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freebooter4ever · 5 months ago

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you know when there is one person you need to have a fight with (my dad) but you cant so you find yourself subconsciously picking fights with other people -_-

yeah i need to stop that

#jrnlsht #there is a giant ache that overwhelms even the slight wound from nick being a butt over this illness #and its that my dad is acting like he just doesnt care at all #and it is crushing me #i knew we were distant but i didn't know until now that he really truly didnt care #i have to figure out a way to reconcile with that and honestly im at a loss #this is like when my dad kept canceling his visits to me or my visits to him #and i kept defending him and saying excuses #until finally my one programmer friend here sat me down and said laura you keep saying that your dad is the one person you rely on #but he hasnt been reliable for years #and i realized my friend was right #this is just an extension of that shit that happened like two years ago #but dad was always the good one who saved me from my moms abuse and i am forever blind to his failings

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 day ago

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Finally got pushed into the Severance pit.

#Severance #Helly R #Mark S #I am still early on so *Please no spoilers*.#This show has been recommended to me since it first started airing and...well all my friends were right. It's absolutely my kind of show.#A psychological thriller that focuses on corporate horror to create some really unsettling and familiar dread within it's audiance?#Every episode feels like I am being held hostage. In a good way.#And so many mysteries are going on! *SO* many mysteries!#Helly R's tenacity to escape contrasted by her outie's determination to stay is so fascinating to me.#The question seems to be 'who are you without your memories' and I'm starting to realize that the answer is very complex.#My favourite is Irv B*) His old man swagger and frightened bird disposition make me want to study him.

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craigularory-joe · 7 months ago

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Day 3

#abed nadir #troy barnes #community nbc #community #hes going to spend the day figuring this out noir detective film style #failing to realize he could simply ask annie herself #also writing this right before sleeping over at my friends place!#i need to find my abed friendship bracelet i misplaced it..#also if there is like a canon one for annie im somehow forgetting #or like. strong opinions. lmk

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seawing-vibes · 8 days ago

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I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes

I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies

I can’t stop myself from adding one (1!) “Read more” so heres the og sketch so you can see Noct’s face <3

#wof #wof oc #Seawing #controlling myself I wanna go on a ten page rant about these two but I shant ..#I have so much oc art I’ve never posted but I wanna start posting again so just for fun for Me everyone gets to see oc art #but for brief small context these are my ocs Noctilu (right) and Astrolabe (left) & its about Astro dealing with the fact that Noct is gonn #die some day soon & Astro will inevitably outlive him because its a story about terminal illness thumbs up #the story is written through the perspective of Noct most of the time but this song fit Astro’s perspective better #it was in a handful of Spotify song requests from m dear friends #my*#guh I didnt realize how On The Nose the lyrics where until putting them on the post damn #I know I’ve posted Noct’s ref & gotten some beautiful fanart of him before hopefully its all in that tag #spins in circles i love them dearl #dearly!! my ‘y’ key hasnt been working lately :( gotta press down on it intensely </3 realizing how many words have ‘y’ in them #tideart #oc: astrolabe #oc: noctilu #oc

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cosmo-shell · 7 months ago

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So I rewatched doomed yuri the movie a few days ago 😁😁

Og frame

#smiling friends #pim pimling #pim smiling friends #pim #robot dreams #my artwork #screenshot redraw #it was kinda a challenge drawing the background and objects and whatever but I think I did an ok job :)#I just realized I made this right after I finished drawing cutesy charpim fanart LMAO

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jorenilee · 3 months ago

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keep returning to an au where josuke impulsively corners and annihilates a serial killer in the alley an unfortunate okuyasu was taking a smoke in. and with all the machinations of her mind, okuyasu suggests cleaning up the body. because duh ofc that's the obvious answer rn. and josuke kinda pretty who said that

#women cuz i like when women kill #okuyasu witnessing a stranger sweating and covered in blood: this is the most beautiful person ive ever seen in my shitass life #josuke: WHAT AM I DOINGGGGG #art #jjba #jjba diu #au #jojoba #diu #josuyasu #josuke higashikata #okuyasu nijimura #also recently got a wacom tablet from a friend and ohhmygod it feels like taking off weights (i can sketch fast)#just realized josk got two right hands whatever it is 2am and i was watching a friend get DESTROYED by PYRO TF2

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whenthelightisrunninglow · 2 months ago

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spent the last couple nights watching the handplates (<- @zarla-s if you’ve never read it) comic dub with a friend of mine :-]

gaster ^

#EDIT: I JUST REALIZED I FUCKED UP WHICH EYE . IN THE THIRD PICTURE I AM FUCKING SO STUPID AUGHHH #that specific picture is an au where his left eye was fucked up instead ok? no one point out my mistake #i am clearly struggling enough here as-is #or we can say they accidentally triggered that fucked-up magic loop like as babies somehow before they were really aware of it.#and gaster somehow let this happen. i don't KNOW i'm embarrassed. i drew these at 5 am so everyone gotta be nice to me #undertale #sans #papyrus #gaster #handplates au #sketches #it is CRAAZYYY to me that the comic is like officially over. last time i watched Handplates Comic Dub was like.... 2018 #and the comic officially ended in 2023 right? and it's now 2024 going on 2025 #that is INSAAANNNEEE #every time gaster opened his damn mouth me and my friend were both like IS HE STUPID? for like. the entire duration of the dub #objectively untrue but also like. i mean. a little #i couldn’t really do the I AM 13 YEARS OLD comic because… he is like. two-ish maybe. and also an adult kind of #so i did what i could. LMAO

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frenchfry99 · 2 years ago

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"new friend?"

Another day in neighborhood, another troublemaker in Howdy's bugdega

Explaining that he has a whole stack, stash and a box of things to do, "uncle Howdy" tells Lilly to go find someone else to play with, giving a couple of beloved by her tangerines, to sweeten the situation at least a bit.

Throwing out the peels Lilly finds something bizarre- more like someone??

They went to visit frogs later :]

That frog ribbited something too personal 😔😔

Tiger cubs tend to bite others while playing, so does Lilly! (Nobody can escape the lil ankle biter!! Muhaha!!)

Her clown nose honks if you press on it! :]

so silly!!!! Gahhhh!!!! He better watch out for the claws though-

Being silly whole day is a hard job to do so they're taking a nap😔😔

Goofy doodle of "the mandatory older sibling report in the end of the day" lmao (Sunny would think Robbie is just one of the countless itty bitty bugs Lilly befriends)

Robbie belongs to @clownsuu ! >:^]

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lefthandarm-man · 7 months ago

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Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanoff Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)

#my gifs #dailymarveledits #dailymarvelgifs #steve rogers #natasha romanoff #steverogersedit #captain america #the winter soldier #catws #black widow #avengers #stevenat #ummm........................ them <3 #the development of their friendship in this movie is very important to me #theyre like my favorite duo i think they compliment each other so well #theyre meeting in the middle here #steve realizing hes been a pawn in the shield/hydra nonsense and starting to seriously question his role in things #meanwhile natasha is realizing the same thing while ALSO having the background of having been a pawn of the kgb and trying to get out #steves figuring out that this is The Way of Things at the same time that natasha is getting a severe reminder of how shit works #they had both kind of naively thought they could Do The Right Thing and Work For The Right People #even though nats background would make you think she wouldnt have fallen for it quite so easily #but theyre both desperate to like. Atone for shit and Make Things Right and Do Things Properly #but thats really not possible when youre working for governmental or near governmental entities #anyways your honor!!!!!!!!!! theyre best friends!!!!!!!!!!!!#also i really like how these gifs turned out <333 #the version of catws i have is great for giffing

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luck-of-the-drawings · 9 months ago

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[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL #SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS #BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY #THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT #but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested #I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK #bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2 #but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will #bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world #OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through #his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning #when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom #remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i.#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary #when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED!#he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him!#but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude.#he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude #even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second.#even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself.#one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!!#chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!!#i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is #just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG #but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man.#thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.

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mokadevs · 13 hours ago

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be mine

#yumeship #rika pokemon #minifemslashfeb2025 #kiki draws #what..? a Yumeship for the last day of femslashfeb..?#thats Right ive drawn yuri every day for a month and its my BIRTHDAY so if I WANNA DRAW YUMESHIP... I CAN!!!!!!!!#ive never drawn yume stuff ever or even thought about it much #closest i got was having a “crush without realizing it was a crush” with hollyleaf warrior cats when i was like. in 4th grade #me imagining scenarios where my self insert riverclan cat stole hollyleaf away and made sure she was safe:#"yep things would be better if i was Friends with hollyleaf #“and as a Friend to hollyleaf i could make sure she was safe and happy”#anyway. ill make a graphic for all of femslashfeb after work #MINI AND I DID IT YAYYY #we made a pact that we would both do yumeship #cause cringe is dead. Yuri Forever #AND I ACTUALLY COMPLETED IT THIS YEAR GUYS #WAAAAAAAAA #EXCITING #WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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corrodedparadox · 2 months ago

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Started looking at a few of ur artworks and Im absolutely blown away with how unique it looks!

Starting as a beginner artist, was it hard to find ur niche and audience? Or was this something u never really thought about/ realised?

Funnily enough I had the opposite in terms of trying to find an audience when starting out. A lot of my earlier art was just a bunch of random furry ocs/nonsensical doodles/etc just trying to hop on whatever art bandwagon was going on to try and fit in and prove myself as an artist. It was only when I realized I wanted to create impactful art for myself, along with wanting my art to be something that can stand alone and not have to be influenced by context for the viewer to connect with it, that really let me start creating the work I make now. After shifting to more personal work I found people were a lot more receptive to my work, and I just managed to build my little niche over time. Peoples reactions to my current art definitely influences what I make now, but even then I always just created works for myself, and I’m very grateful people like it :)

I do consider the work below as one of my “cornerstone” drawings in terms of my development as an artist, it was my first work were I actually tried working a full scene, along with using it as a vent piece. Really set the tone and standard for all my other works

#I also just decided I wanted to make bigger pieces the day my childhood best friend killed herself #something abt it just made me realize I should channel my emotions into art rather than trying to make random drawings #the drawing I posted was started the day she was admitted in a coma #and finished it on the day she ended up passing #now that I think about it her anniversary is only a few days away #is that the right word??? the day she passed idk #I feel like I’m never good at explaining this stuff #but wanting my work to be something you see on the wall and you stop and sit with it a bit is something I’ve always wanted #make no mistake I am still a furry. I just am not in as many communities as before where my entire life was drawing cinnadogs and grem2 #ask

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he-said-irene · 20 days ago

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She’s basted!

#she’s a little wiggly but she’s got the right spirit #also realizing I never posted pics when I finished the top back in October #moby dick #the counterpane #moby quilt #duc in altum #feeling v grateful rn for community #a friend from the quilt guild reserved a room at #the county extension office (my beloved)#so we could use the table #and she showed me how to do it #and it went fairly quick with two people #so now I just have to decide how I’m actually going to quilt it #quilting

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utilitycaster · 2 months ago

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I truly have no patience for "criticizing a creative choice is disrespectful" as a statement. If you can't tell the difference between sending hate or harassing creators/fans, vs. saying "I didn't like this and here's why" you are an idiot. And on the flip side if you're a creator and someone says "I didn't like this" without any sort of personal attacks or hate involved, simply on the basis of critique and personal preference, and that makes you feel bad enough to stop creating then maybe you should step back and either get offline or make room for someone who has an actual creative vision that isn't "I want everyone to like me."

#queue #i feel like i keep saying this in different forms but #man. remember the weirdo with a wildly misinformed ogl take #one of their friends tried to get me to stop being like you can dislike this without making up weird lies #and ultimately sent me hate after i ignored multiple asks so i blocked them #and i checked them later and like. they were the sort of person who caved to every. single. anon. just groveled and cried and capitulated #and yeah the realization that they thought this was the CORRECT behavior to be spineless and without perspective #was truly a damn bitch you live like this? moment. like real talk anon hate cannot change my mind #because to be perfectly honest i perceive myself as so vastly superior to anyone who sends anon hate it's like taking direction from an ant #(considerate and polite anons with reasoned statements? yeah i'll listen but like. if you just don't like me. sounds like not my problem.)#like. obviously criticism doesn't FEEL good it's not SUPPOSED to but if it's an argument and not an ad hominem attack? it's valid #and an artist worth their salt should be able to understand this is how the world works. get offline if you're upset - that's valid!#you're allowed to AVOID it. you just lack the power or right to shut it down.

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dootznbootz · 11 months ago

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You can horny post and thirst for Circe and Calypso without making fun of Odysseus, a victim of both, btw. 👍

#You realize you're calling a victim a little bitch right? Do you hear yourself?#You call a man who spent every day crying about wanting to go home and who had his friends held at pig-point names?#A WHORE?!#You could literally just be like “I would love to make potions with my wife Circe” or “Beach life with my wife Calypso” but no.#You had to call the survivor names as well #I love Circe. she's morally gray af and super fun to write but I can think she's cool while knowing she terrified Odysseus.#save me morally gray circe #Mad rambles #shot by odysseus #Mad rants #odysseus #circe #calypso #odyssey #the odyssey #tagamemnon #greek mythology #epic the musical #It makes me want to eat a cactus. It's not cute to do this.#Thirst all you want. I don't care. But you don't have to mock a victim of them to do so.#tw sa mention

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mellohiizz · 5 months ago

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i need some of your parrot art very sad. like, make him very very sad, as sad as you can make it. horribly sad. depressingly tragic sadness.

oops. sorry, i think i traumatized your bird.

#why are you guys like this????#i keep getting reqs like this #my inbox is filled with crackships and angst why is this my life right now #anyway parrot's blank stare at the spyglass still gets me #every time i think back to it it just makes me physically feel the devastation he probably felt #and then the complete silence on his part when spoke revealed there was no secret #no words. he just stares at the spyglass that became a symbol of his and wifies friendship and the trust between them #that parrot ended up giving up on for nothing.#the realization of how attached he got and how used he's grown to wifies being with him #he probably feels incredibly lonely when wifies is not around now #considering how hesitant he always is to separate with him #you think it reminds him of the time wifies was chunkbanned? it's like a guilt thing #and then there's the trauma of seeing one of his friends actually die in front of him #that probably messed him up a little bit #parrot has a very obvious protector complex #okay im done yapping here #and i only went over what happened in canon and didnt start making shit up #i just love parrot a lot #and i love angst #parrotx2 #☆ request .#☆ my art .

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