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I wanted to say that I love your buring spice snake art! also I just got buring spice and picked him up and eyes were showing up, imagine snake buring spice has a type of hypnosis! maybe he uses it on a sertan jester?
aww thanks! i actually based snake burning spice off of the egyptian god of chaos apophis, who is the sun god raās mortal enemy. heās said to be a serpent soā¦
i think itād be cool if burning spice had some sort of hypnosisā¦i may draw that at some point teehee
#cookie run kingdom#cookie run#burning spice cookie#burning spice#crk#asks open#i also naed the third eye off of shiva#the hindu god of destruction that burnign spice was based off#heās usually depicted with a third eye#and he also has multiple forms#so iām thinking burning spice does too#heās also called the cosmic dancer apparently which isā¦cool as hell#thank you hindu and egyptian mythology
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In the world of heavy metals, love is denser than hate!
#Poorly drawn SVSSS#SVSSS#luo bingge#luo binghe#ask#Is that right? Two different character tags? I think that is right.#I'm calling myself out with screenshotting the asks with the dates because my full ask box has become a problem I'm determined to solve.#I promise you that if I did not respond to your ask it was because I 1) *really* wanted to hold on to it to make a doodle reply#or 2) really was so touched by the message and got overwhelmed#So expect many year + old asks suddenly gaining a reappearance! I'm going to get to them ALL.#Back to Luo Binghe (both versions). You see...the substance he is made with has a chemical reaction to affection.#Like how a pokemon has multiple paths to evolution depending on it's friendship points or exposure to random stones#so to does he evolve into various forms. I feel like Bingge (Ht) would be a noble gas. Unable to form bonds#I could also see him as a Halogen-type of element! Highly reactive and only truly found in manufactured environments.#And Binghe (Lv) would be an alkaline earth metal (+2). Sturdy. Forms bond better but not freely giving them away.#this is the second time I've related characters to elements - and I am far less familar with Scum Villian so please feel free to chime in.#I could be way off base here and I am very down for someone to talk chemistry and character themes.#Thank you all for the love you have given my silly little LBH. It means a lot to me B*)#Don't...don't look too hard at the lack of mark on his forehead here. I gave up. It's just...hidden behind his bangs.
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The sillies!! Might gonna change Demon Laios' design later and I still need a name for whatever this AU is
#dungeon meshi#delicous in dungeon#dungeon meshi AU#au#winged lion#art#fanart#doodles#digital art#what do I call this#Some people thought that it was manipulating Laios in the comic but no it legit wanted to be human#ive got a short comic in mind to explain out its reasoning why#But it sorta doesnt care what happens to Laios in the meantime so ermm#As you can see Demon Laios is in fact getting confused by his multiple heads#He also has trouble keeping a complicated form because his small human mind isnt built for keeping track of so much#When he was transformed into a monster by the winged lion in cannon his mind was warped too to accommodate#but he doesnt get that here....... so uhhh he might not be OK long term!!#I dont have anything particularly planned out rn#Mostly just vague ideas#dungeon meshi spoilers
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Danyal Al Ghul's missed potential - this kid is not gonna behave like his canon self if he's with the league of assassins until his late formative years, and my reasoning why
(feel free to take this all with a grain of salt this is just my thoughts on it, this is all mostly amusing to me and isn't trying to be negative towards anyone else)
similar to how i was talking about how danny growing up in crime alley would affect him, demon twin aus with danyal al ghul make me laugh a lot (affectionate) because... whose teaching danny to unlearn all the ecofascism he picked up from the league of assassins? whose teaching him to be kind? to be gentle? Not the LoA thats for certain.
(you could plausibly say Jazz but she's only 2 years older than Danny and do you really expect a fellow child to properly explain why X is wrong to another child and have it be 100% effective? i don't doubt it'd help to an extent, but not in the same way an adult explaining it would)
plus a ton of other things, like whose teaching him to value human life? not the LoA. Whose teaching him how to adjust to living with American society after he ends up with the Fentons when he's 8-9-10? Who teaches him that killing is wrong, whose enforcing that?
(not the Fentons if you're going the neglectful parent route, and Jazz can try but i really don't think Danny is going to listen to her, a stranger who isn't even part of his grandfather's league)
How do you teach a child to value human life when the greatest development window for that opportunity has closed and he's already formed his own opinions?
You're not gonna get a Danny whose exactly like his canon attitude if he's staying with the league during his formative years (0-8 years old). you're not. You could get someone LIKE it, potentially, or someone who has traces of it or is similar -- like danny's wit and jokes and sarcasm, and on some level his kindness. but you're not gonna have a carbon copy. Development doesn't work that way. "nature" can only do so much in the face of nurture.
If anything, it doesn't even have to be a major change -- in the league he cans till be kind, but it's probably going to manifest in a different way than what is considered normal. Tough love, for one. But there's gonna be something that affects him negatively. Why make him 'always good/kind' when you can make him a brat who develops into a kinder (if spikier than in canon) person?
TLDR: Danyal Al Ghul would not be like how he is in canon if he's with the league until his late formative years -- not without any lasting pr permanent impacts from the league at least. Missed potential to make him an absolute nightmare like damian was -- especially in his early years when he first arrived to the Fenton house.
(this doesn't apply to danyal al ghul aus where he's either given to the fentons as a baby/is reincarnated/etc. this is mostly aimed for danyal al ghul aus where he fakes his death at like, 7-10 and somehow ends up, personality-wise like his completely canon self by 14 without any differences.)
(and even then if he's five or four, or even three, he would still be traumatized and influenced by the league. he'll just have more time to adjust. the sooner he leaves the league the more likely he is to be like his canon self, but not like an exact copy)
(more under the cut)
Anyways what I'm saying is that there is prime missed Danyal al Ghul potential to make him an absolute NIGHTMARE to the Fentons however way he ends up with them, just like Damian was with the Waynes! Cuz why does Damian get all the fun? Danny got the same training and endoctrine as him! He is also an ex-assassin! Why is Danny the only one who is 'well adjusted and non-violent' hm? Hmm?
Why can't he also be mean, and stabby, and a total stuck-up in some way or another? Have fun with his characterization, its prime opportunity to play play-doh and clay with him! If he starts out as X how does he get the personality traits of Y, and thus become XY?
Like take this with a grain of salt if you will, but make him arrogant. Make him an asshole! Make him a bad person at first! Because he will be! He's the blood son of the batman and you mean to tell me that damian is the only one arrogant about it at first? Make him stabby and mean even at 14 when he's begun to chill out! Have fun with it! If he's with the Fentons at any point past the age of four or five then he's gonna be a nightmare to handle because he still remembers the league and his time there.
(and while it gives him more time to chill the hell out, his time at the league is still gonna leave an impact on him.)
also what im saying as well is have him and sam potentially get along like a house on FIRE. Again, Danny grew up under the views of an ecofascist cult and nobody to challenge those views to him until he got to amity park at whatever age in late formative years he was at. He could be about as intense or even MORE intense about environmental awareness/rights than Sam is!
(also him being supremely unimpressed with Sam's wealth. he gave up a palace in the mountains for this town. because that's funny to me - like let his past have more influence on him! it'll be fun!)
you could have a danny who doesn't kill but doesn't fully understand the value of human life because jazz is like two years older than him and isn't that good at explaining why people's lives are important. he won't kill but he's not morally opposed to it. there's very little chance he actually gets bullied at school because he nearly killed Dash the first time he tried anything.
Danny could have scars, physical ones, because its implied in multiple canon that training starts at toddling (my best bet is 3 at minimum and ~maybe~ 2 but only on the later side of 2. Good fucking luck getting any infant under 2 to do anything you ask, ESPECIALLY assassin training. They're gonna stick the weapon in their mouth sooner than they're gonna do katas. This is coming from a daycare teacher.)
there's more examples of how danny being at the league during his formative years would affect him, but those are just some of them. he could have a sword! An appreciation for weaponry and nature. Maybe he still speaks all shakespearan and formal, does he still make bodily threats to people? If Damian is still threatening people at 14 why can't danny?
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#tldr danyal al ghul has a ton of missed potential of what his behavior would be like if he left the league mid-to-late formative years#this post is specifically directed towards those danyal al ghul posts where he ends up with the fentons when he's like. 8#like great. who taught him to unlearn all of the LoA's programming#how is he exactly like he was in canon despite being with the LoA during his early childhood#source: i've taken multiple child development classes#this isnt to bash those aus at all its just me thinking its hilarious that danny would even remotely be like his canon personality#especially if he's in the league long enough for damian to remember him#like i love danyal al ghul aus i just think there's not enough being taken into account about how the league would permanently impact him#especially if he leaves later on in life#people are not ponds they are puddles of mud. if you drop a rock into it it's gonna change its shape#its also good creative exercises on how to flesh characters out better and better understand how things in a story may impact a character#good thought exercises with the additional bonus of making danny a violent gremlin like damian is#i dont wanna say this is bashing but i guess it is kinda a criticism on the writing in those aus because youāre telling me this had NO#affect on danny on his personality beyond just āoh league bad. league scaryā?? cmonnn have some fun#like you mean to tell me that being a child assassin had no lasting impact on him or his personality?? like at all???#he doesnt have an ounce of self-importance/arrogance/anger like damian did?? like none of that *stuck?* heās just the normal and sane#sibling right off the bat??? five years with the fentons turned him into a complete blankslate?? he has no lasting impact from the league??
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You know how there's a whole thing about how DC superheroes die and get brought back a lot? Well, for DPxDC, how about this?
Every time a Justice League member gets resurrected, their ghost remains in the Ghost Zone.
So you'll have a member of the Justice League bite the bullet for whatever reason, they'll form as a ghost in the Ghost Zone. They'll make themselves comfortable, maybe they'll even becoming defenders of peaceful ghosts who have no experience fighting or no desire to fight. Maybe they'll find dead family members and re-establish their bonds. Maybe they'll find other dead members of the Justice League and make and undead branch of the Justice League. Maybe they'll meet Danny and either help teach him how to be a hero (if he's still young) or become a hero group supported by him (if he becomes the king).
And then, for whatever reason, someone found the magical amulet that can revive a person, they somehow developed 1-Ups for a limited time, the revival machine finally got a tune up, the hero gets revived. But the ghost doesn't leave the Ghost Zone. Because of this, the revived hero doesn't have any memories of their time in the afterlife. The ghost probably doesn't even notice something changed and that their old body is up and running again.
This all ends up coming to a head when the GIW decide to push the manhunt for Danny Phantom and all other ghosts, lying to the Justice League in order to convince them to help. They eventually decide to hunt down Danny and corner him, ready to capture him...
ā¦ And suddenly he's saved by a bunch of ghosts that look identical to them.
#dp x dc#dpxdc#dc x dp#danny phantom#dp x dc prompt#justice league#If someone died multiple times either the ghost gains their current memories or another ghost is formed#I also imagine that if a ghost possessed their living counterpart they would essentially fuse together#Either they're fully alive and just regain their memories or they become half ghosts#I wonder if this makes the revived heroes clones of the original ones that died?#Lol if this is an AU where Superman hates Connor for being a clone and everyone comes to that conclusion that'd be so ironic#Hating the clone when you are a technically a clone yourself#If the Justice League is dumb you can make this like that Tumblr post where a zombie and ghost come from the same body#Only the ghosts just find their living bodies really dumb instead of being actually brainless#āWhy are you hunting this child?ā āWhat has he ever done?ā āFor the love of god please look into your claims!"#Maybe being revived and essentially having your soul be a copy has that effect#Villains probably also get the same treatment but their souls are treated with a little more scrutiny#If the Joker has ever had this happen to him his ghost was either imprisoned or made deader than dead for his crimes#Other villains might just retire especially if their crimes weren't severe
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enjoy your stay!
#w101#wizard101#w101 fandom#wizard101 fandom#dasein#sal art#finally did a full-body piece of his post-canon fit for his and aedan's verse!#in their canon things go a bit differently at the end of novus#which means wallaru doesnt happen#so for a while dasein just kept his Pajamas Form (the blue smokey one)#but i decided that was more of an interim look than anything else and he needed something a little more permanent#and made this one!#right side crystal-esque pattern of his outfit is mostly based on the aeon armor#as is the blobby bits on his sleeves (which move!) and his rings (which mimic the gems on the hands on the back of the robes)#(since as far as im concerned he created the aeon gear and the hands are meant to be him literally 'having our back' so theyre His hands)#left side is based on both his canon post-wallaru fit as well as the gmod missing texture pattern#its a little too small to see but he has a collar chain that's got little eyes as the pins :]#he keeps the blue-grey color but gets his wings back and also isn't constantly shifting anymore#and he also keeps the old one's converse those are a permanent fixture--#the little eye fellas are like scouts/messengers and let him keep track of multiple parts of novus at once#without getting too overwhelmed#sighhh i could talk about this guy forever#one day i'll actually finish his and aedan's fic
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i love character design (draws a guy the same way over and over without much iteration)
#null havoc damage#no longer tagging art here bc i always forget#cult of the lamb#i know leshy has multiple eyes in his worm form but also his mouth is where the bloodstain is there so i dont think thats true abt him.#i think hes just got the one big eye. and shamura had a 5th one that got mangled with the rest of their scalp
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I hate to ask but who is hua Chang
Hua Cheng is the deuterantagonist of the Chinese web novel Heaven Official's Blessing! It's a historical fantasy novel about gods and ghosts and cultivators (xianxia) by Mo Xiang Tong Xiu. It's also a gay romance (danmei). The main themes are destiny, love, and what it means to be a good person. It has a comic version (manhua) and one-soon-to-be-two seasons of animation (donghua).
He's an 800+ year old ghost who has a sentient sword made from his own dismembered eye, runs a city, turns his enemies into blood rain, creates silver wraith butterflies and has been devotedly worshiping/pining after his god, Xie Lian, his entire life. This book is the longest hyperfixation I have ever had. So I think it's pretty good (understatement of the century).
I can and have written essay length rants about him but here is a paragraph i wrote a while back about my favorite things about him, to sum up:
His gender probably. The way he looked fate in the eyes and said āfuck you, old manā and built a highly successful life of his own. How he is so fucked up but still hyper-competent. How all his strength comes from love. How his devotion changed as he grew up but never wavered. The way he is kind but not nice. His infodump swag.
#and thousands of words of fic!#eurghhhhhghghg hes so. the character fucking ever.#me reading tgcf for the first time and seeing an edgy gay-longing complex character with a neat visual design : Oh No#his full title is Crimson Rain Sought Flower because once when he was making it rain blood (as you do) he sheltered a flower.#also he has multiple forms. for most of the beginning of the story he appears as a teenager with both eyes#this is as brief an explanation as i can give you. i am showing SO much restraint.#i had to edit this post for conciseness an embarrassing amount. the tags too.#is the multiple social media accounts themed after him and constant drawing giving away that i like him#important note: i do not kin him and i do not simp for him#i am a xie lian and wei wuxian kin. if this tells you something about my mental health no it doesnt im just a silly guy#tgcf#not art#hua cheng
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My ENTP dad's employees told him the reason why I'm single and not birthing grandkids is that he raised me to be too independent and not take shit from men because he treats my INTJ mom so well.
and i know they didn't quite mean it as a positive because this came up in comparing photos of the grandkids and them tell him why he's got none... but it's a little twisted because what they're saying is that their daughters aren't being treated well...?
#also dad doesn't know i'm currently dating a man just over 20 years older#(I'm almost 30#fully formed frontal cortex#very stable job and multiple degrees thank you)#but dude treats me so well as do i him#also it's not going to last so much longer as he's moving away#but still like#imma meet a forever person#i want kids#i'm not suffering for being independent#also i get pursued#not necessarily by who i want#but i'll be able to pick#the one who i fit with best and treats me well#this isn't about me actually#these employees of my dad... their daughters? I hope they're ok uhhh#and that they're not like totally dependant#and that they're happy#because whats being described here is seems like a negative trade off#grandkids early in life for subjugation of daughter vs daughter who takes less shit and has the kiddos later#them menz better be treating them well#mine#entp#personal
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HEY WAIT Johanna knew Manfred before her banishment
#OOC / HOLLY.#I never caught that before!#Emmrich says she never truly appreciated Manfred's cleverness#he also says he'd be surprised if she recognized Manfred#given he wasn't present for the previous leg of the quest she has to have met him in his bony form before DA:TV#that doesn't necessarily mean it was before her banishment tho#he could've been a spirit pre-banishment and then taken a body post-banishment#we know she and Emmrich have run into other multiple times over the years#there are Possibilities#actually saying that it's not guaranteed she knew him pre-banishment but that specific wording of#her never truly appreciating his cleverness implies she knew him when she was still on good terms with Emm#and Emm was trynna get her to appreciate him or get them to bond or something#he truly is her estranged nephew#anyway just something I missed before
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Screw it.
Butterfly Ink.
@ink-simp-shenanigans get your critter
#ink sans#undertale au#ink sans fanart#utmv#he technically has an extra set of arms but.#my headcannon is that he can extend multiple by choice#and ofc he's also giant <3#oooo maybe he also has a small butterfly form!!-#it's all up to interpretation~
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#the expanse#no pls do bc my brain is not forming thoughts rn & i need Some feedback for the gifset#miller i did not add bc he is nowhere on this chart#neither nice nor bitch but soggy#bobbie does not care abt being nice or a bitch she's direct#drummer will Do the thing she sees no matter if it's right or cruel but that Has shaped her#chrisjen has been cruel and will use any means to get her way but she is nice in a diplomatic way even when she cusses out everyone#clarissa can be very polite but she was also on a life sentence for multiple homicides...#amos 'it was nice not having worry abt being on the right team' therefore edging towards kind he just can't see it#naomi is kind but if you're not one of the 5/6 people she likes good luck she doesn't care abt being nice to you#(but she would still be kind)#prax is a good bean#holden is nice and kind (but also can be a whiny little bitch(affectionate))#alexs primarily trait Is Being Nice to everyone and cares abt helping people but he's also been a deadbeat bad for 9 books so š¤·āāļø
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i read this one uu fic where ash knows tht spoke is spoke inthe mafia episode and its lkke him giving spoke a ceremony outfit and its kinda gay with all of the caressing and shit but idk if i like them that way Id prefer to see them in a toxic platonic way but the author might make them kiss if they make a sequel but ill pretend that its a cheek kiss instead if they do
#its a shame cuz its my fav fic so far#but if they do oh well I wont complain i wont be mean it might be kinda weird cuz spoke is 17 inthink Oh wow hes a year older tha me thats#crazy ngl not sure how to process that but#I really liked the fic because it was so good in making ash manipulative but also I dont have much to complain over#I wouldve said that spokes too dumbed down in the fic but hes stupid in uu#well not stupid I need to stop using that word so freely its moreso uhrr#He struggles with making decisions quickly and processing things and that causes people(ash) to take advantage of him#in ls hes the leader in uu he follows#really visible with him and mapicc 'Follow me me me!' 'Lets go go go!'#I do love the fic a lot I really want to see how the ceremony would play out#because ashalso fkrced spoke to drink aglass of milk and told him not to go invis and i assume theres gonna be multiple invis players#which would be reallyyyy interesting#Lkke the guy with the biggest mark on his head is getting a ceremony. something no other diamond player has got. this guy that everyone has#been told to kill on sight is rigth next to ash sorta like a right hand man situation but he doesn't have a say in anything it kinda plays#more into spoke being some sort of thropy but i dont want to objectify him in my mind cuz thats ickyyyyy#ash : I cant stop winning#!#I want to see ash make spoke come with him when hes taunting parrot loke inthe recent uu episode#I reallly loved that#I might become an uu ash fan but In our system we have a uu mapicc (named mape cuz we got 2 mapiccs) So When he finds out i like ash#hes gonna get mad but like I dont support his actions theyre clearly bad and flawed and evil like ls wemmbu but i csnt bring myself but to#like them#I say as I remember the evil alter forming sensation in my brain#We already got ls wemmbu Dont tell me were gonna get uu ash inhere too#Ohhh god this is gonna be so fucking bad#text
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Not you supporting Chris Evans propaganda character who was israelās way of showing people they are innocent and angels š¤¢š¤¢š¤¢ and still thirsting over him
Shame on you
Before you say Ari is a jew youāre wrong heās a zio
Ari isnāt real I hope that helps!
#and Iāve been so open about how damaging that movie is in so many ways#israeli propaganda in movie form#not only that but the portrayal of Muslims in that movie is soā¦. like seriously wtf#on top of that itās not even a well researched movie since everyone knows the Ethiopian Jews were then forcibly sterilised upon arrival#arrival in Israel#Iāve also been open about being disappointed in Chris for being in that movie#but atp I do not care about him as a celeb or what he does#I donāt even care about canon Ari levinson#heās just a face claim for me atp#and anyone with a brain has understood that#bc Iāve had multiple discussions about it on my blog#the question with you is do you wanna discuss that or do you just wanna mindlessly attack people?#without an ounce of critical thinking?#bc we are both on the same side here arenāt we#so why is your first gut instinct to attack me#anon
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OH MY GODS WHAT HAPPENS TO THEIR PIERCINGS WHEN THRY GO TO YHRIR HUMAN FORMS (TMWN)????? LIKE IF IT ACTS AS A MAKEUP REMIVER THENNNā¦
the answer is DONT THINK ABOUT IT TOO HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!
#lmao#i mean valid question#i think most likely? like? realistically? they would fall out?#because the only piercings any of the boys have are their ears#and uhhh their turtle forms dont have ears#which is like#mildly annoying with mikey#more annoying for donnie coz he has multiple ear piercings including cartilidge#even MORE annoying for leo coz he has gauges#but for the sake of like? ease and also like. idk. funsies#i think the cloaking crytals just. like. eat the piercings#same way that it allows sunita to retain her nose piercing even when she switches from form to form#also if we looked at it too hard it would 1000% fuck up thier hair every time they swapped#like#mikey would lose all his beads#donnie would have to retwist his hair#etc etc etc#which would be a PAIN#and to be fair it doesnt necessarily REMOVE the makeup but it does tend to kind of fuck it up a little#it may survive but like no way ur eyeliner is gonna be as sharp at the other end of it#but they can keep their earrings and hair (though it also gets a little fucked up) for the sake of#lets not make thier life TOO hard lmao#asks#sorrywhatnowau asks#anon
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(Reposting a small informal essay I wrote about this specific line of Vermilion back in july that got lost in my blog. Adding screenshots of my reblogs, which prompted me to write all of this, for context).
Hiiro, who was raised to devote his whole existence to one person and that all his value as an individual is tied to the successful filling of that role. And then someone, the voice of the songāprobably Hiiro himself, since he's the one singing this specific lineātelling him that "there's meaning you'll never grasp" living as his own, independent person....
And that's just.... I don't know. It feels just so melancholic, for some reason. A sort of existential melancholy. It's reminiscent as to when we're told that we'll probably never discover all the secrets of the ocean or all the secrets about outer space, that we'll never understand 100% a specific topic or matter of study because there's so much information about it, it isn't humanly possible to process it all in a single lifetime. "There is meaning you'll never be able to grasp, there are things you'll never be able to learn or to understand." And that just feels so unfair and distressing, for some reason.
So that makes me think about how the lyrics are implying that Hiiroādespite enjoying his new-found freedom of being Hiiro Amagi, the Leader of Alkaloid, and not Hiiro Amagi, servant of the monarchāhe might never be able to fully understand or to enjoy the meaning of his new existence ("there's meaning you'll never be able to grasp"). Hiiro grew up thinking that the rules of his hometown are universal truths and that he must uphold them above everything elseāso if the rules tell him that he must dedicate his whole life to serve his brother and that he doesn't have any value outside of that, who is he to deny it? Who is he to fight it? Who is he to interrupt the social norm and the peace of his society? He says it himself in the main story: rules are meant to keep the peace of the community, and peace can only be achieved if everyone does their part without complaining.
So Hiiro already had the meaning of his existence, up to that point, and he didn't need anything else. He was Rinne's servant, he was a member of his hometown, and he was given a mission: to bring his brother, the Monarch, back home to take the throne. It was very clear and simple ā but then he met Alkaloid, and all of the idols of ES. He was exposed to the city, to the outside world, to countless different ways of thinking and ways of life. The MDM happened (including Rinne disowning him), and the meaning of his existence was broken. Hiiro is now free, but he's left without any guidance or absolute truths he can rely on a world so grand and contradicting that he can't even comprehend it, and that realistically, he never will.
So what can he do, with a problem of this scope?
What do you do, when all you thought was an absolute truth, actually is not? (and that in fact, absolute truths might not even exist to begin with?) When all the things you learned, the rights and the wrongs, differ from place to place, and from person to person? When you have been left to your own devices to figure out this new world you've been thrown into, that is so contradicting and confusing, all by yourself?
Is this the burden you have to carry, the price you have to pay, to be an independent, autonomous person? (Is this a process Rinne, his brother, also had to go through?)
But then, Mayoi's lyrics in come up, "With the suit of your soulā" and then the rest of Alkaloid sing togetherā"Persist in your belief."
And this is the part of the song where the existential melancholy gets turned upside down. Yes, Hiiro might never be able to fully grasp the meaning of this new life. Yes, he might never be able to fully understand the new world he's been thrown into, and he will have to struggle trying to navigate it on his ownābut the lyrics are pushing him to keep moving forward despite of that. "With the new life you have been given, persist in your beliefs" it's an encouragement, a comforting line. It's Alkaloid (Tatsumi, Mayoi, and Aira) telling him that despite the world being confusing and contradicting and so so vast with multiple wrong and right answersāthe best thing Hiiro can do is to be true to himself; to keep tackling adversity and life head on, to try to learn and to understand it as best as he can, and draw his own logical conclusions about itānot conclusions and answers given to him arbitrarily by someone else. And most importantly: that he isn't alone, that he has a group of people that will accompany him along the way, with varying degrees of knowledge about the world, that will complement and support him on his own journey.
And only then, Hiiro will live an autonomous lifeāand there will be meaning he will never be able to grasp, but that's okay. He isn't meant to, and that's fine.
#i think too much about how hiiro has grown ever since he's become independent from rinne#and also about how challenging his situation must be having to form his own conclusions about things by himself#and how alkaloid is by his side to support him and help him along the way....#theyre a little family do not separate them#vermilion is an incredible song for multiple reasons but i wanted to talk about this specific part that makes me so mentally ill#hiiro amagi and alkaloid do things to my brain#i love them beyond belief#enstars alkaloid#enstars#ensemble stars#enstars vermilion#hiiro amagi#also ty tumblr for letting me write long post because i tried doing this in a twt thread and got tired midway#my post
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