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may i request a riot hanging out with walt doodle :'''
WALT AND RIOT!!! THEY ARE SO DEAR TO ME <3 love them so much
#THANK YOU FOR THE REQUEST!!!!!#i miss them#eskiart#asks#hfth#hfth fanart#NOW ON 145 EVEYRTHING IS CRAZY AND INSANE#the s3 finale IT KILLED ME#IM DEAD IM GONE#worried about nikignik#deeply concerned about nikignik#ive heard things about 150#and im afraid
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I have been very excited to watch Kiseki: Dear to Me when it's done but after what I've seen on my dash I live in fear
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Might move here permanently depending on how i feel i need to learn how to properly reblog ppl ive been too scared-
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Okay I know you've don't really know friends, but I'm in the friends rabbit-hole so:
Guess what friends character I'm talking about 🎉
Tried to kiss their own cousin
Got slapped on the ass by their sibbling's fiancé
Dressed up as a cowboy for work
Kissed someone of the same gender in Atlantic City
Hired an assistant because they were cute
Dated the child of their ex-partner
If you get it all right I'll... write another politician fic (which I will also write if you don't get it all right)
I am so glad you will write it even if I don't get it right because I am just staring at all of these like
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oh right would you guys get mad if i disappeared for uhhhh at least one year? 🥺
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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This is exactly how I picture them after colin and pen married 😂
#polin#bridgerton#nicola coughlan#luke newton#bridgerton s3#bridgerton season 3#last hours before the best bridgerton season how we all doing ?#Im afraid I cant sleep because of the excitement guys
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the one where cheerilee knows
#trans big mac real#cheerilee said the line#that's probably applejack's old copy#theyre transhet and transbian best friends and you cant tell me otherwise im afraid#does miss cheerilee is lebsnian? (no)#irrelevant but i hc cheerilee as transfemme aroace heteroplatonic FIGHT ME#leslie feinberg mentioned!!!#this was meant to be much lower quality but I accidentally got invested#comic#art#artists on tumblr#my art#fanart#mlp fim#my little pony#big mac#big macintosh#apple bloom#cheerilee#miss cheerilee#mlp art#mlp g4#mlp#transgender#queer art#queer artist#queer artwork#leslie feinberg#stone butch blues#short comic
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INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE S2E07 "I Could Not Prevent It"
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#claudia#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#gifs#my gifs#my first iwtv gif.. im afraid i wont be able to stop now
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alex is interesting now because ive changed so much in the year-ish since i made him that hes different now. because i havent been writing, really. because i changed, and he didnt.
and i want to change him, too. not too drastically, though. just to add that element of who i am now.
he's keeping all the songs, of course. thats extremely important. this is the one part i cant not do because jay chou describes the depression fucking perfectly.
and then from there... it gets muddier. ill keep his chinese skill where it is. to be honest, there really isnt much change that could be applied here apart from the music and his language use. under the cultural shift, we're still the same. still the same fucked up broken soul, except he's where he wants to be and i never will be, not in this lifetime anyways.
i hope rax and azhar still love me. i hope i still love them.
#mine#dop#i have a fear of not being like my SIs#but especially these 2 (alex and [/])#because theyre with my boyfriends#and im afraid#im irrationally afraid#is there much change in reality? not really#only that alex probably feels more comfortable in the world at first and of course the music#...
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me when my mutuals !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i see them all the time#on my thingy#and im afraid#to talk to them bcs what if they think im annoyinh
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My favorite moment so far AHUWHAHA
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#hualian#RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY WIFE (MUQING)???????#theres no other way to transfer spiritual power im afraid 😫😫😫😫#tian guan ci fu#hua cheng#xie lian#pei ming IT SHOULD BE ME HAVING FIRST ROW SEATS TO THIS KISS
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Hand me my shovel, I'm going in.
close up!!! :D
😂😂😂😂
#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#tma fanart#be not afraid#the archivist#the archist#stament#hand me my shovel im going in#will wood!!!!#yes!!!
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he can’t keep getting away with this
“AN*AL 😏” SIR?!?!
listen i know we need to stop babygirling 35 year old men but how can i not when he memes himself 😭😭
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#ldpdl the helen of troy of vampires#daniel molloy#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#danstat#lesdaniel#loustat#danlou#loudaniel#danloustat#i never learned their ship names beyond loustat and at this point im too afraid to ask#iwtv#interview with the vampire#c.txt#mine#dying to see these two on screen together theyre gonna have a bitch off
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#going completely crazy at this point#when they kiss im afraid its over for me#also#this.. might be the best thing i've drawn in a while#so hope y'all like it as much as i do!#agathario#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agatha x rio#agathario fanart#lesbian art#evgarart#Spotify
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