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southeast-northwest · 9 months

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the concept of a best friend is so foreign yet so funny to me

ive never had a "ride or die" kind of bestie that's a trope in media, but recently I was having dinner with some friends and the concept just kinda came up.

If I were to take the phrase "best friend" literally - the person out of all my friends whom I am the closest to would fit that bill, right? but she has closer friends than me so in the most literal sense, I am not my best friend's best friend.

and i honestly am not only ok with that, but I couldn't care less. we are still good friends, and nothing can change that

#no idea why im talking about this bow #this means nothing #it means less than nothing #its 1am #and im here pondering #friendship #love #relationships #musings #idk its all a lot yk?#finishing high school has left me with a lot of thoughts and anxieties about finding my place in the world socially #im afraid of being alone #but also i have many good friends who i can rely on #ok to rb #btw

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anewp0tat0 · 2 months

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i lied i had like atleast one more weston thought to expell from my brain, before i miss this boat entirely. we're heading to green lands woooo

#god i had a fever this entire morning and afternoon so I think it was my inability to do anything that finally pushed me to finish this #seriously it took a month... disapointing #more disappointing is that i didn't have the time to tear up the internet in order to find what a professors break room looked like in 1899 #if there was such a thing #really tragic #ah yea welp im very glad it's out there atleast. I want to release all of my black butler stuff so badly but guh...#tragedy has struck and i have been inspired to finally make a person project of my own #so that's taking a long time #but not to worry after like 5 years and some pondering i know well that black butler will always be one half of my brain #coooool #anyway i got more dorky stuff coming I hope??? wasn't lying before I am thinking of the midfords #and ill pray i can find the strength to get everything done soon #hope my rants are more tasteful after months of absence if ur still here #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #digital art #animation #animatic #video #weston college arc #black butler anime #black butler agares

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ruporas · 1 year

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happiness today and tomorrow (ID in alt)

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun maximum #trigun #ruporas art #hello here's another vw dump wraughh everyday i think about them being embarrassing infatuated w each other #it's like... at some point i must stop and look away... their love is too bright too dangerous.... but i will not... and neither will the #sidenote on the first comic - i drafted it bc im annoying about vash finding wolfwood lovely in simple ways but bc he's so restrained #in his thoughts those compliments dont usually come out. and when they do - bc he thinks about it so often - i think it'd come out bluntly #like. factual in tone as opposed to his inner deep exploding feelings about ww. only when he's pried deeper - prompted to expand #On these feelings does he get shy lmfao.... and bc it's simple complimentary words ww would take it casually in stride #dip him then call him cute and Maybe he'll get shy (pondering)#as u can see all i do is think about the fluff rn. tragedy where!

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pondslime · 1 year

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Kurt Russell as R.J. MacReady THE THING (1982) dir. John Carpenter

#the thing #the thing 1982 #r j macready #kurt russell #filmedit #horroredit #scifiedit #mine #a macready gifset? on tumblr dot com? groundbreaking.#<-this is all to say that these scenes have been giffed 7397493849 times before in far more gorgeous detail #but I'm throwin these in the tag anyway. bc we should all ponder our orbs about him from time-to-time #I played around w/colors on these and I'm kinda digging the blue #obsessed w/the fact that universal was leery about hiring kurt russell for this part bc he was ''too young and pretty'' fhsdjfhdsjhfdsjhfd #incredible. valid concerns. he was indeed v young and v pretty here #to use my previous tags:#macready if you read this im free on thursday night and would like to hang out #please respond to this and then hang out with me on thursday night when I’m free #guy of all time truly

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ghostpajamas · 22 days

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exploiting an irl duplication glitch : cloning for dummies

#ghostart #venture bros #hank venture #dean venture #im always pondering the clones. sorry #they look uncanny af here. pretend its intentional #my standards for what counts as a finished piece are much higher than my willingness to complete it. thus (gestures)

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junuve · 9 months

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Actually.... have I ever talked about how I think Wheatley is basically the perfect synthesis of what an average Aperture employee was?? Because he was created in Aperture, he'd likely be a reflection of their entire work culture (....moreso than the gimmicky cores we meet in portal/tie-in games). Like the scientists responsible for making him really put all their hatred of their workplace/that-annoying-coworker-they-dislike into him.

He's sooorta miserable but Fine, mostly. A tad paranoid. Kinda classist/ableist (he disparages Manual Laborers in his dialogue and like... everything he says to chell is just so Bad lmao). he's TERRIFIED of GLaDOS but still belittles her. He laughs at the turrets dying in a shredder then realizes how messed up that is and backpedals (also backpedals on his smelly humans bit, but i'll be fair and say he deserves to hate humans as much as GLaDOS does). He breaks the nanomachines' work and then has the audacity to threaten to file a lawsuit against THEM for a Hate Crime?? (which is so so funny for so many reasons but I DIGRESS) Like I don't ascribe to him being a former human employee, but also I can clearly imagine working at Aperture and talking to Wheatley by the water cooler and he's That Moderately Unpleasant Guy who is juuust adequate enough to not be fired but never Exceptional enough to promote, but most importantly, he's not clever enough to actually do anything about his shitty situation in the company. He only fucks up a little less than what is allotted. He's got charisma! Fun for a chat sometimes! But he makes ppl feel bad when they talk to him. He's not the WORST, but he for sure isn't the best. It'd be easy to convince him to commit a crime in the name of Science. (He wouldn't sell your soul for a single corn chip, he'd only sell it for a whole bag.)

Wheatley is THE Aperture employee. And this all tracks because literally what could be a worse decision than continuing to work at Aperture Science?

#portal #portal 2 #wheatley #p2 wheatley #portal wheatley #out of like the four or five aperture employees we see in canon... wheatley fits in perfectly #i love how mediocre he was created to be. thats why im obsessed. science team rly told on themselves with that one!!#thanks for coming to my tumblr where i analyze Wheatley apparently idk what this is #im not smart enough to analyze GLaDOS deeply so im here pondering the Orb #ok im done rambling bye

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yesloulou · 1 year

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"What started as a testing day in RB19 turned into a full F1 season return. Who’s ready for Daniel's first race back in Hungary?" | via @ redbullracing

In addition❤️

#daniel ricciardo #simon rennie #christian horner #f1 #*#**#even the camera man was happy he's there 😭#im sorry checo but this is a man who's gonna get his seat back #also in the second one simon was pondering how he's gonna break the news to his wife you heard it here first #silverstone tire test 2023

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novembermorgon · 2 months

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interesting developments in my aerion brainspace

#sunfyre is the pick for him because he would love to match his dragon to his made up anime esque name #ive been pondering some familyisms for my myrielle universe here #if the dragons were around still .....#i think aenys would claim maybe caraxes #in the spirit of daemon targaryen second son with great ambitions extraordinaire #maegor idk i thought about dreamfyre but cant decide ...#im kind of fond of the idea of dreamfyre only having female riders. which would make him sort of fit in funnily enough but i dont know #maybe morning . so pink and cute #or he just doesnt have one #egg doesnt hatch #txt #moart

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moeblob · 5 months

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Hello, can i have a modern sylvain pls??? PS: i love how you draw scrimblos

Finally another Wheel Spin and thankfully modern equals I get to draw someone with fish somewhere on their outfit. (Overlay layer my friend how I missed you)

#fe three houses #sylvain jose gautier #also shout out to literally everyone yesterday who backed me up and supported me on making sure i wasnt in pain #regardless of how others told me to take pain meds cause hoo boy #i do feel better today without the pressure of being a disappointment by taking care of pain as need be #esp since im making sure to not overuse it - like im still obeying the times in between the doses and not doing more than allowed #and so yeehaw managed to speed run sylvain aka it took 25 minutes and i know this bc i set a timer for 30mins #just to make sure i didnt overdo it from aiming to please too hard while still recovering #truly wheel rng and desktop timers my beloved #they really help me lmao................. i .... need the motivation to start too so setting a timer makes me have to start #instead of putting it off and off by scrolling here or staring at a blank canvas pondering nothing

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felicitywilds · 1 year

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"im always alright" says the man in possession the deepest, most profound sense of sadness anyone could ever conceive

#doctor who #MORE COMING IN A REBLOG #dw #nuwho #tenth doctor #the girl in the fireplace #like. hes a new man #but hes. the same man.#but nothing else is the same.#do you see the problem here #dws version of im always angry #by me #i have more Thoughts on episodes before that bc the sarah jane one is SO GOOD #now that im done Pondering nine for the most part #but ill get to those later bc i aint done with this #dont skip nine #the worst part?#he says this Several Times

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bestangelofall · 1 month

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I feel like pre-reboot Dick would find what Bruce did to Jason in the Gotham War arc good and right 🤔 but I'm also not set on that opinion.

#yeah i know im mixing different things. but the idea just made me ponder things here.

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samofmine · 4 months

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is love even real outside of fictional codependent incestuous brothers

#im pondering #been talking to this guy i hooked up with like twice and i wish i could Feel something #bud sadly if the feeling isnt big enough to make me wanna vomit it out i cant allow myself to feel it at all does that make sense #wincest #<< jokes ik their love is unmatched (thankfully)#wouldnt want to feel that insane about anyone irl #but. thoughts #its also 6 am here and i cant sleep #this is me sleep rambling #to be deleted later probably !!

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calicotisane · 7 months

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Hylics design explorations and an unrelated bit of rain world but never you mind

#Im bacckkkkk I want those notes come here boy #the pages were a little too big for the scanner and i had to rip the page out of the sketchbook which i did not want to do sighh #I'll tape it to my wall i guess #my art #hylics #wayne hylics #pongorma #(pondering his hylics 1 appearance because i am adamant about his hylics 2 appearance being the “real one”#somsnosa #dedusmuln #the ratio of hylics to rain world in this image deemed insubstantial for tagging #Gibby is also here but it wouldnt be fair to tag him after i just said that about rain world. Fuck you gibby #My take on gibby is plainly awful and we could all go for a little less of him #In other news those alcohols sure do marker (through the page) (shoutout posca for not doing this )

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jkpng · 5 months

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day 135/547 of missing jungkook

#jk #jungkook #buny #said i would yap abt this live and here it is #ik when i was watching it live i said to smone like. the mood is weirdly melancholic but now hes talking abt food and instantly its lighter #but since then i kinda forgot that the first half of that live is like. SUCH AN ODD VIBE #and i rewatched unprepared for it 😭 and got emotional #like idk. like the vibe is DAMP. its heavy not necessarily sad but it was Heavy #and hes talking abt not sleeping well lately and waxing poetic abt he can come here when he feels unstable and it feels safe n comforting #and like. mentioning he feels nauseous and one song looped for like 20 mins and sitting in the fucking dark just pondering silently #like bro ARE U GOOD????? its giving Me whenever im horribly depressed 😭#like ik u cant really tell someones feelings from their face esp if u dont know them but he just seemed. troubled #and i was watching it like Bro why are u on a livestream sitting in the dark staring at me w big wet eyes ARE U OK…….#and then he starts talking abt food and my eyes literally got wet bc he just. immediately brightened #and got talkative again #and i cant explain idk it made me emotional like. wuh hes happy telling us abt his noodle recipe….wuh……#and i had to tap out idk ill watch the rest later. IDK IDKKKKKKK im just fond. whatever

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sentientstump · 1 year

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that melting expression spoke of troubled analysis of surroundings, it appears on my face every day too. (translation: ayo, my eyesight is also goofy!!!)

doodle page with exploration of the theme for this comic below 👇🏼

literally drew that face and was like "huh, i will implement this idea into the very core of my being. no one can stop me " or something like that- xD

#the definition of ''made random observation outta nowhere one day and then proceeded to squelch the heck outta it for the next 3 days''👍🏼#usually i make it on the fly or after a long day of pondering inside the brain but here i decided to doodle it out on my phone for once #and thats why im including it here because i want the future me to open this and be like wow stump history has been made here #truly the day we will remember forever.... o7 lolol #this was fun btw :D #hylics #wayne hylics #dedusmuln #i wrote their names in the image descriptions so much ough its sorta annoying to write ''dedusmuln'' while also pronoucing it in my head LOL #('dedus- d- dedusmuln.' while zooming in on their battle icon like in vinny's hylics video)#artstump

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lightbulb-warning · 1 month

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so has anyone figured out WHY there is the Need To Share our Artworks™ or is it just the vibes and our Soul apparently

#ive been running on “two cakes. u aren't BOTHERING people by putting art on their feed they can scroll past it/if they dont they get ”cake“”#and we love “cake”#“cake” is picture on the internet in this case #like okay the contracts and transaction format is a me problem!! i need to get rid of the “utilitarian brain worms” bc they're boring #this is supposed to be a hobby and the “get a good grade in hobby” wolf in the brain is just crying bc that's how they understand the world #the “get a good grade in x” wolf has valid pain but needs to stop controlling my life because they don't need to earn “enough value to live”#ect ect ect #and the life of minmaxxed utility is a life of trying to appeal to a “correct” that doesn't exist yaddi yadda = boring #i love you wolf. also shut up. affectionate. concerned. you get it #ok so we remove tangible purpose from act of experience art because THAT'S not “the point”#because “the point” is the joy killer eccetera ecc #but then what? “here check out this labor of love. i drew this fucker 15 times. no there's no story* there it's just a guy”#*story in this case being an emotional engagement/a situation/a context in which to ponder/other #so it's just a Draw. no further analysis. what do others Get from that?#i know i deeply enjoy art because im a fan of the process of People Making Stuff. i love when there was nothing but now there's something!!!#THAT'S what's it all about!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me!!!! right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so it stands to reason that creation is purpose enough?? to be experienced???? to be known????????#idk!!#this is a nothing burger of a thought people have always liked picture on the internet stfu maiora there doesn't need to be a reason #this is just the brainworms talking!!! because god forbid “something not have a purpose”??? blegh!!!!!!!!#sounds like unhealthy rationalizing instead of letting things be out of The Fear™!!sounds like depraving urself from joy bc of BRAINWORMS!!!#so like!!!!! picture on the internet doesn't NEED inherent value. creation is enough!! (plus there's the Attachment to Character. also.)#but then why are YOU *points at you* here? gen q!!#i made an image you like and now you are reading my word babble in some tags!!! what's THAT all about???????????#it's INTERESTING!! do you see what im trying to get at??#is it empathy??? person made something other saw something other made- other2other connection???? intrigue????????#.......all this is probably explained in some book or yt essay somewhere. oh well.#in the meantime thank you for your time! we can pretend we were stuck in an elevator together and then i started rambling #i hope you have a great rest of your day thanks for stopping by!! <3 #maiora garrulates

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