#and i do wanna say that there are some things abt the series i do like. please dont flame me (after all. I'm already ash. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!)
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Batman #149 by chip zdarsky is mostly unremarkable, but I'm really fascinated by how it makes a great case for 'good' endings not saving 'bad' stories*. Because there's a lot of interesting concepts in this issue (bruce having to deal with his rapidly aging and decaying clone making him think about his own life, re-establishing a 'nest' so to speak for his family after pushing them away, etc) but bc of the OOC slog that came before it, almost every moment w/ the batfamily comes off as unearned and disingenuous imo.
Like, everything with Damian is the perfect example in this. Because in isolation it's...fine. admittedly it's a missed opportunity to not go deeper into how Damian would feel about a clone of his dad who tried to kill considering Damian's relationships with clones of himself (the heretic rejects and respawn) or with former enemies who wanted him dead but who were manipulated and/or brainwashed (like suren and maya).
Zdarsky doesn't go into any of this but you could maybe excuse it as the issue not being about Damian. However, coupled with the previous bizarre characterizations of Damian in 147 and 148, it ends up not being fine- instead it starts to feel...icky how Damian (who, despite often being drawn and written as white, will never have his connection to the non-white al ghuls forgotten and will always be effected by racism even when not portrayed as a poc) is constantly written as overly violent, uncaring and narrow minded in this run. Coupled w/ trying to recanonize the morrison origin for Damian it's like. OH this is badly written and laden with subtle bigotry, sick**
That's me going into detail on it with Damian but it's applicable to other things in this issue- the way Cass, Steph and Duke have all been ignored or turned into jobbers makes their inclusion in the 'family' here feel hollow instead of satisfying. Bruce proclaiming that Zur was still a part of him and he needs to accept responsibility for his actions (when it means taking in clone son) wrings hollow when just last issue zdarsky was bending over backwards to separate Bruce and Zur bc otherwise the Jason thing would get really awkward. Ends are achieved through means that feel hollow or strange. I'm at my destination but damn why'd the bus have to do all that???
I only really have opinions on this latest arc of zdarskys Batman bc it's the one I've read the closest (bc I'm a hater, masochist and avid follower of even the bad damian storylines) but it's not saying great things.
Bc zdarsky can do one thing good in this book, and it's write Bruce and Tim. And yet this entire story, whether of his own volition or editorial mandate, includes other characters who aren't Bruce and Tim, the fabric starts to unravel in very telling ways.
(p.s, I think pennyworth manor is an interesting idea but I feel like in execution it's just gonna be 'bruce living in a house haunted by the memory of the people he couldn't save' but with a different dead guy this time. Illusion of change and whatnot)
*whether or not the ending is good is up to you ofc, as is your opinion on the proceeding arc! I saw some ppl complain that the ending was too "WFA" for them, which I get even if I dont think it'll literally be the same premise. If anything it's probably a lead into the new tec run. Likewise many ppl who aren't in the weeds of Damian and Jason characterization liked the previous arc! But I have my opinions and rest my case before the bench
**disclaimer, I'm white and portrayals of bigotry in comics are complicated and subjective, but I am basing my point here off what other poc comic fans on socmed have been saying about 149. Also the "sick" is sarcasm incase that wasn't obvious
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#bruce wayne#uhhh. not gonna tag the others i dont have time#batman#idk if the zdarsky series has its own tag#anyway yeah. i saw some interesting discussions surrounding 149 and it got me thinking#the experience of reading the issue is inoffensive until i remember how we got here and then all of a sudden i start to feel downright evil#the bruce/zur separation thing pisses me off so bad. MOTHERFUCKER YOU WERE JUST SAYING LAST ISSUE THAT NONE OF IT WAS HIM#and maybe we were meant to agree w Bruce and not Jason in that issue but if that's the case. piss poor job demonstrating it#Bruce never really faces like. interpersonal consequences from the family that last beyond an issue#which is WILD considering the shit he pulled back before they knew he was having a menty b (mental breakdown for those who dont know)#the damian thing is just like. its such clear author bias in ways both lowkey funny and also. not funny. at all#i know a lot of ppl on here didnt vibe w/ batman and robin by joshua williamson but like#i cannot stress enough how he was one of the ONLY ppl in damians corner and now hes leaving that series#he says he approves of the new creative teams assigned but also they're his coworkers. so i dont trust SHIT until its in my hands#anyway one day I'll give a more good faith reading of zdarskys Batman and i do wanna read his daredevil some day#but as it stands he suffers from terminal ''has seemingly never read a comic not abt my special white boys and refuses to try''#which means everyone is going to have to suffer through my haterism#also sorry for no images. i really want to but i just don't have the wherewithal to do alt text rn
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ik you use to draw a lot of harry potter...i was wondering what your opinion of it is now?
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#barks#listen. if u wanna read it still that fine! who am i to tell u what u can and cant consume!#u dont hve to only consume Morally Pure media. its fine to read problematic books etc#u just. have 2 acknowledge. they r problematic. and understand how and why they r problematic. and also not shout 2 th rooftops u read#n enjoy said piece of media bc a) it can lead to people who dont understand why that media is problematic to approach it naive n wide-eyed#and b) in the case of hp the creator of th media is sometimes a horrible person. n when i see someone still pubically supporting and#enjoying hp im like. do u not care? abt th things she says? or are u just naive?#either way i want nothing to do with u#yes i loved it as a kid and it was important to me and some part of me will always find it important . but also . there r other books#hp is a childrens fantasy series. there are better ones. as an adult if ur still clinging on to it. let go. read tales of earthsea#and get sm perspective
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i love my husband he's so silly goofy!!
#ash rambles đ#went on a rant today about how much i hate his source material LMAAOO#i tried to be a fan for so long but after reading the shitty light novels? what a fucking cesspool of problematic shit lmao#i get that the point of the series is that everyone sucks but come on. theyre fucking unlikable#and i hate the fandom#so much#nobody hates s.hizaya like i do. you could even say i dislike i.zaya. all the power to people who him#i just think he's a dick#interesting character maybe. but a dick. also admittedly ive had beef with people who lile him so. yrah#also i think n.arita is a shitty writer#i dont think this series is well written#and this isnt really something i wanna argue but like#it's my blog. i get to speak my truth#however#the series does have my dream man! the man of my dreams! my knight in shining armor! my ideal type! my wonderful and amazing husband!!!!#he's such a comfort to me and i love him#he's amazing#and a great dad#to both my fankid and her pet dog#I'm sorry if this post is incoherent lmao I've been doing hw all day and I'm beat#also i have my drivers exam tmr so like.. wish me luck!#IM ALSO GOING TO THE F.INAL F.ANTASY ORCHESTRA TOMORROW?!?!?!?+#j^Ă*Ă·&=&Ă^Ă·&@^jahshqysAHJSQGRJQYUEHWJEGWJE#oh i forgot to use husband's tag..#kissing in the van đ#okay there we go#I'm gonna get back to homework now#i literally just came here to be a hater LMAAOO#also i love my husband he's amazing#and i do wanna say that there are some things abt the series i do like. please dont flame me (after all. I'm already ash. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!)
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the thing abt btr is i really wanna see more characterization/ ixn but i don't think anything i write will be able to capture the essence of the source material :(
#i think i just have to also finish the manga at some point but... i hate to admit this... but i don't like 4koma...#i tried to read newgame or something at some point and i just couldn't. 4koma is sth I'd consume with a meal but i can't read it#if that makes sense. like i can't have it as a story. i enjoy the milgram comics and they're basically 4koma but. it's not as a story.#but it's also kinda my issue of not willing to break too far away from canon like i have hcs or scenarios i associate w certain characters#but i feel. idk. guilty writing it if it âbreaks characterâ too much. even w aus i try to stick close to canon and find good parallels#it's just idk. reverence for source material bc usually i like the stuff i write for! i enjoy it! i want more of it not sth different#the most ooc hc i have is hrk being trans bc i think there's no way they would have that be canon but. idk! We'll see!#but also when it comes to btr rahhh idk which pairing to write abt and the issue is I'm usually not a multishipper!! but!!!#everyone in the series adores bocchi so much. and obv it's a series abt bochi's growth so we have more focus on how the others feel abt her#but the moments of understanding shared btwn bocchi and ryo. the sharing of secrets and vulnerability btwn bocchi and nijika.#the way Kita supports and pushes bocchi forward. like. all of them are so shippable!!! i want it all!!#at the same time there's the very canon admiration kita has for ryo and the way only ryo calls her ikuyo.#and in canon how ryo rejects invitations from everyone else but has nijika as her only friend like. as someone who. is okay w being alone.#like idk this is me projecting but the way she falls asleep on nijika the way she says sukithe way nijika so easily gives her the fries#i find it hard to believe they are not bickering gfs. like. they make out every night.#like idk rahhhh i just. i really like all the dynamics!!! i want to write i want to consume but i want to do it right#holding characters i like a lot in my hand just like. mm. do i make you happy or do i. give you so much angst.#i really wanna write sth angsty for the sake of self projection and getting things out of my system but i like all my pairings too much orz#i get an inkling of an idea and then go but no.. i can't do this to them... they wouldn't do that... they're good kids...#maybe i just go really ooc for once just so at least i know i can and i feel less. strung abt it.
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âI wish I was a normal girl, oh, my How do I be,
how do I be your baby?â
ËË á° ââ pairing: Paige x Azzi
ËË á° ââ synopsis: tell the truth?
ËË á° ââ rosie note: ahh first chapter! iâm really excited to see how this series goes..(i hope you guys are too). i do wanna say I will not be dropping chapters back to back just because ik each chapter will be long enough and also i have other things to do. but you never know what i have up my sleeve sooo just wait! i actually did cry a lot writing this so yw. happy reading lovelies đ
ËË á° ââ themes: hurt/comfort, mentions of depression, some fluff
enjoy!!!
May, 2014. Virginia MN
Azzis days felt like she was wading through an invisible fog, where each step felt heavier than the last. She moved through school in a daze, surrounded by classmates and noise but feeling distanced from it all, as if she were behind a glass wall. Teachers spoke, friends laughed, yet nothing seemed to reach her, and nothing seemed worth responding to.
She leaned against her bedroom wall, her gaze fixed on the ceiling, the thoughts came like waves, too heavy to escape but too constant to ignore. At home, the silence only deepened. Her puppy was her only real source of comfort, a small warmth that reminded her she wasnât completely alone.
Yet, even with him there, the sadness was like a relentless wave, threatening to pull her under. As she lay in bed, Azziâs mind circled around her own thoughts, dark and tangled, the weight pressing down on her chest. Sometimes, she felt the urge to cry, but the tears would stall. Other times, they would pour out uncontrollably, as if her body knew it needed to release the heaviness she carried.
Azzi remembered words that lingered in her mind like a mantra:
âCry. Cry for an hour, cry for a day, cry for a week. Cry until you canât cry anymore, until the tears stop coming, until you feel better, until you heal.
Crying is your bodyâs way of releasing sadness; let it out and then let it go.â
But the letting go part felt impossible.
She knew she was luckyâtalented, evenâbut that didnât stop the weight pressing down on her, making everything she did feel more like a chore than a choice.
Sometimes it felt like she was just going through the motions: school, basketball practice, homework, repeat. But there was a deeper loneliness, one that made her question what any of it even meant. Every now and then, sheâd think, Would anyone even notice if I disappeared for a day? A week? That quiet thought haunted her, lingering in the back of her mind as she navigated her days, waiting for someone to prove it wrong. But no one ever did.
Grabbing her laptop, she opened up her anonymous Blogspot account. Writing had become her escape, a safe place to let her thoughts spill out without anyone knowing they were hers. Sheâd been posting as @unicornpuppy35 for a while now, hoping someone out there might understand her, even if they never knew her name. A new notification popped up.
Azzi blinked at the screen, surprised to see a comment on her latest post. It was from someone called @boogers_p.
âhey, I saw your post about feeling stuck. I get that. I feel like that a lot, too.â
For a moment, she almost ignored it. Just another user on the internet, right? But something about the way theyâd phrased it struck a chord. She found herself typing back before she even knew what she wanted to say.
unicornpuppy35: Oh yeah? Whatâs got you feeling stuck?
The reply came quickly.
boogers_p: lol, how much time u got? but mostly⊠everythingâs just movinâ, and iâm still here. itâs like ur doing all this stuff, but half the time u canât even tell if u actually care abt it.
Azzi frowned, feeling that weird sense of familiarity in the words.
unicornpuppy35: Exactly, like a constant loop. But whatâs the point, right?
boogers_p: fr! itâs like⊠iâm goinâ thru the motions but who even knows why.
A smile tugged at her lips. Whoever this was, they got it. They actually understood what she was feeling. And it was strange, but it made her feel just a little less alone.
unicornpuppy35: So, whatâs your thing? Like, if you had to pick.
boogers_p: lol basketball. but sometimes iâm like⊠is this all there is?
Azzi blinked. Out of all the things they could have in common, it was basketball. Funny, or maybe just ironic.
unicornpuppy35: Wait, seriously? Are we living the same life or what?
boogers_p: guess that means weâre stuck in the same boat, huh?
Azzi let herself relax into the conversation, forgetting for a moment that she was talking to a stranger. She leaned back, fingers tapping against the keyboard.
unicornpuppy35: So, if weâre both stuck⊠whatâs the plan? How do we get out?
boogers_p: girl, if i knew, weâd be out already, trust. maybe we keep chattin n figure it out.
Azzi laughed softly, a weight lifting from her shoulders that she hadnât even realized was there.
unicornpuppy35: Deal. Looks like I just made a new friend.
There was a pause, then @boogers_pâs next message popped up.
boogers_p: btw, âunicornpuppy35â? gotta ask: whatâs the story there?
Azzi rolled her eyes, smirking as she typed back.
unicornpuppy35: What? You donât like it?
boogers_p: nah itâs cool, just funny. u like unicorns that much?
unicornpuppy35: Who doesnât like unicorns? And I have a puppy, so it made sense at the time.
boogers_p: lol alright then, unicorn girl.
unicornpuppy35: âBoogersâ is somehow less embarrassing to you?
The reply was fast.
boogers_p: hey! donât come for my name. so do u even keep up w ball like that?
Azzi laughed, a real laugh, and typed, I mean, I love the game, especially the wcbb, but I barely keep up with menâs college basketball.
boogers_p: WHAT i canât believe that âŠu at least know who Kyrie is right??
Azzi smiled, rolling her eyes as she typed, I know who he is, I just donât watch him like that. Iâm more into Breanna Stewart.
boogers_p: ohh okay stewieâs dope. but trust, kyrieâs handles r insane. hold up lemme get u the link.
Azzi barely clicked on the link before skimming, smiling at Paigeâs excitement.
As Azzi sat back, scrolling through this userâs texts, a small part of her was overwhelmed by everything, like a weight on her chest she couldnât quite shake off. It felt strange how this strangerâs blunt and funny messages could draw her out of her own headâeven if just for a bit. She was used to feeling invisible, yes, her struggles buried under her quiet exterior, but this strangers presence, even from behind a screen, felt real.
A few seconds ticked by as she sank into her thoughts, that weight of loneliness and uncertainty creeping in again. She knew people saw her as the âsoft one,â but beneath that, her emotions felt raw, and she wondered if anyone truly understood.
Suddenly, her phone screen lit up with rapid notifications.
boogers_p: hellooooooo? did u leave?
boogers_p: r u asleep already or smth??
Azziâs lips turned up in a small smile. She quickly replied.
unicornpuppy35: âGeez, relax. Iâm still here.â
boogers_p: âfinally! thought I lost ya for a sec. kinda rude to just ghost me like that, you know?â
Azzi smirked, typing back slowly.
unicornpuppy35: âYeah, yeah. Guess I was just thinking.â
boogers_p: âOoooh, deep thoughts? Or like⊠deep-deep thoughts?â
Azzi hesitated, fingers hovering over the keyboard, but she quickly brushed it off.
unicornpuppy35: ânope, just regular deep, I guess.â
boogers_p: âgood, I thought you mightâve been drafting your escape from my endless questions.â
unicornpuppy35: â yâknow youâre kind of funny , iâll give you that. lolâ
boogers_p: âik ik. btw, where do you go to school? And donât tell me itâs some fancy private place or whatever.â
unicornpuppy35: âHaha, what are you, a stalker? why do you wanna know?â
boogers_p: âwhat? nah, just curious! alright, lemme guess⊠you seem like a midwest kid. Iowa?â
unicornpuppy35: ânope, not even close. Try again, Sherlock.â
boogers_p: âalright, alright⊠new jersey?â
Azzi laughed, shaking her head at her screen.
unicornpuppy35: ânope. Youâre pretty bad at this, you know.â
boogers_p: âwhatever, Iâm warming up! Um⊠cali? bet youâre like, all into the beach.â
unicornpuppy35: âkeep guessing P! maybe youâll get it right before I graduate.â
boogers_p: âdamn, youâre killinâ me here. fine, one moreâTexas?â
unicornpuppy35: ïżœïżœGuess youâre gonna have to stay curious, stalker.â
âPâ sent a string of laughing emojis, clearly frustrated but amused.
boogers_p: âoh, okay, I see how it is. mysterious and all that. fine, keep your secrets.â
Azzi smiled, finding herself genuinely entertained by Paigeâs playful determination to figure her out. It was nice, having someone care enough to ask.
Azzi shook her head, laughing at the sight of P typing âhelloooooo?â over and over.
unicornpuppy35: Still here! Just still laughing at your terrible guesses.
boogers_p: ohhh shut up đ one day youâll tell me!
As they continued chatting, Azzi couldnât help but feel a little lighter, like maybe she wasnât quite so alone after all.
ââââ-
I glanced at the clock in the corner of my screen. Midnight. Crap. How had it gotten so late?
unicornpuppy35: alright, P, itâs late. I should get some sleepâschool tomorrow and all đ
I typed, hesitating for a moment before hitting send. I didnât want the conversation to end, not when it felt so⊠easy.
The reply came almost instantly.
boogers_p: lame but yeah, same here. donât oversleep, though, or Iâll roast you about it next time
I smiled softly, my fingers moving across the keyboard.
unicornpuppy35: gnn P
boogers_p: night unicorn, catch you later.
I closed my laptop, leaning back against my pillow with a soft sigh. My room was quiet except for the gentle snuffling of my puppy curled up at the end of the bed. I hated how much I didnât want to stop talking to herâor whoever she wasâbut I could already hear my momâs voice in my head if I overslept tomorrow.
Still, the flicker of warmth in my chest wouldnât go away. For the first time in a while, I didnât feel so alone.
ââââ-
The warm weight of my puppyâs paws jolted me awake, followed by his enthusiastic tongue licking my cheek. I groaned, shoving him away gently before squinting at my phone.
âCrap.â 7:40. At least practice was after school today, but I still had school before then.
âAzzi!â Momâs voice carried from the kitchen, sharp and frustrated. âDo you even know what time it is? Youâre going to be lateâagain!â
âI know, Mom!â I called back, stumbling out of bed and tossing clothes around my room.
When I finally trudged downstairs, backpack slung over one shoulder, she was waiting, arms crossed. âDo you? Because this is becoming a habit. You need to start taking this seriously, Azzi. Coaches notice stuff like this.â
I rolled my eyes, grabbing a grabbing a piece of nutella toast from the plate on the counter. âItâs not like Iâm failing or anything.â
âThatâs not the point!â Her voice rose a notch, and I flinched. âYouâre juggling basketball, school, and everything else. If you canât manage your mornings, how are you supposed to handle the rest?â
âIâve got it under control.â The words came out sharper than I intended, and guilt immediately twisted in my stomach.
She softened slightly but shook her head. âYou have so much potential, Azzi. I just donât want you to waste it. Thatâs all.â
I sighed, hugging the puppy briefly before heading out the door. âI wonât.â
Her voice followed me, softer now. âMake sure you donât.â
As I stepped outside, the crisp morning air hit me, making me shiver slightly. My puppy barked once from the window, his tail wagging furiously. I couldnât help but smile, even as Momâs words echoed in my head.
She wasnât wrong, but sometimes it felt like the pressure of living up to everyoneâs expectations, especially hers was just all so suffocating. I jogged toward the bus stop, earbuds in, my mind already racing through the day ahead: school, practice, and maybeâif I had timeâanother chat with P.
The bus ride wasnât much better than waking up. Just the usual hum of the engine and kids mumbling into their phones. I leaned my head against the window, the cold glass biting at my cheek, and zoned out. School wasnât exactly a place I looked forward to.
By the time I walked into first period, I was already tuning out the chatter around me. The teacher called for us to break into groups, and I found myself sitting with three classmates who barely glanced my way.
âWe should start with the data chart,â I said, glancing at the worksheet.
âYeah, yeah,â one of them mumbled, already scribbling something down.
Another classmate leaned over to add something, completely ignoring what Iâd just said. My lips pressed into a thin line. This wasnât new. It was like my words existed in a bubble, bouncing off everyone and disappearing into thin air. I tried again.
âIf we divide the work, weâll finish fasterââ
âWait, no, letâs do this first,â someone interrupted, their voice cutting over mine.
I stopped mid-sentence, letting my pen drop to the table. They didnât even notice. Just kept talking like I wasnât there.
I didnât bother saying anything else for the rest of the class. It wasnât worth it.
By lunch, I was drained. I slid into a chair at the edge of the cafeteria, next to a group of friends who were already knee-deep in some conversation.
âAzzi, did you see that ridiculous shot Ty took in practice yesterday?â one of them asked, barely waiting for my answer before launching into their own commentary.
I nodded, offering a small laugh. It wasnât worth jumping in. Every time I tried to add something to a conversation, it either got talked over or shifted in another direction.
But it didnât stop me from noticing.
As I picked at my food, my thoughts drifted back to last nightâs chat with P. They actually listened. Responded. It felt⊠different. Maybe thatâs why it was still on my mind.
ââââ-
By the time I got to practice, my head was already in a fog. It felt like no matter where I went, no one really saw me. At school, at homeâwas it too much to ask for someone to actually listen?
âAzzi, letâs go! Youâre up!â Coachâs voice snapped me back. I jogged to the front of the line, grabbing a ball. Simple drill. Layups. Easy.
Except I missed.
âCome on, Azzi!â one of the captains called, exasperation clear in her voice. My jaw tightened.
I grabbed the rebound and tried again, but my footwork was off. The ball clanged off the rim.
âFocus, Azzi!â Coach barked.
I nodded, swallowing the lump in my throat, and got back in line. When my turn came again, I nailed the layup, but the damage was already done.
As we transitioned to scrimmage, it only got worse. I called for the ballâwide open on the wingâbut my teammate didnât even look my way. I sprinted to the other side of the court, yelling louder this time. Nothing.
âAzzi, move the ball!â someone shouted when I finally had possession, cutting me off before I could even make a decision.
It was like being invisible. Nothing new though.
By the time practice ended, my legs ached, and my chest felt even heavier than when Iâd started. I stayed behind to shoot free throws, trying to shake off the weight.
One ball after another swished through the net, but the sinking feeling didnât budge.
By the time I finally walked out of the gym, the sun had dipped low, painting the sky in soft pinks and oranges. My legs felt like lead, and I slung my bag over one shoulder, the strap digging in just enough to annoy me. God.
I spotted our car parked at the far end of the lot, Momâs silhouette visible through the windshield. She was scrolling on her phone, waiting. I sighed, tugging my hoodie tighter as I trudged toward her.
As I got closer, I caught sight of my brothers in the backseat. Jose was watching something on his tablet, headphones on, and Jon was playing with a Rubikâs cube. Lucky themâthey didnât have to deal with âthe talkâ I was sure was coming.
The second I opened the door and tossed my bag onto the floor, Mom started in.
âSo, your coach called me today,â she said, her tone sharp but controlled.
I froze, mid-seatbelt click. Great.
She said youâve been distracted. Not focused. Is something going on?â
I stared out the window, watching the streetlights blur past. âIâm fine,â I mumbled.
âAzzi, âfineâ isnât good enough. Youâre not putting in the work, and itâs starting to show. You need to get your head in the game. You think colleges are going to be interested in someone whoâs half-assing it?â
Her words stung, but I bit my tongue, glancing at Jose and Jon in the backseat. Jon was tapping away on his tablet, and Jose had his headphones in. Good. I didnât want them listening to this.
âIâm not half-a wording it,â I said quietly.
âOh, really? Because thatâs not what I heard today. Your coach says otherwise.â
I clenched my jaw, willing myself not to argue. I couldnât let this turn into something bigger, not with my brothers right here.
âMom, I said Iâm fine,â I repeated, more firmly this time.
She sighed, shaking her head. âAzzi, you canât afford to slack off. Youâve worked too hard for this. Donât throw it all away now.â
I stared straight ahead, tuning her out as best I could. My chest felt tight, but I refused to let it show. I nodded along, letting her words wash over me without sticking.
When we finally pulled into the driveway, I bolted from the car, mumbling something about needing to shower. The second my bedroom door shut, I collapsed onto my bed, burying my face in the pillow.
For a few minutes, I just lay there, letting the weight of the day press down on me. Then I grabbed my laptop and opened the chat.
unicornpuppy35: âhey, you around?â
The reply came quicker than I expected.
boogers_p: âyup whatâs up?â
I hesitated, fingers hovering over the keyboard. How much could I even say without sounding like I was whining?
unicornpuppy35: ârough day.â
boogers_p: âwanna talk about it?â
I stared at the screen. Did I?
unicornpuppy35: ânot really. just needed a distraction.â
boogers_p: âfair. ok, hereâs a distraction: whatâs your dream ice cream flavor? like if you could invent anything.â
I blinked at the random question, a laugh escaping before I could stop it.
unicornpuppy35: âthatâs⊠so random.â
boogers_p: âthatâs the point. distraction, remember?â
boogers_p: âbut⊠you do know you donât have to push it down, yâknow? sometimes it helps to just let it out. Especially with me.â
My chest tightened again. It wasnât like I didnât want to talkâI just wasnât sure how.
unicornpuppy35: âoh um okay, itâs just been a lot. school sucks, practice was worse, and my momâs acting like Iâm throwing my whole future away. But whatâs the point in saying anything? Itâs not like it changes.â
I stared at the screen, half-wishing I could take it back. But, I typed again.
unicornpuppy35: âitâs like⊠everybody talks to me like Iâm supposed to change. like theyâve already decided whatâs wrong with me and what I need to do to fix it. but how am I supposed to change when I donât even know who I am yet? itâs like no one cares about that part.â
The typing bubble appeared almost immediately.
boogers_p: âdamn, unicorn. thatâs real. people are so quick to act like they know whatâs best for you, but they donât live your life. you donât owe them anything.â
I felt a lump rise in my throat as I stared at Pâs message.
unicornpuppy35: âexactly. like⊠theyâve already made up their minds, and nothing I say matters. but I donât even know who Iâm supposed to be yet. And then when I try to figure it out, theyâre just like, âNo, not like that.â itâs so exhausting.â
boogers_p: âi get it. they want you to follow their script, but maybe their script sucks. youâre allowed to write your own, even if it takes time.â
My fingers hesitated over the keyboard. I feel the tears running down my cheeks and falling onto the keypad.
unicornpuppy35: âsometimes I feel like Iâm never gonna figure it out. like Iâll just keep messing up until everyone gives up on me.â
P didnât reply right away, and for a moment, I worried Iâd said too much. Iâm trying my best to wipe the tears that are falling, but they just wonât stop coming.
But then their message popped up
boogers_p: â listen to me. youâre allowed to take up space, to mess up, to figure things out in your own time. screw what everyone else thinks. youâre not a project they get to fix.â
A shaky breath left my chest, and I swiped at my eyes before more of my tears could fall onto the laptop.
unicornpuppy35: âthanks, P. I mean it. youâre the only one who really listens.â
boogers_p: âanytime youâre stuck with me now, remember?â
I didnât mind that one bit and for the first time all day, I let myself breathe.
ââââ-
March 21, Minneapolis, Minnesota
I stared at the screen, the cursor blinking against the blank message box. Her words replayed in my mind like a song I couldnât shake off.
âNobody listens. Nobody sees me.â
I didnât know what to say back, not really. Azzi didnât just sound tiredâshe sounded done. And it scared me more than I wanted to admit.
My fingers hovered over the keyboard.
âAzziâŠâ
I typed..wanting to send but no.
I couldnât. Not yet.
ââââ-
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I need.....I NEED MORE SAIKI K X READER SHEWAS SCSKSB
I have been feed well by your small serie of saiki kusos x write reader đ€€
But may I request as saiki kusos w f!s/o who suddenly have makoto as a stalker?
(sorry if you don't understand this my first time requesting đđ)
AHHH IM GLAD YOU ENJOYED THE SERIES!!
thatâs actually a great idea!! Iâm super pumped to do this request! :)
Donât worry I know just what ya mean!
â ïžstalking warning,â ïž before I start, if I may đ”âđ«
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Saiki will know right away when he starts stalking you-
And ngl this is the perfect chance to get rid of him đđ
just kidding! But seriously, he let go of all the times makotoâs annoyed him in the past, but now thatâs heâs an issue with you? His girlfriend? The one girl he can actually tolerate, scratch that, loves??
yeah no buddy this oneâs not gonna slide
unfortunately he cant punch him bc 1) Saikiâs too strong and 2) thatâd draw a lot of attention to himself since Makoto is a celebrity
but what he can do?? Well, Plan A) pinch his cheeks till they hurt and threaten him, Upgraded Plan A) disguise himself then pinch his cheeks, Plan B) keep scaring the crap out of him every time he tries to follow you, Plan C) calmly talk it out with him that you two are an item, Plan D) tell Teruhashi and use her love for Saiki to his advantage, getting her to tell her parents and stop her brother, Plan E) Publicly expose that freak or Plan F) tell you you have a stalker if you havenât noticed, and if you have, go to the police
wow! what well thought out plans! :) most of them wonât work
heres why!
upgraded plan A is better than just plan A but it will ultimately still draw attention
plan c is unlikely to work seeing as though how creepy that guy is, plus he doesnïżœïżœïżœt like Saiki
As of plan d Teruhashi can hardly stop him from being a creep to HER (đâïž) and i donât know how well the parents will care, especially if heâs making them money..đ
plan eâŠ.seems like it would be successful..buuut i feel he would just use his celebrity status to will the evidence away, like speaking out about how he would âneverâ do that and doing charity đ plus the fan girls probably wonât believe some rando who uploads that on the internet over theyâre fav đ
ngl plan F is really reasonable and has one of the highest chance of working, but yet again, the celebrity card will strike and he could pay off the police so they donât do crap abt it đ€Šââïžđ
therefore! Plan B it is! Seems the most likely to work + Saiki can get his revenge in a practically harmless way! :3
Thanks to his powers (for once đ) no one is likely to believe even the Makoto when he says a flying guy dropped a pile of dog crap on him đđ€·ââïž
and even if they did when he tries to explain the full story heâll have to keep lying to keep the lie of him not stalking you alive đ
but he still will tell you if your unaware tho!
heâs likely gonna be hesitant if he knows youâll freak about abt it but you deserve to know. And ofc he can always keep you safe (thanks magic powers, for being useful for once!) but he also would want your parents to know so if Makoto tries something they can have a lead.
so yes ultimately he tells you, likely at his house, in his room, and he tries to break it to you as gently as possible butâŠthereâs no easy way to take that kind of info đŹđ
if you get scared or cry heâll tell you his plan to make him leave you alone, and he tells you to tell your parents too. Essentially trying to console you
if you choose to trust him and react a bit calmer, maybe still worried, heâd ask if you still wanna go out in public knowing this, and if yes heâll accompany whenever and wherever he can, especially since Makoto wonât wanna come up to you while heâs there, thinking Saikiâs your boyfriend
he is
Also If Makoto does anything perverted as far as taking sus pictures of you or imagining weird things with those photos heâll rip them up and make the paper and random things fly around in his room, every time
He probably breaks his phones/cameras too, even if he buys knew ones, as punishment
onto the final battle!
letâs say your walking home from school and Makoto is following you, your boyfriend is close behind you both, monitoring the situation for a good chance to strike. First, you cross the railroad to get home, but Makoto has to fall back so you donât see him, but when itâs his turn to go? Oh no! The trains coming! Whereâd that even come from? there was no train?! CRAP!- huh? Wait..the trains gone..thank goodness?! đ
oh wait! He needs to catch up to you! Well at least he knows where you live and what route you take through research! He needs to catch up! HOLY CRAP! Whatâs a mob doing here?! Did a fan see him?? Howâd they find him..no way, donât tell me theyâre gonna find out what heâs doing..NO DONT COME ANY CLOSerâŠ? Theyâre running past him? Well I guess he is in disguise..wait, they were running to this arch nemesis and top competition?! đ seriously?! That guy over him??
he proceeds to head over there to show the ladies who they should really be drooling over đ WAIT- HE CANT REVEAL HIMSELF RIGHT NOW?!- what?âŠwhereâd his wig go? THE WIND BLEW IT OFF?! HOLY- HEâS ABOUT TO GET FOUND OUTđ«š RUN đ đ
aw man heâs outta breath, what are the odds the wind would blow his wig off near a mob of fans?! Now heâs gotta be extra careful following you! And itâs already late! Actually..itâs pretty darn darkâŠ.dang it! Youâre probably in your house by now! Oh wellâŠmaybe you still have your window open and he can get some pictures that way! đ
uh..is he starting to hear a second pair of footsteps..? But..no oneâs around..whyâs it getting louder..?! UH, itâs getting more aggressive now đ„âŠ.okay thatâs it! heâs running..!
dang it! Itâs chasing him! No way he can lead this creep to your house! (Ironic huh) heâs gotta take a wrong turn!
man! What time is it?! Midnight?! Has he really been running that long??? Whyâs this freak still chasing him? And who is it?!?
alright! Heâll take a turn into that alley and lose âem! Then heâll make a âUâ back to your house! Although thereâs no way to be sure if your still up or not :/
hey! The footsteps are gone! Maybe think he lost him! Alright! Heâll take another turn and go back to your place!
đđ
right as he turns the corner?
Saiki:đč
Jump scare!
he immediately calls his manager while running away, thinking heâs either a mass muderer, a demon or a stalker! đ±
and the best part is? Nobody will believe him đ
ngl Saiki probably wonât let this slide even a couple days after he finds out Makotoâs stalking you, heâs quick to act and stop him bc no.
Super Saiki to your rescue! đŠžđ€©đ
Ngl youâre beautiful so I see what Makoto sees in you butâŠ..dude. Donât stalk your crush.
đžđđș
hope you enjoyed your hcs! -Brook
#anime#anime and manga#luffyvace#anime headcanons#fluff#fluff headcanons#saiki k#saiki k headcanons#the disastrous life of saiki k.#kusuo saiki#saiki#saiki kusuo#saiki kusuo no psi nan#saiki no psi nan#the disastrous life of saiki k#saiki x reader#saiki headcanons#saiki k x reader#tdlosk#saiki k fandom#x reader#fem reader#x female reader#tw stalking#tw stalker
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IF YOU LOVE ME, LET ME KNOW | jack hughes.
chapter six:
<last chapter> <next chapter>
⎠warnings: none!!
⎠word count: 4.1k
⎠authorâs note: thought itâd be great to give u guys jackâs pov please donât kill meâor jack. also wanna say thank you to each one of you who take the time to read this series and give me your thoughts abt it. i cannot thank you enough. pls be patient with jacky, heâs just a boy :p nice reading yall!!!
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sophiamontenegro 'rip to my feelings' is out now đȘ i want to start this by saying thank you to everyone who helped me make this dream of mine come true.
all of the songs here mean the world to me, and i truly hope they help to heal some of you, like they healed me. please, don't let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve good things. you do, all of us do.
thank you grace, thank you john, thank you hannah, a special thank you to charlieputh and a huge thank you to all of you.
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charlieputh Youâre a genius and it was my pleasure đ congratulations, Soph!
morgan.grace I love you so much I might turn into a puddle. Soph, youâre one of the strongest, sweetest people Iâve ever met and Iâm so grateful to call you my best friend. I watched you put so much effort and energy into this, and i am proud. Happy RTMF day đȘŠ
billboard I am crying, youâre crying, all of us are crying.
user1 i knew this was going to hurt but DAMN Girl what the hell
user2 itâs been hours and Iâm still crying because of this goddamn music video. And i HATE charlie puth
user3 user2 NO GIRL BC SAME?? itâs so SAD
user4 Harris Dickinson if i fucking catch you on the streets youâre DONE
user5 off topic but do you guys think any of these songs were written for jack hughesâŠ
user6 user5 honestly no,, soph said this album has been in the making for one year and apparently they just broke up last week?
_quinnhughes Congrats, Soph đ
sophiamontenegro _quinnhughes thank u, quinny
user43 sophiamontenegro _quinnhughes CHAT WHAT DOES THIS MEAN???
â âĄ
âHUGHES, the hell was wrong with you today?â Keefeâs voice sounded harsh and angry.
Even though there were two Hughes in the team, everyone knew who the coach was referring to.
âItâs just not a good day,â Jack mumbled, removing his uniform and not bothering to look up.
The locker room was dead silent, so everyone heard Keefeâs scoff. âNot a good day? More like not a good week,â he stepped closer, hands on his hips. âYouâve been off for the entire week and let me tell you something, son, weâre not making it to the Finals with you playing like you did tonight.â
Jack wanted to talk back so bad but deep down he knew Coach was right. He had been playing like shit, ever since that night at your house.
You. Just thinking about you made Jack feel like straight up shit. Something that never happened before.
He is handsome, he has thousands of fans. People paid to watch him play, people wore his jersey proudly. He could have any girl he wanted but still. Everything changed at that dinner, six months ago, when he saw you performing up close for the second time.
At that moment, he was mesmerized by you. Back then, he thought he was just horny and in the need of a good fuck but looking back now he knows that it wasnât just that. It was something bigger than himself, yet something he couldnât name.
âI get it, Coach,â Jack muttered, putting on his suit.
âI hope you do, kid, otherwise, you can just say goodbye to your NHL career and the Stanley Cup.â Coach barked before getting out of the locker room.
Ignoring the stares he was getting, Jack moved on autopilot, like heâd been doing the entire week, shoving his things inside his duffel bag and frowning.
âCap, wanna go out and grab some drinks? I wanna get wasted!â Someone, Jack didnât care to know who, shouted, talking to Nico.
ââCanât today, man,â Nico answered, duffel bag already on his shoulder. âIâm going to a concert tonight.â
That caught Jackâs attention, pulling him back from his thoughts.
âConcert?â He asked, looking at how everyone went quiet and stared at Nico. âWhose concert?â
âWell, you seeâŠâ Nico stuttered and somehow, even if he hadnât said anything, Jack knew exactly whose concert it was. âJust. A singer?â
âYeah, no shit is a singer, Hischier, I thought we went to concerts to watch electricians doing their shit,â Jack bited back, the frown just bigger now. âWhose concert, Cap?â He said the word like he was mocking Nico and even though he wanted to take that back, he didnât. Nico was an amazing person and it wasnât his fault you didnât want anything to do with Jack anymore.
âHum, wellââ
âFor fuckâs sake, man, just spit it out,â Bastian said, rolling his eyes. âWeâre going to Sophâs concert. Launching party, whatever.â
âWe?â Jackâs eyes doubled in size. âWho else is going?â
âShe invited the entire team,â Mercer answered, and Jack could swear he was one step away from passing out. âAnd Zegras.â
âYeah, the entire team minus you!â Zegras shouted, clearly not reading the room. None of the players said anything about your and Jackâs situationship-break-up but Trevor made it clear he was happy with the situation. âZegras is out in the hunt again, baby, âgonna give Soph the real D!â
Jack didnât even notice he moved until he felt a heavy hand on his chest, looking down and realising it was Nicoâs hand and he was now toe to toe with Trevor.
âWatch the shit you say, Zegras. Iâm not fucking with you.â Jack spoke slowly, eyes not leaving Zegrasâ.
âLike youâre going to do anything, Hughes. You lost the prize, now itâs time for her to know what a real man is.â
Jack stepped foward again, only to be stopped by Nicoâs hand.
âSheâs not a fucking prize and this is not a fucking game, asshole,â Jack said through his teeth, ready to punch Trevor right there and now.
âHow old are you two?â Hischier hissed, separating Jack and Trevor like a dad would do. âTrevor, shut the fuck up and donât talk about Soph like that. And you,â he looked and Zegras before looking at Jack again. âYou canât and you wonât do shit. You and Sophia arenât a thing anymore and thereâs no one to blame but yourself. Suck it up, Hughes.â
Jack wanted to punch all of them in their fucking faces. It wasnât his fault! He wasnât the one who published the article and he wasnât the one who sent that fucking picture of him and Ava leaving that party.
So what if she was his ex? That was in the past. He didnât even remember her name, for fuckâs sake. She meant nothing to him while youâ
âWhatever,â Trevor shrugged, before leaving the room.
âHischier,â Jack called before Nico left. He turned back and stared at Jack, eyes tired. Jack felt bad for acting like that and giving even more trouble to Nico but Trevor was a fucking assface. âI need to go to that concert.â
âUnless you have an invitation or a ticket, I canât take you there, man.â He bit his lips. âIâm sorry, but I wonât do that to Soph.â
Jack hated how Nico was clearly choosing sides and he also hated how he said her name and how everyone seemed very comfortable with calling you Soph but he pretended that he didnât care.
âIâm not going to talk to her, I justâŠâ his lips formed a straight line. He wasnât sure of what he wanted exactly, but he needed to see you. Ever since your album had been released, he had been playing it nonstop, trying to memorize every breath you took, every line you sang, every beat you produced. He just needed to see you. âI want to see her.â
âMan, you know I canât do that. Grace will kill me.â
âIâll deal with her, Hischier, I swear,â in that moment, Jack was glad everyone else had already left, otherwise itâd be humiliating.
Although he noticed, with shock, that he wouldnât mind begging in front of people if he got the chance to see you.
Nico ran his hands through his hair, muttering something in German before nodding with his head once.
âFine, but I swear to God that if you upset Grace or Soph or worse, both,â he got closer to Jackâs body, looking like he did when he was on the ice. Terrifying. âIâll personally make sure you wonât do that ever again.â
Gulping, Jack nodded once, before following Nico.
â âĄ
THE line outside the venue was gigantic, making the men inside the van yell and whistle.
Much to Jackâs dismay, all of the Devils who were your fans had been invited to your concertâ except him, of course. Which he thought was really, really shitty, by the wayâ and they were all excited, wearing shirts with your face on it and holding banners with your name.
Jack had to wear an all black outfit, with a cap hiding his hair and sunglasses. He thought he looked ridiculous but unfortunately, Nico was right: you couldnât see him. He knew that if you did youâd be upset and the last thing he wanted was to ruin your night and concert. So yeah, hiding himself it is.
They left the van, entering the building from the back entrance, not wanting to cause a commotion out there in the front. Jack had been told this was just a small concert but the place looked packed with people.
âOkay, so,â Nico started, wearing his Captain belt once again. âGrace will be here in a second, and she will give us the VIP necklaces so we can go to our sets,â he turned around, facing Jack. âI honestly donât know what to do with you. Grace will probably kick you out but at least I did my part.â
Jack just nodded, already thinking of millions excuses he could say to Grace so she would say yes.
True to Nicoâs words, Grace showed up not even a minute later, wearing a red, tight dress and heavy makeup. She looked beautiful.
âHi, fellas!â She walked in, smiling brightly. âNice seeing you all, Soph will be happy with you being here andâ what the fuck are doing here?â Her smile was gone, and now the only thing left was a scowl on her face.
Jack smiled awkwardly.
âGrace, listen, he asked me to bring him here because he wanted to see Sophââ Nico started, only to be interrupted by Graceâs harsh words.
âI donât give a single fuck, Nico, what the hell!â She was starting to leash out on Hischier so Jack knew he had to say something.
âSheâs not going to see me, I promise,â he replied.
Grace laughed. âOf course she isnât going to see you because youâre going to leave!â
âGrace, come on,â Jack muttered, ready to beg to another person just to see you. Fucking shit. âI can sit in the back, thereâs like a thousand people outside. She wonât see me.â
âBaby,â everyone looked at Nico as he approached Grace. Jack frowned. Since when were they together? âI told him that if he did anything bad Iâd punch the shit out of him myself. He will behave.â
âIâm not a dogââ
âFine,â Grace sighed, loudly, already looking like she regretted saying yes. âNico I swear that if Sophia sees him or if someone takes any pictures of him here, Iâll snatch your dick out of your body.â
All of the men there made an ouch sound, faces amused and terrified. Nico only nodded, after giving Jack the scariest look ever.
Grace gave them their badges and asked for another one for Jack. Everyone there was running around and shouting things, probably all worried about everything being perfect, and Jack found himself smiling because you were surrounded by people who cared about you and your work.
Turns out that sitting in the back really meant sitting in the back, because Grace gave Jack a really shitty seat that despite being small as fuck, had a really good view of the stage, even if itâd be impossible for you to spot him.
Jackâs hands were sweaty and his heart was racing in his chest. The place was packed with all different types of people, from children to adults, and some grandparents here and there.
He was proud. He remembered how excited you were for this album, for this little concert, and watching how youâve managed to ace all of that, made him smile under his hand.
The rest of his teammates were sitting in the VIP section, really close to the stage, and hell if Hughes didnât envy them. But he knew this was for the best.
Thirty minutes after he sat down, the lights dimmed and only the stage was on. The screams were so fucking loud and if Jack wasnât already used to people screaming his ears off during games, heâd probably have a fit right there.
âLadies and gentlemen, Sophia Montenegro.â
Nothing could ever prepared Jack for the sight of you on that stage. Itâd been two weeks since you last saw each other and the last time was awful, his heart hurting every time he remembered the sight of you crying and remembering he was the reason why.
But watching as you stood on top of some kind of platform, wearing a black, glittery body suit, with heels and black, see through socks. Your hair was styled in a way that drove him absolutely crazy, and now he wasnât so sure that coming to this concert was a good idea after all.
âOne year, ten thousand bad moments
But it was dressed up in heated emotion
And I tried to look for the best in the worst
But like, fuck me, that caused a commotion.â
Your voice was perfect, of course it was. Somehow, you knew how to sing live even better than the recorded songs, and your stage presence was out of this world. Jack looked at you as you moved around, singing and dancing and waving at people and interacting with the band, not knowing what to do with the weight on his chest.
He was happy to see you, he really was, happier than heâd felt in this entire week, but fuck if he wasnât hurt. Watching you from afar was even worse than not watching you at all, because he was reminded again and again that he lost you.
Even if he still thinks it wasnât exactly his fault.
The crowd was loud, people were dancing here and there and Jack could swear the girl in front of him was crying.
âOh, you're so vicious
Love me, then pretend you didn't
Crush my heart and wreck my image
Why you gotta be so, so, so
Oh, you're so viciousâ
You were sitting in the middle of the stage, microphone in your right hand, singing with your whole heart. Anyone could see how alive you felt whenever you sang and honestly, it was beautiful to witness.
The song continued, and every second Jack was taken aback by how beautiful you were. So fucking beautiful. The most beautiful woman he had ever seen, inside and out, full of life and happiness and joy.
He only noticed that the song had ended when he heard people cheering louder than they were before, and he started to pay attention again.
There you stood, in the middle of the stage, trying to even your breath. You were smiling so hard, cheek to cheek, eyes shining so bright even Jack in his shitty ass seat could see it.
âHi, guys,â you were out of breath but your voice still sounded like honey to Hughesâ ears, and he had missed the sweetness. So. Much. âOh my god, thereâs so many of you in here, what the hell.â
People laughed, and Jack found himself smiling.
âHi, Iâm Sophia,â you said, shyly, like the people there hadnât paid to see you. âThank you for being here, guys. Itâs been a while since I last saw you guys face to face. Last time was in Coachella, back in April, right?â
People shouted many things, you smiled.
âSo a week ago I released my fifth album, rip to my feelings,â more cheering. âI know the title is corny but I couldnât find better wording. This album, and Iâve said this countless times, means the world to me,â
âFuck Harris Dickinson!â Someone shouted and everyone started laughing, including you.
âYeah, yeah,â you agreed. âI hope you like the show. Iâve also heard that we have some special guests tonightâŠâ
Jackâs heart stopped. For some idiotic reason, he thought youâd say his name. Until he reminded himself that you and him were no longer a thing and you didnât even know he was there.
âPlease, please, please, make some noise for my favorite hockey team, the New Jersey Devils!â
The camera focused on the fifteen men sitting on the VIP section, who got out of their seats and started shouting, while showing off their merch, making the other people cheer too.
Jack knew he shouldnât, but he felt jealous all the same. He should be there, cheering for you and kissing you in front of all of them. Maybe punching Zegras in the face while he was at it too.
âThank you for coming, guys,â you smiled again, before you started singing the next song.
Jack was mesmerised with you for the next hour and a half. How you danced, how you sang, how you twirled around, how you looked so fucking gorgeous in that tight outfit. How your eyes shined, how your body was perfect, and how he wanted nothing more than you.
The concert went well, like everyone knew it would, you making yourself comfortable, and at home: talking with your fans, taking pictures with them, handing the mic to some of them, who sang awfully in Jackâs humble opinion. Even if the majority of the songs were sad and soul crushing, you made sure people enjoyed themselves.
You were a true sight.
âNow, this is going to be the last song,â some sad ooohâs were heard and you smiled, nodding with your head. âI know, I know, Iâm sad too but you all have to go home and these people here,â you pointed at the band behind you. âAlso have to go home. But,â you raised your finger, moving your body until you were sitting on the edge of the stage. Some of your fans shouted. âI have one more song for you. This one isnât in the album because I wrote this recently, but I still want to show it to you guys.â
More cheers, more shouts, more people crying.
âThis oneâs called Bad for Business and will be available on all streaming platforms by midnight.â Jack watched as you smiled, making him raise and eyebrow. He didnât know about this one.
âHe's good for my heart but he's bad for business
Tears me apart when he grants my wishes
All of my friends think I've gone crazy
But they don't know me like my baby
We look good in photographs
I like the way you like to laugh at dirty jokes
I know they'll always land
Used to get work on time
But now you're taking up my nights
Never been so glad to be so tired
Ooh, I'm mad for you
It's sad but true and I know it
Ahh, you're on my mind
You stole my life and it's showinââŠâ
Jack couldnât take his eyes off the stage, eating up every word. He knew this song was about him. It was as clear as day, and maybe he was just being cocky but he didnât care. It meant that he still had a chance.
He's good (good), it's bad (bad)
The best I've ever had (best I've ever had)
And he's so nice, it's sad (it's sad)
He ruined all my plans
And he just makes me so crazy
I know everyone sees
That he'll be the death of me
He still had a chance. He could still try because it was clear: you were still in love with him. Why else would you sing this? Why else would you write something like this?
He got up, he had seen enough. He left the venue with his head low, trying to walk without being noticed. He knew exactly what he had to do, and even if it sucked, it was the right thing.
â- âĄ
âI really hope there is a reason why youâre calling me in the middle of the night, Jack,â Quinn sounded tired but. He always did. âA good one, that is,â
âI need some advice,â Jack looked at his brother through the screen, noticing the eye bags and the tired eyes. Why the hell Quinn always looked like he had been hit by a train was unknown.
Quinn just hummed, signaling for him to continue speaking.
âItâs Soph.â
âDid something happen?â
Jack cringed. Maybe they did need to start paying attention to what happened online. âYeah, well, someone took a picture of me leaving the Halloween party with that girl named Ava whoâs apparently one of my exes and posted it online, making it look like we hooked up or whatever. Then, they talked shit about Soph and Soph kind of broke up with me after saying she was in love with me and basically calling it a mistake.â
Quinn stared at the camera for a good minute, and just when Jack was starting to think heâd fallen back asleep, he moved, caressing his face with his hand.
âThe hell is going on in New Jersey.â
âThatâs all you have to say?â Jack scoffed. âI didnât call you for nothing. If I wanted whatever the hell this is I wouldâve called Luke.â
âI mean, what did you expect to happen? One day your whore days would catch up on you. Everyone knew this.â
âWhy does everyone keep calling me a whore? Is this how women feel?â Jack frowned.
âThey call you that because you had a new girl every month. Every time you had a gala youâd take a new girl with you and of course people would talk about that.â
âOkay but I wasnât dating any of them!â Jack raised his arms, forgetting that he was still holding his phone and dropping it. Picking it up, he continued. âSo what if I had a new woman every month? The issue here is Sophia not wanting to be with me anymore!â
âI think that, before wanting to be with her, you have to know if you want a relationship at all,â Quinn said, calmly. âYouâve never had a girlfriend before, a serious one that is. A relationship is a commitment, especially when youâre dating someone as famous as Sophia.â
âI know that sheâs famous, I donât care about thatââ
âItâs not about her being famous, jackass, itâs about people forgetting that she is more than that. She is more than the Sophia who sings and dances, sheâs a person. Thatâs literally common sense.â
âI know that too,â Jack mumbled.
âSophâs been through a lot with that son of a bitch whoâs not even worth mentioning. I donât know much, you probably know about it better than me, but what I know is enough to make me want to punch him with my stick.â
âYeah,â Jack agreed. âI hate that fucking asshole. He cheated on her, lied, manipulated her and had the audacity to break up with her.â
âSo, knowing all of that, how do you think she felt when she saw that picture?â Quinn asked, eyebrow arched. âThe guy sheâs in love with, holding hands with his ex.â
âI didnât fuck her!â He raised his voice, tired of everyone saying the same. âI just took her home and went back to my place.â
âYeah, but does Soph know that?â
Jack frowned. âOf course she does. Iâve told her multiple times that I was only seeing her. And Ava was drunk, I wouldnât have done anything with her even if I wanted to.â
âYes because itâs very credible that the guy who used to date a new girl every month now suddenly only dates a single girl. Jack, sometimes I feel like you just donât think.â
âIf I wanted someone to call me dumbââ
âYou wouldâve called Luke, I know. But right now, thatâs what you need to hear,â Quinn sighed. âLook, I know itâs hard for you to understand but put yourself in her shoes. Just think.â
âEveryone keep saying this is my fault but I donât see how I am the person in the wrong here. I didnât publish the article, I didnât fuck Avaââ
Quinn sighed loudly again, interrupting Jack and staring at the screen for a minute, again.
âWhat?â
âSometimes I ask myself if we were raised by the same woman,â he shrugged. âJust imagine if Ma knew all of this. Sheâd probably yell at you.â
âGet to the point, Quinn,â Jack rolled his eyes.
âLook. Iâll try to make it simple,â he started. âSophia is in love with you. She fell in love with you despite knowing that you have a long history of dating. But, sheâs also hurt. And you made it all worse when you said the things I know you probably said.â
âI didnât say anything that badâŠâ
âOh, quit it, Jack. I know you,â Quinn smiled. âYou probably made her cry too. Thatâs the drill. Anyways, you have to ask yourself how do you feel about Sophââ
âI love her.â
They both stayed quiet for at least five minutes. Quinn just staring at the screen like he was reading a newspaper article and Jack staring back at him, looking like he was about to explode.
He hadnât stopped to think about what he truly felt for you. He knew he liked you, adored even, but he never thought of naming the things he felt whenever he thought about you.
But it was as clear as day. He loved you, he was in love with you.
âWell, then I think my job here is done.â Quinn finally said, breaking the silence.
âWhat?â Jack almost shouted. âWhat do you mean? You have to help me get her back!â
âI donât have time for that and honestly neither do you,â he stated and, well, he was right. They were in the middle of the season, and that was their job. Jack needed to get a grip. âIf I were you, though, Iâd start by apologising and telling her that you didnât have sex with Ava or anyone else for that matter.â
âOkay,â Jack breathed. âAnd then?â
âFigure it out yourself. Youâre a big boy.â
Jack groaned, leaning back on the couch. âFuuuck. This is so fucking shitty. I love her, and she loves me, why canât we just be together?â
âYou will, after you fix this mess.â Quinn yawned and nodded at you. âIâm gonna go back to sleep. You should too. Youâve been playing like shit lately.â
âFuck you. Bye.â
âBye.â
He hung up, throwing his phone on the pillow next to him.
How the hell was he going to fix this?
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pairing: logan sargeant x fem!reader [no faceclaim, reader is faceless] summary: when alex's childhood friend makes an appearance on his instagram, logan is instantly smitten, but the universe insists on keeping them only as a missed connection, and alex isn't helping matters. notes: the long awaited part three! i'm currently giving all my fics a facelift, but the guilt about this update has been eating away at me, so here you guys go<3 i've decided to stop living in denial and just admit this is a full series now so here comes the (brief) angst era! [series masterlist]
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alex_albon winter break, you were fun đ«Ą see you next year!
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username1 try not to say parents challenge level impossible (failed)
lilymhe he stole that car
alex_albon you promised you wouldn't tell anyone!!
username2 looking good albono! excited to see you scoring points soon!
williamsracing Nice hat! :D
username3 guys can i confess something.... i miss yn :(
username4 you guys say this under all of his posts. obviously something happened and they don't post each other anymore for a reason, respect their space and stop bringing this up.
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williamsracing the boys are back and so are we đ
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username5 RRRAAHHH I SMELL DOUBLE POINTS
username6 the new suits are AWESOME, the boys are gonna kill it this season!!!!!
alex_albon who approved that corny ass caption
logansargeant Me alex_albon i'm gonna steal your tires
username7 even if yn has vanished off the face of the earth at least we can thank her for bringing the williams boys closer together so that we get to see them goofing off in the comments đ
username8 yeah but it's all for show like they don't hang out off track anymore... landonorris oh are we just saying things in the comments? i wanna join!! george sleeps with a teddy bear georgerussell63 Don't drag me into this wtf alex_albon it's true, he does
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logansargeant Some bits and bobs from the break
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username9 what kind of whack british caption is that
username10 maybe the rumors about him and alex not hanging out were wrong, maybe they're hanging out TOO MUCH actually...
alex_albon i have taught you well, young padawan
username11 omg logan and oscar content we're soooo back
williamsracing Looking energized, Sarge!
username12 the fact that we never got a hard launch for logan and yn so we'll never know if they actually got together is my roman empire
username13 no fr!! they were flirting and bantering all over the place and then suddenly BOOM! she just disappears like wtf happenedddd username14 you guys talking abt a possible situationship not happening vs twenty years of friendship between alex and yn that's gone... have some priorities username15 hi just popping in to say you guys are weird af for speculating like this under his winter break dump đ move tf on
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logansargeant Quick trip back over the pond before locking in đ bring it on season âïž
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username16 wait did we miss a step
alex_albon that does not look like sim work
logansargeant Are you my dad or something? Get a life alex_albon DAMN
username17 um? um?? the last picture??? um??????
georgerussell63 What
logansargeant Who? georgerussell63 ?? logansargeant Asked
username18 please be a soft launch with that girl from the afterparty please please please please please
oscarpiastri Interesting.
username19 OSCAR WHAT DO YOU KNOW
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williamsracing Good times in Bahrain! See you next year, Sakhir đ
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username20 WHAT was that strategy guys
alex_albon "good times" literally where that was nothing but pain
williamsracing âčïžđđ we're sowwy awex alex_albon ew wtf don't say that to me
username21 guys? yn liked? she's alive?
username22 JUSTICE FOR LOGAN'S STEERING WHEEL
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«Scream»
Synopsis: It's late and you're watching horror movies. But someone's calling you, a weirdo asking you questions about classic horror films. Nothing was wrong until he started to threat you, and when you hang up the phone you realized there's murderers wearing ghostface masks in your house.
Maknae line (poly) x f. Reader
2.7K words.
Genre: Scream au | yander-ish.
Tags: psycopaths maknae line, mind games, psychological terror, murderers (implied but not described), betrayal, the maknae line are a menace here, emotional conflict, delusional maknae line, angry reader, very VERY dubious consent (coercion is not consent so read with caution), happy ending for them not for reader, smut, overstimulation.
A/N: I'm so sorry for disappearing for literally a month, i moved to another country and life has been very stressful lately, so yeah i took a break from writing but here i am again, writing lots of vminkook p0rn. Hope you enjoy!
From the series masterlist; Final girl.
Navigation Masterlist.
Youâre eating popcorn, resting on your couch with your feet up on the armchair. You took a gulp of your coke can without breaking your gaze from the tv screen, you startled staining your shirt when the slasher appeared from nowhere, you cursed under your breath taking off your shirt but before you can go to your room to change, your phone vibrated with notifications. You turned them off because the boys always get annoying on the weekends.
You opened the group chat, rolling your eyes when you see the 123 unread messages.
Group chat: Y/n and the homos.
Jiminie: Guys can u please stfu for a moment, I wanna sleep but u donât stop talking shit.
You: letâs kicked them out of the group Jiminie, I swear I canât even watch a movie in peace.
Jjk: u two r so fcking boring.
Tae: right? Like can u two at least read what were talking abt.
You: weâre*
Jiminie: lol
Jjk: Guys this is serious, thereâs a sicko killing people wearing a ghostface mask.
You: Ghostface masks are hot.
Tae: ??
Jjk: ???????
Jiminie: ik right
You: Anyway, maybe is just a rookie killer without imagination, like itâs Halloween and thereâs a lot of sickos around here. Just closed ur doors and donât be a pussy.
Tae: Iâm literally speechless.
Jiminie: Bye Iâm sleeping, stfu.
Jjk: we warned u.
You dropped your phone on the couch, walking to your kitchen to make more popcorn. You missed the plot twist of the movie because of your friendâs annoying group chat.
You were on your bra and pajama pants, not caring about anything in the world. Until your home phone rings in your kitchen making you stop immediately. You frowned tilting your head to the side, watching the old home phone still ringing. Itâs being ages since someone called to that number, you didnât even know that the ancient thing was still working.
âOdd,â you murmured to yourself, answering the phone.
âHello?â
You heard a heavy breath on the other side of the phone. The person says nothing back, making you frown.
âWhoâs this? And why are you calling to this number?â Your patience was running thin ice.
âIâm watching you,â said a man with a low voice.
You rolled your eyes with annoyance.
âIs this a prank? Donât call to this number again or Iâll fuck you up.â
You were about to hang up the phone but a deep chuckle from the man stopped you. Why does he sound familiar to you?
âAre you watching Friday the 13th?â He taunted. His voice sounded odd, like if he was lowering it purposely.
Your stomach sink with dread, your heart rate speed up when you heard from the tv the slasher killing people.
âWhat if I do?â You gritted between teeth, keeping an eye on your surroundings. You wonât show fear to that weirdo.
 âLetâs play a game, Iâll ask you some questions about horror movies. And if you answer wrong, Iâll kill you.â
Your eyes widened by his words, you were about to hang up and call the police but the other man was quicker than you.
âIf you hang up or try to touch your fucking phone Iâll slice your neck,â the threat made you freeze on your place, the wire of the home phone wouldn't let you move far away anyway.
You felt your eyes sting up with tears by fear. You remember Jungkook and Taehyung warning.
Your breath turned shallow and your grip on the home phone started to tremble. You felt cornered and scared.
âWhatâs the identity of the masked killer of Scream?â
You inhaled deep, this one was easy.
âUhm, his name was Billy, Sidneyâs boyfriend.â
Your eyes roamed your kitchen, watching your surroundings again with dread and fear.
âGood.â
You couldnât help but frown again because he sounded so familiar to you, but you canât pinpoint of whom that voice belongs to.
âLast one; whatâs the plot twist of Friday the 13th?â
Fucking fucker.
This time your eyes blurred by unshed tears because of how nervous and panicked you felt. Youâve never been good at dealing with strong emotions, even when you try to act tough, in your insides youâre very easy to scare and intimidate.
âI- please i-I donât know,â you stuttered with quivering lips, you feel like having a panic attack.
âLook behind you, sweetheart.â
Your breath hitched sharply, you turned your neck to look behind you, widening your eyes and screaming at the top of your lungs when you saw a man in your kitchen, wearing a ghostface mask and waving his unoccupied hand at you.
And then you run.
And he did it too.
You grabbed your phone from the couch, noticing with horror how the SIM card was missing. But you didnât have time to linger about that thought.
You listened to his steps chasing you from behind, making you run faster by the increase of adrenaline pumping your veins.
You tried to open the front door of your house, but it didnât budge. You were home alone, your parents went out in a trip.
You were fucked up.
Without any more options, you climbed the staircases hiding in a bathroom.
You try texting your parents but it was past midnight and your phone didnât have its sim card, so you canât call neither text.
Thatâs why you opened the app where you and your friends have the group chat.
Group chat: Y/n and the homos.
You: CALL THE POLICE THEREâS SOMEONE IN MY HOUSE AND THEYTOOKMYSIM CARD
Jjk: y/n? what the fuck, thatâs not funny.
You: PLEASE IM NOT JOKING AND I CANTK CALLM THEPLICE
Tae: are you being serious right know?
Jiminnie: you guys again?
Jjk: Y/nâs saying thereâs someone in her house but she canât call the police but she can chat with us lol.
You: GUYS PLEASEIMSERIUS PLEASE HES COMING I NEED YOUR HELP CALL THE POLICE!!!!!!!!!!!
Tae: dude writing in capitals wonât make your prank more credible
You screamed into your hand with frustration, pulling your hairs out and weeping with fear, you wanted to smash your head against the tiles by exasperation. They werenât taking you seriously.
Then you half open the door quietly, watching the murderer roaming the hallway. When he turned his back to you, distracted on his phone, you took yours to snap a picture of him.
Group chat: Y/n and the homos.
You: *send picture*
You: THIS IS HIM HES INMYHOUSE
Jjk: what the fuck
You: JUNGKOOK IM HAVINGAPANICK ATTACK CALL THE FUCKING POLICE OR ILL KILL YOU MYSELF
Tae: Damn no need to be so harsh y/n, calm down.
You: CALL THE POLICE YOU MORONS
Jiminnie: u guys r so annoying
You: jiminniehelp me please please please im scared imnot lying
Jjk: y/n youâre making me worry, arenât you fucking with us?
You: NOO!!!!!!!!
Tae: oh well, then we should do something abt it
You: OFC U IDIOT
Jjk: yeah ur right tae, what we should do?
You: CALLTHEPOLICE?????!!!!!!!!
Tae: u think so?
Jjk: mm not so sure
Tae: and u Jiminnie, what do u think?
You: guys whats happening, please im scared
Jiminnie: I think Iâll go and help my y/n.
You frowned with trembling hands, tasting the saltiness of your silent tears. You were about to throw up and insult them again but the bathroomâs door opening made you jump with fear.
âHere you are.â
In any other circumstance you would scream and run for your life, you would grab something from the bathroom to throw it at him and save your life. But none of that happened, you stayed in your spot freeze, maybe because you were having a panic attack, but even then your primal instincts should fuel you to run. But that wasnât the reason of your frozen state. Not at all. It was the fact that you recognized that voice.
âYou⊠are youâŠâ
Then the murderer took off his ghostface mask, tilting his head to the side and making your heart shatter.
âYes my y/n?â
Jimin, fucking Park Jimin.
The deep fear was replaced by ugly hurt and anger. You saw red, walking towards him with your fists clenched, you punched him on his shoulder but he didnât budge.
âHow dare you scared me like that! You think is funny?! I hate you so much, I donât want to see your fucking face ever again. GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!â you screamed at the top of your lungs, with angry tears streaming to your chin.
âYou thought I was joking?â he asked with mirth, the dark glint in his eyes turned your stomach with dread.
âJust get out Jimin,â you said tired and hurt.
âY/n, Iâm here to kill you-â
And just by that your fear came back twice as hard, your ears buzzed clogging up Jiminâs next words.
You ignored your throat lump of hurt and betrayal, you felt numb while running away from him, hiding in one of the bottomâs cabinets of your kitchen.
You wrapped your arms around your legs, pulling your knees to your chest. You cried until you felt your eyes swelling.
âY/n? Baby where are you?â
Your eyes widened at Taehyungâs sweet voice calling for you.
You didnât think twice before opening the cabinet and throwing yourself at him, wrapping your arms around his neck.
Taehyung chuckled hugging you back as hard, stroking your hair while youâre crying on his neck.
âThere there, nothing bad will happen to you.â
The shinning knife in Taehyungâs other hand knocked some sense into you. The realization of your reality hit you hard making you gasp and break the hug in a flash, you watched him with your jaw set and your eyes showing the deep hurt and betrayal you felt inside.
Taehyung foxy smile widened on his lips, he pouted when you took a step back from him.
âI wonât hurt you, I promise,â he said softly, biting his bottom lip to stop a smirk.
You let him come closer to you just a step, and then you blow his head with a pan making him whimper with pain. You used his moment of confusion to run away past him.
You opened a window to get out of your house, your ears were buzzing by the raw adrenaline pumping your veins like liquid fire.
You were so, so close to reach your car until youâre not. The next thing you know is that youâre falling face down on the floor by a body launching at your back. You groaned with pain, feeling the body pinning you to the ground by its weight.
âCaught you,â Jungkookâs voice taunted against your ear, sounding out of breath.
You screamed at the top of your lungs, making Jungkook cursed under his breath. He covered your mouth quickly, lifting your body to take you inside the house again.
Your eyes were too swollen by the amount of tears you shed tonight, you were tired and hurt by their sick game.
Jungkook sat on your couch with you on his lap, one arm wrapped around your naked waist to pull you against his chest.
âIsnât she so cute?â asked Jimin sighing dreamily, you felt acid rage running your veins. You felt like being mocked on.
âA little feisty, but pretty.â Taehyung sat beside you on the couch, his forehead dripping a little bit of blood. You smiled wide at his wound.
âDid it hurt?â You pointed to his forehead, he simply nodded with the corner of his lips curling down.
âGood,â you grinned with hatred.
âNow now, no need to be mean to our Taetae.â Jimin squatted before you, stroking your cheek even when you flinched your face away with disgust.
âNo need to be fucking weirdos either, if you want to kill me do it already.â And then you literally spat on Jiminâs face, but to your horror and disgust he grinned wide tasting your drool with his tongue.
You wanted to throw up at the nasty sight.
âSweetheart, we donât want to hurt you, even less kill you,â chuckled lowly Jungkook behind you, his grip on your waist tightened a little.
âWhat? But Jimin said-â
âI didn't say anything, silly. You didn't even let me finish before running away,â Jimin sighed standing up, getting out of the living room and leaving you there feeling totally lost.
âThen⊠why are you guys doing this?â You whispered weakly, feeling way more unease than before.
âYouâll see.â Whispered back Taehyung near your ear, chuckling when you flinched.
And you did see it.
Jimin dragged your parentâs tied bodies to the floor of the living room, making your stomach sink with horror and dread.
âWe came here to kill them.â Grinned proudly Jimin, kicking your dadâs side when he tried to wiggle out of his ties.
âWhy!? Leave them alone they did nothing wrong!â You shouted at the top of your lungs, so loud that your throat hurt.
Jiminâs face morphed into an enraged scowl. He walked towards you in two large steps, gripping your chin up roughly. His jaw was set and his gaze hard.
âShut up, before I cut your tongue.â He hissed with fury swimming in his brown eyes.
You whimpered afraid, recoiling into Jungkookâs chest unconsciously. Jiminâs always been scary when heâs pissed off, but never to this point.
Jiminâs face softened immediately at your fearful expression, you saw a hint of regret in his gaze.
âHey, donât scare her.â Jungkook snapped soothing you when you cried, he hugged you tightly. But his soft kiss on your temple didnât comfort you at all, it only made you wailed harder with disgust.
âPuh-please just⊠leave us alone, what do you want?â You asked with labored breaths, you looked up hopeless at Jimin.
âHyung,â warned Taehyung darkly. He sounded on edge by your cries.
âWe want you.â Said Jimin with a cold voice.
âAnd weâre pissed at your parents for lying to you about us.â Continued Jungkook with a thick angered voice.
âSo, we came here to teach them a lesson.â Grinned widely Taehyung like a sadist.
It was nothing new that your parents didnât like your friends, they always told you to get away from them. You never listened to your parents because you thought they were saying bullshit, but you damn regretted not listening to them. They were right about these sickos.
âSo you just want me.â You deadpan.
âYep.â You listened behind you.
âOkay fine, do whatever you want with me. But. Let. Them. Go.â You gritted between teeth, pointing at your parents passed out on the floor.
The living room went silent at your words, the hush made you feel unease.
Jimin squatted in front of you again, this time, giving you the meanest and sadistic grin youâve ever seen before.
âTake her up.â He ordered lowly, piercing his heavy and intimidating gaze on you, then his eyes dropped slowly to stare at your naked torso, gaze darkening and fixated on your chest. You felt your cheeks heating up by embarrassment, you felt self-conscious.
Your throat lump and your stomach turned when Jungkook carried you up to your room. Taehyung coo when he saw your silent tears streaming from your eyes.
Jungkook laid you down on the mattress rather softly, making your heart shatter. They were your best friends. The acid betrayal you felt burning your chest and throat was too painful to bear.
You werenât surprised when you saw your SIM card on your nightstand.
âStop looking so miserable, weâre not hurting you.â Jungkook said on the defensive. His scowl only angered you, but another part of you enjoyed to see that your disgust affected him.
âYou fucking hurt my parents, chase me in my own house and manipulated me to let you fuck me! I have all the right in the world to feel and look miserable!â You felt your vocal cords ripping by your loud scream.
Jungkook and you stared at each other with labored breaths, you didnât break your gaze in challenge, until you heard Jiminâs giggles.
âTied her to the bed,â he said with a smile, making your stomach turn.
You closed your eyes, if they wanted to have their way with you, so it be. But youâll be just a dull body under them, you choose to dissociate rather than to be present for them.
âNone of that, open your eyes.â Taehyung growled gripping harshly your chin.
Your breath hitched when you felt a hand wrapping your neck, making your eyes open in a flash.
And the image above you freeze your entire body.
The three of them were staring down at you with hunger on their eyes, you saw their pretty faces coming closer to yours, smiling like the devils they were.
Ready to wreck you.
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âdo you think iâm pretty?â
word count - 567 words
warnings - cringe couple activities (im so lonely) also i'm not sure abt some chars so i put question marks but these can fit any and all ur faves. lmk if i forgot anyone!!
a/n - back from the dead. school started up again and im depressed and i have so many exams next week but here i am procrastinating!! maybe one day i'll write something again but in the mean time have this (it's been marinating in my notes app for like 3 months by now)
âyeah, youâre cute. adorable, even...âÂ
he said with a million-watt smile, his fingers absentmindedly tracing shapes against your thigh. you raised an eyebrow, questioning his taste. right now, you were wearing his old pajama shirt and bottoms which were both faded and fraying at the hems. out of all the times to call you cute, did he really choose right now?Â
he leaned in to kiss the tip of your nose lightly, his fingers making their way up to your hands from your legs. he held them in his own warm palms, and kissed the corner of your lips. âdonât give me that look,â he whispered. âi think youâre the cutest wearing my clothes, yâknow.â he kissed your cheek. âit makes me feel at home,â he said against your lips, and you couldnât help but smile with him. something about his charm was infectious, and no matter how much you might doubt yourself, you knew he would always love you, tattered pajamas or not.Â
hinata, bokuto, komori, yaku (demon senpai or not he definitely has a soft spot), aone, asahi, hanamaki, yamaguchi? aran? tendou? kenma? kageyama?
âbeautiful. absolutely gorgeous,â he breathed.
your eyes widen, taken aback at the sincerity of his tone. a light flush couldnât help but creep its way up onto your cheeks, and you look away, abashed. his fingers brushed against your cheek, tilting your face back at him. âwhy are you being so shy?â he questioned. âi mean it. truly. even the simplest things you do make me fall in love all over again.â his thumb rubbed soothing circles against your soft skin. "every time you fall asleep on my shoulder, every time you raise an eyebrow at me, and even right now when your cheeks are glowing pink make my heart stutter like we're on my first date," he said with a laugh. you could feel your cheeks burn aflame at his honesty, and couldn't help but look away. âquit blushing,â he teased. âi canât focus when youâre looking so pretty like that.âÂ
akaashi, sugawara ("little shit") koushi, sakusa, the hirugami bros (acting like they don't have a combined word count of 20 in the entire series), iwa chan, daichi, semi, kita, ushijima?, tsukki?
âyouâre pretty sexy. hot, if i dare be promiscuous.âÂ
you roll your eyes at first, huffing through your nose and turning your attention back to your phone before he drags you back to his side. âiâm being serious,â he murmured into the side of your ear, his breath tickling your skin. âit goes beyond your looks, you know. itâs the way you walk, the way you carry yourselfâŠthe way youâre so confident in our relationship and in me,â he said, heartfelt. âthat kind of unwavering confidence? unbelievably hot.â he leaned back, taking in your entire body. âalso, you have a nice ass, which really helps.â he deserved the slap he got, but he couldn't help but grin at the sound of your giggles. he placed a chaste kiss against your temple, his hand looping around your waist again. "keep doing whatever you're doing. i'm in love with you, always. it's hard not to be when you're so irresistible," he whispered against your skin.Â
kuroo, THE miya twins, meian, futakuchi, daishou, konoha (that legendary "nah, don't wanna" panel lives in my heart), oikawa, mattsun fs, suna, noya, i would say tanaka but i don't want to be a homewrecker
#haikyuu!!#hq various#miya atsumu#iwaizumi hajime#sakusa kiyoomi#oikawa tooru#hinata shouyou#kuroo testuro#kozume kenma#kageyama tobio#komori motoya#akinori konoha#bokuto koutarou#akaashi keiji#sugawara koushi#sawamura daichi#hq fluff#haikyuu x you#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu x reader#miya osamu#suna rinatro#matsukawa issei#ushijima wakatoshi#tsukkishima kei#yamaguchi tadashi#kita shinsuke#oshy writes
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mx tartppola do you read twst fanfics,, and if so do you have any good ace fic recs,,
omg... it shames me to say this but... not as much... bcs these days all i read r google translated fics of crowley & the yuulis fics i commission from my mutuals đđđ IM SORRY GHGHHGG i will!! also i mostly stick to x reader... rarely do i go for canon/canon fics for twst... but !! i'll still give recomendations! of fics i rlly like ( it's all one shots đ )
oomf nepotism + writers i think r rlly cool!
@traumxrei-archive
@stormgardenscurse
@spadecentral
@ceruleancattail
@fluffle-writes
tumblr fics i rlly like ( mixed so some headcanons, some oneshots, all x reader )
otome isekai au villainess reader ( ft â ïž )
encouragement from beyond ( ft â ïž đș đ đ )
blanket hog ( ft â ïž)
rainy day ( ft â ïž)
ace doing your makeup
ace and deuce having the same crush ( ft â ïž )
firsties slipping to a sleepover that fem reader is in ( ft â ïž đș đ đ )
pomefiore!ace
basketball club w s/o who eeps on their chest ( ft đŠ đ )
and there was ONE bed đł
undisclosed passion
ace patching you up
adeuce walking with you ( ft â ïž )
heartslabyul jealousy headcanons ( ft đč â ïž âŠïž âŁïž )
angel ace
adeuyuu hcs ( ft â ïž )
cuddling with ace
kissing adeuce when they ask ur lipbalm flavor ( ft â ïž )
how adeuce fantasize abt their crush ( ft â ïž )
adeuce bday kisses ( ft â ïž )
adeuce fighting to confess first ( ft â ïž )
things you do that make adeuce fall harder ( ft â ïž )
model ace
aceyuu ramble
another aceyuu ramble
lovestruck ace
ring in orange proposal
adeuce period comfort hcs ( ft â ïž )
ace jealous of others falling for you
hot things ace does
housewarden ace
streamer ace getting a gf
you're what's missing in my life ( ft đŠ đ )
when you know you know
love beyond words ( ft đș đ )
shenanigans ( ft â ïž đŒ )
sweet sleep ( ft â ïž )
ace with knight reader
traitor ace ( cw yandere )
good luck kiss before match ( ft â ïž )
tropes to lovers ( ft all nrc boys )
best friend ace
"someone" decides to ask you for your opinion about "their friend" and you decide to tease them. ( ft â ïž âïž )
cupid is so dumb
soft mornings
devotion of a contrarian
airheaded s/o ( ft đč â ïž )
another beautiful day ( ft â ïž đș đ đ )
"what outfit should i wear for the date?"
oooo you wanna kiss me so bad ( ft â ïž đș đ đ )
it's definitely, absolutely, not love
you wish to kiss me? ( ft đč â ïž âŠïž âŁïž, genderbend )
red and blue ( ft â ïž ) ( cw yandere )
falling too deep too fast ( ft âŠïž đ đ đ ) ( cw yandere?? )
the joker and the queen ( ft â ïž )
behind the teacher's back
heart-shaped kisses
tell it to my heart
"i'm losing my appetite" ( cw hurt/comfort )
nightfall ace
ace + sun
movie night
haunted house date with ace
you doing ace's makeup
amuse me ( ft â ïž đș đ đ )
what made your friends think you're dating him ( ft đŠ )
high school romance with ace
how he says i love you
he's absolutely smitten with you ( ft đ© )
poly with adeuce ( ft â ïž )
fooling no one
heartshackle relationship analysis ( ft â ïž đŒ )
stay by my side ( ft â ïž ) ( cw yandere )
christmas with poly adeuce ( ft â ïž )
cuddle pile! ( ft â ïž đș đ đ )
^sequel to the cuddle pile ( ft â ïž đș đ )
stars by the pocketful ( ft đč â ïž âŠïž âŁïž )
poly adeuce with affectionate s/o ( ft â ïž )
waking ace up in the morning
adeuce yan teamup ( ft â ïž ) ( cw yandere )
sending your crush a survey form ( ft â ïž đș đ đ )
can i go where you go? ( ft â ïž đș đ )
come close, i won't bite
unrealized feelings
foxboy ace
your speckled face
reader confesses and immediately runs away embarrassed ( ft âŠïž đŠ âïž )
competition ( ft â ïž )
come inside of my heart!
longform fics/series
a reverie until recently ( i commed this! poly oysterjuice post nrc au i put it here bcs it's my list!!!!! u dont have to read it )
hearts held out of harm's way ( same author! reccing the tumblr version instead bcs cool logo :D poly adeuyuu )
three people, who share one soul ( fic series, will they won't day adeuyuu )
how to get the boy : a guide by yuu & ace ( first adeuyuu fic i downloaded on my phone aside from my comms and nath's sebek one shots!!! i love it sm even after all this time GRAHHHHH i liked it even during my malleus phase bcs it was so cute! )
#âi dont have many reccs ><â i said and then i pull up w this list#waaa.........#i was considering not putting yan fics but..... i trust y'all to curate your reading experience and not read it if ur uncomfy with it ^^#ace trappola#twst#ace trappola x reader#noticing the amount of adeuce x reader.......fork spotted in kitchen moment............#i answer stuff
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You know what? Fuck it
DC x DP prompt #3
I think at least lmao.
Anyway! Jason starts making videos on YouTube for one reason or another (is really stressed, no one listens to his rants Abt books who cares). His content is mostly bad books he read or really really really long rants Abt pride and prejudice. Like 3 hours on one tiny detail he noticed on his 214th read through.
He's kinda popular, mostly bc his terrible books videos. He talks Abt the ones that made him the most mad, which coincidentally are mostly romance and supernatural. Like he's one of the well known figures in the supernatural romance critique group (whcih is pretty small, but well). (Also he doesn't show his face on camera, bc secret identity and stuff, it's just his voice over a video of something mundane, like the sky or a room in which is a fly or something)
And now this can go two ways, that i can think of (w dead on main in mind at least)
1) one day Jason finds a book which is supernatural romance and is actually good. It has a kidna cliche system for the supernatural stuff, but with a refreshing twist. The characters have depts and flaws, yet are still very likable. The plot is actually interesting and overall the story's theme is death, not belonging anywhere and overall stuff that is very close to Jason's heart. The story doesn't shy away from violence and it is suprisingly accurate.
(I'm.gonna reblog this w pretty long idea of what this book could be Abt, bc i don't wanna annoy ppl lol)
Anyway Jason kinda falls in love w it, and it becomes famous for being the first novel Jason rated positively or something.
Meanwhile Danny, who was told by jazz writing is good way to get his feeling out, and just wanted to make a quick buck, is really fucking confused how tf did his book become so popular and who tf is this nerd who rates books for a living.
(basically big fan Jason and suspicious/awkward Danny lmao)
2) there is a famous series on Jason profile. It's the worst fucking series he ever read and it's just fucking awful. All the characters are fucking terrible, always going on and on about one thing, the romance sucks in a way that isnt even funny. Jason would love to believe some wrote this as a joke, if it wasn't for the absolute cringefest this was, and it wasn't a whole ass series!! Like who writes 12 books for a joke?
Danny ducking Fenton that's who. Dude was so ducking annoyed at his rogues, he threatened them w writing a terrible romance novels abt them. The ghosts, knowing his terrible grade in literature backed off for a moment, before someone crossed the line. And write Danny did. It was the worst thing he had ever written, the love interest was perfect caricature yet still faithfully go the original. And Danny, because fuck them he lost sommuch sleep over that one prank, decided to publish it. (The book was pretty thin so it didn't take that much time writing it). Unfortunately it became immensely popular in the infinite realm. So the ghosts started crossing lines on purpose. Before Danny figured it out, he had already published his fifth book and was writing another three. After some bargaining, getting a book written Abt them as a piece of shit love interest became a reward.
And while yeah, he had to say his writing was terrible and the books sucked, some small part of him was kinda proud y'know? Like a mother of her twelve ugly as fuck toddlers.
So when he saw some nerd on the internet not only shit talk his book, but also get money of it?
Danny decided to haunt him (just like his books did him, now that everyone knew Abt them thanks to this guy)
(enemies (sorta it's not that serious tho) to lovers ala terrible writer Danny who hates his books and kinda famous YouTuber hasn't who also hates Danny's books)
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Fuck this is way too long wtf. Anyway imma reblog this w 1) book idea. Might add whatever i think the twelve books could be Abt. Pls if u want to add anything to this pls do!!
#dc x dp#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#crossover#dcxdp#dp x dc writing prompt#jason todd#danny fenton#writing prompt#dead on main#youtuber jason#jason the youtuber lmao#writer danny#they r so dumb wtf#also i imagine batfam doesnt know and they find out by either jason crying abt how good this book is and how he needs to meet the author#and how he needs to make a video abt it or 2) the same thing but hes pissed off bc he juzt spend his time to read that abomination and#just wants to kill danny lmao#im not sorry#ghost zone#also i imagine the first one to get a book abt them is kitty w johny 13 as a guest and its just romeo ajd juliet parody#in jasons words the bike has the most personality lmao#zucchinicurses
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Mean Girls - Eren Jaeger
synopsis. Eren's the new kid at Trost Academy and being fresh meat in his senior year isn't easy. Especially so when the only friends he's made yet have managed to convince him to help them mess with "The Plastics". The problem?
He's got the biggest crush on their queen bee, Y/N.
series masterlist.
chapter warnings. Foul language, rich ppl, mentions of vomit, mentions of shitting your pants (what even are these warnings LMAO), laxatives, mentions of giving a character laxatives, hitch is a bitch (I love her Iâm sorry I made her like this), drama drama drama, a lot of menstrual product talk (these characters are very comfortable talking abt these things!)
chapter synopsis. From a brawl at the supermarket to a meeting with the Queen beeâs arch nemesis, our trioâs plan preparations seem to be coming together! Though, will learning some lore regarding our resident plastics impede on Erenâs drive? Perhaps the future isnât looking so bright for our revenge seekersâŠ
chapter 2. Fuck with the Plastics: start
"Bag secured, over." Mikasa spoke in her usual monotone voice.
"And... you're completely sure that this will only make her a bit gassy, right 'kasa?" Armin spoke next, the shake in his voice painfully obvious even through the speaker of Eren's phone. With no answer, he tries again, "Guys? Hello?"
Silence.
"You're supposed to say 'over', Armin!"
"Oh! Over."
"Alright, mine is secured too... over?" Eren announced as he slipped his arm through the plastic bag, doing his best to be inconspicuous, though the hood over his head isn't helping his case. His attire was mostly to calm his troubled conscience.
The three way call had one purpose and a very important one at that.
Phase one of 'Fuck with The Plastics'.
"Good boy," Mikasa purred and Eren swore he could hear the mischievous grin his reply had caused to form on her face. "Now Armin, relax. All this is gonna do is make her tummy a bit upset, a little gas here and there never hurt anyone. She'll get the humiliation she made Eren bear... only much much worse because of her status, plus ruin her chances of winning this highly anticipated game and possibly her entire athletic career. Over."
"Please, stop repeating what could go wrong. I'm getting nauseous again..." Eren groans into the speaker.
"Mikasa, you say that now but, what if she's allergic to it or something? Ohmylanta, what if she dies?!" Armin screeches and Eren fears he may begin to wail soon. "I don't wanna go to jail guys! I can't go back!"
"Geez Louise, Armin." Eren winces as he pulls the phone away from his ear. "My ears are bleeding."
"Oh wait Eren, now that you reminded me, can you get me some pads from the store? My cycle is pretty heavy today." Mikasa asks.
"Uh, T-M-I Mikasa..." Armin mutters as he glances around the student aid center. His portion of contribution to the trio's master plan is arguably the least interesting, though the boy didn't seem to mind. All he was put in charge of was attaining their tickets for the game, which they receive free of charge with their student ID's.
"Mikasa, I'm literally already walking out of the store." Eren says exasperatedly, though his pace has already begun to falter in preparation for his U-turn.
"Well then, go back? If I bleed out all over the bleachers, it's your jacket I'm using to wipe it clean. The ball is in your court."
"Oh my gosh, fine!" Eren relents. "What size?"
"XXL."
Silence reigns over the three, and Eren swears everyone in the supermarket had audibly halted all movements along with them.
"Mikasa, you know damn well..." Armin begins.
"Armin! Shut the hell up, the length helps with my leakage so mind your own business!"
"Zayum, okay geez."
"Wings or no wings?" Eren asks, already having made his way back into the multiple isles freshly restocked.
"Wings, please. I want to be ready for anything." The girl answers ominously.
"I don't even want to know what that means. I'll head back to the academy after I'm done with this, where do you guys want to meet?"
"The restrooms near the cafeteria are right beside the doors that lead to a path straight to the stadium. We can meet there." Armin suggests, already beginning to make his way towards the meeting spot.
"Okay. Actually, since I'm here, do you guys want any snacks for the game?" Eren asks while he grabs a box of fruit roll ups and a bag of hot Cheetos for himself. "How long does a soccer game last?"
"A little under an hour and thirty minutes, and that's if they don't go into over time which they probably will, considering who they're playing against." Mikasa answers, "Oh, and I'll take an oat meal crĂšme pie and a red Gatorade. But! The one with the twistable cap that you can suck on."
"We'll see how long this one will last with what we have planned, though." Armin mutters into the speaker anxiously, "Anyway, I'll take some Skittles, baby Gerber puffs, Teddy Grahams, Hubba Bubba, strawberry Hello Pandas, Scooby-Doo snacks, Gushers, Pirate's Booty-"
Eren hangs up before the other boy could finish, deciding it wasn't worth his weekly allowance.
He had already arrived at the feminine hygiene products aisle by the time Armin had sent him the remaining 27 items on his wishlist for tonight, which Eren promptly ignored. The wall that held most of the menstrual supplies was expanse and slightly intimidating to the teenage boy's eyes, though that was not to say he was taken off guard. Having a close relationship with your mother desensitizes you to a large amount of aspects of womanhood that most immature boys his age would either cringe at or ridicule.
He knows the brand his mother uses is best for absorbing, but they're not the best at being discreet. He wonders which Mikasa would prefer, though he decides that coverage and preventing leakage must have been her priority considering her earlier words. Deciding upon the trustworthy brand he had always picked up on late night pad runs with his mom, he notices how it seems to be the only brand that has yet to be restocked. The one in his hand being the very last one in XXL.
As he turns to leave the isle, a high pitched voice, practically whining curse words, catches his attention. Before he instinctively turns his head towards the sound, he internally prays for there to be no reenactment of his first encounter with Armin, knowing he couldn't bear to handle another stereotypical bully, much less work up the courage to stand up to them once more.Â
"They don't have that one today, I swear I've looked everywhere!" The, now visible, person speaks into the cell phone clutched to his ear. "I don't know? Does everyone suddenly use the biggest size available? I know you do not need double X."
It seems to be a young boy, perhaps only a few years younger than Eren himself, with messily styled H/C hair and a few piercings adorning his delicate face.
"The one with the purple flowers on the box or the navy blue one with the stars?" The young boy asks, his impatience slowly making its way into his features.
Wait, purple flowers?
Eren's gaze moves back toward the box in his hands and his eyes trace those exact purple flowers printed and plastered smack dab in the center. Though, he knows there are tons of other brands that use matching floral patterns, perhaps this boy was looking for the one with the green background instead of the pink one Eren held.
"The one with the pink box, right?" The boy asks.
Well, perhaps he was searching for the 7 hour wear edition instead of the 8 hour one Eren got for Mikasa. Surely that was the case-
"8 hour version? Do you need to charge it or something, why is there a time limit?"
Certainly he couldn't be looking for the same size, not many people would be as paranoid as Mikasa due to leakage-
"Mm, XXL? Oh, cause of leakage, got it."
Run, that's what Eren needs to do. He knows how far passionate boyfriends would go for their lovers, especially ones as young as the boy he is sharing the aisle with. Kids his age will either pay romantic relationships no heed or take them far too seriously.
Though, before he could pivot in the other direction, the boy ends the call and turns to presumably search for the pink floral box in the size XXL. Coincidentally, the exact box Eren plans to buy.
The last box.
Green meets E/C.
His heart drops to his ass and his arm hastily shields the prized object behind his back as visible sweat forms on his forehead. Though, truly his efforts were all for naught.
Silence follows as the two teenagers hold eye contact, one accompanied with worry creases near his brows and the other with an unamused pout to his lips.
"Those are the last double X they have in stock, aren't they?"
"...Perchance..."
The H/C boy sighs and holds his hands up in surrender. "Look, dude. I come in peace, it's fine. What do I look like to you? Someone who would go batshit over menstrual products?" Eren shakes his head hastily, to which the younger boy agrees. Of course, what was Eren thinking? Incriminating a person who looked to be no older than the age of 15 was not cool on his part.
"You're right, My bad."
Letting any past thoughts flee his mind, Eren resumes his standstill with the stranger, neither seemingly knowing what to do next...
...before the stranger juts a finger behind Eren and exclaims, "Hey, look over there, it's TSwift!"
"What?! Where?!"
Eren was tackled to the ground and landed with a coherent 'oof', the assailant clambering on top of his chest and tugging at his arms to loosen the tight grip on the box that remains in his hands.
"That was a low blow, you psycho! I haven't seen her since I was in fifth grade!" Eren whines as he tries to free himself. Deciding that his actions were amounting to nothing, he thrusts the box away from his body and above his head, the cardboard sliding across the tiled floor of the supermarket.
"Morality is non-existent when it comes to the last box of pads, pretty boy!" The younger boy grits as he abandons Eren's body in favor of stumbling to his feet to reach the box.
As the boy steps over his head, Eren grabs onto one of his leather boots, causing him to plummet with his fingers outstretched only inches away from the prize. Eren flips himself onto his stomach and scrambles over the other boy, laying a palm atop his face to thwart his vision. In retaliation, though not after a sharp squawk, the boy chomps on the fingers overlaid his mouth, causing the brunet to cry out in pain.
"Give up!" The boy demands, "I don't care if I have to bite every one of your fingers off, I'll be leaving with that box!" He declares and delivers a torturous blow to Eren's crotch, causing him to wheeze and topple over in pain. "Aha!" The boy proclaims as he nears his victory, emitting a cry of premature success.
Though, before his slender fingers are able to reach the jackpot, his worst fear is born into existence.
"My Prada boots!" He squeals in agony and fear as Eren holds the cherished shoe above his head triumphantly and a pained smirk creases onto his face. "Don't you dare you monster, they're monolith!"
"You rich people are all the same," Eren scoffs as he throws the boot aways behind him, not sparing a glance in the direction as the boy abandons the box in favor of running over to his beloved shoe. Eren limps over to the pink box and swipes it up with an exhausted sigh escaping his lips. "I win." He states in a cocky tone, taking pride over the brawl he emerged victorious from, already preening at the amount of bragging rights he had just earned himself. "Mikasa, you owe me big time- ack!"
Not without a war cry, the unrelenting stranger rams a shopping cart into Eren's body, forcing the brunet back onto the ground and causing the box to slip out of his grasp and slide onto the floor once again.
"Never mess with my Prada boots again," He heaves and delicately steps over to the abandoned box, taking it into his hold and placing a kiss atop the the printed flowers. "Auggie, you're awesome." He then turns to face Eren and boldly upturns his pierced nose at the sight of the older boy sprawled on the floor. "You put up a good fight, unfortunately for you I reign superio-"
"I didn't hear a bell!" Eren shouts as he springs up and tackles the shorter boy, resulting in the two wrestling on the ground once again, just as they had originally started. Scratching, kicking, and biting their way across the floor, though noticeably making zero progress towards the box they both sought out.
An awkward cough acts as the bucket of cold water that halts their movements, both boys craning their heads in the direction of the sound alike deers in headlights.
An employee that hauled a cart filled to the brim with pink cardboard boxes and printed purple flowers decorating their surfaces stood before their tangled ball of limbs, gifting them a critical stare. Leisurely, and hesitatingly so, she tucks the prized boxes where they belong, before scurrying away with her haul of products stacked into her squeaky cart.
An air of silence follows the departure of the poor retail worker, both boys remaining stunned by the sudden appearance. Though, after realizing what a compromising position they had been caught in, the unraveling of their limbs went unspoken as they stood simultaneously.
Another awkward cough, though this one originating from the brunet, filled the vacant space between the two. Eren grabs ahold of one of the boxes that was recently stocked, his head hanging low in embarrassment. "So..." He utters hesitatingly.
The younger boy clears his throat, "M sry." He mutters.
"What?"
"I said I'm sorry! ...I know that Tswift joke was wrong of me."
Eren sighs in resignation, now realizing how idiotic his actions were, especially considering the fact that he seemed to be the older of the two. "It's fine. I guess we were both signed up for errand boy today, huh?"
The stranger shook his head, "Yeah but, to be honest, this is my first time going on a pad run for my sister. I wasn't 'old enough' a few years ago, and even then we don't usually do our own shopping. Our butler handles all of that."
"Oh..." It was stupid of Eren to forget that most people in his city were lathered in riches, but he did. His recent encounter with this new boy only furthered his forgetfulness, because what sort of opulent teenage boy was willing to engage in a full out brawl for a box of pads? "Well, either way. I'm guessing these aren't for you?"
"Nah, they're for my sister's friends. But, she can get pretty impatient real quickly and I'm not in the mood to deal with teenage Godzilla. She'd probably run me over with her convertible."
The mental image of Godzilla driving a convertible, only to then run over an edgy teen made Eren chuckle, "I get it, this size seems to be in high demand."
"My sister says that it's because of leakage, whatever the hell that means. I don't even think I want to know."
Eren smiled sympathetically, little brother ignorance was something he knew about all too well. "So, why are you here instead of your butler? I think I would have stood a better chance against him if I'm being honest."
The boy shrugs nonchalantly, "She says it's an emergency. Those girls can get pretty scary when in a state of panic. For being older than me, you'd think they'd be better at dealing with stress."
"I understand completely." Eren huffed in exhaustion, "My friends and I are dealing with these real popular kids at our school, we've got an ulterior motive of course, but we've seen a fair share of their antics and I can tell we'll have our hands full. At least the pay off will be worth it. We have a whole plan and everything."
The boy cackled a laugh that shook his whole body and clapped a palm onto the older boy's shoulder, "You don't say? What's such a good prize worth dealing with what seems to be a bunch of rich maggots eating away at your soul?" He asked.
"Well, it has to do with this girl..." Eren begun to attempt to elucidate the entire situation to this stranger but in the end only arrived with stutters, before he decided that the effort of reliving his trauma was not worth it. He sighed, "It's a long story."
Unexpectedly, a highly pitched rendition of 'I'm Just a Kid' began to chime in the stranger's pants, causing him to wince and groan in annoyance. "A story that I can't stay for, unfortunately." He muttered before slipping the device out of his pocket. "It's Godzilla." He confirmed his suspicions but made no moves to accept the call. Instead, he offered a jeweled hand towards the brunet.
This hand wasn't like the one that was offered to him earlier today. Instead of diamonds and gold, silver and various colored stones wrapped around this boy's digits, crowning them with luxury and status.
"My name's Augustine, but you can call me August." He paired with a friendly grin, bringing attention to the silver lip ring hung on his bottom lip.
For some reason, this boy struck something within Eren. He didn't know what it was, but there was a sense of reminiscence flooding his senses when he stared at his smile. The reminiscence that creeps up on you when you look at your sibling and recognize that the shirt they have on is in fact not theirs but yours.
He can't put his finger on it... but August reminded him of someone.
Nonetheless, he excepted his dressed hand with his own bare one. "Eren, it's just Eren."
"Alright, just Eren. I have to go, but hopefully I'll see you around!" August called out as he scampered down the aisle before Eren could have gotten another word of parting out.
What a nice guy, Eren hopes to see him again.
After grabbing the snacks that his newest friends had ordered, promptly ignoring 25 items on Armin's list, he pays the nice woman working the register and makes his departure. By the time he steps back on the pavement, the sun has begun its decent, painting the concrete buildings and vibrant trees in a golden hue.
Trost truly is a beautiful district â the architecture alone places it on a superior level when compared to many other extravagant districts out there.
Eren himself has never lived the kind of life that his new friends or acquaintances were born into. Although having a successful doctor for a dad, it was never an aspect that had ever brought upon wealth for the Jeager family. His mom rapidly rising in her fashion designer career is what has brought him to such a district as this one. Mrs. Jaeger is well on her way to being known for her individuality, and he couldn't be filled with more pride.
Having to leave his old school was pretty easy for him, he had never had many friends there anyway. Sure there were the few he could greet in the hallways, but none that had ever willingly stricken a genuine conversation with him, much less an interesting one. Though, that's not to say the experience of moving out of the blue in your senior year was something he was excited about either, that wouldn't be a nice time for anyone.
It was just his luck that he'd already made a fool out of himself on his very first day. In front of his crush to boot.
Y/N Ackerman.
He wouldn't lie to himself and proclaim that he has no feelings towards the girl. He quite literally puked on her because the amount of emotions she made him feel at a single glance proved to be overbearing to his body. Though, a portion of himself finds itself conflicted. Actually, scratch that - multiple portions of himself find themselves conflicted. As if the little people in his head are arguing against each other, and he isn't sure which side he should be on.
On one hand, the purple person that he decides to name Armeen is arguing that he should hate the girl. Mikasa said that Y/N had surely made it her goal to embarrass Eren in an attempt to solidify her superiority against him and that she was a vicious person with the ugliest soul she had ever seen.Â
On another, the red person, Mika Mika, proclaimed that he already hates her. Armin and Mikasa have informed him of her vile friends, the people she willingly surrounds herself with. She condones their actions by mere association. Not to mention the absolute joke she had made of him, which was sure to have cost him a year's worth of ill-repute. Hell, probably even the rest of his soon to be miserable life.
But then, as if he had grown a sudden third hand, there appeared a pink person. This one unnamed, whispered details the other two would surely never approve of. How could she be a vicious person, when she had went out of her own way to not only invite him, but his only friends, to her highly anticipated game AND her own home, knowing that everyone in their grade had heard the abrupt invitation? She was willingly attempting to help him fix his image. How could the person those little people in his head describe as ruthless and callous, ever make his insides light on fire, as if he was a skewered rotisserie chicken on a white Sunday morning? How could the devil herself bring upon him feelings only talked about in movies?
Manipulation.
Gaslighting someone to their wits' end by batting her fluffy lashes. It's an old tactic really, but one that would never die out, nor could it. Eren isn't stupid, he knows the truth of the situation. How dire a messy set up like this could have affected her reputation as well, he gets it. Understands that measures need to be taken to prevail through such a trying time. When you're at the top, tiptoeing a razors edge, everyone at the bottom has a clear shot to shoot you down. Those mean comments and accusations of prejudice are just the paint strokes crafting a precise target onto her back.
But, to bring him and his friends into her little scheme?
To escape that threat, you need to move, and to move, you need stepping stones. Eren won't let himself or his friends be used as stepping stones.
That's exactly the reason why the three of them have developed a plan to knock her off of her prodigious throne. No longer will they allow the Queen Bee of Trost Academy to continue her reign of exploitation.
Instead, she will... shit her pants?
Well, that's the best they could come up with, so it'll have to do.
It was simple in nature really, Eren simply needed to buy her a drink, one that Mikasa claims has always been her favorite pick to drink before a game, though Eren still questions how she even had that information, and then he will offer that said drink to her as a peace offering.
A seemingly innocent gesture, except it's not. Mikasa was in charge of acquiring laxatives which they would infuse into the refreshment, which Y/N would drink and whatever happened next would be left up to fate. Though, Armin had elucidated three paths that which this plan could take.
Probability 1: She'd harbor a stomach ache, forcing her to be benched due to her poor performance, effectively eliminating the captain of Trost's varsity soccer team. Ruining her image, their chances of winning their vital game of the year, and her life.
Probability 2: She'd fart up a storm, or worse, ruining her image of the ideal senior of the year, their chances of winning their vital game of the year, and her life.
Probability 3: She'd pull an Eren and projectile vomit all over her teammates and opponents. Ruining her stellar image, their chances of winning their vital game of the year, and her life.
The third was preferred for their goal of seeking revenge, but they wouldn't complain if either of the other two played out perfectly.
"Finally, Eren! You took so long, we started to wonder if you had gotten lost on the way here." Armin says as the boy approaches their meeting spot.
"I did, three times. There is no need for this school to be so damn huge."
"Well, you're here now so..." Mikasa surreptitiously looks over her shoulder and then Eren's, "You got the goods?" She asks.
"Stop acting shifty Mikasa, you're making me nervy." Eren rebukes, eyes glancing from side to side in paranoia.
"Do you have it or not." She exasperatedly asks. He timidly ushers the plastic bag her way, his back moving to obstruct the exchange from any prying eyes. "Good boy, keep me covered and I'll crush these bad boys and then pour them in."
"Hurry 'Kasa, I don't wanna go to jail!" Armin's nerves get the best of him, and just as Mikasa began to pour the laxatives into the energy drink, his trembling palms latch onto her shoulders and begin to shake her back and forth. Unfortunately, the forcible motions cause her hand to slip and pour more than what was necessary for what they had planned. "Oops..." He breathes.
Eren's jaw drops at the amount, "Holy shit, are you- are you sure that's okay?" A dramatic gasp forcibly rasps his throat, "She's not actually gonna die, right?!"
"Uhm... no... I don't think so."
"What do you mean, you don't think so?!" He screeches.
"Ohmygosh,we'regoingtojailI'mnotbuiltforthatimgonnadie-"
"Armin, chill." Mikasa grits, before twisting the cap of the bottle and giving it a good shake. "She'll be fine, we're not going to jail. All that'll change is the addition of one more possibility, which is shitting her pants for real."
"I thought we were only joking about that? You mean she'll actually shart herself?" Eren asks.
"Yeah," Mikasa declares with no amount of remorse in her irises, simply tilting her head to face him head on, smirk standing proud on her lips. "Even better than we planned, right? Give the bitch the humiliation she deserves."
After a moment of maintaining arduous eye contact with the ravenette, Eren relents, throwing his head back to stare at the ceiling instead and interlocking both hands in his shaggy hair. "You're crazy. Like deadass, you belong in a mental hospital."
"Okay but, wait. The bottle is already open, no one who has a right mind would accept an already opened drink from someone she met yesterday." Armin points out, ever the observer.
"Well, she's gonna have to in order for this plan to work..." Mikasa mumbles, lips pursing in thought. "Oh, Eren! Why don't you be a doll and offer to open it for her, that way she wouldn't even notice it has already been open." She announces with a proud nod, clearly impressed with her solution.
Eren however, isn't as impressed. If anything, the pit in his stomach twists and turns even tighter, bringing forth creases onto the surface of his skin as his face lightly scrunches in disgust. Playing a direct hand in the demise of anyone's athletic career can be catastrophic to the psyche, though he doubts Mikasa's is being affected much if at all.
"Fine."
"Good boy-"
"Stop calling me that!"
"Anyway, we should get going now. Or else, we'd be late. The game starts in 20 minutes, and the walk there is about five, give or take. Though, the introductions take up a good 10 to 15." She ignores the boy.
"Plus, we still need to find seats. Hopefully we won't have to sit on the opposing team's side, or else we'd be royally fucked." Armin adds as they exit the school building.
The pathway that leads them directly towards the stadium is beautiful and cleanly. The school itself is exceptionally cared for, with vibrant green bushes that looked as if they were clipped with the utmost precision. Marbled vases for various other plants and polished benches littered across the lawn oozed a luxurious aura.
"Who are they playing against?" Eren asks.
"I think it's Stohess Prep." Armin answers.
"Oh, that means drama~" Mikasa adds, "10 bucks Levi chokes out Coach Nile?"
"Mm, nah. 20 bucks it's Ymir and Hitch." Armin replies, pointer finger prodding at the fat of his cheek in thought.
"Oh, I forgot about those two. 30 Y/N is forced to step in either way."
"40 bucks she joins."
"50 that they recreate that one Euphoria scene from season 2."
"60 someone yells plus ultra."
"70 bucks Y/N gets hit by a bus and dies."
"..."
"..."
"Okay, you need an exorcist." Armin quips.
"I've been wondering, why do you hate her so much? There's gotta be history you're not telling me." Eren asks the girl.
It was true, he can feel the animosity she seemingly reigns in 24/7 and he wonders if it was at all reciprocated. Though, he has the feeling that it's heavily one sided.
"Mikasa and Y/N-"
"Armin, shut it." The girl grits before her friend could have thought to utter the remainder of his statement.
Eren groans, "Armin, don't shut it. Open it. Open it wide."
"Don't word it like that, Eren..."
"I just don't see the point," Mikasa admits, though her face was telling to how difficult the situation seems to be for her, "What's in the past should be left there, why open up that can of worms?"
"I don't know if you've noticed, but it's pretty damn obvious that those worms have been out for a while now. You don't think I've noticed how personal this seems to be for you?" Eren rebuts.
"Oh, and I'm not supposed to notice how personal this is for you? As in, more than just some revenge brought upon by petty high school humiliation?" She challenges, and her piercing gaze bore into Eren's own. "You've made your little crush pretty obvious, the addition of this information might change more than you think it would, Eren."
"Who I have a crush on is none of your business. Besides, yeah, I'll admit I'm not blind, I can tell Y/N is an attractive girl. You can't blame me for admitting so, but a silly little school crush is just a silly little school crush at the end of the day. I don't get how your past with her had anything to do with something as minuscule as that."
Mikasa's arms crossed before her chest in frustration, and she kept her head forward, not relenting at unsealing her lips. Though, Armin, being placed in the middle of both teens, hates being a quiet middleman.
"Y/N and Mikasa are cousins." He blurts.
Eren's jaw drops, "What?!" His fingers thread through his hair once again, this time gripping at the roots because what the actual fuck. "You're fucking with me, right?"
Armin shakes his head vehemently, "Deadass. They even have the same last name! You'd have never guessed, right?"
"Well, not really. Like, at all."
"Trust me, I wish it wasn't true either." Mikasa sighs.
Eren's arms flail before him defensively, "No! It's not that I wish it weren't true, it's just that it's hard to believe considering how you guys are like polar opposites. I mean she's so... y'know-" He awkwardly shrugs his shoulders, expecting the action to speak the words he couldn't find in himself to utter out loud. "And you're... y'know..."
Armin coughs, "Emo."
"I'm not emo! As a matter of fact, I'm not even a goth, contrary to popular belief. I'm just edgy, how hard is it to look up, people?!"
"...what's the difference?"
"Oh, shut up, Armin! That's why your balls haven't dropped!"
"You promised you wouldn't bring that up anymore!"
"Armin, your balls haven't dropped?"
"Oh, look! We're here!"
As Eren looked before them, he was met with the front of an impressive industrialized soccer stadium. The words 'Home of the Scouts' were engraved above the entrance in proud bold letters. He notices that they are currently standing in the middle of the massive parking lot, containing multiple first class busses bearing the titles 'Stohess Stallions'.
Guessing that those belong to the opposing team, and that team was no where to be found, Eren concludes that both teams must be inside already. Which begs the question, how late is this trio?
"You're in the way."
Eren nearly jumps out of his skin at the sudden stern voice, and the freight was not limited to himself. Armin squeaks and hides behind his two friends, using them as human shields, though Mikasa simply whips around with a nasty scowl at her face because, who would have the audacity?
Oh, that's who.
"Hitch."Â She grits.
Coming face to face with a group of girls clad in forest green shorts and jersey's, though their matching team jackets obscured the latter, was intimidating, to say the least. The one standing with the most pride, right at the front and center, wore a smug smirk on her face that her short and wavy dirty blonde hair framed beautifully.
"Well, well, well, would you look at who we have here." She drawls with a laugh. "This is such an interesting trio you guys have going on."
"Mikasa who is this, and why did she come up to us like an anime villain?" Eren whispers towards the ravenette.
"Just our luck." The girl mutters under her breath, not at all a just answer in Eren's eyes, but he was not about to voice his thoughts.
The stranger eyeballs Eren in a way that a certain Ackerman did just a few hours earlier in the day, though this time it did not have him weak in the knees, instead an eerie shiver ran down the length of his spine and caused him to gulp down a yelp.
"Come lookin' for a barf bag, new kid?" She decides to single him out directly, "You know, it's almost funny. I always have the same reaction you did when I see Ackerman as well! I don't blame you, hell, I'd even praise you if it wasn't so disgustingly embarrassing." She jests. "You are new aren't ya? Man, the balls you must have to pull that stunt on your very first day. Oh, the look on her face was enough to have me in tears, I've got to tell you."
"It wasn't on purpose."Â He mumbles with an eye roll.
"Oh, be careful Hitch. You'll make him mad and we just had our jerseys dry cleaned." Comes a voice from beside her, one of her teammates presumably. This draws out many more chuckles from the group of girls, causing Eren's cheeks to heat up from the jab at his poor stomach.
That voice, low but smooth, causes both Armin and Mikasa to stiffen, as if they had recognized it.
"No way..." Armin mutters, his eyes widening in surprise as the owner of the voice made herself visible.
Another blonde, though this one a paler tone, with glacial blue eyes and a sloped nose emerged from the group, a large bag slung over her shoulders and purple cleats hanging from her fingers.
She had an aura about her, one familiar to Eren. One that wrapped itself around every throat and forced the people around her to pay her heed.
"You're right, Annie. Coach would bench us if we happened to sully them and he can't afford to bench his star players." Hitch agrees, though her eyes are not on her apparent teammate. Instead, they seemed to be inspecting Armin and Mikasa's faces, clearly amused by their starstruck expressions.
"Kasa, do something..." Armin whispers.
"What do you want me to do, hex her?"
"Mikasa, long time no see." Annie continues. It seems that the two know each other, perhaps they are old friends? What a heartwarming reunion. "How's it feel living in your cousins shadow?"
Or, perhaps not.
Mikasa's eyes darken and she begins to fumble in her bag for a pair of scissors, "I quite like the shadows, it gives me a place to properly plan your downfall. Maybe even your murder."
Hitch gasps and feigns a frightened expression, "Oh shiver me timbers, small emos are so scary."
"I'll show you scary cunt-"
"Hey hey hey! What's going on here?" Connie unexpectedly appears from behind the trio, his arms making their way around their shoulders. "You guys will be late if you keep loitering around."
"You could never be Bokuto." One of the girls murmur.
"Oh, Connie, I'm so glad you're here. Bend down a little will you? I feel like I have something stuck in my teeth." Hitch jests as she rubs a finger across her pearly whites.
"Aha, funny." Connie grits, "Hey, how's Marlowe by the way? I imagine he's better since he left you for, who was it again?" He asks with a false pensive look.
"Her mom." Armin declares with a proud grin.
The girl clenches her jaw and scowls, "Fuck you, Connie. Isn't yours chilling upside down on a roof?"
"Wrong AU, hitch."
"At least my hair doesn't make me look like I call corporate." Connie retorts.
"Yeah, well at least-"
"Hitch, we don't have time for this." Annie interrupts, holding her wrist out and allowing her teammate to glance at her watch... is that a Rolex? "We still need to warmup."
Eren doesn't think he has ever seen Connie's eyes darken as much as they did then, shooting daggers at the blonde on par with the ones Mikasa fires at her cousin. "You finally decide to talk, Annie?" He calls the girl out.
Without even sparing him a glance, she states a monotone, "I have nothing to say to you." And walks away from the group in pursuit for the entrance.
Following her departure, Hitch scowls at the fact that she too should follow. "Whatever, I'll save my energy for your little friends on the field. You better watch your captain, it'd be a shame if she forgets her place and mysteriously finds herself on her knees where she belongs."
"Don't dish out what you can't take." Connie asserts.
The girl simply rolls her eyes, "Let's go." She says and takes her leave, taking her army of followers along with her.
"Saweetie did it better!" Armin yells after her, to which Mikasa agrees and waves her hand daintily at the group.
"Man, you are having the worst of luck today, aren't you, Eren?" Connie says with a guffaw.
Eren groans and holds his head in his hands. "Trust me, I know."
"I'm surprised you held your own, Connie. Considering that was literally Annie... and she's with Stohess." Mikasa says.
The boy sighs, "Yeah, I know. Fortunately, Reiner found out yesterday, so we weren't as blind sided. Though, we still haven't told the team, and that's been a topic of discourse amongst a couple of our friends." He answers, and the pained expression on his face almost forces Eren to feel sorry for him.
Almost.
Shaking his head lightly to disperse his frown, he instead returns his attention towards the brunet once again. "Anyway, don't worry about Hitch. She's always like that. It's petty school rivalry shit that we used to have with Marley till they shut that school down. Now Stohess thinks they need to step up and claim the spot as our rivals." He explains, though Eren laughs at the ridiculousness of his joke.
They're in high school, clearly it wouldn't actually be that serious, right?
Why is Eren the only one laughing?
"No literally, look." Connie says and juts a finger towards the busses they had spotted earlier. Eren hadn't spotted it before, but right under the school name seemed to be the words, 'Trost Academy rivals! Fuck Marley and Fuck Trost!'
"Oh..." Eren utters breathily, "We're too old for this shit."
"Anyway, we should really get going or else we won't find good seats." Armin ushers his friends with his hands.
"Oh!" Connie exclaims with a newfound grin, one that Eren thinks fits him better than his previous frown. "Don't worry about your seats, you can come chill with us. We've already saved some for you guys."
Armin gasps dramatically and his eyes nearly bulge out of his skull. "Y-you mean, your VIP section? We get to sit in VIP?!" He screeches. Even Mikasa seems taken aback, her jaw slack and her brows hiding behind her bangs, though she didn't dare voice it.
"Yup! Though I had no idea it was called that, Sasha is gonna freak when I tell her!" The teen buzzes with anticipation. "I'll lead the way, come on."
As they begin to follow him, Eren leans into Armin's ear to ask, "Why are they called the VIP seats?"
Armin sputters, "Why else, Eren? They're the best seats in the stadium. The plastics are the only ones to ever use the space, but today we're making history."
"We haven't even told you about the rest of their clique." Mikasa adds.
"The rest? There're more than the eight we've talked about?"
"Oh Eren... there are levels to this shit, okay? Not to mention, lore." Armin says whilst his fingers wiggle before Eren's face to build suspense.
"For instance, remember Annie from earlier? The blondie with blue eyes and a tongue as sharp as a dagger?" Mikasa asks.
"Yeah?"
"Well, she might not act like it, but she's a retired plastic."
"What? You mean she attended Trost at one point? Also, you can retire? Why would she retire?"
"She didn't just attend Trost, she was a founding member of the plastics. A true OG. She helped run our halls. In fact, I'd go as far to say that she was once closer to Y/N than Jean has ever been." Armin said.
"Then, what would make her willingly give that up?"
"Something so simple and obvious, yet achingly torturous that you wouldn't help but sympathize with her. Especially someone like you, wearing your heart on your sleeve like that." Mikasa lightly jabs at her friend.
"Just tell me, 'kasa. I'm not as soft hearted as you think I am." Eren grumbles.
"Unrequited love."
Eren's breath catches in his throat at her words, for he couldn't believe what she was implying. "W-what? You're telling me..."
"Yup," Armin decides to finish his sentence, "We're not sure which way it went or how exactly it went down, but...
One of those girls loved the other far deeper than just mere friendship."
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A/N: im sorry this took so long, its shorter than the last but twice as long as my first draft đ
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i meant to make some big well-written post abt it but unfortunately my brain was otherwise occupied experiencing The Horrors so instead, have some wordvomit
this past monday marked twenty years since i went on a field trip to the library and ran my hand along a bookshelf in the children's fiction section and found a book called So You Want To Be A Wizard* and brought it home and read it cover to cover in like. a day. and i couldn't even begin to explain how that day has shaped my life but i do just wanna acknowledge it and say that i'm so glad my friend let me borrow her library card (cause i didn't have my own yet) so i could bring the book home and i'm so glad my mum special ordered the rest of the series from the local independent bookstore almost immediately after i finished it and i'm so glad i discovered the forums and i'm so glad i found so many cousins on tumblrâincluding my best friend and platonic soulmate @astraldepthsâand i'm so glad i got to help plan and execute crossingscon (twice!!) and that i got to meet so many of you in personâINCLUDING DD HERSELFâand i'm just. so glad i discovered this series
i have like twelve copies of SYW but i think my favourite is the twentieth anniversary edition (which is now, itself, twenty years oldâwild), because it contains both the short story Uptown Local, which i adore, and an afterword by DD, which i have read entirely too many times. anyway, i wanna share a quote from that afterword, bc it seems fitting:
Wizardry, too, changes with the times, because its practitioners do...and indeed it must change, to keep up with the Lone Power, Itself never averse to using new means to Its old end. Even the Wizard's Oath will seem to change from time to time, altering its appearance according to species, age, cast of mind, and (sometimes) simply according to where you're standing, in time and space, when you examine it. But beyond that, as the series continues, I can promise that some things will always stay the sameâthe knowledge of a partner's dependable friendship; a shared go-for-broke determination to get it right when the Universe is watching; and the glad adrenaline rush caused by the sudden incursion of the unexpected...as when you run your hand down a row of books on a library shelf and one of them catches your finger.
so yeah. in lieu of a more coherent post abt it, i just wanna say. thank you @dduane. for everything đ
#this has been an original post#personal spewage#young wizards#dying rirhait noise#*technically i discovered High Wizardry first and read the first page and was like ''i feel like i'm missing something'' lol#then i noticed it was the third book in a series so i went looking for the first#but anyway#my point still stands#also if you saw the version of this post where i tagged the wrong diane duane: no you didn't
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done w my shirt and gbc! of the opinion that for season 1 they could've ended at episode 11 and that would've been a fine place to end the first season. still processing ep 13
more than halfway thru gbc and all i can say is this is why we don't have idol-fan relationships or we tread that line very very carefully
#i have thoughts but i don't want to be overly critical rn since i haven't had time to really sit with them#it's a shame there's not a manga i have a lot I'd wanna analyze from that#I'll ramble a bit after i eat I'm still thinking abt how i feel abt the series#how do i say this#i think ep 11 would have been a good place to end bc nina returning to tokyo mirrors the start of the show#she does the same exact things except this time she knows she's loved and she's not alone and she has an actual dream to pursue#instead of running away aimlessly just trying to make it so she can prove she's not wrong#the next 2 episodes feel almost like a finale pt 2 or epilogue or start of the next season#but ig it's kinda a trend with some anime? like how towards the end of btr there's a snippet of their daily band life at ochanomizu#the only difference is that btr's ending leaves u ok with it ending and gbc. Well. what do you mean they left the agency.
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hi pookies !! ^__^ in honor of halloween (my fav holiday) i just wanna leave here some thoughts bc i'm feeling silly;
sitting on sungho's lap while doing his makeup for your matching halloween costumes, which probably takes way longer than it should bc y'all end up making out <3
holiday baking with riwoo (we all know he has a huge sweet tooth) where y'all lick the icing off each others bodies :3
going trick or treating with myungjae where y'all share the candy (indirect kissing :p), specifically a lollipop (myungjae oral fixation agenda mhm) just to rile him up
taesan fucking you with a ghost face mask on (i just know he's freaky and would do anything you ask him to) đ€đ»
acting bratty at a halloween party with leehan (brat tamer leehan just makes sense) so he can put you in your place later <3
OKIE enough for today mwahaha have a nice day <3
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đȘŒ - CAT ANON WE FAWKING LOVE YOU!!!!! halloween is also my fav holiday and i was so sad i didn't have smth to post for it but we decided to just use these to make a little holiday smut drabble series... we're definitely making smth separate for sungho and taesan... this is so insane
i cannot stop thinking abt ghostface!taesan... i imagine when u first bring it up he's a little apprehensive bc he doesn't get why you want him to do it so bad. but once he sees the way your eyes go wide and you squeeze your thighs together when he walks in the room with the mask on, he starts to get it. he relishes in the way your jaw hangs slack and you can't take your eyes off him. he takes his time teasing you and working you up, when you beg he tilts his head and laughs but doesn't give you what you want. when you try to touch him, he pins your hands down and says nothing but you already know that means you better keep your hands there or you're not cumming. and the fact that he doesn't say a word through the whole thing makes the experience even better. even when he's inside you, fucking you within a inch of your life, he only lets out quiet sounds so you both can hear the lewd sounds you're making around him. (full drabble is in the works as we speak)
AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON BRAT!TAMER LEEHAN!!!!! ALSKNFLANFFAL
#sry we let this marinate in drafts for so long#we're both busy as hell rn đ#also seen ur other ask!! we're getting to it#sry loves#*knock knock.đȘŒ#*whos there.đââŹ#*đ.bnd#boynextdoor x reader#boynextdoor fic#boynextdoor smut#bnd x reader
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