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science team-tober day 24: xen
prompt list | science team-tober sideblog
#hlvrai#benrey#scienceteamtober#i love xenian plants so much#the rest of the challenge is probably going to be spotty#i'm dealing with something personal right now and my energy and motivation are much lower#but we'll see#still pretty content with how much i've managed to do#i like to think when benrey needs some time alone#he'll sometimes go back to xen for a bit#maybe your old home isn't the most comfortable#but it's what you know#potionbarrel
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We only see each other at funerals
(On Jason, Thalia, Nico, Bianca, and their parallels/connections)
The Titan's Curse (Rick Riordan), @/anxiousmaya_, Right Now (Gracie Abrams), The Battle of the Labyrinth (Rick Riordan), Joan of Arc (Mary Gordon), The Lost Hero (Rick Riordan), Episodes Toward and Elegy for Halley's Comet (Lindsey Drager), Jason Grace (Riordan Wiki), The Gods Show Up (Michael Kinnucan), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), What the Living Do (Marie Howe), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), Planet of Love (Richard Siken), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), Tangerine (Nolune), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), I Bet On Losing Dogs (Mitski), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/abhorarchive (Twitter), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), Seventeen (MARINA), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/rollercoasterwords, The Tyrant's Tomb (Rick Riordan), @/the-overanalyst, Where Things Come Back (John Corey Whaley), Grit (Silas Denver Martin), Softcore (The Neighbourhood), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Frost (Mitski), @/moonbends, I'm Your Man (Mitski), Sun Bleached Flies (Ethel Cain), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Three (Sleeping At Last), My Art
#nono you don't understand it's about the siblings#it's about how thalia lost jason once only to get him back and lose him again#it's how jason and bianca both walked into their deaths with their eyes wide open#it's about zeus trying to kill nico and bianca and him doing nothing to stop jason from dying#it's about thalia being in the hunters and nico hating her but he knows how to grieve with that kind of loss#so he'll help her. for jason. for bianca. because no one deserves to mourn a sibling alone#like these four barely interact but they're soooo connected i could go on forever#i'm so sad thalia and nico never actually got a scene together after the burning maze#and ALSO#it's about the fact that reyna is one of the most (if not the most) important people left in their lives#LIKE#do you think thalia found out how close nico and reyna were and started watching her more closely#because every person the two of them have shared has ended up six feet under#so reyna gets annoyed with how protective thalia is but she doesn't stop her bc part of her can tell thalia needs it#and nico constantly checks to make sure reyna's life force is still strong#bc he never wants to be caught off guard by a death again#ok im done now i promise#the trials of apollo#trials of apollo#nico di angelo#reyna ramirez arellano#reyna avila ramirez arellano#web weaving#fanart#my art tag#thalia grace#jason grace#percy jackson#percy jackson fanart#bianca di angelo
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i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive
ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is
#snap chats#i dont even check twitter specifically for rgg its just that my algorithms been formed that way cause friends send me tweets#on the real though jvALEKJEKL ive always. how you say. played with dolls alone#so being alone online isnt hard or anything particularly 'impressive' to me its just how i roll#ive always lived in my head i guess- with my interests that is. its fun up there vlkeajkla#i still like to hear from other people of course but for the most part im happy with just myself im not all that pressed for others#i think its also just. i have. other interests? so i dont really think i want to look at One Particular Thing that day. at least for tumblr#i MIGHT just cause thats how the day goes but i dont think 'i feel like looking at rgg art today'#whatever i see I See and that'll be that yk i love a lot of things and think of a lot of things#evidently SOME things take a hold of me more than others- or ill wanna be more public bout it at least#but thats jsut cause i just feel SO MUCH for Whatever Thing It Is At The Time that i want to share it. so then i do jvlskjs#with that in mind can i really say im 'in' a fandom when i dont particularly interact with it LMAO#again always happy to do so but im like an estranged uncle if anything#come over once a year to drop gifts off then i leave. ill still respond to holiday cards though if theyre sent#also for discussions ill usually just talk to my brother about it since he'll usually be The Main Sponge for my rambling LOLOL#god's strongest soldier i promise i try to hold back but im afraid i feel my brain physically tickle my skull#my brother always has to watch in real time me be consumed by a piece of media. like its a symbiote its really funny#cause at this point we'll meet in the kitchen and ill start like 'you know whats really funny..'#and he'll just. 'ok so who's it about today' LIKE PLEAAAASSSEEE. anyways prepare for my ninth 90 minute lecture about This Character#i also have a friend that i talk about my interests with- not all the time but enough that im like. Yeah Im Good Talkin Bout This#like the dopamine in my brain is activated JUST enough when i get to have quick short convos bout it with her#honestly maybe i should use my blacklisted main and rb ALL of my sideblog posts there#just so the people following that can Also witness me be consumed in real time <- will not do this
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Canon Keith probably wouldn't be caught dead dancing or reacting to music of any kind
My version of Keith offers some tapping to the music, head bopping, shoulder movements. He's not ballroom dancing anytime soon but still.
#i feel like my character who doesnt dance is shiro#he just doesnt wanna#at most he'll sway to it when alone and he'll maybe sing along but he just doesnt wanna dance#voltron#vld#voltron: legendary defender#keith#keith kogane#keith vld#vld keith#keith voltron#voltron keith#my headcanons
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gator is a racist little cunt who should have died in place of witt he deserves no sympathy
#fargo fx#the idea that ppl think hes getting a reduced sentence just bc they want a wooby ending for him is fdjgkhdfg munch is right there#hes an accomplice to all those murders he'll at most get 50 years off his 2000 year sentence lmao#hes dying in prison blind & alone while munch gets to live the life he could've had he not been a piece of shit#there is no scenario where the two of them could have been friends or even come close to liking each other
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Seb HATES Xmas/Feast of the Winter Star.
Probably not that surprising. He's never really comfortable with family-oriented holidays and festivals because of his strained relationship with his own. With this time of year, he's made even more brutally aware of the favoritism and neglect when Maru is showered with praise and gifts while Sebastian feels like he's really just having his existence acknowledged.
Every year.
It's his most hated time of year, in fact. Not even the Flower Dance is as bad, to him. He isn't having those old wound rubbed with salt over and over. He does the bare minimum in participation and cringes if he gets anyone in his family as his assigned secret santa. He holes himself up in isolation more than usual, only coming out when he rly needs to.
In the verse where he's left home, this manifests as him staying in his motel room and aggressively ignoring the holiday around him. He doesn't want gifts, doesn't expect any, only to be left alone while those wounds are sore and tender.
It's probably when he rly Needs Someone the most, and yet he pulls away the hardest.
#ooc#he likes the winter season itself#he'll engage in that#but xmas stuff just makes him uncomfortable#somehow even more-so in his runaway verse bc now he's truly all alone#and it's one of those times he feels it the most#he misses gus's cooking too#man was legendary
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sometimes your brain just becomes old timey mental hospital hell
#🎙️.will#ladies gentlemen and everyone either in between or outside of that spectrum!#we have ourselves a patient!#I'll be your host for this evening#on this game show that is the mental health world#spin the wheel!#lobotomy? electroshock?#or will they just beat you into not having symptoms they don't like?#I'm sure lithium would fix him!#why he's practically a grown man#16 isn't that young!#we should've started him sooner!#oh? you did?#well I guess he's just not trying hard enough then!#rest assured- we won't let him out of our sight#straightjacketed and wings clipped so he can't go too far! (for his own safety of course)#we know you just want the best for him#worst case scenario! he just stays in captivity!#lots of people lead rich healthy lives within the psychiatric system!#sure#he'll never be allowed to drive a car or own a credit card or live alone#but he'll be out of your hands!#and that's the most important part hmm?#(I'm still lucid btw I'm just rambling. in character. so to speak#read this like poetry or lyrics.#but the iw is a ward now. I didn't do that but that is what's happening#I'm just leaning into it)
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Going back into my cave after this but Wyllstarion x The Princess Diaries au. Wyll as Mia, Astarion as Nicholas, Tav as Andrew. You understand.
#wyllstarion#My sister made me watch this with her on her bday and I could only think “omg like wyllstarion” the entire time#Wyll having to find himself a spouse in order to rule bc of some dumb old baldur's gate tradition#His father had to marry his mother to rule but she died in childbirth and his father ruled the rest of the time alone#Wyll was cast out for the same reasons as in Bg3 but instead of him returning to save his father his father realises his mistakes first#Cause Wyll deserves it#Lady Tav is the most eligible royal for Wyll to wed because she's the duchess of Waterdeep or something#And they were friends#But Wyll loves Astarion#Obviously I'm spinning this like within the Bg3 universe not a modern au or anything so some things are different#Holy shit what if ulder ravengard had a boyfriend a man he was in love with but couldn't ever be with. For fun. Like queen clarisse#Idk who it would be but wouldn't that be funny#WAIT what if instead of a dumb baldur's gate tradition demanding that Wyll marries it's actually because#His pact with Mizora requires that he have a “level headed” spouse to ���protect him from the devil's influence”#Guys I'm a genius#And no one wants Astarion to be Wyll's lover bc Astarion is a vampire spawn and they especially don't trust him#Astarion romances Wyll on the order of Cazador bc Cazador wants control of baldur's gate & astarion is the perfect candidate to seduce Wyll#But then Astarion falls in love with Wyll#I just want a scene with Lady Tav and Wyll discussing their marriage after Wyll is caught with Astarion#Where Tav tells Wyll he'll make an amazing king and she's a lady who never backs out of her word#They're friends so they're both understanding that love between them isn't happening#When Wyll returns the ring during the ceremony Tav is like oh thank fuck because Karlach is looking real gorgeous tonight#Etc etc#Bg3#Wyll Ravengard#astarion ancunin#Bloodpact#I fucking love that ship name BTW it's genius
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can't wait until my brother moves out next month
#he has no concept of sharing he's all individual. wanting to be alone in the living room when he's been down there all day and taking up#all the space and time in the kitchen despite knowing I haven't been able to cook. he's acting like he already fucking lives alone#like I know my presence never really matters especially not to him but jesus fucking christ#and he's only working five days out of the next two weeks. god I need him gone call us both selfish. I told him to tell me when he'll#need clothes and I'll have them ready for him but he ignored me so honestly nevermind. I'll just wash mine & anything he wants#done he can do it himself. forgive my bitterness I can't stand how much he can't stand me and how he's been treating my dad#like he's the laziest person ever because he hasn't fixed a damn door yet. my dad with a cracked spine and chronic pain#he's just the most ridiculously selfish person ever & I love him he's my brother but I can't live with him for much longer#praying for his future patients. take care of yourselves some of the most evil people I know are studying psychology etc#log
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I know it's a long way from coming, but I'm just so excites I gotta ask😆 Do you think/know if Underline the Silver will have any TRP POV? I remember back in FT canon/AUs you said he's one of those charas you prefer leaving as a non-POV player. I'm wondering if that's true for his human counterpart as well, or we might get switching POVs like in some of the other stories?
Hi anon!
I don't know yet, but I'm leaning towards quite possibly, and it's certainly the only story where we're likely to get a Corbyn Prince POV because he's human, and has human limitations, and a human mind.
That being said, I don't know if I plan on starting with his perspective. And unlike the other stories, and more like Underline the Black, this might be a mixed perspective. I'm really interested in what both characters think about the other, especially because this will be...in many ways very different to the other stories on a lot of levels.
So while it is a ways off, I'm definitely not ruling out a Corbyn POV at this stage!
#asks and answers#underline the rainbow#underline the silver#look it might be ages off but i think about this stuff as well anon you're not alone :D#corbyn prince#the raven prince#with him being an omega and a human#his thoughts will be quite different and i suspect much like human efnisien doesn't bear a huge amount of resemblance to like#fae efnisien#i think it might be similar here#though he may come closer to Spoils tRP but even then#i think he'll be in his own category#hopefully still recognisable - but also the most departed version of all of them
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what ghost haunts you?
the ghost of the damned.
you rot with the need for something more than what you have. the ghost is built up of the feeling of stagnation. you find it staring at the ceiling with sleep - blurred vision ; this is the third night you have met its eyes in the early hours of the morning. you tear yourself apart looking for comfort, for validation, for acceptance. but it never feels quite enough. you ruin everything you touch, despite every attempt to be more than what you have always been. you would sculpt yourself as something perfect for those around you, but you are no artist. when albert camus wrote, “be silent, heart; there is no hope!” when lucille clifton wrote, “maybe i should’ve wanted less. maybe i should’ve ignored the bowl in me, begging to be filled.” when taylor swift said, “i’m still on that tightrope, i’m still trying everything to get you looking at me.”
tagged by: @duelmarks KISS ♥ tagging: @predvestnik, @daybreakrising ( gimme the usual wrio & vautrin and if u feel like it gallagher too ♥ ), @resolutepath ( DILUC ), & everyone else who wants to have a go
#from another realm ━ (ooc)#OH THE LAST LINE..... EVERYTHING HITS SO HARD BUT THE LAST LINE TORE ME APART#it taps into the fact that kae.ya will most likely never get the things that he wants and die wishing for them#he will NEVER stop wishing for more. it's impossible and he hurts himself when he tries#he'll spend his lifetime suffering for more and he'll die suffering bc hell never have it. theres no filling the bowl bc nobody ever will#and the only person he has learned to resent for this endless wanting is himself and himself alone. hell destroy himself and everything els#in complete silence#poetic. love this. im eating this angst up
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top ten things i didnt think could happen during the aoki/bodyguard segment Aoki Actually Attacks
#snap chats#ignore the fact joon-gi's having the worst time ever ok sacrifices had to be made#GOD FINALLY I GOT THESE STUPID GIFS#the funniest bit is that aoki primarily targeted eri i just didnt wanna show her gettin dogged on twice#like father like son why the fuck do they both have problems with eri ☠️☠️#BUT YEAH NO I DIDNT. I NEVER SAW HIM USE HIS GUN OR ATTACK UNTIL LAST WEEK#AND I NEVER SAW ANYONE ELSE TALK BOUT IT AND WE ALL KEPT JOKIN AOKI NEVER USES THE GUN#BUT NO HE DOES my hypothesis. right.#is that he'll only do these things when he has some bodyguards left#'snap the fuck is that top gif then' LISTEN i had JUST gotten rid of a guard before his turn#idk maybe he needs a buffer turn to use guard order idk#but i kept him alone for a solid ten turns and he just kept using guard order#thing is his goons are so easy to take out with essence of rose typhoon or something similar he's always in need of guards#this fight just goes by so fast you never expect him to use either of these- which what makes his empty gun in the followin scene hilarious#hence. why ive never seen it lmao#i can die happy now. im not crazy. im crazy but im not lying#this was so unnecessary LMAO#genuinely insane i can just upload homegrown y7 gifs and videos... wild...#unrelated to these. ive decided tendo is no longer scary ive got the timing down everyone <- two people died during the tendo fight#LISTEN FOR THE MOST PART I GOT IT I JUST FUMBLED AT THE WORST TIME LMAO its all good#at this point im more afraid of the arminator fight since that shit just hates me and kills my millenium runs more than tendo#ok bye im practicing more before my friend hangs out with me
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🍈 - How do they calm down when they are upset? Would they act differently trying to calm down in a group setting versus all alone?
Random Headcanons
Meditation is one method Copperhead usually finds himself falling back on whenever he wishes to calm down? Settling himself into a comfortable position, contorting his body in ways other people would think must hurt is what works for him, maintaining complicated positions while letting his mind drift. His breathing slows to a crawl, heart beating just a few times a minute for as long as he's in this state and it goes a long way in helping him regain control, especially after a bad lapse or stressful period where he feels control slipping. In a group setting, this would be much harder. In such a situation, Copperhead would sooner pull away, find a dark corner in which to to brood for a while. He's not the type to open up and talk about his feelings, preferring very much to remain solitary and it's hard for anybody to know whether or not he's upset, his face showing so little expression compared to most other people. The only outward signs of being upset Copperhead might show is his hood flaring, the tip of his tail ratting so hard his scales make audible sound. If Copperhead can, he'll disassociate from the situation altogether, soothing himself with gestures such as digging his claws into his palms or coiling up into himself.
#faultbound#memes ;; random headcanons#🐍 || headcanons#This sounded better in my head sorry#Copperhead frequently meditates#It's a good way for him to clear his mind and empty his head of unnecessary thoughts before a mission#Combined with contortionism it's theraputic both mentally and physically#Aiding in his physical abilities#Since he's alone most of the time he's at odds on what to do in a group setting#He'll definitely pull away and might even ignore people unless absolutely necessary#During bad lapses he might go back to drink and drugs#It would have to be very bad for that to happen though if he's blotting it out with getting wasted instead of meditation#drugs tw#drugs cw#Quick one before heading off to work for the night#Had a very lovely birthday btw thank you all for the birthday wishes!#I got a stegosaurus keyring some blue sweatpants an infinity necklace symbol and an iguana incense burner#It's coloured like Spiderman :D
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its been a day and i still am upset about that interaction with that person they literally didnt do anything wrong but i keep thinking about 4th grade me getting excited when someone likes the same thing as me only for me to not impress them and then i go back home crying and wondering why i have no friends
#surprisingly. i dont have many internet friends because most of my friendships with former mutuals are superficial!#and im tired of investing into friendships like those#other friendships just ended just because#and its just very hard for me personally to find friends on tumblr because im very particular about writing#i dont read fanfics anymore because some of them are really just people writing a short paragraph and slapping down several names on it#he'll fuck you until ur crying blah blah blah followed by a list of names from different fandoms like gtfo w that shit#other times its just not it to me ig#i hate a lot of my fics here i absolutely despise my most recent scara fic its so bad#and im not saying this to buy pity or wtv im very honest about this kind of thing#fuck like i cant do art#i dont fit in w the shippers because im particular about my ship tastes#i dont fit in w the self inserts because of that as well#like tf am iiii everyone around me has friends on tumblr and is doing great stuff here#ive been growing this blog for 3 years and have reached 3 thousand followers and it still feels like im alone#tw rant#tw vent
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My favorite part of 4x07 is the fact that it doesn’t tell us fucking shit. I knew more going into that episode than coming out. Like, what is the curse? What’s it’s relation to MK? Does it even have a relation to MK? Was turning into MK’s likeness just a trick, or are they really the same? How the fuck does Azure lion control the curse and the scroll (especially at the end after the curse is “defeated” and everything is cracking apart)? How does this episode relate to MK’s flashes from previous episodes? Did MK give the curse form? Was anything Azure Lion said about it and the scroll in 4x02 true? How did Azure escape the scroll? How does the underworld play into all of this? What did defeating the curse honestly do? And, now that the curse is supposedly defeated, what in the world is the inside of the scroll like for those trapped inside? How was MK able to defeat the curse? Supposedly the scroll is “a prison designed to contain wicked souls, forcing them to relive their past misdeeds over and over again.” The curse however is something else. So again, WHAT IS THE CURSE.
The more I think about it the less it makes sense.
#BUT THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED WHEN I THOUGHT ABOUT MK A LITTLE TOO HARD#Like oh. He can just regenerate his powers? Even when supposedly both Macaque and LBD took it from him? Okay. Sure.#Did Sun Wukong even want a successor? He kinda just goes off and does whatever.#Really he just left the world for hundreds of years. What's the point of coming back now and having a 'successor'?#And um. It takes 'someone special' to wield the staff? It's *not* the product of SWK 'mysteriously' giving MK powers?#Well. That kinda sounds like SWK didn't give MK any powers. And even if he did how in the world did he manage that.#Does even Monkie King have the ability to just give people that much power?#and like#'oh everyone has some form of a flashback or implied history EXCEPT for MK. We know nothing of his past. That's kinda weird.'#The number of times SWK is like 'no MK can do it' when there is NO FEASIBLE REASON FOR HIM TO BELIEVE SO#'Like yeah come on man 'patience and focus' you can wield the staff even if Macaque supposedly took my power from you.'#or even like#'Oh yeah lol of course you got your powers back when you needed them most. That's not surprising.'#'No pigsy let him go and face LBD alone he can do it. He'll stop her use of the samadhi fire and save the world.' LIKE WHAT#Like nothing made sense the more you thought about it#AND NOW I HAVE MY ANSWER#MK *IS* A MONKIE IN SOME FORM.#Idk how he was created or what his past is#BUT I DO KNOW I WAS RIGHT TO QUESTION THE BULLSHIT#Like lol his weird interactions with LBD's powers and the scroll (who are both connected to the underworld) JUST FUELS ME FUTHER#OH AND THE FUCKING KEY. WHATEVER THE FUCKING KEY IS.#I swear MK is some sort of destiny altering fucked up eldritch boy made as a weapon.#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk s4#imp tag
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Buddy doodles cuz he's been on my mind lately
#Unaware Eldritch God AU#Buddy#eldritch god#cosmic horror#god i love how unapolegetically powerful this guy is#he's too fun to write#he's the most powerful being in the entire multiverse and he can bend reality at will without any consequences#but he just wants pizza#you literally can't do any dramatic stories with any kind of stake- it just wouldn't work#like- villain wants to reduce the world to slavery? Nah villain is chill now and has no army we're good#dude has some amulet that could destroy his powers? Okay first of all that'd be ineffective and also that amulet never existed#mah guy has literally no limits but he's chill af- his scary appearance is just for show#leave him alone and he'll just vibe in a corner#i love him#he wears glasses cuz anyone who looks into his eyes would see the world from his perspective and go mad instantly#so he might as well get fancy with it and make them pink#oh yeah and the dark blob in the corner is a glimpse at his true form#and i tagged cosmic horror cuz he's several trillion times bigger than the universe so#anyway#toodles
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