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Did y’all ever woke up one day being absolutely tired and never stopped being tired afterwards :Tc did you ever get that energy back?
#I mean it’s just it’s been like that since the last year of highschool#and it gradually gets worse#it feels like it doesn’t get better and you’re just so sleepy#pix habla#hmmmm =w=#I thought everyone experienced clinical burnout at least once in their life#and then it went away#but idk#I think you have to work on that to improve it#but you can’t focus anymore so it’s hard#it’s not vent xD it’s a legit question#I want to know if it does go away
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SKZ-TALKER GO! LE GALA DES PIÈCES JAUNES
#did i forgot this got posted yes. are my gifs getting gradually worse also yes#changbin#seo changbin#stray kids#bystay#straykidsedit#staysource#skzedit#skz#usersemily#usersa#userbeepls#seochangbingifs#userjinnie#usersun#userlau#gif
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post that reads like a mood swing
#witch hat tag#orufrey#i'm actually a depressed lab rat experiment and witch hat kitchen is the drug they feed me to measure the responses#this is volume 4 of kitchen themed. “i always make time for the kids!” “oh olly!” sounds like a black and white old sitcom#where there'd be an 'awwwwww' audience sound reaction. Like uhhhh. None of this is NORMAL!!!!!!#at first today i was thinking how olly has the kind of childhood trauma that gradually gets better with age though it leaves scars#but qifrey has the kind of trauma that gets worse as time goes by. It hurts! Let's get drunk tho on our fruity vintages in the cellar#and chat all night long about how cool our kids are? And- oh youve fallen asleep. *puts a blanket over you* I wanted to talk more#but there'll always be more. at least - that is my wish.#i'm trying to savour kitchen and just read a bit every day so i dont OVERDOSE and DIE.#i literally dont even drink or care for alcohol. like love it is a concept to me
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After all, Curly watched Anya die in front of his eyes and couldn't do anything about it...
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing curly#mouthwashing anya#stupid post#talk talk talk#like#you're literally almost a corpse#who can't move normally#can't talk normally#but only look and feel pain in every part of your body#and so your friend#starts drinking a lot of painkillers right in front of you#and you see how your friend is gradually getting worse#you want to do something#but you can't...#and so you watch until your friend takes his last breath and leaves you lying next to his corpse...
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Me enjoying a rewatch of a Red Dwarf episode, having a good time: 🙂
My traitorous brain: Hey, this scene takes place away from Red Dwarf and Starbug, Lister probably doesn't remember it after M-Corp
Me: 😧
#The episode has been on my mind a lot recently. It truly haunts me!!#There's a recently posted fic about M-Corp I absolutely love that brings this up in relation to Rimmerworld (also touches on Terrorform)#but like. imagining some of the other gaps in his memory is a lot#Just off the top of my head when it comes to episodes which contain scenes off Red Dwarf and Starbug:#Justice Legion Meltdown Trojan Thanks for the Memory Lemons DNA Stasis Leak Emohawk#And some of those scenes in said episodes are crazy to think of him not remembering#He doesn't remember having to get married/being told he'll be married in the future or Rimmer first reaching for him when he got hardlight#What about the despair squid hallucinations? Was the dream recorder used to reconstruct his memories? (AKA did he forget The Dream?)#Lemons had a period of the boys traveling for several months that are probably just gone#Does he remember leaving himself as a child?#Ugh!! I can't stand it#Red Dwarf#Dave Lister#Original Post#(P.S. this isn't even considering the implications of how the memories he DID regain were reconstructed or how he got them back#(was it a gradual process or all at once? Which is worse?))#NO WAIT ONE MORE does Red Dwarf contain recordings of the events of Demons and Angels when it was split?#Does he recall the Highs and Lows and what happened to him? Sorry I'll stop now
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Now that the psychic damage over Paisley's redemption has worn off, here are some hopes/episode ideas I have in regards to the future of her character arc on the show. Assuming that she isn't written off the series (which would be nothing short of a giant middle finger to her voice actress and the fans who waited 3 years for the character to return).
An episode that gives us closure for Rex. Whether or not he'll redeem himself alongside Paisley. I frankly do hope he does because like Paisley, he has had so few appearances in the show. Paisley getting redeemed after only 6 episodes of being a villain is one thing, but it'd be VERY hard to accept Rex becoming a main antagonist after serving as an underling [maybe they could make it work but that feels like a stretch] Plus they have the healthiest relationship among all of the villains on the show, so I don't like the idea that these two would wind up fighting each other in the future.
An episode akin to "Adapto the Coyote" where Paisley has her own subplot learning about the animals around her through misadventures. Maybe she's trying to build an eco-friendly environment but the animals keep getting in her way, so she tries to find an ethical loophole only to find out that the animals are the key.
On that note, I think Pave Nature Incorporated being kept in business but having their goals change would be an easy loophole. Construction, but in ways that leave animals and their habitats out of harm's way, or better yet, put them under protection. It would be a natural change for the character without doing a complete 180 of everything established with them [which can ruin a good redemption/development story]
Post-redemption Paisley meeting and facing off against the other villains. Again, this is something that the special kinda left on a thread that I think would be interesting to follow up on. Despite having minimal appearances in the show, Paisley and Rex have established themselves to be allies to Zach, Donita, and Gourmand. So this would be a game-changer to hear that she's with the Wild Kratts. Would the villains attempt to go after her? Would they try to use her to get to the Kratts? Zach's a specialized hacker, maybe he could intercept Paisley's tech to use it against her and make her look bad in front of the crew. Really interesting shit there!
And while we're still on that, a 1v1 interaction between Paisley and Donita. Paisley's been on the show for 8 years and a member of the villain team for 6 years and the 2 female villains on said team [as far as I recall] rarely exchange that much dialogue. It's already enough that we didn't have them team-up, but them being on opposing sides opens other opportunities. They could face off or be mirrors to each other, one could try and convince the other to join their side with no avail.
Her interacting with the other Wild Kratts Kids. As far as I'm aware, she's the only villain not to, which, whilst a testament to how badly unterutilized she is, could be interesting. Do the WK kids know about her if they've never reported her? Are they as easily willing to buy her overhaul as the rest of the crew is? Are the kids and Paisley willing to learn from each other voer their stance about nature? Interesting stuff!
I'm probably aiming too high when it comes to expectations but they backed themselves into a corner here with no way out, I'd really love to see how they handle this.
#wild kratts#pbs kids#kratt brothers#martin kratt#chris kratt#pbs kids go#2d kratt brothers#2d martin kratt#2d chris kratt#paisley paver#Martin said that the S7 special would change her arc for the rest of the show#So I have no reason to believe that this'll be the last time we see her#and in that case I hope that they do touch more upon it to gradually get her character and the audience adjusted to this new change#instead of suddenly snapshotting it as the status quo#I will be disappointed if a future episode just up and makes her a permanent member of the team#or worse they just give her a Creature Power Suit because that would diminsh her character greatly and have her blend in too much#but again all of this is expectation/speculation. Let's see what next year's episodes have in store!
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one thing I have noticed in the last few years of discourse about star wars canon is the attitude from some parts of fandom, where when people go "hey, I don't like this problematic aspect of canon/I don't like that this canon significantly contradicts the other", others will respond, stating that star wars is a tapestry of stories, and that it's fine, actually, because you can just take the parts you want and/or to just cobble one's own canon together from whatever.
this isn't bad advice per se, and if that's someone's preferred way of interpreting canon or dealing with discrepancies, I'm genuinely happy they reached that solution (hell, I even do it myself sometimes—rey mind-tricking finn and poe in the tros novelization is something I absolutely choose to ignore on account of it being ooc and not in the movie), but the majority of the time, I like treating canon as a puzzle that I can put together, and when some of the pieces simply can't fit right, or if there's blatant disrespect to the other stories in the tapestry (hi, caleb in tbb), I don't think it's wrong to be pissed at that and expect the corporate entity managing the product to do better.
#got reminded by it in the rc age discourse tags but it's been a running theme since pretty much the mandalorian#either way I'm very happy if people find their peace with canon but you are not better than people who want to interpret it as a whole#on a separate but related note this also applies to people who will bring legends material into a discussion about canon#without saying it's legends#like I'm very glad you have that interpretation but unless it's obvious that canon is being written with this legends supplement in mind#I am not worse than you for not bringing that material into my interpretation of a character#sw negativity#anyway!!!#also I know the mindset is 'why make yourself miserable with canon'#but sometimes gradually accepting it leads to fun things for me#I am not a fan of rey and kylo's romantic relationship and I was not a fan of the dyad#HOWEVER#forcing myself to accept that it's canon has led me to interpretations of those two characters I would not have had if I'd just tossed it o#and makes my experience of the ST canon richer#(also inspired my half-joking headcanon of rey finding a holocron of terec's and getting a 'how to detach from your force bond 101' lesson)
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Whilst the return of Doctor Who in 2005 brought lots of good things, including, for sure, the return of Doctor Who, I think it did untold damage to Big Finish audio stories
#like 'they got worse' is not an accurate statement - the quality imo took a gradual downwards turn but there were bad stories pre 2005 and#good ones post#however they seem to have gotten; for lack of a better word; more normal? more. 'regular fans and new people are watching this on the bbc#quick hide the scherzo before they get scared off' kind of thing#Time Works is ultimately a fairly good episode but it doesn't do anything. interesting (it was supposed to be in the Divergent Universe but#they stopped that when DW came back to TV). it feels like someone made a DW TV episode then rubbed out the visuals#compare that to Chimes of Midnight (2002); Zagreus and Scherzo (2003); Natural History of Fear and Caerdroia (2004) which are Proper Good!#this post brought about because I started listening to Master (2003) and I'm having actual fun they're doing Interesting Things#anyway yeah#doctor who
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There's something tragic to me about the way sam (in the first few seasons) was this defiant courageous boy who took the risks, who rebelled against everyone and saw his ideals through to the end, fearless and unrestrained even when the whole world was against him, including heaven and hell. And how in the latter seasons he's different, he's still a hero, but he is weak. His goals and aspirations are not the hanker he rests on. There's something else that punctuates this whole formidable fortitude and makes itself a pillar his entire being rests on instead, and it's Dean.
Sam went from occasionally thinking it's a pain how Dean centers his life around him and protects him to actively seek exactly that from Dean, to be relieved his death is Dean's worst nightmare, to going in circles and turn on his principles moved by his feelings (e.g his whole thing with Benny which is inconsistent with how Sam always argues against harming monsters if they kept themselves in check. But with Benny, he blindly wanted to kill him out of jealousy re:dean).
How Sam is notorious for thinking logically and rationally, but the moment Dean is concerned, he loses all sense of reason. His righteous and noble traits being shoved to the side when he goes from being the one to stop the apocalypse (though him breaking the last seal and stopping lucifer were ultimately both for Dean) to unleashing an evil so much worse on the world it could destroy it just to save Dean. Not mentioning the morally fucked up things he does to others in the process.
Up till season 7 or sth, he was relatively still not as unhinged as he is now. But the worst part of it all is the emotional blight he suffers, Dean not approving of him is enough to shake his entire core, not being Dean's priority gets him all yards ugly and petty, he gets mad with jealousy. Disappointing Dean is enough to trigger a desire to die within him. He's the hero and driving axis of this story. He rebels against God, tarnishes fate's axioms, and he lets himself grovel under the guillotine Dean holds over him, completely in Dean's mercy.
When Sam is with Dean, and he says things like 'for me?' Or 'even me?' Like it has been craved into him he's the one exception to every word Dean says and you can't imagine but you know how it could fundmentally break him if the answer was no.
Not even mentioning how Dean inevitably takes even the place of faith/God in Sam's eyes and the whole religious devotion thing of it.
Sam is a character who not only defied the destiny that has been set for him to rule hell before he was even born. He defied lucifer, heaven, God himself, and his plans for him. He's the one character that escaped the all-looming narrative that from episode one promised him doom. But he was ready to toss it all away, to lay his life in Dean's hands, to make him the one who decides whether Sam lives or dies. It's absolutely terrifying and beautiful.
The emotional turmoil Dean invokes in Sam, how he drags Sam from this all-powerful valiant hero to a mortal that gets swayed by emotions, especially someone Else's when Sam's whole arc at the beginning was about him reaching the true freedom, away from outsider influence. The way Sam's story changes from him being deprived of choice to him fighting to get that narrative autonomy back only to lay it in Dean's hands this time. Going from unwillingly being a tool for lucifer/God/author to willingly being Dean's property. Dean gets this treatment because Sam saw him as worthy. Sam puts his full trust and faith and hope in him, and he constantly has seen how not a single other soul treasures Sam as Dean does.
#samdean#spn#meta? im not sure i could call it that#thoughts#sam winchester#supernatural#honestly sam has always revolved around dean and vice versa#this is not between early spn sam vs latter spn sam more like sam gradually getting worse down bad for his brother nd nothing else#mine
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I made a bluesky, if you want to follow me there!
#bumblebi713#I will be adding posts to it gradually#I won't be deleting twitter for now. I don't browse my feed so I don't really see any of the nasty stuff.#but it's a heaping shit pile of a website and will only get worse.#so a better alternative is ALWAYS welcome.
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🗡 mad cowboy disease....
#‡ ooc#high noon tbt.#thinking of Them while walking to the shops... on my own little quest...#there may be typos but ignore them#listened through mars hn yone playlist i loved watching the 2 hr movie in my head#listening through my hn playlost now maybe ill make tals a spotofy thing too for easier listening....#got so many little scenes in my head#talon munching any lil bug/lizard critter they catch. whether they actually Need to eat is unspecified#but you know. probably. anyway thinking evilly at how i can describe their meals as either tantalising or DISGusting#talon being afraid of ending up an almalgam of feathers and sludge but ove talked abt that before#need to write more talon monologues or story times#reminiscing now. will add more later#talon trying their best to get through a Normal Human interaction on a bar or smth tryong to hide what they are and keep their hat low but-#and theres always a but- someone either catches a glimpse of theor face n compliments them or gets in theor way like 'hey-' or they catch#a glance at feathers or brimstone....#talon getting chased to be put in one of those carnie 'strange encounters' shows... they either do get caught or...#get rid of their would-be captors#time for more thoughts. i need to design talons demonic form and maybe even what their gradual corruption looked like 🤔#i also need to decide on a few factors abt how im treating their cape as tendrils instead... like if they naturally had 5 or lost one...#and how much control over individual segments they have#thinkin abt talon getting in trouble but not like. threat of death danger maybe a malevolent third party who wants them for something else#be it their blood or feathers or smth like that. maybe even after REDACTED and they get a bounty set by the sulfur king for REDACTED reason#to be brought back alive and hunters go after em......#oh. who can a demon slash half angel turn to in these trying times... 🥺😔 not that they want to rely on anyone#talon would rather die than rely on another creature for help. im kidding. :] or am i#thinking abt the thing i said to mars like. after their travels together talon tries to keep their distance from rell and yone but.#fate or something worse keeps bringing them back together. i said it better beforehand but anyway.#if its during this time of being hunted and they cross ways i can imagine talon not staying long at all or just turning 180 at the sight#part the fear the other two will join this hunt as well. the other part is that theyll be in danger if talon asks for help...#nor do they want to owe a debt to these two ough 😒
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A small summary of my art throughout the years, a single important piece from each year!
06.01.2024 - Discovering much more minimalistic style. Crazy how everything changed over time
06.03.2023 - much more loose style with no perfect lineart
21.03.2022 - first piece in clip studio paint and a first take on a bit more painterly style. Important development even tho it went nowhere for a long time.
12.12.2021 - First Major Success with anthro character
13.11.2020 - First Major Success, I got through several different pieces to get to this one.
28.04.2019 - I discovered vector lines in pohotoshop
20.04.2018 - my first digital drawing and the beginning of this great journey...
#looking at this makes me feel like I did huge progress over the years and I was gradually just getting better#but in between all those better drawings theres a lot of much worse ones#like 90% are just not very good#and then once in a while I drink some genius juice and make something decent
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i wish i could say i understand why people hated tim at first, but i honestly can't cause like... yeah he was an asshole, but it was blatantly obvious that he's an asshole with a heart of gold.
#*rookie rewatch#tim bradford#makes my head itch like i genuinely don't get it#he's just an abused puppy! his bark is worse than his bite!!#he just needed to be shown love care and affection very gradually!!!!#and lucy was the one to show him that love and gradually bring those walls down for him!!!!!!!!#man this is gonna be one wild ride#chenford
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25 going 26 and all I have is a mountain of debts that I didn't even accumulate myself (from my parents) & an eating disorder
#i dont wanna put all that negative energy out there but bro its been gradually getting WORSE all my life lmao#journal
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Humanized Wigglefunny shenanigans !!
they’re my fav to draw, specially gramble:))
#bugsnax#bugsnax fanart#gramble gigglefunny#bugsnax gramble#wiggle wigglebottom#bugsnax wiggle#eggabell batternugget#bugsnax eggabell#fanart#doodle#doodles#wiggle x gramble#wigglefunny#my fav t4t muppets#I’m so inlove with them it hurts#ALSO I GRADUALLY GET WORSE AT DRAWING GRAMBLE’S HUMANOID FORM PLEASE DON’T MIND THAT#humanized#gijinkas#loopy’s art tag 🧃
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hmm.. according to some of the posts im seeing describing the teaser that was shown they finally made robotnik fat in the next movie... on one hand i hate skinny eggman but on the other hand i hate the idea of them making him gain weight as a sign hes getting worse . why couldnt they just make him fat from the start ..... weird decisions being made here
#at least im assuming the weight gain is supposed to be a sign hes getting worse or part of his transformation into eggman or whatever#i vaguely remember them saying before that they wanted to have robotnik gradually transition into game eggman#and have him wear a fat suit eventually at one point#but idk for sure if thats the actual reason or if that was refelcted in the teaser#maybe it wont be that bad maybe they will just have him gain weight without poking fun at it or portraying it as a bad thing#but idk. my hopes arent very high .because the sonic franchise has a history of not being normal about fat people#they should have just hired a fat actor to play him all the way back in the first movie eggman has alwyas been fat you cowards
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