#and i would like to stop 🤡
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my focus was not that good thru out the day but it's nonexistent now lmao 🤩
#i have been here#for so long#just working on my goddamn cheat sheet#except also doing a lot of not working on this cheat sheet#i have 4 more lecture powerpoints to go thru come on 😭#the thing is i have had glowstick club things that i keep fucking overthinking the shit out of#and i would like to stop 🤡#lol but so instead of working on this i'll overthink some message im sending or just what im doing in general#but not for this exam lolll#this exam is gonna be#so interesting :)#i have almost been here for 12 hours i think :0 lmfao#part of it is also 🤩 having exam on the last day of exams#so like everyone else is done and im still here :c#w a few other ppl in this study area LOL#aldfgnbdisfbouhbgiqrebghsdflsdifslhfdjgsfligndlfg#i want to sleep :c but i want to finish this cheat sheet before sleeping D:#which means i should work on it lmfao#;-;#this class is interesting to me i just dont know how to do anything in it lmfao so rip#jeanne talks#i want food what if i get a THIRDDDD thing from the vending machine todayyy lmfao ;-;#i hoenstly ... might#even partly just to get up and walk around a bit and keep myself awake lmfao
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Sometimes I feel a bit like a clown; but then I see how Kuya looks at Eiden, and I remember that there is someone here who is the entire fucking circus🤡🎪
#I would like to remind you that until last year this guy was the one who didn't even want to be hugged#Now look at him#Kuya catching feelings at every new event will never stop being funny to me LMAO💀#ALSO HE STAYED??? For the whole night???? Petting Eiden's hair amd shit like that????#🤡🎪#nu carnival#nu carnival eiden#nu carnival kuya
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people really think emilia was the one who stopped jonsa from happening??? 🤡
You have to understand, at the time the show was airing Jonsas were fully convinced that their ship was going to happen. When it didn't, instead of just acknowledging that they were wrong they turned everything into some big conspiracy theory💀. They claimed Emilia complained to D&D and that's why it didn't happen, even though if she had that kind of sway she would've 100% used it for her own character. They decided that HBO just got "nervous" and chose to give Jonsa scenes to Gendrya, which is why we got a sex scene for them. They even briefly blamed Kit before deciding to hyper-analyze every interview he had and deciding that he was subtly giving us Jonsa hints. According to them, everybody was conspiring to erase Jonsa. That's what happens when you build your ship off of nothing though, you have to be a bit delusional to make it work.
#ask#anon#anti got#anti jonsa stans#they were fully convinced it was going to happen and it was so crazy to witness#why are Jonsas so delusional? cause a majority of them came from the show and decided it was canon based on nothing#and then decided that George would give them the ending they wanted so they started misinterpreting the books too 🥴#Emilia was like yeah I'm good with my character's complete destruction but I draw the line at Jonsa 🤡#this is why I say the books coming out isn't going to stop them they're just too delusional
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#I feel like 90% of interpersonal dttwt drama would be solved if they stopped treating this fandom like a job#just saw something on there a few days ago and like 🤡#why do they take numbers and likes and dranart notices so seriously#and they way they talk about artists is unhinged like genuinely#such bullies like it’s actually just unhinged all over useless twitter clout likeeee
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Cleradin my beloved😌💕
Mike just wanted to give a pretty flower to his wizard boyfriend
#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#stranger things#byler fanart#byler art#finally I made some byler art. I've been meaning to do it since july💀#the way I had this almost done before byler week but then I didn't and stopped working on it for the whole week#🤡🤡 not like I had any ideas for the other prompts so it's whatever lol#i have fixed this so many times. if there's any errors no there's not#do I hate that I didn't include a sword or a shield for mike. yes. but I also know i would hate it more if I made myself do it#i was so set on the poses there was nothing I could do. it was too much brain work to do it without them#((the flower reminded mike of will's hat!!!))))#shitbyme#myart
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good news, nobody! I said fuck it and started working on the stupid, really self indulgent fic I've been thinking abt and I don't hate the 650+ words I achingly extracted from my brain tonight ....
#i write sometimes#new march.ly fic in 2024 goal lives on. we'll see. this would be a lil seasonally appropriate one shot#just for funsies. stupid really self indulgent funsies I haven't been able to stop thinking abt for a long while now#but idk. we'll see 🤞 I really hope I can keep this level of hype for this up and actually write it#instead of just. thinking abt it all the time and never doing anything with it#anyway 🤡 I gotta take my new sleep meds and see if the work lmao it's already like 2am bro
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having to decide whether to walk to work music-less or wear my overear headphones to work because my new phone has a different port to what my wired earphones have 😭
#lex waffles#the way i only bought those earphones the other month 🤡#luckily i only have 1 week left of work for the summer so it's not terrible but walking with no music ???#like i love my overear headphones don't get me wrong but idk something about wearing them to walk to work just doesn't vibe with me#i went back to wired ones because 2 times i've had cheap bluetooth ones one ear stopped working after a couple months#also where do i put them when i GET to work because like i don't need to take a bag because everything just fits in my pockets usually#(other than my waterbottle)#like i can just leave them in the staff room but like i don't wanna ???#and i can't just wear them around my neck because the job i have and i doubt they would let me anyway#& given the job i have it would probably annoy me
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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa#something is Wrong lol#i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡#and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches#all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now#but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit#and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on#to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back#like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend#i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect#i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back#but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms#or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations#or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings#or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af#because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff#im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility#i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn#but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself#and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc#i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself#and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it#i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do#i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it#and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person#<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation#of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡#like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT
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i do truly think there are a million great things about online friendships but i will admit that your best friend waking up one day and deciding they are just never going to respond to your messages again, thus ending the relationship with no closure, is a hell of a fucking downside
#i'm sad again what's new#i will never know what i've done wrong and that might just kill me#i would much rather scream and fight than... this#feels like i went to the doctor#they told me something is wrong with me#i was like 'omg what is it'#and they just turned around and left#anyway now people not responding to me makes me feel even worse than usual#just fyi i know ur just busy etc but that wont stop my brain from being convinced i have done something wrong again and ur done with me 🤡#sorry for the inconvenience i hate it too#i will not be mentioning it tho its fine#archer's unrelated
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Because someone decided to use some gif’s I made without giving credit🙃:
(I could care less of it was a reaction gif, but a whole Nettles gifset 🙃)
I now will be using the evil bird app (just to re-post the gifs, moodboards, and stuff I make on here): https://twitter.com/dettlesdaily
To the person and any others who try it, you should know by now any funky crap you guys do I will find out about it😊
#surprise surprise it was a freaking Dumbnyra Stan 🤦🏽♀️#like talk about adding insult to injury#like I thought the crappy quality would stop people from using them but nope 🤦🏽♀️#that fanbase keeps reaffirming my dislike of them 😒#I think I’m more upset by them stealing it than the actual stealing 🤣#I don’t even think this person likes nettles so to do that is really foul 🤷🏽♀️#I still hate twitter#and it’s owner#I am going to try to avoid getting into debates with the crazy’s on there#I feel like clown now 🤡
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watching past lives (2023) really makes me want to text [redacted] and thats the power of cinema babeyyy
#ling.txt#didnt like it as much as i thought i would but it made me feel a deep sense of regret for things i left open-ended w ppl i cared about a lo#and who i now never or rarely speak to it's like. ajskfkgkg.#ik my review said it made me think abt my next dior neighbor but now im also thinking A LOT abt#my straight(?) best friend of the ''same'' gender in hs who i was weirdly close with and had a kinda toxic codependent relationship with#whose bf i couldnt stand and only after we stopped being in contact i realized i was in love w her for years lol#redacted in this post refers to someone else tho. altho some mutuals probably know who im referring to 🤡🤡🤡#it's been uh. close to 3 yrs now i think and i dont think i ever really- anyway.
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Guys, do I like him if I made a playlist, have imagined being married to him, wrote a letter, gave him a bracelet and would literally be okay with marrying him if he asked?
Or is all that just platonic?
#kittee-talks#I don't think it matters anymore cause he likes someone else#I miss him🤡#Please talk to me#I would literally do anything for him#Stop#I must remember what my mother told me
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FINALLY GOT A FUCKING ANSWER. Friends friends friend boys and girls 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
#mine#I am dumb af#I am all sorts of emotions right now#I feel sad upset stupid and angry#disappointed at myself#just dropped like $60 on her last night to be a distraction#had to pry out an answer of what she wanted to do or be because straight up answers are apparently hard#I guess they would be hard if you give them knowing the other person is about to stop making you feel cared and loved for#love when people use previous conversations against you and then say something like that’s a yellow flag for me but yet you have said time#and time again you don’t do yellow flags it’s either green or red you’ve said that#because of course it’s easier to pick something and not give a straight up answer#my yellow flag was i had said in the beginning I have walls up with people because I’m scared to be vulnerable#🤡🤡🤡#probably because I’ve been used by every relationship in my life 🙃 but you know yellow flag y’all to want to be careful#I’m mad#now I’m just sad#deena when you look back at this remember you want to receive what you give if you don’t receive what you give STOP WITH THE FALSE HOPE
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Oh 🤡 update for my besties... I'm not a dancer, like I haven't physically danced since I was like 9, but she dances all the time and so I told her she should learn the Vigilante Shit chair routine from The Eras Tour 🤡🤡 She was like "only if you learn it too" so we both learned it and what a wild ride that was. Anyway she still has no idea about my feelings for her and she still brings up the coworker she's currently trying to get over every day so that's fun 🤡
#ive come close to hinting at my feelings a couple times#last night she showed me a meme that was like 'what my best friend would look like if he was perfect' then a pic of Taylor Swift#and she was like 'oh my god this is how you view me!'#and i was like 'no its not! jesus christ!'#and she was like 'ah... because i could never be taylor swift'#and i was like 'no! thats not why.' then stopped right there bc i was abt to say 'i think youre more beautiful than Taylor swift'#but that mightve been too sussy#but its honestly true like yall have no idea how insane it is that i went to see TAYLOR SWIFT#who ive been in love with since i was 6 years old#but all ive been thinking about since the concert is my best friend#siiiiiiiiiigh i need to get over this#🤡#🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
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It’s nice being myself and all but I do sometimes miss when people didn’t vehemently hate me
#vent#tw vent#tw homophobia#lesbian#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtq+#autistic#autism#unmasking#🤡.txt#gets a little old after a while. can y’all stop staring please im literally just trying to walk down the goddamn hallway#straight girls always act like I just kissed them on the lips of something. maam I am ten feet away and didn’t even look at you#i KNOW you don’t want me in the girls bathroom. I DONT WANT TO BE HERE EITHER. BUT IF YOUD MOVE THE FUCK OUT OF MY WAY#IT WOULD MAKE THE PROCESS OF ME GETTING THE HELL OUT MUCH SMOOTHER!!!!#i love it when men look at me as an object and then when they realize I’m not accessible to them they see me like an alien#/s obviously#butch chronicles
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We really cant ever have good things huh :/
#i really thought this manhwa author was different. but as per usual i am the clown#I was really excited for the sequel to On or Off bc the series had ended suddenly bc the author had some personal stuff going on#and had to finish the series early#so i was excited to get more content with the characters i adored. I thought she mustve had a lot of good ideas that-#-she didnt get to use in the og series so shes doing a whole sequel but nope#the sequel is filled with every annoying cliche tropes we've seen in BL manhwas#but i didnt care all that much bc at least it wasnt like most other popular series where rape and dubcon were regular tropes#well I guess she felt left out#the characters have started acting outright out of character and even straightup annoying#so. much. miscommunication.#and now the most recent update (translated) its straight up dubcon#and its so weird to see ppl defend it in the comments with like#'no u r weird for interpreting it that way bc in the next chp (untranslated) turns out he was into it'#or 'its not ooc bc top knows his lover and if bottom was actually not into it he would have stopped'#excuse me? saying 'stop' and 'im scared' isn't enough for u? bc it sure is for me#theres also another breed of brainrots who are like 'bottom deserved it bc he lied and was being annoying' ☠️🤡 im....#idc that 'later turns out he was into it' bc the author definitely wrote this chapter to be questionable. and for what?#if you dont have any good ideas for an exciting and engaging plot maybe don't do a sequel#using disgusting tropes just to create drama and tension is so cheap and pathetic#niki screaming into the void#work love balance#on or off
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