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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway š#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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Every instance of Chilchuck blushing in season 1 (in order)
#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#chilchuck dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#anime caps#long post#HOLY SHIT THAT WAS AN UNDERTAKING#iām putting every frame into a google drive for everyone to have access too#and once thatās done iāll link it on this post#jesus my computer hated that lmao
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#swan queen#swanqueen#swen#swan mills family#ouat#once upon a time#ouat memes#it's like everyone in this photos driving motivator
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actually i think it's interesting that practically everyone's interpretation of valentino is that he has severe substance abuse issues & is high 50% of the time, when in the show he's shown disparagingly talking about addicts in a way that implies he doesn't see himself as one. and i'm not using "interesting" as a substitute for "oh boy do i fucking hate this" i just genuinely think it's fascinating. the juxtaposition of him looking down on addicts while refusing to acknowledge his own substance abuse problems is direly under explored and it's like, Right There. it's prime character study material
#at the bare minimum he has a nicotine addiction but i (like seemingly everyone else) walked away thinking#that he does a lot of drugs in general#valentino#though it is interesting so much of the audience read him that way despite#not canonically doing any drugs#unless i'm misremembering#or there is some offhand Q&A remark made two hours into a livestream once that is now treated like fandom gospel#but i disregard like all of that stuff loool#anyway i think this tracks bc i feel like he's the sort of person who does NOT think he's at the behest#of his impulses. he indulges in them but he sees himself as fully in control#and this doesn't just encompass drugs but things like anger issues#ofc the alternative is that he's just a chain smoker#which isn't my read but (chin propped on folded hands) i'd hear it out#i have more thoughts but i have to drive somewhere now rip
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I love the idea that Bruce takes the Batfam on hikes outside of Gotham, and puts up with the arguing over who goes in what car, packs everyone's favourite snacks, will race with the other car if enough passengers in his egg him on. Bruce generally stays ridicuously quiet while the kids jabber enough to alert everything living in the woods near them but will weigh in once the kids debate who's strong enough to wrestle a bear, chime in on unsolved hiker cases, build fires, and carry anyone that gets tired, all while sneaking awful pictures of them.
#One of the kids usually peels off the rest of the group and quietly joins him at the front#Bruce has to beg and plead that none of them climb stupidly#There was one funny occasion when Jason broke his ankle and Bruce carried him back (Jason was utterly unamused and annoyed)#Damian loves the hikes and informs them of every animal and plant in the vicinity (and pretended there were leeches once when Steph took a#dip in a lake)#Duke becomes the flashlight when it gets dark at everyone's insistence and has a phenomenal spooky story voice#Cass and Dick have silly contests to give Bruce heart attacks by going off trail and scaling the side of the mountain#Tim has to be pried off some technology and sunburns awfully even on cloudy days. He's also the only one ready for the ticks#Babs and Alfred join when the hikes are wheelchair accessible or take a more scenic drive up and meet them at the top/at campgrounds#dc comics#batman#bruce wayne#batfamily
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Crystal is such a fantastic character bc shes missing her memories and one of the first things she does is try to be mean to Charles, who is just so delighted by her anyway, and when she realizes that she might have been disliked before, she kinda of just starts over.
and she starts off being by being so kind by demanding they help a girl half way around the world, and they oblige. and then! she wipes the girl's memory of the house so she'll never have to suffer the nightmares the way Crystal does.
she's working through some shit, but every time she comes out the other side having tried to be a better person and trying to help her friends and correct mistakes.
and when she finds out who she is? she is horrified by what she sees and wants nothing more than to get away from that. and she still thinks she's a horrible person bc of what she's done and how her parents react to her calling them. she doesn't realize that you're not your past actions, and just bc she was awful then does not mean she has to continue to be that way.
she wants away from charles and edwin and niko bc she doesn't want them to know her like that. even tho they've never known her like that, and they never will, bc Crystal has changed so much as her time as an amnesiac and she is constantly trying to be a better person.
anyway stan Crystal, she wants to be kind, and her journey from being a bitch to being That Bitch is so fantastic, I can't wait to see what she does next
#personal#dead boy detectives#hashtag sorry i keep wanting to analyze everything but i'm on my third rewatch now and i just keep thinking about Them (the beloveds)#like this show is so good and it's really driving me insane#i haven't had a fixation in a minute so i'm just riding this out#crystal palace is so fascinating to me like. she definitely still can be mean but it usually has a purpose#bc she's tired of everyone else being stupid lol#and also being a teenager will do that to you#source: i was a teenager once. that shit was stupid af
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dating is so hard bc wdym neither of us knows how to drive like ā¦ if iām a passenger seat princess and youāre a passenger seat princess then whoās driving the car ???????
#sheās like āu can drive to come pick me up š„°ā#and 27281 curbs are injured and i pull up shaking and crying x#when i live in a walkable city with public transportation again then EVERYONE will be sorry !!!!!!!!#nat vs car and the car wins every time.#i once got almost crushed by an 18 wheeler on my to austin and it was 2933928% my fault#:(#iām not like a super bad driver tho i just hate it immensely and never want to do it bc. well. itās fucking scary.
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11 pm again and i spent my evening trying to draw but ending up deleting like 5 attempts again and i just want to cry
cant even get upset anymore, i just sit here looking at the wasted time and just kinda going 'yeah ... what did i expect' and the tears are already back :I
#ganondoodles talks#im tired of disappointing everyone#whatever high i once rode from all the zelda fanart i have done has long ran out#i feel like im trying to drive without tires for the past half a year#theres so much in my head but its just stuck there#everytime i think about something cool i know i cant just talk about it bc no one cares about yet another shitty text post#i need art to back my rambling up#and i WANT to have art to back it up not just bc more will care#but bc i want it to be there as art#im sorry these complaint posts keep happening instead of anything good#im on a losing streak record against myself#im also tired as fuck making these posts#i know the only thing it does is annoy people#i just cant keep it all to myself and nothing else is working#even when i think i did soemthing away from the pc or completely offline#as soon as i return- even if im really motivated- it only lasts for like .. one attempt#and im back at the bottom#trying every bit of tricks and advice i can find and it all ends the same#... i guess making these posts doesnt matter anyway- with twitters and my downfall im sure i lost like the majority of goodwill#not even trying to be all sorry for myself#wish i could throw away my brain
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feeling a teensy bit emotional about an nfl team being so nice and hype about daniel on their socials after the entirety of f1 media was so awful about him for basically the last year. It just kind of puts the bubble that is the f1 media in perspective.
#feels like everyone is against daniel because the f1 media is a little community of bullshit#like the worst small town you've ever had the displeasure to drive through on your way to something better#a wide spot in the road as my dad would say#where people spread gossip about their neighbors like it's breaking news and once you have a reputation it becomes a stigma#that you can't shake and no matter how much you show who you truly are people will never let it go#But that is a small community and once you drive outta there you leave their loser opinions behind#because not a single person outside of that town gives a shit about what they have to say or what gossip they're spreading#anyway i should go to therapy
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i love that yall scream with me abt felix and stuff lolllll. i feel weird sometimes like i shouldnt post if im not writing cus yall are pretty much here for my writing.. so if im not writing like no one cares abt me lol but idk its still fun and it makes me so happy that yall still think of me even when ive not been active like thats so sweet?? jdnsjfjjs IDKK i cant articulate my thoughts correctly rn but i just wanted to say ily guys! š¤š¤
#im so tired rn idk what im saying ldksjnfksk#lowkey kinda WANT everyone to forget abt me like PLSSS... the desire to fade into obscurity...... i hate being perceived š#i mean i feel like a ton of ppl already have lol#it feels so nice not being hounded for updates constantly..... phew...#ive barelu been writing this past month but when i do start again i'll probably not post anything until it's fully done cus like#i cant deal w pressure LOLL#if that wasn't obvious. but anyway#im starting a new internship which will be for the next 7ish months before i go back to school#soooo i'll probably have a ton more free time! no homework likeeeee lets go?#but yeah so no promises but im hoping ill get back into writing in a bit..! i do miss it#thats it for jems life update in the tags#dawggg ok wait yk what SUCKS. i have to start DRIVING......#im cooked fr i hate driving i can barely drive but š i gotta go to WORK now ig...... cant just walk to classes anymore#and in crazy snow conditions.... fml......#my last internship i didnt have a license and just ubered everyday LOL#but that is so expensive#OKKAYY thats my main stress rn but once im moved and settled yall will hopefully hear more from me#like actual substance and not just screaming over felix. hopefully LOLLL#unless i get into a car accident. jk JKKK i will not even joke abt that that will not happen haha!!!+!! im not stressed at all#.txt
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waving hello everyone so uh sorry for just kinda up and vanishing for um. months and months and months. i kind of exploded and then died and then lived briefly and then died again. but with the days getting longer and me being brave and being outdoors more (Even Though its starting to get real wintery outside) it feels like im coming to life again AND developing social tendencies for the first time in uhh ummmm. so anyway yeah hi i can almost handle the thought of communicating with other human beings again in the near future, stay tuned
#my drive for art has been slowly slowly slowly creeping up lately as well#latimer and i have been developing so much oc stuff offline (well. in our discord gc (+irl)) im so excited to share it with you all#ive been doing a lot of soul searching and healing and thinking and a better understanding of myself and the world i live in#i think ive grown a lot. i cant wait to see how my friends have grown too#well....once i can handle direct human communication beyond leaving a post with tags on my blog.#i might start gradually reintroduce myself to interacting with others on the site like leaving likes or replies andd so on#im so sorry i havent replied to messages. i promise i am actively working on the courage to respond.#i hope everyone is doing as well as they can in these dark dark times
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twenty four hours (modern!eddie munson x fem!reader)
EXTRA CONTENT - "BEYOND THE HOURS"
ā tropes: enemies to lovers, forced proximity, slow burn
ā warnings: strong language, upside down does not exist, minors dni
ā wc: 471. ha.
ā a/n: so. i can finally, FINALLY, post this! this is the real beginning to eddie's pov of his solo time from hour nine <3 it's not much, but for obvious reasons, i had to cut it when i posted the original.
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He couldnāt sleep. He knew this was the time for the two of you to do exactly that, sleep and rest as much as you could before you received another interruption, but he couldnāt.Ā
Everything.Ā
He meant it. He was sorry for everything. All of it, every single moment that had ever transpired between the two of you, every broken cobblestone that lined the path from where you two began to where you two stand now. He was sorry for that first night, the way heād turned so cold so suddenly. He was sorry for this night, for the way heād lied through his teeth and said heād celebrate your death.Ā
He wouldnāt celebrate your death. Even the idea of you no longer being a part of the friend group, let alone this plane of existence, made his heart ache a tune of something terrible. Suddenly, all his reasons for the way heās protected himself have been proven right. Awfully right, painfully right.
Eddie Munson is incapable of being around you for more than a few minutes at a time, an hour if he pushed it, because if he is around you too long, he loves you too much. He loves your terrible jokes and he loves your laughter that follows. He loves the height of your cheeks and he loves the curve of your neck. He loves to watch you melt for him, to watch all the roughness heād caused soften as you have slowly started to decide he was deserving of your time. Slow, warm. It runs like honey through his veins, but it burns like molten lava. Thick, scorchful, unforgiving, impossible to rid yourself of.Ā
Heās sorry. For everything. If he could take it back, he would. But, alas, he canāt ā and so now heās stuck in this bed beside you, a ridiculous fucking pillow wall to keep barriers up as the two of you have let the emotion ones crumble far too quickly.Ā
Itās when the first snore falls from your lips that he caves and decides he canāt keep staring at the ceiling anymore. Heās kept his eyes glued there, not risking glancing at your face for the fear of his heart only falling further.Ā
He canāt afford the consequences of loving someone like you. You are not something fragile and delicate for him to have and to hold. Youāre a dagger to be wielded, and his grip is still too slick. The only one who gets cut in the end will be him. It wonāt work. It canāt work.Ā Ā
His mind rattles as he maneuvers carefully out of the bed, trying hard not to disturb you until heās successfully sliding off the foot of the bed and standing up straight. He wants to look back at your sleeping form ā he canāt let himself do it.
and obviously, you can continue to read the rest of the scene here. <3
#twenty four hours#my writing#beyond the hours#i'll figure out a better format for these once the series is over and i'm adding more consistently haha#eddie munson#eddie munson x reader#it's really not that much to add but my god when i wrote it and realized i didn't want everyone to know he's in love with reader i panicked#it's been sitting with the rest of it FOR AGES in google drive#my google drive holds many many secrets lol#me? posting writing short enough to not add a read more? insane
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male female socialization is so stupid how about i socialize with ya momma.
#the idea of socialization depends on the concept that. everyone follows or tunes into gendered expectations?#and that by once being one thing you are never capable of developing outside of a false dichotomy?#the idea of how youre raised suddenly dictating everything about you fucking drives me insane. male socialization my ass.#just say ur a misogynist and call it a day baby#anyway sorry i call a cool study but ppl in the rbs are being stupid and now i hope the lord touches their brains
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big fan of characters who understand each other so well that they are able to use each otherās weaknesses against each other. characters who have been inseparable for so long (whether they like it or not) that theyāve witnessed each otherās crest and fall and studied each otherās dispositions like specimens beneath glass. as a result theyāve crawled into the cracks in each otherās skin & mapped out the soft underbelly hidden beneath all that confidence and pride. so now theyāre calling out the other personās most shameful flaws, sniping at the most sensitive bits of scar tissue they try so desperately to hide, digging out their most humiliating memories or those filled with grief.
if youāre lovers or close friends, then youāre forced to realize that yes, to be loved is to be known, but to be known is also to flay yourself open. you cannot declare yourself above the risk of having someone take advantage of your wounds & you cannot transcend the vulnerability that comes as loveās collateral damage
if youāre enemiesā¦ then all i can say is that the sweet respite of enduring coexistence for so long is that you know precisely how to take each other apart. you know how to play the other like putty beneath your fingertips by tugging at their pain points, and that in itself is a glorious thingābut equally so, the knowledge that they can enact the exact same thing on you is inordinately terrifying
#xi text#relationships#tropes#dynamics#fengqing#big fan of feng xin calling out mu qingās tendency to hide his true self behind a frosty sardonic exterior#calling out how he keeps contradicting himself by convincing everyone including himself that he isnt kind#but he decides to be kind when he needs to be and can be immensely self sacrificial#for those he cares about#calling out how he speaks in circles in order to circumvent telling the truth for fear of the abjection and exposure associated with that#calling out how illogical it is for him to push everyone away despite longing for affection#equally so#big fan of mu qing calling out feng xin for attaching his identity to the goal of āprotectionā#for being nothing without the person he follows and guards like a loyal dog#because who are you without the person youāve sworn your entire life to#what happened to you when you fell apart with xie lian and you lost the person who reigns at the centre of your life#werent you lonely#werent you aimless#arent you scared it will happen again#you are#youāre terrified#and fx to mq is like#does it please you when you drive away everyone who tries to care for you#does it make you happy#is this what you wanted#why cant you be honest with yourself for once#because youāre scared? youāre embarrassed? youāre scared to admit that your logic and mode of āself preservationā isnt infallible?#that what you call self preservation is actually self destruction??
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late night thinking
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#masumi arakawa#jo sawashiro#masato arakawa#ichiban kasuga#snap sketches#once upon a time someone said to me 'what if arakawa already had a feeling about The Whole Story' and i yelled so loud#i dont have angst tho. just goofy doodling#its cause i have to drive later and just cause im gon be miserable dont mean ill make everyone else miserable </3
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I'm a Mclaren girlie since childhood but if Lando doesn't stop with this "we didn't have the fastest car" bullshit I'm gonna reach through my tv screen and slap him.
#everyone should have a driver they dislike drive for their team at least once#it's character building#lando norris#i do not hate you#but you really fucking wind me up sonetimes#f1#mclaren#austin 2024#cota 2024
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