#and i feel like they couldve gone harder with that

[ququoquaw]

i think that the movie couldve honestly done a way better job at like deconstructing the average middle class white guy's feelings that theyre owed everything

[glitchdollmemoria]

yknow the cool thing about having a ptsd induced bad dream is it gives me more motivation to go watch cozy movies and eat comfort food til i feel better

[sadcop]

i said this on twitter but the dark knight quests are not made for ppl who react violently to coercion lol

[ultzwoozi]

“ how could you love me..? ”

currently playing: heart like yours by willamette stone

pairings: woozi x gn!reader genre: angsty fluff ; one-shot warning(s): panic attack, slight mentions of insomnia and insecurities. reader kinda has separation anxiety word count: 0.7k authors note: something a bit angsty, i could js imagine woozi being actually good at comfort <3

summary: your boyfriend catches you in the midst of a panic attack, he comforts you and tries to find a way to help you

“ … Breathe deep, breathe clear Know that I'm here, know that I'm here Waiting Stay strong, stay gold You don't have to fear, you don't have to fear Waiting ”

breath in, breath out. thats what you were taught in situations like this. but nothings coming out. you feel like your suffocating, like the walls are closing in on you. sitting on the floor in the shared bedroom of you and your boyfriend, you try to calm yourself down. the lights are dimmed and its late at night, the neighbors were asleep. no one could hear you even if you wanted them to.

jihoon wasnt home. he hasnt been home for over 4 months, hes been on tour. hes finally coming home, but its all setting in. its hitting you harder than a truck, you missed him badly. you realize being so far away from him was a issue. you realized theres a possibility he could stop loving you on the way, theres a possibility he couldve met someone new, theres a possibility he could forget about you. you were overthinking. tears were running down your cheeks and you were hyperventilating badly.

the sleepless nights without him, the fear running through your head, thoughts starting to take up your mind, everything was making you crumble on the floor besides your bed. your ears started ringing, you couldn’t even hear the front door open.

“ … I'll see you soon, I'll see you soon ”

jihoon opened the front door with his keys and immediately could tell something was wrong. “y/n?” he called out, hoping you’d hear, but to no avail you couldn’t. he could hear the faint sobs coming from your room. even with how tired he was from all the traveling, he dropped his stuff by the door and ran over to your shared room. seeing you sitting on the floor, hyperventilating and sobbing, immediately got him worried. without another thought, he walked over and held you in his arms.

“hey hey its okay.. im here now.” he rested your head on his chest. you flinched a bit by the touch of him, not aware he was home yet, let alone in your room. after a minute, you melted into his arms, sniffling and sobbing lightly. your breathing slowly regulating as he whisper sweet nothings into your ear, making sure youre alright. he drew circles on your back, watching the rise and fall of your back.

once your breathing regulated to normal, jihoon pulled your face away from his chest and cupped your cheeks in his hands. “wanna tell me what happened?” he wiped away some tears with his thumb as he looked at you, pure worry filling his eyes.

“ … How could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine? How could I live before? How could I have been so blind? You opened up my eyes You opened up my eyes Sleep sound, sleep tight ”

“i.. i don’t know its just..” you felt more hot tears begin to roll down your cheeks as the thoughts began to come back. “i started to over think.. and everything started to hit harder and.. god i missed you.” he felt a pain in his heart. he knew it could effect you being gone for so long for the first time in your relationship, but he didn’t think this could happen.

“i missed you too.. im so sorry.” he kissed your forehead and rested you back on his chest. you stayed there in a comfortable silence until your tears dried. after the soft moment, you spoke up.

“how could you love someone like me? you have so many options.. what if you meet someone beautiful when you’re out there?” that got him. that was what broke his heart. thinking in the case that you think of yourself so low. jihoon stayed silent for a moment, trying to think of the right words to say. it hurt that you doubted him. he kept drawing circles in your back as he thought.

“i like the y/n i have here. the loving, sweet, person i’ve grown to love. i don’t need anyone else. i need you. and i promise, im never gonna leave you alone again. you’re coming with me on tours from now on, i can’t leave you here like this.” with that he picked you up and carried you to your shared bed. he held you close to his chest. you snuggled up into his side and slowly found yourself resting in his arms. the tiredness from the traveling hit jihoon, and soon enough he fell asleep holding you tightly as if you were gonna disappear if he didn’t.

[just-a-fragment]

I feel like we don't praise SS enough for how they handled YSA's character.

Sure her role kinda falls off in the later chapters but her character arcs are *chefs kiss*

She was initially introduced as a potential love interest like in most action/fantasy novels but then she was just a friend, a co-worker that turned into a friend and their dynamics as a co-worker is something unique to both of them, and for a while it's what kept both of them sane and in that moment they knew each other the best. And honestly the whole library scene could've been a perfect set up for sangah getting a tragic ending, ik it was probably always meant to be that kdj got such a "tragic ending" (only talking abt the inital ending cuz i believe he comes back in the epilogue but anyways) due to the amount of foreshadowing the novel has, but like in another novel both of them couldve met a tragic demise or sangah honestly could've sacrificed herself for him if it was written by any other author where orv has a romance as a subgenre.

But because SS wrote ORV the way they did, she doesn't get a tragic ending, her tragedies weren't just for the sake of being tragic that most writers usually give to characters that were introduced as "a nice person". Her tragedies were more due to how her potential is constantly hindered, her tragedies isn't just for the sake of tragedy but because the system itself is inherently gruesome.

It was never about how she had to toughen up or admonish all her morals, it was never about her, her femininity, her talents. It was about how she was constantly undermined by the people around her and how it's incredibly harder to maintain that sense of self under a cruel system. But she did anyways because SS wrote her with such nuance. They easily could've gone the typical nice girl to girlboss route and it would've been fine with how they write female characters. But subversing a subversion makes her so much moreee complex. I love her

[200070063]

Sure! Let’s hear it!

putting it under a cut because itll probably be long (context is p0psugar asked what couldve triggered pillows personality change. the art that goes with it is gorgeous btw go look NOW)

okay so first off. from a writing standpoint! ive noticed tpot has picked up a lot of seemingly forgotten early bfb gags and brought them back. especially for the characters that didn't get a lot of time to shine. theres a lot more emphasis on basketballs robotics knowledge, nickels strange speech patterns, yellow faces ads (not necessarily forgotten, but it was pretty much gone in bfb from what i remember), clocks love for loser lore (for better or for worse...). hell even the death pact itself, something that was just mentioned every now and again, has a lot more emphasis put on it! its the cause of a team-wide conflict!

thats basically what happened with pillow! she didn't have much personality outside of researching, so they seem to have took the silly "did someone say killing?" line and... well..... y'know........

it became this!

i dont know how most people feel about it and i might be biased because tpot made me a big fan of her but i like this approach. a lot. i may not like all of the changes it caused (that is NOT clock four replaced him with a clone i swear to god) but i appreciate how much life it gave to the less...... characterized contestants.

as for in universe, thats a bit harder for me to answer. i could argue that its just because shes not in the pact anymore but,

its clear that didnt matter, cause she was like this anyway! but even then its clear she did Try to prevent death (not getting screenshots right now but im specifically talking about the fork thing in todays very special episode and her trying to muffle fours screech in getting teardrop to tall), and as much as i want to chalk that up to the writers still getting a grasp of her character, thats just. not how i operate LOL im an overanalyzer at heart

so there's a few things that could be going on here:

1, there wasnt a personality shift at all, most of her moments like this were just offscreen.

2, the whole "death=good luck" thing didnt come to mind until after her time in death pact. or was maybe even a result of it. they didnt really prevent much death in bfb, so its still possible despite the teams immunity streak, something that was brought into question after she first brought it up. (←my petsonal theory)

3, the belief DID exist back then, she just either pushed it aside for the sake of the team or it wasnt as strong.

or maybe even something else! idk! i actually think about it quite a lot its nice to put my thoughts together like this. i heart pillow they could never make me hate her

[tobiotaesan]

so uhmm.....a little rant because im sad and angry at the same time. i randomly woke up at 3am bcus i slept early yesterday and this was the first thing i saw when i did and now i cant go back to sleep. i wish i could just cry myself to sleep.

yesterday, i was so excited when i thought of how i could start writing for riize again. because in my older acc, i originally had planned a lot for future riize contents (au, smau etc). i was planning on making a banner or poster to announce that i will start writing for riize and even prepared a separate acc to post contents for riize and bnd in my native language.

because i thought, "finally, after 11 months of boycotting and waiting, we can all finally be happy with the assurance that he has returned."

i didnt know it all meant nothing to that shitty ass company and that it would only take 2 days of knetz "protest" after the announcement was all it would take.

im not undermining what they did, sending funeral flower wreaths demanding that ot6 is what they want for the group, thats freaking insane. absolute batshit crazy. but thats nothing compared to the airplane, subway ads, that floating jet thing with a banner flying around sment with seunghans banner, the i heart seunghan banner that locals mistaken for being a tourist photo spot, etc. 160+ projects for seunghan in the span pf 10-11 months compared to 2-3 days of flower wreaths, which btw sm apparently called the police for to get removed and allegedly was going to sue the ppl behind them.

and also because i do not want to invalidate seunghans feelings. we do not know if it really was him in that video. but clearly, those flower wreaths affected him greatly and im afraid that it may even have traumatised him. i fear this will make him forever anxious and scared of falling in love in the future. i fear that he will never look at flowers the same way ever again.

i have so many thoughts about the news and so many emotions going through me right now. but then i think about just how much harder this is for him and the members too. how much more painful all these are for them. im not sure but i saw someone say sohee was crying at the airport. the decision was made and posted when the members were on the plane back to korea. we dont know if they were informed beforehand or if they found out when they landed.

but regardless, i just think its so unfair for them because this time, with this decision of seunghan leaving. they were not consulted and honestly i think it is hastily made. im not blaming seunghan because tbh i think he made the decision to leave because he felt cornered or pressured by the reaction of knetz. i think sm couldve done more with reassuring and convincing him to stay with the group especially since it had only been barely 3 days since the announcement of his return.

when they said he was returning, they shouldve expected this because its their fault too that ot6 stans exist. had they done something to protect and defend seunghan this wouldnt have happened. so many artists have gone on hiatuses and fans waited and were happy with their return to activities. but because they were silent about seunghan, even tried to completely erased any traces of him in the group, it just pushed the narrative to the public (knetz) that they acknowledge that his leaked personal life and private photos from his pre febut days are indeed "wrong" and that he "shouldnt have done those things" like the knetz are saying.

to conclude this, sm is shit. and as an orbit, now is the best time to seriously boycott them if we really want to give justice to seunghan. this is honestly giving me serious flashbacks with what happened to chuu and loona and the fact that it happened around this time of the year too. the situation may be different but boycotts do work. and companies are all the same, lead by capitalists who do not give a fuck about their artists at all. they have the guts to create "global" groups and yet doesnt listen to the intl fans of the said "global group".

the only way to make them move is to harm their sales. unfollow all riize socmed accounts, ig, twt, fb, yt channel, unfollow their community in weverse!!

do not stream any of their music! especially with shit they will do like re-recording songs that seunghan is in (im looking at you siren 2024 ver). do not buy albums, lightsticks, any riize merch. you do not need those damn plushie keychains! you are funding sm ent to continue their shitty ass treatment and disrespect to the riize members and wizard production! you are validating their actions towards seunghan.

this is bigger than seunghan and riize. these companies need to understand that these idols are not products to be controlled, shamed and punished for having a life. that the intl fans is not like the knetz they are used to, knetz who are obssessive and would go to dangerous lengths to ruin someones life due to "cultural differences" with intl fans bcus "unlike the west artists, idols shouldnt have personal life". they need to know not to be complacent to the dangerous parasocial psychopathic behaviour of knetz.

so please, im being so serious right now, boycott sm. boycott riize.

[rah-nee-yah]

ok soo here are my critiques:

how i wish we couldve seen more of the piltover zaun conflict. like thats how the story started. its something i was really looking forward to. but no it ended with zaun working with piltover and sev even joining the council.

i wouldve been so ready to see jinx burn piltover to the ground bc thats so justified but we got them fighting noxus together instead…which wasnt necessarily bad but…

i have way more thoughts cooking but my mind is in like a million different places rn sooo

edit: ok so here’s some more stuff i would have liked

s1 sev would not have joined that fuck ass council 🙅🙅 also i needed to see more of her in act iii dude wtf i dont think she had any lines 😭😭 also the way sev and jinx had such a bond with isha in act i only for that to never be acknowledged again

i needed to see zaun literally demand reparations from piltover or else. i expected s2 to be more of a revolution story and we got like five minutes of that in like act ii. overall, i would have liked more of a focus on what s1 was (revolution and sisters) rather than glorious evolution and magic (then again the show is called arcane for a reason)

also no mention of isha 😭😭 this is really more of a personal preference cuz i feel like by not mentioning isha, it kinda solidified that she really was gone and made jinx’s crash out hit even harder. but i still wouldve liked to see more isha 🤞🤞

definitely, longer episodes wouldve helped or maybe even an extra episode or two ALSO does anyone remember when reed shannon teased a tenth ep?? like istg if that was a lie…

[hauntedotherworld]

i cant take it anymore. its too painful and i have nothing but suffering thats all i feel and its always been hopeless

i have NOTHING, no one at all to live for .. the one i lost i dont even .. i dont even know if i want her back, although i know we will never meet or talk ever agaib. its already been years. its hard when the person is your fp or.. ex fp.. the feelings that are overwhelming stay but at the same time i have so much anger and despair for what she did. i wish it never happened i had no control over it and i hate it, i HATE HER . SHES THE WORST and never cared like i did, even though we had such a strong bond.. to her it was normal friendship which by the end disapeared.. not for me. because my fucking fucked up head isnt like everyone elses and so im left all alome all i have is suffering, nothing will ever be good enough anymore. i doubt i could even feel that ever again.. i hate her too. i wish i never met her, because otherwise atleast i couldve not known what that felt like. to have an fp. someone who is the entire world for me and i couldnt do shit about it . all i can think of is memories and mourn it . but i also hate her and in one way do not care or wish to EVER meet her again- which again will never happen anyway.. i just feel so fucking empty and have forever but it gets worse the older i get. i cant feel ANYTHING FOR LIFE let alone others now. im living for no reason at all. every part of the day is just empty, void depression and deep bored and loneliness. nothing and no one can fill that anymire either, i knew that when i had gone to college (for a few months until i dropped out and left those great friends id made) because it didnt make me feel ok and i couldnt handle it , i left as always. so i never have anybody. and when i try and form a conmection with stra gers , just to feel sometthing - i feel absolutely nothing at all . nothing now. all i do id hate myself and stuck in my head.

i never want a family i dont care about love anymore or anything and all i feel is that deep empty, despairing feeling and its unBEARABLE .. every fucking day. all i can do is repeat that in my mind and breakdown because what else am i able to do except die? but aside from my anxiety about that, even dying doesnt sound good anymore.. because what will happen? i feel i wont go to heaven because i quit church because of the horrible _thing there. i dont really care abput anything.. except my dog but that isnt enough to make me able to get through when everythings missing and IT ALWAYS WILL BECAUSE I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS. HAVE THIS MENTAL ILLNESS, BPD, AND MAJOR DEPRESSION WITH ANXIETY AND OTHER SHIT THAT RUINED EVERYTHING. ive tried SO hard. so fuckinh hard everyday its torture it always has been but its gotten worse to the point i can hardly think i just feel like an empty shell and the pain is like nothing else. i dont know whatll happen if i die, but whatever happens it should be better than this.. if not, i cant escape it itll come on its own if i dont. so i should just do it. no one cares anyway and i dont either

im just so heartbroken and what i fucking had to be and what my life hd to be. its not fair and nobody except others like me know what this is like.

i cant do it guys its harder and harder and i cant carry on i swear to god

[lumpsbumpsandwhumps]

BIG SMITTEN . like this mans did not hesitate to snatch up that photo strip nor to dispatch and swiftly impersonate her potential love interest like come on. opinion 2. the bathroom scene gave me a full body fucking shiver but they couldve gone harder. like between the hand dryer and the stall man i was quakin in my boots 🥴 but it was missing a lil somethin a lil flavor you feel

THE 👏 BATHROOM 👏 SCENE 👏

It's so funny to me though because while the text exchange was a really good scene of tension to hear the text notifications get closer and obviously (to Nat) not from Gavin........be fucking for real, what person under the age of 30 has their cell phone on anything but silent LMAO

You're right though, I do wish there was a lil more oomph taking place. Especially because those stalls are so cramped and claustrophobic, it would have been great having her trapped further and further until she's able to squeak by him through sheer luck. I've said this before but I also wish there had been more texting between Nat and "Gavin" as she waits for him to supposedly catch up with the group. Double-meaning texts that she thinks is cutesy flirting while they have sinister undertones from The Other, all while he's able to keep track of her and even lure her along.

Also because I want to see him texting more with his little exclamation points and everything god what a dorky dad. the jig is fucking UP the second she uses any zillennial text slang

[dbssh]

how would u make her look? like if u got to redesign her

so basically my biggest gripes are that she is so skinny waist and i find her outfit design really busy and also very lame. if i was going to redesign her but stick to the same general vibe as we have now i would simplify and yuckify her. i want her to be grimy ykwim. i would also want to make that outfit less bad to look at and i personally would love if she had like a crown of some sort and the wrestlers champion belt instead of. whatever those tassles are supposed to be. also scars and tattoos. also take the fucking makeup off my girl dont need winged eyeliner she is in the wastes. i can take or leave the facepaint i wish it looked better. also i think junkertown generally has grimier yellows and oranges so i would want that to be the main bulk of her color scheme with the blue as an accent. i would take away those heels and give her some slay demonias because i hate her skinny calves and tiny boots that is so not punk rock.

a mediocre diagram ^ BUT if i were building her more from scratch i would lean harder into the queen stuff. id like to take inspiration from like. cartoon kings as well as roller derby + wrestlers. fuckoff huge crown and like a grimy torn up version of that velvet cape and a lot of gold jewlery, but its all kind of scrapped together and none of it really matches or is Nice anymore and shes dirty and also has some tattoos or something idk.

as it stands now most of my gripes feel very small and like. stuff that was good in concept but the execution and the combination made it all add up to be incredibly bland, busy, ugly, and unmemorable which is a shame because i feel like she could be so much fun and i really would like her if she was just a little to the left of what she is. i also believe she wouldve looked better if theyd designed her as a man because so much of my beef comes down to Woman In Overwatch syndrome which is a SHAME. she couldve been great.

ALSO as a final note my favourite skin for her is wastelander, i still dont love it and her models body is a huge part of that but i do consider it a massive improvement simply because it feels so much less busy to me. i hate those stupid things she usually has on her belt over the crotch area so them not being there + those horribly ugly tights and shitty tshirt being gone + these colors is much better imo

[temikoangie]

can you talk more about danganronpa 3 chapter 3… i’m very curious about your analysis on it and like, a slightly more detailed explanation of it bc i am deeply fascinated. only if it doesn’t bother you, of course

ohh anon u have No Idea what uve awakened in me .  Quick Side Note , i truthfully didnt know where 2 begin explaining ch3 So If it looks scattered i Apologize i am Trying. i have ay dee aych dee . also obv drv3 spoilers Ahead.

when it comes 2 ch3 thje Big Big Reason why i like it so much bc Come On im the tenmikoangie guy !!! thats their Focus Chapter !!!  but its also bc its just. different? from the other ch3 in other games ? while the past ch3s dont really have that much of a bond with eachother (as in the focus characters), in drv3 the focus characters are /deeply/ intertwined with eachother, including the killer to a degree. so much so, to the point that the ONE character who lived through losing Two of their Closest Friends, Grieved loudly on trial grounds, was able to start changing themselves so their deaths would not be in vain. Obviously it took more effort and trial and error on himiko’s part but hey, she’s trying!

also i feel like this is the chapter most people gloss over the most…? especially when talking about tenko’s and angie’s characters? this is where their personalities hit their peak!! most people tend to ignore the fact that tenko is a deeply caring and Very Emotionally tuned person  in favor of the more creepy narrative, and angie being someome who ALSO cares but because her decisions are more logic based, shows it in Extremely Weird ways. to the point where the people outside assumes she is manipulating people into her bidding ( while there IS the whole.. God thing, i say this because through her logical deductions, she realized that attempts of escape, accepting monokuma’s motives, flashback lights and nighttime stuff are probably factors in what will make somebody go for murders. she’s insanely smart and makes a very good foil to tenko, who may be Dumb sometimes but he is a good empath!!) 

their interactions r also pretty funny thru the whole chapter. why are they talking after one another is beyond me but i remember just whimpering and crying everytime they all talk . something is wrong with me !! 

ok aside from that tho bc of this chapter i genuinely do think that tenko, angie and himiko all do care for eachother  . tenko would not have gone out of his way to at least try to convince angie not to use the necronomicon !! angie couldve used the mole reveal to banish tenko from the council but she didnt !! and honestly we already know himiko's deal ( got closer to tenko during ch2 + was already closer to angie since liek . the beginning of ch2 ) . the point im trying to make is that they all had their reasons to just completely abandon ship and let the others to their own devices but they did NOT because to them their company or wellbeing is much more important! (actually angie not banishing tenko is probably bc her group is Moreso based on peace rathe thn fear BUT STILL !! she very much cares she just shows it weird . also she's lonely and tenko (aside from shuichi's fte) is like. the only other person who actively goes against her standing as a ''prophet''... Something She Herself  liked so. make that as you will) 

as for korekiyos . . . actually someone explained it much better thn i ever could but theyre liek . parallels to himiko . more specifically just as angie's and tenko's core traits really start to shine in her .. only albeit it turned into their downfall as they flounder harder and harder into the trial . everyone is a parallel of eachotherrr in their own waaayy . ............................. Sighs ? i wish more ppl went into depth into drv3 ch3 more i feel like there's a lot of missing stuff in there tht even I feel like i dont have much info on . ( this culd be bc i hadnt replayed drv3 in a while but . Not Right Now )

IDK i think thts most of what i wanted to talk about theres Definitely some bits and stuff i wanted to talk about but to add them here would 1) make it longer and 2) make it even Less comphrensible bc the way i write is so scattered and made even worse with me having to pause every now and then to try to recall details. sooo if there's anything specific u want me to talk about Please do Ask LOOL

[am-i-sans]

dnd adventures 47

we ended last time being voided? we spawn on a floor? undyne punches the floor. cam stares bug-eyed at the void. undyne pulls out her glowing sword and THE KIDS ARE GONE! undynes baby tries to escape!

she grabs the baby trying to calm it down. cam starts shushing the baby lol. empty grey void as far as we can see. dans cast light on a ring so we can see more. tennis fucking bites undyne lol. tori is just freaking out and calling for the kids.

dess calls this strange (no shit lol) tori just starts walking so we start following her. tori has 0 spellslots lol. dans prays to mossgod and hopes for an answer. he cant sense them at all. "uh guys i cant sense god at all." oh no.

we see...navi the fairy? what? "hi! welcome to eeby deeby!" oh fuck. dess asks if they lay the eggs lol. it has no eyes but we feel it winks lol. tori tries to focus on getting out and the orb says that wont work. inferno threatens to set it on fire if it doesnt shut up, it laughs at him.

it says it doesnt have a name cause god forgot to give it a name (then looks at the camera!) cam nods, pats them, and names them Cyan. it seems pleased? undyne asks if they have seen the kids. "nope their not here!" "they werent sent here with us? "SENT here? thats how you think it works?" dess says they get recalled here when their owners arent available jfc dess

it flies around everyones heads going 'hey, listen! you need to find the eggs!' dans comments his eggs in the bag but they wont work anymore? it winks again wtf. need eggs to get out i guess.

undyne asks how we got here and it says no one knows. 'are you FROM here?' it stops for a second and says it doesnt remember, then says we need to find the egg! cam asks if it wants to follow while we look for eggs. it was already going too!

cyan says it cant tell us where the eggs are and implies theres no 'direction'. dess says cyan is like her with 0 explanation and starts walking! time to follow dess. we see vague shadowy things in the distance. buildings, people, screaming?

undyne hears screaming and runs ahead dammit. those arent people screams so she comes back. group hand holding! tennis starts biting cam lol. cam backs away from tori when she motions for the baby lol.

tori listens for things but nothing substantial. cyan keeps saying hey listen. cam pats them on the head lol. tori heads toward the noise so we follow her lol NO SEPERATING! we encounter 3 people and one of them is a woman with a very blurry arm and their fighting shadowy things?

undyne of course rushes in to help. cam gives tori the baby and runs in. the baby starts struggling even harder wtf. tori casts animal friendship since it counts as an animal xD it calms down and stops biting but it makes faces at her like 'let me go!' 'nope.'

beating up the creatures~ the missing arm lady is a firbolg milf lol. her name is dolly dazzle? dess says thats a pornstar name lol. cross is the human and zaz the goblin. they have their own fairy thing lol its pink. dans says to name it rose and cam says thats lovely.

fuck eeby deeby lol. dess says we couldve been here a hundred years we have no idea. undyne asks about their arm and dans says its rude to ask lol. dolly says it got bitten off but itll grow back? eeby deeby properties? its not painful what? dess says shes probably into it lol.

tori is on babysitting duty. undyne asks if they've seen the kids, nope. dans asks if they know how to track down the eggs, also no. team up time! rock paper scissors for the eggs if we cant find enough?

dess tries to find some eggs and just finds darkness lol. is cyan supposed to make the eggs? cyan says god is dead. great. which one? oh well lead the way cam.

undyne tries to use divine sense. nada. she then uses lay on hands on herself. nope! she freaks out lol. the other guys are laughing at her lol. cross says you cant die here so calm down. cam backs away as cross kills zaz. dolly sighs and says they have to wait for him to reform.

cam holds cyan and just stares. tori heals undyne and tells her to calm tf down and keep her head. dess comments tori is good at calming the baby with magic like all her other kids wtf.

dess calls the new guys disposable npc's xD she wanders off. she comes back and asks if they've seen another firbolg that looks like tori, aka sunnie. nope. dans has had enough and says none of this matters we just need to find the eggs. dess asks cyan if the eggs are like the eeby deeby eggs or not. 'halflings lay eggs?' XD

dans asks what the difference between our eggs and the eeby deeby ones. nope. need different ones. wtf. what if their always conscious when we get here but we forget normally? dess comments that yeah but now were being watched and doesnt elaborate. cyan cant answer that either lol.

undyne checks on tennis. why is it so anxious? she thinks its teething. dans wonders if tennis can find the eggs and it makes a sound at him. it sounds sad! dans goes '1 squeak for yes 2 squeaks for no.' lol. it can find the eggs and it knows where we are right now. dess asks cyan about the temmie baby. silent.

dans asks tennis if it can lead us to the eggs. dess says this could be a grown temmie for all we know. dans and dess see this fucking thing staring at us

it disappears when we make eyecontact with it wtf. dollys coming with us! undyne comments the other 2 guys might get instantly rekilled after respawning. yep shes still freaking out lol. she picks cam up and has them on lookout.

congrats undyne you found horrors. vague shape of a person. their transparent and just sitting on the ground? 'im never getting out of this place' oh no. 'im not getting out ive been here too long.' oh no.

time means nothing. where did their fairy go? cyans just staring at this dude. undyne tries to lift him but it goes straight through. cam sits next to him. 'please remember me.' and then he puffs into nothing, turns into a fairy, and leaves?!

dess manages to catch it! dans suggests naming it lime since its green. dess asks if it has its memories. its light blinks out for a second and tries to get away. dans goes and helps dess hold onto it. even dolly goes wtf. dans asks tennis if they knew that was gonna happen xD

cam is hugging cyan tightly. lime is just saying to be let go cause dess is fucking shaking it. cam suggests putting it in the bag of holding. dess says they can see why 'hes' interested in cam wtf?

undyne pries dess's hands off lime darn. cyan pipes up and says it has information and just repeats we have to find the eggs. dess asks if it has free will and just flickers wtf.

dans keeps asking tennis questions. yep its still a baby. undynes mad we keep bugging the baby xD then she calls it dumb. and it wont be dumb when it grows up.. 'is that true tennis, that we know more than you?' it tries to bite dans nose but tori is still holding it xD dans gives them a baby chewing toy.

dess tries to sense if the temmie know where the eggs are. yep the baby knows! it can probably sniff out its kind. dans suggests making a leash? let the baby loose! shes mad but allows it.

tori kneels down and sets down tennis. he runs off, follow them! its not very fast tho xD dolly is just as confused xD we ask dolly if they get hungry here. she stops and doesnt think so? she hasnt anyway. dess comments shes gone longer with no food. dans just looks at her so sad. undyne says she didnt eat for 2 weeks once to push herself?

dans comments he went a month without eating once cause he was a slave and fought back lol. this group sucks xD tennis sniffs around us a bunch and then keeps going. undyne says its fine if they dont wanna be a paladin they can be a wizard. dans says he knows a guy that can teach them if they want. undyne says they could be a druid too. just talking to the baby xD talking about what they can be when they grow up.

dess says dans sounds like her mom and tells tennis they were supposed to be a lot of things too. tennis bonks its head on dess and then keeps going. undynes glad to be a mom lol.

we keep walking and the void around us starts shifting and the floor is sticky and a mist rolls in?! undyne picks up the baby. cam clings to dess. dans stands back to back in tori's blind spot. the fog rolls in and the groups seperate. team dess and cam and inferno, and everyone else.

team undyne! dolly just starts walking. welp where are they. grounds not sticky anymore. maybe the others got out? undyne starts shouting for them. dolly comes back they found a door?! shes already going back toward the door.

gonna check out the door to see if its a trap cause everything is suspicious. undyne just fucking opens the door. we see a stone room with 2 full grown temmies, maybe? 2 more doors behind them? ohno. a sign says 1 speaks lies one speaks truth. dammit. dolly walks in of course. going in!

the temmies just stare at tennis. their names are hamilton and alexander. fucking theatre kids. undyne asks the left one if her name is undyne. it says no, thats the one that lies xD asking the right one which door is the correct door. it points behind itself.

undyne asks where the eggs are. it says no. there goes dolly! its a hallway!

[smushedmuffin]

ACK

i know none of you guys will understand

but i just swam a meet for the first time in months

it was at a meter pool too

and im really proud of it!!

i swam a medley relay (which went well enough for the team we put together)

50 free (it was... meh)

100 breast (breast stroke, sadly not my best stroke today. i got 3rd out of all 3 ppl swimming, and i was so tired afterwards)

100 free (RAHHH THIS ONE WAS THE BEST ONE. but my parents didnt video it, so i dont know if i actually did good. but it felt good. it was so soon after my breaststroke, and i was trying to save my energy for my next relay, so i mightve actually gone really slowly. BUT I GOT 2ND.)

and a free relay (i got out of the pool after this one, and i felt like i couldve pushed myself harder. thats the worst feeling imo. when i was swimming i thought i was doing as much as i could, but then i got out of the pool and i was not that tired :(. BUT MY FRIEND CARRIED. she anchored us, and shes so good. she's also the reason we got this relay at all. half of our team scratched on us, but because of my bestie, we were able to find replacements for them :)))) )

im so tired now. my feeT HURT. augrhh

[loveregrown]

I didn't have any complaints about mika's solo it's very his style kind of reminiscent of the mika center prior to the climax in a way? I don't know that was my first thought. Which was in his hands and I had a lot of praise for that event when it came to the mv and song (even if I pulled my well they couldve gone harder card I died over the choreography and I liked the combination of genres a lot and it was really crazy so I was happy with it) the instrumentals all-around in the album's new songs are good... Mika grew so much it's clear by the differences in his solos I was never too attached to the old one even if it was such a good song by all means and had good lyrics too... I never got attached to it?! Well. Shu's new solo was beautiful also despite my complaints I don;t know how I feel about the lyrics from the original snippet but the song itself is good. even if. I think they couldve (gets shot But I especially especially especially enjoyed library of blessings it was so good so yeah 👍

[strwbrry-bby]

tw: mentions of animals dying, vent

i just had like the worst fucking hour of my life

there r a bunch of stray cats that like to hang around my house and earlier today i saw one of them just lying on the porch and she wasnt moving and there were like bugs around her but she was breathing really heavy and trying to move. so i brought her inside and tried to give her food and water but she was barely taking it so i drove her to my local vet and by the time we got there she was already too far gone to be helped and i feel so horrible bc i just feel like there was something i couldve done differently. like i should have found her sooner or tried harder to save her and maybe she would've made it. she was hardly 6 weeks old, and her mother and sibling weren't with her and it makes me kind of worry for them, too