#and i’m about to watch the shit out of him in i’m a virgo too

[thebaddymanmp3]

it’s actually very very important that jharrel jerome voices earth-42 miles like this means worlds to me specifically!!

[lbctal]

y’all mind if i yap about the walton gq interview a bit?

okay shoutout to my friend ash for manifesting this interview after danny did his LMAO

FIRST THOUGHTS: WHERE THE FUCK IS VENUS???

if you asked me his most iconic characters, venus is absolutely in the top three. how the fuck do they mention BILLY CRASH and JAY WHITTLE but not VENUS VAN DAM???? fuck whoever came up with this list.

now that that’s out of my system, let’s go in order, shall we?

lee russell: ty walton for describing russell fucking perfectly. him and i are the only people who understand russell. (jk) ALSO YESSS THE DUCK LIPS BUT SIR CAN YOU SAY A LINE. PLEASEEE. on my knees. MOST IMPORTANTLY; WALTON SHIPS GAMBYRUSSELL. FUCK YESSSS 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 LOVE WINS

cooper howard: snore. i’m so fucking bored of this guy. are we not tired of hearing shit about the goddamn ghoul. moving on.

shane vendrell: STOP MAKING ME WATCH LEM DIE. CHRIST. but thank you again walton for focusing more on the shield than on your biggest piece of shit character!! and when he started talking ‘psychological condition’ it reminded me of how i’m like almost certain shane is bipolar. wonder if he’d agree w me on that? anyways.

boyd crowder: WHYYYY DO THEY HAVE TO PLAY THE FINAL SCENE HOLY FUCKING SHIT I ALMOST CRIED AGAIN. so thankful to mr. olyphant for convincing walton to do justified. their chemistry IS SO PALPABLE. his love for boyd and raylan and justified in general is so fucking precious to me and it makes the show so much more special and it would absolutely not be justified if it weren’t for his spectacular input. i could listen to him blab on about that show all fucking day, it’s the whole reason i love him. beautiful fucking words to describe it. just speechless. much love to this man. ‘raylan givens is an asshole. but he’s my asshole.’ WE KNOW YOU’RE THE ORIGINAL RAYLANBOYD SHIPPER, BABE. 🩶

baby billy freeman: this bit was JAM PACKED w info and i loved it sm. really shocked they just came up w him on the spot but you could really tell cuz he’s like the perfect combination of walton’s ideas and danny’s ideas cultivated into this old man. too bad he didn’t mention that he was inspired by his dad again, lol.

billy crash: this part was like a bit confusing to me cuz i have heard different stories about how he got the role from other sources but it’s good to get some confirmation. pretty akin to what i heard, though. also giggled a bit when he said you don’t change what quentin writes cuz tarantino himself said ‘someone’ wanted to change the ending of django. but y’all didn’t hear that from me, lmao. always love to watch billy crash writhing in pain. :)

chris mannix: also a lot of new info for this one!! although i already knew about all the drama about h8 and the leak and all that, it’s interesting to hear the process the actors went through. would’ve paid millions to hear him do his voice. also why is he gatekeeping info, UGH. all i wanna know is if he had an encounter with tarantino’s punsihment dildo for falling asleep on set. lmfao.

the hero / jay whittle: okay, at first i was kinda pissed that he got a spot instead of venus, but this might’ve been my favorite segment aside from boyd’s. I never really find anything about him talking about his time on set of I’m a virgo so this was such a nice treat. i LOVE how he approaches each one of his characters, it’s so special and is why each one of them are so special and different from any other character you’ve ever seen. the wig story was fucking hilarious and it’s just so sweet how he says let’s figure this person out together. such a wonderful guy. it is SUCH a BEAUTIFUL story with a POWERFUL message and i adore how he recognized that. and the way he described jay? CHEF’S FUCKING KISS. mid-life crisis superhero who behaves like an alcoholic and is incapable of seeing different than his own pov? walt, you’re a fucking genius. his closing statement was absolute beauty.

anyways thanks for reading my ramble.

JUSTICE FOR MY GIRL VENUS

[idyllcy]

hiii!! id like to request a matchup (w the batfam, preferably!!) if its not too late,,

i am newly 19 yrs old and have reddish-copper hair. i am tan and my eyes are a light green color. i am 5’6 (long legs >w<) and i have a thin build.

i am diagnosed w autism and adhd so i tend to get distracted easily. music helps me focus so i am almost always listening to it. i an a bitttt of a perfectionist and have an all-or-nothing mindset, so i tend to be very picky with things. id say im a nice person!! im very sensitive to how others feel and am very empathetic. though, if i reaaally dislike someone (4 like. bigotry & shit) i can be kinda apathetic. i also think im very self aware!!

i am prettyyyy sure im an ENFP!! havent taken the test in a while though 😓 my sun sign is an august virgo (though i know almost nothing abt zodiacs,, 💔)

my ideal type is a guy!! lol im not too picky. i would love someone who understands that i’m not the best at communicating how i feel and that i sometimes go nonverbal. this sounds pretty strange but i also always fall for people smarter (/more responsible?) than me,,

my ideal date is,, honestly whatever. my (receiving) love language is quality time so just spending time together would be great gor me. if it’s a first date, id prefer something that could let us get to know eachother better. i love learning about people and understanding them so someone who feels the same/i can at least have a deep conversation with at times (while still keeping the atmosphere lighthearted) would be wonderful !!!

lunch? brunch?

Dick looks at his watch, turning his head to you as you rush over, kicking your boots on as he opens the door for you.

"What time is our reservation again?"

"Fifteen minutes." He hums. "We'll be fine."

You let out a sigh of relief, and Dick closes the door behind him.

"What were you thinking to get?"

"I want a good sandwich." You mumble. "That sounds so good right now."

"Ugh, I bet." Dick mumbles. "I'm starving too."

Headcanons:

lots of brunch dates hehe

lots of deep convos and late night talks abt literally everything

never runs out of things to talk abt!! Dick is so talkative with you

also sometimes you guys bring haley for brunch and she's so sweet

oh yes. also :3 pillow fights (he lets you win dw but he starts them fs)

[dedskum]

i’m hereeeee!! hi love <3

🧨 DYNAMITE - a random angsty headcanon.

❤️‍🔥 FLAMING HEART - what are their turn-ons / turn-offs?

💙 BLUE HEART - what is / are their love language(s)?

🪞 MIRROR - do they like the person that they are? do they have any regrets?

🎂 BIRTHDAY CAKE - when is their birthday? do they like to celebrate it?

these are for both seid and leone please :33

hurray nene! hi baby <3 let’s see

🧨 DYNAMITE

seid is a very quiet and lowkey person, he doesn’t get upset very easily at all— nor does he like conflict, he’ll just go quiet on you. no argument or nothing but at the very least somewhat of a heated debate, no raising of voice involved at all. on his part at least, but best believe if you get a little too loud with him he’ll ask you to lower your tone, in that deep rhythmic voice he got.

leone is the type of girl who thinks she knows everything, she’s stubborn as fuck and she’ll tell you something like it’s a fact. will sound so sure of herself you’d think she knows what she’s talking about. of course she’s not always wrong, she’s smart like that. although there was this one time where she was just talking shit and was kissed to shut her up. she kinda liked it.

❤️‍🔥 FLAMING HEART

seid is a fan of anything sensually inclined.. such as slow kisses, on the lips, on his neck, without tongue, with it (preferred). he likes to take his time when it comes to sex, foreplay is his favorite part. he also reaally likes body worship, having photographic memory makes it twice as fun. enjoys making a mess too. turnoffs for him is anything that’s rushed into.

leoné is a pleaser. she loves to please and be pleased in return, like a reward. a big turn on for her is watching as someone goes down on her.. disappearing between the gap of her thighs, she really likes being choked too and kissed after. turnoffs for her …? n/a. she’ll try anything once, and there’s much to discover.

💙 BLUE HEART

like i said seid is very quiet, therefore he’s always shown love through ways that don’t require a lot of talking. a big one for him is gift giving, will just paint you something or buy you something random that reminded him of you. funnily enough, he’s good with words due to his creative nature. his mom has a box full of birthday and mother’s day cards engraved with poetry from her youngest son.

leoné has a look. she’s shy in certain aspects of things, especially when it comes to her true feelings. but eyes don’t lie. she’ll look at you with a glimmer in those big brown eyes and you just know. i think that’s a love language in itself, you just gotta pay attention.

🪞MIRROR

seid has never disliked himself. he hates the things he does sometimes. but for the most part he finds comfort in who he is, and what he believes in. but sometimes, he finds himself sometimes regretting not speaking up when he should’ve. or reaching out.

leoné likes herself but she thinks she could like herself a little more. she’s confident about a lot of things, she knows when she looks good. she’s comfortable. her regrets….? so many.

🎂BIRTHDAY CAKE

seid was born on august 24th, 2001 (virgo). he enjoys spending his birthday with his family, doing the whole cake, candles and song. he’s not a big party person.

leoné was born on nov 06th, 2003 (scorpio). on her birthday she likes to ride around the city to different restaurants and get her little freebies, treat herself to nice things whether that be with friends or just by her own.

[straykidsnerd255]

Hi ! I hope you are fine !

Do you still doing Match-Ups ?

If so, can you do one for me please ? :) I would like a romantic Match-Up for Saint Seiya The Lost Canvas (men characters) :) 

First of all, I am sorry if I made mistakes in English, because I am French !

So, for the description : I am a Sun Cancer, Moon Scorpio, Rising Virgo and INFJ (4W5) girl.

I’m average height (160 cm), I have long wavy brown hair with a fringe haircut and green eyes.

I am really shy, introverted, I lack self-confidence and I often depreciate myself. I am also hypersensitive and very touchy. I have a depressed side and I suffer from anxiety.

I have a lot of empathy and compassion and I am modest. I am a dedicated, faithful, persevering, perfectionist, honest and passionate person. I know I am a little too polite with others.

I am hardworking and dedicated a lot of time to my studies (in preparatory class and Japanese). 

I love and I am passionate about a looooot of things ! Like Japan, Egypt, old Scandinavia, animals (I am passionate about wolves),fantasy worlds, writing, reading books, mangas and watching animes and movies, and playing video games (almost only Pokemon). I love art, mythology, esotericism (I love playing with Oracles, Tarots, Runes and learn about paganism), ancient history, listening to music (I listen to a lot of music everyday), and going out to visit museums, castles, cultural places, and walk in forests or beaches, etc. I love drawing but I am not talented at all. (and I love many other things XD).

I love a lot of languages (I learned Japanese, Chinese, Spanish, English and Latin and want to learn Norwegian). 

I try to be the most supportive I can with my friends but I don’t confess easily what I feel or think, and I don’t talk a lot in a group (sometimes not at all). If someone hurts me, even unintentionally I can’t tell it to the person. I am resentful but don’t show it, so people don’t know if they hurted me or not. 

I suffered from school harassment and because of this I always want to please everyone and I find it hard to say “no”. 

I have never been in a relationship but I think I am a romantic, affectionate and attentive person and dedicated to my loved one. But I know I constantly need reassurance because of my lack of self-confidence. I am not a tactile person but I think I can be very tactile with a partner. 

I hope I gave enough information, and thanks in advance ! (sorry if it's too long ! )

Take care ! :)

It was the perfect amount! Yes I still do match-ups and thanks for the request!

I match you with Gemini Defteros!!!

He is a very patient person when it comes to you. He will do everything and anything in his power to make you feel the best about yourself. He loves to kiss your forehead when you feel down and will always smile for you. He has a certain smile that is only reserved for you and you alone. He snaps at people that hurt you whether it's intentional or not. He hates to see you sad and will knock someone out if you ever cry because of it. Defteros is the type of person that will scream, “I love you!” At the top of his lungs to make the whole town know how much he loves you. He isn’t a shy person about this either. 

He is a cuddle guy and will beg you to come and cuddle with him. He’s a gentle soul and will do anything to make sure that you are smiling every second of every day. Defteros is such a goof when it comes to making you laugh. He will do the dumbest shit just to hear you laugh. Your laugh brightens his day and he looks forward to seeing it every day. When you come home after trying to please people that have hurt you in any way, that man is gonna needed to be chained down because he is about to fight them. All in all, Defteros is the man that is willing to be with you through bad and good. He’s yours, and you are his.

[oneforthemunny]

comfort character - kit Keller ( a league of their own) saw this movie as a kid and was like damn she’s just like me 💀

extrovert vs introvert - definitely an extrovert I talk a lot

biggest turn on - paying attention even if I’m ranting about the dumbest thing

biggest turn off - guys with an Andrew tate mindset 🤢

zodiac sign (for funsies ofc) - Gemini 😗

so I'm going to do a kind of shocking one but... older!dilf!eddie.

number one, a league of their own makes me ugly sob. we had to watch it in my women's history class and I guess with the understanding of the times when they're reading the list of who made it and who didn't and they help the girl who can't read??? SOB. I LOVE WOMEN.

anyways, but I chose older!eddie for a lot of reasons. he obv used to be wild (you're a real one if you remember the pre-gina/gina period whore days blurb lol) and he's calmed down but he still can have fun. like a lowkey extrovert. he's spent a lot of time alone, so if you want to talk all the fucking time??? he's here for it. and one thing about that man right there, he loves gossip. you want to rant?? he's here for it, hanging on every word. knows better than to give that rational stupid ass man advice too that they do, like no shut up I need to get it out of my system. and he might be old school, but baby, he thinks women are the greatest creations on the planet. like he witnessed birth fr and even though gina was awful like... she gave him brielle and it was horrendous to watch that he was in awe. he just loves women period, and doesn't understand the "treat them like shit" mentality bc??? are you dumb lol???? he's confused by that truly. he's a virgo and gemini virgo compatibility can be good, very grounding and level headed, and a healthy relationship <3

[emmythespacecowgirl]

Hi! Would it be possible if I could please get a ship match for the Pacific please? Here’s some info about me.

I’m a bisexual woman (I have a preference for men), my pronouns are she/her. I have curly red hair, blue eyes, and am 5’5”. I’m currently studying history and absolutely love it. Generally speaking I’m funny, kind, empathetic, curious, and creative. Generally I’m introverted, but I can be social. I can get very anxious and have PTSD sometimes, mainly about my health (I had a major scare with my brain last year, so now I can get overwhelmed quite easily). I’m still healing from that event and am usually in some form of pain. In my free time I like to watch tv shows/YouTube, crochet, baking, research historical events, listen to music, reading, and play video games. I’m a Scorpio sun, Gemini moon, and Virgo rising. I’m also an isfp, and a hufflepuff (idk if that stuff helps). I love DC comics and Marvel, but mainly DC. I do need out sometimes and go on rants about history or comic books. I enjoy helping my friends and family with their issues, I’m the mom friend. My love language is physical touch and words of affirmation.

hey babe! thanks for submitting!

I ship you with:

Hoosier Smith from The Pacific!

ship theme song: Something Just Like This by The Chainsmokers and Coldplay

this dude will respect the shit outta you!

mark my words ;)

first of all: he thinks you're perfect

way too smart for him!

I feel like y'all would be too dang cute in some "fake dating -> lovers" trope

don't hate lol

it's probably when y'all are both stationed in Australia together

and some embarrassing dude from his platoon keeps asking you out

so Hoosier really steps up to the plate by slipping his arm around your torso at one of the bars in Melbourne one night

even though he'd been aching to do that for a really long time

he's amazed by your hair and its shape and texture

lets be real: men just love curls!

they're fun to play with, what can i say

he's so impressed by your ability to keep so much history knowledge in your brain

and recall it all so quickly!

Hoosier is very much an introvert

poor buddy just gets drained by people so fast

but with you, it's so easy to relax and let loose

his heart swells with pride at your curiosity and creativity

he loves when your crystalline blue eyes light up when you're rattling off history facts at him

you also share the same type of humor!

he's guaranteed to make you laugh at even the smallest things

sometimes he'll be like "lol ok grandma"

whenever you whip out your crochet needles

but he means it only jokingly

he loves receiving crocheted scarves and mittens from you during the holidays <3

this man is the King of YouTube surfing

he could play video games with you for hours

if you made this man a playlist, he would secretly play it all the time with his headphones on

speaking of secrets!

this man also loves DC and Marvel but he won't admit it

Chuckler kept going on about the comics every night on Guadalcanal

so Hoosier picked it up from him

I'm 99% sure Hoosier is ISTP

so that balances out your ISFP!

Hoosier very much wants to be there for you when you are battling your ptsd

even if it means just enveloping you in a warm hug

this man is going to do his very best to be what you need <3

[dimadimoo]

Hi. So, this is my first post on this blog and it just so happens to be my birthday. I’m 28 now. What’s really cool is that today’s the exact day I was born. I was born on a Wednesday, and today is also a Wednesday. Isn't that cool? I had to wait seven years for my birthday to land on the same day again. 

I can’t believe I’m officially a grown ass adult man but honestly, I still feel like I’m 19. Not much has changed since then... or maybe a lot has. I got really depressed. The start of 2024 was the lowest point of my life, like the darkest pit I’ve ever been in. I hated it, I hated my life. But honestly, I don’t think I could ever truly hate myself. I think I’m a pretty cool, fun guy. It’s just that life is shit and it keeps making me feel like shit and just driving me insane.

Turning 28 scares me. I don’t feel ready to be a "real" adult with responsibilities and all that. Maybe if my life was different or wasn't so depressing, I’d be so excited about it. But right now 28 just feels like an expiration date.. Like, most people by 28 have their shit together—careers, families, businesses, traveling the world, partners, whatever. And here I am, still trying to figure it out. I’m not there yet. Not even close.

I’ve spent most of my life battling depression and suicidal. Just wasting time, pretending to be someone I’m not, even around my own family. Failed friendships, no romantic love despite having a few real life crushes. I haven’t even been able to do the things I really want to do in life. Constant family drama, financial stress, rejections, and just a lot of depressing stuff… blergh. And honestly, I still don’t know who I really am or what I want to do with my life. I don’t have a vision or a future, really. Most of times, I feel like an alien, just here to observe life from the outside. I mean, yeah, I’ve learned a lot about life, human civilization and technology, history and cultures, creativity, music, sex, food, religions, spirituality, my existence, yeah all that stuff. But have I really lived? Not really. I want to live life, not just watch it go by and then realize I haven’t done anything.

But today, I’m not feeling depressed or sad at all. I’m actually happy. I started this blog as my own therapy, and I’m writing my first post on my birthday, on the exact day I was born. That’s gotta mean something, right? I feel like I’m finally starting to discover a bit of who I am like, a piece of "my identity". Like, fun fact, I’m more of a stereotypical Gemini than my actual sign, Virgo. There’s so much I haven’t figured out about myself, but I think other people around me have seen it. I wish I could be more honest with myself and the people around me.

I’m tired of this dangerous, toxic people pleasing mentality and tendency of me. I want to be unapologetically real and honest. It’s hard, but I need to do it. Just straight up say "No, I want this. Respect my choice, and if you don’t like it, fuck you." I need to stop giving a fuck about what people think, yes, even my mom and sis. But I still feel like I'm a really selfish bad guy. I don't want to be a villain to those around me. But what if I am? Will a lightning from heaven struck me and killed me on the spot? I don't know. Here we go again with my overthinking.

Oh and there’s this guy I had a crush on. Met him on Discord. He’s from the Philippines, and we’ve been talking for like five months—almost every day. But lately, I’ve been too busy, and my brain’s been in full meltdown mode, hahaha. I liked him, almost romantically, but not anymore. I thought he was my soulmate, but now, I don’t know man. Even though we’re on the same wavelength and vibe well and stuff, I still feel disconnected from him, honestly, from everyone in my life. I just don’t feel compatible with anybody.

And there’s no way I’d end up with him. The old me thought he was “the one,” but naahh. He lives far away from me and he's a bi and there are just too many things that make me go, “Hmm not for me.” and other circumstances (me). But anyway, that’s just a highlight reel of my life in the past few years, I think. So yeah. Am I excited about what’s next? Not really. I still wanting to leave this reality behind and escape to the one I’ve created in my head, where I can finally meet him... my true love. I love and miss him so much. And to live a life that meant for me. I’ll get there someday… my true home. I just know I will.

Anyway, here’s to being 28. Happy birthday to me.

[alyjojo]

Love Reading 🍼- July 2024 - Libra

Singles:

Who is Coming In: 10 Pentacles rev & Queen of Wands rev

Regarding: The Tower

Long-Term Potential: 9 Cups & 4 Pentacles

This one feels really specific, might not apply to everyone. I feel like I’m picking up on someone older, especially with the song, 40’s-50’s maybe - and “single” but…are you really? Whoever this is around you has been around you forever, this could be a whole marriage being healed. Someone said something callous and rude to you, or very complimentary and attracted towards someone else, and that was the end of it. I’m assuming you’re the one that’s been hurt. The comments seem to play along physical characteristics; someone’s style, weight, hair color, tattoo, idk - it’s physical & 3D. Attractiveness. They may have said someone’s butt looks nice, could be anything really. Or they’re watching that sort of thing, checking someone out at the grocery store, I’m seeing that one meme where the guy is checking out the girl behind him, not beside him. I’m guessing it was probably thoughtless, and I assume it’s you that’s been hurt. Taking a hit to the confidence, you’re questioning yourself, your attractiveness, your style, what this person is attracted to and how that’s not you. Which is not even fair.

The song started playing before I even laid down a card and everything here shows whoever said the thing regrets it. I’m getting “thoughtless” over and over, they weren’t thinking, and don’t think about the effects of the shit they say and do. It’s giving Aries strongly, they/you could have a strong placement there. Long-term, you’re both going to hang onto this connection and I see this person growing from the experience. Watching their mouth & thinking before they speak really. Or act. You both could be saving up for something big too, but what that is idk - money & savings is where the priority is in the future for both of you, and each other. Someone has their work cut out for them when it comes to complimenting and valuing their person because of some kind of thoughtless behavior, now it’s like they need to compliment aaaand then some. Make it known they’re all about you - which the messages say they are. Indecisive feels like it’s more about that - how to tackle this moving forward. Saying the right thing, being thoughtful, and *not* being impulsive or mouthy may not be easy for them. It’s like they’re an asshole, but they’re still your person.

Messages:

- ALL ABOUT YOU 💯

- Indecisive 🤷‍♀️

PICTURE 🎥

- Looking at Pictures

- Missing You

- Nostalgia

- Make New Memories

Embrace Courage 🧗🏾‍♀️

Open your mind, learn from experiences, and let answers unfold in your journey.

Winds of Fortune 🌬️

Allow the winds of fortune to guide your sails, maneuvering through life’s opportunities and challenges with adaptability.

Signs you may be dealing with:

Heavy Aries, Scorpio, Virgo, Gemini & Pisces

Couples:

Them: 3 Pentacles, The Lovers rev, Judgment rev

Regarding: 9 Pentacles

I’ve got 50/50 on whether you’re together or not, some are and some aren’t. If you aren’t, this person is not bothered whatsoever by the separation. There’s no meanness here, nothing toxic, if anything they’ve accepted that you two are very different and want different things. This is someone very independent and financially sure of themselves, they are mature and abundant with or without another person. I mean…that’s how it’s supposed to be. Ideally. I don’t see them with other people, they show up single, but they’re also not interested in getting back together. Or dating at all it looks like. They’re either willing to talk to you, or have to for some reason, and that’s fine but it’s just that. Or if you suspect they’re watching your pages, they’re not. Or if they know you do, they don’t care. It’s a very apathetic but accepting energy, like you do you booboo.

If you are together then you or they have an ex in the mix, could be a co-parent or the issue is your ex/co-parent. But they’re highly unbothered so the issue would mostly be yours. If anything, your person feels they deserve this place in their life, they’ve earned it, and no one is going to mess that up for them. They’ll happily cooperate where they need to and otherwise don’t even stress about it. If you’re the co-parent, there could be issues with them feeling like they’ve had to do a lot more than you have, from a mature and practical or financial standpoint, and that could have them frustrated. I’m hearing “get your shit together.” - or that’s their view of your co-parent. Or don’t, they’re good either way and don’t really care.

Messages:

- Marriage Material 💍

- We don’t feel the same way.

CUPID’S ARROW 💘

- Have Faith

- Love is Coming

- Surprise Invitation

- Struck by Love

Peaks Reached 🏔️

Celebrate your achievements and savor the triumph of your ascent, for you’ve climbed high and earned your view.

You: Wheel of Fortune rev, The Fool rev, Queen of Wands rev

Regarding: 6 Wands

Something in your web of people isn’t good for you, could be friends, co-workers, the ex, family in some cases. It’s affected your family. Addiction plays a role in your life in some way, or the chains ⛓️ that bind (you to the ex possibly), and you’re surrounded by other people doing the same addictive things, for that story. A group of enablers. Or a group of people you have to operate with in this way, like family that expects xyz. Or you choose to. Addiction is the example given because one of the first things that has to be done when you try to quit is separating yourself from anyone who still does this thing, so you’re not tempted. Could be a literal addiction. It’s been a very difficult cycle you’ve been through with this person & probably a lot of other things, and now it’s like you’re afraid to make a move at all. You don’t think you can win, beat a habit/drug, overcome this situation…or you don’t want to. Because you know you need it. You don’t but, addiction does that. This could also be describing the ex/co-parent, and you two have struggled because of this, or are overcoming a struggle. If this *was* you and you’ve since overcome a lot of difficult things in your life - you’re afraid to even approach this person again. Or their family, family is involved in some way. There may be difficulties around a job as well, especially for those that could be felons, or considering leaving a job because the people are toxic - which your person may not totally support. Can you fix it though…you don’t think so. For some, there’s a level of angry control that doesn’t belong here, but exists, and you allow it. Or they do. Could be coming from the ex/this person. And there’s a level of control as in, you take control and direct how things go yourself - that doesn’t exist, and should. Lord I hope this made sense 🤦‍♀️ Your intention is to be fair to everyone, which is typical of Libra placements, but are you considering yourself? You’re not stuck with anything *exactly* as it is, that’s what I heard. In fact for some of you this is kind of YOUR show that you’re allowing others to run or dictate for whatever reason. To be nice/fair. Keeping addicted people around? Especially if it’s your kid’s Dad like what can you honestly do, that’s the feeling I get from you.

Messages:

- New Perspective

- 100% Fair

ADDICTION 💊

- Codependent

- Obsession & Restraint

- Possession & Control

- Emotional Block

Web of Connection 🤝

Weave your connections thoughtfully, creating a supportive web that uplifts your personal and professional journeys.

Mutual: 8 Wands rev, 5 Wands, 5 Cups

Regarding: The Sun rev

Again, I don’t know if this is together or separate, no stories feel similar enough to group except that you’re in a bind between people and navigating who gets what, while trying to be fair to everyone. The Empress rev is at the bottom which is your energy, flipped. There’s no growth here. If this is about kids, there’s a major lack of nurturing and consideration for them perhaps - not necessarily you, that could be your concern over the ex. Or their person. They could feel that way about yours. For a crosswatcher it’s a dodgy ass & addicted-to-something Libra with the same issue. This may also be coworkers or family, but the strongest vibe is the co-parent because it describes how you feel trapped to this situation and having to please everyone…and people who are very different than you. Twin Flame 🔥 here, I think, is showing that, not necessarily that someone is literally your Twin. Maybe. They’re definitely your polar opposite in every way.

If you’re a people pleaser, they expect to be listened to (control?), if you’re a romantic - they’re a realist, if you’re indecisive - they’re confident, and it leaves you feeling not very sure of yourself…being yourself. They feel exactly the same in that regard. With this Empress rev is hesitancy in you being yourself - Queen of Swords underneath. Saying exactly what you know to be true to everyone involved and being kinda guarded but extremely clear about how this is going to go - in all lanes 💯 Not to be bossy, but because it’s necessary. Right now the mutual energy is no one speaking or taking action on conflicts, hurt feelings, disappointing situations and probably some addiction related things. You’re dancing around the truth, saying or hearing it. You two don’t approach things the same way, thats probably why. On some level, you don’t have to give a shit how other people approach things. Your person doesn’t. The ex probably doesn’t. No one else seems to. There’s no celebratory energy, no reunion, no joy in whatever this is because of all of the inner/outer conflict and disappointment, regret, sadness. These things need a voice, and you’re the Queen of Swords, communication for the sake of truth, fairness, and Justice - is her specialty 📢 Ignite Ambition is showing you what to do with this mess, allow it to inspire you to act.

TWIN FLAMES 🔥

- Yin/Yang & Balance

- Union & Duality

- Complement

- Polar Opposites

Ignite Ambition 🔥

Pursue desires with drive, and face consequences bravely. Keep an open mind as answers reveal your journey.

Signs you may be dealing with:

Heavy Leo, Aries, Sagittarius, Virgo & Cancer

[myveryownfanfiction]

18+ MINORS AND THOSE WITHOUT AGE IN BIO DNI

YOU WILL BE BLOCKED AND REPORTED

warnings: swearing, brief talk of having kids

“God if I see another kid on that escalator…” Brodie broke off, rolling his eyes. I squeezed his hand and tugged him away from the railing.

“Dumbass parents not watching their kids.” I turned towards him and kissed his cheek. “When it’s your kid you’ll pay attention to them.” He chuckled as he led me over to the comic book store.

“I’m too young for that shit.” Brodie laughed as he put his arm around me, walking into the store. “You looking for anything today?” I shook my head. “You sure? I’ll buy.” Smiling at him, I shook my head again.

“Nah. My folks would kill me if I came back with anymore comics.” I slid my arm under his jacket and squeezed his side. “Thanks anyway.” We started to move around the store, me holding the comics he wanted and Brodie talking about what he was looking for specifically. Eventually he let go of me and took his stack while I roamed around looking for comics I would get next time.

“Wait I had an idea.” I was in the process of putting back the last one in the series I was collecting. “What if you moved some of your collection over to mine? I have more space, can store them properly, and your folks will never know.” I looked down at the comic in my hand and bit my lip in thought. “Eventually we’re going to move in together and the collection will mix. Why not start now?” I looked up at him before nodding.

“You have a point.” I sighed as I grabbed a couple other comics. “It may not be a great point Brodie but it’s a point.” He smiled as he took the stack from me and checked out. I reached for the bag to grab mine before Brodie moved it away from me.

“I know which ones are yours. I tend to buy marvel and you buy this Virgo shit.” I smacked his arm before reaching out for his free hand.

“First off it’s vertigo. Second off it isn’t shit.” Brodie smiled at me, knowing he got me going. “Vertigo has some of the best characters that DC had to offer BUT it allows them to have traits and life issues that would not be in a regular DC issue. For instance, could you see Batman or Superman summoning a demon? Or the Devil for that matter?” Shaking his head, Brodie steered me towards the food court. “So Vertigo allows characters to run through different things that you probably wouldn’t want your kid to see Americas favorite superhero doing. Less for the parents to complain about because it has a higher rating than the regular runs.” I sat down in a seat, gently tugged the bag of comics from Brodie’s hand, and shooed him away to get us food. He rolled his eyes and straightened his jacket before heading towards the best pizza in the area.

“What’s shaking?” I looked up from the pile of comics I was flipping through to see Jay and Silent Bob standing next to the table.

“Hi guys.” I smiled up at them. Silent Bob sat down next to me and held up the newest Hellblazer. I nodded and he carefully opened it to start reading.

“Comic shopping again?” Jay pulled a chair over and sat down.

“What’s wrong with that? Brodie and I do it every week.” I put the rest of the comics back in the bag.

“Why?” Jay had raised his eyebrow and Silent Bob smacked his hand when he reached for the comic.

“Because that’s when new ones come out dumbass.” I waved over at Brodie to get his attention. He looked over and rolled his eyes again when he saw his cousin sitting with me. “What are you doing here jay? Leaving the kittens alone?” He waved his hand.

“I just said hi is all.” Brodie was making his way back over with two plates of pizza. “No food for us?” Silent Bob finished with the comic and put it back before smiling at me in thanks.

“You got money don’t you?” Brodie teased as he sat a plate in front of me. I slid over on the seat so he could sit down next to me. “Don’t you two have better things to do than bug us?” Silent Bob shrugged and Jay stood up.

“We’ll go. We know where we’re not wanted.” The two of them left, Silent Bob giving us a wave as they went to harass the kittens some more. Brodie shook his head before starting to eat.

“That’s the only draw back to this place.” Brodie muttered. “Those two idiots always hang out here. Wish they’d stick to the Quick Stop. At least Dante knows how to handle them.”

“Yeah but Randal keeps buying from Jay.” I reminded him. “Left them in a bit of hot water with the cops a couple weeks ago. Silent Bob said they couldn’t go back for a bit.” Brodie nodded. “Whatever. At least there isn’t anything going on today. They coulda brought back Stan Lee or even invited Steve Ditko to the store. Or worse they could be filming another show here.”

“You’re right.” He leaned over and kissed my temple. “You’re always right.” I smiled at him as we finished eating.

[diovstheworld]

Random La Squadra HCs (#1?)

just some things that come to mind about the guys that don’t fit into any other post 😭 sorry prosciutto and formaggio have so much more than the others omg. i would keep typing these but this has literally been in my drafts for months and i’m sick of looking at it 💀 i keep adding and if i don’t post now i never will (minor mentions of drugs and alcohol and slight swearing)

୨ ╭ ୨୧ ✦ ︶꒷꒦・⎯⎯・⎯⎯・₊ˎ✧๑

Risotto:

loves rain, specifically the sound of rain on the roof. he loves to just sit in silence (which is a rare occurrence) and listen to the sweet sounds of the rain pattering against the slate above

after a long day of hard work, risotto loves nothing more than relaxing with a cup of hot chocolate, headphones on, maybe even reading a book or the days newspaper

this guy has a shit ton of piercings and definitely has a few tattoos too

his guilty pleasure is watching soap operas. normally watches them with prosciutto while doing a face mask (prosciutto forced him into it but risotto loves it)

Ghiaccio:

loves nutella on his toast. literally the only thing he will have on his toast. he absolutely loves the stuff

honestly i think he actually would just have a really big sweet tooth

big fan of iced coffee. don’t know where this headcanon came from but it’s stuck in my brain now

massive gamer. also into comic books and figurines and stuff like I mentioned in a previous post

probably had braces when he was younger

if he does want a hot drink, he enjoys a nice cup of warm milk

Illuso:

huge astrology bitch. literally won’t shut up about it. i can definitely see him saying things like ‘that’s such a scorpio thing to do’, ‘you’re acting like such a virgo’, ‘let me guess, you’re a pisces?’. he will analyse the crap out of you once he learns your star sign etc.

loves crystals too. has a massive collection of them (i’ve kind of mentioned this headcanon before but i love it too much). often keeps a crystal in his pocket and it also often changes. normally brings a crystal that is good for luck and is 100% convinced this crystal is what makes him so good at what he does. he probably messed up once on a job when he didn’t have the crystal on him (which was totally just a coincidence) and now he doesn’t leave without one in his pocket.

also i think he deep down has a lot of insecurities and anxieties which he masks with the cocky attitude

loves cosy things like soft blankets and fluffy pyjamas <3

really good at drawing and painting

also really good at singing and playing guitar tbh

Prosciutto:

i think he would smoke (i’m a big fan of this headcanon honestly) but not just cigarettes. i could definitely see him smoking weed and having been a bit of a stoner kid back in his younger days.

mum friend of the group. honestly i think i didn’t have to say this one because i feel like a lot of people think this. constantly giving advice and pep talks even though no one asked for it lmao

favourite alcoholic drinks are red wine, espresso martinis and whiskey

favourite non-alcoholic drink is coffee for sure. the man is convinced he can’t function without a cigarette and a coffee in the morning

favourite fashion brands are gucci and prada! though he just is a big fan of fashion in general

i gave ghiaccio a breakfast preference and i have one for prosciutto too lmao. i think he would eat the thickest porridge. no one in the team can understand why he enjoys it this way and he never elaborates

i said this in a previous post but he’s definitely a big vinyl lover. loves the little crackling noise in between each track. it brings him a sense of comfort

a clean freak and a perfectionist. this applies to all parts of his life including his room and his looks

i think i’ve also said this but he definitely runs a fashion blog in his free time lmao

Formaggio:

another one who i definitely does drugs (definitely would do more than just weed in my opinion lmao)

i feel like he would be a pretty sporty guy and would like playing stuff like football and basketball (i’ve said this before whoops)

the joker of the group for sure. probably the kind of guy who can’t read the room and doesn’t know when a joke is appropriate or not

also the kind of guy who wishes he wasn’t always just seen as the silly goofy friend. my guy wants a break every now and then from the joker personality!

another guy who enjoys video games. and is actually very good at them

i know he shoved his cat in a bottle and all but i think he actually loves his cat a lot. probably prefers his cat over people half the time lmao

also, he would totally have freckles

this guy would do anything if you dare him to lmao

also loves telling dirty jokes

Melone:

the king of dirty jokes tbh. i feel like ghiaccio would get so annoyed lmao. but illuso and formaggio would crack up at them, they find them hilarious

a massive gamer! loves video games and loves playing them with ghiaccio

also a big movie enjoyer. invite him along to see any movie and he’ll be down!

and also a big fan of musicals. he loves to sing along to all the songs

speaking of which, he would also be a good singer just like illuso. and he would be the kind of person who knows the words to a song after listening to it once lmao

got the whole gang into ru paul’s drag race and they always watch it together. melone and illuso are normally critiquing all the contestants lmao

Pesci:

i think he would have quite a few food allergies (not dairy though, my boy loves his milk). but i think the other guys would be very considerate of this (probably because prosciutto warned them within an inch of their life to do so) and they always make food he can eat. on the odd occasion they don’t, they make sure there’s no cross contamination!

scared of thunderstorms. if there’s ever a thunderstorm, you better be protecting this boy. he hates the loud noises of the thunder so he’s normally seen wearing headphones or something to block out the noise

massive animal lover! big fan of formaggio’s cat, can normally be seen giving the cat some sneaky treats here and there

another warm milk enjoyer

slime videos are his guilty pleasure

[tarotsol]

BTS SOLO PROJECTS: from now and the foreseeable future:

Jin:

9 of wands

4 of Pentacles

At first I couldn’t get much from Jin regarding solo projects. The 9OW represents Inner Strength so there are definitely ideas being tossed around in his head. However I feel like he’s doubting himself or his ability. Yet he’s Jin. He’s done this before and can do it again!

With the 4OP the main theme here is that he’s holding on too tightly with something. The brick wall separates him emotionally from the city beyond. I took this as physical distance. Military era i suppose. He’s a fear of being robbed too? Not sure about this. Yet this didn’t give me an answer.

I pulled 3 more cards:

6 of wands

8 of cups

3 of pentacles

After a moment. These were my conclusions:

Big success

Solo song like “Moon”

“Running up that Hill” vibe

Could be for an OST

Will be completed in the midst of military enlistment. Will be traveling back and forth for this

Yoongi:

Page of Wands

4 of wands

Unlike Jin, this energy was clear as day. August D 3 will be coming.

Themes:

Blonde Yoongi/ Red hair

Cape will be significant

Bats/ swords/ those pole thingy

I’m getting jousting vibes?

Dark amphitheatre esque

Flames & fire like a dark circus

Castles

Orange and red theme

Drums

Celebration of some sort

I really like this sound that’s coming ngl

A messenger brings creative ideas

A time to reap rewards

It’s going to be a success regardless

Security & stability

4th, April, Aries season, middle of the month.

Hoseok:

6 of Pentacles

His solo already occurred, so I don’t expect much to be happening with him however;

Charity work

Donations

June, Gemini Season, the 6th of the month, Virgo Season will be significant.

Why am I seeing a potential Yoongi collaboration?

Or Hobi could be featured in his next solo?

Or JK’s

Or Namjoon’s

Or Jimin possibly?

Libra season…

Balance.

Solo Travelling

Animals

Castles as well…

Going to be generous.

Namjoon:

The Chariot

Major Arcana energy for a major man. Namjoon, you always give me such a riddle. Thanks, let’s go depict this shit.

Ok, so…

I feel like he is working on his solo…

Yet there’s other things going on as well…

That they’d Like you to know…

I’m not getting any …

This isn’t about a solo,

This is about a warning

A warning including Hybe

I feel his Sagittarius moon struggling…

I feel like he’s contemplating? Discussing with the company about things yet they’re in 2 completely different directions.

This could be inspo for a song but…

Like black and white and gray..

Dark Clouds

Aries/ Scorpio energy again.

Scorpio season.

His Scorpio Venus popping through.

Jimin:

9 of cups

JK went Bday live halfway so pls bare with me as I watch..

Blonde Jimin

Relationship

Collab solo

With a female artist

September/ 9th of month.

Grapes & fruit

Sensual Satisfaction

Going to be nice and very Libran

Taehyung:

The Empress

Exotic

Lions/ cheetah print

Fashion is going to be key

Vast location

MV in an open space

With water?

Forest and greenery.

Universal vibe, astrology, planets, connection.

Very aquarius y…

December/10th

And now the bday boy:

Jungkook:

Two of Wands

Two of Swords

Now let me get this straight

SOLO SONG IS COMING

But he’s NERVOUS

Such a perfectionist I swear

ABC 123 mapped out to the t

Dusk till dawn vibe

Work is under way

Kind of all over the place emotionally.

Ill check back on this at a later date :) Bangtan fighting!

[kithmet]

hi! i read your beautiful fic after nickelodeonhottub recommended it over on her blog, and just can't stop thinking about how well you managed to write/develop dream and george's characterization. she mentioned that you used astrology to kind of influence your writing, and i wanted to ask your opinion about dream and/or george's charts...i'm fascinated with the way you described them and would love if you could explain some of your thought process about their personalities/charts

Hi, anon, thank you for the sweet message! This is a fantastic question to be asked, especially if you enjoy talking about astrology and Dream and George as much as I do — but I fear you didn't know that I am neurotic as hell and am going to respond with a full-on essay. So, uh, sorry for that. 

Preemptive warning that this post is my own personal thoughts, heavy on the speculation (and while I do believe in my takes, I’m not saying you have to), and some dashes of truthing. Here goes, under the cut.

Before getting into the astrology part of it all, I need to put this out there, first and foremost: a lot of my characterization in this fic had to do with the fact that I had consumed all public information about these two beforehand. If you like Dream and George and follow them and went back in the time machine of their history from 2019 onwards (and listened close enough to stories they tell in recent years about how they were before that), I feel like it’s easy to come to personal conclusions off of watching them, seeing how they act (both individually and together, and also with their friends compared to one another), and also how much they have changed (once again, individually and together). My friends aren’t into astrology and we discuss them all the time; they don’t need astrology to ‘get it’ or read between the (very obvious) lines.

But, having knowledge of astrology and birth charts and synastry does make it easy to fill in the gaps, to understand them on a deeper level, beyond what they give to fans. I love learning about people, especially through their charts, so naturally I took several looks.

In terms of characterization, Dream is straightforward for me. I pay close attention to everything he says and does, so all the details that he offers up whilst talking about himself and his life, even the way he lies. That man loves to talk. It makes understanding him easier, even though he hides parts (which he is fully entitled to). Seeing how much he’s evolved as a person in only a year is really fascinating; the ways in which he handles controversies, criticism, his fanbase, his haters, his career, how he speaks about his struggles (then and now), how he talks about subjects like politics or internalized homophobia, all of his pastebin posts and the countless podcasts, how he talks about school, how he’s spoken about his family and friends. He’s interesting, and pretty open. 

The stuff he’s not open about, or that he evades — well, that’s where astrology would come into play, to help figuring things out. I literally cannot go into every single detail in his chart, I would be here forever, but quick notes: Leo sun, Leo mercury, Aquarius rising (the self, communication, how one comes across to others): so, he’s passionate as hell (once again, easy to see for anyone with eyes and ears), bit of a god complex whilst still deeply insecure and desiring of external validation. Virgo moon and venus (emotions, love): perceptive, loyal, loves to overthink, constantly aiming to be the best possible version of themselves, pushing through the tough shit to get things done. Scorpio mars (energy, sensuality): an all-consuming lover, obsessive, intense, emotional, wants to know every fucking thing about the people around them, especially their love interest. Possessive, too. 

Characterizing George is tougher, because he’s more private than Dream. It’s why people often get him wrong, or misunderstand him and his intentions — and, well, I know not everyone aims for pseudo-realism when writing RPF, but I kind of do. I like reading much-too-realistic fic; it’s my favourite. George might not like to give up personal information, at least not in the public sphere, and he’s a bit harder to understand. He prefers it that way, which I respect. A bit cryptic, isn’t he? A bit of a chaos king. A menace. 

But, I see through him. Sorry, buddy. Love you, but your chart is such a tattle-tale. Also, the fact that every single friend that talks about George uses the word ‘kind’ and ‘easy-going’ to describe him when he’s such an instigator and sarcastic bastard (/pos) on stream is pretty fucking funny. He cares a lot, about all of his loved ones — but with Dream, he’s on an entirely different level.

Scorpio sun and mercury: he’s intense, very emotional, but he tries to hide it. He doesn’t want just anyone to know about his deepest, darkest feelings and thoughts — he needs to really trust that a person won’t hurt him before he lets them in, fully. A lot of this is probably why he’s so private, too, but why all his friends still know (parts of) his true self — he lets them in, at least as much as he can. Cancer moon: he is a sweetheart. An angel. A bit of a manipulative fuck (lmfao, and this goes for the Scorpio aspects as well), but that’s not a bad thing! He’s very shameless and obvious about it at least. Libra venus: he gets a lot of friendly and romantic attention, as he should, and he loves it. Thrives in it. Virgo mars: uh, how do I say this lightly? Kind of a freak. Kind of wants to know everything about their lover to the point that they will perfect whatever it is they’re doing. (Every single person I’ve spoken to that has a Virgo mars and every astrologer that I follow that talks about this placement says one thing: they are freaky. In terms of uh. Y’know. Stuff.)

Honestly, with his chart in mind, it’s easy to see the parts of George that slip through the cracks, and also the part that he plays off as jokes but actually means deep-down.

Together, Dream and George share a lot of traits. Deep-rooted loyalty to those that have earned it, obsessive and possessive, intense and passionate, the desire to know every part of one another, mutual jealousy. A lot of caring, between them both, a lot of kindness between them (and for others). An understanding of one another that people might not get, but I think for them, they enjoy those parts of each other? Like, the jealousy, the obsession, the possessiveness... I think they can recognize these things in each other and appreciate them, see the value in them, rather than believe it is bad for their relationship (whatever their relationship may be). They know parts of each other others don’t. And also: I think they can see through each other pretty easily. The things that they hide, the stuff that they might repress, the stuff that they might not find easy to say directly, et cetera. That’s basically why I wrote this entire fic, to be honest.

I didn’t even get into the fact that they have Mars-Venus conjunct (what the hell, why is it like that), the Lilith-Sun aspect whatever the fuck that is (it’s a lot, just Google it), the specific house overlays, the Plutonian extremities, the shared Scorpio and Virgo planets in their charts. These bitches are obsessed with each other on another level, and that’s especially George (though Dream a lot too, but he’s more outright about it). Dream is not a Scorpio, so he doesn’t try to hide it the way George does, but I mean... George is pretty obvious, though he doesn’t intend to be. Listen to the man in any stream. He’s obsessed with Dream, jfc. He cannot shut up about him; he relates everything back to the man (his height, the colour green, his name(s), even his star sign, anything Dream has said or mentioned ever). He wants Dream’s approval for everything he does, to know everything he does, to know every part of Dream (and I bet this is why it drives him so fucking crazy not knowing what he looks like, yet). He just... deeply loves Dream lol, and that is evident. Especially if you have the context of his chart and their synastry, it’s easy to understand why. 

I mean, they are best friends. But there’s a lot of potential for more in their charts. We have been watching their story unfold for months, years for others, so we know better than anyone that these two are flirty as hell and have romantic undertones and overtones and every-tone-ever in all aspects of their ~friendship~, so we can see they’re blurring the lines. Do they have limits? Boundaries? No. Do they want them? Also no. Kind of crazy. 

This is also why I wrote this fic this way. They’re constantly pushing boundaries with each other, and their sexual tension is otherworldly, so I wanted to explore a world where they continue to push and push and push until they finally give up. Also, it was fun to write it at this specific point in time, where I find they seem to be very comfortable with their relationship (once again, whatever it is. Only they know.).

Final comments... uh, basically I wrote them that way because I observed them closely and then used astrology to figure out the not-so-obvious parts. Obviously my word is not God, I could be wrong on a lot of it, but astrology doesn’t lie if you believe in it (which I do, and have since I started studying it 2016). Also, Dream is the craziest bitch in existence for giving fans his full birth chart with time. I love him for it. The end.

[smoochkooks]

—chapter four: white lies

this is a part of my an ode to a broken heart drabble series.

pairing: jeon jungkook/reader

genre: unrequited love, best friends to (?), heavy angst, future smut

word count: 1.5k

summary: it came easy to you to lie. but with every untold truth, you were hurting more on the inside.

previous || next

one year and 6 months ago

April was exceptionally moody that year.  

Every day you woke up to either heavy rainfall or a beautiful, cloudless sky. Alternatively, it could also snow for a couple of hours just to have it all vanish once the sun reappeared. As much as you loved Spring, you hated the capricious weather with passion.  

It was a normal, peaceful, Saturday afternoon. Saturday meant no classes to attend, no work to do on the side. It was just you in your small, cozy apartment, tucked underneath the blanket and binge-watching Attack On Titan.  

You were never an anime enthusiast per se, but you happened to befriend a doe-eyed weeb all those years ago. Your current occupation was just a part of the aftermath. It wasn’t like Jungkook was obsessed, not at all. He was actually far from it. Now, at the tender age of twenty-three, his old hobby was like a relapse. His love for anime was coming in waves every once in a while, gradually transforming into a two-months-long hyperfixation and then, it was nothing. And the cicle continued.

He was currently in the stage of re-watching Attack On Titan, hence why you had been forced to finally give the damned anime a try as well. Hell, he was even coming over tonight to have a marathon with you.

(He’d said that season three, his favourite, you had to watch alongside him.)

You: eren's annoying little shit  

Jungkook: told you so

You: but levi? damn I’d sell my soul for him  

Jungkook: for a 5’2 emotionally unavailable man?  

You: yep. that’s my type

It was far from truth. As much as you liked Captain Levi, he wasn’t Jungkook. You are my type, you wanted to write instead. There hadn’t been a man in my life who managed to even come close to you. But, as always, you kept those confessions to yourself.  

Right when you were about to play another episode, your phone buzzed again.  

Jungkook: I have a weird question  

You: I’m used to that  

You: shoot your shot.  

Jungkook: what’s your finger size?  

Confused, you read his last message once again. That was indeed a weird fucking question to ask, you thought. You had never really been a fan of rings. You only owed one - a gift from your grandmother she gave you for your sixteenth birthday. Rummaging thorough your drawer, you found it in a separate, black case.  

It still fit just right, so you took a ruler, measured the size and googled the results.  

You: it’s 7.5 I guess

You: why do you ask tho?  

Jungkook: I need you to go somewhere with me before our marathon if that’s okay

You: you didn’t answer my question  

You: but okay. what time?

Jungkook: ill pick you up at 5pm  

Jungkook: you’ll see  

Maybe it was for the better he hadn’t told you where he was taking you. If you had know, you would have backed away last minute. Come up with so lame excuse, blame it all on a headache or period cramps.

If you had known Jungkook was taking you to pick up an engagement ring for Soojin, you would have never come with him.  

When you parked in front of one of the most high-ranking jewellery stores dowtown, the solemnity of the situation hit you like a whiplash. You took a deep, shuddering breath. Jungkook was thinking about marrying Soojin. Jungkook was going to propose to her, soon. He was ready to spent the rest of his life with her. 

Jeon Jungkook, the love of your life, was about to slip out of your reach for good. 

You couldn’t cry. Not in front of him. You clenched your fists so tight the knuckles turned white.  

“I figured out you could help me,” Jungkook said, breaking the silence and unbuckled his seatbelt. “I checked Soojin's finger size once when she was showering and then I found out that your’s the same and well, you’re a girl so you obviously know more about jewellery than me and–”

“Jungkook,” you cut him off with a dry chuckle. You didn’t want him to speak. You didn’t want to see him. You wanted to jumped off his car and ran away from that place as far as possible. “You don’t have to explain yourself. I get it.”  

You smiled at him with reassurance. It was actually hilarious, how you mastered the art of feigning your real feelings when you were with him. It came easy to you to lie but with every untold truth, you were hurting more on the inside.  

“I’m here, so you don’t have to worry about chosing something horrible.”  

He grinned and you noticed a dust of pink covering the apples his cheeks. It was hard, so fucking hard seeing him happy because that was all you ever wanted and yet it pained you not to be the main source of it. Jungkook was twenty-three and already so in love he wanted to get married. You were going to see him in a black tux, a prince charming waiting in front of the altar for his princess.  

It ached. Why did it ache to see him happy?

The lady who worked at the jewellery store greeted you politely with a bow. “What can I do for you?” she asked.  

“We are looking for engagement rings.” Jungkook answered.

You could tell she was a bit astounded but her professional smile never faltered when she responded with, “Oh, that’s still quite unusual to see the couple chosing an engagement ring together.”  

You were about to protest but then, Jungkook did something you would never expect him to do.  

He grasped your hand.

(It was warm. His touch was soothing. Comforting. Then why did it hurt so bad?)  

“My girlfriend wants to chose the ring herself but she doesn’t know when she will get it.”  

To make matters worse, he sent you a wink. The store’s clerk cooed at the scene and clasped a hand over her chest. For her it was yet another day at work, yet another pair of adults who had decided to get marry.  

“You make a really beautiful couple.” she said. 

Even Jungkook’s hand squeezing yours couldn’t ease the sting you felt hearing her speak those words to you. You smiled lightly for good measure. She then pointed at the display and gave you some time and space too look at the options.

Your whole face felt hot. Jungkook was still holding your hand, still playing the role of a perfect boyfriend. He didn’t seem to notice what kind of effect it had on you. He didn’t know how fast your heart was beating, how warm his touch felt on your skin. It was all just a silly joke to him.

He leaned closer to you, so the store's clerk couldn’t hear him. His breath tickled your skin. “You’re blushing.” he whispered.  

“Shut up.”  

He chuckled and let go of your hand. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make you feel uncomfortable.”  

(No matter how much it hurt you on the inside, you already missed his touch.)

“It’s okay. Let’s chose my damned ring, shall we?” you proposed, mustering a nonchalant tone.  

Dodging uneasiness with humor always worked out, it seemed.

You felt odd and out of place standing next to him and staring at all those glimmering jewels. In the corner of the eye you saw the lady who worked there glancing at you from time to time and that was when you remembered you were supposed to act like a soon-to-be fiancée. 

“They’re all pretty.” you said to Jungkook. 

“Which one you like the most then?”  

You didn’t have to think long about the answer. The ring with an emerald stone caught your eye from the beginning. It was different than the others, definitely not a standard choice for engagement but something about its peculiarity made you want it to have it shinning on your finger one day.  

Except, you weren’t here for yourself. Jungkook wasn’t your boyfriend. You were helping him chose a ring for Soojin. And you knew exactly what she would like.  

So you pointed at the number thirty-two. A sparkling, white-gold ring with an oval-shaped diamond.  

Jungkook let out a hum. “It’s really pretty, yeah. Excuse me,” he called. “My girlfriend would like to try out this one.”  

You ignored the phantom pain you felt as you put the ring on. You flexed your fingers and just for a moment, you pretended it wasn’t a farce your best friend came up with. The diamond shone brightly just like the glimmers of happiness in Jungkook's eyes. He didn’t have to worry about Soojin's answer. He knew it would be thousand times yes.

You were good at pretending. After all, you had been practicing the art of it almost your entire life.  

So you drove with Jungkook to your apartment and listened to him babbling about his newest project at work. You made snacks, sat in front of your TV and spent the next couple of hours watching Attack On Titan. You cursed him for spoiling you a few bits of the show and Jungkook, like the petty Virgo he was, reminded you how you accidentally revealed him Little Women's ending because you had read the book years before.

As you laughed and bickered with him, you still remembered about the crimson box tucked in the pocket of his leather jacket, but you didn’t allow yourself to break. Not yet.  

It was only when Jungkook fell asleep around 1am that you stepped into the shower and let the tears flow.  

And a week later, when the dreaded became real–

Jungkook: she said yes!!!

A white lie was told to avoid hurting someone’s feelings.

You: I’m so happy for you, Jungkook!  

After all, the best you could do was give up your happiness for the sake of his own.

[jonnnysuh]

could we get along with svt in real life?

A collaborative series by @vernonsnostrils and me (Nala)!

A/N: Lately Bee and I have been doing daily rankings for fun and we decided to share our very very specific and dumb insights with all of you. For this one we're ranking who we think could tolerate us......... <3 Warning: Dumb info ahead

NALA:

13.Wonwoo – looks scary. I also have a rbf so imagine us together omg. Everyone would think we’re vampires. No one would want to be friends with us so we’d only have each other.

12.Woozi – I feel like I know nothing about him :-( He’s an amazing musician, and does come off as a little tiny bit mischievous. I feel like Woozi is the type of guy I have every class with but then we graduate never saying a word to each other.

11. Jun – I think Jun is funny as hell but he’s so quiet. I’d want to be his friend but I wouldn’t know how to approach him. Everyone loves him tho so he has his pick of friends and it does not include me LMAO

10. Jeonghan – (this one kind of doesn't make sense bc he should be higher on the list,, but also?? i'm the one who made this list so fite me) but I think that me and him are pretty similar. We both have a side that’s devious and wants to create havoc but we’re also the mom friend that takes care of everyone and with that I feel like we’d butt heads/ be the designated parents which is EW I am 20 years old,, I'm no one's mommy YUCK.

9. Joshua – he’s also quiet but I know he has a good sense of humour!!!! Hypes up my bad ideas bc he’s not involved -- but he will be giving me a thumbs up in the sidelines. I feel like he’s the type to make me text the guy I have a crush on “Just do it. What do you have to lose?” UM my dignity??? Tf Josh.

8.DK – The human version of a “pick-me-up” He is so “no thoughts, head empty” and I am too. Let’s go cloud watching !!!!!!!!! Let’s pick flowers !!!! A good friend to text on a bad day bc he will literally tell you the most embarrassing thing that happened to him, and even though you’ve heard it before it’ll still make you laugh.

7. The8 – simple, really. He likes art and I love art. He likes fashion, I like fashion. I feel like we could talk shit together LMAO. He has the most specific roasts but they’re always on point. I need someone who’s a little bit mean in my life <3

6. Mingyu – I know I could bully him jokingly and he’d take it (bc he knows I’m joking) but it wouldn’t stop him from pouting a bit. I feel like he’d be scared of me at first LMAO. We both share the hobby of photography so my ideal day out with him is just wandering around with cameras and taking pics of things we think are beautiful. Also forcing each other to pose in front of a dirty brick wall bc “IT LOOKS COOL, TRUST ME.” “WAIT I DON’T KNOW HOW TO POSE THO” and then he’d literally have to mold me into a good pose bc I am Play-doh

5. Vernon – The calm to my crazy, convinces me not to beat someone’s ass. Walks into my room to say nothing else but “Spaghetti” and then leaves quietly. Doesn’t talk to me for 5 months but will send me a meme at 5am bc it reminded him of an inside joke we had. Live-texts his emotions to me while watching tv shows, and shares new conspiracy theories with me. He’s a little bit too chill, I need someone ready to fuck shit up.

4. S Coups – is reliable and gives good advice bc he’s also a ball of anxiety. Nags me to do the right thing. Messes with me a lot. Would stay on the phone with me if I was home alone and told him I heard a noise. Says “Calm down there’s no one there.” BUT he’d also say shit like “check under your bed”

3. Seungkwan– I feel like we’re just as annoying as each other. He has the biggest heart and is super encouraging and thoughtful. Half the time we’re joking around, and the other half we’re fighting. Very much love-hate. Capricorns and virgos are a superior duo. I said it.

2. Hoshi– all round good vibes. Chaos and Loudness matched. Doesn’t always have to be around a lot of people bc he creates the fun when it’s just us two. The kind of friend I practice flirting on and everyone’s like ??? “You’re in love with him” no bro I’m just bored… we just do this kind of shit and he is IMMUNE to my lovey antics by now.

1.Dino– We bully each other a lot but we also have each other’s backs. Definitely not ride or dies tho bc we will tell each other when the other fucked up. We are sarcastic dumb dumbs and that’s why we like each other. I feel like he would only tell me how much he cares about me on my birthday.

BEE:

13. mingyu – i literally don’t know what i would say to mingyu. “tall man” or “what up big boy.” i would be scared of him until someone taught me how not to be. like i gotta hang out with him in a group setting for three months straight until i can say hi to him when i enter a room. if i saw him i would simply just Not See Him.

12. wonwoo – like mingyu i don’t know if i’d have anything to say to him. him and mingyu both have popular high school boy personalities and that scares me.

11. josh – besides being californian, i don’t know if we’d have anything to talk about outside of in n out and traffic. he’s too pretty for me.

10. The8 – i feel like we’ve been over this for me. he’s too intellectual and polite i wouldn’t have much to say to him. but i feel like we could talk good shit about other people.

9. jun – i think i get along well with people with quiet funny personalities. like the kind where you don’t have to necessarily say anything but look at them and they’re telling you what they’re thinking. he knows that i know. so he kept reacting and looking at me. i think it’d take a while to develop a friendship though.

8. jeonghan – i wanna cause chaos with jeonghan. i want to do lots of things with jeonghan i feel like he would give me piggyback rides while sliding with his socks on the floor. he would tease me and i would be offended for five minutes while he pretends to tell me he’s sorry (he’s not).

7. dino – dino and i would be like twins building a sandcastle on the beach. that’s our vibe. like the kids you meet on vacation and play pirates with at the pool. relegated to the kids table kind of vibe.

6. scoups – he’s like the type to play catch with the stuffed animal in the room while we sit on the floor and chat. like he just arrived and is asking me about my day and picks it up from my bed and we throw it around while talking.

5. seungkwan – i think seungkwan and i could sit and talk outside on the patio when the stars are bright. like we could sit outside and stare out at the stars while i talk about my biggest dreams and don’t even need to see him to know that he thinks the world of me

4. hoshi – i see a lot of face masks. hoshi teaches me how to dance while they rest on our faces, but they keep sliding off because we’re laughing too hard. he has immaculate vibes, like the type to say “here for a good time not for a long time” but it’s an absolute lie because he’s there for both.

3. woozi – although i like to joke that he’s an evil little man, i think we could talk a lot about music and he would be very happy to teach me what he knows, and we’d spend a lot of time developing ideas and growing together.

2. vernon – he has the personality of my irl best friend, like a slightly chaotic aquarius who is horrendously hard to reach like 99% of the time. he’s the kind of guy who would try to make dinner but end up fucking it up so horribly that when i come in it’s like smoky and awful and the fire alarm is going off, so i have to air out the apartment and go get takeout and bring it home to my burned smelling apartment and eat it on the floor of the living room while binge watching a new netflix show.

1. dk – i just love the kind of joy and energy he radiates, like would be excited to do anything at all if it’s with me. would love to accompany me on any task if i just asked, like getting ice cream at 10pm and he’d know exactly what kind of flavor he’d get so it could accompany mine well when we inevitably switched halfway through the cone. saves the bottom of the cone, the chocolate tip, for me because he knows it’s my favorite.

[libra-kirishima]

Hii ! May i ask for hdcs where Yaoyorozu invites the class to an event organized by her family, a kind of gala or ball, so she won't be alone, and she sees her crush (Femreader) coming in a suit. Her reaction (reader doesn't realize she's a flirt). Thank you !

I misread this to think that you're the flirt, but that's okay because I don't think flirtatiousness makes sense for Yaoyorozu's character.

(She's a virgo...)

Please ma'am take these two pining nerd lesbians in this trying time.

"Was this a mistake?" You whispered to Mina.

"Why would this be a mistake?"

"I feel so weird being here." You answered, fiddling with your cuff links to avoid making eye contact with any number of the wealthy strangers that surrounded you.

"It's a birthday party." She rolled her eyes.

"I've never been to a birthday party like this before, have you-"

"Look, there's Sero!

Your friend grabbed you by the wrist and pulled you to a small table where Sero and Kaminari were talking with Jirou. (Or rather where Kaminari was hitting on her while Sero laughed at how he had no game.) When you locked eyes with him, he pointed to Kaminari and made a gagging gesture.

"Let her breathe, Denki." You joked, grabbing him by his shirt collar and pulling him back. Your friends laughed as you pulled up a chair between the two of them.

"Where's Yaomomo?" Your best friend asked, fiddling with the tufts of pink hair around her horns while staring at herself in the reflection of a spoon.

"Her mom called her away for something a while ago. Said she'd be back soon." Jirou answered, shrugging her shoulders. "You can go look for her if you want. Mrs. Yaoyorozu said the house was ours to explore."

You only half paid attention to the conversation between the two of them as you idly chatted with Sero.

"What's with your face?" He asks in between bites of the snack food on the table.

"You know just what to say to make a woman swoon." You answered. Kaminari laughed, jabbing him in the ribs playfully.

"No, I mean why do you look like you just walked in on your parents having sex or something?"

"Well that's an image I won't be able to get out of my head, thanks." You retorted, but Sero still waited for your answer with raised eyebrows. You sighed before continuing. "I hate that I know what you mean by that, by the way- No, it's Yaoyorozu."

"She said she'd be back in a little bit."

"No not where is she. More like-" You trailed off, waiting for her to finish.

"Is this about the sexual tension between the two of you?"

"What sexual tension?"

"The sexual tension in how you're fighting each other to be top of the class." Kaminari interjected. "You think that smug grin she gave you when she got a higher grade than you on that last test was friendly?"

"I thought it was intended to be malicious." You admitted.

"No, no-" Sero adds, pausing to steal a bite of Kaminari's food while his attention was focused on you. "-I totally think she wants to top you." Your eyes widened at his admittance. "But that's just a hunch."

"Really?"

"After all this time that you've been flirting with her? What did you think that she hated you?" At your lack of response, both boys started laughing. "Are you fucking serious?" You leaned over to jab your elbow into Kaminari's ribs.

"What did I miss?"

All three of you bolted up at the question. Your eyes scanned how gorgeous she looked in her dress with her hair down before locking with Yaoyorozu, and it appeared she did the same because you both blushed instantaneously. After witnessing the brief interaction, Kaminari begins to laugh again but is silenced by Jirou pinching his arm under the table.

"Nothing important." He answered through grit teeth. Satisfied with the answer, Jirou let go of his skin. "Ow."

Sero stands to offer Yaoyorozu his seat, shooting you the widest shit-eating grin he could manage as she sat next to you.

"Happy birthday, Yaoyorozu." You spoke to her as she made herself comfortable beside you.

"Thank you, (Y/N)." After a moment of silence between the two of you she speaks again. "I'm glad you came." She added earnestly.

"Thank you for inviting me." After another pause, you added "You look absolutely gorgeous, by the way." For the first time since your eyes first met, you allowed yourself to properly look at her. Her eyes averted yours as she worked to conceal the rose in her cheeks. You placed your chin in your palm with a small smirk.

"As do you." She added meekly. "You seemed a bit unsure of yourself when you walked in, but I hope you know that I'm very glad to have you here." Her words were soft spoken but reassuring, managing to look at you for just long enough to offer you a kind smile.

"So you were watching me?" You chuckled. Her face flushes even deeper. You watched as she struggled to keep it from you, seemingly interested in everything surrounding her except for you. "Can't get enough of me? I don't blame you. I am top of my class you know." You joked. She playfully swatted your shoulder, then lingered her touch there a moment longer. Across the table, Sero laughed silently and shot you a thumbs up.

"Um-" She starts, before being taken by the swelling of music. "Actually would you care to dance with me?"

"I'd love to."

She took your hand and laced her fingers in yours, allowing you to lead the way. Out of the corner of your eye, you notice Jirou slap Kaminari on the shoulder and point to the two of you leaving the table. Before he had a chance to think, she grabbed him by the wrist and followed you.

"Apologies for them," Yaoyorozu spoke shamefully as you placed her hands on your shoulders. "She's my best friend, but she she has an awful habit of eavesdropping on my conversations with you."

You wrapped your hands around your waist, leading her around the room in relative silence. As the song comes to a close, she leans closer and whispers "Do you want to make a break for it?"

"Hm?" You ask. She subtly points her head to a hallway at the other end of the room with a smile. You'd never seen this side of her before, but you'd be lying if you said you weren't loving it. You smile back at her, and that's all the answer Momo needs.

"Ready?" She asked softly. You watched her take one last glance at Kaminari and Jirou, still trying subtly to watch the two of you. "Go!"

She grabbed you by the hand with one hand, lifting up the material of her skirt with the other. You drifted around various partygoers, hoping to slip out of sight of your friends. She pulled you into the massive corridor at the other end of the hall, and up the first set of stairs. It was only then that she stopped running. She spends a few moments to catch her breath. "Come with me." Her hand was still firmly grasping yours, leading you through the long and winding corridors of her home.

You're taken to a window at the end of a corridor, where Momo pushes aside the lavish set of drapes, revealing it to be a set of glass doors. Never once releasing your hand from her grasp, she opens the doors and pulls you on to the balcony with her, drawing the drapes and closing the door behind her. It was almost impressive watching her do this all with one hand. It was only then that she let go of yours. "Thank you. I needed to get away for a while." You said nothing, but smiled at her. She leans against the railing, looking up at the night sky like she's looking for something. You join her, resting yourself against the railing with your shoulder touching hers. "Are you familiar with astronomy."

"A bit." You answered. You point to a chain of stars, and Momo's eyes follow your hand with interest. "The constellation Cygnus is right there. That star at the tail of the swan is called Deneb. I think it's the 19th or 20th brightest star in the night sky." She lets out an interested hum. Your point moves to another part of the night sky. "Delphinus." Momo looks at you, eager to hear more. "It's a dolphin." You state awkwardly after a while.

You both laugh naturally. Her hand comes to rest on yours, stroking soothing circles into the palm of your hand. All this time you had assumed that she hated you seemed to drift into the sea as she eagerly listened to you point out features of the night sky. "Venus. You can tell that it's a planet and not a star because it doesn't twinkle."

"Why don't planets twinkle?" She asked eagerly.

"Because they're too close to us. Stars are millions of light-years away but Venus is our nextdoor neighbor. It's actually the brightest object in the night sky because it has a thick atmosphere of white clouds."

"And why does that make it so bright?"

"Since the clouds are so thick and white, just about all of the light from the sun reflects off of it. And that's why you can even see Venus in the day sometimes."

Maybe she didn't know everything. You had assumed she did based her quirk and her grades. But Yaoyorozu was just a girl. A very smart one at that but just a girl. You certainly didn't know everything.

How strange it was to think that of all the people she could have asked to join her in her escape from the crowd of her birthday party, she chose you. "I thought you hated me." You said, not realizing that you had voiced that thought out loud until it was too late.

"That's funny." She admitted to you. "I always assumed you hated me. I invited you by total chance, hoping that you'd come. And I'm glad you did. You've been great company." You both silently decided to leave it there, choosing to take in the sounds of the night in silence before heading back inside.

"Oh!" You perked your head up. "Is now a bad time to give you your birthday present?"

"You didn't have to get me anything-"

"I know but I wasn't not going to. But what do you get the girl that's got everything, right?" You snuck into the coat closet just outside the foyer, grabbing your bag from one of the hooks. "Do you remember when we went on that class beach trip and you wanted the stuffed cow in the claw machine on the pier but you couldn't win it?"

"Yeah."

"Well I remembered that you wanted it so Kaminari and I went back to get it for you!" You responded enthusiastically!

"You're kidding."

You shook your head no, pulling the plush out of your bag to prove it. With a grin, you extended your arms to offer it to her. "How? I thought it was broken. The claw wouldn't close."

"Oh, no, it still was." You admitted. "I asked Kaminari to fry the machine so I could reach my arm in there with a coat hanger and pull it out." She laughed. It was the sweetest sound you think you've ever heard. "Worked like a charm."

"Did it?"

"Yeah. We're never allowed back to that arcade again but I think it was worth it."

Momo pulled you by your lapels closer to her and pulled you into a tight hug. The feeling of her embrace felt so warm and familiar. Neither of you wanted to be the first to let go. After a moment she speaks.

"I love it. Thank you."

"Happy birthday." You said once again, punctuating it with a soft kiss to her temple.