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last post before i enter the medieval torture apparatus (ap exam week)
#genuinely forgot this was in my drafts and i was supposed to post it when i got internet again. ah well.#drew this on the plane ride home dw i’m not drawing yaoi during exam prep week#although arguably shuake is more important to me than photosynthesis and cell signaling bUT SSHSHHHHHHHHHSSHH nobody HEARD that okay#NEVER drawing epaulettes (akechi’s stupid tasseled shoulder pads) again whoever designed this mf hated him so much and it shows 💀#atlus let me onto the art team please I’LL show you how to design him properly#anyway yea it’s so fucking over if i don’t get a 5 on bio and stats i’m gonna end it all those r literally my majors 💀#gotta lock in 💯#persona 5 royal#persona 5#p5r#p5#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#goro akechi#akechi goro#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws#ik i should’ve probably deleted my socials so i could lock in but i start experiencing withdrawal symptoms if im away for too long
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[Achromatic Loop] relationship status
For the new followers: The older gentleman is Grey, and the one clinging onto him is Stanley. He's a supervisor to Stanley in a game-like world where human lives are treated as entertainment, and they used to hate each others guts. Then the old man yaoi happened!!!!
There's more of them on my account, just search. They used to be a TSP AU before turning into OCs.
#al#achromatic loop#al grey#al stanley#oc#ocs#oc art#original character#original characters#original character art#my drawing museum#enemies to hateful-associates to oh-god-what-the-fuck to “is this really okay” to conflicted-friends to soothing-companionship to-#-to I-want-to-live-the-rest-of-my-life-with-you to content happiness#what do you mean i never said lovers#these boys are too hardheaded and emotionally strained for allat touchy feely stuff#they'll live the rest of their lives holding hands and hugging and kissing and yadda yadda yadda but “i love you”??? eugh#keep that to yourself stinky
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dan and phil versus the world
#*#i just had to okay i saw the opportunity and i fucking took it i hate them so much i love them#phan#dan and phil
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#taps mic. hi submas nation#is this anything#submas#subway bosses#subway boss emmet#subway boss ingo#i hate how this turned out#but that's okay#fuck it we ball#Yeah that's right. i'm ill about the train men again#rhian's silly little art tag
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the sudden thought of bakugou katsuki sending an audio to his s/o while at the gym, where he speaks IN BETWEEN GASPS AND GRUNTS AND EVEN GROWLS BECAUSE OF THE AMOUNT OF WEIGHT HE'S LIFTING WHILE ALSO TALKING ABOUT WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE FOR DINNER AND SUGGESTING MEALS OR PLEACES TO GO IF YOU WANT AND THEN HE SAYS, "Ugh... whatever you... mmh... want, baby, it's yours..." AND HE EXHALES FUCKING SEXILY AS THE SOUND OF THE WEIGHT DROPPING IS HEARD.
— I'M DYING HELP.
#DON'T @ ME#I DON'T KNOW WHERE THIS CAME FROM#I EVEN HATE WHEN MEN DO ALL THOSE SOUNDS AT THE GYM#BUT THEN...#BAKUGOU KATSUKI#AND THE THOUGHT WAS: FUCK YEAH HE WOULD DEF SOUND SO FREAKING SEXYYYYYY#okay ill stop now goodnight#mha fanfiction#bnha fanfiction#mha bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugou x reader#bnha bakugou katsuki#bakugou x reader#mha smut#bnha smut#mha imagines#mha headcanons#mha scenarios#bnha scenarios#bnha imagines#mha bakugo katsuki
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i. when i was 19 and in a very hetero relationship, i fell in love with Andrea Gibson.
ii. we were poor so i was going to community college and also working a full-time job. i was miserable. the nicest thing that happened to me during that time was that someone bought me a free coffee. i had been sobbing in the corner of the library. she said you look like you needed help. i was so sad at the time that i was looking for "the sign". almost like a mantra, i'd say things like if there's a nice sunset, i won't kill myself tomorrow.
iii. you know, in all that time, i never wanted anything. the idea of desire was so foreign to me that i couldn't conceptualize a favorite color. what is want in the voidspace?
iv. andrea was the first, is the thing. i found their work on button poetry. i watched a poem once and then twice and then sat back and thought to myself - what i had been writing was not poetry, it was reaction. what andrea was writing was poetry. i knew it had to be, because it burst inside of me. i looked down and a hole had torn open. there was nothing for it. i put my hands inside the wound and started to pull.
v. it was slam poetry and then pretentious poetry and then esoteric poetry and then the black mountain poets and then tender buttons and then back to slam again and then back to the classics and theory and the academic shit and then finally thank-god understanding started dawning and then upwards into contemporaries and inwards into why aren't i writing something real and then realizing i never understood anything then crying about three syllables that don't sound right and then sunning myself outside of the emily dickinson house and then back to slam and back to the roots of it and backwards into -
vi. and the joy! holy fuck i wish i could tell you about it. on the back of ink came life. it was community and safety and pushing limits. it was saying oh yeah no i'm gay and oh shit i'm nonbinary. it was a cliche; life like a map just exploding. because i knew - i had my thing. wherever i went, so too would come writing.
vii. on saturday i reached 7,700 poems on here. i made myself a gin and tonic to celebrate. i have been writing seriously, almost-every-day, sometimes multiple times a day - for over 10 years. i started this, became this - because i saw someone stand on stage and say something i knew to be poetry.
viii. andrea died today, july 14th, 2025, at the age of 49.
ix. i will never have the words for what they gave me.
#sorry for bad numbers in the OG. fixed.#@ the INCREDIBLY weird and insensitive person who sent me hatemail about this saying it is#''for clout'' and i'm ''acting like we were besties'' .... ?????????????#first of all i don't publish hatemail die mad about it#secondly do you genuinely think a piece reflecting on the way a poet has shaped my work & my identity#is ''clout chasing''?? WHO THE FUCK WOULD GIVE ME CLOUT FOR THIS???#3rd i hate you & ur blocked#okay thanks!!!! <3#cannot BELIEVE they called it ''jumping on the bandwagon'' (...what bandwagon)#and ''clout chasing''....#bitch i do not need to chase clout. i am an internet poet with a quarter of a million followers . i did that myself.#i already HAVE clout.#and reflecting on those who came before me? shaped me?#showed me a life that i LOVE and honor and have DEDICATED myself to??#.... that has nothing to fucking do with CLOUT. that is respecting the fucking ground that i lay on.#that is acknowledging i literally would be NOTHING if it weren't for THEM SPECIFICALLY and how their work influenced me#them and so many others i owe SO much to.#that - beloved!!! - is actually something called GRATITUDE.
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just one more before you go
#star wars#the bad batch#the bad batch spoilers#tbb spoilers#sw tbb#the bad batch season 3#tbb season 3#tbb s3#tbb omega#tbb hunter#lowkey i think i hate this but#FUCK IT ITS MAY FOURTH#GOTTA GET THE SW ART OUTTTTT#okay bye luv u may the fourth be with u 🫶#my art#mods art#mods draws
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"Oh Steph wouldn't like Jason just because they have similar backgrounds because he kills people/is a criminal/fights the bats!!"



This is in the 90's BEFORE he even tortured her. She doesn't go through with it, but she sees the evil he's capable of and its enough for her to justify it. She only doesn't because it "goes against what Batman taught her" but well.
That's the same man who would let her dad's friends infest her house for MONTHS until BLACK CANARY came to Gotham and handled it

A grown man who would go on to verbally degrade her, withhold the tools he gave everyone else, keep her intentionally isolated and then use her lack of resources against her.





So yeah. I'm sure Steph's faith in Batman and his teachings have wavered plenty. Just because DC casually discarded the way she was treated so she could play happy family with the boys, but she has NO REASON TO. Before she was aged down there was definite tension between her and Tim, and while Babs worked to get that relationship back, Bruce did no such thing. "Oh I'm just as proud of you as I was with the boys" when he thought she was dying doesn't fucking change how he treated her.
And of course, there's her own forray into betraying the family and being a criminal in The Next Batman series.

That's without getting into how she was compared to Jason, the way she watched a murdered east end kid be toted as another violent, reckless, idiot who didn't think and got himself killed.
"Oh but he tried to kill Tim!" First of all, you didn't read that comic. Jason was TESTING him, they were 2 years apart MAXIMUM, and Tim FOUGHT BACK. Jason gave him a little cut and a nose bleed that he slapped a bandage on and was fine. Damian also started his first meeting with Tim antagonistically and even though he was actively hostile to her, Steph still formed a close sibling bond. Her first meeting with Tim she threw a brick at him. He spent a not significant amount of time belittling her and telling her she wasn't cut out for hero work when she came back. This is the same guy who hallucinated Jason just so Jason could be like "Oh I got myself killed don't be like me!" Can we be real she doesn't give a shit. I guess you could count Hush but. I know they retconned it so that was Jason but when the fuck would he have had the time to do that between death, catanoia, the All-caste, and his murder tour.
Stephanie understands better than anyone that desperate circumstances lead to desperate people who do bad things. Stephanie understands being belittled and compared to a rich white boy who never had to fight to survive like you did. She understands being isolated from the hero community. She understands the evil that exists and the ways the system is corrupt, and that the bad guy never STAYS caught. And it's not like she has any big problem with people who kill, Babs said in 90's she would fucking LOVE Joker to drop dead and Dinah has killed multiple times. She literally switched places with Lady Shiva? These are both women Steph looks up to. You don't think Steph would feel any admiration at all for someone who gave Bruce a taste of what it feels like to be shown up? Someone who made Roman's life hell? Someone who made Tim put action behind his shit talking? An alley kid who came back and refused to be another statistic, who showed everyone who spent the last decade calling him stupid and reckless EXACTLY how cunning he can be? None? At all?
I just find it a little hard to believe.
#You can hate Jason if you REALLY want to but that doesn't mean you can sand down Steph so she will too#“but he kills people” “okay. and?”#“he beat up your ex boyfriend?” “oh cool me too.”#“um. he was mean to Bruce?” “lmao I hope he cried”#If anything she's mad he HASN'T killed black mask yet#dc#jason todd#stephanie brown#hmm#I need to make a panel by panel comparison#because they mirror each other SO MUCH#like I really do think you guys undersell that they are narrative foils#they are meant to parallel each other#and yeah obviously similar stories don't mean they'll like each other.#but. literally why the fuck wouldn't they#you just hate to see two bad bitches win I'm convinced#Jaysteph#saw someone say that the ship only uplifts Jason??#your honor. only if you treat her like a prop that passively reacts to everything the boys do#kind of like Timsteph funnily enough#anti tim drake#bruce wayne critical
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I usually don't post my traditional drawing but I don't have time to paint over it digitally [*]
Anyways, there's a dead pixel in the upper corner

#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fanart#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#i am so not okay about this game#i hate Jimmy#anya deserved so much more#curly deserved consequences but not fate worse than death#jimmy fuck you jimmy
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POV. You’re a foot soldier stationed at Heaven’s gate and the sexual tension between your boss and his second in command is getting weirdly high these days for some reason

Continuation of Paradise Lost soldier Mud
Doodling more of these guys. They hate each other so much, they should kiss about it <3

#my art#the gaslight district#tgd#tgd au#tgd fanart#tgd mud#tgd diligence#diligence gaslight district#virtue diligence#mud the zombie#mud the gaslight district#muddy morals#tw eyestrain#if you get what reference I’m making with the jaw grab I]you will get. ONE gold star :)#Mud and his boss he absolutely hates but also is loyal to for some godforsaken reason#Ken voice GODDAMNIT MUD- FOR ONCE YOU’RE NOT BEING A TWO FACED BACKSTABBING BASTARD BUT IT JUST HAD TO BE THE VIRTUES YOU#CHOSE TO BE LOYAL TO- OUT OF ALL THE PEOPLE#he lets his job define him and NOTHING ELSE#also it is very weird to draw Mud Not Smoking#idk if the virtues would allow that but they seem concerningly okay with egregious violence so a lil nicotine shouldn’t be too bad#I’ll start drawing him with a cig again- he needs the stress relief <3#Ken and Mud crossing paths like : IS THAT MY FUCKING BROTHER???!!!1#Ken : HE WORKS FOR THE GOVERNMENT/???!?? HIM????#breaking news- the least trustworthy man you know is in a high power position in the goddamn army for some reason. very dangerous#you better quickly integrate him into your found family before it’s too late Ken#I KNEW I WAS MISSING SOMETHING- I FORGOT DILIGENCE’S FUCKING CHAIN AND STUFF
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Here’s the rest of my LU designs!!!! You’d never guess who my favorite link is whatttt…… favorites what’s that word even mean……





Now I just needa digitalize them….. SIGH
#my siblings will never give me the tablet to draw 😞😞 we’re going to war for it 🫡#majora’s doodles#favorite?? what’s a favorite?? I say with a suspiciously Time shaped lump in my pocket#linked universe#lu time#lu wild#lu warriors#lu twilight#lu hyrule#my silly goobers I love them#I hate drawing armor!!!! I say as I give Time more armor#linked universe consuming my brain 24/7???? whatttt noooooo that could never be true!!#ignore any bad anatomy I never studied it or anything okay#I just fuck around and find out#fairy hyrule
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James isn't something Regulus understands anymore. There was a time Regulus did, or at least he thought so.
But now, standing in James Potter's kitchen, watching him make pancakes with faux light in his deep brown eyes, Regulus is beginning to understand something.
James Potter isn't what he is supposedly portrayed as. He isn't like the way any of his friends might describe him as. Sunshine, perfect, extroverted, smiley and The Happiest Person They Know.
No, James is almost nothing like that. Regulus can see it now. Or atleast, he's trying to.
It's like looking through a curtain. Thick curtains no wind can blow through, but the tiniest opening had shown something Regulus never thought he would see. Never expected, never wanted but now needed to know.
Blueberries in pancakes. Blue, like the melancholy he saw through the opening of the curtains he was drawn to. He watched, mesmerised by the mysticality of it all.
James' movements, the smallest slip, showed Regulus a whole new world every time. It was like a portal to another dimension, and Regulus would do anything to escape to it. To see the true parts of the world that surrounds him.
Blueberries in pancakes. Something so normal, so domestic could unleash something so eerie and new in his life, Regulus hadn't known.
A plate appeared in front of him, and Regulus looked up to see James' glassy eyes, not as if he had been crying, but as if they were a deep, dark lake that held all types of creatures Regulus was far too unfamiliar with. And Regulus needed to know.
But before Regulus could ask, ask for a key, a password, a sign to this door, the door vanished. Like it had never been there.
Regulus was sure he had seen it. It was like he was back to reality, but what he saw wasn't a dream or something surreal. However, it wasn't the human he knew James was. It was something different. A different kind of human. A human like Regulus.
And Regulus now desperately needed to find that human in James.
#my fic idea#idk its based off a ted hughes poem#and i hate that fucker#but the poem was beautiful#fuck him tho#james is not okay#he is something like a deer in headlights rn#and will always be#hp marauders#marauders#dead gay wizards from the 70s#marauders era#jegulus#regulus black#slytherin skittles#james potter#sunseeker#starchaser
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blink and you'll miss it moments around skyhold....
#solavellan#solas#gotta put out some tender stuff to balance the chaos target team leader solas has caused.#look i just need to go feral in the tags for a moment#okay the fucking. what's he call himself? the great adversary of her people's mythology....falls in love w a woman being forced into a role#not unlike his own#i t makes me c r a z y#like at one point he's all ooooh we're elves need to make sure the humans trust us to ensure safety. gives them a castle......#then he's all ''ooh you cant change the way your legend is getting out of hand. might as well accept it''#but he disapproves if you lean into it/call yourself the herald.#he approves of you fighting against the status quo. encourages sera to sow chaos and has a VERY interesting convo w her about power#''what lop of the top?'' ''yes.'' ''well what's that do except make room for a new top to come and fuck it all up?''#at which point he fuckin STUTTERS and is like. oh fuck. you're right. my bad. and then he shuts up in quiet contemplation#he's clearly wrestling w himself. and Ohmygod the felassanstuff.#like the Guilt. the Regret.#haunting that fucking rotunda.#and yet he's so in love w lavellan if they go that route.#like clearly some stuff was missing/fumbled in game. but like#how he fuckin screams for the inquisitor at the well?????!?! OK BOI?!#im just. the dread wolf. great adversary of the dalish pantheon.#turns out to be some somber grim guy with a fatalistic sense of humor who hates tea and greatly values free will#pina art
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I love you lifelong vaginal atrophy
i love you topical estrogen that treats atrophy and doesn’t interfere with testosterone at all. i love you modern medicine that makes safe and harmless transitions possible. i love you health professionals who explained the risks of taking testosterone to me calmly and told me exactly how we would respond to each one if they ever became an issue because they’re not scary or unmanageable if you have good, competent people on your side.
i hate you terf rhetoric that completely ignores the actual reality of testosterone hrt in favor of portraying it as poison. i hate you transphobes who try to make me scared of the medication that gave me my life back.
#these people have no fucking clue what they’re talking about#and anyway. you think atrophy would be the worst of my lifelong health conditions?#these people will be like ‘you’ll be a lifelong medical patient!!!’ okay??? im a fucking cripple i already am#anon hate#examples of transandrophobia#transandrophobia#transandromisia#transmisandry#virilphobia#virilmisia#anti transmasculinity#transmascphobia#trans men#transmascs
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i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so much i hate men so-
#sorry#hhaha#i want to get my emotions out right now#like right now#haha#i hate men#misandry#fuck men#i hate them sm#smsmmssmmss#shdndidjhfejd#sorryrryy#i just want to punch a man rn#badly#i need to do it#i still love hueningkai and heeseung tho#those r my mennn#i love themm#hhahaha#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting community#shifting#shifters#shifting blog#law of assumption#desired reality#loassumption#huenistar#huenistar is not okay.
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I couldn’t be a minecraft creator because if I was doing freaky gay roleplay with my friends and then got called siblings I would just end it all
#anyways mcyt fan culture makes me fucking insane I hate how it’s devolved into this#I bet nobody even cares about cc boundaries it’s just about being cool and parasocial with them#they don’t know you they don’t care. make their Minecraft characters kiss#they’re saying what you want them to say so they’ll stop being bombarded with annoying questions every day#also holy SHIT please stop making every woman have a familial dynamic#it’s ok for women to not always be the mom or the sister or whatever!!! it’s okay!!!!!!!#women can have relationships! why are you ignoring them and making everything about men!!!#I need to stop looking at the lifesteal fandom. I just get frustrated everytime I do
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