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the-cookie-of-doom · 1 year ago

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Haha super fun side effect of processing my relationship is that I can’t fucking handle people touching me now, even though I am literally painfully desperate for like. A hug.

#cookie speaks #who knew that finally recognizing a year and a half worth of Bad Touch #would have an effect on me?#I was the kid that would start puppy piles with my friends at school #now I barely even hug my parents #I’m legit so touch starved that any time someone DOES try to hug me #it short circuits my brain #such a knee jerk reaction of YES/NO that it’s over before I realize it even happened #and don’t appreciate it in the moment #and it’s like wait I know I just flinched but please do it again?#gonna drop a day worth of my salary on a massage #just to fill up my touch bank a little bit #I see my friends hanging off each other like it’s nothing and I’m like #me too please?#but no way I’m asking for that #I just want someone to wrap me up and squeeze the life out of me please

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keferon · 3 months ago

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Did you think I was done? Ahahahaha no, I have more.

Because chapter 70 of MOMU gave me the very dynamic between them that I missed so much, I just blacked out and started drawing uncontrollably lmao

Also. ALSO. I noticed a while ago that Prowl has the habit of..like…constantly frowning. So. I did a bit of research and made this graph.

In 70 chapters, Prowl frowns rougly 104 times. And the intensity of this gesture is very clearly correlated with the development of his relationship with Jazz, as you can see ahahahahah It might be wrong tho don’t take me seriously I’m not good with graphs

#maccadam #transformers #prowl #jazz #jazzprowl #fic fanart #momu fanart #I just #mmmmm #For the whole fic Prowl had to think twice about everything Jazz says #every information could end up being wrong #sometimes even without Jazz realising it #so when Prowl says #he’s trusting Jazz. it’s.#also it totally wasn’t me googling ‘believing and trusting nuance difference in english’#the moment I realised the difference I think my brain started rollercoaster loops #he can’t believe him but he found enough faith to trust him #while. YES. For the whole story Jazz couldn’t fucking be believed #list e n #Jazz did a lot of things for Prowl #fucktons of big and small gestures to show that yes he likes loves and appreciates Prowl #I’m so happy Prowl is returning this energy #like #remember that scene a while back when Jazz kissed Prowl? Cool cool okay. Did Prowl kiss him? nope. It was one sided gestures #*gesture. That kiss didn’t make me feel like it’s truly something precious because Jazz started it but Prowl didn’t do quite the same #but this👆. This feels so much more important for me. Because Prowl #who is for the whole story was mister I calculate every chance of possible betrayal. Prowl whos entire personality is to trust nobody #Prowl goes. Fuck that I trust you. You feel me?#it wouldn’t be the same if he said I love you. Because love is very much something you don’t have a lot of control over.#but to trust someone? It’s a choice Prowl had to consciously make. You see what I mean? I love it. oh fuck I ran out of tags..

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guardian-angle22 · 3 months ago

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This or That: Tarlos Edition -> Loft or townhouse?

#911 lone star #911lsedit #tarlos #tk strand #carlos reyes #this or that tarlos edition #my gifs #let it be known that the real answer is obviously the loft #and i will be reblogging the set i've made for that one already after i post this!#but there's a lot to appreciate about the townhouse too!#these two soulmates fell in love here!! had so many good moments here!#but also RIP to the good artwork in this townhouse #I feel like the art here is better than some of the prints up in the loft #(yes I did make all these this afternoon in chaos mode don’t @ me about it lol)#a wild Michelle has made it into this gif simply because we needed to see the art on that wall lmao

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doomed2repeat · 3 months ago

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Literally the only way they could get me excited for this after what they did to Persuasion is to cast Luke Newton.

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turtleblogatlast · 9 months ago

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Something I’ve been thinking about lately is that small moment in “Air Turtle” where immediately after the Daves lose yet another game, Leo says how sorry he is and how he’s doing his best as the mascot. This moment is so short but it’s honestly jam-packed with a whole heap of characterization.

His need to apologize for things clearly not his fault - especially when it feels like he messes up the job he was given despite doing the best he can (the phrase “it’s not about you” takes a new meaning when this is one of the lessons to be learned from that - that he is not always solely responsible for things going wrong), his need to save face and make a connection with an older adult man in his life (something he consistently does throughout the series - he’s got a few daddy issues, always collecting potential father figures, it’s no wonder he jumps at the bit to keep rapport), and the way he sounds and looks and the words he chooses really pushes how he is just a kid (“Mr. the Dunk, I’m so sorry”).

Like I know it’s a one off moment that doesn’t truly mean much, but when put against the rest of the series it works really well with the rest of Leo’s established character and helps in solidifying later concepts as well.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #rottmnt headcanons #am I looking too much into things? almost assuredly yes #I actually appreciate how tim immediately goes ‘it’s not your fault’ as well? like he could’ve just blamed this 15/16 year old but he didn’t #but yeah this moment got to me a little mainly because it made me realize that Leo…DOES take responsibility for things a lot #he messes up a ton yeah but he says sorry at a pretty consistent rate #and y’know thinking about it #THIS IS TINFOIL HAT TERRITORY BE WARNED #he’s mentioned being betrayed by his brothers before - I wonder if it was something as simple as taking the fall for like #breaking something of Splinters or whatever #point is it wouldn’t be out of the ordinary for him to get the full blame for something only partially his fault #or not his fault at all in some cases #like in bug busters where Raph gets mad at Leo for not getting captured with them #(I understand Raph’s mindset here a ton - Raph’s the leader and he’s likely lashing out so I don’t blame the poor kid)#but this plus the moment at the beginning of the movie #where only Leo is reprimanded despite Mikey and Donnie having full autonomy to join the fun pizza stacking #make no mistake this is not at all a diss on everyone else!!! it’s just something I noticed #I think that “it’s not about you” doesn’t just pertain to being arrogant and wanting the spotlight #I think it’s also about how responsibility is meant to be shared #and like #Leo DOES mess up a lot! so he’s honestly probably used to having the blame because it is often at least somewhat warranted #he’s specifically described as being good at apologizing after all #tldr: Leo messes up a lot of the time so he is very used to blame and attention both good and bad #even when the full blame should not be solely on his shoulders

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dearabsolutelynoone · 9 months ago

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The Viscount and Viscountess Bridgerton ♡

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pepperpixel · 10 months ago

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+ Butch 4 Butch +

(Except neither one of them is rlly that butch but holy fUCKING SHIT THAT SONG IS LITERALLY THEM… the version of them I made up in my mind palace… it’s them.)

Anywayyyy. Yeah! Have a tagr art dump..! aka, those vibes when you, out of a series of moments of temporary insanity, end up finding, taking in, nursing back to health and eventually falling into a tangled messy yearning situationship w the asshole tsundere alien who tried to destroy your entire planet… rlly extremely relatable vibes!!

#invader zim #gaz membrane #tak #invader tak #tagr #iz tak #iz gaz #doodles #caption for the 3rd pic:#ton ten photos taken seconds before a goth girls plushie security system shoots you in the head.#anyway… yeah… I love these two #I think a lot my ideas for them are informed by this one fanfic I read as a young teen/child… but I don’t actually remember anything #concrete?? just general story beats? and I’m pretty sure my ideas deviate from it a good bit. but #I think that fic def formed the basis for my tagr love and appreciation #I think they could be complicated and messy and painful and fun as fuck #I have ideas for them lol. and some more art. so hopefully I’ll be able to post that soon too #but for now… enjoy sketch dump of messy goth saphics #*top ten moments. not ton. spellings hard ghgh #I think tak is very hesitant about initiating physical contact and intimacy and being cuddly. cuz of pride and also repression #but I saw a post talking about irkens being naturally very touchy feely affectionate and I def agree…#so. tak is wary of stuff like that at first. but once u break thru that initial barrier of her denying herself she’s actually sUPER TOUCHY #gaz has unleashed a pda beast she just doesn’t kno it yet

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independent-fics · 6 months ago

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Leverage (2008-2012)

01x04 The Snow Job

#leverage #the snow job #Eliot Spencer #Parker #inde gifs #inde gifs: the snow job #I just love this scene #four episodes in and Parker has so much trust #but also she may have just be trusting herself and Eliot got in the way #which is also so funny #my wanting to be hyper organized side is annoyed that I posted this after I’ve already posted the next episode #in my leverage ot3 series #but we will ignore it #if anyone has an advice on how to not make my gifs skew so orange or green #would be appreciated #I’ve literally studied color theory and it still becomes greenish once it becomes a gif #I don’t understand why even with editing #inde gifs: inde’s favorite moments from leverage

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scissorcraft · 7 months ago

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i really want to make isat friends…

#in this moment…#but i’m too scared ;-;#you guys all seem rly fun n cool n sweet #i love seeing tags on my art n everyone is so so nice!!! i’d love to reach out n make friends so bad #but i’m. terrified.#my usual method of making friends is starting a private discord server #n it usually goes amazing - it’s how i met my current family and how i’ve made so many friends!!!#but i’m petrified right now. something in me broke a while back and i don’t know if it’ll fix…#i hope that… i can make one soon. maybe after i get back on my meds i’ll be okay.#but!! like. in the meantime #if anyone. wants to try ? i may be slow and scared and overly guarded bug i want to make friends #and i’ll Try if anyone feels up to reaching out? ;-; i’d appreciate it tbh!!! but no one has to!!!#i wrote myself a lil script tfgvu for a comic maybe. itll be so annoying but it’ll be a very person piece n i think it’d b good for me to #make ngl… a good look into my Twisted Mind (/s/s/s thats a joke!!!!!)#SORRY THIS IS REALLY REALLY VENTY JGUGGUG #i have difficulties my whole life with feeling like a perpetual outsider <3 i need to work on that somehow

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0m3n-0f-d3ath · 9 days ago

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Princess Lily

#kat and lily #fantasy au #this is for the woman lovers ngl #shout out to lilllllyyyyy she’s super pretty and deserves the princess moment #artists on tumblr #art #my art #illustration #digital art #finished piece #2024 art #my oc art #I don’t really feel like tagging this #starting to actually do backgrounds?? but honestly if it’s not for my portfolio it wont get a background bc I am evil #unless I think it’s cool but otherwise I actually dislike backgrounds #that’s right i actually am in a chatty mood but alas there’s not much for me to say #ok nevermind I have until the 19th to finish my sketchbook #I have like three more pages…so hopefully I can do it #I try giving myself one year to finish them because anything last a year old art makes me not want to open that sketchbook #also I feel it’s something that can be accomplished in a year #gosh I really need to gather some ideas and vague plots for Lily and Kat for the fantasy au #I gotta become more evil and just start writing shit I dunno though #i do and don’t like this piece but I dunno I spent time on it and can appreciate it

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batboopp · 4 months ago

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oh ok

#“are you lactating” what #killer croc and batman is one of my fav underrated dynamics. almost all of their interactions are so AWKWARD #it’s just like they both don’t wanna be there. I also like their more heartfelt moments too tho :)#they have this sort of rocky almost-trust and appreciation for each other. it’s nice to see it #batman #bruce wayne #killer croc #waylon jones #gotham rouges #dc comics

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batwynn · 1 year ago

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I’ve been seeing a lot of House MD stuff on here lately and it’s so funny to me how truly wild (affectionately) it all is compared to how… simple the general reactions were when it was airing.

2006 after a full first season: “Dr House so mean.” “He and Cuddy should date.” “It’s always Lupus.”

2023, 11 years after the finale: “Here’s my Dr Baby Girl and his bf moving in together AMV set to WAP.” “Here’s my 900 page essay on who is a bottom or top in the House/Wilson household.” “My fix it fic isn’t actually a fix it fic because it’s cannon that everyone survives their life threatening situation.” “It’s always Lupus.”

Anyway. I’m setting this as my expectations for fandoms from now on.

#fandom #fandom wank #I don’t go here #but I appreciate you all for this #I mean I watched the show when it was airing #and saw people talk about it #but nothing like this #House has been assigned Baby Girl #the rare moment where the fandom takes off into the atmosphere 11 years later #and it’s a good thing

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completeoveranalysis · 6 months ago

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[6]

SO cute.

I think that’s the end of this chapter already, but it was such a nice little pause in things to check in on Watanuki and measure how he’s doing as a person. How much he’s grown. How he’s so used to it all. How he’s become suited to everything happening around him and can do it naturally.

But also how he’s gathered himself a small family. Just Haruka talks about making choices and only noticing the effects afterwards, the effects here are clear - Watanuki, who was born alone and on accident with no-one in the world, has naturally gathered people around him who he cares about and who care about him in return. He’s surrounded himself with laughter and love and it’s all because of who he’s choosing to become and all the choices he’s made along the way.

There were many ways this all could have turned out very differently, but they turned out this way, because of him.

#And that’s as good a place to stop as any #Watanuki Appreciation Hour!#We love the noodle boy and so does everyone else!#Or almost everyone #No Jorogumo you don’t count #Not liveblogging the reservoir chronicle #xxxholic #xxxholic 84 #Haruka #Watanuki #Yuuko Ichihara #What a nice moment to reflect on how nice it has been to have Yuuko #For no reason!#Definitely not to set up a contrast!#Absolutely not at all relevant to upcoming plot events where things might change!

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 1 year ago

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it does something incomprehensible to my little writer’s soul whenever alex articulates a phenomenon of the writing process i’ve always picked up on and then goes on to describe it in exactly the same way

#when i first heard him say this when i was watching the interview i legit had to pause the video for a moment #because it was like he’d actually taken my words straight out of my mouth #literally for years i’ve been fascinated by the little timeless pocket between dusk and dawn where there’s so much freedom #to explore creativity uninhibited and unobserved and without fear of consequence #the way it allows you to create things almost as if they don’t really exist #or like the rest of the world doesn’t #and the magic of that freedom #like if you create things on the cusp of dreams it’s almost as if they don’t count #they’re liberated from any usual self doubt or self criticism that invades the imaginative space during the daylight #why am i making myself sound like a creative vampire 😭#i’m going to stop rambling in the tags now sorry #i fear absolutely none of this makes sense #kudos to anyone who’s read the whole way through this #the gist of what i’m trying to say is that it’s such a special feeling when someone whose writing you adore and connect to so much #puts into words elements of the process that have always resonated with you #and this is just one example too #right i’m going to stop rambling now #but one last thing before i go #on a more superficial note: can we appreciate how softly spoken and soft fluffy haired he is here?? 🥺#alex turner #humbug era #arctic monkeys #alex vid #lulu posts

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theswedishpajas · 1 year ago

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#my art stuff #comic #beetlejuice #cartoon #toonjuice #lydia #toonlydia #aromantic #aromatic #lgbt #digital art #wordplay #he’s somewhere under the umbrella maybe #he’s not gonna bother with a label tho prolly #he just kinda feels however he feels at any given moment and that’s that #please don’t tag as beetlebabes #I can’t control how people see this or engage with it but I’d appreciate if you didn’t tag this as such

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poisonedbeyondrepair · 22 days ago

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Loved the new Helluva, so many good moments! Vassago mi corazón, necesita cantar en el próximo episodio por faaaaaaa!!!! No es un deseo, es una necesidad. Stolas can be your hype man this time!

#helluva boss #vassago mi amor <3 #vassago appreciation post #I will be ranting about the Lucifer everything in a moment #I need to collect my thoughts cause did all the Lucifer stuff catch me off guard #I don’t care if Vassago is like a secret villan #his vibe is everything I aspire to be #mastermind

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