured their society#/ anyway-#/ does this make any sense???#/ gosh i hope my meaning gets across :weary:
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lol my post of the boonboomger ED got an actual copyright claim on it? when its been up for like 4 months? Also its bafflingly described as being kamen rider content which is even more?????????
#im mostly just shocked that toei even bothers going after copyrighted stuff on tumblr of all places#it sorta? makes sense since this is the one post that still gets pretty regular attention but still#considering the wack ass email im sorta inclined to believe this is fake but also who would impersonate toei to remove a random clip
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i really want to talk about my tf fan verse but i'm worried like, despite the fact transformers media changes things up all the time? what if someone doesn't like the unique stuff ive written up :(
#kit.txt#my....wheeljack situation is peculiar. dw hes still a mad scientist! but hes missing for a portion. also due to stupid miscommunications...#he and ratchet have a divorce. sorta.#also lickety split main cast because i said so and adore her design.#(mostly the whole wj missing thing its. he gets kinda fucked up. he'll be fine in the end ill never let him die)#no context fan verse spoilers: that image of iii arclight from ygo zexal with the stripes on his skin#this makes no sense to anyone except me#OPTIMUS PRIME IS A FIRE TRUCK AGAIN BTW. also skystar wlw evil scientists + divorce#no one will read or question me abt this. good day
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Also this week i gotta figure out what the hell you wear to a christening (and figure out how masc i can go without causing chaos)
(I'm not against causing chaos i just think maybe my cousin might appreciate me causing chaos some other time than at her baby's christening)
#i mean it's mostly ''if i wear slacks and a blazer will my grandma get confused and ask who that boy is''#hmm or okay i'm gonna wear my brown slacks because i refuse to wear jeans to any nice event#and the black ones are a bit too somber#or well i've got the light grey ones#but slacks yes#i've got a brown women's blazer that looks pretty nice#but the only two shirts that make sense with that are my white button-up and this sorta frilly women's blouse thing#i don't want to wear the frilly one#but i'm a bit worried that slacks/blazer/button-up read as a statement rather than a continuation of me being sort of ambiguously masculine#but not clearly enough that anyone dares to ask about it#because i would prefer to come out with a plan and not because someone asks if i'm going to be bringing a girlfriend to family gatherings#or okay my relatives are probably polite enough to not ask that#but are they polite enough to not gossip about it? we do love our gossip#i mean i'm overthinking this#no one cares and honestly the bigger issue is i do not know how formal i should go
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thinking of writing some true friends to lovers stuff about the stuff that happens after the friends to lovers pipeline achievement is complete and the credits roll….hahahaha….what if……jk…..unless?
#joel miller x reader#this doesn’t exactly make sense but it’s mostly just me projecting my true thoughts on friends to lovers#bc happy friends to lovers tropes are not fun for me unless they’re messy heheheh#but (this would be sexier rather than messier) (sorta)
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giving interviews and resumes for jobs like dishwashing is so fucking stupid man like. work experience??? who CARES. ive been washing dishes my whole life what do you want from me
#on a more serious (sorta) note I feel this way about cooking related jobs a bit more legitimately#like in the sense that. I know I’m a very good cook. I know how to function in a kitchen and I know the fundamentals of (at least a good#few types/cultures) of cooking. Ive been responsible for entire thanksgiving dinners and big entrees at christmasses and other events and#etc. but I don’t have work experience to put on a resume so it’s like I may as well know Nothing#like shit I wish I could cook someone something and prove it#im saying all this despite not really wanting a cooking job particularly im mostly just making a point#kibumblabs#anyway job shit is killing me
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2/2 Do you crave approval and/or praise?
yeah? what do you mean you don’t like tumpet ? 🎺bwaaa?
#the... normal amount i’d guess#i used to certainly#but i think that’s disappeared as a ‘craving’ in that sense and is a lot more of a mundane form of occasionally seeking reassurance#i get nervous about it sometimes but i’ve been beginning to accept that it’s ok to want to feel out differences in perspectives with others#so that’s fine#also helps a lot with feeling motivated about creative work and other kinds of pursuits#note on that though i am talking about PEER approval the first step in even getting here was being ok approving of myself first#mainly had to do with deprogramming and just. unlearning a bunch of self beliefs (i at least was sorta aware of it but its hard even then)#but once you have that particular baseline of respect for yourself as a person imo you don’t really crave anything so much?#there’s no subsisting off of other people inasmuch as conducting a relationship with them because you’re not trying to replace a lack of it#relating to others in a healthy way very much is about genuinely believing yourself and trusting your own pov first#before you can get to the rest. hell of a climb if you’ve spent any part of your life mostly hearing critical gaslighting or indifference#but in my experience at least it’s a lot of burden off both yourself and the people you care for once you finally make it there#gonna have a hard time constructing anything more if youre not standing on solid ground first (..& hopefully not somewhere prone to floods)
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