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[I am in a nature preserve in rural Louisiana. A small ranger station-like structure in the middle of the wetlands welcomes me through chain link fences as my driver signals his approach, and as I exit my vehicle, a man steps out of the station.
He is heavy-set, tall, a little overweight but in that working-man sort of way where his strength is evident. Heâs wearing a white labcoat over a colorful shirt and jeans, with messy hair and old school mutton chops. I canât decide if heâs going for a vintage look or just doesnât want to deal with his facial hair. Huge hands clap together once as I walk up to the building, and he smiles.]
Meghan] Mr McCollough?
Jethro] Please, please maâam, call me Jethro. Please, come in.
[The first room seems typical of what I would expect a station in the middle of the swamplands to look - a cot, couches, radios and locked long glass-paneled cabinets with guns. A large metal door on one end leads me into the next room, and this one is different. Computers, rows and rows of filing cabinets, and haphazard piles of paperwork on a laboratory benchtop that yield to clean, colored tape-zoned areas holding glassware, boxes of âVacutainerâ tubes, plastic racks. A well-used benchtop centrifuge in the sun-bleached cream and baby blue colors of equipment from the 80s holds tubes of separated liquid â clear on top, a strip of white, and deep red at the bottom. Another metal door on the opposite side leads further into the building. He gestures to a somewhat empty table with a chair on either side.
Jethroâs accent is slight but noticeable, quiet but gregarious. He doesnât sit yet, but fumbles with a kettle and a hot plate.]
J] Donât get many visitors out here. Pardon the mess. Tea?
M] Oh. Please, actually.
J] Yes, maâam. The people above my head tell me youâre here to ask questions.
M] Thatâs right. I saw the, uh⊠immunization posters in the Virginia site I toured.
J] Oh, sure. Thatâs been routine for decades, now. Since they were developed in the 50s. Lots of progress, of course, but always lots to do. Half the issueâs the paperwork, you know. But, uh, yeah.
M] Does everyone get immunized?
J] If I had my way, yes. Thatâd be the right way to do it. But no, itâs only really required for so-called high risk zones, thatâs what they decided.
[He gives me a wry smile over his shoulder.]
J] This hereâs a high risk zone, maâam. ButâŠyou wonât be here long enough for it to matter.
M] âŠhereâs hoping. Umm. I had a list of questions.
J] Top of the list is probably âJesus H, theyâre real?â
[He laughs briefly at his own joke.]
M] âŠmy work is more about the efficacy and efficiency of the Officeâs divisions, departments, and programs. But yeah, kind of.
[He pours the hot water into two teacups, and hands me one, sitting on the opposite side of the table. His cup looks comically small in his large hands.]
J] Get the feeling youâll be asking that a lot in the next months.
M] I do too. Let me see⊠what is the objective of the⊠Abnormal Virology Department?
J] So our mission statement is about the research, control, and prevention of diseases â viral diseases specifically, but other stuff comes up, but yâknow, thatâs another story â uh, diseases that fall outside the Officeâs definition of ânormal,â and our big goals hopefully are curative or preventative treatments for those diseases. Itâs a tall order.
M] And⊠lycanthropy is a virus, like the flu?
J] I mean, as much as any virus is like another. Each oneâs unique, even the flu subtypes, but yeah. If I may use some jargon,
[He pauses with a hint of eagerness for affirmation before continuing.]
J] It's a lysogenic virus, so if you get infected, it integrates into the host genome, more like, uh, I guess herpesvirus is one most people would know. Once you get it, you got it for life because it hides in your DNA. Like herpesviruses too, you have lytic phases too, where it becomes active again, it emerges out of the genome based on cues from environmental pressures or host conditions. Like the phase of the moon, you know, which is kind of unique. When itâs not actively causing disease, when itâs just sitting in your genome at these sequence specific integration sites across the chromosomes, it also screws with normal gene regulation. The sites it sits down, you get dysregulation of normal transcription, you start growing more body hair, eyes change color. Where the virus integrates is a little different across host genetic backgrounds, think like ancestries; do you know SNPs?
[He clears his throat.]
Anyway, that lysogenic, passive phase is why we need the boosters, itâs laying low, immune cells donât see anything to protect against, and it preferentially hides out in memory B cells, some lymphocytes, and that also kind of messes up a normal immune response. Which is why you have the immunoglobulin in the shot too, but thatâs getting into the weeds. Because if you donât have a way for the immune system to stop it quickly when it decides to jump out of the genome again, then, of course, you have the active phase, which⊠you can guess about that.
M] How successful would you say the treatments are?
J] Itâs pretty good, especially given this stuff is almost the same as we were using mid-century. If you have a healthy immune system, if youâre vaccinated at least a few weeks before exposure, so you have your standard immune repertoire ready to go, and then theyâre exposed â assuming the inoculum isnât, you know, that can be pretty high sometimes â then they probably wonât âcatch it,â so to speak, itâs neutralized and doesnât integrate into the genome, so you donât have a permanent case of it. We can also suppress symptoms with treatments for those with especially bad cases. Treatmentâs kinda heavy, with the administration and the side effects; not like youâre just popping a pill under your tongue; but once itâs taken hold, thereâs no, uh, no real cure.
[Jethro is quiet for a moment, taking a glance out the window as he drinks.]
J] ⊠listen, maâam. Iâm biased. I got a personal stake in all this. Iâm kind of a lab guy, sure, but sometimes I go out there and actually⊠you know. Iâm the boots on the ground here too. And I donât carry the big guns like the guys in Security do, no, Iâm here giving out shots to kids and families. Thereâs communities in this country, whole towns out in the swamps or up in the hollers that are majority-infected. They live with it, they make do. And they have a chance at that, at life, because of us. Hard to quantify, of course. If youâre looking for hard numbers, I can try and find âemâ
[He gestures to the filing cabinets.]
J] If you got a week or two.
M] We can⊠coordinate records later. But weâve successfully eradicated things like⊠you know, smallpox. Can we eradicate things like lycanthropy?
[He gives me a strange, wary look and picks up a plastic knife from the table, oddly stirring his drink. I take a sip of mine.]
J] Iâd be careful, talking like that. Lotta people donât just think theyâre sick, they- weâre talking about people. People with a condition, sure, but the minute you start talking about eradicating is when we start having camps again.
M] ⊠again?
J] Thereâs rural areas in this country that the Office hasnât been in for decades. We arenât welcome.
M] Can I ask what happened?
[Jethro takes a deep breath.]
J] In â55, the United States rolled out its polio vaccine program. Of course, the Office used the infrastructure, hustle and bustle of the whole thing as a cover for our own lycanthropic treatment programs. We, and when I say âwe,â I mean the Office in general of course. I wasnât even a pup then. But a couple Office research groups, the Wagner lab, theyâd done deep research into the condition, validated a few hypotheses, and they were ready to pilot the production of a vaccine. They just needed plasma. From infected hosts.
M] ⊠I think I see.
J] Yeah. Yeah, back then infected folks were basically ignored unless they were in legal trouble. Legal personhood hadn't been extended to lycanthropes yet.
M] Legal personhood?
J] Ask Ferd about that when you get back to Virginia. Unfortunately, that plasma was taken from⊠people who didnât volunteer. Inmates at first, murderers. But scaling up collection, then it came from people who stole some cows, and then people who were even just accused of things. When the Wagner people showed the shot was actually working, the Office needed a lot more to even think about rolling it out everywhere it was needed, and people werenât really volunteering, soâŠ
[He sighs.]
J] We shouldnât have been surprised when a lot of communities then rejected us after that. Word travels fast, and the symbolâ
[He taps the OPN crest on his badge.]
J] âbecame the mark of the Beast. Figuratively. Itâs been decades getting to the point where we can help people, and pardon my bragging, maâam, but itâs people like me who are the reason why we can. Part scientist, part⊠social worker, I guess.
[The phone rings, and Jethro slides over on his rolling chair to answer it. He seems immediately worried, and after a moment of conversation he hangs up and rubs his face.]
J] Real sorry maâam, gonna have to cut this short. I know you had a long trip. Maybe I can meet you somewhere that ainât so out of the way.
M] Oh. Thatâs okay, Jethro. Um. Howâs next Saturday?
[He rolls over to a calendar on the wall. July 2021.]
J] No⊠no, Iâll be needing a day or two off âround then. For the⊠weather.
M] âŠI think I see. Iâll call you, we can finish over the phone.
J] Probably for the best, maâam. If youâll excuse me, I got an emergency downstate. Small outbreak just confirmed, got some of that social work to do.
M] Should I be worried?
[He grins, throwing his labcoat onto a chair and pulling a dirty jumpsuit out of a pile.]
J] Hell no, maâam. Weâre professionals. Ainât gonna be any rowdy gators causing any trouble.
M] âŠgatâ
J] I trust youâll see yourself out, maâam.
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#HUGE thanks to my good friend for editing the virology stuff#and giving his perspective#office for the preservation of normalcy#werewolves#lycanthropy#lycanthrope#interview
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Thereâs a good man within you Arthur, but he is wrestling with a giant
#heâs gritty and an asshole but not much different than his high honour counterpart#the cutscenes are pretty much the same#but it gives me a different perspective on him and the game#idk I love him#red dead redemption 2#low honor arthur morgan#arthur morgan#rdr2 arthur#rdr2 fanart#rdr2#high honor arthur morgan#red dead redemption fanart#red dead redemption two#I love low honour Arthur
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catalysts, protectors
#man those episodes#so many things put into perspective#like Simonâs role as a protector and his kindness and empathy and compassion and existence being the catalyst for the rest of ooo to#flourish#and Betty is a protector of Simon#I wonder if the last two episodes will explore more of her character? thereâs so much to be explored about her giving so much of herself#to Simon but not thinking about what she wants for herself#do we get to explore her feelings or see her at all? will she have changed or learned to let go#I think there will be some sort of closure for the both of them#but at what cost#I am still crying over that scene with Simonâs memory of Betty and their song#my art#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#golbetty
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I don't care how excited it might make some people, I don't like this remake
#no heart. no effort. no soul. it looks animated everytime cinematic scenes of Berk or the dragons shoe up what was the poiiint#httyd 2025#aweful set and costumes. barely any cool details. dry emotions. no man i hate it#httyd live action#httyd#how to train your dragon#the only good thing this is bringing that it's giving me a chance to wipe the memory of thw from my mind#lf btw. look at the fur detailson gobber's vest and also the lighting#in these screencaps#try and compare this to whatever the hell they're doing with the remake. is any of it present? no#it looks vooler and better in the animated medium#amd it would've looked good in live action if it wasn't a remake and had good artwork done with some heart to it#like. i can actually imagine a live action httyd looking amazing but not as a remake but as a book adaptation#with changed perspectives and story and cinematography#hey can't replicate the masterpiece#and you know what pisses me off even more?#They based Toothless on his THW model. not even the first movie's model#his movements are all so... wrong
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God this panel kinda drives me crazy. From Batman & the Outsiders #17, Shiva asks Duke about his suit, whether it was his choice. And how does Duke respond? He... doesn't. He parrots what is clearly something Bruce said to him, but never clarifies whether it was 'his choice' at all. Because both him and Shiva know it wasn't. And he acknowledges that his suit, with all the Batty-ness (ears, symbol), was specifically designed to make him like Batman.
Then Shiva suggests dark red, which is what Duke wore in We Are Robin and has connotations to Robin as a whole. Duke's reaction - can we let it go? - can be read in many ways, but to me it suggests Shiva's words hit home. He does miss the Robin colours. Becoming the Signal wasn't his choice, but becoming Robin was.
(And throughout this run, Shiva says both Cass and Duke are being held back by Bruce. With Cass this is a clear allusion to being Orphan over Batgirl, so it's not farfetched to read this conversation as being about how Duke was denied Robin to become Signal).
Duke-as-Signal is a symbol of 'people like Batman', but Duke-as-Robin was a symbol of youth, of community, of diversity and of choice. He was a Robin formed without Batman. I know there's no going back, but having Bruce choose the name, the suit, and the time of day that Duke goes out makes the Signal such a fraught identity. I love the yellow, the suit, and the daytime aspect, but I just wish they were Duke's choices, not Bruce's.
#duke thomas#lady shiva#batman#speaking of which lady shiva is always here to put bruce in his place i love it <3#in batman & the outsiders she gives choices to all the poc kids - duke cass and sofia#it's actually vitally important that freedom and choice for these characters of colour is represented by a woc and not bruce#this is not saying bruce is to blame for the signal. he just lacks the perspective to understand what duke needs#like no bruce it was not progressive of you to be like 'this one's different'#um anyway sorry this is my hundredth 'duke should be robin' post i just have feelings about it#meta
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I thought it would be fun to draw Espio using a couple different weapons and it was. :3
#espio the chameleon#sth#sonic fanart#this was gesture practice but i couldn't help but clean them up and give it some lazy color xD#i actually did the top one with the sniper rifle last#when i was drawing the rest i thought about how as a kid i use to draw sonic characters really edgy#i would draw them with swords and guns and angel / devil wings and scene outfits and i wish SO HARD i still had that art HAHAHAHA#...the perspective is off on that drawing and i only just noticed *hisses* oh well XD#oh i had another sketch with him using a ball and chain but i couldn't get the sense of movement right so i scrapped it#also another pose with a sword but i thought that was boring and then drew the bow#i actually don't remember what the bottom of his shoes look like i didn't use any reference for that drawing beside the gun#*proud of growing espio drawing skills*
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Bonus 13: Beware the Grapes of Wrath.
[First] Prev <â-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen qing#wen ning#WWX's main weapon as the Yiling patriarch is considered to be 'Wen Ning' - which makes sense as far as the whole necromancer thing goes.#However...That *is* Wen Qing's beloved baby brother!#In her perspective WWX skipped town for a few days (or so) and took WN with him#only for them both to show up bloodied and in a state of disarray.#There's no way he told her he was going out to duel Jiang Cheng. For several reasons.#He doesn't want to involve her in his messes anymore than he already has.#It's less that she would try and stop him and more so that he honestly wouldn't even think to say something about it to her.#WQ and him aren't partners in this situation. He actually openly disregards her opinions several times.#Wei Wuxian's emotional distance from everyone around him is a big part of this arc.#Like all good tragedies...his biggest flaw is his hubris. He doesn't *need* anyone when he's so capable on his own.#He doesn't need to ask permission when obviously this is the only way forwards.#He has to do it all on his own! No one else needs to be involved!#And if you've been in the position of realizing you have a problem of toxic self-reliance - you know how harmful this mindset is.#It's why it's so satisfying to see WWX in his 'new' life start to let other's share his burdens.#I will die on the hill of 'love means carrying each other's weight. All a burden means is that I can give you support and you support me.'#YLLZ is less 'competent and sexy' and more 'depressed and can't see it'.#Another lovely nod to the main theme here is how he starts leaning more and more into the rumours about him.#Though we are also still confronted with how these rumours fail to actually live up to reality.#Rumour has it the Yiling Patriarch is undefeatable. What a shame if that rumour turned out to be untrue!
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egghead loof
#one piece#monkey d luffy#op anime spoilers#my art#described in alt text#wanted to try out an angle i never use but the lenght of the coat ended up hiding his legs/flattening the perspective(??) đ also wanted to#give it an vintage/printed look so i messed around with the layers to make it look like misprint
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My friend labeled this âtoxic aromantic yaoiâ and I couldnât agree more
#kelperambles#toxic to the extreme because Peteyâs life has been so shit that he has unknowingly placed romantic love on a pedestal#since itâs seemingly one of the few âgoodâ things in life he has to look forward to (aside fron his kid obv)#but once Petey realizes he doesnât experience it. he goes cuckoo because like what is he supposed to do now???#and heâs too stubborn to change his perspective on romance so heâs stuck grasping at straws for that sense of ânormalcyâ that everyone else#seems to easily indulge in. He grieves something he never had#and can only project those same feelings onto dogman because thatâs the closest person he has excluding lil petey#when you look at their relationship from an outsiderâs POV#they do everything a couple would do right?#they live together. take care of a kid together. and spend a lot of time together.#So of course theyâd feel that societal pressure to be in a romantic relationship until they're forced to realize that itâs not for them#my friend even mentioned how much dogman cares about making everyone happy so#â he probably is confused and sad because he can't give petey the ârightâ kinda love"#AND AUGHHHHHH đđđđ#dogman#dog man
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will peter be like an older brother to miles in lof ?
absolutely he is
there's about an 11 year difference between them (Miles is 14, Peter is 25), so it's a lot more like the older brother type of relationship that Peter has with Tim (despite Tim being his uncle). Peter has mentored(ish) other young heroes by this point (mostly in the Bats' universe) but since Miles is another Spider-Man, Peter takes up most of the responsibility in making sure Miles is safe and teaching him the ropes. That's HIS sassy child genius, thank you, and he's not a sidekick, he's Spider-Man.
He was also adamant that Miles tell his parents immediately, and gets along great with Rio and Jeff.
Which is HILARIOUS to me because at this point in time, Peter has built up a persona for the public eye just like the Bats did. In Rio and Jeff's eyes, they're gobsmacked that the clumsy, scatterbrained, and "scaredy-cat" kid that Tony Stark adopted a while ago is Spider-Man. (Technically, none of this is a lie. Because Peter is a terrible liar unless it's For the Jokes, and often comes across this way even if he hadn't meant to.) They're wondering how he pulled that off since he's the same age as Spider-Man, who is known to be an Avenger, and associates in the same circles as Peter. It helps that Peter and Spider-Man have been in a social media war, and that Peter works at the Daily Bugle that is known for disliking Spider-Man. Peter's been taking lessons for years atp to keep his identity safe. Which is also bonus points to Peter, because the two can tell that secret identities mean everything to him, but he told them who he was in a heartbeat (literally the very first thing he did when he found Miles).
In other words: Peter was ecstatic to become a teacher for his own matching superhero kid and it's one of the most important bonds in his life. That's his baby brother now!!
#erinwantstowrite#ao3#ao3 fanfic#leap of faith ao3#peter parker#leap of faith catch me if you can#leap of faith#miles morales#peter parker is a GOOD mentor#a great one even#he takes that shit so seriously despite it looking like he's always just telling jokes from an outside perspective#you know those folders you go home with when you're a kid#the ones where your teacher puts stickers and talks about how your day/week went and your homework#peter has one of those that's really just a journal written to make it look like miles is taking after school classes with him at SI#and miles has to give it to his parents to look over#âYou got three gold stars today!â#âyeah 'cause i didn't get blown up :)â#âthat's my boy!â#rio was like âwtafâ at first but she quickly was like âoh so if anyone is gonna help miles stay alive it's this kidâ#thank you for the ask!
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I cannot believe the canon bkdk dynamic though.
Katsuki, completely whipped, 100% on board to spend the rest of his life with Izuku, living the dream as heroes.
Izuku, completely oblivious to his own worth, oblivious to how Katsuki really feels about him now, just so oblivious to it all.
#bkdk#bakudeku#straight out of a fanfic actually#I keep thinking about the âone fell first but the other fell harderâ dynamic#and a lot of people say Kats fell first so Izuku fell harder#but I gotta say it feels like the reverse#feels like Izuku fell first#ages ago#when they were kids#heâs just really good at compartmentalizing it#not thinking about it because itâs not possible#thereâs no way his symbol of victory would ever feel anything even close to live for a useles deku like him so itâs no use even hoping#meanwhile Katsuki flipped a switch and went from 0 to 100 in a heartbeat#izuku left UA to be a vigilante and it put everything into perspective for Katsuki#and from then on he was a complete goner#thinking about Izuku constantly#thinking about him as he died#jump starting his own heart to come back and find Izuku#propelling himself across the country just to give Izuku one last push#planning to be with him for the rest of their lives#being distraught that Izuku lost his quirk again#listen#izuku fell first. Kats fell harder
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So. I was watching the RGG Direct, and then a ~Vision~ came upon me in Jima Jima chat after talking about how NishiMinami would sleep on Goromaru...
behold: that one piece screencap but Goromaru crew quarters âš
#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#like a dragon 8 gaiden#pirate yakuza in hawaii#like a hawaii pirate dragons in yakuza or how do you even write that name HELP#majima goro#saejima taiga#nishida#yakuza nishida#minami daisaku#yes this does mean nishida/minami i am a sucker for nishida/minami#minashida#majima is fine. let the old man have the best spine crack of his life#also the perspective implies that if Saejima's hammock gives out. both he and Majima will fall on Nishida and Minami#if Majima looks weird it's because redrawing Luffy proportions to a grown ass long man is hard#TECHNICALLY i wanted Nishida to be in Zoro's place For Very Important Reasons but in terms of sleeping habits it's the other way around#rem oscar draws#jima jima tag đĄ
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Let's think about this whole series of events from Nahyuta's perspective real quick. You're doing your normal work things (you travel a lot) when suddenly out of the blue your little brother who you've kinda resigned yourself to never seeing again shows up AT YOUR JOB. And you both have a lot of issues regarding this so you don't exactly talk but it's still wild it happened. Well time to leave the country and probably never see him again. Except you go back home and this american tourist is at your office and he's like hey I heard you were picking on my employee. And it TURNS OUT your little brother not only went into the same field as you (makes sense), he also works for this random american guy who for some reason is in your home country on vacation (makes less sense). Just when you think things can't get any worse, your second dad breaks out of prison, shows up to your work and calls you by your dumb childhood nickname in front of all your coworkers.
#Like at that point I'd just give up#the holy mother has cursed me. time to change careers#imagine you travel halfway across the world. meet your long lost sibling. get home. thier employer is AT YOUR JOB THE NEXT DAY#spirit of justice from nahyuta's perspective is just a clown parade comedy of his various family members showing up at his work#while he desperately pretends to have never met these people in his life#spk plays soj#ace attorney#aa#aa6#ace attorney spirit of justice#aa spirit of justice#aa soj#soj#spirit of justice#nahyuta sahdmadhi#apollo justice#phoenix wright#datz are'bal
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One Piece means a lot to me as a disabled person, which I think would be pretty surprising to anyone who only has a surface understanding of it. The supposed central theme of "follow your dreams" would be pretty alienating to someone like me, right? It really, really would be, if that's what it was actually about.
However, that ignores that Luffy's dream is to be the most free person in the world. And to attain that goal, the first thing he does is find friends to live life with. Over and over again, from the very beginning, he takes on their burdens, all in the name of being the most free.
Do you see what that would mean to me, as someone who needs more help to get by than is considered culturally normal, to the point that it puts me in a whole socially manufactured category of "other"? Not to mention, because of the infantilization of me due to that category, because of being forced so squarely into the "cared for" role, taking care of other people is deeply meaningful and empowering for me. However, the myths of independence and universal natural ability often make it emotionally difficult for my loved ones to accept that care.
The fear of asking for help, the guilt of being cared for, the weight of someone you loved who could not be as free as you, the insecurity of not contributing enough, the fear that you were born wrong, the self-hatred that says you are not worth the effort, Nami Sanji Zoro Usopp Robin Chopper Ace they all explore the painful obstacles to free connection. Through deeply impactful stories that weave beautifully into the larger one.
All centered around this one person who views loving them and living with them and carrying them as essential to his freedom. Who cannot, for countless reasons, live a normalized life of Structured Relations. Who views exploring and bickering and suffering and laughing with them as the ideal way to live. Who repeatedly puts his life and limbs on the line to do so.
To me, it is an ultimate privilege and freedom to carry other people's burdens. To care for them and live with them. This is central to my whole perspective, and is completely informed by my life experience as a disabled person. I rarely see it reflected back to me. Let alone as powerfully and beautifully as Luffy does.
Nor the other half of it, of wanting to create this life with people in ways that aren't socially normal or approved. Of creating many varied lifelong intimate relations among equals, rather than conforming to the expectation of choosing One Person to live life with and then Creating More.
The utter lack of roles and norms is just as integral and powerful to the exploration of freedom and connection! It is meaningful to me as a queer person, yes, but even this is deeply influenced by my disability. I could never be that One Person, despite everything I have to offer, there is logistically far too much that I cannot do to be someone's equal partner in this society that demands so much from all of us. However, even if I could, I wouldn't want to! It doesn't make any sense to me to only have two people navigate life together on such intimate terms. Can't the demands of society be more comfortably met in a group? Isn't life more fun that way?
We are taught that we can and must do everything ourselves, I just happen to be one of the people that never had a chance to buy into that lie. To learn very early not just the necessity of interdependence, but the joy in it. To learn that it is most comfortably lived with more people involved. To me, close relationships are, love is, a natural extension of that understanding. One Piece celebrates interdependence constantly from the start, while never pretending that it is always easy.
The obstacles to free connection that I mentioned before, they are interspersed throughout the story, and they are always met with "I do the things you can't do, and you do the things I can't do." With, "Of course I can't use swords you dumbass! And I can't cook either! I don't know a damn thing about navigation! And I can't lie!"
These are intentionally impactful moments, and they define the series. I found it very fitting that the Fan Letter focused on a character who was empowered by Nami to feel free and live adventurously despite not being the most physically capable. The character is able by our definition, but the story is very affirming in a disability way, and it was extremely One Piece. I loved how it acknowledged this deep connection between One Piece and the lived reality of disability and celebrated it as integral as it is.
I also believe that absolutely none of this is intentional. It is simply an earnest exploration of human relationships, emotions, and behavior, and it naturally arrives at a radical and disability-affirming viewpoint. Because we are the monkey wrench in the deeply unhealthy (lol) and dominant line of thinking that independence is all. So naturally anything that also disputes that thinking has a disabled-perspective feel to it. The best part is how much it doesn't give a fuck! One Piece is aggressively against conformity in human relationships, in a way that is hard to find in our new world of self-conscious authors.
It's also, you know, the worst part, in terms of all the outrageous bigotry and offensive character design, but god damn it if it doesn't elevate the good parts to unbearable heights. Even the bad character designs can sometimes be more impactful for their intentional "ugliness", when those characters are inevitably taken seriously despite their appearance and the stereotypes they play on, it hits hard every time. I do have a simple hatred for many choices, there is no pay-off for much of the awful problems in numerous character designs and dialogue. But no matter how upset I can be by those things, in the end they can't succeed in pulling me away from One Piece. It's just so crazy and unique and great and terrible and beautiful and I LOVE IT.
#WOOF. FINALLY FINISHED THIS POST.#I am basically always trying to articulate this. I've written so many long posts.#but fan letter got me to give it my best effort once more. ITS SO GOOD!!! YES THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT!!!!#i love especially the meaning of it being USOPP who finds mimi (my headcanon name for nami's fangirl) and gives her directions.#he who most recently and directly struggled with his lack of ability. she doesn't even know about that.... ough....#YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THE MOST CAPABLE TO GO ON ADVENTURES!!!!!!!!!!! GO MIMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my posts#one piece#op fan letter#opfl#one piece meta#op meta#one piece analysis#op analysis#i guess lol i hope this reaches some people despite you know. being. how i am.#(intense and clearly having gotten very deep into my particular perspective after endless verbalizing)
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Nico saying that Lewis gives his daughters boxes of presents every Christmas just got caught in my mind.
Imagine you were a mixed race boy born in Hertfordshire, different from everyone else around you. Bullied in school, being raised by your father to compete in a sport where money is very much of essence and you and your family do not have a lot of it. And then you meet this other boy who comes from the kind of life you dream to live one day. You're friends and fierce competitors. You find solace in each other. You visit Monaco for the first time with your friend, dreaming up the life you will have when you make it, when you beat out of the mould that the world thought it could capture you in.
And then you two grow through the ranks and you're at the pinnacle of your sport and you have what it takes to win and the world recognises that you can win. And you win. You win with your friend and fiercest competitor by your side fighting with you for those wins, and this fighting ruins something something that was valuable to both of you when you were still innocent and unsullied by life.
But despite everything that went into the doing and undoing of this relationship, you still realise that this person you once called a friend has a life and family beyond your bitter dynamic. He has children, and children need love and affection and good memories. And you're a better man now so you understand that. So you make sure the kids get gifts on Christmas. And you make sure of it every year. Afterall, if you met someone you loved deeply when you were both kids, wouldn't you feel a pang of nostalgia when they had kids. Wouldn't you try to extend the warmth that you couldn't find for your friend to his children. Afterall, whatever happens during childhood basically remains with you forever.
#and nico's perspective of the same is just#being bullied as a child and being profoundly lonely till you find this friend who is in many ways the yardstick for performance#and even when you go through all this rancidity and the love has almost evaporated down to bare bones politeness#you know there is something that remains deep down#and so he gets your kids Christmas gifts each year#both their childhoods were sites of pain and both of them found something with each other#and lewis honours that by being a positive presence in nico's childrens' lives#albeit from a distance#and of course we're no strangers to how much Nico loves his kids#you can bet if Lewis had kids Nico would do that same#sorry this caught in my heart a little#I knew he had been giving presents for a while and I always thought of that as very beautiful but seeing it on the tl made me remember#man#love haunts you in such peculiar ways forever#brocedes#lewis hamiton#nico rosberg#f1#formula 1
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The thing about billy is that he was marked for death the second his mom left him with neil.
He was either gonna die by Neilâs hands or, as we saw on the show, he was gonna go down such a self destructive path it would send him into an early grave of his own making.
So him dying at 18 isnât really shocking. The part of it that was never written in the stars for him previously is that in his final moments he got to take some of his power back. He made the choice to stand against his abuser (the mindflayer) in the name of saving someone else. He got to fight back against the thing controlling him and contribute to its demise. Something he likely wouldâve never gotten a chance to do with neil.
The tragedy is that he dies anyway, and no one can even give him the courtesy of acknowledging what that tragedy is. Not the writers, not the fandom, not the characters within the show.
His death becomes Maxâs tragedy, it canât even be his own. Nobody cares what billys death means in the context of billys life. Just like how nobody cared about billy when his mom left or when his dad was getting physical with him or when he started lashing out because of the abuse.
Nobody ever cared for billy, so why was he expected to care about anyone else?
He was never treated as a person, just a presence. And an inconvenient one at that. So of course he was never gonna make it to a long fulfilling life. And nobody ever thought to step in and intervene because well, Billys a problem, right? So what does it matter if heâs gone?
And you start to realize how inherently cruel the entire stranger things narrative is because thereâs a clear line of people âworthâ saving and those who arenât. And if someoneâs too much trouble then well, theyâre expendable.
Billy was too much trouble for his mom to make her clean escape. He was too much trouble for not fitting in to Neilâs ideals of the perfect son. He was too much trouble for max as a brother. Too much trouble with all the rage and hate he had built up for the world around him for not protecting him.
So in the end, really, what was left for him to do?
#billy hargrove#his narrative couldâve slapped so severely in the hands of capable writers#because itâs just never acknowledged! and it infuriates me!#thatâs why I hate when people try to say billy got a good death or it was satisfying within the idea of it being a tragedy#like no it wasnât!#it COULDVE been had they taken the time at all to give us billys perspective#or to put any kind of weight to it#but instead it was âhow does this affect maxâ and then just shit all over him every chance they get#thereâs no thought or care put behind it at all#the tragedy is that the carelessness the duffers have for him as a character unintentionally reflects the carelessness of the in universe#characters towards him
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