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yingxtkm · 8 months ago

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My tablet definitely heard my conversations with my friends because why the hell did the pen die today right as I’m about to get up and draw…

Guess we’re going back to good ol’ cavemen traditional methods for the next few days until my new iPad comes in 😀 sigh

#random thoughts #it’s been fine since I first got it #and it just decides to up and die today #granted it’s been five years #yes I tried changing batteries #yes I tried reconnecting Bluetooth #no it refused to work #fly high

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hexxingcode · 1 month ago

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woe, fish polycule be upon ye. i just thought the video game outcome was too interesting not to draw in some way... so you can have these bitches i guess. and the devious lamb. actually i have the design too.

stupid cult leader reference image ^

i like the golden fleece. i am not very good at using it but i like it

#siiigh now i have to tag all these fuckers #we draw at times!#cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl lamb #cotl haborym #cotl baalzebub #cotl saleos #thank FUCK kallamar doesnt actually show up id DIE if i had to draw another fish #you can pinpoint the moment i decide im sick and tired of backgrounds and perspective #mostly by how right after that point i just stop drawing them entirely #heheh #i doubt thisll do as well as my other one... kinda tough to beat when you dont have such notable characters as that comic's... alas #i was just really passionate about the fish polycule today #too much lore in my brain. get it out so i dont fixate on it as much #ask me about my cult of the lamb world... ill fuckin tell you about it... and then die #does anchordeep have a tag. probably not #i dont care if it does frankly. the huge anchorheads will find it on their own #note to self. do not call them that #sorry to all the “green fluffy jellyfish” fans #he's scary and hooded... because i think it is cool and also i do not like green fluffy jellyfish #i was going to make his teeth weirder and more fucked up but decided against it because id hate drawing it at angles #so you get saleos oversimplified but also mildly complicated i guess #i just like him so i dont want him to be really annoying to draw. lol. this was the easiest thing for me to do #he's spikes

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scionshtola · 3 months ago

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all of my casters are at 100 now \o/

#ast sure is a caster. sdklfsd #i was so close so i did the level 99 dungeon with trust #and shtola claimed all the lbs before esti which is so funny to me she always does that when im healing #i like to think she feels safe enough to pause and blow things up #even tho i did let the tortoise stomp her to death bc she ws in another room T^T #i let esti die to that last time too sdaklf #and when i rezzed her i think she said 'someone will pay for that'#but i cant hear v well bc my fan is blasting in my ear rn bc its so hot in my house #ANYWAY!!! im free of ast for now. its not so bad at higher levels but i feel like needs me to know fights better than other healers do #oh also i decided earlier today that corishtola are getting together again between 7.2 and 7.3. i just think 7.2 events would make them lik #okay this has gone on long enough. ksadfhasd #i wanted to keep it secret til i wrote the fic but well i have written almost nothing all week bc i got obsessed with touchstarved so #who knows when that will happen.#now its exclusive knowledge to those of you who read my essaylength tags #i need a text post tag #hi everyone its been like 2 days but i miss u all. but goodbye again

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typheus · 1 year ago

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literally the mere thought of having to draw his old design was enough for me to finish 9 other drawings ive been avoiding for 2 years... and i ended up completely overhauling his design cause i just did not want to draw him that badly lol

#t talks #my art #my ocs #character design #original character #see if you dont want to draw your own character. that bad!#and you should change them. so you want to draw them 1 billion times :)#also sidenote. if i look at my old art for even 3 seconds. i will die #also sorry for posting the same drawing over n over again today #i was just so unhappy with his design for so long now. n even more unhappy cause i couldnt avoid drawing him anymore #and redesigns usually take like 100 tries before i become even slightly happy #so the fact i decided to redesign him today And got a design i loved on the first try??? im big happy bruh #but also if i have to look at that old drawing one more time im going to throw up

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rosykims · 9 months ago

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act 1 solasmancer arc is sooooooo much sexier when headcanoning that they had their first kiss during the redcliffe nightmare future scenario. solas immediately dies and then lavellan returns to the present unable to be normal about him forever <3

#oc: ashara #i dont have the brain power to articulate my point today but #im going to be extremely controversial and say i hc this is the only time (in ashara's worldstate at least)#where he initiates the kiss. bc i think its genuinely a prideful move lol. he sees his own history in the inquisitors dilemma #so he offers them what he would want. reassurance. comfort. lol !#i dont even think he cared much about her (ashara) in act 1 OR the redcliffe future scenario #it was just an impulsive move he could justify bc he knew he was dead immediately after. and also ''past me's problem now'' lmao #anyway. ashara has never had anyone straight up DIE for her before so it REALLY expedites the falling-in-love process #despite him having no awareness of what occured in redcliffe lol.#and then when she thinks shes not making it out of haven during iyhsb she does also think abt kissing him like he did in redcliffe #but decides against it at the last second. because i <3 pain :)

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booksandberries · 6 months ago

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maybe if I fall in love I'll learn to wake up early←person who is reading romance manga instead of studying

#or exercising but might do a little before bed #i had to bail on the gym today 'cause my friend's schedule changed so we met up earlier #i read stories about people doing their all and am like damn that must be nice #i have absolutely no reason to get up in the morning #not in a depression way just in like. a practical. way.#my in-person work is in the afternoon #so mornings kind of just. i can never decide what to do with them #and end up wasting a bunch of time #i have things i care about and want to do but. not enough i guess.#if i got stranded on a deserted island i know i'd die right away 'cause i just have no fight in me lmao #this is more rambling than i meant to do this is a joke post #think i might be a little bit of a psychopath but its whatever #i forgot to mention this is a joke 'cause i'm aroace

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littleleakyleakythere · 6 months ago

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I am having the worst three days in a row I could possibly have right now and i just accidentally slept all day so now my sleep is going to be completely fucked yayyyyyy

#me :)#i had like 3 panic attacks last night haha hooray i love being in college #and then i had to emergency apply for a vet care credit card bc i didnt find out how much my cat's teeth cleaning would be and then it was #800 dollars !!!!!!!!!#which i cant ask my parents to pay right now. because they are paying for a new phone for me because mine decided to die last night yippie #and also my stupid fucking dead cousin's death anniversary is coming up i hate that guy so much #and im not going to do anything but ive had such an intense shot of stress all at once that my brain is defaulting back to if any minor #inconvenience happens we should just kill ourself so i keep thinking about throwing myself into traffic. and now i have to pay off a fuckin #800 hundred dollar bill while im trying to save up to be able to move out to my own place with my partner once my lease ends. so its going #pretty good all things considered #collapses in a pile on the floor screaming and crying and vomiting #also i missed my school's free food thing today and i have none of my credit cards right now because i lost them all last weeeeeek and i #cant afford to buy groceries right now! so i dont even get to have food i like #and i missed it because i was asleep all day because i couldnt fall asleep till late last night because i had to distract myself from #thinking about killing myself and then i had to get up at 8 am to take my cat to the vet. and i had to miss one of my three excused labs #this semester #so its awesome. its awesome

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ourceliumnetwork · 6 months ago

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me, the symptoms experiencer, experiencing symptoms: wow gee i wonder what the fuck is happening right now i have no context for why i could possibly feel bad, surely i'm not experiencing symptoms. me, when i figure out it's the symptoms:

#gif warning #medical stuff #man getting labled as a hypochondriac at a formative age (any) was a hell of a kick to the balls #i don't even have those #and yet #me when i've been told all my symptoms can't be real and that i was makign it up for attention so i started just not talking about them #even though in private without anyone around i was still experiencing the symptoms i decided i just Wasn't #because why would my parents be wrong about that - they loved me right?#so if something was concerning they'd be worried if it was a real thing - i wasn't making it up but maybe i was #no one should have taught my father the term psychosomatic #he's the reason it's had to go up on the shelf #mom flat out telling me it was impossible that [redacted] because i was quote ''too young'' for it to be happening #so now i'm old and it's a Real Big Fucking Deal I guess #i'm experiencing the flare/crash i was anticipating and - thank fuck - my brain isn't going down the tubes with it #which is a fucking miracle because this is the lead up to my period and *normally* that's when the PMDD hits real fucking bad #but in a stroke of luck (???) my body decided it was just going to smash itself into the ground Krillin-style #and as i lay here in the crater of my own body's making i'm just like. well at least i don't want to die #which is truly the most throwing thing of everything actually #anyway....#got hEDS put on my medical file for reals though so like #that's in there #that exists #also the look of HORROR on the nurse tech's face when i showed how much distance my hips spread *every month* for my period #i'm LITERALLY going into labor monthly and i've been doing that since i was 11 #no fucking WONDER my body has collapsed out from under me if we even just go by that fucking metric like godDAMN #ugh anyway.... i'm. this was NOT the stuff i wanted to focus on this year for personal growth and healing but we're doing it now i guess!#fuck! goddamn! piss in a cup #i have also... failed to do the task i was meant to today and technically there's still time but it's uh. i. i'm gonna need to ask for help #and i HATE asking for help especiallywhen i need it most #another thing my parents have to answer for when they greet whatever judge they find at the end of their lives

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brainworms-all-night-long · 6 months ago

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Unbelivable that I put my phone down exactly for the moment tumblr apparently wasn't feeling so well, incredible

#i saw it kinda acting up more then ussual today #text kept being cropped weirdly and some posts were dedass just. missing? like nothin in them #love how this app just decides to die randomly

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todaysromano · 2 years ago

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07.25.2023

Today, Romano rose from the grave. He is now trying to figure out what's happening in this world.

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arolesbianism · 2 years ago

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While I may not be allowing myself to post spiraling upwards spoilers, I see no issue with posting art of a bunch of folks who are dead before the story starts and one Conetalon who isn't

#keese draws #warrior cats #warrior cats oc #spiraling upwards #these are all the og leaders and deputies of each of the 4 main clans!#and cone is the only of the og deputies who didn’t die before their leader lol #also two of these are mother daughter duos with bonestar being conetalons mom and bristlestar being gullspots mom #gullspots died during a horrible flood in their old camp #and this was pretty early on in the clan’s life too so no one else was rly qualified to be deputy #she ended up choosing honeyfeather as her new deputy which honey did. not take well.#she had be among the injured in the flood and had just lost her tail along with her best friend #so she was not in a place to be deputy at All #and things would only get worse for her when bristle died only a few months later of old age #because of this she has. complicated feelings on bristle to put it lightly.#frostflow died from an infected wound after a nasty fall which left pretty much the entire clan devastated #foggystar didn’t want to force anyone who was grieving to become deputy so he decided on a cat who had only been a part of the clan for #about a year after his old owners died in a house fire #his name was daisy and he’s one of my favorites and currently he’s the youngest of the four leaders #pigeon died via snake bite which is ironic for reasons I won’t go into now but everyone was devastated blah blah blah but really this did #fuck up most of the older members of the clan a lot as pigeon played such a vital role in them all being alive here today #ratstar ended up choosing her other crush (more complicated edition) as her new deputy since she was the right hand man to the cat who #started the revolution that brought them all together but abt a year later it became clear to both of them that nightfur wasn’t able to #handle the pressure of this anymore so she retired #after that ratstar just tried to pick the most responsible looking cat and she kind of succeeded #I say kind of because she Was but then 3 of her children got murdered and her best friend died right before ratstar dropped dead #so now she’s barely holding things together and has some newfound anger issues #and then my girl conestar just got to hang out and become leader when her mom died lucky her #well no she was absolutely devisated when her mom died as bonestar was like the number one cat she cared abt #she had been terrified of losing her mom for good for years so even though she could tell her mom was getting old and was able to talk to #her directly about these fears she still had a hard time moving forwards

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dont-offend-the-bees · 1 year ago

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We need better fucking care infrastructure. I should not be trusted with anyone's care ever 💛

#thing is caring for myself? I'm not GREAT at it but i can scrape by #i know my limits i know how much or little i need to survive i know that i can usually more or less bounce back after a tough time #i think if my life fell out from under me i could probably scrape it back even if i wound up doing a lot of couch surfing in the meantime #i genuinely don't know how I'll survive if i have to be fucking sole carer for someone #dad's on his way back now and he's been prescribed antibiotics and hopefully that's that #but at least a couple of times a year there's some shit like this #an awful cough or an infection or a fucking insane choice to like do some diy on the outside of the house standing on the windowsill #he fucking nearly chokes on his food once or twice a week #maybe he's just one of those cockroach type motherfuckers who'll never die no matter how the universe steps on him #but I'm fucking PISSED that he's taking that for granted and won't even sit and fucking talk to me about what happens when his luck runs out #I've been looking after mum alone for what four hours today and I'm already so tired and frustrated i wanna die #i am. a deeply impatient and unsociable creature.#i can be infinitely patient with friends! those are my fave people i chose to have them in my life I'd wait like a fucking mountain for them #mum and i were.... already sort of At Odds before all this started.#i'm the kid she never 100% really wanted and who never really 100% wanted to be here #and now we're stuck together and one day possibly sooner than any of us want it will be. just the two of us.#and i just. i don't know what that looks like. i really don't.#anyway. mental breakdown over hopefullly.#with a bit of luck dad and i actually fucking TALK before the next one #idk man. i never really knew what i wanted to do with my life but i thought I'd have time to figure it out #but maybe I'm just. the unqualified burnout with covid memory damage and a whole ass other human to care for #the exact thing i set out to avoid when i decided never to have kids #anyway. enough oversharing.#thank you anyone who's read my spiralling tag rambles in solidarity i love you #mr. bees speaks

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pardonmydelays · 11 months ago

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so sad that i missed the livestream today, but i'm unfortunately still sick and my body just gave up when i woke up at 5:30.

#sometimes you just have to choose sleep #and no i don't feel any better but at least i'm not extremely exhausted #i still have to go to work so i decided that maybe it's not a good idea to do this today #i don't have work tomorrow tho so i may try to get up cause i can always take a nap after the livestream #idk #my coworker said she thinks i have covid lmao i hope not #in all seriousness #i feel like shit and i want to die #and yes i'm still going to work #also good morning #[i say whatever and whatever that i want]

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elegyofthemoon · 2 years ago

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day one completely ouo)b✨ i can already see im about to learn a bunch but it helps that everyones pretty nice and helpful ! and i did a lot more than i was expecting bc i decided to push myself a bit more so WOOHOO FOR BEING COURAGEOUS

#snow speaks #work log #its so funny bc at first i was like 'omg this is gonan be the worst place ever im gonna die doing this'#but actually. ok i can do this #i think majority of it was just being discouraged the past several months so #admittedly i ammmmm very rusty on material BUT at least i have a good basis #do i treat myself? no lmao #i thought id just play observer today but eheh decided yknow what its better to just dunk yourself in than teeter so >:3 #anyways so bc everyone was confused what to do w me they just let me go home and now i get to study adslfjh #its a transition phase once i get back into the feel then ill be chill and cruising B)#ill stop logging when i start getting busier im just trying to hype myself up LOL

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rhys-ravenfeather · 2 years ago

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80s/90s kids' cartoons be like:

-The Leader

-The Jokester

-The Muscle

-The Brains

-And The Girl

#rhys-ravenfeather signing off #funnily enough the cartoon in particular i was thinking of earlier today when i thought of this was a more modern one #*coughPAWPATROLcough*#but yeah real talk--i know the smurfette principle thankfully has started to die out more in recent years #and THANK GOD for that because i absolutely HATED this trope as a kid -___-#and yes that is pretty much the main reason i decided to have benny as the only boy among the kid characters in oto #and yes i also know there were other characters like sailor moon that reversed the dynamic #but it still really irked me when i'd watch a cartoon with a team that was mostly made up of boys and just ONE girl #and her entire character was just 'girl'#the only real exception i can think of off the top of my head is rescue rangers--gadget WAS the only girl on the team #but she was the inventor instead of just 'the girl'#welp i went off on a tangent about something that's probably pretty unimportant in the long run heh #back to my usual blogging

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neim-batteries-not-included · 2 years ago

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What if I made an in-character sideblog. Of like some second age (gods still around) disaster. Because I am so bad at posting worldbuilding stuff but I know I could do that. Do some art for it. What then. Would anyone be interested because I can 100% do that. (Will possibly just do it anyway because Why Not).

#what do I even tag this as #world building #yeah sure why not #would take a bit to set up because woo character design and development #and would have to decide on what direction to go with it #like could do proper second age and just #‘went out today. accidentally made eye contact with a god. thought I was gonna die. didn’t. went back home.’#/hj #OR end of second age watching gods slowly deteriorate and then wwWWWHAT THE FFFFUCK WHAT IS THIS (magic moment)#I just think it would be. neat. and an actual way for me to ramble about in universe stuff #and I can explain stuff on here #hm #thoughts innit

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