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moggettt · 2 months ago

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I used to think it would take a monster to put someone in a place like that office. Especially if the person was himself. But we're not monsters, Mark. Not real ones.

#severance #severance season 2 #fanart #mark scout #mark s #severance fanart #artists on tumblr #y'all have No idea how long I spent messing around with the composition/perspective here OTL #I was going for a sort of wonky unsettling optical illusion type feel #to match the unsettling quirky vibe of the show #turning the sterile lumon hallway into a spiral #with mark pulling against/ falling/ being drawn into it #played around w lots of red v blue v reintegration mixup #and the pose itself is referencing the bit from the s2 opening credits #lots of thoughts about who is trapped and how and who is saving whom #anyway this show has burrowed so deep into my psyche I'm gnawing on it like a dog w a bone #my scribbles

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spitblaze · 1 year ago

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The thing you need to remember about Tumblr discourse is that like 70% of it does not matter off of this specific website and even less of it matters once you get off the internet

#spitblaze says things #not to say theres Nothing discussed here that matters #how many people learned about the plight of the gazans from the internet?#how many people were able to sort out their identity and gender thanks to strangers on the internet talking about this stuff in the open?#anyway. this isnt about anything in particular. just a self-reminder so my brain stops trying to pull me into thought spirals #about things that do not apply in real life and barely apply elsewhere on the internet

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infizero-draws · 2 years ago

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deltarune but everyone is just noelle

#deltarune #noelle holiday #fanart #utdr #this was spawned from my brother requesting noelle in ralsei's outfit. and then it sort of spiraled from there #1k

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twilight-deviant · 17 days ago

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#Marvel #Daredevil #Born Again #DaredevilEdit #Matt Murdock #Wilson Fisk #My GIFs #FiskMatt #GIFs I had to go make for very obvious reasons #Now I can watch them on a loop over and over #I still can't believe Fisk just drops him that last bit lol #But I can see in the third gif that Matt completely went boneless on him by that point #I guess that would compound on the shock and surprise and the not caring 😅#Not like Fisk doesn't have the strength to hold him though!#Anyway I'm still gonna laugh that Fisk can be depended on for a surprise trust fall (halfway)#Look! they held hands!#And I wouldn't have it happen any other bloody way. (✿◡‿◡)#Something something “hand in unlovable hand” something “I hope you die I hope we both die”#I know the next episode shows Fisk kinda shocked but like #if I could get ANY sort of realistic fallout from this moment that'd be nice #But I also think I've given up on BA understanding Fisk's complexities #They started out okaaaaay-ish? but it's really just been a downward spiral ever since #Clearly all they want is a flat‚ super evil villain/contemporary authoritarian allegory whose only redeeming quality is he loves his wife #Any implication he has a moral code outside of that can gtfo #Bah anyway what I'm saying is it would be nice if he has trouble hating Matt quite as much after this because that would just be realistic #for anyone!#BUT Fisk/Matt can go back to their same ol antics and hatred when the next calamity hits and puts them at odds #I will of course keep my expectations under the floorboards #That's not going to happen #BA suuuuuuuucks in so many ways and one of the biggest ones is Fisk

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akkivee · 2 months ago

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au where ichiro's always been able to see the red string of fate and was kinda in denial about being connected to kuukou, except the glitch in fate occurs and it adds another layer to ichiro's heartbreak lol

#vee queued to fill the void #speaking of track 5 lmao #if we got sasara pushing samatoki forward in the movie like in track 5 #then it's just a matter of time until kuukou is calling ichiro his soulmate--#kuukou in glory or dust says the hypnosis mic changes your fate #and i personally think one of the reasons he believes that is because it took him away from ichiro lol #but here i'm having ichiro see that glitch occur in real time and he'd have so many different questions lmao #but ichiro was de nile bc he believes in forging your own path and doesn't want something flimsy like fate deciding who's important to him #(and lowkey bc rei and nayuta are soulmates and he watched rei's red thread snap when nayuta 'died' and rei's spiral thereafter)#but kuukou is in fact his match made in heaven lmao so he did fall even if he didn't realise it until he was gone lmao #but boy it sure was a painful realisation lol esp after denying it so hard and all that time wasted not being honest with himself #and i think it'd reconnect after the movie lmao #the string stays in this sort of limbo after they've reunited in the 6 colours track like it was clearly floating towards a direction #but it seemed to fade where the glitch used to be like it was fogged out and he just couldn't see it #(if he bothered looking at his father properly he'd see rei's string is doing something similar lol)#but after he and kuukou battle it out on stage it reconnects and ichiro is happy as can be lmao happy end 😌😌😌#vee is arting

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fidgetspringer-art · 1 month ago

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Just realised I have about 60k words worth of old-timey cowboys AU written that I have not drawn a SINGLE thing for

#Besides the piece that started it all of course #I really like this AU but it's so self-indulgent idk of anyone else would like the premise as much as I do #Noah is a little softer in this one but he kinda has to be #Martin is the son of the owner of the biggest ranch in a small town #Everyone knows him and think well of him type deal #He's his dad's golden child until he has an accident that ends up with him being bed bound #To which his father responds by hiding him away and never speaking about him again out of shame over the state of him #Cue Noah with a crush on him since he was a teenager #Until Martin vanished off the face of the earth #Years later he's still thinking about him and wondering what happened to him #He ends up taking a job at the ranch partly to help out his own dad but mostly because he's still drawn to the memory of Martin #While there he buys an ex-bucking horse to turn into his own working horse (Tansy) (She breaks Gabriel's hand. It's great)#Noah eventually figures out where it is they must be hiding Martin if he's still alive #And of course he has to break into the room in question to find him #They hit it off #Noah starts coming by in secret to keep him company or to bring him treats from town he hasn't had in years #And it all sort of spirals from there #Without revealing too much #I might post the very start on here cause it's one of my favourite things i've written #But i might have to do some art for it too #Not art #Outlaws AU

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littlesapphicraccoonguy · 8 days ago

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Since cheetah William is a kitty cat, he has a habit of scratching on things like furniture, and he also can’t fully retract his claws like other felines so he accidentally scratches the shit out of Zeke sometimes too. So because of that I thought it would be funny to draw him wearing cat claw caps that Zeke got for him so he couldn’t scratch anything anymore(however he does NOT fuck with them at all)

It kinda looks like he has on sparkly red nail polish

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terresdebrume · 2 months ago

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I keep going back and forth on the topic of where I fall on the allo/aro spectrum, partially because I kind of like. Don't wanna be aro (I'm already trans, queer and autistic with depressive tendencies, I don't need to add another thing to the list)

But another part of it is that even if I am capable of romantic love I probably just wouldn't know, because I already don't really know what platonic love feels like? And I'm not saying I can't love anything or anything like that it's just. Like many other emotions, I kind of have to retroingeneer it, sort of

I know I love my cats, not because I feel a surge of Something when I look at them, but because it makes me smile when they do something cute—my face knows what I'm feeling in those moments, I'm not sure I do. I know I love them because when Pouet died I cried every day for a month and I still cry sometimes, when I think about her. I know I love my cats because my brain keeps lighting up with fear signals when they're sleeping and I don't immediately see their chest move as they breathe.

I know what anxiety feels like, I know what anger feels like (when it explodes), I know what depression feels like because I dealt with them for so long I learned to recognize their physical symptoms! If these emotions didn't leave specific signals in my body then I'm not sure I'd know what they are.

And the thing is... I don't really like. Know what love or affection feels like, I think. Yes I can feel myself smile when I speak to certain people, but I also habitually smile at everybody because it makes things easier socially. I know I like people because if they ask me if I want to do an activity I either say yes or I have regrets about saying no.

My point is: I feel like I don't know my emotions so much as I know the buttons they push in my body, so to speak, but the problem about platonic/romantic love is that I can't imagine they make that different a shame, so who's to say which one it is?

It's funny, in a way, that I don't know something like that at my age. It's also really inconvenient, tbh. There's not really a reason for me to think about this rn except sometimes if I meet a cool dude whom I know is gay I wonder for a minute or two what a relationship with him would be like (which I'm going to assume is not that weird a thing to do) and the last time that happened led to, well. Ponderings about romance I guess

Anyway, the tl;Dr is that it took me decades to figure out the emotions I can recognize now, and I've largely approached social interactions with the inner spirit of a wet Chihuahua for most of that time, so how the fuck do I know if I can't identify those because I'm shit at self understanding or because I don't feel them???

Idk, it's complicated

(Tho honestly it would also be a little bit hilarious if after all this shit I landed on nah just aro. Not my preferred option right now but eh xD)

#Matt has a life #Shit from home #BUT ALSO #When I came out as a lesbian it was sort of a logical reasoning #'oh I'm not interested in being in a straight relationship so I mist be a lesbian'#V neutral when you look at it #Whereas figuring out I was trans came with such a wave of like #relief and joy that EVEN I couldn't miss it #it was so strong it's been the cornerstone of getting myself out of anxiety spirals everytime I wondered if I was allowed to identify #as trans despite not starting any official transition process for the past eight years #you would THINK that an accurate label ought to feel like that right?#aro... doesn't #is it prejudice I haven't dealt with? is it bc it's not accurate? is it because my trauma is largely centered on my gender identity #and having suffered less about the romantic spectrum side of things made my reactions less intense?#a mix of all of those? some degree of repression because I'm still not done feeling like if I try to have a presence in people's life I wil #make them uncomfortable and disgusted because I'm some sort of monstrous being?#I sure as shit had no shortage of shame back when I had that coworker of mine that made me blush and stammer and was 5 years younger than m #URGH #Can you tell I don't have a therapist #10n

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autoauthor · 2 months ago

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Hanahaki

We all know that if the Uchiha lose someone they love, they tend to make it everyone else's problem. Since the Senju are supposed to parallel the Uchiha, this is somewhat of an inversion to that.

In this universe, the Senju, when unable or unwilling to confront the object of their affections, become their own problem.

Basically, their chakra rebels against them and standard hanahaki symptoms ensue: "flowers" made out of their chakra begin to grow in their lungs. This interferes with both their jutsu and their ability to breathe. The flowers represent the person they're in love with. This continues and worsens until.

A) They confess their feelings to the other person. Letting the feelings themselves flourish. B) Surgery is done to remove the chakra growths which represent their repressed emotions - also ridding them of said emotions.

Of course the we can draw from such a condition is that, in canon, Tobirama killing Izuna was a pure and honest expression of his love. Enough so that he recovered from his illness. Alternatively he slowly wasted away from years and the damage to his chakra network played a part in his eventual death.

Personally, I was thinking Izuna would be represented by red amaryllis or red carnations.

(PS: if you haven't read "For Adoration Grow" yet, go do that now)

Anyways, this is one I actually have a fanfic in the works for. Alas, Tobirama fails to convey his feelings via murder and has to deal with it the old fashion way (pining and repressing them).

#tobiizu #fanfic idea #to you who are always reading my tags:#omg hi!!!#seriously whenever you reblog one of my posts and point out my tags I swoon #anyways in my wip Izuna does not take Tobirama dying well #Tobirama is literally coughing up blood on him and he's still like 'walk it off'#he doesn't know what's going on #as hanahaki is sort of a senju secret #but it just does not compute to him that tobirama could die from this #admiration and respect for the carnations #vs #determination and pride for the amaryllis #bcus of course Izuna is a proud person (maybe even a little cocky)#eventually Izuna's spiral of denial turns into searching the world for any obscure remedy that might help #Which coincidentally sends him out of the village and away from tobirama #tobirama doesn't actually need his feelings returned #He just needs to stop bottling them up #but before they were enemies so of course he wasn't going to say anything #afterwards they had the village and tentative friendship which he considered worth dying for

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sometimesanequine · 27 days ago

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:+: Good Morning :+:

I had no idea you read Sherlock Holmes! I haven’t gotten to the Hounds of Baskervilles yet, but I am anticipating it greatly. I did read A Study in Scarlet, the Sign of The Four and lots of other little stories.

I must say that I love Sherlock Holmes a ton. They have been the best mystery/detective stories I have ever read.

Anyway, hope you’re well and have a good day!

-Lu

im going out of order with my reading but it makes it more fun for me. i loved the hound of the baskervilles! i read a lot of classical literature when im out of spoons for much else its rather comforting. im reading a study in scarlet now. or will be when i go to read it before bed anyways.

hope you have a good day as well today and as always. enjoy your bay tobiano

#to be fair i do a lot of things. currently i am sewing a waistcoat in blue denim #fingers crossed it fits snugly without much hassle. i will need to learn waistcoat pockets for this and they look hard :(#the vast majority of my hobbies are very old ones. and as i dislike the noise of electrics i dont use them #so my questions about pre electric tools sort of ended up giving me a fascination with victorian tailoring techniques #and as such it spiraled from there #ignoring that the home sewing machine (non electrical) is a fairly recent invention. my machine is from 1910 which is remarkably recent #so i often find myself immersed in old fashions and fabric types. leading to classical fiction being epic cause theres so many mentions-#of fabrics and colors and styles from then #but i also like looking at old fashion catalogues. faves are 1910s magazines and catalogues #its rather fun to take the time to figure out traditional ways of sewing things because they end up being sturdier in the long run #okay okay that was a lot of useless information but i will leave it in the tags ok?#askbox #still figuring out how to rig a non electric lathe for my wood working stuff lol #i fear i am the most chronically offline person i know of 😔👍

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brainworms-all-night-long · 4 months ago

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Baby Nine AU: Has Tails ever been a little brat to Nine unintentionally while playing with him? Did he get his lesson, comeuppance, or punishment for it.

For example, Tails discovers that Nine can be scuffed and picks him up that way over and over while giggling due to him curling up or going limp. Sonic sees this and picks Tails up by his scruff after first giving him an ignored warning not to do it. So, Tails is curled up or limp in air jail for some time due to still having his own scruff reflex and Nine is laughing at him while playing.

Hmm, no. At least definitely Tails would never do such a thing, intentionally or unintentionally, since he's like one of the people to know how much distress unwanted physical contact would bring to the poor little guy. And I also don't thinks Nine would really be up to "playing" and openly giggling in like the innocent baby sense. Ik is said "baby" Nine but I actually meant like, a four year old baby. Like just a little guy, Classic Tails age. Little-er than he was in the show, but not as little that it would get him classified medically as a literal baby. I need him to already comprehend and have some of his trauma for later story purposes :)

But if someone were to roughhouse or obviously bring little Nine to distress with no signs of stopping – let's say... Renegade �� who's not actually trying to be deliberately malicious or anything, but also doesn't necessarily understand Nine's trauma (cuz why would anyone tell him abt it) and just can't help it because the fox is literally just so so tiny and so so adorable with his little angry face.

Either way doesn't excuse him and he's definitely in for a stern talking-to from a certain other fox and a hedgehog pretty soon...

#sonic prime #i have a very complex reasoning for renegade but Im not explaning it cuz actually wait maybe #so like he obviously doesn't like Nine in the show he doesnt trust he has a nose between his eyes yea #buuuut in the baby-but-not-literally-baby au which is just and offshoot from my prime bros au which I Will GET to THAT #nine has Sort Of proven he can be relied on when he actually cares about you yk #but by the Time Machine Incident theyre not nearly as close for Ren to know anything noteworthy about the fox #besides that hes really pricky and angry all the time #so when hes figuratively a baby well hell if he wouldt tease him a bit #unfortunately that either sends Nine spiraling or biting due to teasing of any kind being just a predoscessor to much worse to come #but Ren Doesnt Know hes just holding up a little kid thats a little grumpy for all hes aware #phew ok that wa sa lot #lets pray tumblr doesnt delete my tags after it uploads :)#miles nine prower #nine the fox #baby nine shenanegans #wait how did I nane this au fick help #renegade knucks #miles tails prower #silly brainworms #the silly text box

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spiralmode · 5 months ago

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spiral + @screenshotsofdespair IV

#spiral from the book of saw #spiral 2021 #spiralshipping #william schenk #zeke banks #william emmerson #spiral #sawposting #mine #i took that screenshot of the wax cover up scene and #like i didnt even have to do anything i just screenshotted a frame and she looked amazing in it lmao #also i will say they casted her perfectly because when zeke and angie interacted it really did feel like theyd known each other forever #like the two actors had that sort of great believable chemistry . like there's history there #spiral screenshotdespair edit

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etapereine · 1 year ago

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It is fire's nature to strive upward

Mathieu van der Poel, 2024 Paris-Roubaix (Gruber Images) | Dictionary.com | Remco Evenepoel, 2022 Liège-Bastogne-Liège (Gruber Images) | Jonas Vingegaard, 2022 Tour de France Stage 11 (Team Jumbo Visma) | "Fire and Ice" (Robert Frost) | Tadej Pogačar, 2023 Tour de France Stage 9 (Gruber Images) | Jonas Vingegaard, 2023 Tour de France Stage 17 (Gruber Images) | Fire Weather: A True Story from a Hotter World (John Vaillant) | Felix Gall, 2023 Tour de France Stage 17 (Marco Bertorello/AFP/Getty Images) | Tour de France: Unchained, Episode 4 | Mathieu van der Poel, 2023 UCI Road World Championships (Gruber Images) | "Horses" (Wendell Berry) | Dictionary.com | Marc Soler and Tadej Pogačar, 2023 Tour de France Stage 17 (Gruber Images) | "Horses" (Wendell Berry) | Giulio Ciccone, 2023 Tour de France Stage 14 (Marco Bertorello/Getty Images) | Tadej Pogačar, 2023 Tour de France Stage 9 (UAE Team Emirates) | "Tour de France races on to Carcassonne despite 40°C heatwave" (CyclingNews) | Dictionary.com | Jonas Vingegaard, 2022 Tour de France Stage 13 (Tim de Waele/Getty Images) | "Tour de France races on to Carcassonne despite 40°C heatwave" (CyclingNews) | "Soaring temperatures turn up the heat on Tour de France peloton: ‘It was a furnace’" (Velo Magazine) | "Tour de France 2022 Climate-Related Risks" (Janice Kai Chen/Washington Post) | Tom Pidcock, 2022 Tour de France Stage 14 (Gruber Images) | Romain Bardet, 2022 Tour de France Stage 17 (Gruber Images) | "Soaring temperatures turn up the heat on Tour de France peloton: ‘It was a furnace’" (Velo Magazine) | Gilberto Simoni, 2004 Tour de France Stage 17 (Doug Pensinger/Getty Images)

#cycling web weave #web weave #cycling poetry #i'm not entirely sure what this is tbh #it started with the quote from fire weather and the photo of mathieu from paris roubaix and sort of spiraled from there oops #baby's first web weave?#it's me. i'm the baby.

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riddlelily · 1 month ago

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when i call lily princess This is the kind of princess. years of being sheltered away from the world does something to a girl

#lily.txt #ah. i never got into this part of her lore.#mmmyeah after thomas and martha's murder . bruce began to spiral and demanded that she - his baby sister at the time - would be like #protected from the outside world bc he couldn't bear to lose another part of his family. and he got overprotective of her #but that resulted in her being basically only inside the manor for YEARS #it's sort of grim. Sorry.

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snowyllama-art · 10 months ago

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angels borne from human souls being given completely inhuman forms while sinners are still human, but at the same time heavenborn angels are humanoid. Something something humanly impossible standards set up by god something something machines are the only thing on earth that can reach those standards something something machines are viewed as a mockery of god’s power because machines are the peak human form rivaling angels and it’s funny to imagine god/heaven butthurt about humans making their own angels something something tower of babel

#ultrakill #this thought started as some sort of humans were doomed to fail from the start thing and how god's ashamed of em for not #living up to his impossible expectations #something something divine parental issues #then it spiraled into the hilarious idea that the rise of machines was just tower of babel 2 blood-fueled boogaloo #“if we cant please god we'll just make our own angels how do you like them apples"#I take this game's lore seriously I swear

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chewyhanniebug · 1 month ago

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weewooweewoo uh oh okay i've been too scared to check the lyrics for supernatural until now and guess who just bawled their fucking eyes out hahahahaha

#dreaming girl has never gotten to me tooooo badly but i've cried to save me once and i kinda avoid both of them to stop this from happening #and i knew this would be rough too but oh god #not to get super personal but now the stuff with my sister is sorted i am starting to spiral again #saying it's a future problem has gotten me this far but i think we might have actually hit the future now #can't avoid it forever but this hit a bit too hard #i know it's supposed to be a hopeful song but i would like to stop crying now please i really don't like this #i think i'll be fine though dw #this is just a Lot #chewy ramblings

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