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I HAVE TO YAP ABOUT SYLUS' LEVEL 7O SECRET TIME, "INTIMACY GAME"
[SPOILERS UNDER CUT]
11 minutes and 3 seconds of this bastard making my brain explode and me like this 🫢😦😧😲😳🫢 irl the whole time 😭😭😭
We're on his yacht to watch pink dolphins apparently and rubbing sunscreen lotion on him 😭😭😭
We're touching his face. He accuses us of enjoying touching his face, like sir??? Of fucking course I would enjoy touching that perfect face like bffr
"And how are you going to calm me down?" idk we can fuck or something ig
WE'RE APPLYING SUNSCREEN TO HIS WHOLE BODY NOW
BEST PART ABOUT THIS? WE'RE SITTING ON HIS LAP TO RUB HIM 🙏
God, if this is a test, then I failed
His whispering is just so 😩😩😩 istg I am going to cum from his voice alone
NO BUT FR MY VOICE KINK + SYLUS = TROUBLE FOR ME HELP
OK IT'S NOT JUST A WEIRD PET NAME ANYMORE HUH. YOU'RE REALLY GOING TO CONDITION ME TO BE OK WITH THIS. I'M UPSET. TURNED ON AND UPSET
HE'S RUBBING SUNSCREEN ON US NOW. HIM AND HIS BIG ASS HANDS. Ngl me and my hand fetish are thriving from this
Ok but why did I yell out loud, "NO!" 🥲
Bastard got me horny at 3 in the afternoon on a Monday
I've bookmarked and replayed this part like 30 times already and will probably replay it 100 more times today
no fr i will cum from his voice and words alone
YES 😩🙏
BTW he says this after applying the sunscreen to our waist 😳🫢
And now he's making us lay on our stomach so he can rub our back
Which leads to this...
Me gasping, "what the fuck..." irl with my hand over my mouth the whole time listening to this 😀
Oh god are we still talking about applying sunscreen lotion
Because I ain't thinking about that anymore
DAMN YOU TUMBLR MOBILE AND YOUR 10-PIC LIMIT
But uh.... here are two more quotes from this part:
"Are you begging me to go faster?"
"But some spots can only be reached with fingers."
Some talk about a thick and sticky substance
His tone is so......suggestive???? 🫢🫢🫢
He wants to keep applying sunscreen to us...
"There are a lot of places that still need sunscreen."
"You could use another layer..."
And end
Now I need a cold shower or use a toy idk this Secret Times messed me up so bad
BYE.
🫶
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#lnds ; secret times#videos#lnds spoilers#x — faves ☆彡#this was a test from god#and i failed so fucking bad#give me this man pls#🙏
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Polyamory is not inherently bad or toxic, it just has higher demands on time and energy to manage multiple relationships, which means people who would arguably struggle to manage an entirely mono relationship are going to struggle even more in a poly one, and due to the interlocking relationships and elevated public scrutiny, that’s going to be viewed as much messier than it would otherwise.
#my stuff#i usually let more eloquent reblogs articulate my thoughts but whagthever#i know and care abt several poly ppl. it’s not remarkable#one of the main reasons it gets so much flak is it’s just easier to be bad at it faster than being mono#like there’s constraints of time and money in energy in all relationships#and if you’re bad at managing that it’s gonna be way more obvious if you try to be poly bc you’ll fail way more dramatically#but in the exact same ways as if you were mono#it’s not special or enlightened or toxic or anything it just fucking IS
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I recently had to do a project in one of my psych classes, and man, I knew that CBT was used for every little thing, but seeing over and over, "do CBT! CBT is the best for every mental illness!" was so jarring. I'm absolutely biased because of my own experiences, but I just don't think it's as universal a treatment model as it's touted.
If you didn't benefit from CBT, it's not because you're lazy or didn't try hard enough or lacked intelligence or foresight into your own needs. Frankly, it's a therapy model that (I think) shouldn't be the only readily-accessible model and among the only therapy models covered by insurance. Some of us should not be treated in a CBT model and that's okay. It's not a sign of poor character or unreasonable demands, and if you don't think it's a model that works for you, then it's your right to express that!
#mental health#mental health advocacy#it was just so annoying because every resource i could access for this project often ONLY recommended cbt and#that just doesn't seem helpful for a good chunk of people#because i know i never benefitted from that model of therapy#obligatory: i am not against this therapy. me having a negative experience with it is not indicative that i believe it should be abolished'#if it works for you: KEEP DOING IT. cbt is not inherently harmful for MANY people and it's a good and valuable tool for many#but the overemphasis of cbt as the Only Therapy Model You Need sends this message that YOU failed...#...if you don't miraculously recover with that therapy model. it often feels like you'll Fail Recovery/Therapy and you're now a Bad Person#i've tried for over a decade to stick out cbt with a dozen therapists to boot. so i think i know a thing or two about my experiences with it#and overall its an unimpressive model (for me) as someone whos had a history with abuse and miscellaneous mental knickknacks rattling around#it's also frustrating because i genuinely like psych and i love learning about people#it's just. i'm tired of only being exposed to cbt (because i hate it honestly)#i feel similarly about cbt as i do with sigmund fucking frued#anyway i just want other insane people (affectionate) to remember that they deserve to not beat themselves up over this#if you're an insane person reading this: i love you i love you i love you i love you#i will share a slice of cake and homemade bread with you <3
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average travis player character: some sort of guy with backstory happenings of various levels of tragedy
average clint player character: old man with a mischievous streak (always on the verge of death)
average griffin player character: lil guy with impostor syndrome and trying SO hard
average justin player character: the weirdest person anyone has ever heard of, ever
#aubrey counts as some sort of guy#i didn't account ethersea into this because i didn't finish it and i don't remember their characters#but justin's characters always surprise me theyre so fucking weird and excellent in concept at the same time#duck tries to be normal so bad and fails#taz#taz dracula lb#edit: listen to steeplechase neow. for me
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Now I am not saying that Drumbot Brian on the drums or banjo are over appreciated because I don't think it is possible to appreciate anything about Drumbot Brian too much, BUT I do think that Drumbot Brian on the accordion is terribly underappreciated.
Look at this. How can you see this and Not want to talk about him on the accordion for the rest of time?? Also the instrument itself is pretty and matches the rose on his hat.
#all of the mechs are just so ridiculously impressive and have such a wide range of skill in both instruments and vocals#I like never see his accordion playing gettibg talked abt anywhere despite how fucking cool it is to the point#I sometimes gaslight myself into thinking my memory's failing and it never existed (bc I am really bad at recognizing instruments#on recordings) until I stumble upon photos of it again and I feel like I just snorted a line.#I have much the same experience with Ivy playing the trumpet too.#So I just keep a list of every instrument I've ever seen the mechs use or their actors have said they used + pictures to help.#drumbot brian#the mechanisms
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Bit of a weird question, but what is your overall least favorite thing about MLP? 
Sparity.
#magicalgrimm#ask me#there’s a later season episode (post spike getting wings) that Tulli and I could not finish because it was so awful#where rarity’s feeling lonely without spike who’s grown up and moved on from his crush on her#so she gets extremely clingy and manipulatey to get this. teenage boy to pay attention and worship her again#and rarity gets visibly jealous of spike spending time with another teenage dragon girl#it’s extremely extremely creepy. by FAR rarity’s absolute worst rock bottom moment#actual textbook groomer behavior#and even worse the episode kinda shits on rarijack where rarity tried to replace spike with applejack in helping her#but aj fails and fucks things up and isn’t right for the job. so the episode implies spike is a better match with rarity than applejack#it’s just all sorts of wrong eugh.#sparity just sucks so bad I can’t believe a good chunk of bronies still ship them or consider them a viable ship#I’m fine with spike having a kid crush on rarity it happens with kids#but the more the writers just kept teasing and toying and baiting it. overstayed its welcome#especially because they have no chemistry. spike doesn’t have a reason for liking rarity other than “hot woman in her mid-20s’
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yknow what. I wanna say: CSA and COCSA survivors are all incredible, but I also wanna give a shout out to ppl who were exposed to sexual stuff or had any kind of sexual experience as a kid that they either aren't comfortable labelling as or don't consider abuse, but they know it still fucking sucked and shouldnt have happened. Even if that changes later in life and you identify as a victim/surivor, it can be messy to have to imagine those labels applying to the ppl in ur life and that can take time.
The most important thing is to prioritize your recovery + health, and to support other victims + survivors.
#COCSA ment#CSA ment#This is like. V personal and venting (maybe over sharing)#It's. I'm going to be honest recent discussion really brought this back into my brain aaughhh. Not in a bad way necessarily#Just. I know I've had experiences that I think others might label this way and I struggle to really understand that#Beyond the gut feeling of ''it doesnt count'' there's the understand that I might be denying it bc of shame or even just. The fact I have#An internal definition of it that excludes myself. And that I don't want to imagine the other ppl as 'abusive' and I don't think they had#The intent to hurt me. And the fact in one situation I know none of us understood boundaries or consent bc we didn't#Actually talk with adults about what like. Sex and sexuality meant so all out fucking context was porn. And just idk#I have specific experiences but those Memorable Incidents were just part of a larger pattern of me learning Abt sex young#And then failing to get proper sex ed for years. And the internet. And the Fucking Internet#(fanfic is like. Anti sex ed. 70% just the fucking worst shit to internalize 30% ''hey this is actually Okay'')#Sex Ed... Like in school... Needs a fucking HEAVY overhaul but it's still better than nothing usually
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his problem now
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#dirk strider#admin draws#fanart#drew this real quicj before i forced myself to work. exam on wednesaday im just about ready to end it all#im tired constantly and so fucking bad at sleeping during the day. i just cannot. i cant. its impossible#even if i get into a completely dark room and comfy unless im about to get sick or slept 5ish hours for many consecutive days#theres about a 80% chance the nap will fail catastrophically and i wotn fall asleep at all
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the sentiment gets thrown around a lot but the way i literally didnt ask to be born and have to get a job and contribute to society just to survive lol
#im so cooked i wish i could kill myself but i cant i have to keep failing until something else kills me#i wish i could stop worrying about things so fucking bad#its already so over
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people who are obsessed with passing are gonna be the death of our community i swear
#i understand how and why so many succumb to that temptation and of course i get it ive been there but its POISON#listening to a podcast where a trans guy says getting maamed on the phone bc hes nice means he “failed”#is soooo .... ugh#my dude that happens to so many cis gay men are you kidding me#are you really about to study how to be mean on the phone rather than just correct somebody#or just like not define your existence by fleeting interactions w strangers#if you define yourself only by passing at all times youre gonna turn into a sad hudsons guide esque husk of yourself#fuck passing 2024 i am so over it#it truly is a never ending chase for cis validation and its bad for us!!!!!
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if you break it down Kabru's journey on the whole manga is about the ridiculous lenghts he will go through just to get this one weird guy to notice him and talk to him a little bit
#so pathetic I love that for him#and for Laios too because like this is a character that spend his life being misunderstood by most people and being looked down upon becaus#of giving bad first impressions and failing to connect even with people that he thought he was bonding (fuck shuro forever)#Laios deserves someone who is willing to lie cheat and die multiple times just because he wants to hang out with him and understand him#dungeon meshi#labru#thoughts
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I've been thinking about making this for days. It's been stuck in my head on loop.
#so stupid#the fucking. fish emoji made me giggle so hard#do I think Ward would use emojis? no. but it's funny!#he'd either despise emojis or weirdly love them#no inbetween#also the scene I got the screenshots from never fails to make me laugh. they want him dead so bad#Daisy tag#og fandom post tag#edit tag#agents of shield#grant ward#daisy johnson#leo fitz#jemma simmons#melinda may#phil coulson
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Lumini angst? Anyone want some lumini angst? (Lyrics are from "Paper Doll" by Flower Face)
#xero creations#these lyrics fucked me so bad when i Processed them and for a while i was trying to click it into place as lunar and eclipse#BUT THEN IT HIT ME. and i got so emotional i made this in like 30 minutes flat......#flower face never fails to make songs that make me want to gnaw my arms off /pos#lunar and earth show#the lunar and earth show#tlaes#laes#lumini#gemini x lunar#lunar x gemini#angst
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percy needs to be haunted by bianca's ghost more
#percy jackson#bianca di angelo#she doesn't even have to do it herself#he is just trapped in the horror of watching someone die and never recovering from the guilt that follows#like i thin we should talk more about how she was the first permanent death of the series and the first death he really witnessed#i think he should be more deranged by it tbh#painfully devoted to nico's health and happiness in a way that skips the border of unhealthy and jumps straight into fucked up#even better if bianca doesn't care. and nico has moved on. so the only person who is stuck in this void of misery about it is percy#and he can't emerge. no matter what he does no matter the time that passes she is always there in the back of his mind#a reminder of the first time he failed to protect someone else.#a reminder of his selfishness. his inability to follow through on promises. of his powerlessness. his uselessness.#in tbotl he finds out that nico doesn't care about him or his soul. he doesn't want percy dead. and percy is weirdly gutted by this#he needs nico to hate him and it freaks him out that nico doesn't. he's clearly upset but percy isn't centered in it the way you'd think.#nico has his own mission and percy is barely a side note in it and he's so bothered by that. it drives him up the wall#how selfish is it to be upset with someone for not hating you because you got their sister killed?#he hates himself so much. he wants to die so bad. but he can't. he has to keep going. for nico. for bianca. he doesn't have a choice#happy talks pjo#okay it is 3:36am and i am. going to try to sleep now
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my unabridged thoughts on 278-279:
#except in spongebob it actually made sense for the cyclops to be the real big bad because it was foreshadowed properly#i can't believe i'm saying this but#LO has less writing structure than spongebob#and i fucking love spongebob but LO is deadass trying to be taken more seriously and it fails so hard LOL#also real talk that's totally the last we've seen of apollo#obv i won't know that for sure until 280 drops but like i'm not holding my breath#having ouranos nom him up was the easiest way for rachel to write her hardest conflict out of the story#so yeah let's not be surprised if that was the end of apollo's plot arc lmaoo#lo critical#anti lore olympus#lore olympus criticism
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One thing that I think most 'Tim joins the batfam early' fics miss is that Tim, a very intelligent and independent child who has been doing a dangerous hobby for years, would hate being adopted actually. All the new rules meant to keep him safe? At best annoying, at worst he feels like he is in prison.
To Tim, he just lost his freedom, privacy, and independence, no matter how good the batfam is in reality.
"I need to tell you when I am leaving the house, where I am going and how long I will be gone? The bare minimum parents typically ask from their middle school aged children? No."
Normal good responsible parenting would be torture for Tim.
#dc comics#dc#tim drake#batman#batfam#my post#this isn't even in a bad parent bruce or bad bat family AU or anything.#Wanting to know where your child is and not letting them do dangerous things is normal actually#like this is the complete opposite of child abuse. this is what good parenting looks like#but Tim would fucking hate it sooo much#and yeah bruce lets his kids do dangerous things but he does give them training and supplies#and he is usually there with them or they can call for backup#and they are there is to help people which is a purpose beyond the art of photography#so like that argument to let him go falls through pretty quick#and he only became robin because Jason died so in an au where he joins early there is no reason for him to become a hero#he probably doesn't want to be a hero. he wants to take pictures!#all of which is to say he would hate living there a lot#i want an au where he just does everything in his power to not be adopted and keeps failing#eventually they come to some kind of agreement because tim just isn't a normal kid and normal parenting won't work on him
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