#pillow bfdi

[pickl-o]

this just,, felt like a september episode y'know?

[bangedyomom]

I was the rock

[tarochimochi]

Man parents are so cool I wish I had some

Part: one of bfdi fan - parent project!

[rawserhh]

[circusclowne]

bfdi if it was awesome

[dot-png]

[lecrogea]

DEBT COLLECTOR || short BFDI animatic 🤍✨

(note; my personal AU!!)

[tapwater118]

for reaching 200 followers here, i give you book attempting (and failing) to kiss people, as the people desire

couldn’t decide betwixt them so i did several

yeag

bonus below

wrong tacobook 4 lyyyyyfe

[stovetoast]

pillow tpot headcanons (long ramble expanding on the ocd part under the cut)

ok so first warning: i am not a psychiatrist. this isnt a super educated essay on ocd, just me projecting my lived experience onto an object show character. this is just an observation. if i get something wrong feel free to correct me, ill add it here. (its also worth noting i am self diagnosed. not "quick google search" self dx though, ive gone over it with a therapist and everything)

and that leads into the second warning: this ramble will get a tad bit personal sorryyyy

and finally the third warning: i put she/it on the ref but im just using she/her for simplicity (+ i forgot LOL(

anyway so yeah i think that pillow has ocd and is basically the embodiment of "letting intrusive thoughts win" except like. actually. this headcanon didnt stem from the killing or the strange impulses though, i think she has it because of her fixation on good and bad luck in tpot 10.

for me it manifests in a few different ways. my main one is counting—i have good luck numbers and bad luck numbers. i need to take a specific number of snacks every time i have a bowl of them. i have to shake medicine bottles a certain amount of times before taking them. i am always counting the "syllables" of whatever im doing, and it always has to land on a multiple/factor of my lucky number. and if i break any of this, i (generally, if i cant convince myself its fine or if i dont notice) have to count to my lucky number otherwise something bad will happen. hell, i added more flags to this ref because the number of them was my unlucky number.

i have a few other things that affect it that are completely unrelated to counting, though. like a particularly bad one is that i straight up cant wear certain articles or clothing anymore because theyre bad luck. or my ungodly long night routine (which is probably more of an autism thing tbh. but certain parts of it are absolutely influenced by the ocd, like having to say goodnight to my dog).

that ^^ is what i saw in pillow. she was distraught that her team lost in 9, because not only did she think she was doing the challenge right, but killing people (bringing death) was good luck for her.

i think her killing people was a compulsion, and her whole thing in 10 was her scrambling to find a new one after that stopped working.

and before anyone tries to be all like "oh thats fucked up why would they portray ocd like that," one: i dont think this was on purpose this was just an observation, two: i mean..... fuck dude if i lived in a world where revival was incredibly accessible and one of my compulsions were to kill people, id do the same thing. death is fairly normal in bfdi, to the point everyone literally has a kill count on the fandom wiki (hers is 13 as of tpot 11 btw, a commonly unlucky number ironically enough. if she gets eliminated in 12 with an unlucky kill count thatd be so funny). once they get past the pain, its. really just an inconvenience to them.

when it comes to ocd, you. HAVE to do these things. its not a choice until you can get some outside help with it, and oftentimes its an inconvenience to those around you. i dont think its right for her to be going around killing her team, but when i get past the fact that is literally what made her my favorite, i get where shes coming from. shes trying to help in a way she "knows" will work.

or maybe shes just silly idk

[hattyhatterson]

back with more

[ukuslip]

(pillow voice) we all have that one teammate who is a little too gay

[yoyieland]

🤍💙💚

[voiarc-draws]

“Oh no Pillow, I just lit my fuse!”

(plain text: “Oh no Pillow, I just lit my fuse!”) / screenshot below cut

[kpytooleg666]

Pillow good girl :)

[drankyyy]

If the characters from BFDI were in the universe of warrior cats, then I would make Black hole a medicine cat of the shadow clan.

And Pillow, being a warrior of the same shadow clan, would be very interested in medicine , but Blackhole would not want to take her as an apprentice because she is too suspicious.

Redesign Pillow.

[circusclowne]

tpot 13 doodles !!

edit//robot flower design is in progress