#and it just decides to up and die today
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yingxtkm · 4 days ago
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My tablet definitely heard my conversations with my friends because why the hell did the pen die today right as I’m about to get up and draw…
Guess we’re going back to good ol’ cavemen traditional methods for the next few days until my new iPad comes in 😀 sigh
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typheus · 5 months ago
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literally the mere thought of having to draw his old design was enough for me to finish 9 other drawings ive been avoiding for 2 years... and i ended up completely overhauling his design cause i just did not want to draw him that badly lol
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lavellane · 1 month ago
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act 1 solasmancer arc is sooooooo much sexier when headcanoning that they had their first kiss during the redcliffe nightmare future scenario. solas immediately dies and then lavellan returns to the present unable to be normal about him forever <3
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love4hobi · 10 months ago
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im so stressed
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todaysromano · 1 year ago
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07.25.2023
Today, Romano rose from the grave. He is now trying to figure out what's happening in this world.
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pardonmydelays · 3 months ago
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so sad that i missed the livestream today, but i'm unfortunately still sick and my body just gave up when i woke up at 5:30.
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elegyofthemoon · 1 year ago
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day one completely ouo)b✨ i can already see im about to learn a bunch but it helps that everyones pretty nice and helpful ! and i did a lot more than i was expecting bc i decided to push myself a bit more so WOOHOO FOR BEING COURAGEOUS
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rhys-ravenfeather · 1 year ago
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80s/90s kids' cartoons be like:
-The Leader
-The Jokester
-The Muscle
-The Brains
-And The Girl
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lesbiansanemi · 7 months ago
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Bad day. Horrible awful terrible bad day
#there’s not even a reason. nothing bad has actually happened#it just FUCKING SUCKS#I want to walk into a lake and never come back#I want to take my brain out of my skull and throw it at a wall and watch it splatter#I know today sucks because I’m so tense and upset that my back HURTS so fucking bad#cuz when this happens I tense up and my back muscles decide to coil around my spine and squeeze like a starving snake#it’s spreading through my shoulders and even to my chest which is a first#I just 😭😭😭 I want to go home except home also sucks cuz roommate#and I know he’ll be out in a few days but that feels like forever#and I’m so tired and I’m so upset and I want to curl up in a ball and cry and hide from the world#but I’m working a 7 day stretch at my job#and I have to transfer the power and internet to my name sometime before Wednesday#and I’m so sick of takeout the idea of eating it makes me want to vomit but I can’t physically bring myself to cook while they’re there#and I just. ugh. UGH#I’m so sick of existing#why does my life only allow me small handfuls of months at a time#where I’m not living in some form of disaster and stressed to all hell and back and just wanting to lay down and die#what did I do so wrong. what have I done to deserve all this shit#in my short terrible miserable fucking life#whatever I’ll just go home and stare at the wall#and then go to bed and come to work and come to work and come to work there’s always going to work#I’m going to fucking scream I hate my brain#why can’t it just regulate itself in a normal way cuz that’s the thing I know I’m being insane and nothing is actually this bad#but man if it doesn’t fucking feel that way#and being aware I’m being batshit really doesn’t make it better actually I think it makes it worse#kaz rambles
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arolesbianism · 1 year ago
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While I may not be allowing myself to post spiraling upwards spoilers, I see no issue with posting art of a bunch of folks who are dead before the story starts and one Conetalon who isn't
#keese draws#warrior cats#warrior cats oc#spiraling upwards#these are all the og leaders and deputies of each of the 4 main clans!#and cone is the only of the og deputies who didn’t die before their leader lol#also two of these are mother daughter duos with bonestar being conetalons mom and bristlestar being gullspots mom#gullspots died during a horrible flood in their old camp#and this was pretty early on in the clan’s life too so no one else was rly qualified to be deputy#she ended up choosing honeyfeather as her new deputy which honey did. not take well.#she had be among the injured in the flood and had just lost her tail along with her best friend#so she was not in a place to be deputy at All#and things would only get worse for her when bristle died only a few months later of old age#because of this she has. complicated feelings on bristle to put it lightly.#frostflow died from an infected wound after a nasty fall which left pretty much the entire clan devastated#foggystar didn’t want to force anyone who was grieving to become deputy so he decided on a cat who had only been a part of the clan for#about a year after his old owners died in a house fire#his name was daisy and he’s one of my favorites and currently he’s the youngest of the four leaders#pigeon died via snake bite which is ironic for reasons I won’t go into now but everyone was devastated blah blah blah but really this did#fuck up most of the older members of the clan a lot as pigeon played such a vital role in them all being alive here today#ratstar ended up choosing her other crush (more complicated edition) as her new deputy since she was the right hand man to the cat who#started the revolution that brought them all together but abt a year later it became clear to both of them that nightfur wasn’t able to#handle the pressure of this anymore so she retired#after that ratstar just tried to pick the most responsible looking cat and she kind of succeeded#I say kind of because she Was but then 3 of her children got murdered and her best friend died right before ratstar dropped dead#so now she’s barely holding things together and has some newfound anger issues#and then my girl conestar just got to hang out and become leader when her mom died lucky her#well no she was absolutely devisated when her mom died as bonestar was like the number one cat she cared abt#she had been terrified of losing her mom for good for years so even though she could tell her mom was getting old and was able to talk to#her directly about these fears she still had a hard time moving forwards
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What if I made an in-character sideblog. Of like some second age (gods still around) disaster. Because I am so bad at posting worldbuilding stuff but I know I could do that. Do some art for it. What then. Would anyone be interested because I can 100% do that. (Will possibly just do it anyway because Why Not).
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rxttenfish · 2 years ago
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.......... yaknow, i don’t bring it up enough here but
merfolk are kind of, instinctually, extreme pacifists.
they will avoid physical conflict as much as possible and have an exceedingly high tolerance that makes them slow to show even small signs of anger, and will avoid fighting far beyond the point that any other species would have started swinging. their problem-solving is highly encouraged to be done socially (which is kind of part of why they get labelled as Easy To Sleep With, fucking someone is an easy solution to a quarrel and one that gets encouraged) and to be done within their social systems.
and this is all BECAUSE merfolk are such studded-out apex predators.
there was a point in their evolution where they ended up in a sort of evolutionary arms race against themselves, and there was a lot of existing evolutionary focus on them being deadly predators to large megafauna that hunt together in groups, and the issue that appears when you have all of this going on, is that you totally eliminate any “safe” options for fighting. any fight between merfolk is likely to be lethal to BOTH parties, and to get their social groups and communities involved, and soon it’s spiraled into a MUCH larger issue with a MUCH higher body count. merfolk have big teeth and claws and armored scales and the only thing that’s really especially good at getting past those armored scales is another merfolk, so if they ever use said teeth and claws on another merfolk and mean it, it’s not going to be a small injury. even moreso because then they’ve likewise placed themselves at the mercy of someone else who is just as capable of doing the same damage to them.
merfolk have stories that are shared in their cultures that act as a warning against undue violence, and the only outright aggression that’s okay to show is in defense of their relationships and social structure. sure, pups are absolutely encouraged to wrestle and to play with each other, and even adult merfolk have a huge drive for play, but all of this is in service of teaching them how to control their bodies and how they use their bodies, and providing an outlet for aggression that ISN’T violent in nature in order to keep the peace (alongside more traditional, keeping their senses sharp for hunting and swimming and other mundane activities).
unfortunately, it also tends to slant the statistics in a certain way - merfolk will instinctually look at one person who is picking a fight, with another individual or with a larger group of merfolk, and have a bias towards seeing that one person as the one in the wrong, regardless of the reason why. similarly, they will see a group enacting violence, and have a bias towards seeing that as justified, regardless of the reason why.
this is a major reason behind the conduct of the merkingdom - keep the peace and focus on aggression via diplomacy and other forms of “soft” power to force opposing powers to surrender to them. because they were ambush predators too, there’s an existing idea that the leadup to the violence should be long and they should do everything they can to stack the deck in their favor, with the violence itself being brief and sudden and completely overwhelming. miranda’s merfolk name (and her birth/real name) actually references this, as she’s named for the ideal of “a war won in a single move”, or another overwhelming success that entirely destroys an enemy.
if the land knew more about the merkingdom and were more familiar with their tactics and politics, they would FAR moreso associate the merkingdom with plots and backstabbing and under-the-table deals than anything, because the merkingdom doesn’t necessarily value an “honorable” war in the same way, since ALL violence is both inherently unhonorable and only justified by the fact that it was done to protect or further a group. doing everything they can to sabotauge and ruin and play the social game better is just par for the course for merkingdom politics, part of the accepted course of action that they’ll all follow. it’s effectively the same as the small-town gossip scene, just on a much, much larger scale.
of course, miranda’s temperament is.... a little different. mostly because of the social climate that exists between royals and her trauma and the expectations there are for how royals are to behave — miranda is a LOT more.... fighty and bitey than your average merfolk, and this increased aggression would be VERY obvious if you placed her next to a non-royal merfolk. however, it can actually be rather hard for landfolk to pick up on this, because again - most of it presents socially. miranda is far more likely to come off as mean and rude and bitchy before she’s seen as having anger issues, and it’s because merfolk standards are so different from landfolk standards. even miranda defaulting to having her guards take care of violence for her isn’t unusual - again, leveraging group violence as a justification for what she does. royals in general are far more likely to intimate, bully, torment, and abuse than they are to start actively picking fights, and they are still very much at the far end of the merfolk aggression scale.
ironically, miranda occupies a similar place to aaravi within merfolk culture, but no one besides her knows anything about merfolk culture, so everyone else misses this.
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burke-juliet · 2 years ago
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shadow and bone netflix killing off david before he got to marry genya and be part of the triumvirate is my villain origin story
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good-beans · 1 year ago
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WE DID IT
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lanshappycorner · 1 year ago
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I bought myself a little treat.....
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piratadelamor · 2 years ago
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self isolation as a form of self preservation is going to end up killing me someday
#im already a fucking adult if i dont do something about this shit im gonna be lonely as hell#i just wish i had made friends at college like everyone else#instead of the poor choices of friends i made when i got in for the wrong ideas i had about the type of person i wanted to be#i simply ended up with no friends at the worst place to make friends#imagine me having 8 different classes each semester. each class had about 60 different students#each subject had at least 4 different teachers teaching that so you could choose when and who to take that class with#850 new students each year it was rare to end up on the same class as someone twice#unless you were already friends before and decide to take the classes together#most of my classes didnt have group projects either. no dynamic stuff just reading and reading and reading#it. was. HELL#i actually had like 3 people i could call my friends there but our classes never matched#and im not an easily approachable person i wanted to DIE when i made a friend there that told me she was scared to talk to me before#how many possible friendships i lose all the time for seeming unnaproachable?? for my fucking face bro i cant do shit about it#today my best friend from work also told me that when she first met me she thought i was cold and arrogant#but that i also seemed cool so she was like ok lets give her a chance#i keep fucking hearing it all the fucking time i have MANY friendships that started just like this. people judging me at first#this is so sad and lonely to me i dont wanna be this person#one time a friend also said something like im glad im already your friend id be scared of you if i didnt know you#like????? scared of WHAT. i never treat people badly. i dont fight i dont do gossip i dont do anything to hurt anyone#im always trying to get people together and have fun i always talk to everyone im always nice to everyone#im always trying#so why the hell people still think im unnaproachable#i dont get it i've been hearing this from FRIENDS my whole life. not from people who dont like me its people who LIKE me that say this#what the hell am i doing wrong besides being born with my fucking face#and then. above all. to make it all worse. i self isolate bc im scared of rejection. man i fucking hate being me#i really dont wanna be lonely
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