#but man. definitely not at my peak
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#been sick all week#woke up on monday with the worst sore throat i've had in ages#over the course of the week the symptoms have gradually shifted...my throat has gradually been improving and isn't too bad right now#but my sinuses took a nosedive...slept terribly last night cuz i kept tossing and turning trying to find a position in which i could breath#and as of today I have a weird symptom that I've never had with a cold before: my right ear is all ringy#it's messing up the sounds#not really muffled like you'd get with a clogged ear from like an airplane#more like there's a tinny audio distortion filter on my eardrum#everything sounds off-key and slightly echoey in that ear#very weird very annoying and disorienting#i mean....i suppose it could be worse....at least i'm not nauseous or anything#still got to enjoy christmas dinner and such#but man. definitely not at my peak#i hope it all clears up soon i'd really like to properly enjoy some of my days off before I have to go back to work next week....
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Sometimes I just think about Soi Fon. Like that shit was so insane. Easily one of The characters of all time. You’re going to give me a woman who hates the physical manifestation of her soul because it’s loud and explosive and she doesn’t think it’s “proper” that it suits her, but it’s so obvious it does because she’s angry and stubborn and loud and explosive!!! And then the fact that she never ever calls upon that physical manifestation of her soul until things are so dire it’s practically that or death? The fact that in so many ways she lets her emotions build and build and build until they quite literally explode???? And then!!! AND THEN!!!! Add in that she hates her bankai because it’s “inappropriate” for an assassin… for her role as captain of the Stealth Force… the position she inherited from Yoruichi after she abandoned Soul Society for Urahara… She despises the physical manifestation of her explosive nature, the nature she hides until she can’t, just like she shoved down her feelings for Yoruichi, the betrayal, the hurt, the love, until she quite literally couldn’t anymore and it all came back up in a BANG!!! Like god… oh my god, no one will ever do it again and kubo did not deserve such a cool fucking character in the least
#bleach#soi fon#yorusoi#<— because like this definitely feeds into it#like I refuse to believe soi fon didn’t have some form of romantic feelings for yoruichi like it’s so OBVIOUS#also like add in the lesbian angle to this???#oh… MY GOD it just makes it so much more intense#hiding from your feelings and swearing up and down they shouldn’t suit you that they’re not right for you#even though they obviously are#I can’t fuckin do it man#it’s been YEARS but the soi fon brain rot is still just SO strong#I really did fuckin imprint on her#but tbh in general I hate to give him any credit but kubo did kinda go off with characters who hated/hid their bankai#like the whole thing of hating your soul hating your very being#unparalleled. wish he actually did anything cool with those particular character arcs#like the soi fon ikkaku and yumichika character arcs could have been PEAK#(also don’t even get me started on the three of them being some of the uh… um… well ya know a teeny bit queer)#it could have been so good#but again kubo can’t write and hates gay ppl so lmao#wild that he genuinely created some of the coolest queer characters ever kinda on accident#like whoopsie#anyways I’ll shut up now#kaz rambles
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WARNING- CRINGE.
"A ffucking happy meal, really? I am an adult, you know." Flug says, glaring at the green tinted man next to him.
"Nah, Black Hat told me not to feed you. The food is for Dents, since he's been a good boy. But-" Murdoc reaches into the bag, pulling out a little toy plane. "The toy is for you- er. Was, since you're an adult, well, I guess you're too old for a toy then hm?"
Flug sweats. He wants that damn toy, but he refuses to be degraded like this. He is not easily manipulated like 2D, he won't be reduced to that level of pathetic. Putting on dog ears and getting on all fours for his jefecito is one thing, this though? This is beneath him! This satanist should be thankful that Black Hat hasn't killed him and his stupid blue bitch. But no. Black Hat is friends with this man. And Flug has to be subjected to this humiliating shit. He huffs, shaking his head at the man.
Murdoc sighs dramatically. "Well then I suppose I'll just throw it away then!" He begins to roll down the car window.
Flug lunges for the toy, grabbing it from the clawed hands of his tormentor and holding it close to his chest.
Murdoc cackles like a bastard as he finally starts driving back him. Flug wants to grind this man's bones into dust. How 2D can stand to deal with this, Flug has no idea. Though he guesses it's probably brain damage and drugs.
Alas, he has his toy now, a win and a loss.
#mango man speaks#goribas#villainon#yeah. idk.#just a peak into my sick twisted mind.#yknow. the usual. flug and black hat and murdoc and 2d all existing and being. friends?#no theyre not friends.#black hat and murdoc are friends definitely.#flug ''hates'' murdoc and pities 2d.#and 2d loves everyone. though he is scared to death of black hat.#... anyway uh.#2d got chicken nuggets and fries because he deserves it lol.#god i really am cringe.
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LET'S TALK ABOUT THIS TWINK SORCERER AND HOW HE'S GETTING BOINKED BY AN OLD MAN
(as per @displacer-beasts's request HUEHUEHUE)
First? ✨Appreciate His Beautiful Face✨
Second, his backstory is definitely a work in progress, but thus far:
- His name is Tyhjä (Finnish for Void) and he's a Big Lightning Boy, aka a Charged Bolts build
- He's a bit of a Slüt, but how could you not be with nip rings built into the armor?
- His staff is crafted out of an ancient tree split by lightning, and he's traveled significantly across the continent to hone his grasp of the elements
- Realized he was falling for this dumb old man early in the campaign, making jokes about his Sparse Living Situation
- Neyrelle figured it out first
- Eventually learns some Horadric to figure out what on earth Lorath is constantly muttering and moaning about
The following are ✨campaign spoilers✨ since Tumblr sucks at letting me do Read More cuts:
- Ulterior motive for working for the Tree of Whispers? Trying to keep Lorath's head out of the branches as long as possible 😌
- But definitely bribes the Tree to let him borrow the old man's skull every once and a while when he's finally collected
- Ends up delivering Lorath's head himself because, honestly, he's not too keen on the ravens' decapitation quality
- Accidentally Good Boy's Mephisto at least once (and probably got bit in the process)
#diablo 4#diablo iv#lorath nahr#oc#diablo#oh god i love these idiots#and his nose definitely gets bigger every time i draw him#me? logging out in firebrand manor to hang out while Lorath pets his horse? absolutely#can't figure out if they'd stay at the vault or go back to the cabin in the fractured peaks#but Tyrjä would go out of his way to make sure the old man doesn't act TOO old#also i ABSOLUTELY AGREE that diablo needs a photo mode#or at least a way to replay the campaign#I ended up upgrading my ram after I got through the story and boy howdy i want to see those old man whiskers lovingly rendered#tyhjä#lorath x tyhja#tyhrath#lorath x oc#lorath x wanderer
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Dunno I but I actually feel kinda sad when I see people talking about Gojo like he's some kind of bad person etc etc😩 maybe I take it personally but how can I not when I love him so much😢 do you have such feelings?
No, I get you 😭 it's kind of frustrating to see how often he gets mischaracterized.
#overall gojo is definitely a good person#i feel like some people just took what nanami says in 236 and ran with it#as if panels before that gojo wasnt talking about how he feels like theres no one who understands him#its shown multiple times in the series through his actions that he does genuinely care and has a good heart#mans end goal is to literally dismantle a corrupt system to better the world and future generations 😭#also the little things 🤧#like in shibuya when he realizes he cant save everyone so he aplogizes to them (in his own internal monolouge where no one would even hear#him so he literally had no reason to do it other than he did genuinely feel bad that he couldnt help them all)#or when he gets unsealed and one of the first things he does is inquire about the condition of the people who got caught in his domain :(#or when he first talks to nanami in the light novel and when nanami refers to yuji as sukunas vessel gojo corrects him#and is like hes his own person#hes yuji itadori not just a vessel 🤧🤧#but also yeah he is an asshole#hes full of himself and likes being annoying#hes self absorbed and often does things that benefit him#or chooses to do things not always solely out of the goodness of his heart but bc he thinks it will be entertaining#or he has his interest peaked#he helps the kids hes helped bc he knows they have insane potential and hes interested in seeing what that entails#but he also does it bc he thinks its wrong to take their childhood away#because hes also kind and wants to prevent things like the star plasma vessel incident#all of these can be true at the same time!!! ppl are complex!!!!#oof i rambled too much abdhankdnqkdnwkdnsjs my bad
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all the while they said
are you outta your head?
#oc#jason sebastián rios#if nothing else I gave August good taste in men ya know. they definitely deserve to not be together anymore#but fuck mane they made a good looking couple LMAO. have half a mind to draw him again he's a hell of a man#casual oc lore sorry I gotta stay mi numero uno fan#morelikesin#my art#don't steal#traditional art#original#finished#and i'm tired 9host#these lyrics on him? ugh. so peak.
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idk don't ask me
#twin peaks#twink#troye sivan#dumb puns#like really dumb#idk man#what even is this#it just popped into my head#and next thing i know this thing was born#put troye sivan bc he's like the only twink I could think off the top of my head#i barely even know the guy#these are definitely too many tags
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batman #306
[ID: Bruce Wayne and Alfred Pennyworth talking about Bruce's blackmailer. Bruce is in his Batman costume but without the cowl and is reading a newspaper that tells us a new virus in the poor parts of Gotham strikes 13 more dead. Alfred asks, “Going after him again tonight, Master Bruce?” Bruce, who has been tailing the criminal for the past week, responds, “You know it, Alfred! Each night turns out to be another dead end! I've checked every flophouse and fleabag this guy's visited — and the only crime in each is that people have to live in them! God, it's enough to turn my stomach — and make me double my efforts to help rebuild those areas with Wayne Foundation funds! The stench... The filth... The disease...” Bruce trails off before exclaiming, “The disease! That's it—!!”, having pieced together that the man that's trying to blackmail him is the one that's been secretly and purposely spreading the plague in the poor neighbourhoods! END ID]
#love you bruce...#everytime comic tuesday pisses me off i go back to my beloved (old comics <3)#like they definitely had their issue too and its important to acknowledge that but also the actual characterization....#also i still think him being involved in the wayne foundation victims unit & just earnestly trying to help anyone he can is peak character#design for him... but maybe thats just because i always hated that ‘brucie’/womaniser/bored asshole day characterization that ppl give him#although in comics nowadays ppl don't give him any personality & try to (WRONGLY!) claim the cowl is the man so. pick your battles i guess#c: batman | i: 306#crypt's panels#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth
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Familiar of zero is like....awful but I do love it dearly
#It's so basic like 'every woman in the 100 mile radius wants to date this man'#But it is also the superior type of isekai where they aren't reincarnated cuz summoned#I was like obsessed with mentally writing fanfics of this show as a kid cuz the premise was so basic#My main one being I just gave Saito friends#It definitely peaked end of season 2#Season 4 was good tho#I don't like Tiffania sorry#I liked the gay pope tho he was cool#Familiar of zero
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things might be looking up at least. dropping that one self imposed deadline was frustrating but definitely for the best and with how everything else has been moved around i should be able to take the weekend off. hopefully that means i can actually relax..really warm forecast for friday so maybe i can walk to the kinda pricey store nearby and get stuff to cook with… im thinking gumbo but that’ll depend on what the seafood look like when i get there. otherwise ill wing it. tacos maybe? OH if the chicken looks good i have everything else for mole con pollo
#been struggling with art lately. definitely lost my manic peak. the inspiration and vision is all there#but nothing is getting to paper properly. and the things i can put to paper aren’t what i want to make#i don’t wanna push it too hard though bc ill just burnout again and until march id been burnt out for 8 months#i can’t survive another 8 month gap in comm payouts lol#still nothing on the job front. keep getting ghosted so im still doing odd shit where i can find it#man. this is the worst time of year for work too
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man i listen to like. a LOT a lot of live tapes. but listening to the ones that I personally recorded hits really different.
#txt#orig#doing a preliminary/passive listen thru just so i can like. note what worked and what didnt and what i need to fix#and the houston one is pretty good other than the drunk girl mumbling next to my recorder for the last 2/3 of the set#but the dallas one other than the occasional mic peak came out quite good i think!#someone else who had experience and a proper setup taped lubbock so im not overly concerned w how mine came out#but ill probably listen through mine too anyway#before next time i want to upgrade a bit and probably practice recording some local shows#but man i really really enjoyed doing these ones so its definitely something im going to stick at and do regularly#now to learn how to fix some things and process it into tracks.....
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fandom: glee pairing: blaine/sebastian summary: au where the fire that burns Dalton Academy to the ground in s6 happens a few years early, forcing Sebastian to finish his junior year at McKinley. s3 rewrite from 3x14 onward.
chapter nine: faith to take chances words: 4200
They’re not even holding hands or anything when they walk into school together but they must be pretty obvious all the same because Trent looks immensely relieved the second he sees them.
“Oh good, you worked it out,” he says before looking between them suspiciously. “You did work it out, didn’t you?”
“Yup, last night,” Blaine says, full on beaming.
“Well you could have let us know,” Trent admonishes. “You had us all worried.”
“Sorry, we were kinda busy,” Sebastian smirks.
#seblaine#glee#seblaine fic#DONE#man these last few chapters were like pulling teeth#definitely peaked at like the halfway point with this fic but i'm glad i finished it#and it only took two and a half years lol#i'm never posting something i haven't fully written already again#bbb#my fic#mine
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#I went over to my friends place#she decided to throw on the new zoey 101 movie#it was cringy#but I guess an ok movie#but the beginning literally hurt me inside#if you don’t want spoilers don’t read#idk if they’ll even be ‘spoilers’ but if you don’t want to learn more about the movie don’t read#but the beginning was all about how zoey peaked in high school#and she had this whole scene where she stalked all of her high school friends on social media#and like she’s the stay at home doesn’t do anything friend#and man#I felt that hit me in my fucking soul#that hurt#and then she looked at pictures from high school#and I’m like#I do all of this actually#I’m definitely that loner friend#that friend from high school that was a social butterfly#but now no one talks to#sigh#that just kinda hurt lol#shut up rosie
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love procrastinating going to bed and then suddenly thinking about how I need to give at least one of my characters VERY strong opinions on different animal species RIGHT FUCKING NOW
#Local Spider Yells At Clouds#like??? characters having strong opinions about things that mean jack shit is just really fun to me#I'm gonna try to think of some animals each character would like and dislike real quick off the top of my head#first thought: Gamma is probably both fascinated and deeply terrified by deep sea fish#like!! he thinks the fish themselves are pretty neat!! (it helps that Alice makes freakier looking things on a regular basis)#but everything about WHERE THEY LIVE freaks him the fuck out#man is hydrophobic already!! learning about water pressure and what it could do to a person might make him pass out#very next thought: Lydia probably likes frogs. I feel like they're not her FAVOURITE animal tho. top 5 definitely#very strange that I'm saying that while also having no idea what her ACTUAL favourite animal would be but eh. that's how it goes sometimes.#she probably likes tree frogs the best because those are peak Silly Little Guys#none of these are STRONG opinions tho!!!! I want a character who's either ride or die for a very specific animal#or a character who looks at this particular animal and goes ''I want this bitch GONE FROM EARTH''#...actually I just realized. I gave NONE of the Realm kiddos animal-loving as a core trait#HOW did I do that???? I MADE THESE FUCKERS WHEN I WAS STILL A KID AND WAS WAITING TO BE ABLE TO VOLUNTEER AT THE LOCAL ANIMAL SHELTER!!#TWO OF THESE BITCHES STARTED AS STRAIGHT-UP SELF INSERTS AND NONE OF THEM HAVE ''LIKES CREATURES'' AS A MAIN CHARACTER TRAIT?????#the easy answer would be to say Lydia or Dylan but. that's the easy answer.#oh yeah make the super-friendly character care about animals a lot. real original there me#...aw it'd be sad if it was Cynthia#because. no memories. any pets she had back on Earth are long forgotten by now.#and because of her role in the camp she'd probably never let herself get a pet either... never rediscovering her love for animals at all#this started with a dumb one-off thought about how I need to give my characters more stupid hills to die on#and ended with me remembering just how damn depressing Cynthia's memory wipe really is as a plot point lmao#it's just like. remembering that she used to have a LIFE before all of this!!#she had passions and joys and all of it got THROWN IN THE TOILET due to circumstances beyond her control!!!#and because of a choice she made herself she has no idea there was ever something else her life could have been!!!#...then again. maybe that was the point.#anyways!!!!!!!! sorry for the blog being dead for a bit lol#getting back into writing now so I'll probably get the queue running again shortly!!
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every day i think of my Baddie Baddies tier list and every day i think of that ask i got where fam was APPALLED because i didnt put aoki higher on the list and tonight i am reminding the people if we are talking emo era masato i will not be normal about him ever in my entire life
#snap chats#should i just make a tier list of RGG characters i think are hot. sounds like a lot of work#second tier absolutely#first tier strictly belongs to jo sorry but his son can be runner up ok#emo masato was peak it was everything i could ever ask for in a depressed 20 y/o man#will yun lee's performance got me unwise too that definitely helps#SORRY bestie put my thirst posting on blast on twitter so i figured id share the energy here#SUCH A HOT DESIGN WASTED AND SOILED#then they brought him back in ishin and thats why we're here tonight#cause i keep looking at his funny little evil smirk and it is hilarious i cant stop looking at it#bro why do you smile like that is that why you never smiled in Y7 jesus christ#actual villainy
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Just saw a video where someone mentioned reading the curious incident of the dog in the night time, and they thought afterwards they may have autism too. When they brought it up to their mum, she was like "you knew??" cause apparently she'd done that thing people seem to do where they keep an autism diagnosis secret from their kids
It made me remember when my grandma gave me that book to read when we were all at her place for Christmas. She said something like "I think you'll really like it", which confused me cause I was more into fantasy stuff than mystery novels. I mean. I did really like it. But it's one of the things that makes me wonder... did my parents do that thing too...?
#i want to ask but i dont know how and im too scared#i tried looking through my medixal records but myhealthrecord only goes back to like 2020#my gp who i have seen my whole life said shes unaware of anything like that happening#when i told my aunt i thought i had it she was like 'doesnt that have something to do with your eye condition' like. it wasnt a surprise#the other day i got really focused on trying to figure out when freight trains come through the train station near our house during dinner#i was doing it for like fivr ten minutes while we were talking about other stuff and then i said yes the freight trains do tend to come at#night because theyre not allowed on the tracks in peak hours. and yes i have been researching that this whole time#and he goes 'its my autism and i get to choose the special interest' or. hyperfixation or something#i asked him why he said that (does he know?) and he said it was just a joke because of the 'thing about autistic people liking trains'#but... does he know...#do they know...#i couldn't eat the food at my aunts wedding and i was expecting him to make some snarky comment#but instead he just helped me.explain my texture issues to our aunts friend. which i did not expect at all#one day. idk why. but my stepmum told me her oldest son had been diagnosed when he was a kid and she didnt tell him. even when he came to#her. upset. asking why he was so different from everyone else. id known her son since primary school long before our parents got together#i had no idea what to say man i dont know why she told me that#like. is it some big open secret that everyone but me knew until last year?#im starting to wonder if some of the help i got in high school wasnt just due to my vision. especially if my mum is to be believed about#them wanting to put me in the special ed class. seems a bit much for someone with vision problems right...? always thought that was odd#but. its my mum. and the story was about her fighting the school on that so. idk if i can believe her.#ignore me#its late and that video just made me think about all this again#idk. maybe things would have been better if id known. much like thr adhd but definitely no one knew about that
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