#and hopefully will finally get around to posting that kevin fic
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maybe-i-dreamt-u ¡ 1 month ago
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mmmh so i finished tgr and i have so so many thoughts and feelings and i'll probably be making a few lolnger posts about them all but for now a quick rundown for anyone that wants to takl to me about it bc I am BURSTING
so like we all agree tsc3 is gonna have jeremy's mom finding out about him and jean dating and lose her shit and it'll probably happen like 250+ pages in when you just think oh it's gonna be alright and then SIKE NO ITS NOT ... right?
jesus CHRIST i am losing my mind at jean's subtle flirting and it's not even directed at me god have mercy on jeremy bc jean sure isn't
KEVIN DAY MY BELOVED KEVIN YOU POOR THUNG KEVIN YOU BITCH RAHHH KEVIN I WILL DEFEND YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS DO YOU HEAR ME nah cause this book finally made me get back to my kevin/jean (solely platonic) relationship study fic i was writing like LAST YEAR and I am coming back HARD for it and making it even more painful THANK YOU
Kevin why wont anyone listen to you Kevin why doesnt anyone care about your goddamn wellbeing (aside from jeremy but this reinforces my thesis that Kevin literally does not. have any real friends.
like jeremy barely knows him tbh and is living across the country, jean does not want anything to do with him anymore and anyway he is too hurt himself to help Kevin heal and NEIL AND ANDREW PMO SO MMUCH now don't get me wrong I love neil and andrew as much as the next bitch I get excited every time they are mentioned but bro they Do Not care about Kevin... And Thea? jesusdo not remind me.
like in general i try to pretend her relationship to kevin is nonexistent (for my INNER PEACE tyvm) but even if i do acknowledge it.. girl how's thea gonna help kevin heal or VICE VERSA
anyway this is turning into a Kevin ramble, more on that some other time
jeremy. jeremy do you know you have my heart. every time you open your mouth jeremy you win me all over again, I have a type and it is BLONDS WHO ARE TOO KIND FOR THEIR OWN GOOD (aka Jeremy in Tamaki Suoh cosplay when)
ngl before tgr i washoping we'd get more scenes of Jeremy sleeping around but now I TAKE IT BACK JUST GIVE ME JEREJEAN ALREADY
The bikes????? the matching bikes???? hottest thing ive ever seen in my life NEXT QUESTION
i feel like the house burning thing was kinda.. unnecessary? idk i'm being picky but imo it didn 't really.. do anthing for the plot, besides enable them to get that damn dog (said enearingly), like i'm not complaining the book was a little longer but also.. kinda just olut of no where???
what are the chances that all the ravens commiting suicides committed the same typa suicide as riko and seth? like what if Ichiro just. is just so done with this goddamn team and he doesn't want them staining the moriyama name anymore? he's letting the "good, quiet ones" go and getting rid of whoever was causing too much trouble? idk just a theory bc for some reason so many ravens ALL AT ONCE??? is almost suspicious to me
lastly to end on a good note CATALAILA!!!! CATALAILA MY BELOVED the bestest lesbians the bestest wuhluhwuh in the world, my soul has been healed, my heart has been fed with the GIRLS have you ever seen such a beautiful and loving relationship EVER no you haven't, and that's the power of women hit SEND
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cacowhistle ¡ 2 years ago
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i haven't posted like any fic in forever and that's mostly bc i haven't written any that i'm satisfied with. in the meantime tho, have a weird snippet of all for the game fic that i started to try and get a handle on some of the characters. it's not finished and i won't be finishing it. but like some of it is pretty okay i think?? one of these days i'll finish another fic. today is not that day but just like imagine it for me. it's totally gonna happen.
The Foxes are losing.
Correction, Neil thinks, as he watches Matt clash with another backliner, the Foxes are self-sabotaging.
The score is one to six, Jackal’s favor, and Neil thinks Allison is about ready to storm off the court. Halftime, finally, is called as Matt throws the third punch he’s thrown all night, and Neil huffs out a sigh. He isn’t getting back on the court tonight—that’s the second yellow card.
People are attempting to pull the grappling backliners apart, but Neil doesn’t spare them much of a glance as he jogs past, racquet slung across his shoulders. He only has eyes for the bench and the goalkeeper sitting on it, fingers interlocked and elbows resting on his knees as he studies the ongoing brawl with an impassive stare. He’s interested. Hopefully that means they can salvage this.
“Andrew,” he says, stepping through the door, “stay in goal tonight.”
He looks up at Neil, looking utterly unfazed. “That’s not my job.”
Neil gives him a look, an unsubtle warning. Those never work, though—he and Andrew both know it. Words are the only thing that will get Andrew on a leash. Neil’s words. Sometimes Kevin’s, even rarer, Renee’s. Neil is the one with the highest success rate.
“Your job,” he murmurs, voice lowering as he leans in, “is to stay in goal tonight. I don’t care what the other team is saying about me. I don’t need your protection.”
Andrew scoffs. Neil swats the back of his head. Were it anyone else, they’d lose fingers, but Andrew just stares up at him, eyes flat and dark. Neil raises an eyebrow. Andrew is silent for a very long moment, before reaching up to tap the ugly scar on Neil’s cheek with his thumb. He doesn’t even blink.
“I know you don’t,” Andrew says, eyes still dark, “this’ll be much more interesting.”
There have been ugly taunts being thrown around all night. Butcher is the new nickname, the cruel, jeering jab that the opposing team has been using to try and throw Neil off his game. The worst part is, he thinks it may be working. At the very least, he got to see Kevin trip the Jackal’s dealer with his racquet “on accident” after the guy had spat out some sort of insult involving his father’s name. Neil certainly wasn’t worried about himself, though—just how Andrew would react when he finally got out on the court.
He has a vindictive, violent, protective streak. Neil isn’t stupid. One particularly nasty word with the intent to cut deep a bit too close to Andrew, and that heavy goalkeeper’s racquet is caving in a ribcage or shattering another arm. He knows that Andrew has chosen him as his mark, the thing he’ll maim for.
But Andrew trusts him. And he, however stupid it is, trusts Andrew. He’ll handle it himself, without sending someone to the hospital. Even if Andrew disagrees with the method and result, he’ll allow Neil this reclamation of power if he deems it necessary.
Neil isn’t religious, but he prays that he does anyway.
The game resumes with Andrew in goal and Nicky going on in Matt’s stead—Neil isn’t sure it’ll be much better, but at least Nicky won’t try to get the other team to punch his lights out the way Matt’s been trying to all night, with the way he’s been behaving. A sour mood, one that Neil doesn’t quite want to interpret or find out the reason for—it takes a lot to ruffle Matt’s feathers like this.
He’s grinning at them through the plexiglass, though, so maybe he was just feeling like a grade-A piece of shit tonight.
Someone yells across the court. Neil hears the word junior, and his shoulders tense. The Jackal’s goalkeeper shouts it again, grinning beneath his helmet. Neil returns his gaze with a dead-eyed stare, not moving even as Kevin claps a hand over his shoulder.
He leans in, saying only for Neil to hear: “Carve them up.”
Oh, he’ll clear through them like a cleaver.
He makes it to half-court and wastes no time as soon as the buzzer’s gone off. Off like a shot, he races down the court—the backliners will handle the incoming strikers, and there’s the deafening crack of Andrew sending a shot down the court—a confirmation of Neil’s confidence that tonight will turn around. His mark is practically right on his heels, but he manages to snatch the rebound out of the air and pivot away, just as the backliner swings his racquet and smashes against his with enough force to send a rattle of pain all the way up his forearms. Neil doesn’t let go—but the ball goes flying. It’s messy and uncoordinated. It has no place in a Class I game. Neil narrows his eyes at the backliner, who just grins.
“C’mon, Butcher,” he says, and Neil’s blood burns.
It takes less than a second for him to lose his tail. He ducks around the backliner, feinting one way before bolting the other, seeing Allison with the ball—the pass is quick and clean, and before long Aaron is tossing it back Andrew’s way.
It clears the court. Neil isn’t sure he’ll be able to catch it, but he takes off anyways—right between the oncoming defense players, weaving across the court with a snarl. It takes nothing for him to get out of their range, even less to snatch the ball out of the air. They’re still coming, though, and he’s hardly in position to shoot. He’s shot from worse angles, but he can give himself better odds—darting towards goal and passing to himself, the goalkeeper’s got his eyes on him and there’s something ugly in them.
Neil makes the goal. He makes sure to make it hurt, too. This got personal as soon as these shitheads let the name Nathaniel leave their mouths—so he strikes back twice as hard, the best way he knows how.
“At least my father cared enough to chase me across the country,” he snaps, eyes gone wild, “is yours even in the stands?”
It was the wrong thing to say. Or maybe the right thing. The goalkeeper’s eyes light up with fury, and Neil knows the punch is coming before it gets there. It rattles him down to the teeth, and he’s sent stumbling sideways. A second one comes moments later, and Neil’s not fast enough to get out of range. The buzzer goes off and Neil thinks that sound ringing in his ears is the shouting of his teammates. He doesn’t wait for someone to come to his rescue, though—he hits right back.
It takes three people to pull them apart. There’s definitely blood dripping from Neil’s nose as he backs off, panting and swearing as he does so. He doesn’t fight it as he’s swung around and shoved back toward his team, and the sight that greets him is pretty much what he expected: Andrew, being held back by four of their teammates—Kevin with his arms wrapped around his middle, Allison and Nicky holding him by the arms, Aaron pushing against his shoulders. They don’t let go of him until Neil’s halfway across the court toward them, though Andrew’s still simmering as Neil comes closer.
“You’re bleeding,” Kevin says, and Neil grins, all teeth.
“You told me to carve them up,” he says, sharp as a knife’s edge.
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fa-headhoncho ¡ 4 years ago
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Untitled TFATWS Fic: Part 1
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Bucky Barnes x Reader
Prompt/Background: After turning yourself in to the government following the events of CA:TWS, they lock you up for the crimes you committed during your time at Hydra. Spending years there until Captain America got you on parole during the blip to help fight Thanos. Now, after doing community service acts and helping the broken society, when they give the new Captain America the shield, you’re thrown back into a life you didn’t want.
Word Count: 1871 (ahaha, yea)
Reader: Female
Warning: parole officers might be triggering??? idk
Author’s Note: I’ve decided to end my 141 part Wattpad Sebastian Stan imagine book and post on Tumblr instead :’), a happy day. Also, I’M SORRY THAT I LIKE SLOW BURN SERIES OK? Schedule for this series is every Thursday. ALSO IF YOU HAVE TITLE IDEAS FOR THIS SERIES, LMK! PLEASE
Masterlist
Part 2  Part 3  Part 4
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The sound of your heels echoed throughout the dimly lit room as you make your way through the exhibit. The walls take you back in time, reading how Captain America came to be and all his past accomplishments. They even updated from the last time you were here, documenting the events on the Blip.
You didn’t even know where you were going, absently letting your emotions and feet lead to where it felt you needed to be.
“For a former spy, you’re not really good at sneaking up on someone.” Rhodes’ voice greets you once you open up the curtain to a different area. A small smile sneaks its way across your face seeing the two men in front of you.
“Bit out of practice.” You spit back, walking towards them. “It’s nice to see you again, Rhodie.” You open your arms out to him and he gladly takes the hug. “Hopefully life’s been treatin’ you well.”
“For the most part,” He chuckles out while pulling away from the embrace. You move on to the other man, him happily wrapping his arms around your waist as you wrap yours around his shoulders.
Sam lets out a breath into the crook of your neck before pulling back. “You doing okay?” You ask, looking at his face for any sign of emotion. He nods but there was something in his eye that told otherwise.
You open your mouth to push him for the real answer but Rhodes cuts you off, “Well, I have to get going. It was good seeing you, (Y/L/N), hopefully, we work together soon. Remember what I said, Sam.” With that, he leaves the room to leave you and Sam alone.
The room fills with silence as the two of you turn to the iconic suit and shield in front of you. You try to watch Sam from the corner of your eye but he just stands with his back straight and his eyes forward.
“You know, I’m sure Steve would understand.” You decide to say, clasping your hands in front of you. “I didn’t become as close as you did, but from my time with him during the Blip, he tried his best to help everyone. He had a lot of responsibilities and issues of his own along with having a whole country looking up to him... 
“It was a lot… he opened to me about it one night before… you know.” You admit which makes him finally look at you. “He told me what he was going to do and all I could do is support him… I asked him what he was going to do with the mantle and he said give it to you.” Turning your head, you make eye contact with him. “I asked him if he was sure.”
He lets out a snort at that, shaking his head at you. “Really gotta do me like that?” He wipes his hand across his face then stuffs his hand in his pockets as he turns to face you. “I thought we were having a nice bonding moment and then you had to drop me like that?”
You can’t help the giggle that escapes your lips at his whining. “I’m being serious, Sam, stop.” You hit him on the shoulder. “He said there was no doubt in his mind that you do what needed to be done with the shield. He trusted you and your judgment, Falcon.” You emphasize his hero name which he just rolls his eyes at you.
“Yea, I’m sure he did.” He smiles and then changes the subject, “How’s parole treatin’ ya, still got the collar on?” He gestures to your ankle causing you to lift your dress pant leg, flashing the electric bracelet around your ankle. He lets out a hearty chuckle at it. “Still can’t believe that they have you on a leash.”
“Price you gotta pay for freedom.” You shrug and drop the cloth. There’s a beat of silence between the two of you, both of you taking a glance back at the exhibit and the shield.
“Have you talked with Bucky recently?”
“No, I was going to ask you.” Your heart sinks at the realization. “We’ve been texting a bit but I haven’t seen him since I spent the weekend with him a couple of weeks ago.” You shyly admit and look down at your feet.
“Weekend, huh?”
“Shut it, Sam.” You knock your foot against his. “We didn’t do anything, he doesn’t like me like that. Plus, he wouldn’t even let me spend the night. I had to go to a hotel, he sleeps on the floor, Sam! I’m worried about him.” It took weeks for you to convince him to let you come over and you finally knew why when you step into his apartment. It made your heart sink, it looked like if a Hydra cell got a remodel. “He has two chairs and a tv.”
“Living modestly I see.” He snorts out, covering up whatever he was actually thinking. It’s now your turn to roll your eyes at him, frustrated that he isn’t willing to talk about this. “Hey, he’s still figuring stuff out, okay? He just got all his memories back and he’s still working on living with his past. You should know better than I do to give him time.” His tone is soft as he lightly scolds you. You hang your head at his words, knowing he’s right.
It took some time for you to come to terms with your past when you turned yourself in after Hydra and SHIELD fell. You took accountability for your actions during your years at Hydra and spent a few years in jail before Steve took action to help you get on parole. That didn’t mean you weren’t fully recovered.
“When are you joining me on the field, anyway?” Sam changes the topic noticing how you went silent and your eyes looked past him. “I could use you on some of my recon missions.” 
A large smile forms on your face at the mention of your parole. “A couple more check-ins and I’m good, I think.” You excitedly inform, “They actually want to talk to me about something, and then it’s the last three months. Saving the world made my good behavior skyrocket.”
“I’m sure it did.” He smiles, “Well, let me know what happens. I’m heading down to Louisiana soon and my sisters want to meet you. She heard about your work with the soup kitchens in New York and she wanted some insight.”
“Really? Give her my number, you know I’d be happy to talk with her. I’ve been thinking about trying to get my officer to convince the big guys to expand my tracking radar so I reach out more.” You start to ramble about the ideas you’ve been having for more community service actions. During the blip, Steve got you into volunteer work and it sparked something inside of you. He said it might give you a new purpose and he couldn’t have been more right.
The two of you spend the rest of the day together, catching up on everything that’s been going on. You didn’t realize how much you missed his snarky comments and banter until he smothered you in it, “making up for lost time”, he said. He continues the bullying by texting back and forth for the next few days.
It was nice to have a friend after everything that happened over the last few years. Steve and Nat were gone so the friendships you built up during the blip were just a memory now. Yea, Bucky and you were friends but it was a bit more complicated than that.
It’s a few weeks after that and they’ve already named some prick the new Captain America. You were frustrated at Sam but you realized that he couldn’t have known that this was going to happen. Especially since when you reached out to him and he was more furious than you were. Bucky was a whole other story. When the press conference aired, he immediately called you and went off about Sam. You couldn’t offer answers so you just told him to talk to him about it. This didn’t involve you.
Now, you were sat at some random government office in DC. You were beyond nervous, leg bouncing and fingers tapping. Kevin, your sweet parole officer, had called you in for an emergency meeting. He didn’t mention anything about the content of it but he assured you not to worry. It didn’t help, though, your mind was scrambling trying to think of anything you could’ve done to break your parole or anywhere you could’ve gone that went outside your tracking radar.
“(Y/L/N)?” The familiar voice echoes through the lobby makes your head snap up. Kevin, your knight in a cashmere sweater, stands there with his hands in his pants pockets. He nods his head, gesturing for you to follow him.
He leads you down a long hallway, stopping at the end of it and holding the door open for you. You send him a grateful smile before entering the office. It was very different from his usual office. The tall windows lined the wall from floor to ceiling, making the already large room feel even more spacious. It was a bit unsettling compared to his close-knit office space located in an old house on the outskirts of DC.
Kevin moves you two to the large conference table on the other side of the room, having you sit before he does. He takes the chair at the head of the table, sighing as he opens the folder and takes a few papers out.
“Sign these.” He slides them over to you but you furrow your eyebrows in response.
“What’s going on?”
“You’re being released.” He announces, leaning back in his chair with a tight-lipped smile on his face. Your jaw drops and your heart picks up but you can’t help but question it. You quickly compose yourself and look down at the papers.
“Isn’t it a bit too early?” You ask while briefly scanning the papers. “I still have two months left, not that I’m not grateful but where is this coming from?” This was happening too suddenly, Kevin was good with warning you about the activities that go on behind the scenes of your parole and he didn’t even mention the thought of an early release.
The brunette man lets out a sigh, running his hair through his long hair. He then leans his elbows on the table with his head propped up on his palms, he opens his mouth to answer but is cut off by the office door opening.
The new Captain America and his sidekick come waltzing in, a few of his goons following as well. He didn’t need the uniform or shield for you to recognize him since his face has been plastered on every channel since they came forward with him. He’s all everyone could talk about.
“He released you.” You barely hear Kevin as your mind goes into spirals. What the hell did this guy want? Why is he even here? What the hell did he want with you?
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thebookreader12345 ¡ 4 years ago
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750 Followers Celebration - Q&A
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Thank you so much for supporting me through this journey! You guys don't know how much this means to me. Every single one of you is amazing.
Below the cut are my answers to the questions that you all submitted.
Q: Do you think Jay is going to become Sergeant this season? A: There has been a lot of debate over this question because of the past few seasons and all of the "Easter eggs", like the sergeant exam poster hanging in the background of the show. In my opinion, I do not believe Jay will become Sergeant. Yet. I think it won't be until the beginning of next season because, if this is a possible storyline, I would expect that the producers and writers would make the finale of season 9 about Voight stepping down/getting promoted, etc.
Q: Did Chicago Justice deserve more episodes? A: I'm sort of split with this question. I loved the fact that there was a big episode involving Kevin, and they always included people from Med, Fire, and PD in some of the episodes. However, the whole plot of the episodes was kind of slow because it wasn't like they were police officers and could go out and chase suspects and arrest people and what not. Their job was just to gather the evidence and then present it in court. I think for many, the show fell flat because there wasn't much action, and part of me does agree with that, but the whole idea of the show itself was kind of cool.
Q: What would make you stop watching each Chicago show? A: This is a tough question because I've only ever dropped one show that I can think of, and it was only because the plotline got really dumb. Maybe if some major characters died in each show I'd stop watching it? But then again, I love the One Chicago universe so much that I don't think even that would stop me from watching. So yeah. I really don't know.
Q: Do you believe in magic? A: As much as I would love for magic to be real, I don't believe it is. But I feel like everyone thinks that way. Cause lets be honest, Harry Potter and Disney make magic look so cool. However, we all know deep down somewhere that it's almost impossible for certain things to be real, and magic just so happens to be one of them.
Q: Are you superstitious? A: I'm not the most superstitious person out there, but I do somewhat follow a few superstitions. Whenever I find a penny on the ground with heads facing up, I pick it up because I believe I'll get good luck. Doing the whole "fingers crossed" thing is something I do a lot. I believe you shouldn't open an umbrella in the house or else you'll receive bad luck. Broken mirrors are bad omens. Those are the top 4 I believe in, but other than that, I'm not really too superstitious.
Q: Is your perception of yourself similar or the same to how others perceive you? A: I mean, I would hope so. I appreciate my level of smarts, and whenever my friends acknowledge them or compliment me on them it makes my day. However, with that, people think that I'm always only doing things to boost my intelligence. For example, I love to read. So whenever I say that I didn't do much over the weekend, people always assume that I read a bunch, when I really didn't. Or that I always study for tests or do homework like a week before it's do. That is not the case. But for the most part, I believe my perception of myself is the same as how other people perceive me.
Q: Who is your favorite couple on each One Chicago show? A: Okay, so for Med, there aren't really any couples at the moment besides Maggie and Ben, whom I love but they aren't my favorite, so I'm gonna pick a past couple. When I first started Med, Manstead was my prime ship, so I'll choose them. Will had been pining after Natalie for so long so I was glad when they finally got together. For Fire, it's gotta be Kelly and Stella. They were literally made for each other, and they support each other with everything. Also, they are so cute together and all of Firehouse 51 ships them as well! And for PD, while I do love Burzek, Upstead is my favorite ship at the moment. I've seen the connection between Hailey and Jay since season 5. You don't understand how angry I was in season 7 when Hailey was so close to confessing her feelings. So season 8 made me very happy when Jay and Hailey finally got together.
Q: Jay and Lindsey or Jay and Hailey? A: I respect everyone's opinions on this matter, so hopefully you all respect mine. I thought that Erin was almost toxic in a way for Jay. She continuously broke his heart when all he wanted to do was help him. But what really does it for me is that she left Chicago without telling him goodbye. Hailey, on the other hand, has pushed Jay to seek out help when he needed it, like when she recommended he take seeing a therapist seriously to help with his PTSD, and she is always there for him, no matter what. That's why I believe Hailey and Jay are the better pairing.
Q: Which character death got to you the most? A: There have been too many sad deaths in the One Chicago world. But if I had to pick one, I've gotta go with Otis on Chicago Fire. Otis was always one of my favorite characters, even way back when I watched Fire with my dad when it was first coming out. He was witty and funny, and his friendship with Cruz was everything. So, when I watched the episode where he died, I was full on balling. I had to pause the episode for 10 minutes because I couldn't stop.
Q: Who is your favorite character on each show and why? A: I'm gonna do favorite male and female character because I've got too many favorites from each show. On Med, my favorites are Will and Natalie. Will has been my favorite since day one, and I like that he will go out of his way to help patients, even if it means he could get in serious trouble. Natalie, even though she's not in the show, always pushes for the best of care for her patients, and whenever she dealt with kids it was always the sweetest thing. On Fire, I like Kelly and Sylvie. Kelly is so headstrong and driven, and he will do anything to protect the other members of Squad 3. Sylvie is such a hard worker and you can tell she is passionate about her job. I feel so bad that she's had to go through so many partners. On PD I love Jay and Hailey. Jay has not always been my favorite male character. Back when I watched the show for the first time, I adored Adam. However, I love that Jay has such good morals and is always pushing to do the right thing even when Voight disagreed. Now, it took a few episodes for me to warm up to Hailey, but after seeing her be so badass, it was hard not to like her.
Q: Where do you get inspiration for your stories?/How do you get inspiration when there's not a request? A: This question is always hard to answer because I really don't know. Most of the time I'm fulfilling requests sent in by you guys and I just write what comes to the top of my mind. If there are requests that are not requested and I come up with them on my own, chances are I saw the plot somewhere else, like in a book or show or movie, and I just tweaked it a bit to fit the One Chicago universe. Either that happens, or while I'm trying to fall asleep, I make up random scenarios in my head, and if I find one that I really like, I'll make a note of it on my phone so I don't forget it, and then I'll write about it.
Q: Do you think Brett and Casey are endgame? Why or why not? A: I'm gonna go with yes on this one. Now, Brettsey is not one of my top ships in the universe. However, they are cute together, and I've been expecting them to get together for a while. The two of them, even when Gabby was around, had a great relationship and always cared for each other. Plus, Matt jumped out of a firetruck to go help Sylvie when the ambulance flipped. He was willing to risk an injury just to make sure she was okay. And now that they are officially together in Chicago Fire, you can see that they really love and care for each other.
Q: What inspired you to start writing? A: I always seem to get this question whenever I do a q&a, but that's okay because I don't mind talking about it. I first got into stuff like this as a reader. Basically, I went on to Wattpad and Tumblr to read other people's stories. I had no intention of creating my own. And then, one day, I started imagining myself in some of the fandoms I was apart of, and I thought, "If I'm imagining myself in these fandoms, chances are others are too," and I began creating stories that followed the plots of movies and shows exactly, just adding Y/n in it. However, that got tiring after a while because I wasn't able to have much freedom because I was following a set script, and that's when I remembered I had a Tumblr account I never used. So, I revamped my account just a little bit and started posting story ideas I had that I couldn't post on Wattpad because either they didn't fit with the stories or they were for someone I didn't write for on Wattpad. And now, here we are. For anyone interested, I've posted this before but I'll post it again, my Wattpad handle is @Writer_Reader05.
Q: Jay or Will Halstead? A: I'm sorry, but I really can't choose between the two of them. I love them both so much. Will and Jay are two of my favorite characters in the whole One Chicago universe. While they do have some qualities that I'm not the fondest of, at the end of the day, I adore the both of them, and I could never choose between them.
Q: Who would you rather date: Jay or Will Halstead? A: Why do you guys do this to me? I love them both so much! But, if I have to choose, I'm gonna pick Jay. The only reason is because I like the characters in PD more than Med, so if I'm dating Jay, chances are I'm friends with Hailey and Adam and all of Intelligence. Will is just as awesome as Jay though and I feel like sometimes people sleep on that.
Q: Which of the requested fics you’ve written is your favorite? A: I think I'm gonna have to go with a Jay Halstead x reader I wrote titled Two Becomes Three. Something about the plot just makes me smile. And to think of Jay being a father......So yeah, while I have so many amazing requested fics thanks to you all, that one has to be one of my favorites.
Q: What’s your favorite series you’ve written so far? A: I love all of the series I have written. Something about creating a whole story that's more than just one part is always fun. If I have to pick one series, I'm gonna pick On the Loose. It was the first series I wrote on Tumblr and the plot of it is something I'm really proud of. However, From the Big Apple to the Windy City, Identity Loss, and Difference of Opinion are all amazing! The first two are finished series and the last one still has a few chapters left to go. Go check them out if you haven't already.
Q: What's your favorite imagine you've come up with and why? A: I don't have a lot of fics that are solely my ideas. Most of my stories have plots that were sent in by you all. However, if I had to pick a favorite out of my stories, it'd be Back Home for Christmas, a Halstead Sister fic I released when I was somewhat new to the platform. Something about writing sibling fics always makes me happy because I get to express the familial side to the characters.
Q: If you had to be roommates with 5 of your mutuals/fellow writers, who would you pick and why? A: I love all of my fellow writers/mutuals so much! I know how much work we put into whatever we post, and most of us are very active on this site. As for who I would pick to be my roommates, I'd choose @hereforhalstead @fighterkimburgess @halsteadlover @resanoona @sylviebrettsey because I feel like we'd all have great conversations, mainly over One Chicago. And every Wednesday night we'd all watch the episodes live together and experience them as a group and then freak out over what happened..........Now watch me fantasize about this all day.
Q: Do you listen to music when you write? A: It depends. On some days when I plan that I'm gonna write, then yes, I do put on some music. When there are days that I have a few minutes to spare, I don't put on music just because I'm only writing for a few minutes and I don't want to waste time. But mostly when I'm writing I do play music in the background.
Q: Do you know how your fics/stories end before you finish writing it? A: This is a really interesting question. The answer is no, I do not know how I'm gonna end a fic before I finish writing it. The only story I had a set ending for was my series On the Loose, but that one wasn't even fully planned out until I got a chapter or two in. Obviously, if I get a request that includes a set ending, like two characters get together or something like that, then I know what the ending will be. Otherwise, I have no clue.
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Q: Do you hold yourself to higher standards than you hold others? A: Not really. I know myself more than anyone else so I know what my limits are and when I've reached them. With people, on the other hand, I always feel like they can be doing more with themselves and their lives. So I do not hold myself to higher standards than others.
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blossom-hwa ¡ 3 years ago
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Hi Lina! Do you ever write 2 separate drabbles all for one wip? I was wondering if it was alright to request another drabble for the checkmate fic (lee juyeon) ^^ It’d be amazing to witness another sneak peak for that universe !! if not, then i wish to request a drabble for your come what may, seo changbin! thank you in advance ^^
you all really love checkmate and I'm happy to provide! thanks for the request anon and I'm sorry it's taken so long to write; I hope you enjoy this!
Winter break drabble game: send me a WIP and maybe a prompt (check out the post for ideas) and I’ll write a drabble from that WIP for you!
REQUESTS CLOSED.
(for a bit of context, this takes place after the whole group has gotten out of Hearts - they’re now in the Board of Chess!)
(check out the rest of the Kingdom series here!)
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Title: Prison Break
WIP: Checkmate (Kingdom)
Pairing: Juyeon x gender neutral!reader (only briefly mentioned here)
Word count: 961
Triggers: N/A
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"How did you get here?” is the first thing out of Kevin’s mouth when Chanhee appears in front of him. “I thought all of the exits were guarded? Where did you come from? How did you send the message?”
Chanhee brushes a layer of dust off of his robes, scrunching his nose. “There’s a tunnel right underneath my room,” he says. “I just used that.”
“That tunnel?” Haknyeon gasps. “Chanhee, that one’s really old. On the verge of collapse.”
All in one second, the new servant’s face turns white. Kevin would laugh if he didn’t probably look the same. “... Collapse?”
“I never used it until I went through with Minho to get out of there,” Haknyeon says, looking dead serious. He isn’t joking - Kevin would recognize the glint in his eyes if he was. That knowledge doesn’t help settle his heart at all as Haknyeon continues. “Didn’t you hear the walls sort of... creaking?”
“Haknyeon, you’re going to give me a heart attack,” is Chanhee’s only prim response, even though Kevin can see in his eyes that he’s been shaken. “Anyway, it doesn’t matter. I’m still alive. You’re still alive. So just listen to me, because there’s good news and bad news. Which one first?”
“Good news,” Jacob says dully from the side. Kevin squeezes his hand. “We could do with a bit of that.”
“Somin isn’t here.”
A collective sigh of relief falls over the group. Kevin closes his eyes and thanks the higher powers if only for a moment for granting them this small mercy. 
“She traveled out to one of the battle outposts about a week ago to meet with some generals,” Chanhee continues. “Younghoon isn’t entirely sure where, but he has some ideas.”
“Wait, wait.” Jacob pinches the bridge of his nose. “How does the king not know where the queen is?”
“Somin doesn’t trust him at all,” Haknyeon says, turning to the mage. “She already didn’t trust him much before you all roped him into stealing the jewel and the crown. That incident didn’t exactly to wonders to restore her trust.”
“Well, I can see that now.” Chanhee huffs. “Younghoon has been barred from most strategy meetings. He’s been trying to piece together things that Minho told him and the rumors that he’s heard, but he told me that the situation is exactly as bad as it sounds, maybe even worse.” He takes a deep breath. “There are many more Onyx mages and soldiers than you expected being held around the city.”
The relief that had previously fallen over the group dissipates. Kevin feels his blood run cold. 
And then it starts to run a little hotter, because Jacob is next to him and he’s been a little volatile ever since they spoke to Minho the first time. 
“So way more bad news than good news,” Kevin finally says into the silence. 
No one speaks. It just confirms what he said. 
The four of them stand in the dark, contemplating. Kevin looks around at them all - one boy from Hearts, best friend of the hopefully future second Onyx queen. One former servant of the current Ivory king, hiding in the same city where there are people who would kill him in an instant if he was recognized. One noble who has connections and knives and doesn’t really do much other than come up with crazy ideas that only occasionally work. One thankfully levelheaded mage willing to push the rules and boundaries of his magic, fueled now by spite and worry and something more that scares Kevin almost more than Somin -
Kevin meets eyes with Jacob. 
Oh. 
Scratch levelheaded off of that description. 
The mage is wearing a plotting face. Kevin almost doesn’t recognize it at first - rarely does anyone see such an expression in Jacob’s eyes - but there’s a first time for everything, after all. Juyeon told him Jacob cursed for the first time at the shrine where they found the ruby. That was something. 
“So here’s what we need to do,” Kevin says, because no one is talking and Jacob is plotting and maybe this will head off whatever crazy plan Jacob is thinking of (because the many crazier plans that Kevin has come up with have taught him that they are insane and should not be attempted except as a very, very last resort). “First, we need to find a way for Minho to serve as a witness to the crowning. We need an empty shrine we can use whenever Juyeon and Y/N get here, which could be any day. They need to be ordained as soon as possible.” He swallows. “Second, we need to find allies. Even if we miraculously manage to get them crowned, we’re not going to get too far in trying to oust Somin from the palace. Her army is too large.” 
“Who?” Haknyeon asks. “She has all the mages on her side, and she commands the biggest part of the army. Younghoon doesn’t have that much control, and he would never ask the citizens to be part of this -”
Jacob’s voice cuts into the conversation. “How long will Somin be away?”
Kevin looks over. The plotting look is still in his eyes. If anything, it’s grown even stronger. 
“A few weeks, maybe.” Chanhee shrugs. “She’s going to a few different outposts, but since she’s already been gone a week, it might be less.”
“I see.” Jacob turns to Kevin. “You said we need allies?”
Is this the same feeling Juyeon and Jacob got when he suggested burning down a whole hill as a distraction? If it is, Kevin doesn’t like it. Not at all. 
“Well, a few weeks doesn’t give us a lot of time to plan a prison outbreak.” Jacob smiles. It’s terrifying. “We’d better start now.”
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hufflepuffdean ¡ 4 years ago
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alright so like. I just rewrote 15.20 in my head following most of the episode parameters and it’s amazing how much better it makes me feel? I do have an idea for a fully canon-compliant fic and I do feel a bit better about the finale than I think most do, but I wanted to barf this out lol. it’s not COVID-compliant, but again, it does fit what the ep was trying to do I think. I’m trying not to be like a Polyanna asshole or whatever because I’m seeing people be condescending as fuck but writing this out works for me so I hope this works for someone else?
the ep can still open with the montage and definitely still include Miracle. but make it clear way more time is passing. like, a matter of years. at least five. we can see Sam and Dean on various hunts but also them doing some normie things. Sam in a Zoom class (no, COVID doesn’t exist here, he just is busy lol) and Dean working at a bar. it’s clear they’re happy. and again, it’s clear it’s been several years.
I’m ngl I’m not super married (no pun intended) to Sam/Eileen like a lot of D/C fandom but it’s been established and it does work easily within the show without having to be like Awkward New Romance. so she’s there too sometimes. 
there’s definitely a part where both Sam and Dean are looking through pictures of those they’ve lost. Dean can like look at a picture of Cas and say... thank you, I won’t waste it, looking at the picture. I feel like people would be pissed he’s not looking for Cas but again, I’m not totally changing the structure here to make the episode #actually a Cas rescue, and it would be hopefully clear why he’s not looking, that he missed him but thought it was what Cas would have wanted in his sacrifice. plus there’s a payoff at the end here.
eventually someone shows up with the uh, vampire juggalo case where they haven’t been able to save all the kids. I do not want them to be clowns and it is my version so they are not. anyway Sam and Dean go off on that hunt.
the barn scene... okay well first there’s no Jenny because dude I am obsessed with this show and have watched S1 at least four times and I love every minor character and I had no idea who she was until the flashbacks and also she didn’t even do anything wtf was that. 
mostly I fucking hate that Dean has to die at all! but again, we’re sticking to the episode’s basic structure, just kinda cleaning shit up. sooo I guess the thing here is - Dean’s death needs more agency. maybe Sam and the kids are directly being threatened somehow and he makes the choice to jump in and save them even if it costs his life. this is the one specific bit I can’t really nail down (HA) so if you have any ideas feel free to send ‘em along. I feel better about it if Dean at least got some significant time to himself to live.
the goodbye can stay. it was well done, and I think both Jensen and Jared did a great job. I think things like “Sam should have tried to call 911, while in the middle of Bumfucknowhere Ohio″ or “Sam should have tried to pray to Jack, who already said he’s staying out of things” take away from the power of the scene.
you can have the montage of Sam mourning. it’s a while before he calls Eileen or anyone else, since he’s so devastated. when he does have Dean’s funeral, like, everyone who’s still alive is there. Eileen, the Wayward girls, Garth, anyone I’m forgetting. fuck it, Alice! the Lebanon kids! even random strangers, to show what Dean meant! at some point Sam should give the bunker keys to Claire too.
at the end Rowena shows up. Sam is devastated to see her, saying he can’t do a deal. Rowena just says she was there to pay respects... and tells him that Dean is not one of hers. Sam just kinda lights up.
now you can do the thing where it jump-cuts to Heaven. the scene with Bobby is good. I may write a post later about how Jack and Cas redoing Heaven is like the thing that makes the finale alright to me, but definitely keep that. the change here is that Dean does go into the Roadhouse, and it’s full of like every goddamn dead character we love tbh. Charlie, Mary, Rufus, Jo, Ellen, Ash, Victor, Kevin, Pamela, etc. Those are just characters I thought of off the top of my head lol. No John Winchesters Allowed but everyone else. also no Cas yet but don’t worry he’ll be there in a bit. 
you can start the Carry On montage here but dear god don’t play that cover version.
on Earth, we see Sam and Eileen living. they have a daughter, thanks, though her name is still Dean. (I’ve realized I hate the “naming a child after a beloved dead relative” trope, but we’re clearly doing that so it’s okay.) maybe even make it so that they adopt one of the kids they saved in the barn. Eileen has like actual lines, whether she’s talking to Sam about how much he misses Dean and how it’s hard without him but he’s going to live for him, or whether she’s talking with Sam to Dean about how there are monsters and bad things in the night and sometimes mom and dad used to deal with them, but not any more. but they’ll still be careful. (the anti-possession tattoo can stay and salted windows and all that.)
Dean gets in the Impala in Heaven and you just hear “hello Dean” on the radio. it’s Cas, obviously. Dean does one of those killer smiles. they have a convo about the rebuilding of Heaven, and how everyone here, it’s Dean (and Sam) who brought them this kind of happiness. Dean’s like, Cas it was you too, of course it was you Cas. that can be it, orrrrr if the network would allow you to go farther, Dean can say, like. ugh I can’t put it into words right now but something that makes it clear he reciprocates. fuck it, have an “I love you too,” I’M mentally writing this lmao 
the rest of the montage can proceed like normal-ish I think? I actually did really like it when Sam was “driving” the Impala at the same time Dean was driving it in Heaven. just please god get a better wig. also I do not think Sam’s only pictures on the mantle should be of like, Dean and John lol.
Dean’s tending bar in Heaven with the whole group there when he suddenly is like... oh... I think I have to take care of something. everyone knows and is thrilled for him. Cas comes along. (honestly this one’s optional in my mind, I think that scene at the end was really good as is, but I want a TFW reunion, sue me.)
bridge scene plays out, only Cas is there too and there’s a lot of hugging all around. fuck it put Miracle on the bridge too he’s an icon.
theeeee end. oh and no two seconds later cut to the actors out of character but still in costumes and the crew not in masks during a respiratory pandemic, please, it was very thoughtful for the fans and the crew deserves love I get it but also but really weird lol
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redrabbitspod ¡ 5 years ago
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OOC CREATOR UPDATE/ANNOUNCEMENT
Ahhhhhhh okay so we need to talk, y’all. We’ve gotten messages asking if we’re going to post an update today. And no, we’re not. We need to be completely honest with everyone and the fact of the matter is, writing during covid is just... so... so hard. Not like we aren’t sitting at home with time to write - we are. But that means that the boys and the team are sitting at home too. And it’s really, really hard to write an investigation and a story when you can’t change the scenery. Jeni has been working on this chapter for the past two weeks and its been a fucking struggle. This next chapter is extremely information-heavy, but we don't want to info dump on everyone. Honestly, we’re at the point in this quarantine and story that we know if we force this chapter, we’ll get burnt out. And we DONT want that to happen. 
So where does that leave us? Where does that leave Red Rabbits? Right now, we honestly don’t really know. What we do know is that we don’t want to force it. We don’t want to put out chapters that we’re not proud of and won’t stand up when a year from now people are reading it and they’re stuck in this isolation via the fic, just as we are right now. 
But that makes it hard for the story itself. As all of you know, Red Rabbits takes place in real-time and our story honestly hinges on that. It’s kind of the whole point - that this feels like its actually taking place. That Andrew and Neil, Seth, Dion, Kevin, Brianna, Dan, Matt, Renee, Allison, Wymack, Abby, Bee, Aaron, Bella, Dylan, Katelyn, EVERYONE is real! And with all of that in mind, we can always take them out of the real world. That IS a possibility and something we may seriously have to consider if things don’t get better. 
We also know that Andrew and Neil can easily just go about their day and ignore their safety. It wouldn’t be too out of character, in the grand scheme of things. Especially when they're worried about a missing child. BUT this isn’t only about their safety. It’s about the people around them (etc) too. They just wouldn’t do that and thats completely out of character. So while South Carolina is attempting to reopen, we’ve made a point for them to say they do not agree with it. 
But then that means that they’re sitting at home, feeling guilty and anxious about the fact that there is only so much they can do to help Hailey. 
So then what do WE as creators do?
Well. Again, we don’t really know. We don’t know how to really navigate this whole landscape yet, but we are trying. In the meantime, we will not be disappearing and we WILL NOT be stopping season 2. We are going to finish it. That’s super duper important. We just need more time to square this shit away and hopefully, we can get out the next chapter soon. But really, right now, we need a brain break.
Over the next few weeks, we’ll be putting out oneshots in BTP though! We have so many ideas including a (FINALLY!) RENISOOONNNN! that will be posted very very soon! (Hopefully tomorrow!)
This time can also be a pretty good time to start writing our plan for after this season. Jeni and I have this really fucking exciting idea. An idea that we are so... so... SO hype for. Like we really cannot fucking stress it to you. Its something that we’ve only been letting ourselves muse and talk about for the past few months but with the uncertainty of season 2 rn, we can at least have this going. we KNOW yall will love it and we want it to be completely finished before we post it anyway. so what better time than now?
Thank you again for sticking with us and this story. Honestly, we’ve had so many new readers in the past month and 114 new followers, that we’re still blown away by the fact that yall are still interested and excited for the story. It really means the world to us. And we will not let you down. 
We hope everyone is staying safe, healthy, and if you can, at home. And to all the essential workers and those who cannot quarantine, then our thanks and absolute appreciation. Really. As a New Yorker (Bloodydamnit), it really fucking means a lot. Thank you. 
Stay tuned for Renison soon! 
OH AND ALSO BEFORE YOU GO AND IF YOU’VE MADE IT TO THE END OF THIS! Would y’all like to have some input on what oneshots we post? We’re thinking that at the beginning of every week we’ll ask y’all what pairings/moments/events you would like to see and post a poll of all the ideas. Then we’ll write whatever idea you guys pick so we can keep the interaction going! 
Let us know how you feel! And thank you again <3
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fireblaze5555 ¡ 5 years ago
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A small fic prompted by a post here on Tumblr, full post is on my page with link to Ao3.
Frank taking care of Karen when she falls apart.
Break
It was late when Karen finally closed her laptop and stepped in the shower. She had been buried in her work all day, barely stopping to eat or drink anything besides coffee and that was only because Frank was just as stubborn as she was, not allowing her to proceed without food. He had laid down hours ago, the past few days had been especially rough on him, the men he had been tracking not going down without a fight.
Karen had fussed over the, overall, minimal injuries he received and gave him general hell for not taking better precautions. She had meticulously cleaned his wounds, made sure he ate and refused to let him start anything else for at least another day or so. That had been the day before, this morning he was in good shape and it only took her about fifteen minutes to check his wounds and re-bandage those that needed it. All things he could have done but she smacked his hands away and efficiently took over. 
Once Karen had finished taking care of Frank though, her hands were idle again and that was not acceptable, especially not today. So, she launched into any and every case she could to keep her mind busy, only coming up for air when Frank relentlessly pulled her back to the surface.
However, now the work was done and her eyes kept crossing every time she tried to read another word. Karen hoped her exhaustion would allow her to fall asleep quickly and dreamlessly, at least for a few hours. Then she could tell Frank she slept and she may be spared the sidelong glances he had been giving her all day today. 
The warm water was doing nothing for her knotted muscles so Karen reached for the faucet to increase the temperature, turning the old metal handle quickly. The old handle protested the quick movement, letting out a high squeak and tortured grinding sound that filled her hearing until there was no other sound.
Karen was suddenly back, 12 years ago to the day, strapped upside down to the twisted hunk of metal that had once been the family car, Kevin motionless and bleeding beside her. The acrid smell of smoke and the stale taste of alcohol filled her remaining senses and Karen only just barely got a hand over her mouth before the choked sob escaped her. She wanted to scream, to punch at the tiles of her shower until the oppressive weight in her chest eased up a bit, to have one _fucking _year that she could get through this day without falling apart at the seams. Then again, she was alive to feel this, Kevin wasn’t, so maybe it was fitting that she got to relive this hell year after year. 
She was choking and only vaguely aware that she was now curled over her knees on the shower floor, the water scalding hot against the back of her neck and shoulders. She thought she should turn the temperature down but couldn’t bring herself to move so she absorbed the pain, it was what she deserved anyway.
Frank came awake with a small start, his hand reaching out instinctively to the spot next to him that was cold and empty. He wasn’t surprised that Karen hadn’t come to bed yet, it wasn’t unusual for her to work until ungodly hours so he isn’t sure what it was that woke him up. The sound of the shower trickled into his awareness and he wondered if that was the culprit but then, so quiet he nearly missed it, a whimpering sob filtered through the air.
He was on his feet and to the bathroom door in record time, hesitating for only a second before he pushed it open. The steam that filled the small bathroom was so thick Frank felt like he had walked into a solid wall of humidity, it nearly stole his breath.
“Karen?” His voice was rough from sleep and concern creeped into his tone. Had he misheard something? She hadn’t seemed like herself the past couple of days but he had also been distracted so maybe he was just being paranoid.
However, a choked noise came from behind the curtain and before Frank had a chance to think about it he had ripped it back and his heart fell at what he saw. Karen was curled over herself, forehead pressed to her knees, shaking with the effort to hold in her sobs. Even more alarming was the deep red of her skin everywhere the water touched. Frank dropped down to a knee and reached out on instinct to put a soothing hand on Karen’s back.
“Fuckin’ Christ. ” The water was scorching and he jerked his hand out of the spray. A second later he was turning the handles to cut off the water and the hot water tap let out a scraping protest. Karen gave a pained whimper and covered her ears, a full sob finally escaping her as she curled impossibly more into herself.
“Hey, hey ‘s alright.” Frank climbed into the tub in just his boxer briefs, his legs bracketing Karen as he carefully leaned into her. She was curled so tightly into herself he couldn’t get his hands around her torso so rubbed his hands soothingly up and down her legs, from ankle to knee. “I’ve got you, Karen. C’mon sweetheart, breathe.”
She shuddered in a breath but it came out as another sob. Karen really wanted to pull herself together, she really hated falling apart in front of people but hated doing it in front of Frank more than any other. The man had been through so much, suffered more than any one person should and he shouldn’t have to shoulder her baggage as well. However, every time she tried to control her breathing and reassure him that she was fine, her chest constricted again and her demons ripped her thoughts to shreds.
Frank knew what devastation and grief looked like, he had experienced it enough in his life, so he knew that Karen, his beautiful, strong and resilient Karen, was in the throes of a panic attack. He just didn’t know what had set it off. Gently, he pulled her fingers from her hair where she had knotted them, speaking quiet encouragements and soothing words as he did. Next he wrapped a careful arm around her shoulders and sat back with her until they were both leaned against the back of the tub, Karen between his legs with her face pressed into the side of his neck, Frank with one arm wrapped around her torso while the other pushed the wet hair out of her face.
“Shh, I got you, I got you.” He kept repeating softly as she hiccoughed and shook with the full force of her grief. Frank was beside himself with worry, it was tearing him apart to see her so upset but all he could do was hold her while she rode it out. The hand that had been combing through her hair now rubbed soothingly at her arm while he waited, the contact soothing him as much as it was her.
Eventually Karen’s breathing started to even out and her shaking subsided to small tremors. Frank craned his neck up to locate the oversized towel he knew would be on the rack and stretched his arm out to pull it down and drape it over her, the shivers weren’t from the cold but it would help her feel less exposed and would hopefully prevent her from getting chilled.
Karen felt like someone had used her as a piñata, strung up and beaten until there was nothing left. She felt Frank settle the towel over her and wanted to smile but she couldn’t muster up the energy. His heartbeat was strong in her ear where her head rested against his neck and relaxed her like the hot water couldn’t. They lay like that for a while, neither breaking the silence, and she didn’t think she could love the man more when his hand settled to massage gently at the back of her neck. 
After several minutes, Frank turned his head to where his lips pressed gently to her forehead and carefully asked, “Do you want to talk about it?”
Karen leaned into the caress but dreaded answering. It was a complicated answer, part of her wanted to get it all out there to see if it would ease the ever present tightness in her chest but the other part wasn’t ready for him to see the ugliness of her soul.
“I’m fine.” She managed to croak out after a moment, closing her eyes on her own cowardice.
She felt more than heard him hum disbelievingly, it rumbled deeply through his chest in a way that was so Frank it made her ache. He wouldn’t press her anymore but she felt like he deserved some sort of answer since she was pretty sure he was at least partially clothed and wet in the tub with her.
Karen opened her mouth to give an explanation but her throat seemed to close up, stealing her words. It took a few more minutes before she cleared her throat and tried again, “It’s the anniversary of Kevin’s death today. It’s been twelve years since I killed my brother.” She hadn’t meant to say that much, her exhaustion allowing the words to tumble out unbidden. Oh well, at least now Frank knew what kind of person she actually was and could decide for himself if she was worth being with, if he could be around someone who killed their own family.
Frank felt Karen tense after she finished speaking. It had been hard for her to say and it was almost as if she expected a physical blow from him. Tightening his hold imperceptibly he placed another small kiss to her forehead.
“Tell me about him?”
Karen’s eyes popped open and she felt tears starting to form in her eyes again. She had expected a demand for explanation, disbelief and disgust, not a gentle request in that calm baritone he reserved only for her.
She fought to get her emotions back under control, only a few tears escaping to slide down her cheek before they cascaded over Frank’s bare chest. When she felt like she could talk without sobbing, she answered with only the slightest tremor in her voice, “He was kind, gentle and terrible at sports. He constantly pestered me about every little annoying thing he could. He still cut the crust off of his sandwich even though he was nearly a senior in high school.” She chuckled a little when Frank huffed a little laugh across her face. Her small laugh turned into a sniffle before she continued, “He always pushed me to be better. Wouldn’t accept my excuses. Kevin never judged me, even when I hit rock bottom, doing and dealing drugs with the lowlife I called a boyfriend.”
Frank stilled for only a second before he continued to rub her arm, nodding slightly in encouragement for her to continue. He felt so solid behind her it kept Karen from feeling like she was in a total freefall like every other time she thought about that night.
“He found the camper we had been staying in and set it on fire, drugs and all. When we got back my boyfriend,” she spit the word out like it was venom on her tongue, “proceeded to beat him with a tire iron. I couldn’t get him to stop so I pulled the gun out of the glove compartment and shot him in the shoulder.” Her breath hitched before she took in another shaky one, “I threw Kevin in the car and drove away but I was still drunk and high. We didn’t get very far before I rolled the car. He didn’t make it.”
She was starting to shake in his arms again and Frank ached with the weight of her grief. He knew Karen had a rocky past but never pushed her on it. He never realized just how much she had been through. He brought his attention back when she started talking again, her voice small and quivering.
“He had come to tell me that he signed me back up for the college I dropped out of to help at the diner. He was there to help me get my life back on track and I killed him. I murdered the only person left in my family that had any faith left in me” The quivering turned into a full, racking sob that had Frank pulling her tighter to his chest. 
“You were a kid Karen. You were put in a hard situation and you did the best you could.” She started shaking her head in between small whimpers but Frank put his hand on her cheek and made her look up at him. Her eyes were the palest blue he had ever seen them, almost as though her tears had washed away all the color and she looked so desolate and lost that it made his own eyes burn. He held her gaze, wiping absently at the tears that streamed over her temple with his thumb, “You made a mistake. That doesn’t make you a murderer, Karen. What happened to your brother is terrible and I’m so sorry that it happened but _you are not a murderer. _You are the best person I know and God knows where I would be without you at this point.”
Karen had quieted as he talked, her tears were silently leaving tracks on her face but those were slowing as well. He still saw doubt in her face, he knew better than anyone, that kind of guilt doesn’t go away so easily but it seemed that he had at least said the right thing this time around. He hoped he could be as much the rock for her as she was for him. 
Leaning in, Frank gave her a sweet lingering kiss before resting his forehead against hers, a gesture that has given them both comfort over their time together. When he drew back, her eyes were clearer and she even managed to give him a watery smile.
She sniffled loudly and pushed off of him slightly, just enough to regard his position. Her voice was still thick with emotion but he could hear the hint of amusement lacing her tone, “How’s your back liking that position?”
He gave her a lopsided grin, “I’ll tell you later once it has caught up with me.” Frank watched her carefully for a moment, “Ready to get some rest?”
She nodded slowly and moved to sit up, Frank assisting her and then pushing off the back of the tub himself. He stood first, ignoring the ache in his knees and took Karen’s hands to help pull her to her feet, wrapping the towel tightly around her shoulders once they were both steady on their feet.
Karen watched Frank as he fussed over her, pulling her hair out from under the towel, smoothing it out of her face, rubbing her arms over the towel to keep her warm, all the while his deep brown eyes furrowed in concern, taking in every detail to ensure he was making her as comfortable as he could. Slowly, she felt part of her tattered soul repairing itself. It was amazing how someone as broken as Frank Castle could make her feel so whole. Someone who had lost so much, giving her everything he had left. Karen stepped further into his space, banding her arms around his waist and gave him a slow kiss that she hoped conveyed everything she didn’t have the strength to say at the moment.
He seemed to understand though, he usually did, and brought his own hands up to card through her hair, holding her so tenderly she could have cried if she had any tears left. Finally, he stepped out of the tub and held her hand while she did the same. Before she could protest, Frank scooped her up and carried her the short distance to the bedroom. Normally she would have fussed at him and told him she could walk on her own but she was so drained all she could do was be grateful and press her forehead into his neck.
Frank tucked her in on his side where the blankets were already pulled back before quickly shucking out of his wet underwear and throwing on a dry pair. He left the room, returning a minute later with a glass of water that he put on the nightstand closest to her and then climbed in behind her, tucking her against him with incredible care, laying little kisses on what skin presented itself to him in the process. 
Karen had been there for Frank in some of the hardest moments of his life, she had been an ear when he needed someone to listen, a childhood anecdote or sarcastic comment when he needed a laugh, and harsh words of truth when he needed a push in the right direction. He hoped he could be all of those things for her. Be the rock that she needed when her foundations were crumbling, just as she had been for him. When he heard a quiet ‘I love you, Frank’ before her exhaustion took her over, he felt his heart swell and thought maybe he had done something right for once.
“I love you too, Karen.”
By the next evening Frank had replaced the old squeaky faucet with a brand new one that didn’t make a sound when turned, the old one in the dumpster outside of her apartment, never to be seen again. 
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my-hetero-side-just-won ¡ 5 years ago
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Hey! So...here’s my first fic! It’s super short and bad but I know if I keep trying to make the perfect story I’ll just keep telling myself it’s too bad and I’ll never post anything. So, I’m just going to go for it! I’m hoping that I’ll improve from here, we’ll see! So, enjoy this garbage McPriceley fan fic! (I apologize in advance, it’s some very sappy fluff, I just can’t help it I’m a sucker for fluff.)
Sick Night In
“Chhhhhhhh!” 
There was that noise again. The noise that had woken Kevin up and now was keeping him awake. Kevin had originally assumed it was just one of the other missionaries getting a glass of water, but he began to panic. What if it was a murderer? Or a lion? Or something worse? 
No, Kevin, relax. It’s just another Elder. He shut his eyes and was starting to sleep when he heard the noise again, followed by the loud clunk of glass.
Whatever it was, Kevin was going to investigate. Hopefully it wasn’t anything bad. Kevin was just getting out of bed when he heard a loud thump. 
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Connor attempted to stand up. His legs had given out and he had collapsed, making a loud noise. He began to worry that he woke someone. 
Connor grabbed onto the counter for support as he lifted himself off the ground. Suddenly he heard a door open. 
“Hello?” Kevin carefully made his way to the kitchen. 
Connor began to panic. He didn’t want to bother anyone and he certainly didn’t want anyone to see him like this: a sweaty, nauseous, weak, sick mess. Especially not his boyfriend. 
“Hello?” Connor said, lowering his voice and hoping that Kevin wouldn’t recognize him. 
“Babe, stop it.” Kevin rolled his eyes. “I know it’s you.” 
Sighing, Connor grabbed his glass from next to the sink. “Fine...well I was just getting a glass of water, but I’m good now. See you later, Kev!” 
Connor shakily started walking to his room when he collapsed into Kevin’s arms. 
“Connor, are you alright?!” Kevin helped him to the couch. 
“I’m fine, I’m fine. I’m just a little tired.” 
To get a better view of his clearly not fine boyfriend, Kevin flipped on the light. “Please don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t look so good, Con.” He sat down on the couch next to Connor and felt his forehead. “You’re burning up!” 
“No...it’s just the African heat.” Connor wiped some sweat off his face. 
Kevin got up and headed towards the kitchen to get some ice and a washcloth. “I can’t believe you. You were in here, sick and collapsing, and you didn’t come get any of us? Babe, seriously.” He carefully crafted an ice pack and sat back down next to Connor. 
“I just didn’t want to bother anyone.” He held the ice pack up to his forehead. 
“You’re not a burden, Connor. We care if you’re healthy...I care…you’ll tell me next time something like this happens, right?” 
Connor wasn’t sure if he actually would let Kevin know, but he nodded to make him feel better. “Mmhmm.” 
“Connor, look at me.” Kevin cupped Connor’s face. “You don’t need to turn it off anymore, especially around me. If you’re ever sick, or sad, or need anything, you can come get me. Promise me you’ll do that?” 
“...I promise.” 
Kevin smiled and kissed Connor’s sweaty cheek. “Now, how can I help you?” 
“...cuddles?” 
Kevin rolled his eyes and giggled. “Such a dork…” he said as he laid down behind Connor. 
“But I’m your dork.”  
“Yeah, yeah.” Kevin wrapped his arms around his boyfriend. 
Connor sighed. “I love you, Kevin.” 
Kevin’s eyes widened. “Did you just…?” 
“Oh my— Kevin I’m sorry I don’t mean to I…” Connor said as he sat up and began to blush intensely. 
“Holy shit—“ 
“Kevin—“ 
“Connor, you just said you loved me, I think I have the right…” 
“...well. This wasn’t how I wanted to tell you, but I guess this is how it’s happening. I love you, Kevin Price.” Connor sat down on Kevin’s lap and buried his face in Kevin’s shoulder. He was embarrassed that he was the first to say “I love you” and in such an unromantic situation. 
“...I love you too, Connor McKinley.” Kevin blushed and kissed Connor’s head. Connor looked up and began to play with Kevin’s hair. They stayed like this for a couple minutes. 
Finally, Kevin broke the silence. “I think you need rest.” He laid Connor down and tucked him in. 
“I love you.” Kevin caressed Connor’s face. 
“I love you.” Connor kissed Kevin and shut his eyes.
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goddamnitkastle ¡ 5 years ago
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This Is The New Year
Here it is! My complete #KastleChristmas gift for @fortysevenswrites! 
I present a Kastle NYE fic.
Enjoy!
This black tie might as well be a goddamn noose. Frank is relieved to see the Welcome to New Jersey sign, it means he’s almost back to the cabin. Back to Karen, who definitely has cabin fever and it is something fierce.
”I’m not gonna keep repeating myself here. You are not coming with me, end of...” Frank exasperates.
“I just don’t understand why I still have to stay here if today is the day...” Karen retorts. “Come on Karen, Todd directly targeted you. Even Mahoney recommended that you get out of the city for your own safety until the trial is over and he is put away...” “Yeah but I doubt he would’ve been okay with you as my protection.” Karen says stubbornly. Frank sighs and is about to dig his heals in metaphorically until she sees reason but he is not the best multitasker. He can’t keep arguing with her and get this stupid tie to cooperate. He hears her footsteps on the hardwood floor and he knows she’s standing in the doorway of his bedroom. “Here, let me help.” Karen finally offers after struggling with it for what felt like an eternity. She turns him away from the dresser mirror. Frank drops his hands in defeat and accepts her help. “I swear I will give anything if I could wear my uniform for these kind of things and never deal with ties again for as long as I live.” They both laugh and fall into silence while Karen does his tie. She is done before he even blinks and any irritation he had felt toward her before has completely disappeared. “You would, uh, do this for your brother?” The question sits in their space and despite there being no secrets between them now Frank can’t help but feel like he’s rubbing salt into the wound. “Yes. Matt asked me the same thing once. Not the same exact question but he wondered how I knew how to... I spoke of Kevin to him like he was still alive.” Her brow furrows as she pulls the knot of the tie even closer to the collar of his shirt. He doesn’t even feel it.
“And he still is. In a way. We’ll... talk and it feels like he’s right next to me.” “I’m sorry I shouldn’t have...” “It’s okay, Frank. Go to Todd’s sentencing.” “Aren’t you coming with me?” Frank cracks. “No. You and Mahoney are right and if I don't let you go now you'll miss it. Hopefully he will be going away for a long time and I can get out of this cabin.” She smooths his tie down and leaves him in his room.
Todd was sentenced today. Twenty years to life and no early parole for five overdose deaths and for drug trafficking along the entire Northeast for years. At least he can bring that good news to Karen. She can end this bullshit year on a good note. He pulls up to the cabin. As he turns off the SUV Turk loaned him, he sees the front door open and Karen step out onto the porch. Yeah, that cabin fever is fucking bad. She’s practically a bundle of nerves when he approaches her, her hands furiously rubbing together and he knows it’s not to keep warm in these dropping, late December temperatures. “Well?” He tells her. She remains neutral, there’s no hint of relief or sadness from her and it throws Frank off. “Okay.” “He’s gone now, Karen. We can go back tonight if you want.” Karen nods but her eyes are focused elsewhere. Like they’re focusing on the tree next to the cabin but he knows she’s not. “Karen?” “Yeah?” “You okay?” “Yeah, it’s just... I can’t...” “Look Karen, if you’re worried that he’ll get parole or get released for good behavior and come after you... I won’t let that happen.” “It’s not that Frank...” “I could take care of him for you.” Karen finally looks at him, a half smile on her lips. She’s trying to convey that she finds his statement absurd but instead it comes across as contented reassurance. Of course she knows he would and he would do it his way. There’s no doubt in her mind and Frank can see that. “Not this time Frank.” She says after a long pause. “He’s a piece of shit, Karen. Hurt a lot of people, hurt you Karen...” “Frank...” “You were in a vulnerable place and that asshole took advantage of that...” “Frank I was nineteen. Todd was there for me. And I wasn’t... right or good or anything worth...” “Stop, stop, stop...” “Why Frank? Don’t want to hear how I was a teen drug fiend stuck in the mountains?” “You know it’s not that, Karen.” Frank says with intense assuredness. “Then what is it?” “He threatened Kevin.” The smile is gone now. He knows he’s crossed the imaginary red tape with her. Stuck an awful moment in her face like she stuck that picture of his family in his face at the hospital. But just like how she was trying to remind him that the truth was worth fighting for, he wants to remind her that she is better than her past. “Almost killed him too. How can you even begin to...” “Enough, Frank. He was a part of my life and I will always be connected to him. I won’t be able to shake that. But he’s gone now and I just want to move on. Let’s hope our paths won’t ever cross with him again.” He closes his mouth. He wonders if this is how Karen feels every time they’re together, like his heart is going to burst from this swirl of feelings. These ingredients of longing and worry and awe that such a person could even be real... he can feel himself spiraling. “Come on. It’s too cold to stay out here. And I’m sure you want to get out of that suit.” His hand immediately goes to the knot of the black tie he has on and away from his racing thoughts. Frank actually managed to forget the noose feeling for a minute there. He smooths the tie down even though he knows he doesn’t need to. “It’s not that bad.” He mutters. “Yeah, right.” Karen scoffs as she crosses to him. Why she’s out on the porch in that thin, green sweater he can’t even... “You’ve been waiting to take this damn suit off and never wear it again as much as I’ve been wanting to get out of this godforsaken cabin.” She’s close now. Cinnamon hangs in the air. He doesn’t remember there being cinnamon in the cabin when they first arrived. “Can I take this off for you, Frank?” He swallows the golf ball sized lump in his throat and nods just a little too aggressively. Why does this feel like such a big deal? It’s just a tie and yes, it has been the bane of his existence... His mind stops running as she lifts his collar up and her fingertips brush he cheeks. Karen never took her time with his tie before. What is she... She goes to work on untying the knot. She shimmies the knot back and forth and starts pulling from the top of the knot and the fabric makes that sound when it’s pulled through. He usually ignores it but it’s all he can hear. That and their shared breathing. “There.” Karen says with quiet content. She holds the undone tie in her palms. “We should get this inside before it wrinkles...” “Jesus forget the tie, Karen.” He reaches for her, gets her head between his hands. The tie is now clenched in her hands. “You don’t have to hide from me Karen.” “I’m not hiding.” “Yes you are. You think I have this... perfect... angel... vision if you in my head. I don’t. I just have you. And it’s all I need. When I came up the steps here just now... it felt like coming home.” His hands fall to her neck, his fingertip brushing the mole that’s there. Her lips tremble and he can’t help but brush them with his thumb. “Look... uh, we can talk inside, you said yourself it’s cold...” Frank stammers out. “I’m not cold.” She closes the distance between them and it’s that easy. That easy to slant his mouth over hers. To wrap his arms around her, to open his mouth to let her tongue in. He doesn’t remember why he pushed her away before and he doesn’t want to anymore. Not after this. Even as they try to warm themselves with the little heat that is left inside them it becomes clear that the cold is going to force them inside. They break apart and Karen is flushed red. “Can we please go in? This fucking suit is really...” Frank admits sheepishly.
“Come on.” Karen replies with a hunger that floors him. She takes him inside by the wrists and he realizes that she is still holding onto that damn tie. In that moment he realizes it’s in prelude of what’s to come. He follows, in matching hunger.
... They spend all day New Year’s Eve in bed. That tie is wrapped around one of iron headboard posts and has been long forgotten (for now). It’s definitely not the worst way to ring in the new year and Frank certainly wouldn’t trade it for any of his past ones. But as the sun sets there’s still a small twinge of guilt because, well, they should really get out and go put on the TV or something. Or at least grab an alcoholic beverage, do a toast at least. But that would mean letting her go. Putting clothes on. Leaving the warmth of the bed. For a tradition signifying the passing of time. It felt so dumb just even thinking of doing that. “I can feel your mind running from over here.” She murmurs into his chest. He tilts his head to look down at her while she readjusts her position so that she is propped on her forearms while her hands stay on her chest. “Shouldn’t we... uh...” “You think we shouldn’t count down to midnight naked in bed, do you?” Frank frowns but nods in response. “Well fine. If that’s what you want. I have to pee actually.” She kisses his cheek, gets out of the bed, and heads to the bathroom. Frank knows he’s leering but goddamn, how could he not? Especially when Karen looks like that? Naked!? She flips on the bathroom light but doesn’t go to close the door. Instead she turns, and stares him down. Any shame Karen had before about any aspect of her life she is definitely not carrying it now. “Wanna go for round two?” She proposes. “Well technically it’d be round four...” “Oh my God Frank just get...” He’s bounds to her before she can get the rest of her sentence out and grabs her by the waist. He props her on the sink and is about to add a second hickey to her neck when she stops him. He lets out a frustrated grunt but he keeps his distance. “Happy New Year, Frank.” “Happy New Year, Karen.” Even though the new year is still hours away, Frank did not care. They were both here. Alive. And past all the bullshit that was keeping them apart. And Karen can take what is left of him, have all the rest of it. He swears it to her as he kicks the door closed.
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randomestfandoms-ocs ¡ 5 years ago
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What usually helps me with motivation is asking myself "what is making me excited about this chapter." So I'm turning that to you. What is making you excited about the chapter to Wayward Daughter you're working on? -Riley
Thank you so much for this!!!  I have a lot of things that I’m really excited for so I broke it down to a top 10 haha!
1. Kevin and Amy friendship
Kevin and Amy have been friends since the very first chapter, and Amy has always had a soft spot for Kevin for being “Joaquin’s boy”, but a lot of their friendship has been superficial up until now, mostly because of Amy’s reluctance to ever risk being perceived as vulnerable.  In this chapter though, Kevin is the first person to really notice how not okay Amy is and is the one who goes out of his way to help.  It took a long detour from my chapter outline but I think it really developed their friendship, and I finally got to explore some elements that have been building behind the scenes for Amy but that no one has addressed until now!  It also introduces their ship tag, which is “he asked if I was okay”, which comes from the scene I’m currently writing – Amy is bitching a bit about Jughead and Toni and “their northsiders” and when she’s asked why her being friends with Kevin is different she explains that a) she’s not dating him, b) he hasn’t historically treated them like shit, and c) when she was completely falling apart, it wasn’t her partners or even her brother who noticed, but Kevin
2. After several chapters of people letting Amy brush off major trauma, they’re finally acknowledging it!  
This actually ties in the most with her scene with Kevin – Amy says some stuff while having a panic attack and Kevin has a moment of confusion before realizing that “oh hey, she’s actually mentioned this stuff before but she says it so casually that I assumed it wasn’t a big deal but clearly it is”.  The problem with Amy is that she keeps the important stuff to herself and when she’s forced to acknowledge it she’s always extremely dismissive of it, so everyone else assumes that she’s not bothered (hell, she mentions that she was raped and then just goes back to watching Glee, and everyone is like “well I guess she’s moved on let’s not upset her by talking about it”), but really she’s just internalizing it and not coping at all, but since no one ever really pushes her to talk, it also leads her to feeling like it’s not important – but finally we’re starting to lay out the groundwork for when Amy is finally forced to start talking about things and has to acknowledge that she’s not nearly as okay as she pretends to be 
3. After 75k of just not really talking about it, we finally get some actual definition on the Serpents’ relationship!
From the beginning, the narration has always used the term “partner” and the phrase “ride or die” to describe the relationship between the teen serpents, but they’ve never really talked much about what they are!  In this chapter we finally get a bit of that, which starts with Amy finding out that everyone at Riverdale High thinks that she and Sweet Pea are dating.  After that, Amy finally explains (one again in that scene with Kevin, that could really be a chapter in and of itself with how much goes on in it lmao) what exactly their relationship is, what Jughead’s involvement is, and even what Joaquin’s involvement was before he left town (finally going back to chapters 1 & 3 where Amy mentions having had some sort of relationship with him but never explaining what that relationship was).  I’ve wanted to start to explain this for a while, and while I’ve talked about it a bit here on tumblr and in depth with some friends, it’s never really fit into the story
4. Honestly just the actual writing!
It’s been a while since I’ve worked on Wayward and the last couple of chapters felt (to me) very rushed and definitely not my best writing.  The episodes that they followed weren’t ones with a whole lot going on for Amy (I’ve plotted out all of season 2 and basically every scene I could think of adding would have thrown off bigger arcs) so they were just... short and rushed and felt very forced.  This chapter on the other hand has gotten way too long just because there’s so much going on, but it’s given me an opportunity to really delve into things again and I think that the actual writing (technically and in terms of content) is a lot better than what I’ve gotten to do in a while and I’m really excited to share that!  Also, clearly, there are a lot of scenes that I’m really proud of and really excited to share with readers (hopefully they like it as much as I do!) 
5. Just, angst
So I’ve definitely never been nice to Amy, but the angst in this chapter makes me really happy (and very sad).  It’s not all big showy angst, or even as extreme as other parts of the story, but it feels extremely poignant.  There definitely are some bigger pieces of angst in this chapter (Amy falls asleep in tears multiple times, for example), but I think that my absolute favourite angsty pieces are actually two of the most subtle ones.  What I love about them being subtle (aside from just how much I love the scenes) is that Amy is a character who we see repeatedly go headfirst into danger and go through very painful situations, but she always gets through them and maintains her illusion of being completely okay all the time (even though she is so not okay someone please get her a therapist) because she can absolutely handle physical pain and she’s gotten used to psychological trauma, but the one thing that Amy cannot handle which is prominent in both of my favourite scenes is being rejected/feeling unwanted, and while she hasn’t had a lot of that yet, we finally get to see something actually break through her walls 
6. We finally start to actually acknowledge Amy’s unhealthy coping mechanisms
This sort of goes with #2 and #6.  Ever since chapter one, we’ve seen Amy having extremely unhealthy coping mechanisms (namely alcohol and sex and trying to ignore her problems) and in this chapter we see that she actually can’t ignore her problems forever, and we finally see people actually looking at Amy and going “hey this is definitely not a good way to deal with shit” instead of the usual “oh yeah that’s just Amy being Amy”, and it’s very satisfying!  Archie has called her out on it once before, but he’s the only one – her partners are so used to it that most of the time they don’t even realize what she’s doing because to them it’s just part of her personality and Jughead has generally hesitated to comment on it because he worries about pushing her away.  As a writer it’s been a bit frustrating to see how much no one seems to realize how self destructive Amy is, so it’s very satisfying to finally get to address it! 
7. Amy & Fangs relationship
So much of the story so far has been very focused on Amy & Sweet Pea, Amy & Jughead, and the poly squad, with a moderate amount of Amy & Toni, but Amy & Fangs hasn’t gotten a lot of exploration so far.  Amy and Toni also explored a lot in this chapter but it’s very much for the worse as Toni begins to prioritize Cheryl over the other Serpents.  Amy and Fangs, on the other hand, have much more positive development and we really get to see them being best friends in one-on-one situations, as well as Fangs being the one who can actually handle Amy’s extreme emotions.  I’ve always had it in my head that they’re sort of two sides of the same traumatized coin, and that Fangs understands Amy better than the others (in part due to his own trauma and in part because Amy, Toni, and Sweet Pea are all just very strong and very stubborn personalities and it tends to be a bit of a 50/50 on whether they’ll actually help each other or just set each other off) and I’m really glad that I finally get to start putting that into the story
8. Amy & Fred!!
I stan one father-daughter duo and that is it.  Granted, Amy has only called Fred her dad as a political move (usually against Hiram) and once in the immediate aftermath of being arrested and severely injured, and is just emotionally not prepared to call him “dad”, but Fred is absolutely his father and absolutely adores his chaotic mess of a daughter!  They’ve had some good scenes throughout the fic but Amy is reluctant to spend too much time around Fred because she’s terrified that one day he’s going to reach his limit and decide that he doesn’t want her anymore, so I haven’t gotten to write them nearly as often as I’d like.  But finally we get to see them interact again, and Amy finally gets the love and support that she deserves and we get a bit of backstory on Amy’s childhood post adoption!  
9. Malachai is finally back
Look, I know that I say this about every dynamic, but Amy & Malachai is very genuinely my favourite dynamic in the entire Wayward universe!  I’m super proud of my personal Malachai in general (as @lorettastwilight and I like to put it, Wayward daughter has “Mal” and Riverdale has “Malachai”) but his relationship with Amy is my absolute favourite thing.  It’s really hard to work him into the story sometimes, in part because talking to Malachai would solve all of Amy’s problems in like 20 seconds, but now there’s finally a chance to do it!  I haven’t actually written it yet, it comes right after the scene I’m currently working on, but Amy is a lot more open with Malachai than she is with anyone else, and I love it!  It’s also a lot of fun to write because it combines vulnerable!Amy, who looks at Mal and sees safety and sees the man who had a completely blackout drunk teenager proposition him and not only turned her down but protected her from anyone who might have tried to take advantage of her, with Serpent Queen!Amy who is political and cutthroat and sees Malachai as as the Ghoulie King and as possibly the only person in town as calculating as she is, and it creates a dichotomy that I really love to explore!  And even though only one other person actually knows their backstory, I’m extremely proud of it and it’s really fun to explore how to build that into their dynamic without ever actually acknowledging it 
10. FIFI THE GIRAFFE
No offence to literally any other character, but Fifi The Giraffe is the absolute best part of the entire Wayward Universe, and I finally get to introduce her to the story!  Not only does introducing Fifi make me happy because Fifi is just like, the best, but it also gives me a chance to really focus on the fact that Amy is fifteen and still a child even though she never shows it around other people, and to get to explore a bit more of nine year old Amy immediately post adoption, and her relationship with Fred and Archie!  Both of those are things that I’ve wanted to explore for a long time but that have never really worked with individual chapter arcs or with the pacing of the larger season arc, so now that I can finally write that, I’m really excited to share it with everyone!
I know this turned into a really long essay and I’m so sorry about that, but thank you again so much for sending me this ask!!! (and you’re totally right, this got me super hyped to get back into the chapter!!)
PS: please enjoy this gif of Amy, Archie, and Fifi!
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straightouttaneptune ¡ 6 years ago
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Hii i read ur thor fics and really love’em so i was wondering that maybe you could write one about Kevin Beckman the ghostbusters character and that maybe u love kev alot but thor get really jealous and mad
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Pairing: Thor x reader
Warning: Comedic, swearing, oblivious reader, and fluff. Avengers fluff as well <3 You know if it's Thor, it's fluff. C'mon muffins!
A/N: I had so much fun writing this!! Thank you so much for the amazing prompt, @gbadwal ! 
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“Movie night!” You heard Clint scream at the top of his lungs, and so did rest of the team as you saw them all poking their heads out of their doors. “What is bird-man number 2 up to this time?” Bucky exited his room with a blanket wrapped around his shoulders, dragging a shirtless Steve along behind him.
You look back at Thor who had his arms wrapped around you as you poked your head out your door. “Let’s not keep Katniss Everdeen waiting.” You chuckle to yourself, pulling your love by his wrist.
You shake your head in confusion as you entered the living room to be met with Clint standing on the 7,000 dollar coffee table. Tony looks utterly infuriated, dramatically frailing his arms everywhere as he mumbles incoherent words. 
“What is it, Clint?” Wanda asks unamused, wishing to go back to making paprika soup with Vision. 
“I told ya. Movie night.” Clint hops off the coffee table, pulling out a Netflix account on the Apple TV. “Luckily, we get to watch Netflix for free. Because Stark bought the whole damn company for Parker.” Clint placed himself on one of the couches, looking at his teammates hopefully.
“Well, I believe we should watch Wonder Woman!” Thor beamed, and the not-so-enthusiastic Avengers immediately went into an argument about what to watch. 
“Justice League? More like just stop League.“ 
"Clint, you’re not cool.”
“How about we watch Disney?" 
"You know, I heard Harry Potter is good.”
“Hairy Potter? What a… unique name for a pottery artist.”
“Have you guys seen Riverdale-”
“SHUT UP. WE DON’T TALK ABOUT RIVERDALE”
After a good amount of arguing later, the team finally decided on a movie called the “Ghostbusters”. You actually have no idea how many times you’ve seen it, just to swoon over the dumb handsome dude in it. You didn’t know what it was, but Kevin’s adorableness was your weak spot. It also helped that he looked a little like Thor as well.
“I’ve always liked Jillian.” Clint’s voice is muffled by all the popcorn he stuffed into his mouth, but still gets a nod of agreement from Tony.
“Kevin is so cute.” You whisper out subconsciously, not aware that you had said it out loud. You were drawn in by the charming man on the screen, your lips curling upward every time he came on. Thor began to notice this, watching you closely as your eyes followed the character. 
He pulls you a little closer to him, in hopes that you’d pay more attention to him. But you don’t, you continue on making heart eyes at Kevin with what normally would be a smile that makes Thor very happy. 
After the movie was over and everyone was just lounging in the living room, you were scrolling through Instagram watching edits and posts of Kevin, a gorgeous smile plastered on your face the whole time. You sat sideways between Thor and Steve, your legs resting on Thor's lap and your back facing Steve. Thor craned his head to look inside your phone screen, brows knitted in judgment as he watched Kevin.
"My dove, what is so pleasant about this dense mortal?” Thor asked you with jealousy lacing his every word. You looked up from your phone, smiling at him softly. “He’s nothing compared to you, love.” You chuckled, which made Thor beam up with pride, but you went back to your phone once again.
Thor wasn’t usually this jealous of another man, let alone a fictional one… But he couldn’t help but purse his lips in a frown as he watched you. He eventually stood up from under you, making your head fall onto Steve's lap. 
You looked up from your phone bewildered, confused as to why he was acting so strange. Everyone else watched amused as Steve's face went bright red, pretending to be doing their own things. 
"Point break's jelly, Y/N." Tony quickly snapped his own comment in, looking up from the book he was "reading". 
"Jealous? Thor? Never." You responded light-heartedly but seriously started to question your judgment as soon as the words left your mouth. "Yeah, on second thought, I'll be right back."
A low rumble of laughter waved over the huddled superhumans, all of them knowing that you and Thor would be back in each other's arms 5 minutes later.
"Thor?..." You gently opened the door to your shared room, calling for him softly. You entered the room to see Thor staring out the windows while seated on the king-sized bed. 
"Y/N." Oh shit. He called you by your name, not the usual pet name "My dove" he has for you.
"Come on, Thor. You know you're better than any fictional character in the world." You neared him slowly, he has yet to even turn to look at you. Oh yeah, the god of thunder was mad. Big time.
"Am I not enough for you, dove?" His next words weren't from anger, but with a hint of sadness. You didn't mean to make him feel this way at all.
"Of course you are. It was just the fangirl in me from 2008 or something. I used to really like this actor, Chris Hemsworth. But that's it, my love." You walked in front of him and cupped his cheeks, his eyes swirling with sorrow. 
The corners of his lips tugged upwards, making your lips mimic the movement. You stood there cradling his head into your chest as his arms wrapped around your middle. No one attracted you like Thor. Not even the hottest of celebrity crushes.
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New Roommates
So here’s the second installment of my fic and I really hope this makes sense. i wrote this not really intending on posting it. So since I just wrote it for myself it’s not proper chapters. And I can’t upload the whole thing cause it would be ridiculously long but I hope you enjoy anyway ❤️
Previously
Max was almost out when he heard movement on the couch. Keeping his eyes closed he felt a soft weight being placed over him. Peaking his eyes open, he noticed a blanket she had been using on the couch. It was still warm from her body heat. He was too tired to fight her besides he could smell her perfume on the fabric comforting him as he fell asleep.
The next day Melissa was the first one awake. The street lights were still on after she took her morning shower. Quietly she went about her business, putting on a fresh pair of scrubs and her shoes. It was going to be another cold day in Chicago. Sighing to herself she braided her long dark hair down her back and pulled on a beanie. After grabbing her warmest jacket she headed downstairs. Abby and Max were still asleep making Melissa stay quiet as a mouse as she fixed herself a cup of coffee to go. Now Melissa may love her job but no matter what she would never be a morning person.
Thankfully the hospital was slow at five in the morning. She would make her rounds, talk with the night nurses to find out what happened the night before, and wait for her first big incident of the day. When she heard the intercom say code blue she turned to her coworker. “Let’s go to work.”
When Max woke up the first thing he was aware of was a sweet smell coming from the kitchen. After wiping his hands over his face he turned to see Abby pulling out a muffin tray from the oven. Slowly he rose from his makeshift bed and staggered into the kitchen. “Morning.” She said softly.
“Morning.” Max yawned.
“We didn’t get properly introduced last night. I’m Abby.” She told him, extending her hand.
Max glanced at her hand to her face which still had flour on it. “I’m Max, I’m Harry’s partner.”
“Well it’s nice to meet you.” She as far too friendly in the morning.
“You too. Uh, I gotta get a shower.”
Before she could say anything Max was already walking into the hallway bathroom. Not the best way to meet her new roommate but hopefully he would come around. If Abby knew anything about men the best way to make them like you was hit them with baked goods. He would come around and her Southern charm would make sure of it.
Harry sure did enjoy the muffins, he stuffed two of them into his mouth on their way to the precinct. “Mmm, I think this new roommate arrangement is gonna work out.” He groaned.
“Yeah, you keep eating like that you’re gonna fail our fitness exam come spring.”
“Eh, if I’m on desk duty it would be worth it if I get to eat like this.”
Max rolled his eyes as he came to a stop in their familiar parking spot. District twelve had been their second home since they graduated from the police academy. They worked in uniform for a few months before moving up to Intelligence. They had been working cases ever since.
Upstairs their coworkers were already buzzing. Mike had arrived first putting together their board. “Ok our victim’s name is Gerald Adams, low end criminal. He’s been in and out of jail since he turned sixteen. I got word from a CI that during his last stint he began working for another dealer, one we all know.” Mike taped up a picture of a well known dealer. “Calum Hood.”
“I thought he moved to Arizona?” Harry asked.
“Well he’s back. I’ve heard he’s been working the streets trying to build his rep back up.”
Sergeant Voight spoke up. “Hood used to be one of Kevin Wallace’s men. He had been working for him since Calum graduated high school.”
“Kevin Wallace? Isn’t he in prison?”
“For twenty years, doesn’t mean he’s not operating from the inside.”
“Then why did he pick off one of his new guys?” Max asked.
“That’s what I want you to find out.” Voight said. “Max, Harry, you find Adams residence. Mike you and Liam talk to your CIs, find out if there’s any rumblings going on with Wallace’s gang.”
With their orders in hand the guys headed off for the day. “Looks like it’s gonna be another late night.” Harry sighed.
By the time lunch was rolling around Melissa was already done with her day. Her last patient in room 612 refused to take his medicine, even going so far as to throw his food tray at her when she insisted he needed it. “Tell Jamie I’m taking my lunch and that someone else is gonna have to get Mr. Walker to take his meds.”
Luckily Abby seemed to know her friend would need a pick me up. When she arrived to the lobby she saw the blonde with a brown bag. “Hey, I didn’t know if you would have time for a real lunch.” Abby smiled.
“Even if I didn’t I’m taking one.” Melissa said eagerly taking the bag from her friend’s hands. “You brought me fresh bread? Bless you.”
“With three different jellies. I got a job.” Abby grinned.
“That was fast!”
“I know, I kind of stumbled into it.” Abby laughed. “It’s a small bakery that can only fit maybe three people at a time. A daughter runs it with her mother and her mom’s been sick for a while. They were gonna have to shut down but I came just in time.”
“So you’re basically gonna be running it?”
“Not really, it’s gonna be a test run until they think I can handle it but it’s a job.”
“Well I’m happy for you. You’re making a new life for yourself.”
“Yeah, I think I’m gonna like it here.”
Melissa felt her phone vibrate in her pocket. Groaning to herself Melissa pulled it out to reveal a patient of hers needs help. “Well lunch is over. I’ll see you at home, ok?”
“Ok, go save some lives.”
It was after seven before everyone returned to the house. Harry and Max struck out trying to find any links between Wallace and their victim. No one wanted to talk to the police even if it prevented more bloodshed. Melissa was beyond exhausted too when she finally arrived home. Thankfully Abby was home and fixed two homemade pizzas for her roommates. “Bless your heart.” Harry sighed as he piled pieces onto a plate.
Melissa ate a piece before excusing herself to her bathroom. “I need a hot bath and maybe a glass of wine.”
Harry agreed. “We’re out of beer. I’ll go to the store on the corner, be right back.”
When the door closed Abby turned to Max. “I didn’t really know what toppings everyone likes but I figured pepperoni and cheese was a safe bet.”
“Yeah, thanks.” He mumbled.
Abby didn’t know how to gauge him. From what Melissa and Harry said he just came out of a relationship so he was healing. Plus he was a cop and that was a whole other set of issues. “Uh, you can have the couch tonight. I’m smaller, the chair won’t hurt me.” She told him.
“It’s fine.”
If Abby knew guarded men she knew the best way to handle them was to give them space and let them eventually come to you. “Well the food’s warm.” She whispered before brushing past him.
When he didn’t say anything Abby took that as her cue to head upstairs to her room. She still had some clothes to hang up to distract her from the handsome roommate she just couldn’t seem to crack.
In the weeks that followed the move everyone followed a nice routine. Melissa and Abby usually woke up first, fixing a pot of coffee for the guys when they woke up. Abby would arrive home first and fix a small dinner for them to share. It took awhile but eventually they would eat together around their small dining room table Melissa and Abby bought from an antique store. Their house was coming together just in time for Thanksgiving. “So what are our Thanksgiving plans?” Abby asked.
“I will probably be at the hospital. People deep frying turkeys is an accident waiting to happen.” Melissa explained.
“Then I’ll fix you a plate and bring it to you.” Abby said.
“Or I could. I usually go visit a friend on Thanksgiving anyway and the hospital is on the way.” Harry shrugged.
“Ok sounds like a plan.” Melissa agreed.
Later on that night Max and Harry excused themselves to go to the gym while Melissa and Abby stayed home. Melissa decided to take a hot bath leaving Abby to clean the kitchen. In the time she had lived in the house she maybe had one conversation with Max. Every day it was like Abby, Harry, and Melissa would laugh and talk, and they all had a good relationship going but Max seemed to be on the outside. Call it her southern hospitality trying to break through but Abby just wanted Max to feel included in his own home. Surely he talked to Harry, they were together every day from morning till night. Maybe she was overstepping her bounds but Abby just wanted to know more about her handsome roommate.
When Max and Harry got home Max went straight to the bathroom to shower leaving Harry to wait for him to finish. He found Abby in the kitchen writing down a list. “Whatcha doing?” Harry asked.
“Writing out what I need to make first tomorrow morning. I’ve been trying to test and see what sells out first every day and what I need to bake more of.”
“So what do the good people of Chicago enjoy?”
“Believe it or not homemade pop tarts with fresh fruit cream inside.”
“And how come we don’t get any of those here?” Harry seemed offended he hadn’t enjoyed one of her pop tarts.
“Come by tomorrow morning and I’ll give you two on the house.” She smiled. “So...can I talk to you about something?”
“Depends on what it is.”
“It’s about Max.”
“Then probably not.”
“I just want to know what he’s like. We’ve been living together almost a month and I feel like I barely know what his voice sounds like.”
She noticed Harry’s eyebrow cock up slightly. “You fancy my partner?”
Abby tried to hide her blush. “I barely even know him. I just hate that we’re always talking and hanging out but he’s never around.”
“That’s just Max, he’s been like that for as long as I’ve known him. It’s part of what we do. We see horrors every day, things you can’t even imagine. Some guys just shut down so nothing else gets to them.”
“So should I just leave him alone?”
“I’m not saying that. I think to make him feel more comfortable here is a great idea. I’ve been wondering about it myself. I chalked it up to him still being upset about what’s her name but I don’t even know.”
“Well what does he like?”
Harry rubbed his chin with his finger. “When we first got partnered up he told me he misses his mother’s apple pies. His folks live in California and they don’t get to visit very often.”
“Apple pies? I can bake that in my sleep.”
“Great, more baked goods for me.”
The next morning Harry was driving and instead of going their normal route to the station he took a detour, something that didn’t go unnoticed by his partner. “Where are you going?”
“You’ll see.”
A few blocks down Harry came to a stop in front of a small bakery called ‘Make it Sweet’ with doughnuts and cupcakes decorating the light pink sign. “Why are we at a bakery?”
“Not just any bakery, it’s Abby’s. She promised me a warm breakfast but if you don’t want anything keep your grumpy ass in the car.”
Grumbling to himself Max followed his curly haired partner into the bakery. The smell of cinnamon hit him as soon as they walked through the door. It was so warm inside, a stark contrast to the freezing outside. The storeroom was small with two tables and a cake box full of different variations of birthday cakes and plain cakes waiting to be decorated. When she heard the bell above the front door ding Abby stepped out from the back to the counter. “Hey guys.” She grinned, just as warm as the storeroom.
“We come eager to try these pop tarts.”
“Pop tarts?” Max asked. “Don’t we have those at home?”
“Those are stale, I’ve had them since my last apartment.” Harry answered. “Abby promised me these were the best in Chicago.”
“Don’t gas me up too much.” Abby laughed. “I kept some warm for you two.”
Max watched as Abby placed four pop tarts into a small pink box. “Do you want coffee to go?”
“Yeah, Liam was supposed to make some at the station and knowing him it’ll taste like motor oil.” Harry cringed.
After pouring two cups of coffee she placed everything on the counter for them. “What do we owe you?” Max questioned pulling out his wallet.
“It’s on me.” She said, waving off his money.
Before Max could argue Harry felt his phone vibrate. “It’s Liam, we got a hit on Hood. Thanks Abby, see you later.”
Just as Max was about to leave the bakery he went back to the counter and laid a twenty dollar bill down. “Thanks.”
She didn’t have a chance to refuse the money before he was taking off behind Harry. Normally it would have been an eight dollar order she would just take the twenty as a kind tip. She also couldn’t help but notice the small smile on Max’s face as he handed her the bill. Maybe they were getting somewhere slowly but surely.
Throughout her time working at the hospital Melissa’s favorite part was simply releasing her patients. She had seen them through difficult times, nursed them back to health so when it was time for them to go home she took pride in being there. This time it was a twenty one year old girl who had come in with a severe case of pneumonia. She waved it off for so long when she finally came to the hospital she was admitted at once. “Mali? How are you doing?” Melissa asked.
“I feel great, just ready to get out of here.” Mali smiled.
“I bet, I just need you to sign these release forms and then you’re all set. Do you have someone coming to get you?”
“My big brother is coming. He should be here any minute.”
A soft knock echoed through the room. Melissa turned just in time to see a man step into the room. “Sis? You decent?” He asked, a hand over his eyes.
“Calum, put your hand down, I’m dressed.” Mali rolled her eyes making Melissa laugh.
“Hey, can’t be too safe. I walked into the wrong room one day and I’m still scarred for life.” Calum laughed stepping further into the room, his eyes landing on Melissa. “Hi, I’m Calum.”
“Don’t hit on my nurse, Cal.” Mali warned.
“Not at all! I’m merely showing my gratitude for the nurse that took such good care of my baby sister.”
Melissa laughed, placing her hand in Calum’s extended one. “I’m Melissa.”
“Nice to meet you.” His smile was dangerous, lighting up his entire face making his eyes turn into slits and she thought she saw dimples in his cheeks.
“You too.” She nodded, clearing her throat. “All right, well if you’re done with your paperwork you are free to go. I hope we don’t see you around here too soon.”
“Nope, I will be sure to take care of myself from now on.” Mali promised, hopping off her bed with ease.
“Don’t worry, I’ll watch over her.” Calum said, earning a light slap from his sister.
“Yeah, like that’s what I need.”
Melissa laughed once more watching as the brother and sister walk out of the hospital room. As she was leaving herself she saw Calum and Mali step into the elevator. From where she stood she could see Calum watching her a small smirk on his face. Even as she continued her shift she couldn’t get his face out of her mind. His smile, his curly black hair and matching eyes. “Get a hold of yourself, Melissa.” She told herself but still this man had affected her in such a short amount of time and she wasn’t upset about it.
When she got home she was eager to talk to Abby about a possible new man in her life. “Hey, are the guys home yet?”
Abby shook her head. “No, they stopped by the bakery this morning but had to rush out cause of some case.”
“Did you ask what it was?”
“No, they were in and out before I could.”
“Do you ever get curious about their cases?” Melissa asked.
“Not really, if they wanted to talk about them they would tell us. Max is hard enough to try and talk to. I don’t want to try and force him.”
“Good point, anyway let me tell you about the guy in the hospital.”
“Melissa, I don’t want to hear another story about someone missing a finger or toe.” Abby groaned.
“No, this one is different, all of his limbs are attached to a very attractive body.”
“Ok, now you got my attention.”
“Yeah, I figured, so he’s the brother of one of my patients. He came to pick her up today.”
“What does he look like? Give me a visual.”
Melissa pursed her lips, thinking back to the man from that afternoon. “He was the epitome of tall, dark and handsome. Olive skin with dark hair and eyes. A smile that would make you swoon.”
“Yeah, he had to be cute if you’re saying words like ‘swoon.’” Abby giggled. “But wait, I thought you and Harry had something.”
Melissa shook her head. “Harry’s cute and he’s funny but wouldn’t it be weird since we live together?”
“That would be up for you to decide.”
“I don’t think I can now that we live in the same house. What if we didn’t work out? One of us would have to move out.”
“I guess you’re right.” Abby frowned now, not too sure how she should deal with Max.
“Anyway, I’m gonna take a shower. What’s for dinner?”
Later on that night, after an afternoon of chasing dead ends Harry and Max returned home to a quiet house. “God, all I want is a hot shower and my bed.” Harry groaned.
Max silently agreed, his eyes were heavy but a sight on the kitchen counter caught his eye. On top of the counter top was a pie, not just any pie it was his favorite. Apple pie had been his favorite dessert since he was a kid. This one didn’t look like the one he enjoyed throughout his childhood but he would never turn down an apple pie. His mood lifted as he grabbed a plate from the cabinet and a fork. After cutting him a slice of pie he took a bite, the flavors melting in his mouth. Salted caramel was drizzled on top of the pie, something he never experienced but definitely enjoyed. Then, while he was enjoying his second slice of pie, he noticed a few dollar bills on the counter and a note saying ‘You forgot your change this morning.’ He remembered giving Abby his only twenty in his wallet before rushing out of the bakery but he didn’t expect her to give him change for it. “So can I get a slice or not?” Harry asked.
“Get your own.” Max replied, wrapping the pie up and putting it in the fridge.
“You really being stingy about a pie?”
“Yep, good night.” Max mumbled, his mouth full. With Harry glaring at his back he retired to his room with his plate in hand. Maybe this roommate situation would work out after all.
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Andreil Ficlist
So, I’ve been away from Tumblr for a while but my love for the fandom is still strong. I’ve read some awesome fics from this pairing, and if you are looking for something too, you’re welcome to use this as guide.
Pairing: Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard
Fandom: All For The Game (Nora Sakavic)
All of them are taken from AO3, and all of them are marked as completed. Enjoy!
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Hold Each Other by exactly13percent (superagentwolf)
He came along and showed me how to let go. - A series of stories about Andrew and Neil, with occasional Fox Family-centric feels. Current lineup: SMUT / Neil bringing up his torture / Neil protecting the Foxes / Neil using Nathaniel for good / AU: Riko, Canon divergence / Fixing Nicky's Kiss / Post-Canon AU / 5+1 bonding / Andrew & Nathaniel / Neil & Nicky bond / Magic!AU with tattoos / Post-Canon Piercing & Aaron bonding / Neil & minor PTSD / Neil & PTSD, Andreil / SMUT / Andrew and jealousy (kinda) / Baltimore AU & Kevin, Matt bonding / Neil trauma & Andreil / normal!AU Andreil in 3 parts / Raven!Neil AU in 8 parts / Andreil tea shop!AU / Andreil flower shop!AU / Andreil no Exy&college AU / Andreil no exy & college AU again lmao - UPDATE: This has turned into a series where each fic is a different AU! 
Hic Sunt Draconis by exactly13percent (superagentwolf) 
Andrew is just trying to keep Kevin alive when an elf jumps into the fray, flashing daggers and blue eyes. He hires the Foxes to help him catch a demon from his past, but it starts to feel less like he's the client and more like he's the protection. Andrew hates how entranced he is by the scarred rogue, with magic on his skin and a tongue as silvered as the city's statues.
It's a good thing Andrew needs something to hold his interest. Neil is doing his best to meet the expectation, whether anyone asked for it or not.
It's Way Beyond Ice Cream by nekojita for Blurredminds
(part 1 of the Ice Cream AU)
Fic for the AFTG Summer Exchange - Neil's doing his best as a new freshman at PSU, helped by Renee as he navigates life as a normal 'person'. That includes classes and studying, and dealing with a certain stubborn employee at the local ice cream shop who seems to delight in messing up his order each time he goes there for some unknown reason....
Of course Allison and Renee will eventually explain what's going on to him (and help poor Andrew out).
Life Never Tasted So Good by nekojita
(part 2 of the Ice Cream AU)
It's time for Andrew's date with the cute freshman he's been tormenting for the past couple of weeks by messing with his ice cream order. Still not convinced that Neil really wants to go out with him (in part because of how Neil is cagey about anything to do with his past), Andrew prepares for the night out.
In other words, continuation of 'It's Way Beyond Ice Cream'.
Feels Like Wasted Youth by conniptionns, exybee
Neil’s current living situation is … complicated.
Between his roommates’ badass rager parties and his neighbors’ constant barging into his apartment, Neil’s sure he can handle anything junior year throws at him
That is, until someone leaves a passive-aggressive noise complaint on his door. Unfortunately for the second floor, Neil has skipped the passive and gone full aggressive.
Or the Neighbors AU featuring post-finals parties, ill-timed fire alarms, and helpful campus squirrels.
Forever Home by moonix for lolainslackss
Neil works at a movie theatre. Andrew is his favourite (and only) customer.
The Kids Are Alright (Now) by Marmeladeskies for BakaDoll
When they're two years old, Aaron and Andrew are adopted together- and it changes the course of their fate drastically. A story about scars, healing, dogs, and the little boy with the auburn curls who just moved in next door.
Foxglove Fridays by moonix
(Part 1 of Foxglove Court)
Every Friday, Neil comes into Andrew's shop to buy flowers.
Wishbone Wednesdays by moonix
(Part 2 of Foxglove Court)
Attraction is a slow creature for Neil. It sneaks up on him over time and winds him tighter and tighter in its coils until he’s smothered in it.
In which Andrew is a florist with magic hands, Neil is a tattoo artist with a tragic past, and everyone else is busy wooing Renee at the coffee shop.
If You Must by Tourmaline147
Neil's whole world went up in flames the minute he burned his mother's dead body. Mary prepared him for almost every possible scenario, except this one. Now he's stuck in the middle of California trying to restart his life.
Andrew's world had been dark long before Neil Josten came into town. He's been barely living the past few years but he was working on that.
Together these two strangers who only knew how to survive take on a new challenge: learning to live.
*** Featuring the other foxes, the bad guys, copious amounts of music, and, hopefully, happiness.
*** Basically a high school au with music. Enjoy.
TFC High School AU by Moonix
1.  Take Shelter by moonix
After his mother's death Neil Josten just needs to keep his head down until graduation, then he's going to leave this town and identity behind like all the others and start over somewhere new. There's a small hitch in his plans though: his deal to protect Andrew from bullies in exchange for some quiet company.
2.  Guns And Horses by moonix
A year after they run away together, Andrew and Neil finally find themselves in Columbia where they make a temporary home, get jobs, and meet Aaron.
3.  Stop The World by moonix
Neil’s mother is dead. His father is in prison. If he’s lucky, things might just be working out. Except Neil isn’t usually lucky…
4.  Up In Flames by moonix
Neil keeps his promise.
The Proposal by PalmettoFoxDen
Andrew said he was engaged to Neil to get Nicky to stop telling him he would die alone. Now, Nicky is expecting Andrew to bring Neil to Columbia to meet them all. Meanwhile, Neil just found out he's going to be deported. Even though they can't stand each other, Andrew makes Neil a deal. If Neil visits Andrew's family and convinces them that they're really engaged, Andrew will marry him and convince the investigator on Neil's case that they're in love. But if they're going to convince anyone, they'll need to learn a lot about each other. 
A Thief and a Liar by ClockworkDragon, gluupor
After two years in prison for a crime he absolutely did commit, Andrew has his next heist all planned out. All he needs is a team of thieves as talented as he is.
An Ocean’s Eleven AU where the Foxes like to steal things, Riko owns several casinos, and Andrew has a score to settle.
Shake My Tomb by exactly13percent (superagentwolf)
Nathaniel Wesninski takes his father's life and his father's title at the age of twelve. He kills a man at thirteen.
At eighteen, Kevin Day comes to him for help.
The Butcher of Baltimore is a name that used to mean something. Under Nathaniel's direction, the Wesninski Family has become an entirely different beast. They are the shadow thrown by the fire of the Moriyamas. Nathaniel isn't one to interfere with something bigger and more dangerous than him, but Kevin's position means something to him. Kevin, and the strange family he brings with him.
Maybe even Andrew, the one that challenges Nathaniel the most—and the one that Nathaniel finds himself drawn to. There's a lot at stake, though, and Nathaniel has nothing left to lose. Nothing but himself.
Pressure Points by puddlejumper99
(Part 1 of Out of the Ashes)
Neil enrolls at Columbia High School and remarkably fails at remaining invisible
False Equivalence by sunrise_and_death
Some part of her had known it would come back to Neil. He was the one who had cracked the twins the first time. Of anyone, he was the most likely to have a solution for this as well.
Although the events of the previous year resolved a lot of issues, Katelyn quickly discovers that not every problem has been addressed. As she attempts to map a future in which Aaron has both her and his family, she finds herself once again working with Neil Josten—to unexpected results.
Only You by wematch
In their second year a deal is made. Andrew wants to explore his boundaries and there’s really just one person he trusts around himself.
Set in a universe where everything is the same except that Andrew never kissed Neil on the rooftop that night. Instead, they just got closer and more comfortable around each other.
stars may collide by broship_addict, llheji
Moonlighting as Abram, member of the city's crime-fighting Foxes, Neil is doing a very bad job at staying under the radar. He's busy enough between his friends, patrol, and bickering with Andrew at work, but with the Ravens gang finally within reach and the reappearance of the Monster, he might have bitten more than he can chew.
(Or, how both Neil and Andrew accidentally fall in love with the same person twice. Lame.)
finger on the trigger/pedal to the floor by badacts, lightning_struck
Neil and Kevin, operatives for the highly secretive US body known only as ‘the Agency’, are very good at their jobs. Maybe Neil isn’t the patriot that Kevin is, but he can recognise the need for people like him, and, if nothing else, he is loyal. However, in the wake of an assassination attempt on the president foiled with the help of talented-but-civilian sniper Andrew Minyard, of the chipped shoulder and the uncanny knack for seeing right through people, Neil begins to question who it is giving him orders.
However, asking questions is a dangerous game. If Neil isn’t careful, he’ll end up dead - or worse than.
falling. by Idnis
The sun was bearing down on the park, on Andrew, on Neil Josten’s sketch, his auburn hair and blue, blue, blue eyes.
After a dozen tries, Andrew clicked through his photos. All the way to the first one. The one where Neil was staring straight at the camera.
Andrew’s breath caught.
flour petals, sugar stitches by ephemeralsky
“Thanks for coming with me,” she says, keeping her eyes trained in front of her.
“It is not like I had a choice in the matter,” Andrew says, blowing out a stream of smoke through his mouth.
Renee’s lips curl into a smile. “Maybe you’ll win our next sparring match and I’ll finally have to buy you ten cartons of Haagen-Dazs.”
“It cannot be worse than tagging along to a bridal boutique.”
“Maybe,” Renee allows, humor in her voice. “But what kind of man of honor would you be if you didn’t come with me to choose a dress?”
(or: Andrew is a baker, Renee is a bride-to-be, and Neil is a dressmaker)
Neil Josten the Sex God by manya
“Okay, look. My friends were kinda getting on my back about me being single, and I said that it was by choice and if I wanted to I could get anyone I wanted. And obviously that’s an extremely presumptuous thing to say, so they told me to prove it. So, uh, here I am. And here you are. And if you’d like to maybe help me out with this, that would be awesome.”
Andrew stares at Neil for a moment that seems to stretch on forever. “You want me to play along with you and pretend that you’re some kind of sex god?”
Crystal Clear by exactly13percent (superagentwolf)
Your crystal is your heart and soul, manifested. You must keep it safe. Neil and Andrew don't have typical crystals. For one, they aren't whole. They're little pieces, broken by years of wrong. But Kevin's magic shop brings them together, and they figure maybe broken doesn't mean destroyed.
Paint Me The Color of You by exactly13percent (superagentwolf)
Sound is supposed to be the language of love. Neil has never heard his soulmate. Never. Except he sees blue all the time, and then he meets Andrew and the entire world turns to color.
The Glass Mountain by exactly13percent (superagentwolf)
The apples from the glass mountain are all anyone cares about. Anyone but Andrew, that is. Andrew is just trying to keep Kevin alive, despite Kevin's attempts to reach those apples again. The apples, and the captive prince at the top of the mountain.
Minyards' Magical Mischief by moonix for alexjosten
“No,” Aaron said. “Andrew, no.”
They locked eyes, and for a moment it was like they were eleven again, catching sight of each other for the first time across a crowded train platform.
“I confess,” Andrew said tonelessly, “to the murder of Drake Spear.”
(Or: an Auror and a murderer walk into an ice-cream parlour.)
If I Tried by exactly13percent (superagentwolf)
Neil is getting used to high school. He ends up getting used to a group of mismatched students, and he gets a little too used to one of them in particular. Maybe enough to go to prom.
library hours by lolainslackss for exybee
Andrew always sits across from the same guy in the library. The set-up suits him: they're both night owls, they're both relatively neat, and they both like the quiet. There's absolutely no need for them to get to know each other. This delicate balance shifts, however, when the guy sprains his ankle and Andrew finds himself breaking all his own rules and driving him to the emergency room.
A wintry college AU featuring all-nighters, homemade sushi, copious amounts of coffee, and many mixed-up feelings.
winter, formal by moonix for lolainslackss
Neil tries to get away from a boring conversation and accidentally ends up asking the most popular guy in school to dance with him at the winter formal.
faking it by flybbfly
After being photographed together, Neil and Andrew decide to roll with the rumors that they're dating.
Hot Thoughts by conniptionns
99: “Calm down. I look a lot worse than I am.”
Neil is hit by a car on the way to Dunkin Donuts, but he's totally okay
The Manny by mishaschmidt
Problem #1: Neil accidentally becomes the nanny of two adorable kids.
Problem #2: Neil somehow manages to fall in love with their father.
Fuck.
The Life of a Star by gluupor
Stars did not get sick and they did not age. If Neil's smart mouth didn't get him murdered (something which had a non-zero probability of occurring, according to Andrew) then he would continue on, immortal and unchanging.
It hadn't occurred to him that the same wasn't true for Andrew.
An epilogue for my Stardust AU.
None But You by gluupor
When Neil was eighteen he met and fell for Andrew Minyard. Their relationship seemed solid and unbreakable until Neil's mother found out about it and made him end it.
Six years later Neil still has a few regrets about breaking up with Andrew but he's completely over it. Really, he is. Although he does have to admit that it was easier to be over it before Andrew walked back into his life and started dating someone else.
A modern day adaptation of Jane Austen's Persuasion.
Tale as Old as Time by gluupor
In order to protect Aaron, Andrew ends up cursed into the form of a beast. The curse can only be broken if someone is able to see past his fearsome exterior and fall in love with the man he is inside.
Believing this to be impossible, he isolates himself in a run-down castle knowing he will be alone forever. After all, who could possibly be desperate enough to seek shelter with a beast?
Where You Lead by gluupor
When Neil promised Kayleigh that he'd look out for Kevin if anything ever happened to her he'd never expected to be a single teenage father hiding out in a small town. Luckily the town's residents seem keen to adopt them.
A Gilmore Girls AU where Kevin's a kid, Neil's his caffeine-addict father, and Andrew's a grumpy diner owner who loves them both.
Fake It 'Til You Make It by gluupor
Neil works three low paying, dead-end jobs and makes just enough money to afford a room to sleep in and to keep himself from starving. He has no prospects, no hope, no future. That all changes when a chance encounter results in a job offer that he can't ignore.
The job? Pretending to be professional exy player Andrew Minyard's boyfriend.
Andrew Versus the Truth by gluupor
Andrew has an unexceptional life working at an IT help desk in Southern California and living with his cousin. Then he gets an unexpected message on his birthday from his estranged twin brother and very strange things start happening. His computer catches fire, two attractive guys seem interested in him, and he keeps imagining that he knows classified CIA intelligence.
These things couldn't possibly be connected... could they?
Everything is Fine! by gluupor
"Hello," Dan said. "I'm sorry to tell you that you're all dead. This is the Afterlife; your placement here is dependent on your actions during your lifetime. Now, I have some exciting news for you-"
Nathaniel snorted loudly. "You don't expect any of us to actually believe that we made it into the Good Place, do you?"
"Why not?" asked Dan.
He jerked his thumb in Andrew's direction. "Well, before you came in, Exhibit A over here had just finished telling us that he died when he crashed a car on purpose in order to kill someone. What's the cutoff for how many murders committed before someone doesn't qualify for the Good Place anymore? Is it more than zero?"
"Speak for yourselves," cut in Kevin. "I think I deserve to be in the Good Place. I have a large number of devoted fans and am very talented."
Nathaniel was quiet for a beat, before pointing at Kevin. "Exhibit B."
Don't Break the Seal by gluupor
Living with the Spears and feeling desperate and alone, Andrew meets and befriends a seal who can turn into a boy.
In later years he comes to believe that the magical boy he met was just a hallucination. It is therefore very surprising when he meets him again after hitting him in the stomach with an exy racquet in a tiny town in Nowhere, Arizona.
Better Late than Never by gluupor
Andrew should have known not to ally himself with a lying runaway, he really should have known not to trust him, and he definitely should have known not to fall for him.
It's the Thought that Counts by gluupor
Andrew and Neil's relationship has many facets that are confusing to outsiders. The strangest may be their habit of giving each other the contents of their pockets and calling it a gift.
Too Gay to Function by gluupor
After school, Neil started to make the trek back to his uncle’s house when a shiny, black beast of a car screeched to a halt in front of him. The driver’s side window rolled down. “Get in, loser,” said Andrew. “We’re going shopping.”
Fast Boys and Hot Cars by gluupor
Minyard had gotten out of his car and was stalking towards Neil like a predator - a panther, maybe, or some other big cat. “Double or nothing,” he said, sounding unaffected and bored by the proceedings despite the fact that he’d just lost a race for the first time in years.
An Overdeveloped Sense of Vengeance by gluupor
“No one could be following us yet?” Kevin asked suddenly. “No one,” Riko said impatiently. “That would be absolutely inconceivable.” There was a pause. “Out of curiosity, why are you bothering me with such a stupid question?” “Oh, no reason,” answered Kevin. “It’s just that I looked back and someone is there.”
It's a Cruel World, Mr. J by gluupor
“And you? You think I’m a monster?” asked Andrew. “Maybe,” said Neil. “But I don’t think that monsters are born. They’re made.”
A Truth Universally Acknowledged by gluupor
“Palmetto Court has been let at last!” said Mr. Hemmick in raptures. “Mrs. Wymack reports that a single man of good fortune has taken Palmetto for a twelvemonth at least! What marvellous news for my dear cousins!”
It's Called a Hustle, Sweetheart by gluupor
“We need to find out who owns this license plate, but I don't have access to the police database yet," said Kevin. "Relax," said Neil. "I know a guy at the DMV."
bloom (just for you) by godotco
For lack of any better explanation for what was happening, Neil was in uncontrollable full bloom.
- A little slice of witch au turned flower shop au
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ororowrites ¡ 7 years ago
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T’Challa Fic: Keisha’s Way (ch. 1)
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Taglist: @heyauntieeee @babygirlofwakanda @theunsweetenedtruth @sisterwifeudaku @90sinspiredgirl @airis-paris14  @afraiddreamingandloving @iliketowrite1996
This is my taglist from July (when I posted the synopsis) If you want to be added, let me know. :) 
1996
“Damn baby, ride that shit,” the middle aged man moaned, under Keisha’s slow grind. Her hips swiveled in a circle as she tried to ride the dollars out of Dr. Curtis Nelson’s dick. The doctor had promised her a semester of school paid in full and she wasn’t going to pass up the opportunity. Hoping her flexibility and hard work got her a little extra cash to put on her books, Keisha was putting her best moves on the doctor. “Shit, girl!” Curtis pushed his hips forward, meeting Keisha’s slow bounce when she switched up her technique. 
Her thighs were on fire but she needed the nut and Dr. Nelson’s cash. The doctor’s hands gripped Keisha’s ass, the round flesh slapping against his palms. 
“Fuck, I’m about to cum,” Keisha cried, leaning forward to take the sting out of her legs. Shifting her weight, Keisha placed her hands on Curtis’s chest. The student’s hips bucked violently when she neared her climax. 
Curtis wasn’t ready for his bed partner to unravel, yet. He flipped them over and settled between Keisha’s chocolate thighs. “Baby, I’m about to have you calling me daddy,” he teased, making the young woman cringe. All she wanted was the dick and money, mostly the money. The classes and books wouldn’t pay for themselves and being a graduate student made it hard to get scholarships and financial aid. 
Keisha smiled uncomfortably when Curtis’s head disappeared between her thighs and his eyes stayed set on hers. Did he have to stare at her while he ate her out? Yes, she needed the money and to knock off her edge, but Keisha wanted this sex session to end as soon as possible. Watching his salt and pepper head bob up and down between her legs was an erotic site that made her warmth a bit wetter. It was the dangerous and forbidden fruit aspect that excited her. Dr. Nelson was her father’s good friend and colleague. 
Keisha had been sleeping with him for the past two years. The man wasn’t the best in bed but his head game was something to write home about for sure. Curtis’s lips smacked as his tongue explored the depths of Keisha’s folds. “Ohhhh, right there,” she moaned, spreading her thighs and pushing Curtis’s head deeper. As her hips rolled forward, the doctor flicked his tongue against her sensitive nub, sending vibrations down her legs and making her toes curl. 
His gaze stayed stuck on his sugar baby as he ate her like a Sunday dinner. Seeing his tongue make slow circles around her clit, pushed Keisha closer to her climax. She kept her hazel eyes on Curtis as he asked, “You tryna cum or what,” inserting two fingers inside her throbbing pussy, Keisha’s hips shot up, offering an endless amount of juices to quench his thirst. 
“Shiiiiii- why’d you stop,” Keisha moaned, trying to continue fucking Curtis’s fingers through her orgasm. But before she could finish her statement, she was on her stomach with her ass in the air. 
“You gotta finish me off before you go,” he answered, shoving his piece back inside Keisha’s already quivering tightness. “Damn, your shit is still as tight as I can remember. Throw that ass back.” The doctor roughly stroked her, his balls colliding with Keisha’s ass with a crisp slap.She moved her hips back against his, the friction of their rough sex making her kitty drip. It didn’t take much to make Curtis cum. He was shouting her name and spilling into the condom two minutes later before pulling out and falling on the bed. Keisha was disappointed that she didn’t get her nut. She stuck two fingers inside herself and came at the beat of her own drum.
“Whew, you’re going to kill me, Keke. I’ll deposit that $10, 500 into your account on Monday before you leave,” he murmured, half asleep already. Good, she didn’t have to worry about the rest and would have extra money to put on the next semester. 
“Okay, I already alerted the bank about the transfer so we shouldn’t have any problems this time. Just don’t do the deposit all at once,” Keisha grabbed her sweatshirt and jeans. 
“Deal. Thanks for a good time, I’ll page you,” Dr. Nelson said, giving Keisha her cue to leave. Since his wife passed away, Curtis was very generous with money, so another sugar baby was probably on the way to take Keisha’s place. 
“Thanks, doc,” Keisha gathered her shoes and bags, leaving Curtis there to attempt to get it up for the next tenderoni.  
Packing to move across the country was a task bigger than Keisha wanted to deal with at the moment. Her baby sister was sitting on her bed, blasting Ice Cube through her Walkman. 
“Naomi, turn that shit down before you bust an ear drum,” she snapped, watching Naomi bop her head, letting the lyrics roll off her tongue. 
Keisha shook her head. The girl wanted to be from Compton so badly while they were born and raised in Orange County. You couldn’t tell Naomi that and she swore dating gang bangers meant she was hood. 
“Aye! Turn that down or get out,” Keisha yelled, this time pulling one of the cans from Naomi’s ears. “I’m trying to concentrate.” 
“What!... oh, sorry,” Naomi replied, snatching the headphones off and throwing them to the bed. “So do I get your room when you leave?” 
“No, leave my shit alone,” Keisha warned, throwing a drawer of underwear onto the bed. A pink sex toy fell out with the array of panties but luckily, Naomi missed it.��
“You are such a bitch, but I’ll miss you,” the kid sister teased. “Rashad going too?” Rashad was Keisha’s ex of two years that seemed to pop up every now and then. Most of the time it was when they both needed an itch scratched. 
“Rashad is already down there, sadly. Hopefully that nigga stays down by the Morehouse campus because he’s trouble.” Keisha admitted, her lady parts tingling thinking about their last run in. Dude fucked her so hard, she couldn’t sit right for two days. 
“Mmmhm, you’ll be fucking him as soon as you land. Hoe ass,” Naomi scoffed, shaking her head at her sister’s antics. 
“I’m not a hoe. Rashad is my first and only one I mess with occasionally. Now go find something to do other than be in my business,” Keisha lied. Sure, Rashad was her first but no one knew about her situation with Dr. I can only keep it up for five seconds Nelson. Not even her sister and they told each other everything. 
“If you say so. I’ll leave you to your packing. Make sure you leave those black pumps here for me. Those are the only heels I can walk in.” 
Keisha’s head popped up from her suitcase. “I knew your ass was snooping around in my closet.” Naomi dodged a shoe that Keisha had chucked her way. It hit the wall with a thud.
3 days later 
Packed and ready, Keisha was ready to take on ATL. Leaving California behind wasn’t that difficult even though she hated leaving her sister behind. Naomi was her best friend and she wanted her to come with her but Naomi was too busy chasing some knucklehead boy. Their mother, Gina Lane, was an interesting character. Motherly instincts didn’t come naturally to her though she was a Pediatrician. Somehow her own children, especially Keisha, didn’t get the same love that her patients did. Keisha hated her father and that was not in her character to hate anyone. But Kevin didn’t even deserve the title of father when it came to Keisha. Naomi on the other hand was his pride and joy. This hatred put an extra strain on Keisha’s relationship with her mother. 
“Keke, it’s almost 7. We need to leave,” Gina yelled from the foyer. She had patients later that morning. 
“On my way, ma,” the brown skinned beauty took one last glance at her room before turning off the light. She threw the letter she wrote for Naomi on the 20 year old’s bed and jogged down the spiral staircase. “Is Kevin already at work,” Keisha questioned, knowing her father didn’t even come home the night before. 
Gina’s face fell instantly, “Um, yeah. He sends his love.” 
“Hmm,” Keisha hummed, grabbing her bag of mixtapes. “Okay.” 
The ride to the airport was silent. Neither of them had a thing to say and Keisha wasn’t about to force it. Moving to Atlanta was probably the best decision for her and the family. That way, Gina and Kevin weren’t forced to act like they loved their eldest child. Once they reached Gate C, Gina placed a quick peck on her daughter’s cheek, mumbled an “I love you” and turned to leave. Life was cold like that, making Keisha’s heart even colder. 
The flight from California to Georgia took 4 hours and the young woman couldn’t be happier when she finally landed. It took about another 2 hours to get her luggage and arrive at her off campus studio apartment. It resembled a dorm with the dark brown bookshelf, coffee table, desk and lofted bed. Keisha would make the space her own once she got settled in and a part time job. Her savings account was about to be wiped clean unless Curtis was feeling generous. So far, he had only paid for her education which was all she asked for.
Keisha wasn’t a gold digger, but she had big dreams. Her family was capable of helping her but she was left to do it herself. That meant getting it done by any means necessary. 
Before she did any unpacking, Keisha headed down to the neighborhood coffee shop for a energy boost. Blasting “If Your Girl Only Knew” on her Walkman, Keisha walked the few blocks quicker than she thought would. The smell of coffee beans and fresh muffins warmed her senses as she neared the corner cafe. 
“What may I get you ma’am,” the young barista asked. 
“Um, I’ll take a...I’ll get a banana nut muffin and small black coffee with a little cream?” 
“That will be $2.56.” 
Keisha cussed under her breath, she forgot to grab her wallet out of her suitcase. “Shit.” 
“I’ll cover that,” a male’s voice crooned and then a $5.00 bill invaded her space. 
“Oh, you didn’t have to do that...thank you,” Keisha replied, turning to face the handsome man. She tried to keep her mouth closed when she was greeted with his good looks and intoxicating cologne. 
“It’s no problem. I understand how important coffee is to a student. Trust me,” he stated. 
Keisha collected her coffee and muffin and thanked the nice guy again. “Thank you...” she paused waiting to hear his name. 
“T’Challa,” he grinned. 
“Thanks T’Challa. I’m Keisha, by the way.” 
T’Challa nodded, “Keisha. Nice to meet you. Enjoy your coffee.” 
Was it possible to impregnate a woman with just a look because Keisha was sure she was expecting after meeting Mr. T’Challa. 
Face claims: 
Naomi Lane
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Hi Mittens! Just wondering... What do you think are the worst things Dean and Cas ever did to each other? I'm reading 'Revenge of the subtext' right now (amazing!) and every time you mention Dean threw Cas out after he fell my heart breaks all over again. I'll never get over that.
Oh gosh! First off, thank you for reading! I’m thrilled that you’re enjoying it!
(for reference, the whole ‘verse that starts with RotS is right here: Everything is Subtext)
And yeah, at the time I wrote this, back during s10 (I started writing it shortly after 10.16 aired, with the confessional scene, and... that may have influenced the story some... confessions and regrets). At that time, 9.03 was one of the biggest Awful Things that either of them had done, but the worse of it was that as awful as it was, DEAN KNEW 100% THAT THIS WAS AWFUL. He’d been blackmailed with Sam’s life, you know? It was awful all around.
But Supernatural is filled with Awful Things like this. The thing is, we the audience don’t see just the Awful, but also the emotional rationalizations that have driven each of the characters to regretfully (typical) make these Awful Choices under the belief that they are doing the Right Thing, either in order to protect loved ones or for the greater good, or because they had no other choice. That’s the way this show rolls.
We the audience are aware of a lot of the inner turmoil that all of the characters suffer through over these Awful Things, but often the other characters are unaware of these deeper, emotionally devastating reasons, and so can only see one side of the Awful Thing. And that just makes it all doubly Awful, you know?
So from each character’s pov, they feel hurt, betrayal, aaaall the angst. Until they finally get to air out a bit of their pain. Like, 9.03 was EXCRUCIATING. But the pain got flipped back around in 9.09/9.10. Dean paid The Big Price for trusting Ezekiel/Gadreel, Kevin was killed, and Cas was pressed into a situation where he’d cannibalized another angel’s grace to save himself. I mean... this was bad, and Dean confessed everything about how he was stupid, how he’d made the wrong choices, and Cas not only forgave him, but assured him he believed Dean had been trying to do the right thing. And we got the “less dumb, less ass” chat.
Honestly, the world sucks enough on its own today, and trying to continue thinking about The Worst Things, I’m gonna shut up and try and focus on things getting better, try to focus on the progress they’ve made over the years, and hopefully the progress they’ll continue to make in the future.
I just finished the draft of another fic that I was gonna enter in the DCBB, but it’s s13 coda fic and I think we all need more slightly angsty but absolutely fluffy feelings resolution sort of fic in our lives right now.
(don’t worry, I have another fic I’m gonna write for the DCBB, if I can get it done in time for the draft deadline, I just need to post feelings repair and general happiness right now...)
I seem to have wandered extremely far off topic here. >.>
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