#i am so so fucking sick of this
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"There is no excuse for ignorance" fuck you. I wish I could be more gracious about this but fuck you. Nobody is omniscient. Everybody has different time and resources and experiences to learn. The fact that you know more is more down to luck than any inherent superiority on your part: luck to be born in the right education, luck to be educated by the right teachers, luck to hear fragments and to find the truth rather than a lie when you got curious. How dare you look down on those who weren't as lucky as you. How dare you claim that sharing the knowledge you have been given is beneath you.
#i am so so fucking sick of this#this anti-learning bad faith anti-intellectual idea that you are better than the ignorant#i too despise those who refuse to learn but refusing to learn is not the same as never having the chance#and you'd rather believe every ignorant person is the former than admit that it's almost always the latter#you are ignorant too. we are all ignorant in one way or another#making it a moral failing to be ignorant just means you can't admit your own fallibility and that's a path you don't want to walk down
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Do you think we’re soulmates in another universe?


#I AM SICK#THIS IS SO SICK AND FUCKING TWISTED#we won but at what cost#DID HE EVER GET TO TELL JINX HE LOVED HER#i’m so heartbroken#arcane#arcane s2#arcane season 2#timebomb#jinx#jinx arcane#ekko#ekko arcane
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Found my fav Slay the Princess route recently. Dragon my beloved. Your horrifying beak mouth was an impossible-to-refuse lip syncing challenge 💖
Shoutouts to @blacktabbygames for making such a cool game!
#stp spoilers#slay the princess spoilers#stp dragon#stp the princess and the dragon#I FINISHED THIS LIKE 2 WEEKS AGO AND CONSISTENTLY FORGOT TO POST IT UNTIL I REMEMBERED JUST NOW LMAO FUCK#i made it for my showreel when i realised stp is full of good lines to lip sync to and ooohhhh what a fun challenge it was#and such a fun sketchy art style to emulate too. i dont think i quite nailed it but you have to take liberties when it's animation dont you#anyway this route makes me insane. getting to finally see ourself and finding out we're a SICK ASS GIANT DESTRUCTIVE CREATURE?!!!#the princess is so good at making me feel feeble and pathetic in this game. i had no idea. i am so so happy. this is gender euphoria#thank u my friend @rune-chaser for introducing me to this game bc it's so cool!!! and has made me cry more than once! yayyy!!!#stp#slay the princess#stp princess#stp the long quiet#my animations#my art#EDIT: changed the name in the desc from stp to slay the princess bc i want non stp players to know what the game is. shoulda done it sooner
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he tried to LIFT HIMSELF UP FOR HER

#pedro pascal#the last of us#tlou#the last of us spoilers#the last of us season 2#tlou s2#tlou2#tlou hbo#joel tlou#tlou joel#tlou part 2#tlou abby#ellie tlou#I AM SO FUCKING ILL#I HAVE RAN OUT OF TEARS TO CRY WITH#didnt think it could get any worse but here we are#ellie hugging his body#they are SICK and TWISTED#she BROKE THE CLUB.
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people making fun of trans masc and men’s names always falls so flat, because they tend to be some of the most beautiful and classic male names that exist? liam, will, jack, finn, izzy, viktor, lucas, theo etc . and you know if we were instead en masse choosing names like apollo, achilles, hades, dionysus they’d find a reason to make us feel pathetic for it too. one can make anything look stupid if you try hard enough, and people try really hard when it comes to trans men and mascs and what we choose to do with our own autonomy.
#for the record i fucking love all sorts of names that trans men and mascs pick out for themselves#i’ve seen dionysus a few times and i am so obsessed it’s crazy like. more men naming themselves based on greek mythology please.#actually just any mythology ever. being a trans guy is sick as fuck and it hits so hard when the names reflect that#i also love devastatingly average names. steve. bill. harry. like fuck yeah. i want to see a harold. maybe a greg.#trans men i love you#transandrophobia#anti transmasculinity#mumbling mind
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just had a blinding epiphany about the job search process. this whole time I have been thinking it is about demonstrating I am a good candidate for the position to someone who is qualified to decide that. and that is not true at all. it's just like the doctor thing. all the jobs are too fucking stupid to know what a valuable asset I would be to their company so my job is to put on a little act and do a little dance and trick them into hiring me so I can do them the favor of working for them even though they're too stupid to hire me without being tricked. wow I feel way better about the whole thing now. let's do this
#psir#this is the wildest epiphany season i've ever had. they're just coming in left right and center#i am so fucking sick of the assholes at my current job#i need to start fresh and teach a new workplace to fear me
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this day sucks pass the join fluttershy
#i am smoking joints and shit cause im in fucking minecraft#mlp fim#fluttershy#minecraft#pinkie pie#cw weed#so sick of drawing stuff for school or for other projects I just wanted to draw something so so stupid#bleh
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breaking the sign in two by how hard im tapping it
#im putting the word queerbait in a very tall box on a very tall shelf and none of you get it back until you actually learn the definition#sjonnies edits#queerbait#queer media#queer#queer issues#there are real queerbaits! a lot of them! but i am SO sick and tired of everything that's not explicitly stated be called queerbait#or when the focus in an action movie is not the full romance#would the hero and the girl have kissed in a straight action movie? sure. but even now more often than not that doesn't happen or the focus#is different entirely#the world doesn't change overnight. but you know what helps changing it? watching the media that's implying it! NORMALISING THAT MEDIA!#showing the studios that it isn't popularity suicide. encouraging actors to diversify and give them the respect they need without turning#every conversation an actor playing a queer character into what their sexuality is!#venom#deadpool and wolverine#loki#911#<- which. btw. fucking INSANE thing to say#also queer characters CANNOT be used for queerbait#QUEER CHARACTERS CANNOT BE USED FOR QUEERBAIT#they can be buried! but they CANNOT be used for queerbait because they. are. queer.
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its always “we should beat up and kill rapists and abusers!” but the moment someone actually does you all turn on them
#gypsy rose blanchard#amber heard#menendez brothers#lyle menendez#erik menendez#because i am SICK and TIRED of it#its always “why didn’t they fight back?” until they do#you will never understand what it’s like to be a victim of abuse until you are one#so don’t speak on it#and even when they do everything “right”#when they go to police and leave them and keep their distance#they are still victimised and end up dead. just look at nicole brown#anyways fuck johnny depp fuck deedee blanchard and fuck the menendez parents
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“They finally made this theme more blatant-" Why does it need to be blatant. What's wrong with subtlety? Concepts can be underused but subtlety is not neglect.
Blaring all your concepts and themes is not good writing. It's so disruptive to a story's flow when the characters look off the screen to be like "See? This is the concept. The idea. The theme."
If you can feel the hand of the author becoming too heavy that's bad.
For example: I see people saying Azula's abuse in ATLA is more blatant in the live action and it's good because "it's being discussed more". It already was discussed at length. The show made it clear she was a victim at every turn, every behavior, every reaction, it came from a place of trauma. It was made clear that she was scared of ending up like Zuko because Zuko was an example of what would happen to her if she failed. When she says she's better than Zuko it wasn't just because she was raised to think hersef superior to him but because Zuko failed and failures get mutilated and exiled, failures are abandoned. In that final Agni Kai the music is morose and somber because this isnt some epic battle its a fucking tragedy, the burning out of "Ozai's brightest light" and Azula finally succumbing to her terror and trauma she was repressing now that her worst fears are realized. How can you see a fourteen year old girl chained to a sewer grate wailing and writhing and breathing fire desperately as unsympathetic? Even Katara and Zuko are horrified as to what has become of her.
The writers weren't looking us in the eye and saying "See? She's a victim too" when they wrote this, they weaved it in. They weaved it into her obsesison with symmetry, her extreme perfectionism, the way she talks about Ozai, the ways she calls herself a monster, her isolation from those with healthy home lives, all the ways she held herself together and ultimately all the cracks and seams that she shattered down when she fell apart. It did not need to be blatant to be clear.
#Finis Analyzes#Nihil Dreams#ATLA#avatar the last airbender#Azula#I’m so fucking sick of people saying stuff like this#Please learn media literacy I am begging you#The narrative is not going to hold your hand and play tour guide and point out everything#Stop acting like it has to#You can analyze it yourself I promise
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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''''''shadow'''''''' ''''''''game'''''''''''''
#yugioh#ygo dm#yugi mutou#katsuya jonouchi#joey wheeler#wishshipping#well. this one has valentines chocolate so its advanced Sorta-Im-Not-Sure#yuugi gets to fuck with his tall ass friends a little bit once in a while. its his rights#after this jou puts his lunch on a tall shelf every day for a week#idk why but this is slightly inspired by that video of bob the drag queen fucking with his bf lol#the one with the cup/bowl and the broom#tbh I straight up forgot valentines was a thing lmao I was 1/sick off my gourds and 2/aroace#drew this like. today. about to crash Wow am I sleepy#(fully off the deep end) I think jou enjoys cooking eventually. once he has his own place turns out he likes that kinda work#and its one of the easiest ways to ground himself and remind himself that hes not under his dads thumb anymore#conveniently yuugi will eat about anything and is abysmal at feeding himself#isnt it the dream....
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JUNO TEMPLE as KEELEY JONES Ted Lasso | S01E03 – Trent Crimm: The Independent
#ted lasso#keeley jones#juno temple#tedlassoedit#tedlassosource#devinwolfi.gif#1x03#1.03#i'm so sick she is so pretty and there are like 10 of her on my screens rn <33333#i am not sure how i feel about the 60% speed....#keeley did not make fun of roy enough in s2 and they were all fucked up in s3#tease him girl!#this is how tl4 can still win
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extremely happy to have enough blender skill now to make this shit
#shadow the hedgehog#blender#3d model#sonic the hedgehog#3d#3d art#his extremely fucked up anatomy i love him#btw this isnt the thing i was doing retopology on this is so poorly made i wouldnt know where to fucking begin#i just got sick of that other thing and decided to make something for myself for once#i am very sick of tutorials
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BTS 'ON' Kinetic Manifesto Film Shoot Sketch
#bts#min yoongi#suga#bts suga#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#btsgif#btsedit#bts gifs#suga gifs#my gifs#on kinetic manifesto#do y'all know how fucking long i have toiled on this set??????#i have TWELVE different versions of the first gif and this is the ONLY ONE i am even remotely satisfied with#jesus fucking christ#and like I’m STILL not completely satisfied#but I am SO SICK of being stuck here 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#anyway y'all know i had to#he's so hot wtf#yoongi's sideboobiesssssss
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ROLE SWAAAAAAAAAAAAP. Debbie can now be eligible for the worst parent award! No real thoughts for plot ideas yet, just messing around with a design.
#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#invincible rotating in my mind#digital art#fanart#procreate art#invincible#invincible fanart#debbie grayson#invincible au#viltrumite Debbie#And If I call this AU mommy issues what then? HUH#she wears red instead of green cause evil murder color.#I am tired rn lol#but yeah opposite Debbie so opposite color#Much like Nolan she doesn’t deviate far from viltramites uniform either#Keeping some elements#Obliviously the red. Blood on her hands. You get it.#Everlasting just sounds fun. Like she’ll outlast all of humanity. If she hunts you down you’ll run out of energy. You cannot escape her.#Her success is inevitable type feel? Yknow?#His uniform is slightly diff to reflect her but idkkkkk#Lighter pallets for her cause Viltrum uniform. Red and pink and grey is always on her#some way even if it’d just one color#Using brain rot to make me get better at anatomy because I am a genius#She tells mark why the fuck did she give birth to such a failure#For all the months she created him. Felt sick. felt fucking awful. And this is how it turned out! He will earn the life he’s been given.#Fucked up in a diff way lol.#Finale has just as much violence but diff psychological damage#Mark ends trying to prove why he deserves to live why he’s born#self esteem is in the negatives here#he clings to heroism to prove his worth. Desperate for public approval. He is always patrolling. Ends up paralleling his mom by working all
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