#tpot pillow

[maxphilippa]

bfdi related doodles i made a few weeks ago that i uh. forgot to post

[plantgardemaniaa]

Pillow hunt

[lecrogea]

DEBT COLLECTOR || short BFDI animatic 🤍✨

(note; my personal AU!!)

[drankyyy]

[kittdestiny]

i hate her i hope she dies

[a-narcissists-warren]

7 seconds of toxic yuri

[ohmysheetmetal]

has someone ever thought of this

[yamcoded]

everything is always the same

[cosmikirby]

yes ma'am

I wanna see the storyboards for this scene the expressions are so good its so cool AUGHH😭😭

[insanelysanes]

have some more gijinkas

[stovetoast]

pillow tpot headcanons (long ramble expanding on the ocd part under the cut)

ok so first warning: i am not a psychiatrist. this isnt a super educated essay on ocd, just me projecting my lived experience onto an object show character. this is just an observation. if i get something wrong feel free to correct me, ill add it here. (its also worth noting i am self diagnosed. not "quick google search" self dx though, ive gone over it with a therapist and everything)

and that leads into the second warning: this ramble will get a tad bit personal sorryyyy

and finally the third warning: i put she/it on the ref but im just using she/her for simplicity (+ i forgot LOL(

anyway so yeah i think that pillow has ocd and is basically the embodiment of "letting intrusive thoughts win" except like. actually. this headcanon didnt stem from the killing or the strange impulses though, i think she has it because of her fixation on good and bad luck in tpot 10.

for me it manifests in a few different ways. my main one is counting—i have good luck numbers and bad luck numbers. i need to take a specific number of snacks every time i have a bowl of them. i have to shake medicine bottles a certain amount of times before taking them. i am always counting the "syllables" of whatever im doing, and it always has to land on a multiple/factor of my lucky number. and if i break any of this, i (generally, if i cant convince myself its fine or if i dont notice) have to count to my lucky number otherwise something bad will happen. hell, i added more flags to this ref because the number of them was my unlucky number.

i have a few other things that affect it that are completely unrelated to counting, though. like a particularly bad one is that i straight up cant wear certain articles or clothing anymore because theyre bad luck. or my ungodly long night routine (which is probably more of an autism thing tbh. but certain parts of it are absolutely influenced by the ocd, like having to say goodnight to my dog).

that ^^ is what i saw in pillow. she was distraught that her team lost in 9, because not only did she think she was doing the challenge right, but killing people (bringing death) was good luck for her.

i think her killing people was a compulsion, and her whole thing in 10 was her scrambling to find a new one after that stopped working.

and before anyone tries to be all like "oh thats fucked up why would they portray ocd like that," one: i dont think this was on purpose this was just an observation, two: i mean..... fuck dude if i lived in a world where revival was incredibly accessible and one of my compulsions were to kill people, id do the same thing. death is fairly normal in bfdi, to the point everyone literally has a kill count on the fandom wiki (hers is 13 as of tpot 11 btw, a commonly unlucky number ironically enough. if she gets eliminated in 12 with an unlucky kill count thatd be so funny). once they get past the pain, its. really just an inconvenience to them.

when it comes to ocd, you. HAVE to do these things. its not a choice until you can get some outside help with it, and oftentimes its an inconvenience to those around you. i dont think its right for her to be going around killing her team, but when i get past the fact that is literally what made her my favorite, i get where shes coming from. shes trying to help in a way she "knows" will work.

or maybe shes just silly idk

[dicediceking]

Should I finish this?

[trashofspace]

Maybe we could see the rest of Death PACT + Again be SU-ified?

(Sorry I’ve requested this like two other times, you don’t have to do it or if you DO want to do it at your own pace of course but the designs have been just so yummy I want to eat them)

Pie is human in here :)

2/3 done...

yep, this is me who got WAY TOO MUCH enthusiastic about my old fandom and current fandom. I will update other four when it is done, since I am stuck on Marker and Lighting's design🤣 thank you for giving me some ideas @kei-maki 😉

[voiarc-draws]

“Oh no Pillow, I just lit my fuse!”

(plain text: “Oh no Pillow, I just lit my fuse!”) / screenshot below cut

[kpytooleg666]

Pillow good girl :)

[plantgardemaniaa]

Pillow’s Hunt