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phantomlemon348 · 14 days

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I am intelligent sometimes, I promise

#I'm just really embarrassed for getting sowmthing mixed up yesterday #and getting somebody excited about something #but i didn't realise they were talking about something completely different #and I've done it before #and it's embarrassing #...#I'm just having conversations with other tumblr people #and what I'm saying is bollocks #and i am now very embarrassed

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butchfalin · 10 months

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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heilos · 5 months

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I already promised some more MSA sketches in the future for my watchers, but I figured ya'll deserved at least one cleaned up sketch right now since I haven't posted any art of the gang in awhile. Purely for fun as I've always wanted to draw the gang in more alternate outfits. :D

#mystery skulls #mystery skulls animated #msa #msa lewis #msa alive lewis #flowers #dahlia #my art #i love reds and pinks #a very happy and very alive Lewis for you guys :)#Edit: call out post to myself I fucked up something on the skin tone layer in my file and didn't notice until a day later I am so dumb #it's now fixed x_x extremely embarrassing on my part I knew something looked wrong ugh he now has his melanin back sorry Lew boy

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trauma-bot · 14 days

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she stays silly!<3

another drawing i made over a month ago. i wanted a phone wallpaper of my special girl ♥

#i draw her wings and tail differently now but i was mostly messing around for this drawing. im still very happy with how this looks though!!#shes still my lockscreen<3 my homescreen is a selfship drawing i made with her a bit ago that i am too embarrassed to post right now<3 #murder drones #murder drones fanart #murder drones uzi #uzi doorman #uzi fanart #md uzi #uzi murder drones #my art #gloom.art

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lav3nder-bees · 7 months

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happy february to them and absolutely nobody else

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thekittyokat · 5 months

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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

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thedoodlebuggo · 3 months

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sketch dump from a few magmas n whiteboards!

first up is human johnnn (ft. arthur)

arthur + darthur!

kayneeee + a starburst doodle cause i love em so much actually

and more oscar because i love him dearly. he's so me fr

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miguxadraws · 6 months

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more rat

i will try to control myself now i swear

sillies belong to @spitinsideme

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braceletofteeth · 10 months

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he's got the fire and he walks with it

#utsukushii kare #my beautiful man #hira kazunari #kiyoi sou #hira x kiyoi #gifset #*#//#not the first not the second not even the third nor the fourth person to associate hirakiyo to this song #but god am I the most annoying about it #this was made on a whim but I spent the whole night working on the coloring so I hope it doesn't look awful #I also had Hira's spirit hovering over me as a manifestation of my fear of not making Kiyoi justice. wanted to quit gifmaking forever #but now that is done I think it actually looks above my skill level so I'm very happy with the result #also!! especially for this occasion I finally learned how to make gradient text 😃😃#I got confused a few times and it took me an embarrassing length of time but look!! I did it!!#(for the theme of the set itself there is not much I wanna comment except ^*!!:-@*£shxbs@^& what a beautiful man what the hell)

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computeritz · 2 months

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Um... the smilers. The grinners, if you will.

featuring Narrators from: @squuote , @things1do , @mr-viwick , @missazura , @mekaasart and @androids-insides !

#SORRY THAT YOUR NARRATOR GOT SUCH LITTLE SPACE TO BE DRAWN ON MEKAAS I HAD LIKE ANOTHER DRAWING BUT IT SUCKED ASS SO I REDID IT KDSJHJFSFDKJ #i hid it out of embarrassment (i was sick at the time so i wrecked it hkjsdhgkjsfd)#the stanley parable #tsp narrator #the narrator #tsp #WAIT FUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK I FORGOT THE FUCKING GLASSES LANYARD I'M SO SORRY #i was also planning to digitalize these but i am not doing very well for that right now so.... i really hope you like these #um. i'm off to go explode now

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sisterdanielstits · 2 months

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both of my siblings have tumblrs and we all follow each other, even a few of our side blogs, but i have never told them about this one because i knew they'd judge me for it

today me and my siblings were in the living room and i didn't want to get up so i sent a post to my sibling and told them to open tumblr

a few seconds later they jumped up and yelled really loudly "who the hell is sisterdanielstits?"

keep in mind MY DAD IS STANDING IN THE ROOM WITH US

so i had to quickly start explaining things and backtracking like "IT'S A JOKE IN THE FANDOM! IT'S NOT AS BAD AS IT SOUNDS! IT'S A JOKE ACCOUNT! THE NAME'S A JOKE!"

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oh my fucking god i need to walk into oncoming traffic

#that was... a very awkward couple of minutes #my siblings are poking fun at me now #(like siblings do they're not actually being mean about it)#thankfully my dad isn't really one to judge people unless it's really bad so he didn't have much to say about it #but i am going to feel that embarrassment for years #dan and phil #daniel howell #amazingphil #dnp #phan #phil lester #dan howell

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a-study-in-bullshit · 1 year

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i refuse to be embarrassed of who I am and what you once were just because you changed and think I should too

#webweaving #web weaving #the queer experience #queer #trans experience #queer identity #queer solidarity #the human condition #very aimed but shell never see it #recently a friend of mine said she didnt think she liked girls anymore which id no issue with experimentation of gender and sexuality is #smth everyone should have a right to do w/o judgement but shes now acting like i should change as well seeming like shes embarrassed #of what i am and what a lot of our other friends r #bit too personal for this acc lmao #a-study-in-bullshit

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cimicherrychanga · 6 months

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Complicated Relationship with God (As Seen Through Lyrics in the Character's Playlist)

#my art #wc #weirdos class #seth #hes SO weird abt religion it drives me insaaaane every time i listen to his playlist im like aughhhh #the complicated relationship is basically 'god never answered my prayers im done trying to believe. i shall take his place #and burn this whole place to the ground to create a new world' hes not okay if u were wonderin <3 #anyways. this collage is an epic rama vulnerable moment ( i am very reluctant to share what music i like beyond certain bands)#(its bc i got made fun of so much for my bad taste </3 so now im embarrassed abt every single thing i like)#showing someone music i enjoy is like. such a big thing for me its like. im entrusting u w rama secrets...#and if ur mean or dismissive i WILL be sads forever. that applies here btw <3 #if any1 is mean abt my lyric choices ill. delete my blog and disappear off the internet forever. okay?#HOWEVER on the same vein. ur invited to tell me if u know the songs...and if u know more than 5 of them we shall have a summer wedding

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m4ruk4ts · 1 year

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-throws these and runs away-

#i literally remember thinking “i hope i don't get invested” and now here i am #im so embarrassed.................and uh. Well. The designs are very cool!................yeah.............listen i love all of it #there's so many COLORS.........I LOVE COLORS!!!!!!!! AND HORROR!!!!!!!!!!!! AND ARGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AUGHHHHHHHHHH #and then i completely ignore the horror factor and focus on silly ships bc that's how i am #i always get too silly #so yeah #ALSO PLS IGNORE THE TYPO I KNOW IT'S SPELLED “SHOULDER” LMAOOOOO i don't know english pls help. I'm too lazy to edit it. Oops!!!!#welcome home #welcome home arg #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #wally x julie #julie x wally #welcome home apple pie #their shipname being apple pie is so adorable..........#my art

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i-dont-talk-for-days-on-end · 7 months

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Good news: Today I'm even more in love with Jeremy Brett than I was yesterday! Bad news: Today I'm even more in love with Jeremy Brett than I was yesterday ...

#i am sorry people who follow my blog #this is going to become embarrassing very quickly now #GOD I'm so smitten #watching the first part of thr st louis interview did not help #jeremy brett #unnecessarily handsome #sherlock holmes #granada holmes #asexual falling hard for actors from an 80s show

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pixelatedraindrops · 6 months

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This is a commission that I received from FTAngel on Twitter. And I am completely over the moon for it!! Its just so perfect that it makes me wanna SCREAM 💜💜💜💕💕💕👀👀👀👏👏👏

~Rambling below~

I don't commission other people to make art for me often (let alone fanart) but if I do, I always tend to try to find an artist with a style similar to the fandom of the request that I want done. So it feels all the more canon and/or real to me.

Full Time Angel is a Danganronpa fan artist who does just as nice RainCode work. I decided that for my birthday I had to get a commission from them. (well actually I asked for 2) I failed to get a commission slot the first round, but I somehow succeeded the second round. (which is why it’s a month late)

I was a little shy at first, but I decided to take the plunge to ask them for this. I needed a good pic of a tired/sick Yuma laying on Yakou's lap for my life to feel complete. You know I live for these two's dynamic, they’re literally my roman empire 💜

And I gotta say, investment well spent! This is such an amazing piece! It came out so wonderful, it may as well be official!! >w< Yakou and Yuma look like they're pulled straight from their sprite art! And the detail on the background is phenomenal! Love the blur effects on the both the plant and the background behind the sofa! I'm so happy with it!! I could say so much more praise about this lovely work, but I’ll stop here.

Bottom Line: I’m in so much love with this! 🥰 💕

Best Birthday art gift to myself ever! ✨👌

This was originally supposed to be an illustration for HIWTHI’s Ch7, but nah I decided to make it a different scenario. Maybe someday I’ll write it’s own little oneshot/drabble c:

Feel free to interpret this however you want. Be it as Yakou Fathero, or a sweet domestic moment between two submates.

And as for the second piece...

Don't worry. You'll see it real soon… 🤭

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