#and im a fucking paranoid guy

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

question !!! can people you block interact with your blog ?

[sluckythewizard]

PART OF A BIGGER DOODLE PAGE. WHEN ITS DONE ILL TUCK THE LINK INTO THIS LITTLE X RIGHT HERE ----> [X] I REALLY REALLY LOVE THE TOM N JERRY DYNAMIC W EMIZEL N VEX. IMAGINE BEING SO SO HAUNTED BY A LITTLE GUY THATS JUST SSSSOO FUCKING ANNOYING.

[luck-of-the-drawings]

OOH YEAH BABY ITS THE SURGERY EPISODE BABY!!! ME AND THE HOMIES NEED SOME NEW FACES FOR OUR NEW PLAN, AND WHO BETTER TO GET THE JOB DONE THAN THE TWO MOST EVIL PEOPLE WE'VE EVER HAD THE MISFORTUNE OF HAVING OUR LIVES VIOLATED BY? I MEAN IT WOULD BE FUNNY. IT WOULD BE FUNNY.

[nenoname]

I'm a broken record about this but after so many years of being left with the Axolotl poem about Bill, it'd be so lame if Bill never did reincarnate, and it'd be just as disappointing if it ended up being something minor like a cicada (although it'd be hilarious if he reincarnated, immediately died and then reincarnated into something else).

And to me, the wording of the original Axolotl poem really does make it seem like the reincarnation itself is the 'redemption' and the deal is that Bill is basically passing responsibility to someone else, after he's done with therapy and like.... doesn't pass down all of his many issues.

(Plus I dunno if it's my understanding of reincarnation that's wrong but it feels that when Bill is like 'yeah let me use the reset button!!!', he's forgetting that its way different from using a continue and he's just gonna end up with the equivalent of a shoddy new game plus made for a wrong character/setting at best)

Meanwhile, we're left with Bill poem about Stan that's the same in execution (a cryptic message between space and time and by that I mean hidden on the internet lol), with the same purpose (an opening/lingering mystery for Alex to use when he wants to return to the series) with the same elements (fire, lies, redemption, home) and numerous comparisons to Bill's own philosophy on lies that's repeated again in the same website.

(Also been thinking about how amnesiac!Stan could sorta be thought of as a reincarnation of himself in terms of mind only. The same soul being hit with that reset gun button, a chance of a new self unburdened by the past, but via the power of love and family they went nope!!! we want you back!!!)

Either way, with the poem and the book's ending there's the obvious Bill+Stan connection that we're supposed to acknowledge!!!

[bandtrees]

normal girl and her normal boyfriend. i imagine the not!them and all forged beings related to them are not perfect copies of people but rather weird flesh homunculi that others will always perceive as normal people

im only a bit into season 2 but not!sasha rapidly becoming one of my fav tma characters

[welcometogrouchland]

i was gonna make a whole seperate post about how context and art seems to imply that the ex boyfriend that got stephanie pregnant was at least 18, if not older, when she was 16/15, which is kinda squicky (i mean not if she's 16 really, but 15 yes) but in my journeys on the Stephanie Brown wiki (real and delightful thing that exists) i discovered the batman chronicles #22 where her UNCLE HITS ON HER???? i think that's what we're meant to get from it anyway the dialogue is subtle (the art is not imo). AND I. WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT. STEPHANIE YOU CAN START AS MANY GANG WARS AS YOU WANT WITH YOUR LIFE THE WAY IT IS WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

[bigfreckledears]

Ricky and Jules, the LD Rangers’ own portable generators!

[nerdy-hyperfixations]

It's hard being someone who does genuinely get infuriated with Ford's actions and acknowledges a lot of his flaws and the people he hurt, while also liking (and relating) to his character enough that I would like him to have nice things sometimes and don't believe he's satan

[tai-janai]

so i was thinking about the stranger and how shifty describes her as like an incomplete copy of her or something and now im thinking. the Contrarian is like a weird, incomplete version of the Hero, too.

[snazum]

i dont understand how u can fuck up misgendering me when my name is literatlly noah. like. how. do i need to change it back to adam?

idk how it can make it more obvious. (i live and exist as stealth trans. sort of? I don’t really talk bout being trans, but I’m open bout it when it comes up. Or i trust u. I can read vibes)

[grossillygirl]

i feel like he is or he is going to be disappointed in how i look. like hes gonna think im ugly or unattractive. i know im not pretty like other girls but 😞 im still a person AND I DESERVE LOVE GOSH DARNIT.

By the way, he knows how i look, we facetime and everything but i feel like irl im gonna look worse ? i dont have nice clothes and my hair always gets messed up and my anxiety seeps out of my pores and makes me uglier i feel like

[plaquerat]

i have to call medicaid so i can change my insurance to something that accepts my therapy office and then i can go to therapy weekly and i can stop having the most bizarre breakdowns imaginable. i want to be offline so bad fellas.

[twobellsilence]

NO BUT thinking about Ray's self image and how it would be impacted after falling for Dan. Yes, he'd always felt like a freak, but as he grew up he became a natural at "ignoring" it - it was more of an inconvenient than anything, and since he never let anyone get close enough to him, he never really felt like his identity was threatened.

But then Dan came into his life, and he began falling for him, and suddenly it wasn't a mere inconvenience anymore and he had to plan around full moons because whoops, he somehow ended up dating him, and now there's a very real possibility that he could find out, and all those feelings of otherness and self-loathing he'd buried under a veneer of simple routine came back out with a vengeance. He felt like a freak again, like a monster, and more unlovable than ever. And honestly it's depressing to think that every one of those early moment he spent with Dan he originally though would be the last because he would either cut the relationship off to protect himself or he'd end up yielding and confessing his secret, which would inevitably end their relationship (and potentially his life if Dan ever outed him). After all, how would anyone love something like him? And he'd have to face those questions and insecurities once again after years of repression.

[ashfdhfgdsfk]

might remake to a new account entirely and change the name i go by

[absolutelyzoned]

i cant fucking shower theres too many bugs

[snekdood]

stop blaming people blame their governments

stop blaming people blame their governments

for fucks sake STOP BLAMING PEOPLE BLAME THEIR FUCKIN GOVERNMENTS