#and i guess im thankful for that
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we just had to try on the clothes didn't we?
#not tagging myself#/vneg#cw ed implied#cw relapse mention#just had to try on the clothes too small to fit#but that fucking skirt#why do other people with extra weight on them look hot as fuck meanwhile we just see ourselves and cringe#we saw our reflection the other day and didn't mind seeing it#those fucking shorts#it makes me wonder why we ever stopped#we could've been there by now but no#we stopped because we were cold all the time and knew that our body was shutting down it's heating to keep the heart going#because that's how this fucking body works#that's how this *vessel* works#and instead of being an eye-filled void like im supposed to be im stuck here in this body#and it's not like i can actually relapse because the others'll stop me because this isn't just *MY* body anymore#and i guess im thankful for that#but holy fuck it doesn't change my mindset very much#it's not even our legs or anything its specifically our stomach#we see someone with extra weight and we go “nice” but for us i just...why#is this why elena craves carnival food?#because our subconscious saw our past with an ed and said “lets make a ballerina with a big appetite” ?#alright enough moping around we have more clothes to try on so we can just put this shit behind us#cw vent
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I like to think i'm funny:,)
#no one saw the original post okay AHAHA no one#anw#phoenix wright ace attorney#ace attorney#maya fey#phoenix wright#aa#aa shitpost#ace attorney shitpost#this is so common wow#shitpost#zamn#if i had a nickel everytime a repost of this popped in my personal facebook timeline guess how many nickels i have rn#thank you so much for the attention i appreciate everyone but also im very much quite scared
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Follow for a special picture of the birthday rock
[ image id: a picture of a grey and white rock on a white background, with a birthday party cone-hat, a banner and confetti in the background, and small rainbow text in the corner reading. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"]
#in dog years the rock is now older than me i think#not the orignal rock photo#guess whos ass is getting kicked by finals but all your suport on my kofi has been INSANE AND AMAZING#and im actually getting through all the stuff i have to do for the first time in a long whijle so thank you from the bottom of my heart#this blog is craxy and its the exact consistant crazy i need in my life right now
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drawings from paleo expedition to dagestan, done right on the trip. sometimes messy when it was cold and rainy, but i won't correct it. i think it's cool to leave it just the way it was done, and not retouch it after. there will be more drawings later, but those will be done from home
#i need to draw for 2 museums at least to then send it to them as a gift cuz people there were so nice???? AAAA#and yeah im definitely doing back#maybe in autumn... who knows#barghestland#art#artists on tumblr#and#paleoart#???#in a way it is i guess#also i usually don't share things from my sketchbook. but these drawings hold so many nice memories#of clouds that hide top of the mountains#of sitting on a rock#drawing and seeing a scorpion vibing next to u (tiny friend!)#of leaning on a big cow and almost falling asleep on a field with her after the rain#of... forgetting the pain too#of not wanting to even talk about the wonderful time i've had. because it was only for me to remember#so much happened up in the mountains that i'll never forget#thank u big rocks and soil and grass and apricot trees i love you#...#paleoland#fieldbook_barghest_land
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Drawing my insecurities on beautiful men I want to be more like / representation I needed as a feminine but not twinkish man over the years has helped me feel much happier and more secure with myself, wanted to share. Highly recommend that process of self love, or at least self-appreciation ?




#semi-annual reminder that im not a twink sorry T_T#no one body i draw fits me entirely. but you can see parts of me#i guess. that i want to be there#didnt want to post too many examples but. if hes bigger he likely has something of me added on him jhdfghj#like my back fat especially. nowadays i look forward to adding that roll where the back bends#Thank g-d I got over my nose and hair issues#parental bullying is a monster#create what you need homies i swear by it
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//WARNING: meltdown, dissociation, spiraling//
















I'm proud of you and all your accomplishments! Everything will be okay <3
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt comic#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt raph#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#turtle tots#i feel like i had things i wanted to say while making this and now im just at a lost for words#stimming#autistic donnie#nonverbal donnie#until the end i guess oops#take care of yourself <3#tw meltdown#meltdown#cw meltdown#tw dissociation#dissasociation#cw dissociation#im going to sleep now lol#thank you for joining me on this journey
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What a lovely little bird you have there.
(black and white ver. under cut)
#in stars and time#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#I guess#I cant decide which ver. should I use so have both as a little treat#the rendering took so LONGGGGGGG#THANK GOD im never doing this ever again#Loop my beloved#my art
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they licensed his ass
my finished piece of the FWMS (official name definitely 100%) thing we started a few days ago! I had fun I hope folks had and/or continue to have fun with the sketch as well.
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhsy#riz gukgak#Fuck With My Sketch#I mean it I'm gonna use that. gotta stop me if u dont wanna#doing things like this is bittersweet bc this slaps and I look at this and Im like well. I will never be able to nail this look again#I guess that's the plight of self taught art. but also it means you have to learn to let go and go look for different delights#you can't get too attached to one way of doing things. you will find many new things on ur way to make more funny bictures n such#this slaps tho Im so happy with how this came out lol. its be a long while since I last drew something in this vein#appropriate that its for riz lol he deserves it. he deserves the photoshoot pieces#funny enough this also kind of was prompted by drawfee? in one of the episodes I was binging (I thiiiink the one bg a day ep)#jacob brought up one of the artists I follow on twitter (havent been there in a decent while lol) who uses a pretty distinct#blue-on-red palette that got me to think abt teal-on-red and then this happened#funny enough I did start the piece with teal-on-red but then I shifted to blue after and was like wait I love this suddenly#and then committed lol. I should work with teal-on-red properly more but for now! we have fun! we enjoy#thats my journey thank u for listening. thank u for drawing with me if u have and come hang next time if u havent
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PLEASE read where the apple falls by @jupiters-junipers!!! you will actually just never be the same. like ever.
#LIKE EVER.#klance#klance fanart#keith x lance#keith kogane#lance mcclain#keith voltron#lance voltron#keith and lance#keith vld#lance vld#lwk i was hesitant to read wtaf at first cus i don’t really like later seasons post canon stuff but thank god i took a chance on this fic#BECAUSE IT WAS PHENOMENAL#europa i hope i did this scene justice 🙏 my heart is out to you#klancedayart#edit: i need to talk about this fic more actually#this fic quite literally changed my perspective on klance. like genuinely the way you characterized them europa the story you gave them#truly changed me. LIKE CHANGED ME..#i love them so much i love klance so much and this fic reminded me why#WHATEVER MAN ITS WHATEVER I GUESS. … im gonna cry#not only that but i got so much inspo for my own art!! like this one!#i want to draw klance actually forever and ever bro. like real. they love each other for real#im gonna implode
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Part 6.5
a little check in back at the castle~
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#mitsusart#my comics#comic#Missing Killer Comic#<- i guess ill name it that for now idfk JAKFJG#undertale au#art#undertale#sans undertale#utmv#horror sans#horror!sans#dust!sans#dust sans#murder sans#dusttale#horrortale#murder time trio#nightmares gang#bad sanses#bad sans gang#undertale multiverse#undertale fandom#undertale au fanart#sans#IM SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG#finally done with this holy shit#way too many things happened last week so uhm#delayed.#ANYWAYS LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOU BEING PATIENT WHILE I GET MY SHIT TOGETEHR 💛💛💛😭🙏
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Eeeh, I didn’t know today was also NRC Founding Day! What a coincidence. It must be fate or something!
Happy birthday to Mayu! 🎉🎉It just so happens to fall on the same day as Twst JP's anniversary, so let's have a big celebration today! ✨ (Voice lines under the cut!)
Credit to @/twstinginthewind for the blank Ramshackle card edit!
When Summoned: I didn’t think I’d get to celebrate my birthday in another world. I’m grateful that I’ve found friends in Twisted Wonderland to share this with.
Home: Wah, my hair’s sticking up everywhere!
Swap Looks: Time to get ready for the day.
Home Transition 1: Gotta make my bed before I go! Yup, everything’s neat and tidy.
Home Transition 2: I’m always so hungry first thing when I wake up. Alright, let’s see if there’s any leftovers from last night I can munch on!
Home Transition 3: I look like I have a sprout on my head? Well, we’ve gotta go out there and make sure it gets its sunshine then!
Home Transition - Login: I’m not expecting any gifts, but it would be nice to get some practical things like cleaning supplies. It’s hard keeping Ramshackle spic and span on the headmaster’s meager allowance…
Groovification: [LOCKED]
Home Transition - Groovy: [LOCKED]
Home Tap 1: Jamil-senpai wished me happy birthday and handed me a homemade bento. He really is just like a diligent housewife…
Home Tap 2: The Ramshackle Ghosts surprised me this morning. They woke me up by singing happy birthday. It was really thoughtful of them, so I’ll cherish this memory ‘til I’m a ghost, too!
Home Tap 3: I don’t do anything special to my hair or makeup. I just kinda do what feels natural! Although everyone here seems to know a lot about makeup, maybe I should try asking for tips some time...
Home Tap 4: Ace can’t be nice to me even on my birthday! He just gave me a noogie and said he’d bump me a few times, one for each year. Can you believe him?
Home Tap 5: I really didn't expect to be able to celebrate my birthday with so many people around this year. Nothing beats getting to share all this food with my friends- h-hey Grimmy! That's my share!
Home Tap - Groovy: [LOCKED]
#my art#twisted wonderland#twst#twst oc#oc#shiokawa mayu#there isn't any particular associated blog event i just wanted to make the card-#got lazy and didn't decorate the pillows but maybe will add in later#groovy drop will be... TBD...#my friend pointed out her pockets look like hachiware from chiikawa and i cant unsee it 😭#anyway happy birthday to my dotter and me...#passes out#ace on his way with (i guess) 18 bonks on the head#jamil with a more Definitely Normal gift#had no clue what the font for the pillows were so i just#stole letters & numbers from other characters cards and pasted them in#ALSO IM SEEING GIFTS IN MY INBOX AND MENTIONS ALREADY FHSJKS#THANK YOU I WILL (PROBABLY) GET TO RESPONDING IN THE MORNING-
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and i got eyes on the back of my head, i got eyes everywhere so i know where you go
#yrdnzz art#blue lock#blue lock fanart#isagi yoichi#isagi#bllk#artists on tumblr#hey#been a minute.... sorry fazgang#I FEEL LIKE IM ALWAYS APOLOGIZING IN THE TAGS my fault#ill do better mb yall i just graduated this month and ive been just chilling doing fuck all bc ive been artblocked AYE EFF#big thank u to jamie for talking me thru this piece even tho its sooo simple#just having someone to talk to about how i feel abt my art was very helpful bc i was definitely stuck on how to start drawing again#what graduating with a bs in comp sci does to a mf i guess#anyways hope yall like this one LOVE U ALL MWAH
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i don't like him. clearly
#my draws#johnshi#johnny cage#mk1#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#kenshi takahashi#IM SOOOOOOOO#THANK YOU ED BOON I FUCKING GUESS?
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shirooooooo....
#hnk spoilers#<-i suppose?????????#anyways UGH i love ayumu so much there was a period of time where i just couldnt stop thinking about her and what she represents#and UGHHHHH ugh. i hope im not the worlds most insane about her. i hope? i dont want to be alone in this < 3#i will get into my ramblings....when my friends who are reading hnk rn finish it........#multiple of them. so i assume itll be a lot of waiting... dont wanna spoil too much...#i do love her a lot tho. as a character. as a design. and eughghhfhhhhh kongo.....#i always found it weird how the gems are the only 'species' without body diversity and when we figured out thats on purpose i was .hm.#speechless?...might be the right word.... smart. smart choice. ugh#yapping in tags is so fun#whatever go my professor#professor ayumu#ayumu hnk#houseki no kuni#land of the lustrous#hnk#art i made#tis 5am in my area hmmmhmmmmmm maybe time to hit the snooze <-forgot to take melatonin#and pitapat is there too i guess dont mind him. can you watch him while i go for a smoke. make sure he doesnt end the world or whatever#gn metaphorical chat thanks for reading
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Warning: Long post?
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Jason did not expect his ghost form to feel…like this.
(Oh, dealing with his body randomly phasing through the ground and smacking his face onto hard concrete was not fun, but Jason dealt with that just like with every other hurdle in his life. By being more stubborn than the problem itself.)
It felt like something… settled into place. That was the best way he could describe it.
He felt as if spite and anger were finally not the only things keeping him awake and running.
He felt calm, almost. Stable, at least. Whatever pent up energy that was stuck in his chest cavity now flowed freely throughout his body, redistributed, instinctually easier to manage.
It's almost like he could breathe a little bit easier.
(After much… ranting that Jason decided to ignore for his own sanity, Danny said that his case ectoplasmic corruption was probably due to the fact that Death, as a concept, doesn’t let go of things easily, time shenanigans notwithstanding.)
(Becoming a half-ghost was seemingly the only working compromise.)
—
Danny once told him that broad strokes of a ghost’s personality could be guessed by looking at their physical appearance.
Despite the cool powers, this was a slight downside. Jason dealing with the filth of the Earth meant that being to hide his emotions and who he is was kind of important. Life saving, even.
He realized later on that his ghost form was way too easy to read.
—
He looked at his arms covered in bandages, and got reminded of the amount of times he had to patch himself up in the last month.
His jacket was ripped in place he knew that would have been sewn together when he was a living breathing human (well, as much as he could be).
He always looked slightly on fire?
(Danny told him it's probably related to his... core?)
(He know he died in an explosion but really?)
And then, there was his… veil? Shroud? Cloak?
It looked really nice.
But on the other hand…
It drooped when he felt under the weather. It flicked and thrashed around when he’s either irritated or barely holding back his urge to headshot someone.
And—
(No Danny, my cloak was not fucking wagging when you brought me fresh ectoplasm last week, you’ll have to get your goddamn eyes checked—)
He'll deny it until the day he dies (a second time).
And then his cloak could sometimes just…grow bigger. He figured that it acted as an extension of his own body, and had a nice add-on of allowing him to sense things he couldn't see. Hell, he could even make a hand out of it (wacking Danny with it - gently - never gets old). Jason had to also admit it looked cool, with the wispy bits and with one of its sides becoming a bright yellow.
(It reminded him a bit of his time as Robin.)
—
Being a ghost had a lotta perks.
Dealing with targets was so much easier when no one could see you. Inflitration was so much simpler when walls became optional. Cameras will glitch out when he's around, he left no traces visible to the naked eye and, combined with his training, to say that it was useful would be an understatement.
But, sometimes, he feels like he’s changing as well the more he transforms. Not drastically, but enough for him to look back and notice.
He usually was someone who prided on being efficient and straight to the point.
But now he’s starting to… have fun.
He started using his claws whenever he could. Don't het him wrong, he still uses his guns plenty, but there was just something deeply satisfying about vaulting over things, scaling a wall or crawling on the ceiling with bare hands.
(Punching people is still the most satisfying by far, though.)
That one time hunting down the Joker wannabes was fun too.
(Danny said he’d get along great with Skulker? Did Jason want to find out? No.)
Fading in and out of invisibility, he picked them off one by one, watching as panic and dread slowly but surely creeped up on the remaining ones.
(After all, he has no respect for those trying to emulate the dead clown.)
—
(Yeah, the Joker was dead.)
(Surprisingly, that has not been a good day.)
—
One of the favorite things he liked to do was rooftop parkour. The… bendability of gravity is… fun, not gonna lie.
(Not flying though. Jason is used to having feet in regular contact with solid ground, thank you very much. No offense, Danny.)
But he gets why ghosts love to fly. When he’s jumping from rooftop to rooftop in Gotham in the at night, watching the city light fly by, cloak spread behind him, it’s as if nothing else matters.
(No Joker, no petty criminals to beat up, no avoiding the Bats so they don’t find out about his existence—)
He can just enjoy, even just for a little bit.
—
(Somehow the Demon Brat and Orphan could sense him. Will keep and eyes on those two, and also the more reasons to avoid them.)
(The real problem was the new Bat in town. Bruce, what the fuck, another one? Again?)
(The yellow one, Signal. No time to check his profile yet, but probably a meta or something.)
(First night out and the guy almost managed to actually fucking see him —looked at him straight in the eyes and all, then did a double take. Jason never phased into the pavement so fast in his entire fucking life.)
(And so far no Bats on his cloak tails yet.)
(He did help the guy incognito, just a couple of times.)
(And he also did steal his escrima sticks for fun, and once the guy went out looking for them, he’d put them right back where they were.)
(Turns out, he discovered later, that being a little shit runs in the ghost community.)
—
(Sometimes he also wonders what happened to Danny before they met.)
(He wasn't a Gothamite, that was obvious. He doesn’t pry, but it doesn’t take a lot to piece two and two together.)
(He just wonders who he has to kill this time.)
—
(Jason could not believe he forgot and underestimated just how fucking persistent every single one of the Bats could be. Of course it had to run in the family.)
He gazed down, thought the agony, at the gaping wound under his right armpit.
(The Bats have been chasing him relentlessly for a while now. He got more injuries than he can count, especially from Bruce.)
(They know. Oh, they know.)
(It didn’t go well.)
(He knows the others are there surrounding him to prevent him from escaping, he knows that Dick is right behind him, but at the moment he couldn’t care less.)
It has been a long time since the last time he got shot.
(It felt like someone set his right side on fire.)
What was flowing out in abundance was a neon, toxic green.
(The Pit Waters, ectoplasm, he didn’t even know that he could fucking bleed in ghost form—)
(Danny—)
He looked back up at Batman, holding a (frankly) ugly gun, white casing and highlights in the same shade of toxic green.
(A gun that Danny warned him about. And everything behind it.)
Jason felt something in him... snap.
(Why did it have to be you, Bruce.)
His mouth opened—
(waitsincewhenhecoulddothatthroughtthe mask—)
(Jason could see the billows of neon green smoke—)
(He couldn’t see Bruce’s expression.)
(Every. Single. Goddamn. Time.)
— and wailed.
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I am genuinely delighted that my last post got that much attention! Thank you so much, to all who liked, rebblogged and commented, it really does mean the most. 💕
This AU may be continued? No guarantees, tho.
For those interested: Part 01
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#jason todd#red hood#dc x dp#dp x dc#dc x dp crossover#danny phantom#halfa jason#halfa au#fanart#I may have subconsciously got myself inspired by spawn#as in like i figured it out on a random day halfway through the second painting#and went whooooooops i did it again#It took so long#cauz my perfectionism worked against me#a classic#*cries*#But thanks yall who read the tags#yall delightful#i guess art is a journey but im getting slapped by strong winds in the opposite direction#dc x dp prompt#dc x dp au#the inspiration to write only strikes at ungodly hours of the night i guess
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one of the requests/suggestions i got :3 (demise + cats)
still struggeling with drawing anything (depression yippie) but trying my best anyway
#ganondoodles#art#zelda#tloz#loz#demise#cats#somethign about the perspective is wrong but i didnt have the energy to go back and repaint it all#wanted this to be way simpler like a chibi but .... well it got more complicated after all#though still simple in rendering its the most i could get done#also thanks for the message! i do want to answer too but there were multiple suggestions in there so im gonna do it with another#why is leg hair so diffcult to draw in a simplified way#not giving him any seemed wrong given how fluffy he is otherwise#but :/ gotta learn that too i guess
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