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i do think harry bringing out stormzy at london's ono in 2019 was a perfect encapsulation of him as a solo artist
#walk with me#the headlines alll week were harry vs stormzy harry vs stormzy for the number one album#so he brings him out#and doesnt try to make himself seem cooler or change anything about how he performs#hes just this dude in his nice yellow suit bopping his head along to stormzy#shouting along random lyrics and just like screaming with the crowd#like absolutely staying in his own lane#while celebrating stormzy#and being 100% himself#and doing something really kind and really cool in the process#all while being very entertaining#man fine line era what we had what we had what we had
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Stephanie Brown and Dick Grayson: I Am Going To Be A Good Parent To Pass On The Good Parts Of My Tumultuous Childhood/Give Someone Else What I Didn't Have Growing Up
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Damian Wayne and Cassandra Cain: You Could Not Pay Me To Be A Parent For Fear I Would Continue The Cycle Of Violence
#dc comics#stephanie brown#dick grayson#damian wayne#cassandra cain#ramblings of a lunatic#don't ask me about tim jason or duke idk what's going on there#Tim can't even make it to college unimpeded his ass is NOT entering fatherhood#you could do something really interesting with Jason as a father but it'd either have to go hard into the 'jason healing' route-#-or the complete opposite direction and go full on 'repeating the cycle of violence' fucked up#and either way it's gonna be divisive#i recently found out (bc i skipped batman and the outsiders) that duke's dad is some kind of immortal entity???? what in the fresh hell#I'm not saying it can't be cool I'm saying I'm. so goddman surprised it's never brought up by ANYONE#i know duke doesn't get his flowers in fandom but SERIOUSLY. WHAT?#ngl i can't say for sure that i don't like it bc i haven't seen the execution but. instinctually i prefer his og backstory#it just felt more grounded and linked to his setting? his whole thing is being the light and pushing batmans message further-#which is already hard for some writers to work w bc depending on interpretation that's the territory of like. 5 other guys in batfam#but duke does it in his own way with the whole working the dayshift angle. idk am i the only one hung up on the eldritch daddy thing?#bc i simply can't imagine the thought process behind that#anyway I've been thinking about the bit in robin 2021 where damian says he's never having kids. he's so real for that#he loves both his parents deeply and that series made that clear but MAN he is not passing on all this mental illness to anyone#and then i thought about how badly steph wanted to be a mom even as a teenager despite her own shitty parents#how she wanted to give someone else more than she had growing up (HOPE HAS ALWAYS BEEN A THEME FOR STEPH LISTEN TO ME)#and she ultimately gave her kid up bc she knew she couldn't give that to them at the time#oouughhhh. then i just figured that dick and cass are roughly the same in their estimation of parenthood#cass had a horrifically abusive upbringing and insanely isolated life til recent-#-all of which was due to/contributed by the parental figures in her life minus maybe barbara#i think I'd love to watch cass act as a mentor (she was a bit of a peer mentor to Steph and got along well w maps in Batgirls)#but it's hard to picture her as maternal. big sister yes. mother no.#dick is soooo dad shaped it's unreal. just as much as he is brother shaped. especially after everything with damian
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Can you make a tutorial on how you world build and make ocs? I can't seem to make any people in my brain, but then when I try to come up with environments jobs, beliefs and little details to slowly come up with someone, I think: well I don't really know how people have influenced the world- it's a weird loop
To be honest, I don't think I can! Writing is an extremely personal process. The way I write is directly related to how I process things, what I find important in stories, years of my own analysis of my and other's writing, etc... The way you write will be unique to you, as well. But I can explain how I personally think of it.
The short answer:
Write. Write anything and everything, it's a tool to explore your ideas. Analyze your own writing, and write more. Then, as you discover which ideas you want to develop, write more to explore them more. You won't know what you want otherwise!
The long answer:
I think this kind of loop is common. It's easy to feel like everything needs to be done "at once," because our job as writers is to make elements logically fit with each other for our readers. But as you've discovered, developing multiple elements simultaneously isn't really possible, or at least is extremely difficult.
Personally, when I think of writing, I break it into three major elements; characters, world, and plot. As much as possible every scene explores one or more of these, and as much as possible these three things tie back into what I personally consider most important: theme.
Everything I do is in service of the themes I want to present. Without them my events feel aimless. It can take a while to discover them, but they're the core of my work. You will have to discover what you feel is the core of yours. Analyzing other media helps with this too.
Concepts in your brain exist in a state of infinite potential. But when you start writing you have to start making choices, which removes potential as you move forward... But you have to move forward anyways. If there's ideas you want to explore later, you can always explore them later.
What this ends up meaning, to answer your question, is that I don't think of my characters as "people in my brain" or my worlds as something people have influenced... Not at their core, at least. They are tools that I use to represent specific ideas. Obviously they're also my blorbos, but mostly they're serving a specific narrative purpose.
So above all else... Write. Write, and discover what you're writing about, and then start over and write with that in mind. Keep doing this. But you have to write!
#I wish there were a cleaner answer to this kind of thing#and I also wish that there were a way to answer that didnt feel like 'just do it lol'#but... genuinely you kind of just have to do it!#I find it helps to reframe writing as trying to figure out which ideas I don't like#then if I write anything that feels bad to me#it's not about being a bad writer or anything like that. it's just something I dont want in my story and I delete it.#like if you find yourself naturally coming up with worldbuilding elements. its okay to just start there!#you can start like 'I really want giant mushrooms' and then start thinking about how cool that would be#and like oooh what if there were really cool caves full of mushrooms and all glowy yeaaah#then you start building people from that. colonies of fungal people or something. this is still worldbuilding#then you might think now. whats a plot that could go with this and show off my cool mushrooms.#maybe the mushrooms are all connected and the main one is dying and no one knows why. it's a classic plot.#if you still dont feel like you can find a character in that. keep going! why is it dying? how can it be saved? can it? if not then why?#etc etc etc. when I am writing I actually ltierally write out 101 questions like this as I'm going and then I answer them#and if I cant answer them. then I figure out a different situation that doesnt bring that question up LMFAO#eventually you can decide you want a hero who idfk will replace the big mushroom or something. a sacrifice and immortality simultaneously#then you can be like yeah so my themes are probably about sacrifice. connection to others. love for your community. stuff like that#and then you can go back to your world and say. yeah I think that people should have telepathic communication on some level!#I'm just making all this up right now but I just want to illustrate somehow how this kind of cyclical process can actually be a tool#because it's not about getting it all right at once. its about leaning into the cycle and how it guides you through developing these#anyways idk if this makes any sense. if this doesnt feel like it works for you then it probably literally doesnt#but writing more and analyzing writing more is ALWAYS good#it will never make your writing worse to do those things.#unfortunately (said with all the love in the world) writing is an endless process of learning more about who you are and what you care abou#its wonderful but it's hard and theres no way to skip that process#good luck!#asks#anon#writing stuff#oh also if at any point you go hm. that big thing isnt working for me I think...
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OKAY OKAY I SAW YOUR MOST RECENT ART POST
AND I LOVE IT
BUT BUT
I'M SORRY BUT
SUNNY LOOKS LIKE HE'S PROCESSING THAT THIS BLONDE GAYASS GUY LIKES HIM
HE GOT NO THOUGHTS
AT ALL
BEHIND THOSE EYES
I'M SORRY DON'T KILL ME PLEASE
Sunny's like "oh shit when he said he liked me he meant it"
#answering asks late sorry i am still. diseased#ask#dyesprout0ysphoria#the 'no thoughts head empty' look was the INTENTION btw so im glad youre seeing it like that#sunny's processing. his brain hasnt caught up with whats happening yet#nick just grabbed him and sun's brain made the fuckin. w.d. gaster noises#its also way funnier to say that kind of stuff without adding ''please dont kill me''#because that implies youre saying something you know is bad or i wont like or smth#i do like what youre saying! you dont need to apologise!#you dont need to say it like its the wrong interpretation or like i drew it badly and made it accidentally funny or whatever#it was the intention!! sunny's head is EMPTY dude is REBOOTING he's Stunned#hes like ''what . wh at is happening right now''#im sorry if im misinterpreting what you said i am. not doing great#part of why i didnt answer many asks yesterday was because im tired and sick and my body doesnt have the energy for emotions right now#let alone good ones#you guys are really cool and nice and i love and appreciate all the asks and everything else i am OVERWHELMED by your positivity#i didnt want to get mean on accident#im just terribly sick.#arsenic
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it occurs to me that part of this "chatgpt will make up nonexistent articles and quotes and whatnot and then attribute them to real people" issue - I suspect it has something to do with "referencing and citing Actual Things In the World where appropriate" and "not plagiarizing existing writing" being two goals at cross-purposes for training a program on like, general writing I guess? - when it doesn't already have a background of understanding the difference between "real" and "fake".
like, you have something that understands "here are strings of text! I know a lot about how parts of these strings tend to get put together to form larger blocks of text. I also know that it's important to make sure I don't arrange those blocks or strings of text in ways that directly match existing blocks of highly unique text in my dataset."
so like... it completely makes sense why it'd have trouble contextually with stuff like "citing real scientific article titles"? unless you put it through a much more rigorous training designed specifically to learn what (contextually) makes something an "article title" as opposed to other text, and what distinguishes "citing something [e.g. putting an exact copy of existing unique text into what it generates]" from "plagiarizing".... that's probably not a task the computer is equipped to handle.
#rambling#this post brought to you by re-watching Ann Reardon's AI oreo cake recipe video#guys I just. I really like AI in the way I like all sorts of experimental learning procedures? they're so INTERESTING#& it's not dissimilar to e.g. pigeon and rat psychology experiments#one of my central takeaways of which has long been#''any process you want to train something to do has more individual steps than you're thinking of right now; try again''#anyway the current use/direction/issues of AI right now just makes me kind of depressed#IT COULD BE REALLY COOL STOP MAKING IT HORRIBLE
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obvious preface that academic achievement is in many senses bullshit and intellect is not based off of your scores on things in school that makes zero sense and the structures we deem as objective like academic institutions are at their roots subjective and biased. this being said i must admit that it feels really fucking nice to get a good score on a test
#nightmare.personal#i generally did fine on tests but like. the whole of my last biology class about two years ago#i did REALLY bad on nearly every test and broke down about them frequently#and so i got a test back today and given it is curved to hell and back i don't know what my raw score would've been#but he was like what do you think you got and i was like. he showed us the score distribution beforehand#mentally i was hoping for a 50% but after seeing that most people got over that i got audacious enough for a B#and then he said i got an A+ and i'm just like. processing that#i actually know shit. i know shit! i know shit about things!#and like i studied really hard and studied in groups and studied alone and reread notes#and pushed through a massive fatigue i got when i started the test because i always get test fatigue#and i did good . :')#there's somehow more and less pressure on me now that i'm in college to get good scores but#it's just. idk. it's cool :D i think it's cool! that's all#also this subject is one that like while not related to my major is genuinely kind of useful and interesting shit to know?#like nobody's ever gonna ask me about fucking. the human fossil record. but it's pretty relevant anyway#so it feels more rewarding than scoring well on something that's just actually useless in most manners
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I would like to make an addendum to this piece with the new chapter out and say that I was wrong about Phillip, he's great, 10/10 he went from being a giant red flag of a character to being genuinely relatable and man do i feel bad about side-eyeing him for that line he said last chapter
Also this chapter finally wrapped up another plot thread I was waiting for it to return to and waaaaaah seeing someone else's POV on Helene is so nice (and we finally got another flashback of OG Helene for like,, the first time in literally forever). Helene being called out as a lonely person who hides her kind feelings behind a cold expression...man suddenly my fondness for Helene is increasing thousandfold
Like literally how the fuck does this manga keep making Helene better and better there's literally nothing disappointing about her character and im STILL shook about it
#The Mighty Extra#no fully colored art today gotta process my feelings over the Helene bits in today's chapter LMAO#Helene continuously getting the best treatment in this story utterly shocks me as someone who is too used to seeing female characters in-#shounen-esque ending up as wasted potential fgkjggfkj#Helene is literally so perfect as a character i love her i love her i love her I LOVE HER I LOVE-#i don't draw Helene enough to show it outwardly but rest assured she occupies 99% of my current brain capacity 24/7#also the way I went from going âoh god why are you like thisâ to Phillip to âohhh OHHHH okay no i get it you're very babyâ is very funny#that last line makes complete sense for Phillip and it's so cool to see him show off a lot of character development in one go#for a character who is relatively minor i love how the creator made him really understandable and sympathetic like damn#i don't usually care for second lead male LIs but Phillip is surprisingly a strong and endearing character#so much so i think he's now going to forever be embedded in my mind as what a well written character looks like#me before 77: ehhh im not sure if im as excited for this chapter as the next few bc it's probs just gonna end up as#Phillip just being an ass and Fian being jealous about him#this fucking manga every goddamn time i doubt it: hey so want to learn more about Helene and see Phillip get massive character development-#that shows how mature he's gotten but also go back to several plot threads and mysteries and showcase how Lyla is severely in danger and th#war that Fian is starting is something that legitimately needs to happen to keep her safe and also here's a OG Helene flashback that-#you totally haven't been craving for promising to return to why Lyla shipped Helene/Fian in the first place and why she feels guilty about-#taking Fian from Helene (and also suggests Helene deeply loved Fian in the OG timeline which is one big awwwwWWWW and now it kind of-#sucks that Lyla DID rip Fian away from Helene but hey at least Helene has Paris now instead (oh the irony))#fun fact i actually kind of do ship Fian/Helene#at least the OG versions of them#idk seeing how attached Fian is to Lyla and imagining him doing the same to OG Helene is really fucking cute#i am SO FUCKING DESPERATE for the original story behind TME's plot to exist you have no fucking idea#and 78 looks promising as to revealing how OG Helene (/Lyla) reacted to OG Fian's death so like#im begging for next week's chapter already i NEED to get a continuation to that death scene#(also calling it now but if Lyla's real name is actually Helene im going to fucking scream)#(for more reasons than one oh my god)
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Daemon literally choked Rhaenyra on the show and not in a kinky way.
I think I vaguely remember hearing about this?
Which is...certainly something in the face of all the "wife guy" jokes I also and more consistently heard about Daemon.
Also certainly something that the consistent violence by men toward women on GoT was (rightfully) criticized, but I haven't seen reams of Discourse⢠about this particular ship.
(Also certainly something else that Cersei was always blamed for every single thing in regard to her relationship with Jaime and you never heard the fucking end of it, but whatever Daemon does is fine for some reason? misogyny the reason is misogyny)
And again. People can ship whatever they want. People can like characters who aren't good people. I don't think this ship (i.e. D/R) would be particularly interesting to me (for a variety of reasons), but I'm not going to say that someone is a Horrible Person⢠for shipping it. Just don't try to weirdly moralize a dynamic like this by saying that it has no problems? To the point where it's some strange Exception⢠to what you would otherwise consider a completely unacceptable thing to explore in fiction? Genuinely, what does that accomplish. It really is just the hypocrisy for me.
You can like a fraught or unhealthy or problematic or [insert similar adjective here] fictional dynamic. I like plenty of those. But I don't understand this trend of going, "Well my preferred type of Dark Fictional Content is acceptable and fine for THESE arbitrary reasons. The rest of you should burn in hell for the Dark Fictional Content YOU enjoy though," and it is starting to get insufferably annoying.
#multi t(ASK)ing#tw: incest mention#tw: domestic violence#tw: choking#I did not fight in the TRENCHES for YEARS and get HARASSED AT CONS for people to turn around and pull this shit lmao#(still thinking of that one time I got hit on with an incest joke BY A PANEL MODERATOR IN FRONT OF AN AUDIENCE because I was#cosplaying cersei.......truly you can't make this shit up)#you really can just say 'this example of this narrative device worked for me and this other one didn't' and leave it at that. no one#will die if you do that I promise. it's really easy.#you can also say 'I like exploring [x] topic and not [y] topic'. this is also really easy and no one will die if you do it.#and like. again 'a man is flawed a woman is a one-dimensional bitch' we know this we know this is how fandom operates#but I think there's also something to be said here about pRoBLeMaTiC m/f dynamics where the man is considered the worse person#vs where the woman is considered the worse person. the first one is interesting and edgy-in-a-cool-way and somehow becomes#generally palatable to a large portion of the audience. and the second is...you're the devil incarnate for finding it interesting. or at th#very least you will be disparaged/made fun of if not outright harassed for having any kind of positive reception to it. (and then a lot#of times if it's a show they'll extend this behavior to the irl actresses who play these characters)#salty mc13 is salty#and I REALLY don't want this to come across as me saying 'anyone who likes this character is Automatically A Raging Misogynist'#or 'if you find something interesting in this dynamic you Inherently Suck As A Person' I'm just tired of how wildly fucking inconsistent#ya'll (general fandom 'you' I mean) are in regard to how you evaluate and process fiction. either you think this topic is Always Bad#To Write About or you don't. you don't get to say Always Bad Except For The Times I Enjoy It that's not how it works that's not how#media/literary analysis works!!!!!
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no sweeter innocence (than our gentle sin)
in which spencer reid is gentle with overwhelmed fem!reader after sex
18+ (fluff, implied intimacy) warnings/tags: it's just aftercare, but like psychological aftercare, implied intimacy duh, vague descriptions of sex but nothing explicit, hurt/comfort without the hurt, allusions to postcoital dysphoria, reader cries but its not really sad, spencer reid is so kind i wish men were real, i think that is all a/n: guess who wrote an entirely different thing instead of touching her wips..... AGAIN...... this bitch cant do anything omggg!! but this was based on a request so go me also what a strange time to be posting but it's only 1k words and nobody can stop me
âHey. Are you with me, angel?â
You blink your eyes open in the dark roomâreorienting yourself to the tangle of your bodies. How many minutes has it been?
âHm?â
He chucklesâa quick huff from his nose as he brings a hand up to push hair from your face.Â
âI asked you if youâre with me.â
It takes you a moment to answer. Youâre still trying to make sense of where you are in space, each sensation coming back to you one by oneâthe weight and pressure of him against you, the slip of cotton sheets and a cool breeze from the cracked window over your heated sticky skin.Â
âOh.â
Itâs not much of an answer and your voice is small. For a moment he lets it sit, cupping your warm cheek. Your eyes flutter shut again. His voice comes gentler, dipped in concern.Â
âYou okay?â
This time you donât try to speak. Your tongue is like a lead weight in your mouth and your brain is running on dial-up. The best you can do is to cling to him, hiding your face in the curve of his neck and hoping heâll understand that your firm hold on him is a request for him to tighten his own arms around you, until youâre sure you wonât float away. He reciprocates and it makes you feel more secure immediately.Â
âCan you answer me?â He murmurs, all sweet solicitation, lips brushing the top of your head in this new airtight position. And then, a moment laterâ âBaby. I wanna hear your voice.â
âMhm,â you manage.Â
Spencer rewards you by rubbing your back in slow circles. His hand feels nice on your bare skin. The way you love him is too big for words. It could make you cry.Â
âWasnât too much? Youâre not hurting anywhere?â
You shake your head and try to ignore the ache in your bones when you canât seem to get him close enough.Â
âMm-mm.â
Itâs not entirely trueâyour legs are sore, but itâs nothing that needs tending to, and your lower back is a bit crampy, but heâs already working on that.Â
He hums. âYouâre pretty out of it, sweet girl. Whatâs going on with you?â
Spencer is always careful with you. Heâd never hurt you, or sacrifice your comfort for his pleasure. That said, heâs just as passionate as you are. The stretch of your arms above your head is still fresh in your mindâthe ghost of his grip, pressing your wrists into the mattress, or pushing your leg up, or pulling you exactly where he wanted you by the hips. Itâs all wonderful, and you never feel safer than you do when youâre with him, but it doesnât make you feel any less vulnerable, any less raw, after all is said and done. Maybe itâs precisely because you trust him so much that youâre so sensitive afterward. But he never, ever makes you feel bad for having an intense reaction to an intense experience. He always meets you where youâre at. That in itself makes you emotional. Spencer is different than any of the partners youâd had before.Â
Again, heâs patient as you try to process his question and work up a response. Maybe a minute later, youâre breathing out something that feels true.Â
âOverwhelmed.â
The word is a tap against glass you didnât know was there until itâs fracturing like a spiderweb. With no warning, and for no good reason, you find yourself choked up.Â
âOh,â he says, sympathetic and drawn out as understanding sets in. âDo you need me to back off for a minute?â
You squeeze him even fiercer and shake your head, unable to stop the tears from drawing their shiny paths down your cheeks and sinking into the weave of the pillow case.Â
âShh. Youâre okay,â he murmurs, quiet and slow and almost sing-songy as he smooths your hair, though you know he doesnât really expect you to stop crying. âYouâre okay, pretty. Remember what I said about all the hormonal shifts in your body after you come?â
Once more you nod against him with a small, shuddering sniffle.Â
âAnd how sometimes your body regulates by crying? Kind of like a⌠a reset button?â
âMhm.â
âMhm.â He shifts from rubbing your back to tracing light lines in shapeless patterns with the blunt edges of his nails, and your breath catches before youâre melting in his hold. âItâs okay to have big or confusing feelings after sex. Itâs actually really common. I just want you to be honest with me about those feelings, right? So we can keep you safe?â
âRight.â
âWould you tell me if you were hurting, or if something I did or said was bothering you?â
âYes.â
If you were looking at him you know heâd be smiling ever so slightly at your monosyllabic responses, charting an upward path with his hand and pushing it through your hair at the nape of your neck. âYou can just nod, baby. You donât have to talk. I know youâre tired.â
You make a small noise of gratitude and nuzzle closer, feeling better as the tears slow, quickly as theyâd come.Â
âDo you want a bath in a little while?â
Another nod. He scratches at your scalp. âOkay. Weâll do a bath, and then dinner, and then Iâm finally going to make you watch that documentary about Helvetica. Itâs a little outdated, and there are a few basic errors about the origin and development of the font as well as misinformation about the typeface subgroup in general, but I can amend those as we watch and afterward we can read the directorâs tenth anniversary statement. I was waiting to read it until we watched it together.â
Spencer knows beyond a shadow of a doubt that youâll fall asleep ten minutes in, curled up on the couch under a blanket in your biggest hoodie with your head on his lap and his hand in your hair, just like this.Â
Heâs actually really looking forward to it.
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Doctor Reid
PART 2 OF KINKTOBER | MAIN MASTERLIST
Established Relationship Your boyfriend finally agrees to indulge in your fantasy by playing a very different kind of doctor, but on his own terms.
Content: (18+) 4k, roleplay, lingerie, finger sucking, nipple play, fingering, female oral, edging, soft!dom as per usual and him being what you guys like to call âa little shitâ a/n: season 12 Spencer can stay between my thighs all day every day. also, i have no knowledge on any medical terms this is just â¨vibesâ¨
10:34 AM
The box was heavier than youâd expected. It had been weeks since youâd ordered itâweeks of wondering if this would even get here without some awkward explanation. Youâd agonized over every little detail, scrolling through pages of different costumes, wondering which stethoscope looked the most real.
And now it was finally here.
You didnât waste a second. Your fingers worked quickly, ripping through the tape and cardboard until the contents spilled out. A crisp, folded white coat with perfectly pressed lapels and a stethoscope. And it was a real one, with cool metal tubing that felt heavy and authentic in your hand. Everything looked even better than youâd imagined.
You barely took the time to fold back the box flaps before hurrying to the next room, where your boyfriend sat comfortably on the couch, idly thumbing through a book.
âSpencer!â Your voice practically sang in excitement. âItâs here!â
He glanced up and lowered his book. "What's here?"
You grinned, bouncing on your toes as you closed the distance between you. "The doctor is officially in," you declared, holding up the white coat like a trophy, the stethoscope dangling from your other hand.
You watched as realization dawned across his face as he blinked a few times, processing the items in your hands, before letting out a soft, amused huff.
"Wow," he said slowly. "You really went all out."
"Of course I did,â you affirmed, grinning from ear to ear as you held the coat up to his chest, sizing him up as though he were already playing the part. âAnd itâs perfect.â
He leaned back into the couch, trying to put some distance between him and your infectious enthusiasm. âYou know Iâm not much of an actor.â
âBaby,â you drawled out, emphasizing the pet name with that affectionate tone you knew worked like a charm on him. It was the same sweet voice you used when you wanted something, the kind that could coax just about anything from him. âYouâre not trying to win the Oscars, itâs sex. I promise youâll like it.â
He shook his head like he was the most put-upon boyfriend in the world, letting out a mock sigh of exasperation, though the faint smile playing at the corners of his lips betrayed him. He closed his book and set it aside.
âFine, Iâll do it,â he said at last, dragging the word out as though it physically pained him to say it. âIf we do this on my own terms.â
âYour own terms? Whatâs that supposed to mean?â
âYouâll see. And,â he reached out, pinching the collar of the coat between his fingers. âIâm not wearing that.â
You pouted. âWhat, you donât want to look like a real doctor?â
âI think I can pull it off without the costume.â He flashed you a smile. âIâm technically still a doctor.â
âYeah, yeah,â you teased, rolling your eyes. âYour multiple doctorates donât exactly qualify you for this, Doctor Reid.â
âI thought having six degrees would be enough for anything.â
âToo bad none of them is needed now,â you shot back, poking a finger at his chest playfully. âThe role Iâm thinking of requires a different kind of expertise. MoreâŚâ You paused, pretending to mull it over, âHands-on. Less theoretical.â
The laugh he let out was short and incredulous, his eyebrows raising as if he couldnât believe your persistence. âYouâre never going to let this go, are you?â
You sighed dramatically. âBabyyyy.â
âYou know, one of these days that tone isnât going to work on me.â
âOh, please, you love it,â you taunted, leaning in closer. âAnd donât act like youâre not curious about this.â
His eyes narrowed slightly, and you could practically see the wheels turning in his head, weighing the pros and cons, debating just how far heâd let you push him. And then there it was, that spark in his eyes. Faint but undeniableâthe one that told you he was already half convinced, even if he pretended otherwise.
âAlright, fine,â he finally conceded. âIâll play along.â
The grin you wore was at least a mile wide as you shoved the stethoscope into his hand.
1:52 PM
âOkay. Iâm ready.â
Spencer looked up from his stack of papers, and as soon as he saw you standing there, dressed in nothing but lacy lingerie that clung to every curve, his mouth fell open. He blinked, trying to process the sight. Because yes, while you looked incredibly sexy, he was still baffled.
âSince when does a patient wear... that?"
You stepped closer, letting his eyes follow your every move as you shrugged with a hint of feigned innocence in your smile. "Well, I thought I'd save you some time, you know? Make it easier for your examination."
"Mm-hmm," he hummed thoughtfully, tapping a finger against his desk. "I'm not so sure this is standard procedure. I think you might be bending the rules here."
"Maybe. But I'm sure Doctor Reid can make a special exception, right?â
You shifted slightly, arching your back just enough to draw his attention. His eyes dropped to your chest, and for a moment, his breath caught in his throat as he noticed the way your nipples strained against the sheer, barely-there fabric of your lingerie. He bit down on the inside of his cheek to suppress a smile, but it broke through anyway. A slow, knowing grin spread across his face.
âOf course,â he finally replied. âI think I can be persuaded.â
With that, he leaned forward, sweeping his documents to the side in one smooth motion, before patting the now-cleared space on the desk in front of him.
âTake a seat, Miss,â he said, his voice turning low and authoritative that lit a spark of excitement inside you. âLetâs get started.â
You bit your bottom lip, fighting back a grin as the cool wood of the desk pressed against the backs of your thighs. You watched Spencer stand up and slip between your legs, his hands finding your knees and spreading them just enough to close the distance until the heat of his body was flushed against yours.
âSo, tell me,â he started, his voice lowering as he fell into the role. âWhat seems to be the problem today?â
A flutter of nerves danced in your stomach, and suddenly you were very aware of what was happening. Youâd initiated thisâhad begged for it, evenâbut it was something entirely different now that Spencer was towering over you. The confidence youâd felt earlier wavered for just a moment as his palms ran slowly up your thighs.
âI, uh,â your voice faltering slightly as his hands continued their slow journey. âI⌠I havenât been feeling well.â
His fingers brushed lightly against the frills of your lingerie, teasing the lace between his fingers as he maintained eye contact. âAny symptoms I should know about? Dizziness? Shortness of breath?â
You nodded, heart pounding in your chest as his thumb traced small circles over the fabric. âAll of the above.â
âI see.â His eyes flickered down to your lips. âCan you open your mouth for me?â
Slowly, you parted your lips, and the moment you did, Spencerâs hand came up to your chin. He tilted your head back gently, exposing the graceful line of your throat.
âIâm going to run a few tests now.â He paused, his thumb brushing lightly over your bottom lip. âIt might feel intense, but I need you to stay relaxed and follow my instructions. Can you do that, Miss?â
You nodded as best as you could, mouth still open, and he gave you a small, approving smile.
âStick your tongue out for me, just a little bit.â
You followed his instructions, extending your tongue just far enough to meet his touch. His eyes gleamed with focus as he brought his thumb to your mouth, pressing it lightly against your tongue.
âHm,â he hummed, his eyes still fixed on your mouth like he was about to make a serious diagnosis. âI think I might be starting to see the problem here. But I need to check one more thing. Can you close your mouth around my finger?â
You complied, your lips wrapping around his thumb, feeling the rough pad of it pressing down on your tongue.
âGood,â he sighed, the approval in his voice like a reward in itself. âNow try giving it a gentle suck.â
You could feel the tension rising in you. Your cheeks hollowed as you did what he asked, and you couldnât help but think back to the hesitation in his voice earlier, the way heâd claimed he wasnât sure about this, that he wasnât good at playing roles. You wouldâve laughed if your mouth wasnât occupied.
But you were an obedient patient, after all. You started sucking lightly, feeling the weight of his thumb resting against your tongue. There was something undeniably arousing about how he watched you, eyes heavy with focus, and that steady weight of his finger as he pretended to assess your reaction.
The first rush of arousal made itself known between your legs. You gradually increased the pressure, and before you knew it, you were bobbing your head. But just as you fell into a steady rhythm, his hand tightened on your chin to stop you.
âJust as I suspected,â he murmured after a moment, pulling his thumb away slightly to speak. âYouâre suffering from an acute sensitivity.â
You swallowed, eyes wide as you played along, trying to keep your composure despite the heat pooling low in your stomach. âIs⌠is that serious?â
âIâll need to do a further examination to understand the extent of your condition,â he mused, his eyes flickering between your face and your body as if assessing you before he straightened up slightly. âLetâs check your vitals now.â
He reached behind you, fingers brushing your lower back as he grabbed the stethoscope that had been sitting on the desk all day, the one youâd practically begged him to use. His expression turned serious, as though he were truly diagnosing you, and he leaned in close, pressing the flat side of the stethoscope against the pulse point on your neck.
âDeep breaths,â he instructed softly. You inhaled sharply, feeling the tension coil tighter in your chest as the cool metal made contact with your skin. âYour heart rate is definitely elevated.â
He moved the stethoscope lower, brushing it along your collarbone, before pressing it just above your heart. You felt the thump, thump, thump of your pulse echo through the metal.
âDefinitely fast,â he noted. âWe might need to find out whatâs causing such a reaction.â
And before you could respond, without warning, he moved the stethoscope lower, pressing the cold metal against your nipple. You let out a soft, involuntary moan as the sensation caught you off guard.
âAh,â he muttered, tilting his head as if he were genuinely analyzing your response, his thumb grazing the lace-covered peak around the stethoscope. âI think weâve found one of the pressure points.â
You watched as his fingers trailed up to the edge of your lingerie, dragging his knuckles along the lace before he tugged the fabric down, letting your breast spill free. Without a word, he pressed the stethoscope directly against your bare nipple. The sudden contact made you jolt, your back arching as a quiet whimper slipped from your lips, and your nipple hardened instantly under the cold metal.
âHeightened sensitivity to stimuli.â He moved the stethoscope in small circles. âVery, very responsive.â
His eyes flickered down as he used his free hand to tug down the other side of your lingerie, exposing your other breast. You tried to keep your cool, tried to pretend like his touch wasnât turning you inside out, but it was getting harder by the second. And God, he knew it. The way he played with your other nipple, rolling it slowly between his thumb and forefinger like he had all the time in the world, was enough to make your thoughts scatter.
You tried so hard to keep your composure, but then he gently pinched and tugged on your sensitive nub, and a soft, breathy whine escaped your lips before you could stop it. With a satisfied grin, he pulled away.
You blinked, momentarily dazed. âWhatâ?â you breathed out. âWhy did you stop?â
âMedical procedure,â he said simply, his tone so casual it almost made you forget the heat of his touch moments earlier. âItâs important to give the patient time to stabilize.â
You shot him a bewildered, almost exasperated look that said are you serious right now? But he just smiled that slow, self-assured smile of his. He was clearly enjoying this far too much.
âWeâre doing this my way, remember?â
You huffed in mock annoyance. âReally? Thatâs how weâre playing this?â
He brushed his lips on your shoulder. âThatâs how weâre playing."
5:22 PM
âDoctor Reid?â
Spencer glanced up from where he was pouring himself a cup of coffee. He raised an eyebrow, casually stirring a hefty amount of sugar, the spoon clinking softly against the mug. âHmm?â
The coolness of the counter pressed against your back as you watched him. âI think itâs getting worse.â
He didnât say anything right away, just let his gaze rake over you, taking note of the way the thin fabric of your lingerie clung to your skin.
âWorse, how?â he finally asked, setting his mug down.
âItâs⌠spreading.â
âSpreading?â He mused. âWhere, exactly?â
âEverywhere.â Your fingers nervously toyed with the hem of your lingerie, lifting it just enough to show a glimpse of bare skin beneath. âI really need your help, Doctor.â
His eyes immediately zeroed in on the sliver of skin you revealed. You watched as the realization flashed across his face. The corner of his mouth twitched as though he was fighting back a satisfied smirk, and you knew then that heâd taken the baitâhe had to confirm just how bare you really were.
âCome here,â he ordered softly. He stepped back from the counter just enough to make space. âIf itâs spreading, I have to conduct a full-body assessment.â
You slowly made your way to him with shaky legs.
âUp,â he instructed, giving the counter a gentle pat before letting his hands settle on your hips. âSit.â
The cool marble touched the backs of your thighs as you hoisted yourself up. Then, without warning, Spencerâs hands were on your legs. He grabbed your calves, and before you could even catch your breath, he maneuvered your knees apart, placing the palms of your feet flat onto the countertop.
His eyes dropped between your legs, and the sight of you completely bare, your pussy lips glistening under the dim light, confirmed what heâd suspected. His tongue darted out to wet his bottom lip as he took in every detail, the way you were flushed, open, and dripping.
âIs there a reason,â he began slowly, his voice dropping to that dangerously soft, detached tone. âWhy youâre not wearing anything underneath?â
âI⌠I thought it might make the examination easier.â
He smiled. âHow considerate.â
Then with painstaking slowness, Spencer used both thumbs to part your folds, spreading you open completely to his gaze. It was almost clinical, the way he did it, as if he were studying you like some fascinating experiment. And it was working. You could feel the heat of embarrassment rushing in your veins. God, he had you spread open like this in your kitchen counter, and all you could think was how absolutely shameless this was.
He took his time, of course. Because why wouldnât he? Spencer Reid didnât rush experiments. No, he would spend all the time in the world analyzing, learning, committing every detail to memory. And right now, that focus was on you. He dragged his fingertips through your arousal, spreading it leisurely over your folds like he was testing its consistency, as if that slick heat was something he could measure and quantify.
And all you could do was hold your breath.
âI have to say,â he started again, his voice low and taunting as his fingers slid back and forth slowly, grazing just over your entrance without actually dipping inside. âYouâre overly lubricated. Are you always like this?â
You exhaled a long breath, trying to steady the rapid rhythm of your heart. âY-Yes.â
Spencer's smile deepened, his gaze never leaving your face as he pressed just a bit harder, testing your reaction. âInteresting. Do you get this wet from just a little touch, or does it have to be⌠more?â
âJ-Just a little,â you admitted, hips instinctively shifting toward his fingers.
âMmm,â he hummed approvingly, and finallyâfinallyâhe let his finger slide just inside your entrance, only to stop right there, buried to the first knuckle. He didnât move any further. âIs that all it takes? Or do you need more to truly feel the effects?â
âI...â You let out a whimper when his finger twitched inside you. "M-More."
âAnd how much more, exactly? One finger? Two?â
âTwo,â you gasped, every coherent thought slipping away under his touch. âTwo⌠Doctor.â
A satisfied smile tugged at his lips, and without another word, he obliged, slipping a second finger inside you. The stretch made you bite back a moan as you felt every inch of him dragging against your inner walls. You couldnât help the way your cunt clenched tightly around his fingers, pulling him deeper as your slick arousal coated every thrust.
âYouâre even more responsive than I thought,â he noted, adjusting his angle to brush against that sensitive spot inside you. âYour partner must enjoy this⌠a lot.â
He was playing his role all too well. Your fingers gripped the edge of the counter as his speed picked up. "He... He does," you breathed out. "Heâhe loves it."
Spencer hummed thoughtfully. "Good," he said softly, almost as if to himself. "Because this is a very special condition that requires a great deal of attention. And I'm sure that you need all the attention you can get, don't you?"
âYes,â you sighed, nodding frantically as the pleasure built in steady waves. âI⌠I need it.â
"I thought so. Patients with your symptoms typically respond very well to intensive treatment."
With that, his fingers began to thrust deeper, faster, harder. The sensation of his long fingers stretching you had you moaning as you felt every drag, every inch while he continued to work you open. And just when you thought it couldnât get any more intense, he pressed a thumb firmly against your clit.
âOh, fuck.â
He circled your swollen nub in slow, delicious patterns, and your body clenched around his fingers. This was it. You could feel it. The way your pulse pounded in your ears, the heat pooling deep in your core, every sensation building higher and higher. You could feel that sweet, sweet edge approaching, so close you could practically taste itâ
And then he stopped.
Everything. Stopped.
âSpencer!â
He didnât flinch, didnât rush to soothe the ache in your body. He simply slid his fingers out of you, leaving you clenching around nothing.
âOpen your mouth.â
You parted your lips, and he slipped his fingers inside, letting you taste yourself. The mix of your own slick and the heat of his skin made you moan softly, your tongue swirling around his fingers
âYou see, you can be very responsive,â he commented in a low, measured tone. âBut I think we should take a break, rushing the treatment would only compromise the results.â
He said it like it was the most reasonable thing in the world, like he wasnât purposefully doing this to drive you insane. You wanted to laugh, and you did. But it was a defeated, breathless sort of laugh around his fingers, because you knew the man settled between your thighs still held all the power over you.
08:56 PM
âBabe?â
He laughed softly, not even glancing up from the book he was reading. âNo more Doctor?â
You ignored the amusement in his voice as you walked up to the bed where he lay sprawled out, so casually composed, flipping another page like he hadnât spent the entire day driving you mad. You reached the edge of the mattress, shadow casting over him, and his eyes finally flicked up to meet yours.
âI wanna cum.â
Spencerâs smile widened, the kind that made your stomach flip with both excitement and irritation, and he placed the book down beside him. His hand reached out lazily to brush your thigh.
âYeah?â he drawled, tilting his head to the side. âDoes my sweet girl want to be taken care of?â
You nodded eagerly. âPlease.â
âWell, I do like it when you ask nicely,â he muttered, one hand sliding up to grip your waist. âAnd youâve been very patient all day.â
âI have.â
âI think you deserve it.â
âI do.â
He let out an amused laugh. âAlright, lay down on the bed.â
You didnât hesitate. You quickly shifted, lying back against the pillows. Spencerâs hands were on you immediately, gripping your thighs and dragging you toward the edge of the mattress. The room spun for a moment when he settled onto his knees. He hooked one of your legs over his shoulder, his fingers squeezing your calf as he pressed a soft, teasing kiss against the sensitive skin of your inner thigh.
âComfortable?â
You nodded, and just as the breath left your lungs, his fingers brushed against the slick, wet folds of your pussy. He traced the outline of your lips gently, gathering the moisture that had been building all day.
âPoor baby,â he cooed sympathetically, his breath ghosting over your wetness. And just when you thought you couldnât take another moment of teasing, he pressed his tongue flat against you and licked a long strip from your entrance to your clit.
A desperate whine escaped your lips. âPleaseâŚâ
Spencer didnât miss a beat. He licked another long, languid strip to your clit, swirling his tongue around it before flattening it again, dragging slowly just to savor the way you trembled beneath him. One of his hands gripped your thigh firmly, keeping your leg steady over his shoulder, while the other slid underneath, lifting your hips closer to his mouth.
And when he finally wrapped his lips around your clit again, pulling it into his mouth with a gentle suck, a choked moan tore from your throat.
âSpencer,â you whimpered. âOh godâŚâ
The vibration of his low groan reverberated through you. His fingers gripped your thighs tightly, holding you open and pinned beneath him. You werenât sure what was more overwhelming. The sensation of his tongue flicking rapidly over your clit or the wet, obscene sounds of him slurping against your soaked folds. Either way, it was driving you wild, pushing you closer and closer to that edge where everything blurred and all you could do was feel.
And then his tongue shifted, dipping lower to probe your entrance. He pushed inside, exploring, seeking, like he was determined to reach every possible inch of you. And damn it, it felt like he could. Each thrust and twist of his tongue sent a surge of delicious heat through your body, and you couldnât help the way your thighs trembled against his shoulders, squeezing him tighter.
You could barely breathe as the tension coiled tighter, so fucking tight you thought you might snap. And he knew itâhe could feel it, the way your walls clenched around his tongue, the way your thighs trembled against his shoulders. And still, he didnât let up, thrusting his tongue into you deeper, faster, while his nose rubbed insistently against your clit.
He kept going, over and over, tasting you like you were the only thing that could satisfy his hunger. It was too much and yet not enough, and soon you couldnât stop the desperate chant of his name spilling from your lips. You werenât even sure what you were pleading for anymoreâmore? mercy?âall you knew was that you on the brink of falling apart.
One last stroke was enough to shatter you completely.
It was almost embarrassing how quickly you came, but with the way he was working you over, you didnât stand a chance. The moment you felt yourself tip over, everything brokeâyour body tensed, your back arched sharply off the bed, and a loud moan tore from your lips. It was like your body had a mind of its own, hips grinding desperately against his mouth as if seeking every last bit of friction you could steal.
And when you finally came down, you were a breathless, panting mess. Spencer gave your clit one final, teasing suck, before he pulled back. He crawled up your body, hands sliding up your sides to push your lingerie higher. Gentle, warm kisses tickled your stomach as he threw you a smug look that only he could pull off.
âHow was that,â he murmured, pausing to kiss just beneath your ribs. âFor your little fantasy?â
Mind-blowing. Intense. Better than I imagined.
âWell,â you managed to say, fingers tangling into his hair. âIf thatâs how you plan on treating me, Doctor, I might just have to get sick more often.â
Spencerâs lips curved into a knowing smirk against your skin, and he nipped gently at your side.
âI think itâs best for you to do a regular check-up, then,â he teased, letting his lips ghost over your skin as he crawled further up, settling his body over yours. âDoctorâs orders.â
You couldnât stop the soft, breathless laugh that escaped your lips as you pulled him in for a kiss, tasting yourself on his mouth.
Youâd be more than happy to comply.
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Part 2
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The night had started off so casuallyâ a relaxed hangout with friends, some laughter, and just the right amount of banter to keep things interesting. Nick and Chris were in their usual goofy mode, while Matt was in the kitchen, leaning against the counter scrolling through his phone. He looked so chill and laid back that you just had to mess with himâYou smirked, eyes narrowing as you typed out a message that was just a little too bold for the current setting. You knew exactly what you were doing. You hit send, leaned back into the couch, and waited, a moment later, you saw him pause, eyes fixed on his phone. His fingers stopped moving, his whole body going still as he processed the message.
âI need you so badâ
âLike I canât stop thinking about your hands on my body, the way you can make me squirm by the slightest of touchâ
His brows furrowed slightly, and then his lips parted just a bit in surprise, he swallowed hard, blinking a few times as he tried to recover. He brought a hand up to rub the back of his neck, a nervous habit youâd noticed before, and it only confirmed that youâd gotten under his skin. His eyes darted toward his brothers, making sure they were still wrapped up in their own conversation, and then back to his phone. You could see the exact moment it hit himâwhen the meaning behind your words sank in, you had him right where you wanted. His relaxed posture stiffened, and he gave the screen a second glance, clearly surprised by what youâd written. He thought he could play it cool, but you knew better.
Matt glanced up from his phone, you could practically see the wheels turning in his head as his eyes locked with yours, his lips twitched into a half-smile, the kind that made your stomach flip, his hand tightened around his phone as he kept his eyes on yours, letting you know he was fully in the game now.
His response came through a second later, the vibration buzzing in your pocket. You slid your phone out just enough to read it, making sure to keep your face neutral despite the heat rising in your chest.
âYou serious wanna do this? Youâre trying to get me all riled up or what?â
You looked down at the text, biting your lip to suppress a laugh. Of course, you were serious. That was the fun part. You glanced over at him, watching as he shifted his weight from one foot to the other, still trying to compose himself, you could see the flush creeping up his neck as he waited for your response.
You didnât leave him waiting long. Your reply was quick, direct, pushing him just a little further.
âI just really need you right now⌠Or maybe I just really like teasing you and seeing how youâre try to keep it together.â
Mattâs eyes flickered toward his phone again, his reaction was instant. His eyes widened, he bit his lip and he stared at his phone for a long moment, his face turning a shade darker. He ran a hand through his hair, clearly struggling to keep his cool. His eyes flicked up again, meeting yours, and this time, the look he gave you was filled with disbelief, heat, and a hint of frustration, you could tell he was barely holding it together.
His brothers and friends were still deep in their conversation, completely unaware of the silent, heated exchange happening just a few feet away from them.He brought the phone down to his side, as if distancing himself from the message would help him think straight, but the damage was done. You knew exactly what you were doing to him, and he knew it too.
His phone buzzed again in his handâŚ
âWhat if Iâd tell you Iâm wearing those panties you likeâ
You saw him glance at your text, his eyes darted back to you, and you shared a look that felt electric. There was no going back nowâhe was fully locked in. It felt like you and Matt were in your own little world at that moment.
He stared at you for a beat too long, his expression flickering between flustered and something much more. The tension was thick, and every time his eyes met yours, it was like a silent dare to keep going, to see just how far you could push him.
Your phone buzzed once again and you glanced down to see his reply.
âYouâre playing a dangerous game.You might not feel so bold later.â
You could practically hear the challenge in his voice, even though he wasnât speaking aloud. You glanced up at him, your eyes meeting his again, and this time it was more intense, heavy. His lips parted like he wanted to say something, but he held back, he shifted, leaning against the counter, his posture tense as he tried to ground himself. His eyes kept flicking back to his phone, then to you. He couldnât stop himself from looking at you every few seconds, like he was waiting for you to do somethingâanythingâthat would break the fragile balance he was trying so hard to keep.
You could see his struggle clear as day. His lips parted slightly, his breathing shallow, and his fingers twitched around his phone like he was dying to send another message but didnât trust himself to stay subtle.
Chris called out to him, bringing him back to reality, he straighten up quickly. âAre you bringing those chips or what?â his brother asked, laughing like nothing was out of the ordinary.
Matt blinked, shaking his head as if trying to clear it, he shot you a warning look before he replied to Chris âYeah, uh, on it,â he mumbled, though his voice was a little rough, like heâd been holding his breath. He quickly grabbed the snacks and walked over to the couch, sitting down next to you, his leg brushing against yours as he did.
You could feel the heat radiating off him, his body tense even though he was trying to act casual. He leaned in, his breath warm against your ear, and whispered, âYou really think youâre so slick, huh? You think you can just act like a little brat and tease me like that, with everyone around?â
Your pulse quickened at his words, you fought to keep a straight face, though the flush rising to your cheeks was impossible to hide. You glanced at him out of the corner of your eyeââI donât know what youâre talking about,â you said innocently, but your smirk gave you away
Mattâs eyes darkened, and you could feel the tension ratchet up between you two as he shifted even closer. His thigh pressed against yours now, the warmth of his body seeping into you, and you couldnât help but bite your lip.
âYouâre pushing it sweetheartâ he whispered, his voice low and rough. His hand rested on the back of the couch behind you, his fingers brushing against your shoulder in a way that made your skin tingle. âkeep this up and youâll regret it.â The anticipation was building, and you knew he wasnât bluffing. Your breath hitched at his words, and you felt a flush creep up your neck, but you held his gaze, refusing to back down. âIs that a threat or a promise?â Mattâs eyes darkened even further, and for a second, it felt like the entire room disappeared, the laughter and noise from the rest fading into the background as the space between you two crackled with energy. He shifted closer still, his arm now resting fully behind you, his lips just inches from your ear.
âItâs a fact,â he murmured, his breath hot against your skin, making your whole body heat up in response. âYou wanna keep teasing? Fine, youâve been warned, I wonât holdback tonight.â
You suppressed a shiver, the thrill of the moment coursing through you. Mattâs hand slipped behind you, his fingers lightly grazing your back, sending another shiver down your spine. You shot him a look, raising an eyebrow, but he only grinned, his expression full of unspoken promises. He leaned in just a little more, his voice low, his lips brushing against your ear. âIâm gonna leave you so fucked out and dumbfounded, you wonât be able to handle itâ, He said before he chuckled dryly.
You swallowed hard, your heart racing as your body responded to his words. The thought of what was going to happen when everyone else left, when you two were finally alone, sent a wave of anticipation through you. You could already tell that Matt wasnât going to let this little game end easilyâand neither were you.
As the night wore on, the shared glances between you and Matt grew more frequent, more charged. Every time his hand brushed against yours, every time his knee pressed against your leg, the tension between you two intensified. It was, an unspoken agreement that when the night ended and everyone else went home, things were going to get a lot more intense.
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The Proposal
This mini fic was inspired by the anon prompt to @faeriekit linked here and all the development that Faeriekit did for the idea. This fic is perilously regional. I half expect angry yelling from other areas of the Midwest.
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Jason came to with cream cheese stuck under his fingernails and in the creases of his fingers. He looked around the room wildly, trying to understand the situation he was in. The kitchen smelled fucking weird. He sniffed the air. Meat? Like, ham and also vinegar?
He washed his hands really well, grimacing at the greasy texture. Then he reconstructed what must have happened by the debris. This was not his first post-blackout rodeo, but usually he was reconstructing a literal crime scene.
There was an empty pickle jar on the countertop. There were packets of deli meat in the trash.
There was some kind of abomination on his nicest plate, which was obviously made of cream cheese wrapped around pickles, blanketed by the meat, and sliced thin like sushi rolls. It was lovingly protected by a perfect sheet of cling wrap.
âThe fuck?â Jason said, a little scared and pissed off.
He paced the kitchen for a while and then went to pace on the balcony, because he needed a smoke to process this culinary abomination but something in his gut wailed at the tragedy of ruining it with cigarette smoke. Which was absurd, partly because the plate was in the refrigerator. He sensed in his bones that it needed to cool until the cream cheese was as hard as it would get, so that he could safely transport it. Transport it fucking where? Was this an assassination attempt against Batman? That sappy motherfucker was probably the only man in the world who would choke that down to make Jason happy.
He had a long drag on his cigarette and tried to ignore the way his fingers shook.
âOkay,â he said, squeezing his free hand shut and opening it. Maybe stimming would prompt his brain to go brr and explain this. âDid I have a stroke? Maybe I was possessed?â
It was hard to tell. He ground out his cigarette and tossed the butt in the tray before venturing back inside. He was calm. He was more centered. He flicked on the kitchen fan to clear out the pickle stink and then he went and put on his coat and grabbed the plate.
Why was he doing that?
The compulsion led him three blocks before he realized where he was going.
Not far away from the safehouse he was in, some college freshman had wasted the Joker when the clown tried to drag him into a van. He had called the police, crying the whole time in shock about being a murderer.
Jason had not been on the scene. He had only heard through comms. He had been out of town when the Joker got out. He had been rushing back on his bike, heart pounding and sick with nerves at the thought of his family out there without him.
And then the fucker had failed to secure the first victim for whatever sick play heâd had in mind, and the poor out of town kid who had apparently never heard of the Joker was breathing a sigh of relief that âoh, this wasnât like, a birthday clown? Whew, thatâs alright then,â previous guilt over ending a life all gone.
Jason liked that. It was hugely undignified that the Joker had been got by someone who didnât even know who he was. If heâd known, it would have killed his ego. As it was, Jason had laughed himself nearly sick before barricading himself inside to read the file Timmers put together on Danny Fenton.
Well. If his gut said that he should deliver this horrific dish to Fenton as thanks for the murder, wellâŚ
Jason grimaced. He just wouldnât be seen doing it. If Fenton thought it was an assassination attempt and called the cops, Jason would never fess up.
He broke into Fentonâs apartment, very glad that the guy was in class at the moment. He mourned the loss of his plate but honestly, this was the least destructive black out heâd had, so it was whatever. He put the pickle rolls in the fridge, looked around, and then left. He was done. Heâd thanked Fenton, or whatever (maybe heâd attacked him, honestly, Jason didnât know how he would react to finding that trash in his fridge.)
It could end now.
The next morning, Jason scrubbed away a yawn and realized that he had just scraped a mess of chopped snickers bars into a bowl that already had clouds of something white and -
He took out a piece and bit into it to confirm that it was perfectly cubed green apple.
âI am possessed,â Jason said in horror, looking around the counter to see what the Pit Madness had cooked up this time. Why did the fucking Lazarus Pit know these recipes?
The white shit was a mix of cool whip and vanilla pudding, apparently. There was an untouched bottle of caramel sauce waiting innocently.
â...Does that go in?â Jason wondered, vaguely horrified.
Well, maybe an evil witch was doing this to him. Bottoms up. He poured caramel in until it felt right, guided by what had to be someone elseâs goddamn ancestors, and then mixed it all up with a spoon.
This looked a lot better than the last thing. Jason scraped it into a bowl and then stole a spoonful of it to try.
âHoly shit. Itâs like eating a caramel apple,â he said, muffled around the food. He swallowed and genuinely considered taking more.
Nope! His gut said nope. This was another offering forâ
âHold up, offering?â Jason put it in the fridge, clingwrap on top, and let his mind be blown. He put his face in his hands and just reeled. He was making offerings for this motherfucker now. He opened his phone, intending to search the things heâd been blackout making and froze.
His lock screen was Danny Fentonâs police intake photo, looking pretty relaxed after he'd been told the booking was a formality.
âI donât remember doing that!â Jason frantically changed it back to his old lock screen, a grimy alleyway with a hilariously shaped filth puddle and one of his favorite rats.
He snuck this dessert thing into Fentonâs fridge, collected his clean plate with some relief, and left. He didn't know if Fenton had eaten that shit or if he'd thrown it away, but at least he'd washed the plate.
âThat was the last time,â Jason told himself, pacing around his room. He wasnâtâ that was two days in a row now that he had a normal day, went out on patrol, went to bed, and woke up in his kitchen. It wasnât going to happen again.
He chainsmoked all day to such a degree that Stephanie Brown saw him, whined âDude,â in disbelief, and jumped off a building while holding her nose to get away from him. It was a fair reaction. He had a shower before patrol so that no one could make a connection between Jason, stinkiest man in Gotham today, and the Red Hood, a guy who owned a shower.
Patrol went fine. He caught himself veering past Fentonâs shitty apartment building twice but no one was nearby enough to call him out for it.
He went to bed and got a jumpscare because at some point of his most recent fugue state he'd gone out and bought a bunch of wedding magazines and made them into a nest. He made a roar of frustration and pushed them off the bed with only a twinge of interest in what that swan centerpiece was made of.
Jason went the fuck to sleep, determined to walk this off.
He woke up the next morning in his kitchen. âCream cheese, again,â Jason complained. He gave the bowl he was mixing a furious stir and then shoved it in the fridge.
Cream cheese, chopped meat, and chopped green onion. He searched the internet to identify the fucker. This was a cheeseball.
âŚHe frowned, thinking of the fugly mess in the bowl.
It was the larval form of a cheeseball, he amended.
Why did he know this shitty recipe.
Stomach tight with dread, he looked up the other things. Day one was a pickle roll. Day two was snickers salad.
These were all real Midwestern potluck dishes. He hadn't made them up. Why did the pit know these recipes?
The Snickers salad offended him as a concept and he bitterly regretted finding it delicious.
âSalad,â Jason repeated in aggrieved disbelief. It was good but it was no goddamn salad. âI could just make him a real salad. Will this end if I bring Fenton good food?â
It wasn't the worst idea. He put a pin in it.
Grimly, as if he was going off to war, Jason researched how to shape the ball. If he was doing this, which apparently he was for no goddamn reason, he was going to do it to perfection. When he was done he wrapped it up tight, got an assortment of crackers, and left it at Danny Fentonâs apartment with a sort of tired resignation that this might as well be happening.
This time was different. This time, Fenton was home.
Jason barely avoided being seen by rushing out the window over the sink and hiding from the immediate line of sight. He was, however, close enough to hearâ
âHoly shit, is that a cheeseball? Who loves me?â and then some truly ghastly, wet crunching as Fenton tore through the crackers and cheeseball like a wild beast. It felt like being in a horror film. Jason very badly wanted to leave. Jason very badly wanted to crawl back inside and present himself for a scrap of Fentonâs approval.
What the fuck? What the fuck!
He fled. And this time, he decided to take action. He was going get out of this sick mind trap and-
âNothing wrong with you, it's not a curse,â Zatanna said, bored about it. âWhatever is going on is safe, sane, consensual, and none of my business.â She portalled away before Jason could argue that it did not feel sane. He was having an entirely new category of mental breakdown and when one of the Bats found out about it, he was going to be a case study.
Fine. He gritted his jaw. New plan. Maybe he could beat the curse by showing it up.
He called out of crime for the day and ignored the confused commentary in the background of his phone callâ can he do that? Of course he can, heâs the frigginâ bossâ and spent it furiously researching. He needed a crowning achievement. He needed to find out what was sacred in this culinary tradition, master it, and then tell the compulsion to suck on bricks.
Casserole. The answer was a casserole.
Jason scrolled through dozens of recipes, scowling fiercely. That was no good. That offended his senses. He just knew that would be bland. He-
âDo I want to make that?â Jason asked aloud, puzzled by his fixation on the old-fashioned goulash casserole recipe. Worcestershire sauceâ he didnât have that in this safe house for sure. Beef, pasta, tomatoes⌠yeah, okay. This was the one. For no fucking reason at all, this was the one.
He went out shopping like he usually went on life-or-death missions, full of grim purpose.
He got back and assembled his ingredients. It was not exactly a challenge to follow the recipe. Jason turned off the stove top and froze in place. âI donât have an ancestral pan,â he said, horrified. Holy fuck. How could he dare to give it in a regular baking pan- he had to get one. Where the fuck does one acquire an ancestral casserole pan on short notice?
Panicked, he called the Manor, hands shaking as he packed the whole thing up and stuffed it in the fridge to keep it food safe until he could bake it.
Bruce answered, sounding a little choked up. âHello, Jason, so glad-â
He hung up. He texted Tim. âI need you to steal something for me from the Manor.â
âYouâre allowed in, you gigantic freak,â Tim wrote back.
Jason did some meditative breathing and resorted to outright pleading immediately. âWhat do you want? I will give you whatever you want. I just need an ancestral casserole pan.â
âI am NOT stealing from Alfredâs kitchen,â Tim wrote back. Which was fair. âDrake ancestral pan alright?â
Jason thought about it. It was still a family pan, sorta. By the transitive property, and that was a perfectly good property. He sent back a thumbs up, his GPS pin, and the word âHurry.â
A while later, Tim dropped off a glass dish, loudly said âI donât wanna know,â and slammed Jasonâs door shut.
Fine. He was already moving his stuff from the now-cold frying pan into the casserole dish. It went into the oven from there. Jason spent the bake time trying to think of new coping mechanisms, because apparently smoking wasnât up to this level of mental fuckery.
He waited out the bake time. He let it cool enough to be safe to travel with but hot enough to deliver warm. Jason grappled to Danny Fenton's apartment for the fourth time in four days, let himself in, and nearly jumped out of his boots when he realized that Fenton was in the kitchen watching him.
âHey,â Fenton said. He was sitting on his counter in his pajamas, eating ice cream out of the bucket with a spoon. He was certifiable. Jason wanted to cross the room and kiss whatever Fenton would let him. Hands, face, feet, whatever.
Wow, weird.
â...Hey,â Jason said, way too late.
Fenton crunched down on his ice cream. â...That a casserole?â He said.
Jason nodded wordlessly, feeling very grateful that he had his hood on. He put the casserole down on the counter. He took a step backwards to flee.
Fenton pointed at Jason with the spoon, wholly unintimidated by the heavily armed man who'd broken into his house. âThis is a proposal.â
Oh. Oh, motherfucking shitsocks. Jason felt weak through the knees. It was. Why was- why was he proposing??
Fenton took in his shock with a detached air. âHuh,â he said, like he'd learned something from this. âUm, it's nice of you and all. Have you been like, fixated on me for a while or- ohhh. I avenged you, didn't I?â He dropped the spoon in his ice cream carton and slapped both his palms down on the countertop. âHe killed you? That sucks, man,â Fenton empathized. âI get it. I think if someone smashed the portal with a hammer I'd be down on one knee.â
Jason's brain was simply not running any program any longer. He gaped. He wasn't coherent enough to ask why Danny knew he'd been murdered by the Joker, but he had his shit together well enough to be fixated on the point.
âUm, it's not usually me being chased,â Fenton said. He made a face. âI⌠huh, I think I'm flattered.â He very obviously gave Jason a once-over. âI suppose this is your way of showing that you're a provider.â He heaved himself off the counter and went to investigate the casserole, sniffing and lifting the lid. âOh, fuuuuuuck,â Danny groaned. He sniffed appreciatively. âGood demonstration of your husband material, t-b-h.â
Jason resisted the urge to tackle him to the ground.
âThat's the good stuff.â Fenton closed it back up, but not before giving his ice cream spoon a considering look.
Oh, yuck. This guy was so grungly. Jason needed him badly. He shuddered.
Fenton looked at him.
Jason looked back.
âDo you wanna try moving in and see how we get on?â Fenton offered. âTake it slow, no wedding just yet.â
âAbsolutely.â Jason full-body twitched with just how eager he was. âHow do you feel about swans?â
âNeutral,â Danny said, after a brief moment of consideration. âI like stars, though.â
Okay, so that would be their wedding theme.
Jason only realized he'd said that aloud when Fenton's eyebrows shot up. Mortified and really wondering what was wrong with him, Jason offered a weak smile.
Fenton made a considering noise. He crossed his arms. He looked Jason up and down. â...Can you grill?â He asked. âLike, beer chicken?â
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For the Best
Logan Sargeant x Wolff!Reader
Summary: Logan thinks that losing his Williams seat marks the beginning of the end ⌠little does he know that itâs really just the start of the rest of his life
Logan steps into the cool, air-conditioned room, his race suit clinging to his skin after a grueling drive. The contrast between the bustling paddock and the quiet meeting room is jarring, and he canât shake the feeling that somethingâs off.
His team principal sits at the head of the table, his usually cheerful demeanor replaced by a somber expression. Beside him, to Loganâs surprise, is the imposing figure of Mercedesâ team principal.
âLogan, thanks for coming,â James begins, his voice careful and measured. âPlease, have a seat.â
Logan slides into a chair, his heart rate picking up. âWhatâs this about?â He asks, trying to keep his voice steady.
James and Toto exchange a glance before James clears his throat. âLogan, youâve been a valuable part of our team, and weâve appreciated your dedication and hard work.â
The use of past tense doesnât escape Loganâs notice. His stomach drops.
âBut?â Logan prompts, bracing himself.
James sighs. âBut weâve decided to go in a different direction for next season. Weâll be announcing tomorrow that weâre signing Carlos Sainz.â
The words hit Logan like a physical blow. He knew his seat wasnât secure, but hearing it confirmed ... itâs devastating.
âI-I see,â Logan manages, his voice barely above a whisper.
Toto leans forward, his piercing gaze fixed on Logan. âThis is where I come in, Logan. Weâve been watching your progress closely, and while Williams may not have a race seat for you next year, we see potential in you.â
Loganâs brow furrows. âWhat do you mean?â
âMercedes and Williams would like to offer you a position as a reserve driver for next season,â Toto explains. âIt would give you the opportunity to stay involved in F1, continue your development, and potentially step in if needed.â
Loganâs mind races. Itâs not a race seat, but itâs something. A lifeline in a sport that can be ruthlessly unforgiving.
âI ... I donât know what to say,â Logan admits, his voice shaky.
James leans in, his expression softening. âLogan, I know this isnât the news you wanted to hear. But this could be a great opportunity for you. Youâd be working with one of the top teams in the sport.â
Logan nods slowly, trying to process everything. âCan I ask ... why? Why make this decision now?â
James shifts uncomfortably. âItâs a combination of factors. Carlos became available, and with his experience ...â
âYou think he can bring more to the team,â Logan finishes, a hint of bitterness creeping into his voice.
âLogan,â Toto interjects, his tone firm but not unkind. âThis sport is brutal, we all know that. But itâs also about timing and opportunities. This reserve role could set you up for future success.â
Logan takes a deep breath, trying to steady himself. âAnd if I say no? If I want to pursue other options?â
James and Toto exchange another glance. âThatâs your prerogative,â James says carefully. âBut I would strongly advise you to consider this offer. Itâs not often a driver gets this kind of opportunity with a team like Mercedes.â
Logan nods, his mind whirling. âHow long do I have to decide?â
âWeâd need an answer by the end of the week,â Toto replies. âWe understand this is a big decision, but we also need to move forward with our plans.â
Logan stands up, suddenly feeling claustrophobic in the small room. âI ... I need some time to think about this. Is that okay?â
James nods, standing as well. âOf course, Logan. Take the time you need. But please, keep this conversation confidential until the announcement on Monday.â
Logan nods numbly, turning towards the door. As he reaches for the handle, Totoâs voice stops him.
âLogan,â the Mercedes boss says, his tone softer than before. âI know this feels like a setback. But sometimes, a step back can lead to two steps forward. Donât lose faith in yourself.â
Logan meets Totoâs gaze, seeing a mix of sympathy and determination in the older manâs eyes. He manages a weak smile. âThank you, Mr. Wolff. Iâll ... Iâll be in touch.â
As Logan steps out of the room, the hectic sounds of the paddock wash over him. And not for the first time in his F1 career, he feels completely lost in the familiar chaos.
***
Logan sits alone at a table in the Mercedes cafeteria, pushing his food around his plate. Itâs his first day as a reserve driver, and the reality of his situation is sinking in. The familiar faces heâd grown accustomed to at Williams are replaced by a sea of strangers, all wearing the unmistakable Mercedes black and silver.
He takes a halfhearted bite of his chicken, lost in thought. The clink of a tray beside him startles him out of his reverie.
âMind if I join you?â A cheerful voice asks.
Logan looks up to see a young woman with a bright smile sliding into the seat across from him. Her eyes sparkle with warmth and curiosity.
âUh, sure,â Logan manages, caught off guard by the unexpected company.
You beam at him, extending a hand. âIâm Y/N. You must be Logan, right? The new reserve driver?â
Logan nods, shaking your hand. âThatâs me. Nice to meet you.â
âSo, howâs your first day going?â You ask, digging into your own lunch with enthusiasm.
Logan shrugs, trying to muster up some positivity. âItâs ... different. Still trying to find my bearings, I guess.â
You nod sympathetically. âI can imagine. It must be a big change from Williams. But hey, everyone here is pretty friendly once you get to know them. Give it time.â
Logan finds himself relaxing a bit in the face of your easy-going demeanor. âThanks. I appreciate that. So, uh, what do you do here?â
You laugh, a melodious sound that draws a few glances from nearby tables. âOh, a bit of everything, really. I like to keep busy. But tell me more about you! How are you finding Brackley compared to Grove?â
Logan blinks, surprised by your genuine interest. âItâs ... bigger, for sure. More advanced facilities. Itâs a bit overwhelming, to be honest.â
You lean in, lowering your voice conspiratorially. âWant to know a secret? It can be overwhelming for all of us sometimes. But thatâs what makes it exciting, right?â
A small smile tugs at Loganâs lips. âI guess youâre right. Itâs just ... I keep thinking about what could have been, you know? If Iâd kept my race seat ...â
Your expression softens. âI get it. Itâs tough to feel like youâre taking a step back. But sometimes, that step back gives you the perspective you need to leap forward.â
Logan raises an eyebrow. âYou sound like To- I mean, Mr. Wolff.â
You grin mischievously. âWell, great minds think alike, I suppose. But seriously, Logan, try to see this as an opportunity. Youâre working with one of the best teams in F1. Thereâs so much you can learn here.â
Logan nods slowly, your enthusiasm starting to rub off on him. âYouâre right. I should be grateful for this chance. Itâs just hard not to feel a bit ... lost, I guess.â
âThatâs totally normal,â you assure him. âBut you know what? I have a feeling youâre going to fit in just fine here. Youâve got that spark, Logan. I can see it.â
Logan feels a warmth spreading through his chest at your words. âThanks, Y/N. That ... that means a lot.â
You wave off his gratitude with a smile. âHey, newbies have to stick together, right?â
Logan tilts his head, confused. âNewbies? How long have you been here?â
You laugh again, and Logan finds himself thinking itâs a sound he could get used to. âOh, Iâve been around forever. But I still feel new sometimes. This place is always evolving, always pushing forward. It keeps you on your toes.â
Logan nods, understanding dawning. âI can see that. Itâs a bit intimidating, actually. Everyone here seems so ... focused. Driven.â
âThatâs the Mercedes way,â you agree. âBut donât let it psych you out. Weâre all human here. Well, except for the cars, of course.â
Logan chuckles, surprising himself. Itâs the first time heâs laughed since ... well, since that meeting with James and Toto.
âSo,â you continue, leaning forward with interest, âtell me about your journey. How did you end up in F1?â
Logan hesitates for a moment, then finds himself opening up. He tells you about his early days in karting, the move to Europe, the struggles and triumphs in the junior categories. You listen intently, asking thoughtful questions and offering encouragement.
â... and then Williams gave me my shot,â Logan concludes. âIt was a dream come true, you know? But now ...â
You reach across the table, giving his hand a quick squeeze. âHey, your F1 journey isnât over. Itâs just taking a different path. And who knows? This could lead to even better things.â
Logan feels a flutter in his chest at your touch, quickly pushing the feeling aside. âYou really think so?â
âI know so,â you say with conviction. âYouâve got talent. Anyone can see that. And now youâve got the backing of Mercedes. Thatâs a powerful combination.â
Logan finds himself smiling, your optimism infectious. âThanks, Y/N. I ... I really needed to hear that today.â
You wink at him. âAnytime. Thatâs what friends are for, right?â
âFriends?â Logan echoes, surprised but pleased.
âOf course!â you exclaim. âUnless youâd rather keep eating lunch alone?â
Logan shakes his head quickly. âNo, no. Friends sounds good. Great, actually.â
You beam at him. âExcellent. Now, let me give you the inside scoop on the best coffee spots around here. Trust me, youâre going to need it.â
As you launch into a detailed description of the various cafes and their specialties, Logan finds himself relaxing fully for the first time since arriving at Mercedes. Your easy banter and genuine interest make him feel welcome, like he might actually belong here after all.
â... and whatever you do, avoid the vending machine on the third floor,â youâre saying. âIt ate my money twice last week, and-â
âY/N,â a familiar voice interrupts.
Logan looks up to see Toto Wolff standing beside their table, his imposing figure casting a shadow. Logan immediately straightens, suddenly very aware of his posture.
âOh, hi Vati!â You say brightly.
Loganâs brain short-circuits. Vati? His eyes dart between you and Toto, noticing for the first time the similarities in your features.
Toto smiles warmly at you, then drops a kiss on top of your head. âI see youâre making our new reserve driver feel welcome.â
You grin up at your father. âOf course! Someone has to show him the ropes around here.â
Toto nods approvingly, then turns to Logan. âI hope my daughter isnât talking your ear off. She can be quite enthusiastic.â
Logan, still reeling from the revelation, manages to stammer out, âN-no, sir. Sheâs been very helpful.â
âGood,â Toto says. âY/N, donât forget about the meeting at three. Logan, keep up the good work. I look forward to seeing what you can do in the simulator next week.â
With that, Toto strides away, leaving Logan staring at you in shock.
You quirk an eyebrow at him. âYou okay there, Logan? You look like youâve seen a ghost.â
Logan tries to speak, fails, then tries again. âYou ... youâre Toto Wolffâs daughter?â
You nod, amusement dancing in your eyes. âYep. Did I forget to mention that?â
Logan feels his face heating up. âI-I had no idea. I thought you were in PR or something.â
You burst out laughing. âPR? Oh, thatâs a good one. No, Iâm more of a behind-the-scenes type. Strategy, data analysis, that sort of thing.â
Loganâs mind is reeling. Heâs been sitting here, pouring his heart out to his bossâs daughter. The bossâs daughter who is smart, funny, and undeniably attractive. The bossâs daughter who he might have been developing a tiny crush on.
âIâm sorry,â Logan says, mortified. âIf Iâd known, I wouldnât have-â
You cut him off with a wave of your hand. âLogan, relax. Iâm still the same person I was five minutes ago. The only thing thatâs changed is that now you know I have an overprotective dad who happens to run the team.â
Logan swallows hard. âRight. No pressure or anything.â
You lean in, your eyes twinkling with mischief. âHey, look on the bright side. Now youâve got an inside track to the big boss. Just donât ask me to put in a good word for you. I have a strict no nepotism policy.â
Despite his embarrassment, Logan finds himself chuckling. âNoted. Iâll just have to impress him on my own merits, then.â
âThatâs the spirit,â you say, raising your water bottle in a mock toast. âTo new beginnings and unexpected friendships.â
Logan clinks his own bottle against yours, a smile spreading across his face despite his lingering shock. âTo new beginnings,â he echoes.
As you launch back into conversation, Logan canât help but think that his time at Mercedes might be more interesting than heâd anticipated. And maybe, just maybe, this step back might lead to something amazing after all.
***
Logan leans against the table, his eyes fixed on the monitors displaying George Russellâs lap times. The Australian sun beats down on the Albert Park circuit, but inside the Mercedes garage, the atmosphere is tense with concentration as pre-season testing commences.
âLooking good, George,â Marcus Dudley, his race engineer, says into the radio. âLetâs push for one more flying lap before we bring you in.â
Logan nods to himself, impressed by Georgeâs consistency. Heâs about to turn to grab a water bottle when a collective gasp from the crew draws his attention back to the screens.
Georgeâs car is spinning, kicking up dust and gravel as it careens towards the barrier. The sickening crunch of carbon fiber meeting concrete echoes through the speakers.
âGeorge, are you okay?â Marcus calls urgently. âGeorge, do you copy?â
Silence.
Loganâs heart races as he watches the still car, willing George to respond. Out of the corner of his eye, he sees you rushing past, your face pale with worry.
âCarmen,â you call out, spotting Georgeâs girlfriend near the back of the garage. You reach her just as her knees seem to give out, catching her before she falls.
Logan wants to help, but he knows his place. He turns back to the screens, straining to hear any news.
Marcus tries again, his voice tight with concern. âGeorge, if you can hear me, give us any sign. Tap the radio, move your hand, anything.â
Still nothing.
The garage erupts into controlled chaos. Toto strides in, his face a mask of worry. âWhat happened?â He demands.
âLost the rear in turn 11,â one of the engineers reports. âLooks like a suspension failure, but we wonât know for sure until we get the car back.â
Toto nods grimly. âAnd George?â
Marcus shakes his head. âNo response on the radio.â
Logan watches as the medical car speeds towards the crash site. He catches snippets of radio chatter from the marshals.
âDriver non-responsive ... possible head trauma ... prepare for extraction ...â
The words send a chill down Loganâs spine. This is the dark side of the sport they all love, the ever-present danger that lurks behind every high-speed corner.
You appear at Loganâs side, your face etched with worry. âAny news?â You ask, your voice barely above a whisper.
Logan shakes his head. âNothing yet. Theyâre working on getting him out now.â
You nod, biting your lower lip. âCarmen ... sheâs not doing well. Iâve got Aleix with her now.â
Logan glances over to where Carmen sits, hunched over, the arm of Georgeâs performance coach around her shoulders. The sight makes his chest tighten.
âThis is my fault,â you murmur.
Logan turns to you, surprised. âWhat? How could this possibly be your fault?â
You run a hand through your hair, frustration evident in every movement. âI was the one who pushed for the new suspension design. If I had just stuck with the old one ...â
âHey,â Logan says firmly, placing a hand on your shoulder. âYou canât think like that. We all know the risks. George knows the risks. This isnât on you.â
You give him a weak smile, gratitude flashing in your eyes. âThanks, Logan. I just ... I canât help but feel responsible.â
Before Logan can respond, a flurry of activity on the screens catches their attention. The medical team has successfully extracted George from the car.
âHeâs out,â Marcus announces, his relief palpable. âStill unconscious, but heâs breathing on his own.â
A collective sigh of relief ripples through the garage. Carmen lets out a sob, burying her face in Aleixâs shoulder.
Toto approaches you and Logan, his face grim but composed. âTheyâre airlifting him to the hospital for full scans. Y/N, I need you to go with Carmen. Logan, I want you suited up and ready. If George canât drive ...â
The implication hangs in the air. Logan nods, his throat suddenly dry. âYes, sir. Iâll be ready.â
As Toto moves away to handle the press, you turn to Logan. âAre you okay?â You ask, concern evident in your voice.
Logan takes a deep breath. âYeah, I think so. Itâs just ... this isnât how I wanted my chance to come.â
You squeeze his arm gently. âI know. But George would want you to do your best. Thatâs all any of us can do right now.â
Logan nods, trying to steel himself for what might come next. âYouâre right. Go take care of Carmen. Iâll ... Iâll be here if you need me.â
You give him a grateful smile before hurrying off to Carmenâs side. Logan watches as you gently lead her out of the garage, whispering words of comfort.
The next few minutes pass in a blur. Logan finds himself going through the motions of preparation, all while keeping an ear out for any news about George. The garage is unnaturally quiet, the usual banter and joking replaced by tense whispers and worried glances.
Finally, Marcus approaches Logan, his face drawn with fatigue. âTheyâre loading George into the chopper now. Toto wants you on standby, but we wonât make any decisions until we hear from the medical team.â
Logan nods, his stomach churning with a mix of concern for George and nervous anticipation. âUnderstood. How ... how does he look?â
Marcus sighs, rubbing his eyes. âStill unconscious, but stable. Theyâre optimistic, but they wonât know more until they run some tests at the hospital.â
As if on cue, the distant thrum of helicopter blades fills the air. Logan steps out of the garage, shielding his eyes against the sun as he watches the medical helicopter rise into the sky, carrying George away.
You appear beside him, your eyes red-rimmed but dry. âCarmenâs gone with him,â you say softly. âVati arranged for a car to take her to the hospital.â
Logan nods, not taking his eyes off the retreating helicopter. âThis is the part of the job we try not to think about, isnât it?â
You lean against him slightly, seeking comfort. âYeah. Itâs easy to forget sometimes, when everythingâs going well. But days like today ... they remind us of the reality.â
Logan wraps an arm around your shoulders, offering what support he can. âGeorge is tough. Heâll pull through this.â
You nod against his shoulder. âI hope so. God, I hope so.â
As the helicopter disappears from view, Logan feels the weight of the moment settle over him. The exhilaration of potentially getting his chance to drive is tempered by the circumstances that might make it possible.
âCome on,â he says gently, guiding you back towards the garage. âLetâs get back inside. Thereâs work to be done, and George would kick our butts if he knew we were standing around moping.â
You manage a weak chuckle. âYouâre right. Heâd probably tell us to get back to optimizing the aero package or something.â
As they walk back into the garage, Logan canât help but feel the shift in the atmosphere. The team moves with renewed purpose, channeling their worry into productivity.
Toto approaches them, his face set in determined lines. âLogan, I need you in the simulator within the hour. If George canât drive, we need you ready to step in at a momentâs notice.â
Logan straightens, feeling the weight of responsibility settle on his shoulders. âYes, sir. I wonât let the team down.â
Toto nods approvingly. âI know you wonât. Y/N, I need you to liaise with the medical team. Keep me updated on Georgeâs condition.â
You nod, already pulling out your phone. âOn it, Vati.â
As Toto moves away, Logan turns to you. âHey,â he says softly, âweâve got this, okay? Whatever happens, weâll handle it.â
You give him a grateful smile. âThanks, Logan. I ... Iâm glad youâre here.â
Logan feels a warmth spread through his chest at your words. âMe too,â he says. âNow, letâs show everyone what Mercedes is made of.â
***
Loganâs heart pounds as he approaches Totoâs office. The events of the past twenty-four hours have left him in a state of emotional whiplash, torn between concern for George and the possibility of his own opportunity.
He knocks on the door, hearing Totoâs muffled âCome in.â Taking a deep breath, Logan enters.
Toto looks up from his desk, his face etched with fatigue. âLogan, thank you for coming. Please, sit down.â
Logan sinks into the chair across from Toto, his mouth suddenly dry. âHow ... howâs George?â He manages to ask.
Toto sighs heavily, rubbing his temples. âNot good, Iâm afraid. The doctors have completed their initial assessments. George has suffered multiple injuries â a concussion, fractured ribs, and a broken collarbone. The most concerning is a compound fracture in his left leg.â
Logan winces, imagining the pain George must be in. âThat sounds serious.â
âIt is,â Toto confirms. âThe medical team estimates his recovery will take around nine months. Which brings me to why Iâve called you here.â
Loganâs pulse quickens, a mix of anticipation and guilt churning in his stomach.
Toto leans forward, his gaze intense. âWe need you to step up, Logan. The team needs you to drive full-time for the entire season.â
Despite having suspected this might be coming, hearing the words out loud leaves Logan momentarily speechless.
âI ... of course, sir,â he finally manages. âIâll do whatever the team needs.â
Toto nods, a ghost of a smile crossing his face. âI know this isnât how you wanted your chance to come. But I believe youâre ready for this. George believes it too.â
Loganâs head snaps up. âYouâve spoken to George?â
âBriefly,â Toto confirms. âHeâs still groggy from the pain medication, but he was clear on one thing â he wants you in that car.â
A lump forms in Loganâs throat. âI ... I donât know what to say.â
Toto stands, coming around the desk to place a hand on Loganâs shoulder. âYou donât need to say anything. Just drive, Logan. Show us what youâre capable of.â
Logan nods, standing as well. âI wonât let you down, sir. Or George.â
As he turns to leave, Totoâs voice stops him. âLogan? Remember, this is your chance. Donât waste it feeling guilty. George wouldnât want that.â
Logan manages a weak smile. âIâll try to remember that. Thank you, Toto.â
Stepping out of Totoâs office, Logan feels as though heâs in a daze. This is what heâs been working towards his entire career â a full-time drive with a top team. So why does it feel so complicated?
Instead of heading to the cafeteria or his driverâs room, Logan finds himself walking towards the simulator. He nods at the technician on duty, who looks surprised to see him.
âLogan? We werenât expecting you today ...â
âI know,â Logan says, already reaching for his racing gloves. âBut I need to be in there. Can you set up a long run in Melbourne?â
The technician hesitates for a moment before nodding. âOf course. Just ... donât overdo it, okay?â
Logan manages a tight smile. âIâll be fine. Thanks.â
As he settles into the simulator, Logan feels a sense of calm wash over him. Here, in this imitation of a race car, things make sense. Thereâs no guilt, no complicated emotions â just him, the track, and the pursuit of speed.
Hours pass in a blur of virtual laps and telemetry data. Logan pushes himself harder with each run, shaving off tenths of a second here and there. Heâs so focused that he doesnât hear the door open behind him.
âYou know, Iâm pretty sure there are labor laws against working this hard,â your voice cuts through his concentration.
Logan startles, nearly losing control of the virtual car. He quickly ends the simulation and turns to face you, sheepishly running a hand through his sweat-dampened hair.
âY/N, I didnât hear you come in.â
You raise an eyebrow, holding up a small box. âClearly. Iâve been standing here for five minutes, watching you try to bend the laws of physics.â
Logan manages a weak chuckle. âJust trying to get up to speed. Whatâs in the box?â
You grin, opening it to reveal a single cupcake with rainbow sprinkles. âA little celebration. Vati told me about your promotion.â
The sight of the cupcake makes Loganâs stomach twist uncomfortably. âI ... I donât really feel like celebrating.â
Your smile fades, replaced by a look of understanding. âI get it. But Logan, running yourself ragged in here wonât help anyone. Least of all George.â
Logan sighs, slumping in the simulator seat. âI know. Itâs just ... this isnât how I wanted it to happen. George is hurt and Iâm benefiting from it. It feels wrong.â
You set the cupcake down and perch on the edge of the simulator, your eyes soft with sympathy. âLogan, listen to me. What happened to George is terrible, but itâs not your fault. And taking this opportunity doesnât make you a bad person.â
âDoesnât it, though?â Logan asks, his voice barely above a whisper. âI should be devastated that my teammate is hurt, not ... not excited about getting my chance.â
You reach out, placing a hand on his arm. âWho says you canât be both? You can be worried about George and excited about your opportunity. Theyâre not mutually exclusive.â
Logan looks up at you, seeing the sincerity in your eyes. âI just ... I donât want people to think Iâm taking advantage of the situation.â
You shake your head firmly. âAnyone who knows you would never think that. And you know what? George wouldnât want you feeling this way. Heâd want you to grab this chance with both hands and show everyone what you can do.â
Logan manages a small smile. âYou sound pretty sure about that.â
âThatâs because I am,â you say, squeezing his arm gently. âI talked to George earlier. You know what he said? He said, and I quote, âTell that American idiot to stop moping and start driving. I didnât crash just for him to waste this chance.ââ
A surprised laugh escapes Logan. âHe really said that?â
You grin. âWell, maybe I paraphrased a bit. The pain meds make him a little ... colorful. But the sentiment is there.â
Logan shakes his head, feeling some of the weight lift from his shoulders. âGeorge Russell, giving pep talks from his hospital bed. Why am I not surprised?â
âBecause you know him,â you say simply. âAnd you know heâs right. Logan, this is your moment. Donât let guilt or fear hold you back.â
Logan takes a deep breath, nodding slowly. âYouâre right. Both of you. I just ... I needed to hear it, I guess.â
You smile, reaching for the cupcake. âThatâs what friends are for. Now, are you going to help me eat this or do I have to force-feed you?â
Logan chuckles, accepting the cupcake. âI wouldnât dream of making you eat alone.â
As the two of you share the small treat, Logan feels something shift inside him. The guilt doesnât disappear entirely, but itâs tempered now by determination. George is counting on him, the team is counting on him, and heâs not going to let them down.
âSo,â you say, licking frosting off your finger, âwhatâs next on the agenda, hotshot? More simulator laps?â
Logan shakes his head, a newfound energy coursing through him. âNo, I think Iâve done enough of that for today. I was thinking maybe we could go over some of the race strategies? If youâre not too busy, that is.â
Your eyes light up. âAre you kidding? Strategy talk is my favorite kind of talk. But first, youâre going to take a shower and eat a proper meal. Canât have our driver passing out from exhaustion, can we?â
Logan grins, feeling truly relaxed for the first time since Georgeâs accident. âYes, maâam. Whatever you say.â
As you leave the simulator together, Logan feels a surge of gratitude. For Georgeâs support, for the teamâs faith in him, and for your friendship. Whatever challenges lie ahead, he knows he wonât face them alone.
âHey, Y/N?â He says as you walk down the corridor.
âHmm?â
âThanks. For everything.â
You bump your shoulder against his, a warm smile on your face. âAnytime, Sargeant. Now, letâs go plot your path to Formula 1 glory. I hear the catering team made lasagna today.â
Logan laughs, matching your stride. The road ahead wonât be easy, but with friends like you by his side, heâs ready to face whatever comes his way.
***
The Australian sun beats down on the Albert Park circuit as Logan sits in his Mercedes, heart pounding in his chest. The familiar pre-race butterflies are amplified tenfold �� this isnât just any race, itâs his debut for Mercedes.
âOkay Logan, how are we feeling?â Marcus Dudleyâs voice crackles through the radio.
Logan takes a deep breath. âReady as Iâll ever be. Letâs do this.â
âThatâs what I like to hear. Remember, clean start, manage those tires, and weâll see where we end up. Youâve got this, kid.â
As the formation lap begins, Logan canât help but think of George, watching from his hospital bed. This oneâs for you, he thinks.
âAnd weâre off for the formation lap here in Melbourne. All eyes are on Logan Sargeant today, the young American making his Mercedes debut in rather unexpected circumstances.â
âThatâs right, Crofty. Itâs a big ask, stepping into George Russellâs shoes after that nasty crash in testing. But Toto Wolff clearly sees something in Sargeant, and this is his chance to prove the Mercedes boss right.â
The cars line up on the grid. Loganâs eyes are fixed on the lights. Red ... red ... red ...
âLights out and away we go!â
Logan reacts instantly, getting a clean start off the line. He holds his position into the first corner, fending off a challenge from behind.
âAnd itâs a good start for Sargeant, maintaining his fifth place into Turn 1. His rookie teammate Kimi Antonelli has also held position in seventh.â
The first few laps are a blur of intense focus. Logan settles into a rhythm, hitting his marks and managing the gap to the cars ahead and behind.
âGreat job, Logan,â Marcus says. âYouâre keeping pace with the leaders. Letâs see if we can put some pressure on Norris ahead.â
Logan grits his teeth, pushing harder. He closes the gap to Landoâs McLaren, looking for any opportunity to make a move.
âSargeant is really impressing here in his Mercedes debut. Heâs matching the pace of the frontrunners and is now right on the gearbox of Lando Norris.â
On lap 15, Logan sees his chance. Norris locks up slightly into Turn 3, and Logan pounces, sweeping around the outside to take fourth place.
âYes!â Logan exclaims, unable to contain his excitement.
âBrilliant move, Logan!â Marcus cheers. âP4 now, letâs keep this up!â
âWhat a pass from Sargeant! Heâs showing no signs of first-race nerves here, making a bold move on the more experienced McLaren driver. The Mercedes pit wall will no doubt be delighted with this performance so far.â
The race continues, with Logan holding his position firmly. Heâs in a rhythm now, hitting every apex, managing his tires expertly.
Around the halfway point, things get more challenging. âLogan, weâve got Verstappen closing in behind. Heâs on fresher tires, so donât take any unnecessary risks,â Marcus warns.
Logan nods to himself, adjusting his focus. He defends hard but fair, making his car as wide as possible on the straights.
âVerstappen is all over the back of Sargeant now. This is a real test for the young American â can he hold off the reigning world champion?â
For several laps, Logan and Max engage in a thrilling battle. Logan uses every trick in his arsenal, positioning his car perfectly to deny Max any opportunity.
âThis is exceptional defensive driving from Sargeant. Heâs not putting a wheel wrong under immense pressure from Verstappen.â
Finally, on lap 42, Max makes his move, slipping past Logan into Turn 1.
âVerstappenâs through,â Logan reports, trying to keep the disappointment out of his voice.
âNo worries, Logan,â Marcus reassures him. âYou did brilliantly to hold him off for so long. Weâre still on for a great result here. Keep pushing!â
The final laps of the race are a test of endurance. Loganâs arms ache, his neck strains against the g-forces, but he pushes through the fatigue.
âAs we enter the final lap here in Melbourne, Logan Sargeant is holding steady in fifth place. What a debut this has been for the American in the Mercedes!â
Logan crosses the finish line, a mix of exhaustion and elation washing over him. Heâs done it â heâs finished his first race for Mercedes.
âAnd thatâs the chequered flag, Logan!â Marcusâ voice comes through, filled with excitement. âP4! Fantastic job, mate!â
Logan blinks in confusion. âP4? But Verstappen passed me ...â
âLeclerc had a late puncture,â Marcus explains. âYou moved back up to fourth. Iâm completely serious, Logan. Youâve just finished P4 in your first race for us. You should be incredibly proud.â
The reality of his achievement starts to sink in. âI ... wow. Thank you, Marcus. Thank you to everyone on the team. This is ... itâs incredible.â
As Logan does his cool-down lap, waving to the cheering crowds, he feels a surge of emotion. This is what heâs worked for his entire life, and heâs proved he belongs here.
âWhat a drive from Logan Sargeant! Fourth place in his Mercedes debut. Toto Wolff must be feeling very good about his decision right now.â
âAbsolutely, Martin. Sargeant has shown real maturity and pace today. This could be the start of something special for the young American.â
Logan pulls into parc fermĂŠ, parking behind the top three cars. As he climbs out, heâs immediately engulfed in a group hug by the Mercedes team.
Toto appears, a broad smile on his face. âExcellent job, Logan. Youâve made us all very proud today.â
âThank you, sir,â Logan says, still slightly dazed. âI couldnât have done it without the teamâs support.â
As Logan makes his way through the paddock, heâs stopped by various team members and even rival drivers offering congratulations. Itâs surreal, but Logan soaks in every moment.
Suddenly, he spots a familiar face pushing through the crowd. Youâre beaming, your eyes shining with pride and unshed tears.
âLogan!â You exclaim, throwing your arms around him in a tight hug. âThat was amazing! I knew you could do it!â
Logan hugs you back, laughing. âI can hardly believe it myself. P4 ... itâs like a dream.â
You pull back, your hands on his shoulders. âWell, believe it. You earned this, Logan. Every single bit of it.â
As you chat excitedly about the race, Loganâs phone buzzes. He pulls it out to see a message from George.
Not bad for a newbie. Next time aim for the podium đ Seriously though, great job. Proud of you.
Logan grins, showing you the message. âLooks like Iâve got my work cut out for me next race.â
You laugh, linking your arm through his. âOh, I have no doubt youâre up for the challenge. But first, I think this calls for a celebration. Vati is organizing a team dinner. You up for it?â
Logan nods, feeling a warmth spread through his chest that has nothing to do with the Australian heat. âAbsolutely. Lead the way!â
As you walk towards the Mercedes hospitality area, Logan canât help but reflect on the whirlwind of the past few weeks. From reserve driver to P4 in his debut race with the team â itâs more than he could have ever imagined.
âHey,â you say softly, nudging him. âWhat are you thinking about?â
Logan smiles, squeezing your arm gently. âJust ... grateful. For this opportunity, for the teamâs faith in me, for your support. I couldnât have done this without you, Y/N.â
You blush slightly, looking pleased. âThatâs what friends are for, right? Now come on, American boy. Time to bask in your well-deserved glory.â
As you join the celebrating team, Logan feels a sense of belonging wash over him. This is where heâs meant to be, and heâs ready for whatever challenges and triumphs lie ahead.
***
The Miami sun beats down on the podium as Logan stands there, still in disbelief. The weight of the P2 trophy in his hands feels surreal, a reminder of what heâs just achieved. The roar of the crowd, the spray of champagne, the elation of his first podium finish â itâs almost too much to process.
As he steps down from the podium, sticky with champagne and grinning from ear to ear, Logan is immediately engulfed by the Mercedes team. Hands pat his back, voices offer congratulations, but it all becomes a blur as he spots a familiar figure pushing through the crowd.
You burst through, your eyes shining with pride and excitement. Without hesitation, you throw your arms around him, not caring about the champagne thatâs now soaking into your team shirt.
âLogan! Oh my god, you did it!â You exclaim, your voice muffled against his shoulder. âIâm so, so proud of you!â
Logan laughs, wrapping his free arm around you and spinning you both around in a moment of pure joy. âI can hardly believe it myself,â he admits as he sets you down. âItâs like a dream.â
You pull back, your hands on his shoulders, beaming up at him. âWell, believe it, hotshot. P2 in your home race â youâve earned this!â
Logan feels a warmth spread through his chest that has nothing to do with the Miami heat. âThanks, Y/N. I couldnât have done it without the teamâs support. Without your support.â
You shake your head, still grinning. âOh no, this was all you out there on the track. But speaking of support ...â Your eyes sparkle mischievously. âWe absolutely have to celebrate properly tonight. Miami style!â
Logan raises an eyebrow, amused. âMiami style? Should I be worried?â
You laugh, the sound making Loganâs heart skip a beat. âOnly if youâre afraid of having too much fun. Come on, itâs your first podium, in your home race no less! We have to mark the occasion.â
Before Logan can respond, you lean in and press a quick kiss to his cheek. The brief contact sends a jolt through him, leaving him momentarily speechless.
âPromise me youâll come out with the team tonight,â you say, your eyes locked on his. âNo excuses about needing to analyze data or whatever. Tonight, we celebrate!â
Logan nods, still a bit dazed from the kiss. âI ... yeah, of course. I promise.â
You beam at him. âPerfect! Iâll text you the details later. Now, go bask in your well-deserved glory. I think there are about a hundred journalists waiting to talk to Miamiâs new hero.â
With a wink, you disappear back into the crowd, leaving Logan standing there, trophy in hand and mind reeling.
The rest of the day passes in a blur of interviews, photographs, and congratulations. Logan goes through the motions, answering questions on autopilot while his mind keeps drifting back to that moment with you.
It didnât mean anything, he tells himself. Youâre European, after all. Cheek kisses are just a normal thing, right? It was just excitement over the podium, nothing more.
But try as he might, Logan canât shake the memory of your lips on his cheek, the way his heart raced at your touch.
âEarth to Logan,â Marcusâ voice cuts through his thoughts. âYou still with us, mate?â
Logan blinks, focusing on his race engineer. âSorry, what was that?â
Marcus grins knowingly. âI said, great job out there today. You should be proud. But maybe save the daydreaming for after the debrief, yeah?â
Logan feels his cheeks heat up. âRight, sorry. Just ... still processing everything, I guess.â
âI bet,â Marcus chuckles. âFirst podiumâs always special. Even more so on home turf. Now, letâs go over those last few laps ...â
As they dive into the race analysis, Logan tries to focus. But his mind keeps wandering. To the podium. To the celebration to come. To you.
Itâs just excitement over the race result, he rationalizes. Youâre his bossâs daughter, for crying out loud. And more importantly, youâre his friend. One of his best friends, if heâs honest with himself. He canât risk messing that up by reading too much into a friendly gesture.
The debrief finally ends, and Logan heads back to his driverâs room to change. As heâs pulling on a fresh team shirt, his phone buzzes with a text from you.
E11EVEN at 10 PM. Wear something nice đ Canât wait to celebrate with you!
Logan stares at the message, his heart doing that annoying skip thing again. Itâs just a normal text, he tells himself. Friends celebrate together all the time. The kiss doesnât mean anything.
Right?
He shakes his head, trying to clear his thoughts. This is ridiculous. He just achieved his first podium in Formula 1, at his home race no less. He should be on top of the world, not overthinking a simple friendly interaction.
As he leaves the track, Logan is stopped by a group of fans clamoring for autographs and selfies. He obliges with a smile, the excitement of the crowd helping to lift his mood.
âLogan! Logan!â A young boy calls out. âYou were amazing today! I want to be just like you when I grow up!â
Logan kneels down to the boyâs level, touched by his enthusiasm. âThanks, buddy. Just remember, it takes a lot of hard work and dedication. But if you believe in yourself and never give up, you can achieve anything.â
The boy nods solemnly, clutching his newly signed cap to his chest. âI will! Iâm going to practice every day!â
As Logan stands, he catches sight of you talking to some team members nearby. You glance over, catching his eye, and give him a warm smile and a thumbs up. Logan feels that now-familiar flutter in his chest and quickly turns back to the fans.
Itâs going to be a long night, he thinks to himself.
Back at the hotel, Logan takes his time getting ready for the celebration. He stands in front of the mirror, fussing with his hair and second-guessing his outfit choice. Why is he so nervous? Itâs just a team celebration, like dozens heâs been to before.
But itâs not just any celebration, a voice in his head reminds him. Itâs his first podium celebration. And youâll be there.
Logan groans, running a hand through his hair and messing it up again. âGet it together, Sargeant,â he mutters to his reflection. âItâs just a night out with the team. With your friend. Your bossâs daughter. Who you definitely donât have any non-platonic feelings for.â
Even he doesnât believe himself.
A knock at the door startles him out of his internal monologue. âLogan? You ready?â Kimiâs voice calls out.
Logan takes a deep breath, giving himself one last look in the mirror. âYeah, coming!â He calls back.
As he joins Kimi in the hallway, his teammate gives him an appraising look. âNot bad, Sargeant. Trying to impress someone?â
Logan feels his cheeks heat up. âWhat? No, I just ... wanted to look nice for the celebration.â
Kimi raises an eyebrow, a knowing smirk playing on his lips. âUh-huh. Sure. Come on, lover boy. Your adoring public awaits.â
As they make their way to the club, Logan tries to calm his nerves. Itâs just a normal team celebration, he tells himself. Nothing to be nervous about. Youâre just friends. Really good friends who sometimes share cheek kisses and make his heart race with a simple smile.
Oh, who is he kidding? Heâs in trouble and he knows it.
The bass from the club is audible from down the street, and as they approach, Logan sees a line stretching around the block. But Kimi leads him straight to the VIP entrance, where theyâre immediately ushered inside.
The club is a sensory overload â pulsing music, flashing lights, and the press of bodies on the dance floor. Logan blinks, trying to adjust to the atmosphere. Suddenly, he feels a hand on his arm and turns to see you beaming up at him.
âYou made it!â You shout over the music, your eyes sparkling in the club lights. âCome on, everyoneâs waiting to toast the man of the hour!â
As you lead him through the crowd, your hand still on his arm, Logan tries to ignore the electricity he feels at your touch. Friends touch all the time, he reminds himself. It doesnât mean anything.
You reach a VIP section where the rest of the team is gathered. A cheer goes up as they spot Logan, and suddenly heâs being passed around for hugs and backslaps and congratulations.
Toto appears, handing Logan a glass of champagne. âTo Logan,â he says, raising his own glass. âFor a brilliant drive and Mercedesâ first podium of the season. May it be the first of many!â
The team echoes the toast and Logan takes a sip of the bubbly, feeling a surge of pride and belonging. This is what heâs worked for his entire life and heâs finally made it.
As the celebration continues, Logan finds himself relaxing, caught up in the excitement and camaraderie of the team. He chats with mechanics, engineers, and fellow drivers, reliving the best moments of the race.
But his eyes keep drifting back to you. Youâre in your element, moving from group to group, laughing and chatting animatedly. Every now and then, you glance his way, flashing him a smile that makes his heart race.
Itâs just the atmosphere, Logan tells himself. The adrenaline from the race, the excitement of the celebration. Thatâs all it is.
But as the night wears on and the champagne flows freely, Logan finds it harder and harder to maintain that rationalization. Especially when you grab his hand and pull him onto the dance floor, your body moving in perfect rhythm to the pulsing beat.
âCome on!â You shout over the music, grinning up at him. âShow me some of those dance moves!â
Logan laughs, letting himself get caught up in the moment. He may not be the worldâs best dancer, but with you smiling at him like that, he feels like he could take on anything.
As you dance, Logan canât help but notice how perfectly you fit against him, how natural it feels to have his hands on your waist as you move together. Itâs just dancing, he reminds himself. Friends dance together all the time.
But when the DJ switches to a slower song and you step closer, wrapping your arms around his neck, Logan knows heâs fighting a losing battle. Thereâs no denying the way his heart races, the way his skin tingles where you touch him.
As you sway together, Logan finally allows himself to admit the truth heâs been trying to ignore for months. Heâs falling for you, hard and fast, and he has no idea what to do about it.
You look up at him, your eyes soft in the dim light of the club. âIâm really proud of you,â you say, your voice barely audible over the music. âYou belong here, you know. On the podium, in F1, with m-â you cut yourself off, biting your lip.
Loganâs heart leaps. Were you about to say âwith meâ? He wants to ask, wants to pull you closer and find out if you feel this connection too.
But before he can say anything, the song ends and the moment is broken. You step back, a slightly flustered look on your face.
âI, uh ... I need a drink,â you say quickly. âWant anything?â
Logan shakes his head, still trying to process what just happened. âNo, Iâm good. Thanks.â
As you disappear into the crowd, Logan makes his way back to the VIP section, his mind reeling. What was that? Did he imagine the moment between you? And more importantly, what is he going to do about these feelings he can no longer deny?
As he sinks into a plush couch, Logan realizes that his first podium might not be the most significant event of the night after all. Whatever happens next, he knows one thing for certain â his relationship with you will never be the same.
***
The Union Jack flutters in the cool Silverstone breeze as Logan crosses the finish line, his heart pounding in his ears. The chequered flag waves, and suddenly, the reality hits him like a tidal wave.
âLogan, youâve done it!â Marcusâ voice crackles through the radio, filled with unbridled joy. âP1! Your first Formula 1 win!â
Logan lets out a whoop of excitement, pounding his fist on the steering wheel. âYes! Oh my god, yes! We did it, guys! Thank you, thank you so much!â
As he starts his cooldown lap, waving to the cheering crowds, Logan canât help but chuckle at the irony. An American winning the British Grand Prix. He can almost hear the collective groan of disappointment from the British fans who were hoping for a home victory.
âSorry, folks,â he murmurs to himself, grinning. âThe colonists strike again.â
The sea of orange in the grandstands catches his eye â Dutch fans who always come to support Max Verstappen no matter the location. Logan remembers the intense battle he had with the reigning world champion in the closing laps. The memory sends another surge of pride through him. He didnât just win, he beat the best of the best.
As he rounds the final corner, heading towards parc fermĂŠ, Loganâs mind drifts to you. He wonders if youâre watching, if youâre as excited as he is. Ever since that kiss on the cheek in Miami, heâs been unable to get you out of his head. Every smile, every touch, every late-night strategy session has taken on new meaning.
But fear has held him back. Fear of ruining your friendship, fear of making things awkward with the team, fear of misreading the signals. So heâs kept his feelings bottled up, content (or so he tells himself) with your close friendship.
Logan pulls into his spot in parc fermĂŠ, bringing the car to a stop. He takes a deep breath, savoring this moment. His first win. It almost doesnât feel real.
He unclips his harness and stands up in the cockpit, raising his arms in triumph. The roar of the crowd washes over him and he spots his team gathered at the barriers, jumping and cheering.
Without hesitation, Logan clambers out of the car and runs towards them. He leaps over the barrier, immediately engulfed in a sea of jubilant Mercedes personnel. Hands pat his back, voices offer congratulations, but Logan is searching for one face in particular.
Suddenly, the crowd parts, and there you are. Your eyes are shining with pride and something else, something that makes Loganâs heart race even faster than it already is.
Before he can say anything, you stride forward purposefully. Your hands grasp the collar of his race suit, and in one swift motion, you pull him towards you and press your lips firmly against his.
For a split second, Logan is too shocked to react. But then his brain catches up, and heâs kissing you back with every ounce of pent-up emotion heâs been holding back for months.
The world around you fades away â the cheering crowd, the flashing cameras, the excited chatter of the team. All Logan can focus on is the softness of your lips, the warmth of your body pressed against his, the rightness of this moment.
When you finally break apart, both slightly breathless, Logan canât help but grin. âWow,â he murmurs, his forehead resting against yours. âThat was ...â
âLong overdue,â you finish for him, a matching grin on your face.
Logan chuckles, his arms still wrapped around your waist. âI couldnât agree more. But, uh ... your dad isnât going to fire me for this, is he?â
You laugh, the sound music to Loganâs ears. âPlease. Heâs been trying to set us up for months. I think heâll be relieved we finally figured it out on our own.â
Before Logan can respond, a throat clears behind them. They turn to see Toto standing there, an amused smirk on his face.
âWhile Iâm thrilled you two have finally sorted yourselves out,â he says dryly, âperhaps we could save the more ... intimate celebrations for after the podium ceremony?â
Logan feels his face heat up, but you just laugh, linking your arm through his. âSorry, Vati. Got caught up in the moment. Come on, Logan. Time to get you on that top step where you belong.â
As you make your way through the paddock, Logan canât wipe the grin off his face. Crew members, other drivers, and media personnel offer their congratulations, but it all feels secondary to the warmth of you pressed against his side.
âSo,â Logan says as they near the cooldown room, âdoes this mean youâll be my date to the celebration tonight?â
You pretend to consider it, tapping your chin thoughtfully. âHmm, I donât know. I might have other plans. I hear thereâs this hot new F1 winner in town ...â
Logan laughs, pulling you closer. âOh yeah? Well, I happen to know him pretty well. I could put in a good word for you.â
You smile up at him, your eyes sparkling with mischief and affection. âIâd appreciate that. But you should know, Iâm not really interested in a fling. Iâm more of a long-term kind of girl.â
Loganâs heart skips a beat at the implication. âGood,â he says softly. âBecause Iâm in this for the long haul.â
Your smile softens, and you lean up to press a quick kiss to his cheek. âGlad weâre on the same page. Now go, your adoring public awaits. Weâll continue this discussion later.â
As Logan steps onto the podium not long after, the cheers of the crowd washing over him, he canât help but think that this â the trophy, the champagne, the adulation â is only the second-best thing to happen to him today.
The ceremony passes in a blur of anthems, champagne sprays, and beaming smiles. Logan clutches his trophy, still hardly believing itâs real. As he steps down from the podium, heâs immediately swarmed by journalists, all clamoring for a quote from F1âs newest race winner.
âLogan! How does it feel to win your first Grand Prix?â
Logan grins, his eyes finding you in the crowd. âItâs incredible. A dream come true. But you know what? I have a feeling this is just the beginning.â
âWhat do you mean by that?â Another reporter asks.
Loganâs grin widens. âLetâs just say Iâm feeling pretty unbeatable right now, both on and off the track.â
You roll your eyes at him from behind the journalists, but your smile gives away your amusement.
As the interviews wind down, Logan finally manages to break away from the press. He makes his way back to you, unable to keep the smile off his face.
âSo,â he says, sliding an arm around your waist, âabout the team celebration ...â
You lean into him, a mischievous glint in your eye. âOh, I think we might need to have our own private celebration first. You know, to properly commemorate your first win.â
Logan feels a thrill run through him at your words. âI like the way you think. But, uh ... what about your dad?â
You laugh, linking your fingers with his. âLogan, my dadâs the one whoâs been pushing us together for months. Trust me, heâll be thrilled. Although maybe donât kiss me like that in front of him again. There are some things a father doesnât need to see.â
Logan chuckles, squeezing your hand. âNoted. So, what now?â
âNow,â you say, tugging him towards the Mercedes motorhome, âwe go change. Then we make a brief appearance at the team celebration. And after that ...â you trail off, your eyes twinkling with promise.
âAfter that?â Logan prompts, his heart racing with anticipation.
You grin up at him. âAfter that, we start our own celebration. I think we have a lot of lost time to make up for, donât you?â
Logan nods, unable to keep the smile off his face. âAbsolutely. And hey, Iâm a quick learner. I bet I can make up for that lost time in record speed.â
You laugh, the sound making Loganâs heart soar. âAlways the racer. But you know what? I think this is one race where taking it slow might be the winning strategy.â
As you make their way through the paddock, hand-in-hand, Logan canât help but marvel at how much his life has changed in just a few short months. From reserve driver to race winner, from pining in silence to ... whatever this wonderful new thing with you is.
One thingâs for sure â this win will always be special. Not just because itâs his first, but because itâs the day everything finally fell into place. The day he not only conquered the track but also found the courage (with a little help) to follow his heart.
As the two of you reach the Mercedes motorhome, Logan pulls you close for one more quick kiss. âHey,â he says softly, âjust in case I forget to say it later ... thank you. For believing in me, for supporting me, for ... well, for everything.â
You smile up at him, your eyes soft with affection. âAlways, Logan. Now come on, race winner. Weâve got a lot to celebrate.â
***
The bright lights of the Tonight Show studio beat down on Logan as he sits across from Jimmy Fallon, trying to keep his nerves in check. Itâs his first major American talk show appearance, and he wants to make a good impression.
Jimmy leans forward, a warm smile on his face. âSo, Logan, itâs been quite a year for you, hasnât it? From losing your seat at Williams to winning races with Mercedes. How has your life changed?â
Logan chuckles, running a hand through his hair. âOh man, Jimmy, where do I even start? Itâs been an absolute whirlwind. You know, when I lost that Williams seat, I thought my F1 dream was over. I was devastated.â
Jimmy nods sympathetically. âI can imagine. That must have been tough.â
âIt was,â Logan agrees. âBut you know what? Looking back now, I can honestly say it was one of the best things that ever happened to me.â
Jimmy raises an eyebrow, intrigued. âReally? How so?â
Logan grins, leaning forward in his chair. âWell, first of all, it led to this incredible opportunity with Mercedes. I mean, going from potentially being out of F1 to driving for one of the top teams? Itâs like something out of a movie.â
The audience cheers, and Logan feels a surge of pride. Heâs come a long way from that dejected kid in Totoâs office last year.
âBut thatâs not all,â Logan continues, his smile softening. âLosing that seat also led me to the love of my life.â
A collective âawwâ rises from the audience, and Jimmy leans in, clearly sensing a good story. âTell us more!â
Logan feels his cheeks heat up slightly, but he canât keep the smile off his face. âHer name is Y/N. She works for Mercedes, and sheâs ... sheâs amazing. Smart, funny, beautiful. She was the one who really helped me believe in myself when I joined the team.â
Jimmy grins. âSounds like quite a woman. How did you two get together?â
Logan laughs, remembering that day at Silverstone. âWell, Iâd been pining after her for months, too scared to make a move. Then I won my first race at the British Grand Prix, and she just ... grabbed me and kissed me right there in parc fermĂŠ. In front of the whole team, the cameras, everyone.â
The audience cheers and whistles, and Jimmy laughs. âWow! Talk about a victory celebration! So, she made the first move, huh?â
Logan nods, grinning. âYep. Thank god one of us had the courage. Although I have to say, her dad being my boss made things a little awkward at first.â
Jimmyâs eyes widen. âWait, what? Her dad is your boss? You mean ...â
âYep,â Logan confirms, enjoying the hostâs reaction. âIâm dating the bossâs daughter. Toto Wolffâs daughter, to be exact.â
The audience gasps and murmurs, and Jimmy leans back in his chair, looking impressed. âWow. Thatâs ... thatâs quite a story. So, how does Toto feel about all this?â
Logan chuckles. âYou know, heâs been surprisingly cool about it. Turns out heâd been trying to set us up for months. I think he was just relieved we finally figured it out on our own.â
Jimmy laughs. âWell, thatâs good to hear. No awkward âstay away from my daughterâ talks then?â
âOh, there were talks,â Logan says, his eyes twinkling with amusement. âBut they were more along the lines of âif you hurt her, Iâll demote you to test driver faster than you can say DRS.ââ
The audience laughs, and Jimmy shakes his head in amusement. âSounds like youâve got quite the incentive to be on your best behavior!â
Logan nods, his expression softening. âAbsolutely. But you know, even without that ... Y/N is the best thing thatâs ever happened to me. Iâd never do anything to mess that up.â
Another âawwâ rises from the audience, and Jimmy smiles warmly. âThatâs beautiful, Logan. It sounds like things are really falling into place for you.â
âThey really are,â Logan agrees. Then, leaning in conspiratorially, he adds, âAnd you know what? Iâve actually got a little scoop for you, Jimmy. The teamâs given me permission to reveal something pretty big.â
Jimmyâs eyes light up and he leans in as well. âOh? Do tell!â
Logan grins, then stage whispers, loud enough for the audience to hear, âIâve just signed a contract extension with Mercedes. Iâll be with the team until 2028.â
The audience erupts in cheers, and Jimmyâs jaw drops. âWhat? Logan, thatâs incredible! Congratulations!â
Logan beams, feeling a surge of pride and excitement. âThanks, Jimmy. I still canât quite believe it myself. Three more years with one of the top teams in F1 ... itâs a dream come true.â
Jimmy shakes his head in amazement. âWow. From losing your Williams seat to a long-term contract with Mercedes. Thatâs quite the turnaround.â
âIt really is,â Logan agrees. âAnd you know what? I owe a lot of it to Y/N. Sheâs been my biggest supporter, my rock through all of this. I donât think I could have done it without her.â
Jimmy smiles warmly. âIt sounds like you two make quite the team. Is she here tonight?â
Logan nods, glancing towards the audience. âShe is, actually. Sheâs sitting right over there.â
The camera pans to where youâre sitting, and you give a shy wave as the audience applauds. Logan feels his heart swell with affection at the sight of you.
Jimmy turns back to Logan, a mischievous glint in his eye. âSo, Logan, now that youâve got this long-term contract sorted out ... any other long-term plans in the works? Maybe involving a certain bossâs daughter?â
Logan feels his cheeks heat up, but he canât help the smile that spreads across his face. âWell, Jimmy, letâs just say that when you find the right person, you want to hold onto them for as long as possible. But for now, weâre just enjoying the ride.â
Jimmy nods approvingly. âWell, it sounds like youâve got a lot to celebrate. Speaking of which, I hear youâve brought something special to share with us tonight?â
Logan grins, reaching behind his chair to pull out a bottle of champagne. âThatâs right. This is the same type of champagne we used for my first win at Silverstone. I thought we could recreate a little podium celebration right here on the show.â
Jimmyâs eyes light up with excitement. âOh, this is going to be fun! But wait, donât you usually spray this stuff around?â
Logan laughs, standing up. âWe sure do. Hope you donât mind getting a little wet!â
As Logan shakes the bottle and pops the cork, spraying champagne all over a laughing Jimmy and the cheering audience, he canât help but marvel at how far heâs come. From the depths of disappointment to the heights of success, both on and off the track.
After the champagne settles and theyâre both wiping their faces, Jimmy turns to Logan with a grin. âAlright, Logan, before we let you go, Iâve got one more question for you. Whatâs next? Youâve got the dream job, the dream girl ... what more could Logan Sargeant possibly want?â
Logan pauses for a moment, considering. âYou know, a year ago I would have said winning the World Championship was the ultimate goal. And donât get me wrong, thatâs still very much on my radar. But now ... now I think my goal is just to keep living this dream for as long as I can. To keep pushing myself on the track, to keep growing and learning, and to keep building a life with Y/N.â
He glances over at you in the audience, his eyes softening. âBecause at the end of the day, all the trophies and champagne in the world donât mean much if you donât have someone to share them with.â
The audience âawwsâ once more, and Jimmy nods approvingly. âWell said, Logan. I think thatâs a perfect note to end on. Ladies and gentlemen, Logan Sargeant!â
As the audience applauds and the show cuts to commercial, Logan makes his way off the stage, his heart full. He finds you waiting for him in the wings, a proud smile on your face.
âYou were amazing out there,â you say, wrapping your arms around him.
Logan hugs you back, breathing in the familiar scent of your perfume. âThanks. I hope I didnât embarrass you too much with all that mushy stuff.â
You laugh, pulling back to look at him. âAre you kidding? I loved every second of it. Although I have to say, that champagne spray was a bit much. You do realize youâre not actually on a podium, right?â
Logan grins sheepishly. âSorry, force of habit. But hey, at least I didnât kiss you in front of millions of viewers. Thatâs progress, right?â
You roll your eyes fondly. âMy hero. Come on, liebling. Letâs go celebrate your big reveal properly.â
As you walk hand-in-hand towards the exit, Logan feels a sense of contentment wash over him. Itâs been one hell of a journey, but with you by his side and a bright future ahead, he knows the best is yet to come.
And as you step out into the New York night, Logan canât help but think that this â the glamor, the success, the adoration â is nothing compared to the simple joy of having you by his side.
Because in the end, itâs not about the trophies or the champagne. Itâs about the journey and the people you share it with.
For Logan Sargeant, former underdog turned rising star, the real victory isnât just on the track. Itâs in the love heâs found, the dreams heâs achieving, and the future heâs building â one lap at a time.
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Basically, itâs discovered that to help stabilize Danielle, aka Ellie, itâd be best to have her be smaller. She refused to be turned into a kid by Frostbite/her own power ability, when Danny remembered the shrink ray his parents made. The side effect is that theyâre kind of stuck as humans when theyâre that smallâthey can use some ghost powers, but basically, itâs a weird side effect of the shrink ray. Thatâs canon, by the fucking way, lmao
Anyways, so Ellie agrees, and Danny will shrink himself with the ray to her size to help her out when needed/when she wants company her size, with Jazz, Sam, and Tucker occasionally helping out. Sam buys one of those really ornate Victorian dollhouses, with wooden everything, and Danny does some⌠renovations⌠so that it no longer opens and is a proper house. Thereâs still some oddities because itâs a dollhouse originally, but it was easier and faster to give her a home. One of the first additions was a water/wastewater system, followed like two hours later by an electrical system. Since it was so small, Danny was able to do it fairly quickly in his big size, occasionally going small and using the small window for using his powers to double check on things.
The water system had to be refilled every week, unless hooked up to a plumbing system in a house, which Danny made some outlets for in Jazzâs roomâit was easier and had significantly less questions/didnât stand out as much if placed in Jazzâs room. They usually did it every three days, though, as the plug-in process was still a bit⌠hinky. The tanks for holding the water were in the âbasementâ, which was mostly inaccessible from the inside of the dollhouse but basically looked like a big stand the dollhouse stayed on. Like someone ripped a full house out of the ground WITH the basement attached. There was a small access hallway down some stairs in the house for the clean water system, though.
The electric system was fairly simple, as it didnât cost much energy to light a dollhouse and heat/cool water. There was an AC unit, Ellieâs request, but it hardly was used and was fairly efficient just due to pure size. It was fueled by ecto batteries, which Danny made sure had a few rechargability optionsâjust because it was efficient energy didnât mean it didnât ever need recharging. There was a very small ecto filter, but due to its relative small size, was easy to clean and was fairly stable, so they had a whole closet of them just chilling out, both filled and empty. The battery itself could be charged by ecto sources, Dannyâs own blood, or ambient ectoplasm gained by using something that looked like a solar panel and a satellite dish had a child that the batter could be placed in. The hookup also allowed for like⌠normal D cell batteries.
They would buy dollhouse furniture, and occasionally just buy the big version then shrink it down. Ellie had a huge old house to herself, basically, might as well go ham. And she had a fun time with the designer doll clothes Sam liked to get, although the cheap doll clothes from the store were also fun. Best option was just buying normal clothes and shrinking them, but using things that were already small or just making stuff using normal sized objects was fun.
At some point, though, the Fenton siblings decide to go on a trip. Ellie begs to be taken along, and Jazz agreesâthereâs a doll showcase in Gotham, and Jazz wanted to see if anything caught Ellieâs interest. Danny, having a room in the dollhouse himself, also went along. Might as well make it a siblingâs trip, right?
Ellie can be full size for small chunks of time, which they did while exploring the expo. They found some cool things to add, and some doll clothes Ellie was far too interested in trying on, as well as some to force on Danny later. He sighed, but likeâthatâs his little cousin-sister, heâd put up with it. After all, he learned how to plumb an entire (miniature) house in two days when she refused to move in until it had a fully functional bathroom, so.
Anyways!
They have a fun time, and sure, lugging the relatively giant dollhouse was a PAIN, but it was Ellieâs home, and some stabilizing tech made it relatively safe to move without risking everything freaking breaking. They load everything in again, and the dollhouse is now restocked with clothes, tiny furniture, and a lot of shrunken suppliesâsome foods are just hard to work with full size, and are easier to shrink, okay? Also soap, paper goods, pencils and pens, books, etc. Jazz loads the thing into her car, and Danny offers to stay with Ellie in the dollhouseâso Jazz gets them in, and shrinks them down, holding onto the shrink ray in the meantime.
All is going relatively well in Gotham traffic until thereâs a rogue attack.
Go figure.
Jazz ends up unconscious, and Danny and Ellie canât do anything before the rogue is taken care of and a paramedic team comes up. They hide back in the dollhouse, listening as the medics say she seems to be okay, just unconscious. A relief, but now theyâre taking Jazz away. Fenton luck states sheâs one of the few actually injured. The Bat Brigade comes by, and Batman notices that thereâs a wallet for one Danny Fenton. Red Robin confirms that Jazz was likely here with at least two other people, based on the ticket stubs for the expo. However, there is a strange lack of social media presence, Danny doesnât have a photo ID, and thereâs no way of knowing for SURE that it was just Danny with her, if it was just two other people, or if Danny was in the car with her. Still, as they canât find him but DO have his sister and his wallet, they assume he might be missing, possibly kidnapped.
The Gotham PD of course take in the car, although itâs pretty trashed. Knowing well and good that the dollhouse and such things are actually quite expensive, Commissioner Gordon mentions that it wouldnât be a bad idea for Batman to maybe hold onto the Fentonâs things that *arenât* related to the investigation.
Batman just takes everything. Including a rather peculiar looking gun that seems to have sustained some damage during the attack and car crash.
Gordon sighs. Figures.
So, Danny and Ellie end up in Wayne Manor. Most of the things end up in the Batcave, but Alfred insists that they place the doll things upstairs in the manor properâthe cave isnât *that* damp, but doll things are small and delicate. So, upstairs they go.
At first, itâs fine. Danny and Ellie are fine in the dollhouse, and itâll be at least a week before any of the systems NEED to be worked with.
Then Ellie ends up with a massive migraine. She gets them, on occasion, a sort of growing pain. Usually, they just shrink some medicine for her as she needs it, because sheâs likeâtwelve. While they did have some medicine that had been pre-shrunk, when they were stocking up in Gotham, it turns out pain medicine was more expensive there. Not by much, but they figuredâtheyâll just stock up in Amity Park, theyâll be there in two days.
Haha. Nope.
So, Danny finally has to venture out. He lucks into finding the first aid kitâwhy there was one in the main living room, heâs not sureâand is currently working on trying to get open the blister packet of an ibuprofen when Alfred finds him.
Alfred stares at this tiny boy with a tiny make-shift knife trying to get into⌠over the counter pain medication.
Danny stares at this butler guy who had very gently cleaned the outside and noted the strange fact that the dollhouse did not open.
Danny waves at Alfred.
Alfred waves a tiny finger back.
âHello,â Alfred says softly, which is fantastic because loud noises could get painfulâpart of the reason for Ellieâs headache was an argument between Tim and Damian. âHow do you do?â
Danny hesitates, before he makes an exaggerated so-so gesture.
âYou understand me?â
Danny nodsâitâs rare for people to understand what heâs saying when heâs 5 inches tall.
âHow wonderful,â Alfred smiles. âAnd how can I help our young guest tonight?â
Danny gestures to the blister packet.
âPain medication? Isnât that a little bit large for you.â
The teen thinks for a second on how to communicate. He points to the pill, then makes a slight show of pretending to grind something, like a mortar and pestle.
Thankfully, Alfred got the idea. âWould it be easier if I ground it up for you?â
Danny takes a moment to think before accepting with an enthusiastic nod.
âVery well,â Alfred says, taking the blister packet in one hand. He then hold his other out, palm up, like a platform. âWould you like to come with me?â
Danny âhis survival instincts died when he didâ Fenton gets into Alfredâs hand.
Alfred grinds up the pill into a fine powder. Danny hands him a tiny bottleâstill large in Dannyâs hands, as it was not a shrunk bottleâthat he had tied around his waist. Alfred fills it, and hands it back.
âI assume you came from the tiny house we have in our living room?â
Danny again nods. Alfred takes him there, setting him down outside the front door. Danny bows, and sure itâs Japanese as hell, and heâs white as all get out, but itâs a generally understood gesture of thanks. He hopes.
Alfred understands it just fine. âI bid you goodnight, then. Perhaps we will talk more, when you are feeling better?â
Danny hesitates, again, but he nods. Alfred had been nice enough, so far.
Danny heads in, quickly measuring out the medicineâshrunk pressure plates and scales and weights made what it was measuring relativeâto him the weights on the hand balance scale felt the same weight. Ellie got her medicine, and they both went back to sleep.
He told her in the morning what happened. Ellie was strangely gung-ho about meeting this butler guy, and soâwhen no one else was aroundâ, she and Danny went onto the tiny balcony as Alfred came in to dust.
âOh my,â he said. âThereâs two of you, now. Should I expect more?â
Both of them did an exaggerated ânoâ dance.
âVery well, I donât believe Iâve introduced myself. Iâm Alfred Pennyworth, the family butler. Welcome to Wayne Manor.â
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TEACH ME
(Zoa x Male Reader)
It was a typical Friday night, and my best friend Zoa was over for our usual weekend sleepover at my place. Her parents were away on another one of their couplesâ getaways, leaving us to our own devices as usual.
We were lounging on the couch, channel surfing, and snacking on junk food when Zoa suddenly brought up a rather awkward topic. âHey, can I ask you something kinda personal?," she said, fidgeting with a lock of her long hair. I could tell she was nervous.
âSure, whatâs up?âI replied, my curiosity piqued.
Zoa bit her lip. âItâs aboutâŚcocks. I mean, Iâve never actually seen a real one in person before. Just in like, videos and stuff.â Her cheeks flushed pink.
I wasnât sure what to say. Zoa and I had a close friendship, but weâd never really discussed this kind of thing before. âOh, um, yeah, I guess...â I stammered.
She looked at me pleadingly. âI know this is super weird, but... could you maybe show me? Just so I know what it actually looks like? Iâm really curious.â
I gulped. Part of me thought it was a bad idea. But Zoa was my best friend. And in a weird way, I was kinda curious myself to share this with her, even if it was awkward as hell.
Slowly, I reached down and undid my fly. I hesitated for a moment, then pulled out my semi-hard cock. Zoaâs eyes went wide as she stared at it, transfixed.
âWow,â she whispered. âItâs so... different than I expected. Bigger.â She giggled nervously.
I shrugged, trying to play it cool even as my heart pounded. âUm yeah, I suppose so. So, uh, what did you wanna know?â
âSo, um, how do I make it get all the way hard like in videos?â Zoa asked, leaning in closer to examine my penis.
âHereâŚâ I said, hesitantly picking up my shaft. I began to stroke myself, showing her how to masturbate. âYou kind of just rub up and down the length like this. Focus on the head, thatâs the most sensitive part.â
Zoa reached out a finger to lightly touch the tip, watching in fascination as it jumped at her touch. âWow, itâs really hard now,â she said, marveling. âCan you show me how to do a proper handjob? I want to try it.â
My heart was racing, but I nodded, moving my hand to guide hers onto my now rock-hard cock. She was eager to learn, stroking me with a slowly increasing tempo. I had to bite my lip to stifle a moan.
âGood, nice, and firm,â I instructed, demonstrating different techniques. âYou can twist your wrist a bit as you stroke. Ooh yeah, just like thatâŚâ
Zoa giggled mischievously at how quickly she was getting me worked up. âIâm doing it right? You seem really into itâŚâ She moved her other hand to cup and gently massaged my balls as she pumped me faster.
âOh fuck, yes, donât stop,â I groaned, my head tilting back. I could feel my orgasm building rapidly from her inexperienced but enthusiastic ministrations. âZoa, Iâm gonna cum soonâŚâ
âI want to see it,â she said breathlessly. âCan I catch it in my mouth?â
I opened my mouth to protest, but before I could object, Zoa had leaned in and taken just the head of my dick between her soft lips. The sudden warmth and wetness made me lose it. With a strangled gasp, I started to blow my load.
Zoaâs eyes widened in surprise as the first spurt hit her tongue. But then she started to avidly lick and swallow, milking me for every last drop. I came so hard I almost blacked out, cum flooding her eager mouth.
When I finished, Zoa pulled off with a satisfied smile, licking her lips. A dribble of my spend escaped the corner of her mouth. âMmm, not bad,â she giggled. âSo thatâs what cum tastes like. Pretty good!â
I sat there stunned for a moment, trying to process what had just happened. In the end, I just shook my head and laughed. âYouâre such a fucking freak, you know that?â I teased. But I was grinning.
Finally, Zoa spoke up. âUm. I should probablyâŚclean upâŚâ She got up and headed to the bathroom, leaving me with my thoughts and a mess in my pants.
But then nature called, and I realized I needed to piss like a racehorse. Zoaâs door was cracked open as I passed by on my way to use her private en suite. Thatâs when I heard it. The unmistakable sound of flesh on flesh, breathy whimpers, my name falling from her lips like a litany of sin and need.
My heart was pounding as I stood frozen outside the bathroom door, palms sweating and fingers trembling. I couldnât believe what I was hearing. Soft, desperate moans echoing from within, interspersed with my name uttered like a prayer. âYES! Y/N! I need your cock inside me⌠oh god, FUCK!!âŚâ
Unable to stop myself, I slowed my steps until I stood outside the main bathroom, heart jack-hammering against my ribs. I shouldnât be doing this. It was a horrible violation of privacy. But I was weak. So weak. Shifting my weight, I craned my neck just enough to peek through the narrow crack where the door failed to meet the jamb.
The sight that greeted my hungry eyes stole the air from my lungs. There in the candlelit gloaming, Zoa sat on the edge of the tub, one stocking-clad leg bent at the knee, the other splayed wide in obscene invitation. Her fingers moved between her parted thighs, plunging in and out of her glistening sex. The wet squelch of her arousal filled the air. A flush rode high on her cheeks, and her lips were parted around desperate little mewls. She looked so pretty like that, so wanton and needy.
Before I could think better of it, I acted on pure, primal instinct. In one swift motion, I twisted the knob and slipped inside, never taking my eyes off her. She startled at the intrusion, head whipping around to face me. Her eyes went wide with shock that quickly melted into something else. Something heated and hungry.
âY/N? I⌠oh god, donât stopâŚâ she breathed, never ceasing the motion of her fingers. Her teeth dug into her lower lip as a particularly intense shudder wracked her frame. âPlease, I need⌠I need youâŚâ
An animal sound, something between a growl and a groan, ripped from my throat. How could I possibly deny her? Closing the distance between us, I sank to my knees before her, shouldering her hand aside to replace her fingers with my own. She was molten silk, clenching greedily at the intrusion.
âFuck, youâre so wet,â I rasped, too far gone to care about the inappropriateness. Iâd wanted this for so long, pretended I didnât. How could I resist her now with her spread out before me, begging so sweetly?
âFUCK!,â she whimpered as I worked her closer to the edge, circling her sensitive little bud with the rough pad of my thumb. âPlease, I need more. I need you inside me.â
âZoa, god, you canât⌠we shouldnâtâŚâ I protested even as my cock strained against my zipper, aching to plunge into her welcoming heat.
âI need your cock. Fuck me, please,â she panted, glassy eyes boring into mine. âIâm so empty. Only you can fill me up.â
With a sound halfway between a curse and a prayer, I surrendered. Shoving my pants down just far enough to free my straining erection, I notched myself at her entrance. We both groaned as I forged forward, sheathing myself to the hilt in one long, smooth stroke.
âOh fuck, you feel incredible,â Zoa gasped, nails scoring down my back as she wound her legs around my hips, heels digging into my ass. âSo big. So deep. Ah!â
Zoa clung to me desperately, her nails scoring down my back as she met my thrusts. âHarder! Fuck me harder!â she wailed, her pussy clamping down on me.
She was perfect. Hot and tight and slick, rippling around me as if to pull me even further inside. I had to fight not to come right then and there like an overexcited teenager.
I set a hard, driving rhythm, the wet slap of skin on skin echoing obscenely in the small room. Zoa met me thrust for thrust, arching her spine to take me deeper still.
âYes, fuck yes, just like that!â she keened, rolling her hips to take me to the root. âDonât stop, donât you dare stop!â
Pressure built at the base of my spine, molten heat pooling in my groin. I could feel my orgasm barreling down on me like a freight train. Desperate to bring her with me, I snaked a hand between us to find her swollen clit, rubbing tight circles around the sensitive bundle of nerves.
âCome for me, Zoa,â I commanded through gritted teeth, the pleasure almost too intense to bear. âMilk my cock. Squeeze me dry.â
âIâM C-CUMMING!â she wailed, spasming around me as her climax crashed over her. âYes, yes, fuck yes!â
I could feel my own release fast approaching, my heavy balls drawing up tight. âFuck baby, Iâm gonna cum too! Iâm pulling out, donât want to knock you up. Pull away Zoa!â I panted harshly.
But the stubborn minx just tightened her legs around me even more, trapping me in place as she came with a scream. Her pussy clamped down on me like a silken vise, squeezing and rippling along my length. I roared as she milked me âHoly shit! I can feel your cum inside me!â spurting deep inside her as I emptied myself with long, hot pulses of cum.
We collapsed against the wall together, both of us gasping for breath. âHoly shit,â Zoa wheezed, her limbs still twitching with aftershocks. âThat was⌠intense.â
I laughed, still buried inside her and enjoying the feeling of my seed painting her insides. âThat it was,â I agreed, nuzzling into her sweat-dampened neck. âImagine how much better it'll be when I'm not holding back.â
Zoa shivered and clenched around me at my low promise. She knew full well that was only the beginning.
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