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I wish I even had that option
#jrsus these novel sites are getting worse what the hell is this#i tried reading a korean novel the other day and one of the ads on the bottom took half the page away ..#and forever it wouldnt leave#i dont mind as much the usual little maybe permanent sliver of ad at the top and closable small bottom ads but this is getting unbearable
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aqua teen roblox force
#aqua teen hunger force#athf#athf fanart#aqua teen hunger force fanart#aqua teen forever#athf master shake#athf meatwad#athf frylock#athf shake#master shake#frylock#meatwad#master shake fanart#frylock fanart#meatwad fanart#shitpost#my art#this idea wouldnt leave me alone until i drew it#which is inconvenient because i have work in the morning …#but actually hashtag no regrets yolo and all of that#i guess
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it's marinacht-ober. time for bad end
#my art#splatoon#marinacht#marina ida#acht mizuta#order reigns supreme time to get gay#smth smth marina would be happy to give acht a world that is kinder and unchanging. where nobody has to leave them behind like she did#nobody has to be left wanting and everything is in its proper place forever#as tempting as it sound I know acht wouldnt want that though. I think truthfully theyre a more team chaos person.#I mean have you heard their music? seen the way they dress?? their rebellious streak in the army???#being outcasted and left alone was terrible. but being with marina means nothing if shes not herself. <3#..but like. becoming marina's brainwashed order DJ.....? kinda hot
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actually so sick how they made steph into a martyr for everything wrong with gotham when she lived her whole life trying to prove that she was everything right
#im forever thinking about how her autopsy was leaked on live tv. and how babs used her photos to dissuade misfit from picking up a costume#stephanie brown#robin#batgirl#im so conflicted over how her death and rebirth were handled actually. like on one hand i find it so amazing and cool how she came back and#jumped right back into crime fighting no doubts or fear. on the other hearing that my ravaged and tortured body was paraded around as a#symbol for what was wrong with the world and what not to do about it would make me snap. like the babs-misfit thing makes me unreasonably#angry HAHAH they had no right!!!! no right to use her like that when they wouldnt even accept her in life!!!!!!#people are gonna be like 'oh she didnt actually die and it wasnt /her/ body' that's not the point!!!! it's the idea of it!!!!!#even in death! she's just used to say 'it (she) wasn't enough'!!#it drives me insane. insane!!! war crimes is objectively a HORRIBLE story but the concept of this in particular will never leave my brain#i would kill for her to have responded to babs saying that she showed misfit her autopsy photos with 'oh? did you tell her about the teen#pregnancy too?'#freya talks comics
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the worst part about rvb is that it’s so good honestly
#IF IT WAS BAD I WOULDNT CARE. I COULD LEAVE.#but it’s not bad. it’s really fucking good.#but it’s also. there’s so much wrong.#so i’m trapped forever
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the bad: i have been raised without much warmth from my parents in childhood, but also pressured to conform to familial authority, doubt myself always, and value familial connections above all else (<- failed at this, and feel guilt about it.)
but also in experiencing this i have been so isolated from the entire rest of the world and others, that it will be nearly impossible to create my own "family" -> find safety and comfort in anybody else once my family is Gone. despite dis i find it really difficult to break away from the familiar, disobey and disappoint, because, well, why are my wishes more important than anybody else's. why would I cause upset and distress in anybody, and exert so much effort into my doubt filled half decisions, for my meaningless little Wishes. being away would also mean less time with these people who I'll never see again once they're gone. being raised this way is definitely paying off for those who did so.
the good: yaaaay adjacent inspiration for writing talon lore
#talkys#my dad scaring me but also giving me no advice on what to do instead only saying if i do this it will be the wrong choice leading#to more wrong choices well yep you got me i am scared. i am inept. i fear regret and punishment for wrong decisions.#i struggle to make decisions because i cant go back on them.#''ill never have savings again'' and ''you cant value friends over family they'll abandon you''#and ''living here is only a problem for you because you dont communicate. there is a way to work things out''#i wish i could work it out and stay i dont know why i cant work it out ! and what do i want#to leave so badly for... to continue to never have stable housing#never have savings again? be alone and in danger?#to be able to wear whatever i want and...buy things? really? that doesnt seem very worth it#nothing seems very worth it#im miserable here but maybe i'd be more miserable away...it is true#well at least the chances to leave are very slim. and will continue to get slimmer the more time passes.#but maybe its fine i dont want to ruin my life or be even more of a burden or reason for distress in someone else's#moving out wouldnt fix anything. wherever you go there you are.#my friend said i have to be a little selfish (positive) to push myself to leave. bt i dont want to be selfish. im ashamed of that as a trai#delete later#even now i feel immense guilt and stress when my dad does things that hurt or bother me bc i know ill miss him when he's gone.#(and ill have nobody after all of that. due to the being kept in a cage)#that sucks. why does everyone else always win. why am i always the weakest pliable one. i wish i had no emotions#my surgery is the only decision in my life ive been 100% sure on for years#and even then my parent's words had me crying and rapidly changing emotions daily until the day came#im not strong enough or sure enough about anything else to withstand More of that#<- and i know that tomorrow im gonna be like actually you know what who cares lets try to leave#and the next day ill be resigned to staying here forever#and the next day ill be like actually you know what who cares l
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ocs + dragon age demon pairings
yippeeeeeeeeeeeeee
(tagging folks who expressed interest tytytytyty ily all smmmmm @hexblooddruid @fllagellant @ghostwise andddddd if any of you want to share for your ocs... 👀👀👀)
Vidreu Aeducan ~ Desire Demon
Dru is tricky because they aren't strongly motivated by the kinds of emotions that demons feed on. They're largely guided by academic curiosity and dispassionate pragmatism, but she could be tempted by forbidden knowledge in a heartbeat. (Indeed, she defiled the Urn of Sacred Ashes for precisely that reason.) A desire demon could readily exploit that thirst-- for answers, for understanding, for secrets.
Luc Surana ~ Despair Demon
Everything that Luc has--his anger and his snark and his defiance--either grows out of or masks a profound sense of nihilism. Nothing matters, there's no point in trying, and caring is just setting yourself up for heartbreak down the road.
(In the AU where Alistair breaks up with him after the Landsmeet, Luc summons one by accident teehee)
Cyrus Hawke ~ Pride Demon
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh won't someone please tell him what a good boy he is and what a good job he's done bleeding out for others, won't someone please give him a good grade in self-sacrifice.
As a general rule, I'm a strong believer that the best demonic temptations are precisely those that characters wouldn't think they'd be affected by, because if you know something is a flaw of yours, you can guard against it. Cyrus' humility is very genuine, but below it is a profound craving for recognition that he won't let himself acknowledge, making it the perfect weak point.
Dahlian Lavellan ~ Sloth Demon
Dahlian has been tired since the moment she first woke up in Haven, weary under the mantle of Inquisitorial duty and constantly performing as its cold, professional leader. It would take some prying to pull her away from that duty, toward restfulness, but wouldn't it be so nice to share just a moment's repose with her daughter?
Yiseeril Trevelyan ~ Hunger Demon
Yiseeril's pride is dangerous, yes, but she's been haunted by her own personal hunger demon/Fade tongue situationship, Vanity, for years and knows how to resist her temptations. What could be fatal is pushing that pride to its extreme, past ambition and into apotheosis, starved for power and sated by nothing short of godhood.
#for non-da ocs kyr is also hunger (low hanging fruit there) and adelaide's is/was sloth (oh wouldnt it be so much easier if you just gave up#stop fighting accept that you're here forever and you're going to be buried next to your mother and your father is going to immortalize you#in smiling placid marble)#'was' because now that she /can/ leave i have to reconsider...#dru posting#luc posting#cyrus hawke#dahlian lavellan#andrastes favorite princess
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had a terrible day but at least we have silly memes
og comic by @punkitt-is-here
#this isnt like#100% in character#but also it entred my brain and wouldnt leave s o here we are#aphungayocs#my art#digital art#meme#forever weed brownie#oc: streams#tabaxi#tabaxi oc#dnd#dnd 5e#dnd tabaxi#tabaxi cleric
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Finished naked sun and I'm sad it's over. What a great book
#i give asimov a lot of shit but man in this book he really pulls it together#home is safety and familiarity and comfort#and you have to leave and change and grow#and you can never go back#oh elijah ;___;#also im forever obsessed with him just letting gladia get away with murder#like okay yeah TECHNICALLY she did bludgeon her husband to death#but it's not her fault. what woman wouldnt commit murder if she was handed a convenient weapon right at the height of her fury???
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#just a passing whim probably tbh and i probably wont do it but idk. weighing it up.#i wouldnt delete this one id leave it as an archive i love having my entire life documented to look back on#and id prob take my url with me.. idk how to be anyone else but hal butchviking#just starting 2 think there is too much archive here.#its weird that u can search my blog n stuff from 5 years ago comes up#its weird that there are posts that go around with comments i made forever ago that still link back to me
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has anyone considered henry possessing glamrock freddy or am i being a little silly right now
#although for one of you the darkest pit of hell has opened to swallow you whole#so don't keep the devil waiting old friend#henry being glamrock freddy makes sense to me#“my friends are down here” william? william afton? old friend?#and if we consider the henry suicide robot thing canon#maybe just maybe#henry “survived” pizzaria simulator#reinstated fazbears as a corporate entity#hired the indie developer#idk where he would stand on the glitchtrap thing but he was shown to be a little silly in he books? maybe he thought afton was fully gone#and was trying to destroy the last parts of him that remained#he realized vanessa was being recruited by afton and set up the pizzaplex#he built the glamrocks? by contextual evidence it makes sense for michael to have built the glamrocks#given the glamrocks similarities to the funtimes including freddys stomach hatch (remember funtime freddy's stomach hatch?)#so if we're saying that michael built the glamrocks then michael wouldve had to have survived pizzaria simulator#which means somewhere along the line they fucked up#and considering that theres roughly 40 years between the bite of 83 and pizzaria simulator#that would mean that henry is like 70 when he burns down freddy fazbears pizza place?#i doubt any rickety ass 70 year old is going#like btw that was a badass line#but henry would be too old for that shit💀#so if we just take henrys suicide animatronic (named baby but probably meaning a baby version of charlie(the og book trilogy))#so what if he got remnant in him when he killed himself and therefore was stuck alive#so he and michael could have plausibly survived pizzasim because of the remnant they were trying to burn away#bc if remnant survived the fnaf3 fire why wouldnt it survive the pizzasim fire?#so saying that henry killed himself around 2000 leaves him at ~50 forever#he couldve also killed himself around 1996 after opening fnaf 2 closing fnaf 2 and reopening/reclosing fnaf 1#leaving him ~45 forever#doesnt matter the year it just matters that hes already dead before pizzaria simulator and after fnaf1 and fnaf2 events#not to mention with william dead around 1993 henry wouldve been the one managing circus baby's entertainment and rentals
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should i come out to my grandma so that she can bond with her friend over having queer granddaughters?
#after the play my mom told me that she (my grandma's friend's granddaughter who i used to play with sometimes when we were kids)#has moved in with her girlfriend who my mom thought was a friend who is a girl and today learned that is a girlfriend girlfriend#and then she started asking me if wouldnt i also like to be in a relationship#like even if i wanted to (which i do) its not one of those things where you say i want that and you just have it#but also you cant get a relationship when you hardly ever leave the house and when you do it's with your family#and at uni all the queer people coupled up the first month and there were only like 10 guys most of whom also coupled up#and most importantly i didnt really speak to anyone who wasnt my friends lol#aaaanyway#i guess i will forever be the loser kid of the family so i might as well just accept that#jo says stuff#personal ramblings
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I think it's really likely phee and jin happened bc they were both rebounding from non and maybe they caught feelings maybe they didn't maybe phee is feeling guilty for that but like to ME regardless of how bad they feel abt it they're fucking on non's dead body and I'm petty enough to put away critical thinking and appreciating the nuances of media to wish them a very die
#dff the series#dead friend forever#I GET IT I GET IT ik what yall r saying yes them as a pair can b interesting asf and if i wasnt a non girlie id be all over it but god#my nonnie deserves better#this is just the final nail in the coffin like#this is nons 13th (20th) reason#imagine going through all of THAT and then ur ex bf is fucking the guy who filmed u getting raped and dragged u back into a group#that was abusing u constantly when u were abt to leave it#like#yall r built different i simply cant hack it#i cant compartmentalise and not be disgusted of the non of it all in order to enjoy them#like there will always be 3 of u in that relationship and we all know it#i can't force myself to not be disgusted by them and it's required to feel any reaction besides auto recoil to the thought of them together#ur relationship is paved with sins and corpses how can u be together and have peace knowing every moment will be haunted by it#i dont wanna see them forgive themselves and eachother and be together bc its SO UNFAIR TO NON#and i simply cant get over that if i wanted hard reality i wouldnt b watching a gay slasher its just so unsatisfying#its unsatisfying to end it like thst with no justice for the victim#yes theres a compelling story there abt that dynamic between them but this isnt the show to explore kt#theyve put too much emphasis on the victim to go there#i understand the sentiment but a story like that doesnt go like this. this isnt the way u write a story like that & explore those themes#like the majority of the audience isnt wanting that theyre rooting for non BECAUSE of the way its been set up & written#the past and the actions against non r the focus not phee and jin dealing w the aftermath in the present
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#magpie thoughts#music#audio#jann#hrng.#why didnt you say that you wouldnt stay with me forever like rhen on the daybyou firsr met me#i dont even care why you had to leave baby ;-;#TEAR ME APART LOOK HOW SELFISH YOU ARE#LEFT ME BEHIND WHEN J GAVE YOU MY LIFE#WHERE ARE YOU NIW#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TELL THEM HOW#and you promised that you wouldnt leave before me#tell me why you couldnt keep your promise ;;;-;;;#cries for a million years.#Spotify#SoundCloud
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#i keep having little things in my life that make me go god i want to leave#but like. it wld take too long.#it wouldnt be an immediate change#i would still need to relearn to drive which would take forever bc i hate it#and i would need to look into certs that wld get me employed#or anything that wld get me employed#i know the time will pass anyway but that doesnt work for my brain that has trouble Startin especially when theres no light#at the end of the tunnel. like doing those things wont guarantee me a job so why bother#i get lulled back into well living here isnt so bad i can take it. moving out would be worse. id be alone and i wouldnt#feed myself and id have a job i hated#but then Something Happens and the cycle repeats and im miserable#and i want to leave but how can i. and it would take forever. so ill stay. but it sucks. and i want to leave. but how can i. and it w#talkys#i can take it. but not for much longer. but i can. but i cant. but i have to. but i dont want to. i can. i cant#idk how people Live#my issue is i want to leave Now i want to leave Yesterday.
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Hey, maybe with Trump, it’ll be like Hillary, except *he’s* the one everyone thinks will win.
that's actually a super good point, given in 2016 it looked a lot like hillary was gonna win but then somehow trump did
#scary crane answer#not fandom#american politics#im still convinced that hes cheating#like. how the fuck could we expect trump NOT to cheat in an election. that's literally the only thing hes kinda good at#and the sheer amount of votes he supposedly got combined with just how quickly a lot of the states were called makes me suspicious#idc how quick or efficient the new system is; it should take more than like. 20 minutes to count all the votes for one state#i think the reports of the vote counts were rushed so that the media could have quicker results that favored trump#so then the general public would start panicking and doomering which. is exactly what trump wants#and exactly what everyone is doing unfortunately#and i think he looked so incredibly sickly at his victory speech because he realized he fucked up big time#and now hes gonna be in even worse trouble when they count more thoroughly because they'll realize he cheated#think of it as kind of like. a last hurrah before he & his cronies have to move to the bermuda triangle forever#and its not like he had nothing to lose if he lost either; he and all his equally morally bankrupt friends would be fucked#so personally i wouldnt be surprised if he was trying to buy more time so they could all leave before going to the pear wiggler
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