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i wanna be doing this rn
#period cramps be kicking my ass rn#and i keep waking up early for no reason#he looks so comfy#matty healy
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who goes there husband and home intruder wife (house is the home intruder ftr)
#trying to bedpill myself bc i keep falling asleep too late to wake up early enough for classes#reasonably i made another dumb looking wilson doodle but sleepymaxxed this time around#james wilson#house md#art tag
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What the fuck is the point of sleeping aids if I wake up at 5 am for no fucking reason?
#its 1 am and I keep waking up early for no fucking reason#i get a headache sometimes#fuck this shit#bpd thoughts#bpd#actually bpd#bpd vent#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#just girly things#girl blogger#im just a girl#cinnamon girl#girlblogger#girl interrupted#girlblog#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl
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legally i think i should be allowed to kill anyone who's making a shit ton of noise at 8-9:30 every goddamn morning for no discernible reason
#im actively having years taken of off my life#how the fuck do 3 grown ass adults not know how to keep things at a reasonable volume#i know i stay up and sleep in later than anyone in the family but that is not a fucking excuse#to throw out common decency#just once can i wake up blissfully rested instead of distressed and angry#none of them have work this early or school so it’s not like they’re in a rush every morning either#i think they just don’t fucking care#ok complaining over
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#mini art rant? thing? idk wtf this is.#for some reason my motivation is shot#I have this project i REALLY want to finish but it's big and i've been working on it on and off for a little over a month now#But going to the next step just seems so daunting#but i know if i keep putting it off and move on i'll never come back to it#But i don't want it to do that. cause this is something i care about and have put a lot of time in and i want it to be good#but I also really want to move onto other projects cause they sound like so much fun#I know i just need to bite the bullet sit down and do it but it's hard.#I wish I was more confident in my art so i didn't feel like this#not saying that it would go away forever. I just think it would help cause i want this to do well#cause it's more for someone else than it is for me#I think im going to go to bed early after a day of not being at all productive after i said i would#hope i can get something done tomorrow....#boa noite anyone who read this o///#or bom dia cause i think over half of my moots that i talk to regularly are in europe and should be waking up in a few hours#<333
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Four hours of sleep fo today 👍👍👍👍👍👍
#the nap that ill have soon is calling to me#god i physically canmot wake up this early#this is hell#and so unfair too lile#my earliest classes are 10 and 11:30#so why should i have to wake up at SIX AM.#this just sucks so much i wish i had my lisence#but oh wait#i could if i just signed up for the test#but i meed help to do that#and my mom keeps putting it off for some reason#ughhhhhhh#theres always something wrong life is hell this is the worst etc etc#vent over
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#bro why do i still like staying up til like 3 / later for absolutely no reason#i haven’t been doing anythinggggg and now i’m just on my phoneeeee lol#i do be thinking abt Stuff that i don’t want to think abouttt 🤩 i guess that’s why lmao#askdndjedhdhheejvdhdjsdbbdhdehbddbhd anyway#i’ll go to sleep at some point 😌#i also keep waking up early these days 😐 for no reason#and i usually go back to sleep but also i have the great habit of also going on my phone LOL#but idk why i keep waking up so early and like can’t rly sleep in without first waking up at like 6 or smth 😭#anyway lol#jeanne talks
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okay facing consequences of my actions
#I thought I’d gotten away with it this time#okay it’s 3am and I may have discovered something that completely ruins me#everyone is asleep so I can’t tell if this is me being sleep deprived or not!#so I need to sleep now but I haven’t cleaned my code up or written my answers#I do Not have time#if I don’t sleep now I’m gonna be having a bad time tomorrow morning and I am significantly less productive rn than I could be#with other people around I kinda need that y#so I should go to bed. but also. this code needs cleaning. but also. even if I fall asleep now I’m only getting like 5 hours MAX#I need a good few hours tomorrow morning to have a shot at doing this properly#so it would be more useful to sleep now and wake up as early as possible than keep going tonight bc I’m not going to finish tonight#okay. fuck. I hate this#if I could think straight I’d be able to fix this easy which is probably a good reason to sleep#it’s just an annoying logical problem that I gotta follow through bc currently I’m stuck between three possibilities and there might be more#I have these two rasters and I gotta calculate the area overlap#the first method counts the number of presence points in each (probably) and then counts the number in overlap raster w manually set values#the second counts total predicted points and points where they’re predicted to be alone and does a calculation with that for each species#that one with all points from both species + pseudoabsence. vs method 3 which does that with just individual species coordinates#method 1&2 are now homologous now I JUST caught the logical error but method 3 is what he gave us#but actually he might have fucked up in not including pseudoabsence#i don’t know if method 3 works for two different species either honestly#it gives me results I like much more (my overlap is 100% for one of the species and that shoooouldnt rlly happen even if it’s possible) but#I think it might actually just be wrong because it can’t account for#wait so the line is taking the prediction for all coordinates for each species for each species’ initial coordinates. and not pseudoabsence#and that set of predictions for each species coordinate set is then taken and yeah it’s no longer comparable you can’t count each alone#not with two different species bc you need an overlapping dataset to do that OKAY I have solved that logical problem my initial method works#which is annoying bc the result sucks but whatever I checked the rasters and it’s actually identical so#okay now I’ve figured that out. twenty minutes later. sleep I think it’ll help most#luke.txt
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well anyway
#i actually wrote this days ago but it was on paper dfbhSDB#the scene is written up to rabbit offering him food at the cabin 👀#its ALSO been slightly adjusted so alex gets knocked out trying to struggle before rabbit takes him back#mainly for pacing reasons?? i feel like letting him black out then wake alone (or alone with Baby) in the cabin works better for#a screenplay?? keeps the tension up and so on#ALSO might still be *technically* a little more prose-y than an early screenplay draft should be#but it's my script im writing for fun so whatever. it can be prose-y <3
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You ever get so busy you feel like you need to explode just so things will Stop
#I want to be excited about upcoming con#but I can’t be because I am working eight days in a row#and I have no time to clean my apartment before ppl come stay#and I need to do laundry#but to do laundry I have to go get cash from somewhere so I can put money on the laundry card and it’s a whole stupid redundant step#and last night a cop pulled me over#because apparently the dmv fucked up my license plate transfer#(why me why is it ALWAYS fucking me that the dmv FUCKS over)#(and I’m pissed too cuz the cop ran my plates then pulled me over??? like I did not get pulled over for another reason she ran my plates#then pulled me over for that like what the FUCK)#so now I have to go deal with that but literally the only time I can means waking up super early to do it before a shift#because I DONT GET DAYS OFF NFJFJDKDDKDK#and I’m so stressed I’m so so so stressed because I literally do not have the time to do things I need to do because my job does not give#time off and it’s impossible to keep up with life stuff without time off#I’m going to LOSE IT#kaz rambles
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not gonna lie it is kinda bugging me not knowing When the sonic frontiers update is going to happen. because i wanna play it as soon as possible. but i dont know when that is
#i remember for both sonic prime episode drops i stayed up until 2am to watch them as soon as they were available#and i have absolutely nothing to do on thursday or friday so im perfectly willing to do that again#idk if im gonna need those full 2 days though im assuming that the dlc is gonna be a lot shorter than the full game#considering. it starts near the end of the original story#but anyways i WILL ruin my sleep schedule for sonic#but i dont wanna stay up that late just for the update to not happen at that time . you know#if its coming out the next morning id rather just go to sleep early and then wake up early for it#and also if its coming out in the like midnight to 2am time range id like to move my switch dock to my room#but. if it comes out later in the day id rather just leave it. because the living room tv is bigger#handheld mode is not an option i said this before but one of my joycons is messed up and nothing im doing is fixing it#so im basically stuck in tv or tabletop mode forever and ever because i dont feel like buying another pair#when the whole reason i have this pair is because my old pair had really bad drift#ive literally never had this much trouble with controllers on any console before. its just the switch that keeps doing this. hello
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#y’all I’m exhausted#my cat keeps going on the litter box but not doing anything#and I think she just doesn’t like the stuff in it and the box is too small so I ordered a new one but it will take two days to get here and#I don’t know what to do!!!!!!!#and I keep waking up when I hear she gets on it in the middle of the night in stress checking whether she’s doing something#and she isn’t#and I keep having nightmares of her dying and having to tell her owner she didn’t last a week with me and she never should’ve brought her#last time she went on it was what? Sunday early morning?#its Tuesday it’ll be fine#but you know?????????#I also had to leave her behind for the first time today because I need to go to work#I stretched it by one day by working from home yesterday but yk#im so FRANTIC and I’m so stressed and my supervisor is leaving on holiday for three weeks so I’m in charge of the big stuff suddenly#which I’m not stable enough for atm at all I shouldn’t be in charge of anything in this state of mind#also apparently my dad is hurting a lot over not speaking to me and yeah my man same but ?????? what am I gonna do huh#it took me a WHOLE month to feel normal again after the disaster that was December we can’t keep doing this#I cried in the middle of a fancy restaurant last night#and then as if that wasn’t bad enough had to have a talk with my mum about racism and body image and religious trauma and how she can’t keep#getting in the middle of my dad and me and then it spiralled into a conversation abojt how my dad impacted HER#and how the divorce was hell for her for a reason because the emotional abuse was. hm.#and hearing that! also how much weight she lost then which I always thought was because she was sick but no it was him#very difficult to hear#fuuuuckkkkk meeeeeee y’all#and I can Feel my brain going around in circles like it’s anxiety central and I can’t stop it atm#shit man.#UGH#I HATE THIS SOMEONE KNOCK ME THE FUCK OUT#@ [redacted] go ahead honestly
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I miss being able to breathe properly without coughing and talk without sounding like im on the brink of crying
#I HATE COLDS SO MUCH#i have this lovely little time span of 3 hours where its too early to take my meds because then ill have to wake up and take them at like 1#and so for the past 3 hours ive been SUFFERING#no cough syrup no decongestant no NOTHIN#this is torture#can someone magically make my cold go away pls and ty#the one time i go to see extended family they get me sick smh#oh also BONUS i keep getting low grade fevers randomly for absolutely no reason#THIS HAS BEEN A CONSTANT FOR THE PAST 4 DAYS#like dude this is a cold why do i have a fever ur not supposed to have fevers with colds#SIGHHH
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I finished turnabout serenade it wasn't as mid as I thought it would be it was actually fun I saw people say it's like big top two but it's better than that case and even that actually had some good moments imo (just like the parts with franzsika and edgeworth etc) like that was interesting!!!and maya was pretty fun in that case but yeah despite most of it feeling like filler and max and ben existences I still think it's better than the first case of that game that's my least favourite it was so annoying imo anyways them playing the video a bunch of times was getting a little annoying but I think with how weird 3d klavier looked it kinda made it more funny than annoying and I think it wasn't that bad of a set up to the next one I'm so excited to play it but turnabout corner was definitely less fun than this one
#im not tagging this sorry this is mainly just a early morning rambling about my feelings about ace attorney cases#so it probably isn't formated the best but I am super hyperfixated on these games please let me ramble for a moment#I love the plot but most of the time the things that keep me interested are the characters and they did so good with them in this game!!!#mainly apollo and trucy love them so much theres so much mystery to them and also beanix and kristoph and klavier#also ema love her so much anyways yeah the second case was predictable#but the character moments with the main characters made it so much better and interesting to me#before playing I lowered my expectations because of what other people say about this game#but only reason I'm glad I did was because I was actually surprised how great this game is#I loved aaic but the first game took a bit to warm up to its great too and the second game is amazing#but still putting this game higher than thr second game of aaic I love them both but aa4 is just higher by like a smidge okay#thats it for my ramblings I'll just post the screenshots when I wake up its almost 4:30am for me I should sleep probably
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Not fall back asleep, not get up early and start the day, but a secret third thing (tell myself I'll just check one thing quickly and then get sucked into my phone for 3 hours)
#:(#now im tired AND hungry AND sad#anya rambles#oof#meme#secret third thing#secret third option#adhd#phone addiction#i keep waking up at like 8am for no reason too#and i think ''great! i can get up and get an early start!''#''oh but i might feel better / function better if i get another hour of sleep... oh woe is me what should i do...''#''hm i wonder what time it is now. oh i forgot to respond to this message ill do that quick and then-''#''oh the allure of The App is calling. oh thats a weird news article. oh ive never seen this before. oh thats a cool thumbnail. oh th''#''oh fuck its noon''#depression
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lol i can’t tell if i’m up bc of jet lag or bc of the small amount of energy drink i had btwn like 5-8pm or bc of my normal i don’t want to go to sleep so i’m constantly on my phone btwn short attempts to fall asleep which def doesn’t help me fall asleep 👍
#but i SHOULD GO TO SLEEP#LOL like i’m hypothetically coming back from jet lag or whatever#but instead of like waking up thru out the night i’ve just gone to sleep at like 3:30 the past few nights 🫡#and tn it is 3:46 and when i try to fall asleep im just like not tired lol#but like if i don’t sleep a lot tn and force myself to get up early tmrw#i can be tired tmrw and get sleep tmrw night 👀😀🤡 for sure right#bro my friend gave me her dropout login and . that is probably another reason bc i just wanna keep watching shit lmao#even tho that’s literally all i’ve done todayyyy 😀😀 it’s fine#going back to campus on friday w no plan for what the hell i’m doing all day#bc i do not have a full time job woohoooo#and this is why i don’t want to try to go to sleep and just want to consume media LOL#so i don’t have to think about things 🤩🤩🥳🥳#jeanne talks
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