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sakebytheriver · 1 year ago

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When someone ends a friendship with you and they clearly think you're the toxic one and they were the innocent that never did anything wrong, while you were the bitch that had to constantly over apologize for the smallest thing or else they'd end the friendship and the way they end it is through one text message where they hit you with a 'im done with second chances' whereas you ate so much shit with a grin on your face and the concept of 'chances' in friendships in general never occurred to you and now as you go back over the friendship you realize how onesided everything was and how much work you put in to receive absolutely nothing back and how you got so lost in the toxicity of it all and just how bad a friend they actually were and now you regret saying you'd 'fight for this friendship' because ultimately they were not your friend the same way you were theirs 🙃

#ignore me #personal #five years of friendship ended in one text message #and now as i go over everything #im like wow #what a bad friend #insecure immature child who could never accept a dollop of blame and could never have a confrontation face to face #like the longer i look at it the more exhausted i feel #ive felt for months like i was waiting for this moment #like she was just waiting for me to screw up so she could hit me with that fucking 'im done with second chances'#like fuck you bro #do you know how 'second chances' i had to give you without ever once brining it up to you #chronic insecurity mixed with her inability to handle confrontation and any kind of negative emotion #meant i had to be perfect or else i would get cut off #the way i told my therapist about it and she was like friendship shouldnt feel like youre on probation #and i was like omg thats exactly what it was #i was on probation for fucking months and i couldnt be a human being and mess up or else shed be ready to end everything #like i really did feel so on edge and like i had to walk on eggshells with her #and its like weve known each other for 5 years #it shouldnt feel like this #and shes going to go through her life thinking that i was the problem and that it was me who was the toxic one who couldnt change enough to #be her firend which is just the most frustrating part of it all #like im not a petty enough person to go and text her all of my grievances and make her feel like shit for how she did me dirty #but if i could go back in time i wouldnt say i wish i could change her mind #id tell her that i worked so hard to be perfect for her and she never once put in the same effort for me and that im sorry i wasted so much #of my life on trying to be her friend when it was obvious she didnt want to try and be mine

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mushroom-through-the-stargate · 6 months ago

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romantic partner? no, i want a lab partner. i want to run experiments and solve the secrets of the universe together. maybe we're wearing lab coats. maybe the cafeteria has bagels.

#aromantic #aroace #mushroom rambles #rodney mckay core #funny enough this is actually bc i watched the sgu episode with rodney #and i was GEEKING OUT over seeing my precious boy #and mum was like 'you have a crush on him' and obvi i was like no i do NOT #and shes like 'professional crush. doesnt have to be romantic.'#and that just CLICKED bc omg thats EXACTLY WHAT IT IS #i dont want to date or fuck him but i so want to befriend and work with him

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magpod-confessions · 8 months ago

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people keep talking about the noise with Michael. I have tinnitus. It sounds literally the same.

... in other words I thought you all were joking about it until my wife confirmed it for me.

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#HELP no we werent joking #but yeaaa youre right thats exactly what he sounds like omg i never realised that lmaooo #magpod #tma #the magnus archives #the distortion #michael distortion #magpod confession

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hauntingblue · 7 days ago

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ARCANE EPISODE 7!!!!

MY GOD I WASNT READY FOR ANY OF THIS!!! WHAT WAS THAT!!!

Also ekko wallpaper I got with my fries lmao

#OH MY GOOOD!!!!!! POWDER AND EKKO!!! AND BENZOOOOOO #ITS LITERALLY WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN OMGG!!!!! POWDER LOOKS SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭 IM CRYING ALREADYYYY #VANDER WITH A BUN!! AND EVERYTHING IS SO FULL OF LIGHT!!! HER EYES!!! MYLO LOOKS SO RIDICULOUS AKDJSK THIS GIRLAAA #“where would you be without her” WELL BUDDY IF YOU KNEW HOW HE IS WITH HER!!! VI IS DEAD????? OR SHE WAS TAKEN FOR THE INCIDENT!!!#LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID JAYCE!!! MY GOD!!! THE GEMS KILLED VI SO THEY JUST COMPLETELY PROHIBITED THEM!!! JAYCE IS IN JAIL PROBABLY!!#the fact we are seeing exactly why jayce should be sorry about what he has done.... and we are seeing him suffer because of it... cinema 🚬#also mel fading into viktor.... also has he realised how she manipulated him in the beggining??? there is so much stuff...#jayce eating contaminated animals and his wound being infected with the arcane too..... is that what will push him....#omg.... ekko likes powder so much... he apologised by painting actual adult vi portraits where the fallen are in his universe 😭😭😭#“she looks so badass” if you knew... is he gonna ask her to help him make hextech.... that is so sick and twisted....#also jayce hurting his leg loke viktor and having to use a cane and brace.... damn and you know whats worse..... that ekko could be like #this with the jinx of his universe IF ISHA HADNT DIED!!! AND IT IS BEACUSE OF JAYCE!! AGAIN!!!!! THIS MAN!!!!!#the drawing with the anomaly and the two men and the inifite symbol... we get it... jayce and viktor forever intertwined by fate....#powder is sensing something is off.... omg time travel..... THE LIMIT IS FOUR SECONDS AFTER HEIMERDINGER EPXLODED ALDHAKSHSKSJSOJSOSLS #i dont want a time travel ending.... if its done for plot to an extent is okay but idk about solving it all.... it makes it feel worhtless #claggor looks so fine its not even funny..... i cant wait to see what everyone thinks. WHERE IS THE LITTLE LADY bc hes called little man 😭#and vander with arm tattoos.... why did they hipster fied him.... he looks younger somehow ajdhakj he went from taking care of 4 kids to 3!#SILCO!!!! AND HE DID TRY TO KILL HIM!! ALSJAKSKAK Ekko just laighing at it.... girl i would be pissed STROMAE??? OMG POWDER!!!!#I JUST REALIZED THE PINK IN HER HAIR IS FOR VI!! AND HER JACKET!! AND A DRESS LIKE HER MOTHER'S!! CRYING!!! FULL BODY CHILLS!!!#CAN WE JUST PRETEND LIKE ITS THE FIRST TIME!!! I GAVE UP ON YOU!!! WHAT HAPPENED BACK THEN I NEED TO KNOW!!! IM SOBBING!!! EKKO!!!!#NOOOOOOO THE ANOMALY NOOOOO!!!! HEIMERDINGER NOOOOO!!!! AND THATS JAYCE!!! IS THAT MAGE VIKTOR???? the monkeys......#the vi toy with the out love song machine.... my god i wasnt expecting any of this i need to breathe i am stil tearing up my god #what a fucking punch in the stomach christ i cant breathe right akdhsksso #the credits saying the deries has benefited from a spanish tax rebate in the canary islands??? you're welcome i guess lmao #animation production carried out there and has ben collaboration with the Spanish gov... alright another win for perro sanxe #talking tag #watching arcane #watching arcane season 2 #watching this i dont think im ready for caitvi sex.... after reconciliation even like what will be of me.... now im scared #i am still scared bc idk what happened to jinx and vi and cait still... thats what worried me and boom!! ekko powder with the steel chair..

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feralthembo · 25 days ago

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Hi I know I am just a random follower but I hope your day gets better (just saw you reblog "I am going to go missing soon" like 30 times in a row)

yeah i was uh. i had a bit too much going on and i did the thing where i hit post limit on purpose so i didnt do the thing where i talk too much about everything publicly. thanks for checking, i got this ask about the same time a beloved moot hit me up and it did really help in tandem with that.

(also i see you in my notes every so often and i literally recognize your icon bc it makes me think of osmosis jones)

#this was so nice like omg #im glad the call for help was answered by multiple ppl bc thats exactly what that is when i do that #thats 'i dont know how to ask for help directly but i really fucking need it'

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todayisafridaynight · 3 months ago

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what are your interests that aren’t yakuza

uhm. a lot !!! I think !!!

#snap chats #dont think its a surprise to say i love sonic. i dont post bout it anywhere but i do very much love sonic #and kirby !!!! i love kirby .... and like. other videogames 💀#i like talking about comics with my bro. we rewatched all the xmen movies since i was leaving for college and that was funny #i get legal rights to mention that today cause someone did a minedai ver of a lipstick ad james mcavoy and michael fassbender were in #i did scream and cry when i saw it. btw. its bookmarked in my heart and on my twitter but moving on #dragonball's alright. i GUESS. i GUESS i like dragonball ... i havent been keepin up with it but daima's droppin oct 11th so i heard #maybe i oughta go back to reading manga .. thatd mean i go into a bookstore again vjaLKAJ #i also like reading :) but i dont exactly make fanart for reading jvELKVJA #SO FUNNY THO my library was giving away free dupe books and i know the librarian scared of me walking away with two piles #lets just get back to videogames that was easier. i like metroid :) gonna throw up when MP4 comes out #though. VERY funny that they didnt remaster MP2 and MP3 for the switch before but whaddya gonna do i'll live #metroid fusion is real fun ...... i really like metroid fusion ... yk maybe i dont have a lot of interests #MEGAMAN I LOVE MEGAMAN and resident evil …… capcom gang ……. ace attorney omg them too 😩#i always think AA is sega but no its not. criminal but it does mean phoenix wright shows up in MVC so thats alright ig #at least not. franchise? interests? like i like sports and Reading As I Said but i aint bloggin bout that #yeah idk. 'what are yuor other interests' is such an odd question cause i HAVE other interests i just dont think about it #yk. unless i have a blog for it LOL but for most of these i dont #but yeah i guess. theres that !!!!!! its like 1AM im definitely excluding things i like but vjlaekvjaeklJVELAKJ

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jrueships · 8 months ago

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I'm shy but you're one of my favorite people that I follow on this app. You're so funny and I wish I could be half as clever as you. You've introduced me to a lot of interesting people and ideas! Just wanted to pass on some appreciation on this Saturday night. Hope you're having a good time 🥰

THIS IS SO SWEET, HELLO????

#TH ANKY YOU ??????? OMG 😭😭😭 SHUT UPPP!!!!!!!!#srry the reply was a little late 😭 i literally dont know how to respond appropriately to compliments #IT'S JUST SO NEW TO ME 😭😭 LIKE OMG... URE SRS???#im gonna weep #u are so sweet anon ARGHHHH i put you in my mouth and carry you to safety like a mama gator #'clever' DHUT UPPPPP 😭😭😭😭😭😭#being called smart is like being called pretty to me like omg stopp haha What Exactly Do You Think Is Smart About Me 😼#I LOVE BEING CALLED SMART HEEHEE THANK UUU OMG #being called the stupid friend in all my friend groups has made me a little starved of smartness im afraid #IM SO HAPPY IVE BEEN A WORTHWHILE GATEWAY TO NEW PPL AND IDEAS!!!!#it's such a delightful and sometimes surprising quality abt sharing media!!!#THATS SO COOL TO ME #i hope u continue to find appreciation not just in my blog but wherever u go in life <33 #AND U BETTER BE APPRECIATED WHEREVER U GO TOO!!!!!!!#or ELSE !!#i #ted #will Be there 😾...#SRS THO THANK U THIS WAS VERY SWEET OF U 😭😭#ted tumbunity things

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faggotwalkwithme · 16 days ago

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always fighting the urge to say 'why are you guys talking about my dad' whenever people talk about kiefer sutherland

#shut up mars #listen.. I CANT HELP IT IF MY DAD LOOKS LIKE EXACTLY LIKE HIM..#i just have to keep myself from being annoying about it #help i just remembered once in the airport one of the people in immigration was like #'omg hi mr sutherland...... im a big fan'#apparently he thought my dad was him and was using like a fake passport or something too... avoid being recognised....???#no idea what that guy was thinking but thats pretty funny

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aroaceofthesea · 19 days ago

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My uni friends want to teach me pop culture basics and im like. how do i tell you i couldnt give less of a shit

#i sometimes think im not that weird and then i talk with them #and im like ooh that's right you've stopped judging yourself by normie standards #today for example they were talking about this summer's music and i was like who are these ppl #they were like omg you must know who billie eilish is at least. i knew exactly 1 song about her and its from 2017 apparently (bad guy)#and they were like damn okay well olivia rodrigo? and i was like ooh thats the good 4 u girl isnt she #they were like 💀💀💀💀 for some reason #and the other ppl i had heard of them but couldnt even name 1 song from them like idk ariana grande chappel roan or however you write that #i literally dont even know what kind of music they make im so out of everything #no but rlly it feels like we grew up in completely different worlds what do you mean you lived only 40 mins away #(literally everyone grew up like this its not a distance thing)#but yeah now they are like omg we gotta teach you at least the basics and i was like alright but only if i can teach you tumblr culture🤑🤑#im trying to get them into tumblr rn ive gotten 2 of them to make an acc but they didnt even install the app so im working on that #we are mutuals already tho #anyways yeah we will get there eventually we can do it #mine #life #friends

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my-thirteenth-reason · 6 months ago

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bro wtf is with this guy i swear when will he get the hint that i no longer am and do not want to be friends with his transphobic-in-the-weirdest-way ahh

#he makes me so uncomfortable???#like i ghosted him for 2 months and then when i had my competition he messages me telling me that he went on the site to look at my results?#???? and proceeded to give me unsolicited consolation #um firstly wtf are you even looking at my results for thats weird af and secondly i wasn't even upset + i don't want your pity + wtf???#and i replied really dryly but then he started talking about some project he was working on as if i didn't literally greytick him for 2 mths #and now he just sent me a message again omg stop please. i get the ick thinking about him #okay and there was that time i was in a really depressive episode last year and i wasn't talking to him and on his discord bio it said like #you know ur the worst when a suicidal person wont talk to u or sum shit like that #like what the hell? am i just overreacting or is that the weirdest shit you could say #like are you trying to get me to feel even worse cuz that doesn't exactly make me want to reach out #like omfg how do you even make something like this about you. literally how #also he kept fetishising trans people in his fanart???? like what the hell it was so disturbing #anyway now that I think about it i was friends with him for about 6 months and it's also been 6 months since then and i am completely fine #ugh anyway #we were kinda close so i got him to make a tumblr #to my moot who might follow him his name starts with r lol #and i swear he was vagueposting about me last month #and like. it's kinda creepy.#dude i am literally the plainest person around please why are you so obsessed with me i bet you can't name anything about me you liked that #doesn't include how i gave you the attention you wanted #anyway i don't know how he hasn't gotten the hint when bro he knows i literally avoid all eye contact and pairwork and messages from him #like do you need me to tell it to your face or what #rant #sorry i feel so mean writing this help

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marsneedstherapy · 1 year ago

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my brain has melted, I have brainrot, and it'd secret shanghai's fault

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lottieurl · 1 year ago

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one of my controversial opinions is i won't stop using the word narcissist in a way its been used my whole life because of a psychiatric label/diagnosis that shouldn't be called that in the first place

#like feel free to disagree but everytime people get mad at a usage of that word in a way - as far as i know - far older than #the INSULTING psychiatric diagnosis i lose my mind a little #the damn personality disorder's name is the problem here #i remember a friend from group therapy calling me just like sooo upset and distressed bc the therapists put that in her diagnosis papers #and like she didnt even know what exactly that was supposed to mean but its a hurtful label to be Diagnosed With #like can we fucking. criticize that and psychiatry sometimes instead of being like #omg dont call people self centered assholes :/ look up self centered asshole disorder you ignorant bitch #anyways im half asleep so this might be incoherent #i just keep seeing that post thats like abt how people misuse terms like love bombing and trauma bonding etc #and im like YEAH! GOOD #and then the damn narcissist part kicks in

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katara-alone · 4 months ago

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omg I just saw a Three Dark Crowns post and my fangirly past self crashed down on my body like a reincarnated otherwordly soul aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

#three dark crowns #oh we are so back!! omg #went to check tdc tag and saw so much images headcanoning them white.... immediately thought wow thats exactly what fandoms used to be like #when i was 3 years old!

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walkietalkiemaniac · 1 year ago

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one thing abt me is i will read a character study/ character centric fic and leave a long ass beautiful comment that elaborates on authors focused points, they call me the noticer cuz i notice things, and itll get me a long ass response from the author

#mypost #ill get a good grade in fic commenting which is a normal thing to want. possible to achieve #one time i got a response that was like #''OMG that was exactly the feel i was going for'' from an author. then?#on another chapter?#''YOU MUST HAVE BEEN SQUATTING BEHIND ME AS I WROTE THIS CUZ YOU GOT WHAT I WANTED TO CONVEY''#bar for bar. thats how i do it #professional

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hauntingblue · 3 months ago

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Jaya time

I love these moments of nearly cosmic horror when they encounter inexplicable things (at first) they are so intriguing

Is strawhat here?! *Megan thee stallion saying AAH 😜*

This cover just goes hard... Get it chopper

#usopp and luffy wanting to go to skypiea and nami only gets it going when luffy says she won't do it cause she can't... now it's personal #robin getting nami an eternal pose..... yeah exactly #luffy eating takoyaki immediately after he finds an octopus... sanjis speed is no joke #THE FUCKING GUY SHOOTING THE SEAGULL IS THE ONE IN BLACKBEARDS CREW!!!! DAMN #dying swiftly or not is result of your actions??? i guess man whatever #FUCKING BURGESS TOO!!! and the fucking transing your gender virus maker.... here luffy doesnt explode!!!#teach and luffy having complete opposite opinions on everything.... having bad vibes immediately.... incredible its like luffy knew #luffy doesnt fight bellamy bc he isnt worth the fight sinply bc they have different ideals... yeah.. also emerald city when #the pirates that do it for the money and the pirates that do it for their dreams... which is weird bc luffys foil (?) is blackbeard #also a d also a pirate with dreams (the same one even?) but they go about it in two different ways still.... compelling #why dies luffy think about shanks and ace when he hears teach outside the bar i an going insane... why does luffy just stare at him #WHAT ARE YOU THINKING LUFFY!! DOES HE SEE HIM AND SEE COMPETITION??? THATS WHY SHANKS AND ACE TELLING HIM TO BE A GOOD PIRATE??#how do they know about the them. why do they not tell anyone. to this day they havent said A WORD #noland was also from 400 years ago.... we got joyboy noland and toki #also are the next cover stories about ace.... please......... i need to see him #el señor de la noche moment (luffy fighting bellamy) draws near... i am so excited #i love ace being a hobo and just jumping on whatever boat he can find to eat and sleep and nobody refuses bc he's with whitebeard ajdjajkqw #ALSO I MISSED YOU KING!!!! COME BACK TO MEEEE #gorusei kuma and doffy first appearance omg... hello everyone #'if we let redhair act more than its sufficient it could be problematic' does this mean they can control him? shanks sus evidence n.1 #'redhair is not one to change the world on his own' is he waiting for luffy??? is that it?? is shanks rogers successor to aid joyboy???#he told something to shanks before dying about laughtale and left that work for him so thats why he went after the one piece right after #joyboy manifested in luffy. thats why he refused so outright to buggy when he proposed to sail together to find it... maybe shanks not evil #lafitte was a cop and is the one to propose blackbeard as shichibukai? for some reason even if he hasnt done anything yet ✍️#whitebeard appearance... loving this in between arc issues even if they are not in between arcs... in between islands arc i guess #see??? why does benn beckman care about what the gov thinks... why would they give af and why would they even think about it #fucking blackbeard was after luffy..... but he 'settled' for ace i am going to be sick #blackbeard should have died when the knock up stream destroyed his ship what happened there....#also i didnt notice cricket smoking so much and trembling akdhsksjk he is hoping he didnt send luffy to die #reading one piece

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rat-rosemary · 2 years ago

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Very niche content I think, but I'm watching manly badass hero's game play of the most recent 'slay the princess' demo and... idk

It's just that, in a lot of the ending the princess doesn't really look like a monster to me? Especially on the first chapter that leads to The Witch, when she kills you she looks wild sure, but to me she just looks... like a woman

Like most times we see her i cant see her as a monster, she just looks like a mirror

#slay the princess #idk i might be talking out of my ass #but..#idk #my brain came up with 'womanhood is victimhood'#im not sure if thats exactly what i want to say but its the vibe #because her decisions and her reactions all feel justified #and the damsel... god she hits on a different level #i hate the voice of that path i hate him #omg... shes just like me fr #the mad ramblings

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