#and im not fucking cis
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Didn't get the role I wanted time to kill myself
#theatre#beauty and the beast#maurice#because i can't sing#and im not fucking cis#kill me#i wanted lefou#LEFOU#so i could be silly and gay but apparently thats too much to ask for
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"Transandrophobia isn't real because that implies trans women oppress trans men" it doesn't, but do you think this way because you think transmisogyny means trans men oppress trans women?
"Transandrophobia is reactionary to transmisogyny and is just a way to make trans men feel special and more important" it isn't, but do you think that way because you think Transmisogyny is more "special and important" than other forms of oppression?
"Androphobia and misandry aren't real, so transandrophobia can't be" because you're basing your viewpoint on transmisogyny, and misogyny is the ultimate victimhood for you, right? Because we can't have a conversation separate from transmisogyny, because transmisogyny is the worst form of victimization, and everything stems from misogyny, especially transmisogyny. If you're not talking about misogyny, you might as well shut up.
And we can't have issues that aren't shared with cis people, because otherwise we aren't "really" men and women. Because white cishet people are the ones we should be looking to when we "prove" our identity through our suffering, right?
To be a woman, you have to suffer. To be a man, you can never suffer. You can never just be. You have guilt and shame and violence and self sacrifice to be doing if you dare to transition into power.
Because if you, a trans man, don't have male privilege, that must mean that trans women do, because we all live in opposite to eachother, even though the framework of male privilege is something made by and for cis people. If trans women are suffering, that must mean that you aren't.
You can't talk about your own life or struggles or else you're indirectly talking about trans women, and cis men, and cis women, and everyone else except you.
(And fuck non-binary and intersex people and whatever they have going on with their identities that shits just not important to our oppositional viewpoint, right? We can make them fit in this box based off of their genitals, anyway. Dont bring racism into this either, you're just being misogynistic if you do.)
#transandrophobia#social justice#feeling like shit this morning over this stuff again but whatever#having to base the conversation of my oppression around other people to make them feel more comfortable is a blight on leftist movements#and thr trans community as a whole. its fucking terrible and im not going to tear myself to pieces to validate other trans men and women#who can only recieve gender validation by mirroring cis oppositional sexism and believing in white feminism
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a glass sun 1/2
#my art#my stuff#this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs#(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH#i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang#i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society#by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs#obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed#and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck#but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck#and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell#like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly#can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know#idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad#and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life#i am 23!!!!!! ough#anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi#reblogos appreciated
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Hua Cheng really said luck may not be on his side but I AM, so if he loses that's against the rules because in MY city law is Xie Lian always wins at everything and the prize is anything he asks for. Argue with the wall or my scimitar and I respect that.
#heaven official's blessing#tian guan ci fu#tgcf#s2 ep2#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#happy wife happy life#*fucks up a game of dice telekinetically*#“oh no I seem to have lost!! please give me your half eaten cold bun. for reasons. please im beg-”
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I LOVE Rainbows...Don't you?
Let's sing a song Darlings! Somewhere over the Rainbow.
A 1 and a 2 and a 3...GO!
Somewhere over the rainbow Way up high And the dreams that you dreamed of Once in a lullaby
Oh, somewhere over the rainbow Blue birds fly And the dreams that you dreamed of Dreams really do come true.
Someday I'll wish upon a star Wake up where the clouds are far behind me Where trouble melts like lemon drops High above the chimney tops, that's where You'll find me
Oh, somewhere over the rainbow Blue birds fly And the dream that you dare to Oh, why, oh, why can't I?
Well, I see trees of green and Red roses too I'll watch them bloom for Me and you And I think to myself What a wonderful world
Well, I see skies of blue and I see Clouds of white And the brightness of day Highlight the dark And I think to myself What a wonderful world
The colors of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky Are also on the faces of people passing by I see friends shaking hands Saying, "How do you do?" They're really saying, "I, I love you"
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow They'll learn much more Than we'll know And I think to myself What a wonderful world, world
Someday I'll wish upon a star Wake up where the clouds are far behind me Where trouble melts like lemon drops High above the chimney top, that's where You'll find me
Oh, somewhere over the rainbow Way up high And the dream that you dare to Why, oh, why can't I?
#trans#trans community#queer#transgirl#buldge#gurly bulge#gay bulge#transfem#transgender#lgbtqia#cisgender#lgbtlove#transgenderwoman#cis men dni#gender identity#intersex#agender#gays#gay men#gayhot#gayboy#gay#gay as fuck#gay cub#gay fashion#gay news#gay selfie#gay yearning#im gay#im so gay
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I present to you: the horrors I would have had more for this ask, but as shown in my previous post, last time I tried to draw for this au it crashed my drawing program and ate my work cisfrin and mirahet scare me please let me out
#lembowe#lembart#✦ they/them#ask#in cis and het#fuck it im going to maintag this nobody can stop me#isat#in stars and time#i put way too much effort into this and all i recieve is psychic damage#the cost.... of being a true artist
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i dont really like the cisgender population
#i really just dont like cis people. thats just. i dont like themmmmmmmm#like i have so few cis friends at this point im sorry i just do not fuck with them sorry
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when i see people against using the term transandrophobia its all "just men trying to steal the spotlight from women again" "trans men just keep bandwagoning on things trans women are already doing" "they dont experience things as badly as trans women do" "terfs focus more on trans women so we should be talking just about that" "theyre just using this to say that TRANS WOMEN are their opressors!! its just transmisogyny!" "a bunch of TME people and theyfabs trying to say they have it worse"
then i see people that actually talk about transandrophobia and theyre just. in their own communities discussing the problems they face, trying to get people to not completely ignore their issues, and that they deserve to be treated decently and not as evil or that theyve become worse or betraying women for transitioning into their proper gender.
i think yall who hate these discussions are just falling into queer terminology discourse and oppression olympics and infighting (and radfem juice for sure), all of which we say again and again does nothing but help people that want all of us dead. this shit is stupid as fuck
#btw im not a trans woman or trans man nor am i cis. im genderfluid#and as a bi lesbian who was making informative and positive posts for bi lesbianism at the height of the hate towards that#please ! calm the fuck down! stop infighting! this shit is ridiculous!#transandrophobia#anytime i see people post an article or something explaining against transandrophobia#its just FILLED with just dismissive and insulting shit#like damn yalls ''incredibly good reasonings'' against the term#feels one moment away from just saying ''trans men are just a bunch of whiny babies''#its gross as fuck#yall have GOT to stop treating your fellow queers as punching bags and lesser than you and never experiences Real Problems#btw if you use the term ''theyfab'' i hope you break your neck#you are a transphobe flat out if you use that. no matter what identity you are
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this is my funniest descole headcanon i think
azran legacy spoilers below cut
#jean “im probably nonbinary but i need to get revenge so idrc about that rn” descole#desmond Cis(but fucks around with gender so much he barely counts anymore)camore#he would consider himself cis This is the truth#i also think he is the worlds first gay heterosexual man do you get it#silly drawings#professor layton#hershel layton#desmond sycamore#jean descole#bronev brothers#bronev bros
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i feel sick
#i know fearmongering doesn't help but i can't stop shaking#i feel like on top of the very real danger for anyone who's not white/straight/cis/male#we're going to have a magor cleansing of the online content i love#my brain cant even wrap around how to begin to be normal right now#i have fucking work today#i feel like life was supposed to be starting and now its over#and i know. life prevails#but i want a good life. i want the people i care about to be safe. i want to be able to have a partner one day.#i want to enjoy queer content online#i cant formulate thoughts right now#and im aorry for adding to what's certainly just doom typing#but im struggling to see any way this is not goong to destroy every part of my life i hold dear
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[ID: A 3 panel comic. The top panel shows Xie Lian from Heaven Official's Blessing walking through a crowded street as he talks with a teenage Ban Yue, hua cheng is visible in the background talking with yin yu. Banyue and Xie Lian are aurrounded by silver butterflies. A silver butterfly flies into the the Second panel which shows huacheng looking shocked as his butterflies speak to him. The third panel shows xie lian, surrounded by lights like hes in a romance manga, tousling Ban Yue's hair, who doesnt seem impressed. end ID]
HI ALLLL <333 heres my piece for the @tgcf-reverse-big-bang !! the lovely @marquisguyun wrote the accompanying fic which you can read !!!!!HERE!!!!! they were great to work with & u should give their fic a read <333!!!!!
#TGCF#heaven officials blessing#xie lian#hua cheng#san lang#banyue#and a TEENSY bit of yinyu#!#tgcf rbb#tian guan ci fu#my art#art#drawing#fanart#this fucking. comic. wouldnt leave me alobe. like i had multiple dreams abt it.#and then i saw the rbb posts and i was like. ohoho ive got just the idea for that#so now im here!#tgcf#love how i drew banyue & xl here btw...my babies...
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you have to go to work so you can pay for your doctor, who is not taking your insurance right now, and if you say i can't afford the doctor's you are told - get a better job. it is very sad that you are unwell, yes, but maybe you should have thought about that before not having a better job.
(where is the better job? who is giving out these better jobs? you are sick, you are hurting - how the hell are you supposed to be well enough for this better job?)
but you go to the doctor because you had the nerve to be hurt or sick or whatever else. and they tell you that it is because you have anxiety. you try your best. you are a self-advocate. you've done the reading (which sometimes pisses them off worse, honestly). you say it is actually adding to my anxiety, it is effecting my quality of life. so they say that you are fat. they say that all young people have this happen to them, isn't it a medical marvel! they say that you should eat more vegetables. they say that you probably just need to lose a little more weight, and that you are faking it for attention.
(what attention could this doctor possibly give? what validation? that's their fucking job, isn't it?)
there is always a hypochondriac, right. someone always tells you about a hypochondriac. or someone who is unnecessarily aggressive during the worst days of their life. or someone looking "for a quick fix". or some idiot who wasn't educated about how to properly care for themselves who just abandons their treatment. and again, the hypochondriac, the overly-cautious hysteric. these people don't deserve to be treated like humans (right), and since you might be one of these people, you also don't get treated like a human. because those people can really fuck with the system, you now have to pay for it. and besides. you're actually probably faking it.
(more often than not, you find a 2:1 ratio of these stories. for every "hypochondriac", there are 2 people who knew something was wrong, and yet nobody could fucking find it. the story often ends with pointless suffering. the story often ends with and now it's too late, and it's going to kill me.)
you are actually just making excuses. someone else got that procedure or that diagnosis and he's fine, you should be fine too. someone else said they watched a documentary about other inspirational people with your exact same condition, maybe you should be inspirational, too. you're just too morbid. your pain and your experience is probably just not statistically concerning. it is all self-reported anyway, and you're just being a baby.
(once, while sitting down in the middle of making coffee, you had the sudden, horrible thought - i could kill myself to make the pain stop. you had to call your best friend after that. had to pet your dog. had to cry about it in the shower. you won't, but that moment - god, fuck. the pain just goes on and on.)
you know someone who went in for routine surgery and said i still feel everything. they told her to just relax. it took her kicking and screaming before they figured out she wasn't lying - the anesthetic drip hadn't been working. you know someone who went in for severe migraines who was told drink water and lose weight. you know someone who was actively bleeding out and throwing up in the ER and was told you're just having a bad period.
in the ER there are always these little posters saying things like "don't wait! get checked today!" and you think about how often you do wait. how often the days spool out. you once waited a full week before seeing the doctor for what you thought was a sprained wrist. it had actually been broken - they had to rebreak it to set it.
but you go into the doctor. the problem you're having is immediate. the person behind the counter frowns and says we're not taking your insurance. you will be paying for this out-of-pocket.
they send you home with tylenol and a little health packet about weight loss or anxiety or attention deficit. on the front it has your birthday and diagnosis. you think about crying, and the words swim. it might as well say go fuck yourself. it might as well say you're a fucking idiot. it might as well say light your money on fire and lie down in it. and the entire fucking time - the problem persists.
it's okay. it's okay, it's just another thing, you think. it's just another thing i have to learn to live with.
#spilled ink#warm up#can you tell what i'm mad about today specifically#i will say that there are a LOT of things that go into this. like a lot. this is ungendered and unspecific for a reason#it isn't just sexism. it's also racism. and ableism. and honestly classism.#and before a healthcare professional reads this as a personal attack: i understand ur burnt out#we are ALSO burnt out. your situation is also dire. this is not an attack on you.#this is a commentary on the incredible amounts of bigotry that lie at the heart of capitalism#where people have to pay money out of pocket to be told to fuck off.#your job is important. so is our humanity. and if you cannot accept that people are fucking mad as hell#at the industry - you are probably not listening .#anyway at some point im gonna write a piece about sexism specifically in medical shit#but i don't want terfs clowning in it bc they can't understand nuance#> it is true that ppl w/a uterus are more likely to experience medical malpractice & dismissal globally#> it is also true that trans people experience an equally fucked up and bad time in the medical field#> great news! the medical industrial complex is an equal opportunity life ruiner :)#(if you find it necessary to go into a debate about biology while discussing medical malpractice#i want to warn you that you're misunderstanding the issue. because guess what.#cis MEN might experience this. particularly black men. particularly disabled men.#so YES having a uterus can lead to more trouble for you. but this happens a LOT.#instead of fighting those ALSO experiencing your pain.... try working WITH them.#which btw. is like. actual feminism.)
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TGCF art from 2021 which were very experimental and very much something out of my comfort zone but am still so satisfied with
(gonna ramble more under the cut 👉 )
My main inspiration for these were definitely classic storybook illustration styles and the watercolor-like illustrations included inside the tgcf books which depict hualian's daily slice of life routines as seen below
I wanted to capture that feeling of warmth i got from reading but i also went with the storybook look because their relationship (and by extension broad strokes of the entire plot) really did feel like something out of actual myth or legend; i'm chinese indonesian and was raised surrounded by chinese culture + values so tgcf felt VERY familiar to me, it threw me back to my childhood reading or listening to tales about chinese deities, i'd say the storybook image definitely came into my mind pretty quickly bc of this
I find this style somewhat hard to replicate now but if i could or have the time to, i really want to continue the 'companion pieces to chapter titles ' concept i did with the last 2 pieces (which are of the same chapter title but i was just indecisive 😭😭), i even had 3 more planned based on my favorite titles before burning out back then
#rotomic does art#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#mxtx#danmei#IF YOU READ THROUGH ALL OF MY RAMBLING THANK YOU VERY MUCH#as you can see i am Very Normal about this book :)#(said like a liar)#what was 2021 me cooking....like why did they go so hard on these#also bonus hozier in there bc i associate hualian with like real people do a lot#tbh a lot of hozier songs would work for them#i REALLY want to do a companion piece for chapter 243's title bc wowee#it still gets me to this day. i remember it n suddenly im like what the fuck (fond and sad)
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Every time a cis woman throws her fit of "but!!!!but men murder us and rape us and abuse us of course I hate all men they're all evil being a man is evil!!!!" I can see the racism and transphobia in their eyes. It's like seeing them teetering on the edge of radical feminism and they're just way too excited to jump in the next time a minority tells them to shut the fuck up.
It's impossible to hate men without being transphobic and racist btw along with an entire mile long list of other things it makes you. Ending with stupid.
#transandrophobia#transphobia#racism#its fucking mind numbing at this point and im not babying cis white women who think the world revolves around them
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Such a pretty dress on a cute gurl! Looks like it's date night and she's ready to hit the town! She'll have ALL the girls and bois what to dance with her!
#trans#trans community#queer#transgender#transgirl#transfem#gay as fuck#transgenderwoman#gay men#gay woman#gay yearning#i am so gay#im gay#gayhot#gay#gay cub#gay fashion#im so gay#so gay#gayboy#gay art#men loving men#gay love#m2f#cute trap#tgirl#boyswillbegirls#trans feminine#cis#cisgender
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Bill being the antagonist in gravity falls, a show that emphasizes strength in community and familial love, which by nature means self sacrifice and compromise, it makes undeniable sense that he remains selfish and unchanging even though he craves that connection as a foil to the ways the other characters are able to change and understand what it means to love and be in relationship with others. And so in a way I find it immensely thematically appropriate that a good majority of the fan works around Bill is about him learning how to make these relationships, is about him actually changing and caring about the people around him. It's very charming in a way, our desires to also see him loved, to want him to also get that happy ending.
#hugin rambles#hugin rambles gf#gravity falls#gravity falls meta#bill ci the triangle guy#bill cipher#billford#like im also aware theres dark fics out there etc but overhwlemingly its about bill learning to love. and yeah okay part of that is people#wanting to fuck ford and/or bill but also. like. at the same time the sentiment is the same
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