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"Braids"
Messing around with an alt outfit. I think the braids are cute, but paired with the outfit, she's starting to remind me *too much* of another pink, rabbit-eared, diner uniform wearing character~
#gbunny draws#OCs#kun3h0#gif#there's nothing wrong with being inspired i suppose#but this is towing up real close to that line#and i only realized it in hindsight#if kun3h0 weren't pink it'd probably be less obvious XP#so... back to the drawing board with this one#i'm keeping the braids#i just gotta think of a different outfit to pair them with
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sometimes i think about the fact that Dante was a hired merc and/or demon hunter, hanging out in sketchy bars and purchasing firearms at the ripe old age of like 13 years old
#it only recently crossed my mind that he would've been just a kid/teenager when he was going by Tony Redgrave#which seems obvious in hindsight#but it didn't really occur to me untill i was reading morrison's letters in dmc 5 for some reason#something about it just clicked#and i realized “oh shit-”#devil may cry#dmc#dante#dante devil may cry
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Broke (2016): BBC Sherlock is a phenomenal piece of media and anything that seems like a flaw just hasn't been fully explored yet
Woke (2020): BBC Sherlock is an incredibly flawed series run by an egotistical writer, it never deserved the hype and is actively bad on so many fronts (especially representation)
Bespoke (2024): BBC Sherlock is flawed and bogged down by increasingly poor writing, which many fans refused to see while it was airing, leading to hugely misplaced expectations (particularly for the final series), AND it has the seeds of some compelling characterizations and portrayals, some genuinely solid performances, and touches--albeit imperfectly--on complexities that are still being discussed today (particularly as it relates to the relationship between Sherlock and John). The huge cultural impact of the show has created a massive pendulum effect in its public perception, leading to most people today remembering a caricature of the show (whether positive or negative) rather than appreciating its nuanced merits and failings...that being said Season 4 sucked
#these just sum up my personal takes at the years in question and also what i'm seeing on tumblr/other social media#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#and i actually have a lot more thoughts to share on this series#specifically relating to the cultural impact#there is SO much about the show that goes unappreciated in hindsight because of how public perception of it has soured#and i totally fell into this as well--i still regularly rewatch hbomberguy's video absolutely dismantling the series and he isn't wrong!!#but what i'm saying is that i think it's easy for us to look at a piece of media (especially one so massively popular) like sherlock...#with very black-and-white lenses. it wouldn't have become so popular if there wasn't something inherent in it that resonated with people#and that's being buried (and i totally forgot it) because 'sherlock is cringe and problematic. can't believe i liked that'#which again it IS full of issues and those are well-documented as they should be. future portrayals should not repeat those mistakes#BUT being able to impact so many people is a merit in itself. and that's only possible because of other genuinely good things about the show#yes the way they handled the relationship between john and sherlock was riddled with problems YES it was often queerbaiting#AND the way they portrayed that relationship had a deep effect on me. i saw a lot of myself in sherlock and the complex way he loved john#the nuanced feelings he had about john's marriage to mary. the part (in s4!) where john calls him inhuman for not feeling romantic love#there was genuine intention and care put into some parts of this show and it comes through in scenes like those. they impact people.#and because of this realization i'm going to (eventually) do a rewatch of the show. i'm much older and i want to see how i'll view it now#but i want to go into it--and i want everyone who engages with it still--to have an open mind and evaluate it for what it is#not what we expected it to be (secret episode anyone?) or what the cultural drift has turned it into (the tiktok of sherlock's mind palace)#but the messy problematic somewhat-heartfelt massively significant and ultimately meaningful piece of media it actually was#anyway that's my thoughts would love to hear y'all's perspectives#funny how after all this time making a sherlock post still feels like i'm poking a bees' nest lol please be kind!#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#kay has a party in the tags
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one line in trimax that's always stuck with me is from chapter 65, right after wolfwood's death. when vash is sticking the punisher by his grave and he says "it was part of his life". that phrasing is so interesting to me. the neutrality of it is one thing that gets me, i think. it was part of his life. for better or worse, whatever it was, the punisher was wolfwood's.
It's pretty easy to think that the punisher might represent violence, the eye of michael, the role of assassin that was forced onto wolfwood, the loss of childhood. but it's not really presented that way, not overtly anyways. we never see wolfwood shun the punisher, he's not conflicted by his use of it. he never considers abandoning it for some other weapon. it's his weapon. he doesn't discard it when he eventually decides to take a more vash-like approach and actually let people live. he pretty easily accepts it as his own, a tool he can use. (to be fair, at least part of that is probably because the punisher is a very good gun.)
the punisher can still represent the harsher aspects of wolfwood's character, the violence he's committed, that he's capable of. that's an important part of his life! and the idea of it as representative of his violent adolescence, childhood that was stripped away, goes along with this - it's literally a cross to bear. but besides showing his past as a burden, i think of the punisher as being a cross of responsibility. when you have a gun you have power, agency - you have a responsibility to make a choice. that's what wolfwood tells vash in chapter 4.
the ability to take a life, the burden of it, is literally his cross to bear. that ability - and that responsibility - was given to him by the eom, literally in terms of the gun, and in terms of his skills. but the eye doesn't think twice about killing people. for them it's not really a choice, a responsibility, it's just a given. but wolfwood can't accept that. he's constantly considering the choices he makes.
so the punisher isn't only a symbol of the eye of michael, of the path that he was forced onto. it's also a way of expressing autonomy. the eye gave wolfwood the gun, but he decides how to use it and what it means. for much of the story wolfwood struggles to decide what to do, he's a very conflicted character. but eventually he resolves to use it against chapel, against knives, to help vash, and protect the orphanage. the gun gives him agency.
so the punisher was part of his life. it was the tool that he used to commit acts of violence, acts that he was forced into, but also the tool he used to break free.
it's heavy for vash, too. he's not exempt from that idea, the idea of responsibility. as wolfwood said much earlier in the story, vash has always been able to sidestep the question of "what do i choose?", because he's only ever given himself one option - everybody lives. and he's always succeeded. but as wolfwood says, "the day will come when you'll have to choose". one day, it's not going to work.
and of course the story progresses, the stakes ramp up, and vash learns more, goes through more, and is pushed to his limits. i think by this point, by wolfwood's death, and maybe because of it, vash has realized that he might have to make that difficult choice in the near future. that's one reason why he wants to "do him proud". he has a lot of reasons to say this of course - to not let wolfwood's sacrifice go to waste, for example. but if we're thinking of the cross as responsibility, then vash is saying he doesn't want to forget the lessons he learned because of wolfwood. wolfwood has always grappled with responsibility, with what the right thing to do is. and the right thing is often not easy. vash hopes that when the times comes for him to make a choice, he'll make a good one, one that does right by wolfwood's memory.
#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#trigun meta#trigun analysis#i have another post in my drafts abt wolfwood and autonomy so theres some stuff im not getting into but stay tuned#i hope this makes sense...the whole it was part of his life thing...it gets me for some reason#this is just me trying to articulate why#hopefully what im saying isnt too obvious and is actually insightful#this whole post was inspired by one of my art history classes#we were talking abt some of betye saars works and my prof mentioned the idea of weapons as symbolic of power and agency#so ofc i had to apply that to trigun#at that point i was only thinking of the punisher as 'eom = bad' but that just didnt feel right#so then guns...agency...it all came together#seems obvious in hindsight but i just didnt realize#too hung up on guns as violence and violence is bad#but obviously it's more than that#.lieii#.lieii txt#nicholas d. wolfwood#i just realized how long this post is uh sorry guys#i may have repeated myself too much with this one hopefully it's still legible#take a shot everytime i use the word agency or choice in this post#trimax spoilers
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yeah so it turns out when you take an unapologetic eugenicist and give him a sympathetic backstory where he's been uwu traumatized you get a lot of people unironically defending a eugenicist. yeah it's because he's hot. yeah they're saying he has girlhood rage
#rolling up to the party in a shirt that says “getou girlie” with three big fat asterisks on the front and a wall of small text on the back#the slow dawning horror as you interact with more of the fandom and realize the character you like has The Problematic Fans#which is v obvious in hindsight tbh ...#what can i even say tho the only version of jjk i like exists entirely inside my dreams#which is what i thought the rest of yall were doing#you mean to tell me you didnt watch jjk 0 and immediately black out from his rancidness#you mean to tell me you think suguru getou has a legitimately fleshed out ideology we're meant to seriously engage with#and isn't just an ill-thought out frakenstein patchwork of other shonen antagonists with no internal consistency#because his motivation and characterization ended up being retconned anyway just to make him more shippable#not a stan not an anti but a secret third thing#seeing a pile of trash and loving bits and pieces of it in a way that's entirely divorced from its original context#just just kidding
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GUYS I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY
APLATONIC LUCIFER
#GET IT CAUSE ITS#APL#in hindsight i probably could of used the OTHER aplatonic flag#with the yellow#but then my pallet would be VERY limited so maybe not#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer magne#?#i think thats specifically his pilot name but i feel like using morningstar in the tags is just going to have awkward overlap#aplatonic#ive been toying around with aroallo lucifer#like#quiromantic doesnt realize he doesnt strictly love lilith in a romantic sense#thinks hes only attracted to women cause hes only ever 'loved' one person#(hes probably pan.. in an aspec way but pan nonetheless)#idk if hed ever get to this level of self awareness but if he knew he was aro+apl i think hed still call the way he feels abt lilith love#whether thats out of habit/tradition or like. secret third thing feelings idk#aroallo#aspec#the forbidden fruit of knowledge (love is fake!)#im NOT drawing him with a bow tie#im DONE#hes not WEARING A BOW TIE#especially not around his bare neck?#hes got a v neck for fuck sake!#ok im done#myart
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Wow people make Käärijä a villain in the story that is actually so much bigger than our fandom or the history we’ve lived. It’s so unfair to him. I’m scared actually and hope he will be safe <3
I think he'll be mostly fine though admittedly I'm only tuned in here on tumblr. I have definitely seen some people being incredibly harsh on here as well though and I have heard that the reaction on Twitter has been way worse. (I heard people sent kä death threats, which if true is just like really??? over this?) It's just such a strange hill to die on to me.
I see it as reflective of the more recent phenomenon of people snapping at others online for what are ultimately little mistakes or just opinions that don't fit a specific mold. I've seen literally anyone being attacked just for not holding the most extreme version of a belief.
I don't think there's much cause for concern this time. Most of what I'm seeing here on tumblr is just people wanting a better apology or explanation anyway <3
#Hope you weren't referring to some of my previous tags cause in hindsight I realize I might've come off a litte aggressive at first#I suck at properly conveying tone over text lol#even worse because I was emotional#I know people are bound to be fired up because of the genocide in Gaza#but i can't honestly say I believe that video implies he sides with Israel#also just like... priorities y'know#bigger fish to fry out there than this discourse#I think the lessons here are twitter sucks especially for discourse#and we should all probably let ourselves think before we post#käärijä#only thing I love more than sharing my opinions is sharing my opinions when someone gives me a starting point so I appreciate the ask <3
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getting back on my drawing slowly but surely ^^ here's an aleena
#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sth aleena#aleena the hedgehog#sorta vent in tags but its more rambling TDLR i got injured right after the other stuff lol :sob:#just a tw for xacto knives & vomitting#I probably would have gotten back sooner but I ended up having a pretty nasty accident with an Xacto knife#design students remember your xacto safety and dont end up like me#my mom says it's probably because I was distracted with other events so I wasn't paying as much attention as i should have#you always feel like they're overreacting about safety till you end up in an accident :skull:#or well#Ive been cut before with Xactos but they weren't from cutting straight against a ruler and not realizing your finger is in the way#they were mostly because of how I'd accidentally push my finger too close to the back of the knife#and circles#“Go fast with a lot of pressure” - my design teacher's instructions on straight lines... yeah. I did that.#It's kinda crazy though cause I've gotten worse injuries but HOLY FUCK#Like yeah. Spraining my ankles hurt... burns hurt... that time my elbow just decided to be unbearably painful for no reason#that last one still confuses me cause what the hell??? anyways this time was just#an actual ridiculous amount of pain for what it was#I threw up 5 times from the pain all at once... which has only ever happened before with the elbow thing#at least this was an actual reason. unlike the elbow... which I LITERALLY JUST WOKE UP AND IT WAS SEARING PAIN LIKE WHAT THE HELL????#anyways#Now that it doesnt hurt as bad it's kinda neat to look at#and think about in hindsight cause it bled a lot :sob:
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Thinking about....... Sun Onceler.........
#sometimes the sun is a twink and he loves you and he refuses to leave your brain apparently#he's just so fun! what if instead of knitting thneeds he spins water into clouds! and they can be anything bc they can be any shape!#i realize in hindsight i have a tendency to make characters that embody some aspect of nature and may or may not be a deity lol#so maybe the others could make an appearance! sunler playing a lyre or smth singing about them#the stars and how she knows the fate in the cards#the siblings summer wind and rain#the beast and her orchard#but of course ending with how he's totally cooler and more important than everyone else#and it turns out apollo is not only the god of the sun but also of art and music so it really fits him methinks!#i doubt i could ever pull off running an askblog. however#i like the idea of him causing mischief. oh someone wants this thing to happen? let's make it a game!#keep your friends close from epic comes to mind#i don't have much in the way of story but. there are these two scenes in my head that are SO good#i wanna talk about em so badddd but i don't wanna spoil in case i do something with em#but i will say that one of them is a really really fun reference >:D#and the line “RED IS THE NEW GOLD”#but anyways i think an important part of him is that he loves people. he loves these silly little humans running around more than anything.#because all of this ultimately stems from the idea of the sun missing you when you've been inside for a long time#wanting things to get better for you and being there to celebrate the little victories yknow?#my nonsense
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nothing makes me feel like a golden god quite like a new recipe turning out delicious on the first try. unfortunately, conversely nothing makes me feel more 'I am god's mistake' than spending all that time and effort on something and having to make a sandwhich b/c the results were inedible if you want to retain your capacity for delight. the duality of home chef
#it's only been a couple of times in the last like six years I've made something truly unpalatable#(and at least two of them were not on me I think the recipes were misguided from the start in hindsight)#but man it's such a downer every time haha it makes me feel like the ultimate failure. I shame everyone who's ever held a spatula. woe#but NOT TODAY! that shit rocked I did good#I have been slowly leveling up my preparing beans from dry game and I think I'm finally reaching a place of consistently ok results!#(that was never something we did at home when I was growing up and not something my mum does either so I had to start from scratch#it's really a big help to come from a home where we do a lot of communal cooking tho! having some basics down is good)#I am also realizing that if I ever get a partner they are um. unlikely to be quite as contented as me with eating pretty much the same stuf#a good two thirds are just variations on stir fry. for years at a time lol. so expanding my reportoir of recipes could be a wise investment#also I don't care for most meat so also finding good vegetarian/vegan recipes (b/c there are tricks to making it amazing!)
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Ten thousand years or a second into the future, in some alternate timeline where Tonia is a certified Space Traveler (TM) in permanent tree-for-hair mode - she types something into the search bar on her phone:
chat what does it mean for a boy to give you a ring
#ic | (heard and loved);#crack | (an egg with some toast);#era | (giant powerful omniscient tree said go take a vacation probably);#(flower meanwhile: i love cooking nonsense in the dms)#(anyway i just had the funniest thought of tonitoni obliviousness finally running out but WAAAAY LATER)#(like ''im living implicitly several undefined eons after the world's end and only Just realized something in hindsight. maybe.'')
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i could say so much about the homeschooled ballerina to tradwife pipeline
#people really don’t realize serious dancers don’t like. get an education#this is about the queen bee of my childhood studio who’s had multiple chiropractor induced hip surgeries and had to retire from dance#after getting her Mrs degree to stay at home with three kids. shes only a year older than me#I was always so much worse at dance than I could’ve been bc I was actually going to school and I hated that at the time#but god. 20/20 hindsight
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it's really funny, realizing that you've subconsciously surrounded yourself with ace people your whole life. i think we're all naturally drawn to each other, but like... people huddling together at a bus stop to get out of the rain. it's a survival thing, mostly, until the rain stops and you start talking about your favorite anime with everybody and sharing silly stories you've made and
...i've run out of metaphor. anyway, sex isn't real, writers and musicians made it up to sell books and albums. god bless 'em for it.
#my longest lasting friendships have been with people i've only just started learning are also some flavor of ace#it's hilarious#jury's still out on one particular friend but i have my suspicions#and i feel like we've all kinda known deep down this whole time#but it's never come up in casual conversation#until now...ish lol#in hindsight i probably should've realized it about myself waaaaay sooner#would've saved me some minor suffering#agent babbles
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I was reminded that the movie Stick It exists and remembering how much I loved that movie as a teen is a fucking laugh because looking back at it now, I’m not sure if I wanted to be Haley Graham or if I had a crush on her
honestly, probably both
Just one of many instances where I was being Extremely Queer and did not realize it 😂
#rl shit#stick it#I had a lot of gay moments that I only realize were gay in hindsight#for a smart person I’m really dumb sometimes#i should rewatch it
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I guess I'll just always be a little skeptical of someone who purposely kept what happened vague and purposely misconstrued what actually happened so that everyone would assume the worst.
this is fair and i think important to mention like a lot of caiti's original statement used language that was pretty vague that caused a lot of uproar and future clarifications from her and ghostie following george's response kind of came across as still trying to make him seem like the bad guy ? if that makes sense ? but i do want to make it clear that i support caiti in her feelings she is valid in them i just don't agree with how she's going about trying to have them resolved and i think ghostie's way of supportign her through it is not good 👍
#like . idk like it or not she WAS uncomfortable and even if she only realized it in hindsight those feelings of nervousness and being#uncomfortable are still valid . do i think it needed to be made public No do i think she couldve been more clear in all of her statements#of fucking course . but i dont want to dismiss her feelings or even speculate too hard on her motives that just feels kind of weird to me#joskers#anonymous
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this is such an oddly specific stupid thing but i really love the fake internet used in movies. yea im looking at the gifset of Strahm looking through the police database
especially early 2000s stuff which has such a specific flavor of how they did things like that which are slightly but perceptively different from how we do it now
and boy does Saw as an entire franchise really tickle me with the early 2000's flair. you dont GET it in the gifsets and screenshots, you dont really experience the editing and music and tone. the whole thing just oozes of that era of film and tv its so silly its so fun and nostalgic
80s movies are the same like they have their own vibes with the smoking and synth music and shot lengths and stuff god i love movies i love moviessssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love that they are time capsules for culture and filmmaking of the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#and modern movies will most certainly have their own flare that we will only really come to recognize in hindsight too#i wonder what characteristics it has now that we dont realize#me: im not really a true cinephile i just love my favorite movies but i dont really watch everything#also me: -frequent long winded rants about how much i love movies and filmmaking and stuff all the time. Jen can vouch-#jennilargh#saw
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