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jo i finished TSC
ADLER OH MY GOD !!! OH MY GOD !!!
#how you doing babes?#it’s so good right?? it’s so good#i hope you enjoyed it#and it emotionally ruined you#omg now you can see all the stuff i’ve been tagging as tsc#asks#adler <3
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fuck the hurt and no comfort
what do you mean eddie thinks venom is dead-dead?
what do you mean venom sacrificed himself again for eddie to kill himself again for eddie? and eddie had to watch???
what do you mean he woke up and was coldly informed venom was gone and he couldn't keep him and it doesn't matter that he needs him?
"i'll never forget you...don't forget me either, eddie."
#venom the last dance#venom 3#venom#venom the last dance spoilers#symbrock#WHAT. DO. YOU. MEANNNNNNN#i'm emotionally fucking ruined#i KNOW he's alive but tom hardy has closed the doors#he won't be back#eddie will always believe he's gone
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the sunset.
a comic about two outlaws who loved each other, despite everything.
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#cw: gun violence + blood#par for the course for most homoerotic cowboy media#conway loved roy and roy loved him back but only figured that out when it was too late#god i love tragedy#this was indirectly inspired by the lifechanging heartache of a movie that is brokeback mountain#i watched that movie and was ruined emotionally for a calendar week#these poor self sabotaging cowboys#i havent been this proud of a comic as a finished product since RED btw#like if it was just the art or the poem on its own it wouldn't hit but i really do think i did my best for both components#really pulled out all the stops on this one so i hope you all like it as well#and as always#thank you for reading#cowboys#western#gay rights#and wrongs#original art#comic art#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics#hearteaters
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@percahliaweek -- Day 7: Yours / Later
The Legend of Vox Machina, Seasons 1&2&3* // The Queen of Nothing by Holly Black
#thumbs up. worm-eaten and she's in the tomb do you get it.#anyway. season 3 of tlovm will be ruining my life and I'm prepared to let it.#i am running training at my work the day after the first 3 episodes drop which should be great and I should do well emotionally#i remain obsessed with the doofy little eyebrow raise of percy's when he hears vex's words about her heart.#my they are both aware of their own and each others feeling but they're both traumatized cowards agenda constantly being reaffirmed#percahliaweek#percy + vex#perc'ahlia#percy de rolo#vex'ahlia#cr1#tlovm#critical role
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around the time that lee moved to england with her first husband, michael canfield, jfk asked jackie:
“if you were in a lifeboat with your sister and me, and it tipped over, and you could only save one person - who would it be?”
jackie replied, “my sister.”
#and as she should!#they’re sooo queen elizabeth and princess margaret coded#but on a much more complicated sinister level except not as sinister as people would like to believe …#as in . they loved and cared for each other more than people are willing to recognize but their sisterhood wasn’t perfect or easy#as any set of sisters will tell you#and also i don’t believe the rumor that lee slept with jfk#i don’t think gore vidal was lying when he wrote about it but michael canfield who told him definitely was#he was lee’s first husband and he spent most of their marriage drunk#and then lee who probably felt emotionally distant w canfield after some time#cheated on him with her next husband stanislaw radziwell and he probably wasn’t too happy about that …#he also probably tried to get back at her by trying to ruin her relationship with her sister by telling vidal#who was 1) a gossip 2) close with lee and jackie#so if two plus two equals four …
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Today is a dark day, Viktor Nation
#Jayce when I catch you Jayce#I feel so betrayed#Viktor my beloved#I actually cried#i will never emotionally recover from this#arcane is ruining me#viktor arcane#jayce arcane#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers
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*Puts hand on your lower back and gently leads you down the path* walk with me for a moment. Think about it;
Young Mihawk, Young Shanks, Laurie confessing to Jo speech from Little Women (2017). Right before Shanks pulls off the robbery and heads to the East blue. the last time Shanks asks Mihawk to join his crew the only time he really means it.
*Grabs your arm as you start to walk away* wait wait- just listen.
Shanks saying all this? Right before he knows he’s about to steal something very important from a navy ship and would probably need to lie low for years. His way of begging Mihawk to come with him? Insane fucking cut my heart out.
Shanks: Sail with me?
Mihawk: …..What?
Shanks: Sail with me.
Mihawk:….(sigh) Shanks can we not-
Shanks: no no its no use Mihawk , we gotta have it out I have loved you ever since I’ve known you Mihawk I couldn’t help it, and and I tried to show you and you wouldn’t let me and I must make you hear me now and give me an answer because I cannot go on like this any longer, I gave up rum I gave up everything you didn’t like I’m happy I did it’s fine and I waited and I never complained because I, you know I figured you’d love me Mihawk and I realised im not half good enough and im not this great man and I-
Mihawk: Shanks! No.
And Shanks would keep pushing because to a young shanks whose only ever had crew as family and who never really got over his abandonment issues; Joining the crew is saying you’ll stay and staying means you love him enough to not leave him. And Shanks can’t deal with anyone else leaving him.
But of course all this does is push Mihawk away. They leave Shanks to rob a marine ship and Mihawk to leave a trail of bodies in his wake. And the next time they see each other Shanks has lost an arm and Mihawk’s entire world came crashing down.
#Tumblr for some reason does not like when I put the video in#Mihawk if he was more emotionally literate might have responded with Jo's half of the monologue#mostly because I think Lauries interjections of I love you as jo lists all the reasons they shouldn't be together is very Shanks coded#but also because how they would argue all the time they argue now#and shanks would grow tired of all his restless energy and needless apathy and it would ruin what they have now which is good#it's good and it has to be enough#But Mihawk doesnt have the words;never has the words for all that so he leaves#throwing thoughts to the void#dracule mihawk#hawkeye mihawk#mishanks#akagami no shanks#op#one piece#shanks#red haired shanks#akataka#mihawk x shanks#little women#jo x laurie#incorrect quotes#incorrect op#red hair shanks#one piece headcanons#incorrect one piece quotes#one piece thoughts#jo and laurie#god tumblr really got me fucked up because there was more that I can't remember that tumblr for some reason deleted🙄
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One thing I love about the zutara community is that when bryke said “zutara was too dark and intriguing” a lot of you all went “bet”
Love that for us 💕🌊🔥
#zutara#the fan fics go hard#dark and intriguing? I’ll show you dark and intriguing!#I know there is more to zutara#but I just love the creativity and spite#but like some fan fics have left me emotionally ruined#and I mean that in the best ways#your doing great sweetie
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I love (hate) how Dark Disciple Clone Wars arc & the book acknowledged Asajj's character and depth like once or twice then called it a day. They did not care for her other than that, she was only there to uplift Quinlan's character the rest of it
Now this. This right here. It could've been everything. This is probably my favorite moment from that godawful arc/book. But nooooo a moment later Quinlan shows up and ruins my life like every time and Asajj almost dies 2 times because ofc
#“It's a great pity that out paths have never crossed before”#and#“such a pity you and i”#the main tcw trio and asajj parallels will always ruin me emotionally#btw this post is a half formed thought so idk if it makes any sense or says anything really#the clone wars#tcw#sw#star wars#asajj ventress#ventress#sith#dooku#count dooku#not tagging this as quinlan bc it's just me hating on him in dark disciple#dark disciple#ok ok do you ever think about how asajj mirrors at some point in her lore each of the tcw trio#ahsoka and her part is literally stated in tcw#she's the sith apprentice to anakin's jedi apprentice in og cw and she has a lot of the same backstoy as him in canon#and in the republic comics and in general she has a lot of the same role as obi-wan#idk how to explain that last one but yeah it drives me crazy#also also i love thinking about dooku as asajj's fucked up father figure#but the way he really did want to train her as his apprentice and eventually overthrow palps is like#so painful#and yeah he told her in dark disciple he didn't really but do I look like I care#daily asajj thought of the day
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I wonder if Omega's hair is long enough now to merit her being gifted a I-love-you-so-much-please-never-ever-disappear-again bandana from her dad
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Hi hi i think youre completely right about characterization so I wanted to ask if you have any pjsk fic recs? Thank you :3
Oh god you know not what you have done
Primary ruikasa/emunene focus as is expected on ssruis dot tumblr dot com so keep that in mind but there’s a few gen fics on here.
The world offers itself - thrillingwhiteday (In progress) (ruikasa)
Super underrated… the characterization is so good… saki + rui interactions (I cheered). Lives in my head rent free.
You and a Skull’s Flower - Revelry_in_serenity (In progress) (no relationship focus but there are bg relationships)
Pandemonium gang experiences The Horrors. Recommend the author’s other works as well - Supporting Roles/Lasting Embraces/Overwritten are some other ones I really enjoyed - but I’m Very Intrigued by the plot in this one.
Warm - pyrotechpuffs (One shot) (ruikasa)
Also recommend the authors other works but this is a fave.
Soul to Wreck - sleepieash (In progress) (ruikasa)
Literally anything by helloitsaiza or calculatrice. The characterization/writing… chefs kiss… their brains are so massive. Best stuff in the tag. Rewired my brain. However this is a list of fic recs and not author recs so I’ll link some of my favorites:
Roles - helloitsaiza (one shot) (ruikasa)
Eternal sunshine - helloitsaiza (One shot) (emunene)
Special shout-out because Peak Emunene I’m actually obsessed with it.
Confess, Confess - helloitsaiza (In progress) (ruikasa)
Yours - helloitsaiza and calculatrice (one shot) (ruikasa)
Backstage after the curtain call - calculatrice (One shot) (ruikasa)
To sear the sky - calculatrice (One shot) (ruikasa)
A study in performance - calculatrice (One shot) (ruikasa)
Funhouse mirror - calculatrice (in progress) (no relationship focus, wxs & niigo)
Special shout-out because tsukasa + mafuyu body swap is such a galaxy brained idea
Rui’s doki-doki seishun school life - calculatrice (one shot) (ruikasa)
^ read all of these they go so hard 10/10
Because it’s you - sleepy_macchi (one shot) (ruikasa)
Act I of our story - Asteromeda (one shot) (ruikasa)
The show must go on - literallyjustsomeguy (in progress but it’s been like 2 years so it might be abandoned) (ruikasa)
I don’t like recommending stuff that may remain unfinished but I’ll make an exception for very funny tsukasa tenma stupidity moments
X marks the spot - seatrix (in progress) (ruikasa)
Underrated… love the characterization & plot.
Voted most likely to run away with you - eightyeightstars (one shot) (ruikasa)
Sharing is caring - underwaternature (one shot) (ruikasa)
Tête-à-tête - kuiperbelts (one shot) (ruikasa)
Also recommend the authors other works I just really like the tsukasa characterization in this one
All I want (is you) - sorasekai (one shot) (emunene)
Recommend their other works as well for good emunene
Ikanaide - gummysaur (finished) (tsukasa focus, gen wxs)
Also recommend their other works but (chefs kiss) tsukasa characterization
Closeness - lyriablackfrost (one shot) (ruikasa)
Find out who you are, and then do it on purpose - weepingstars (transfem rui focus, gen wxs)
And I will still live here - utayoru (one shot) (ruikasa)
Their other works are good as well but this is a fave for the early pjsk days rui characterization
With me all along - jeiseny (one shot) (saki focus, gen)
SAKI… (ugly crying) beautiful exploration of chronic illness. And it doesn’t focus on her fucking brother (staring with homicidal intent @ wider pjsk fanbase). Made me go ouuggh relatable several times.
#obvs recommend the authors in general if they’re on here but specifically mentioned it if I’ve read all their pjsk fics/had to pick a single#one to avoid making the list too much of a pain in the ass to make#asks#mine#saying author and title bc I would not put it past myself to fuck up the links lmao#there are others I’ve read and enjoyed and lost bc I didn’t bookmark#& then there are some that I liked but don’t want to recommend w/out caveats & im not doing that publicly bc I’m not giving unasked for#criticisms on works people spent hours on.#in general though I’m just somewhat picky. & neurotic abt recommending things.#mostly ruikasa recs because (gestures to the state of the pjsk tag)#thankfully like none of these people are on tumblr so I won’t have to die from embarrassment if this is seen 👍🏻#except jay hi jay the saki fic ruined me emotionally how dare you (positive) (complimentary)#there’s also my writing in the my writing tag but I’m not reccomending that shit lmao
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Michie posting time as part of a count down to exams (requests will come soon hopefully)
The last one is definitely not inspired by something that frequently happens to me, nuh uh, nope, naur, nahhh (I am a fucking liar)
#my art#michie#max x richie#richie x max#max jägerman x richie lipschitz#jagerschitz#max jagerman#max jägerman#richie lipschitz#maxwell jagerman#richard lipschitz#this is drawn solely because i am still trying to mentally recover from the fucking angst the rp accounts did#fuck you guys /aff/lh/nm<333#i am emotionally in ruins#michie shippers come eat your snacks
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why do i see people getting upset that marisha is "squandering" having delilah trapped because she's not using her to get cerebus assembly lore or tragic backstory from her? why would laudna give two shits about her? what does this contribute to the current conversation? what does it contribute to laudna as a character to just start chatting it up with the person who's been treating her like shit for three solid decades like she's a legend of zelda npc? delilah clearly didn't want to tell her anything about her past life if she didn't do it back then or at any fucking time during the campaign, so what would change? why would laudna suddenly be interested in getting that for any other reason then getting her out because now it's moot?
sorry your girlboss colonizer isn't getting a redemption arc or plot relevance handed to her on a platter by her abuse victim!
#🍃#critical role#critrole#laudna#delilah briarwood#are you expecting imogen too to just fully forgive ludinus da'leth for ruining her life and adopt him as her grandpa or#edit: wait did we just forget every time laudna's talked to her previously she lied to her or emotionally manipulated her lmaoooooo
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Husk: I need to burn calories
Angel: Y’know, kissing burns calories…
Husk: So does mercilessly beating the living shit out of people I hate.
#Husk: where’s that lamp obsessed freak#Angel: 😳#Husk: what?#Angel: …#Husk: …do you still want a kiss?#Angel: *internally screaming* Y E S- but not for the reason you think#Charlie: *spying on the exchange and about to explode*#they’re in love your honor#huskerdust#Angel: come to think of it I need to burn some calories too- can I come?#the entire hotel suddenly feels the need to ‘get some exercise’#Angel has never been so deeply touched in his life- emotionally that is. the other kind happens all the time *wink*#Vaggie: Angel- don’t ruin this#husk/angel#angel dust needs a hug#CONSENSUALLY#preferably from husk#incorrect hazbin hotel#Hazbin hotel#let’s go kill a moth#hazbin hotel husk#hazbin angel dust#they’re gay your honor#incorrect quotes#the gang bonds through intense violence#against Valentino#is this actually incorrect because I feel like they would 100% say this#i will go down with this ship
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i think what undertale fangames should really strive for is to push undertale's themes of mercy to the edge - push the PLAYER to see what their limits are on who deserves mercy.
#like for example.#someone who's having some sort of psychotic break and trying to hurt you. can you really justify killing them just because they were trying#to kill you? even though they would have snapped out of it eventually? even though they didn't actually WANT to kill you?#some would say you're justified to kill that person in self defense because you might have died if you didn't.#remember that there's always a power imbalance between humans and monsters. the human always has more power to end the conflict peacefully.#how about someone who's killed before? not someone like asgore or flowey where the situation's intricacies run deep.#this person simply murdered another monster because they wanted to. because they had something to gain from it#physically or emotionally. let's say he poisoned his lovely father to get his inheritence.#he is not fighting YOU to kill you for some petty gain - he's doing it for some other reason.#perhaps he's fighting you with no intent to kill - just to deter you from doing something that could ruin his life. or perhaps he intends t#kill you for a good reason.#can you justify taking his life because of what he did before?#the answers to these may seem obvious to you. but there are many who do believe it is within your right to kill these people.#this game should push them to reconsider their stance on this topic.#when you spare everyone because 'it's an undertale game and that's what you're supposed to do' sometimes you can miss out. and miss the poin#many people would be like 'i'm supposed to spare this guy? seriously? that's stupid.' and do it snyway because it's what you're 'supposed'#to do because it's an undertale game and the lesson is 'killing is bad.' they don't stop to reconsider WHY they think it's ridiculous to be#asked to spare these people.#i want to make an undertale fangame where at the beginning it says something like#'Don't just spare characters because this is an Undertale game and that's what you're 'supposed' to do. I want you to actually think about#the decision. Decide for YOURSELF what you think you should do in these situations. And really consider why you feel that way. Ultimately#the choice is up to you - that's the point of the game.'
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Hiiiii I was thinking about some of the drabbles from before and everyone has History and Some Issues, but I’m curious so,, what would the ROs younger selves think about who they grew up to be? Or what would the ROs tell their younger self?
anon i am obsessed with this question... in terms of meeting their younger selves:
adegoke: his child self would be confused and probably a bit scared. his teenage self would be a little disappointed. there is a lot that adegoke had to work through to get to where he is now.
arthur: i keep going back and forth on what young arthur would think of his older self, because i’m not sure that he would really know what to think. i don’t think he would be pleased. i think the closest emotion would probably be disgust, because what a sad little life.
atticus: i think young atticus would be so pumped at how he turned out and i think that would make present day atticus very sad indeed.
avery: would be angry before any other emotion, i think, because she wants more for herself and she must have done something wrong somewhere along the way to fall so short of what she is capable of. i think that she and present day avery could have a very long talk about that, but she would need to make all of the same mistakes for herself anyway.
charlie: i guess just bewildered? i think that of everyone, charlie might be the most surprised by where he ended up.
ellis: before the start of the show? i think young ellis would be pleased that they had achieved so many of the things that they weren’t sure they would be capable of doing, and perhaps a little sad that they hadn’t done some of the other things that they thought would come easily. as of episode 3? crushingly, excruciatingly heartbroken.
florrie: thrilled, delighted, absolutely jazzed! after always being told that growing up would mean giving up a lot of the things she finds fun, little florrie would be so thrilled to learn that isn’t true.
griffin: i’m not sure how much thought griffin has ever really given to the future or who he will be or where he’ll end up, so i’m not sure he’d have strong feelings either way? he’d be like oh okay and then go back to playing hahaha
imogen: really proud of herself. imogen has had to do a lot of hard things to get to where she is and i think young her would be grateful to know that she does have it in herself to do them, actually.
nyra: would be encouraged by some parts and disheartened by others, but in general i think it would be extremely emotionally charged. they’d have a big hug, there would definitely be tears.
rowan: teenage rowan would probably be like omg cringe hahaha - she had a real Not Like Other Girls phase and adult rowan kind of prides herself on being like other girls actually because girls are sick!
syd: would be fuckin psyched, i think? syd more than anyone has really exceeded their childhood expectations.
vinh: would just absolutely break down in tears of relief. they made it, they're doing it, they're okay. their life isn’t perfect, but it’s theirs and they are living it on their own terms. also they get to make art all the time, and isn’t that just the dream.
#aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#this is brain worm food for days thank u anon#anon did you wake up this morning and think hm i want to ruin nells day#really just destroy them emotionally#and then maybe have some cereal#is that how your morning went
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