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idk i think it’s funny that daemon was waiting 13 days for aemond to show up at god’s eye for a battle and when aemond finally shows up he’s with alys, starts going on about her abilities and makes a point to use the words “us” “we” and “our” while he’s talking. then, while daemon’s already climbing onto caraxes, aemond’s kissing alys goodbye..he dgaf about that battle
#he said the battle can wait did you know how amazing and powerful MY LADY MY ALYS is#and did you know we’re together#aemond targaryen#alys rivers#alysmond#f&b
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oct 1 - aqua ring
man why does the aqua ring gotta look like… that.
… i am trying something new this october, which is to just.. focus on one au. which isn’t to say every piece will be in the same au, but just that instead of agonizing over prompts, i can just keep developing one idea.
i am also doing a new au. i’m too invested in most of the others to do rushed drawtober pieces for them 🤣
so here we goooooooooooo.
see the tags if you want to know vaguely where this is going. we’ll talk more about it later.
(btw, i am DEFINITELY not doing comics every day all month. i am not doing comics every piece nor am i doing them every day. i mean… let’s be real, it’s me, we’re doing good if you get like…. 4 pieces out of me in october.)
#my fanart#resident evil#chris redfield#leon kennedy#eventually chreon#drawtober#october art challenge#traditional media - ink#ink#mermaid au#phoenix did you just turn october into a second mermay#….. i mean it’s possible#look i am a very simple creature#also sorry we’re going to go on this journey of learning to draw baby chris together#i am giving him the code veronica hair whisps because THEY ARE CUTE OK#i honestly don’t know what is going on with the rest of his hair tho#it’s like… sticking up but also slicked back? pompadour chris??????#i miss his old man eyebags#i need to figure out a name for this au to differentiate it from the other mermaid aus…..#oh well we’ll figure that out later it’s almost 1am lololololz#i DID finish drawing on the 1st i just didn’t manage to post 😔#okay i have abused the tags enough for now
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okay a question inspired by a convo I had at dinner last night:
you and your fav have been seeing each other for a couple of weeks. you haven’t officially defined the relationship, you’re testing the waters but you like them and you’re happy with the way things are going. they invite you out to dinner and you sit down, pick up the menu, but they tell you they’d like to order for you.
how do you react? do you let them? do you argue? do you feel like they know you well enough to do so?
#so my friend I was with last night dumped a guy for doing this and was very perplexed when I said it wouldn’t be a deal breaker for me#bc tbh if we’re hanging out a lot and going out to eat together frequently it’s not out of line to assume they know my tastes and prefs#my friends argument is that it sets a precedent of allowing them to make decisions for you which is valid but again not a deal breaker#at least not for me#so I want honest opinions!!!!!#like if gojo did this for me after a few weeks of seeing each other I’d genuinely think so little of it LMAO#I’d be like awww he has been listening to my rants about food bc I have many
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It’s giving high school rom com
#“but I LOVE him dad! we’re gonna be together forEVER.’’#“being a jock was always YOUR dream not mine’’#“I don’t care what you say! I’m not throwing away my life! We’re going to go run off to school together and live happily ever after!’’#and ya know what#they did#rhink#rhett and link#gmmore 2539#idk there was something about their tone that really made this#also link playing with his ring
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Hey if you’re still enjoying and engaging with Harry Potter in any capacity you can unfollow me 😊 please and thank you
Like. I get it. I was super into it as a kid too. I did not have the social context to pick up on the antisemitism or transphobia or sexism or fatphobia or bioessentialism or racism or anything else. I also picked up on surface-level language of Fighting Back Against Evil and ascribed my own values onto what that meant and thought we were all on the same page. I remember when the original kids who grew up with the books started becoming adult fans and picking up on the (blatant!) antisemitism and everybody was still mostly willing to give JKR the benefit of the doubt on it. (“She was writing kids books!” They said. “She didn’t know she was penning a global phenomenon! She picked a common literary trend in European fairy tales (antisemitic caricature) and didn’t examine it closely. It’s a mistake anyone could make,” we said. “She would probably do things differently now. After all, she word-of-god confirmed the vaguest hints she dropped that Dumbledore might be gay,” we said.) There was actually a span of several years where biases inherent in the actual real content of the Harry Potter series were coming to light and even the people pointing them out still seemed mostly to think it was an unfortunate accident.
That time has passed. Years ago! We are long past the first months of “maybe she doesn’t realize this seemingly-feminist tweet she liked was made by a noted TERF” and then “how could she not realize that these many veiled TERF-y things she’s retweeted have implications for the many queer fans of her work” and finally “oh wow okay JKR just dropped an entire transphobic manifesto on twitter. I guess the transphobia was the point.”
Yeah, there were a few months after that where people were still processing and still working through how they felt about Harry Potter and all of its flaws with the context of the now open transphobia of the creator. I was there for that. Remember how I was one of the kids who built it up into something noble and worthwhile based on my own beliefs about what messages it was probably trying to convey? Turns out it wasn’t trying to say any of those things, and when you take the time to examine all of the terrible shit that made its way into the text whether JKR intended it to be there or not, the whole series falls apart. It’s weird to discover that there’s a room in your house that’s rotten to the core, but eventually you figure out you can’t live like that, still going in there and holding your nose and pretending it’s still the same room you thought it was when the termites were only inside of the walls and hadn’t yet started chewing their way through the furniture. Because what’s going to happen is that they are going to infest the rest of your house. If you decide you can ignore transphobia and antisemitism and everything else just because you liked the color of the wallpaper, the rest of your principles are going to crumble too. You get rid of that fucking room. You put those books on a high shelf in the back of your closet behind other outgrown clothes and interests and you move the fuck on.
JKR uses the money made from her transphobic antisemitic children’s books to actively funding hate groups and to lobby for legislation that will and has actually affected the actual lives of trans people in an entire country. We are past the point of grieving something you were wrong about in childhood. Kids are wrong about a lot of stuff. You grow up and you learn new information and you change your behaviors based on it. You have to choose. It is transphobic to pretend there is not transphobia where there is. It is transphobic to support the work of someone who is using those funds to take rights from trans people with every fucking dollar. It is hateful to continue to engage positively with a story that at its very core is rooted in hate and bigotry and prejudice. You can choose to do all of those things but you cannot claim ignorance of them and you cannot choose those things and still pretend that choosing them upholds the values we convinced ourselves that Harry Potter stood for over a decade ago as uninformed children. You cannot choose to do those things and pretend to still support your trans and queer and Jewish neighbors. I do not want you in my neighborhood. Leave.
#mine#Harry potter cw#yeah I don’t want to see or think about this shit either and I’m sure most of my followers are on the same page of just like. let’s wipe it#from the public consciousness and do our best to just completely ignore it and forget it existed and in doing so take away JKRs platform and#influence and also stop the continued harm the series will do by propagated hateful biases in people who continue to read it#but despite heavily culling my feed over the course of the past several years and thankfully mostly not seeing HP fandom things anymore#I’ve been seeing a lot of responses today to people defending it and honestly I forget that there are still people out there doing that who#think they are just fine and normal fandom people with non-hateful and terrible interests and it makes me so angry#maybe more so because like. I was there too! I was annoyingly obsessed with Harry Potter from the ages of idk seven? up until whenever JKR#started being openly transphobic. I have so much fucking knowledge about this book series that will never leave my brain. and yeah it was#weird and hard to have to rethink things and realize that no actually it does feel bad and uncomfortable to continue to be a fan even#passively of these books. it was a big part of my childhood and several of my friendships. I fully get it. I was the weird kid also.#it was weird and hard to say oh actually this sucks and I don’t want to be a part of it anymore. but I did it! I got there! because it was#more important to care about real actual things and people than it is to fondly remember a book series for children.#and at the time it felt like maybe I did hang on a little longer than I could have and was a little later than some people and figuring out#my feelings and moving on from the whole thing. but it was still fucking years ago. and you’re still here?#because you like the color of the wallpaper in this shitty rotten broken down tacked on room? because we used to spend time there together?#buddy the room was giving us lead poisoning the whole time and the rest of us have accepted that and we are all outside doing other things.#you will find connection and community in so many places in your life. I promise. get the fuck out of that terrible awful room#and for gods sake stop bring out handfuls of mold you found under the floorboards and shoving it in our faces#nobody fucking wants this. we did it. we’re done.#so yeah I think I have an extra level of disdain because I know from personal experience that it’s not *that* fucking hard to care more#about real life trans people than about antisemitic children’s books.
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db. dirtbra1n. sedimentpsych3. that one needs some work...
anyways did you know that having a consistent fever for days on end helps make some crazy visions. the mind is a wacky place. made wackier by direct attacks from certain mangaka at all angles. are you seeing this. he's counting his piercings. prev pres is there. he's smiling. I think the walls are trying to tell me to go to sleep but all I'm hearing is the songs of laughter and joy and two points of contact and three presidents hanging out and the sounds of ping pong balls hitting tables. it is 3 am. I've never been happier. do you think they hang out regularly. do you think they all text often. we know collage hanzawa (anomaly) and third year tashiro text but like do you think they have a group chat. do you think they make plans and go places and be friends and do regular things together. I think the drowsy part of my medicine is kicking in. remember meeeeee
STAY WITH ME MALT….. COME BACK……..
malt I’m already in this but somehow I’m now even more In It. my fingers itch. it’s getting to be a problem. maybe if I cover my paper with my arm nobody will notice I’m up to anything. ha ha . in a suspiciously loud voice Hey wouldn’t it be so funny if harusono drew the three presidents at the bathhouse together. wouldn’t it be SO FUNNY. if that happened. Ha…..
they’re so totally in regular contact with each other. where are they when tashiro’s up close and personal with ears that haven’t got any earrings in them, free and easy to run a couple fingers over. looks like mcdonalds cups….. the way prev prez is pointing makes me think there are either other people also there (I don’t like this option as much for personal and transparent reasons) or. he’s pointing at masato, facing the two of them, and making a face that. harusono decided she’d keep a secret from us. soooo typical. I keep flexing my hands because I don’t know what else to do with them.
I hope they’re doing an unbelievable amount of normal things together I hope they’re all seeing each other at LEAST every other day. the more times they meet normal the greater the chances are that it’ll turn weird. malt you have no idea how bad I need all of it to be so weird. a hand at his ear and a hand in his hair IF ONLY HARUSONO WOULD DRAW THE THREE OF THEM AT THE BATHHOUSE TOGETHER…… SHAME THAT IT WON’T EVER HAPPEN…………
#DIDN’T know about the fever i’m mindbeaming you a cold compress with the everything else#but Yeah you did magnify the visions i myself have been getting with this ask malt. i love you so much Have I told you this recently#hanzawa to tashiro#askbox#by the way sedimentpsyche3 made me laugh so it’s not all bad. feel better soon malt i’m gonna keep recklessly and shamelessly speaking more#things to kill me and also Us. we’re all in this together#into existence. harusono you like me right. Right 🥺?
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#uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#rambles#i don’t know if i can call my best friend my best friend anymore#its so weird but like we’ve grown apart so much#she got a girlfriend and found someone else to share things with which is like. i get it#but like. i’m also here ho we were best friends! do you remember me ?#hi*#we can go full weeks without texting each other#and i told her btw. like hey i feel like we’re not talking a lot anymore!#and she did nothing#i am also supposed to go to the eras tour with her hahahahahha#aghhhhhhhh friendships are sooooo complicated sometimes.#idk this situation has been going on for months and it’s not getting better#and i think i am avoiding blowing it up bc. again. we’re supposed to go to eras together.#our song is seven !!!!!!!#this is breaking my heart a bit not gonna lie#ok enough over sharing for a month#but like. i am soooo afraid of being alone#like if we end up… distant acquaintances who would i talk to?#she isn’t going to like. stop knowing me and everything about me#we shared so much!!!!! it is breaking my heart yeah .#OK ENOUGHHHHHHH OBERSHARING#sorry
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I know I talk a lot about my headcannon of Maeve hitting on Spencer 24/7 (for those of you who are just seeing this now I have a headcannon that if Maeve lived she would be the most chaotic girlfriend but in the best way possible she would be hitting on Spencer 24/7. Its probably one of my favourite headcannons I ever thought of.) but I rarely talk about Spencer side about how when this happens he would go blue screen every time, I call it the dumbifcation of Spencer Reid.
If everyone is sitting down talking Maeve will walk in and sit on Spencer’s lap regardless if there’s space for her or not and that’s the second that Spencer stops talking and completely forgets what he was saying. The only thing he’s focused on right now is his wonderful beautiful girlfriend in his lap, the other team members can visually see his IQ growing down.
Maeve is very affectionate and once Spencer got comfortable with her he slowly started to become more affectionate so now she’s always holding his hand, wrapping her arms around his, hugging him from behind, anything so when this happens again absolutely nothing there’s not a single thought in that man’s brain. Similar to when their kissing, the minute Maeve’s lips are on his hes a goner. She finds the whole thing hilarious and Spencer adorable of course.
#criminal minds#spencer reid#maeve donovan#don’t even get Spencer started if anyone asks about her#they thought he talked a lot now just wait until anyone asks Spencer about Maeve knowing their gonna get a hour long ramble#special moments include then going shopping together and Maeve thinking Spencer looks great in everything#“ooh this will look great on you!” holds up shirt#“see? looks perfect” *kisses* “Maeve we’re in public 😳”#“good then everyone will know that your with me and you won’t go home with anyone’s phone number”#“that happened one time!”#“one time too many for my liking”#did I seriously write not only a whole essay about one side about a very specific hesdcannon and then another paragraph about#another situation involving the head cannon??….. why yes I did#look I’m very passionate about these two ok#don’t even get me STARTED on their children ESPECIALLY their eldest daughter#Spencrr may not pick favourites but I do
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2023 reads // twitter thread
The Sun and The Void
Venezuelan inspired high fantasy
follows a young outcast swordswoman taken in by her grandmother, the dark sorceress for a noble family, who relies on the magic to keep her alive after being attacked by monstrous creatures
and a young noblewoman who’s the shame of her family because of her mixed heritage and desire to use magic
both are manipulated by those with more power than them into a plot to free an ancient evil god
mineral based magic, politics, nonhuman MCs
#The Sun and The Void#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#hm. haha. surface level this is kinda interesting and cool but i am going to follow with so many complaints#though I feel like it didn’t go into the magic or worldbuilding as much as I wanted and it felt irrelevant to the characters#like how does the magic even work? idk man#though I feel like it didn’t go into it as much as I wanted and it felt irrelevant to the characters#very slow to start and the pacing is weird. it would also go ages without having the other POV. very disjointed?#it felt like the first 60% was just context for the group of characters getting together as a group and then it was a bit predisposed with#They’re A Group! even tho. they're barely a group for long#the authors note mentions that the story concept started with a line about the god and ritual and…..yeah I can kind of tell#I feel like everything was built up around it in a way that ultimately that part didn’t fit right#I never bought that any of them were actually like fully committed to the evil dark magic? and also there’s this plot twist#that they have to fully kill the sacrifices & I was like…did we not already know that? girl r you stupid what do you think sacrifice means#also#oh my god at like half way one of the MCs is like. oh finally this guy who I’ve been exchanging letters with for months turned up to get me#away from here! by the way I’ve been exchanging letters with this guy and we’re friends! and like. she’d been doing nothing much for the#last 10% of the book why was that not like….shown as something she was doing? and like build up the friendship for the reader instead of#just dropping it on us - and also that we know the character from the other POV. and hes a racist prick. and we're supposed to believe she'#charmed by him because of this letter writing WE DIDN’T SEE….. why.#and then also that is like. he’s a shitbag and it’s obviously not romantic at all. he’s manipulative and terrible to her#EXCEPT at the end it implies his bad behaviour is because demon and oh uwu he gets all beat up and maybe hes sowwy now#and starts to imply she likes and is attracted to him? and I get the impression the next book is gonna be like evil power couple dynamic?#which. feels like the first concept the author had; and then tried to build up to that but not effectively lmao#for the lesbians:#I DO APPRECIATE having an assumed love interest then realising that that was idealised and actually you have feelings#for this other person you’ve become friends with! nice slow switch up. though quite brief#I do however dislike that when she admitted her feelings to the first LI and she rejected her it was still framed as the other’s fault#for not reciprocating the feelings….worst trope….also like. it kind of conflated her not feeling that way to her having a bit of class disc#which. yikes? oh my god stop villainising people for not reciprocating romantic feelings (ALSO they turn out to be related anyway 🤪)#i just feel like the romance switchover could have been done with more nuance and complexity
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ari, i may or may not be plagued with laios thoughts so im sorry but im dragging u down with me. do u think baking with him would be fun?? (i just learned his fav food is apparently cheesecake and it got my mind running)
also!! i hope ur days been well <333 MANY KISSES MWAH
MOSS . HOW COULD YOU.
i went completely feral seeing this in my inbox btw YOU CAN’TTTTTT ENABLE ME LIKE THIS OK!!!!!!!!! I’M ALREADY SMITTEN W HIM AS IT IS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 ……………
but . sniffle . you’re a genius and ily. HE WOULDDDDD BE SO FUN TO BAKE W :(((((( i still haven’t gotten to know him completely so i’m going off the little i know + vibes + my prophetic blorbo vision BUT. i just feel like he’d eat from the batter. and get a tummyache. smh…….. butttt he also takes it very seriously!!! super seriously!!!!! so i think he could restrain himself .,…, he would look soooo cute wearing a cozy apron all covered in flour 🥺🥺 and he’s so focused on the baking . sits in front of the oven like a lil puppy so the cake doesn’t get burned….. and he’s so giddy when it’s finally time to eat. burns his tongue a lil i think 😭 but he doesn’t mind bc!!! it’s so tasty!!!! he’s so happy….
if it turns out to be a failure i think he’d get a lil depressed tho LMAO. so you have to take a big bite and coo abt how delicious it is :3 and then he feels a little better . whether you’re his s/o or friend i think he shows affection through food …. watches you dig in and just feels so content :((( wipes. a crumb from your lip. and eats it. very casually. personally i would Melt into the ground but he doesn’t understand the power he holds so he’s like . :) . completely oblivious ….. i can’t stand him (<- is so in love they can barely breathe)
AND . HIM LOVING CHEESECAKE. HE’S SOOOO FUCKING CUTE MOSS WHAT DO WE DOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭 sniffle ….. i just think he would go all 🥺🥺 if you made some for him …….. idk if he’d be the physically affectionate type or not bUT. i think he nuzzles into you like a big cat . bc he’s very thankful. and ofc he would also make lots of treats for you…… they may or may not include monsters but um . well . he did his very best so you HAVE to eat it and enjoy it sorry. that’s just how it is!!!!
#FUCKKKKKKKKK NOOOOO STOP IT POEASE GOD STOP IT 😭😭😭😭😭#MOSS I CAN FEEL MYSELF SLIPPING AWAY WHAT HAVE YOU DONEEEEE#sob …. SOB………#he’s actually the love of my life.#the love of OUR life he’s our boyfriend i think…… we might need to wife him up idk……………#THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS IN MOSS did you know that i adore you…. that i’d move mountains to see you smile ……#we’re plagued by him Together 🫂#need to be in a qpr with him so bad </3#:(((( HE’S ADORABLE WAHHHHHH#i wanna bake w him so badly he would actually be so insanely cute 🥺#moss what if. we wife up both siblings…… and bake w them both……………….. just a thought >:3#no but im actually genuinely extremely obsessed w this man 😭😭 ty for feeding me my beloved moss mwah mwah mwah!!!!!#ask tag ✩#moss !! ✩
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re last answer: please don't stop, being very unhinged about these two pretty white boys is helping distract me from the sharks losing streak rn so bring it on
https://www.tumblr.com/bondedpairs/764566430180147200?source=share
(sideblog woes but there's the link for you) anyway in the vid they talk about going over to each other's houses to have dinner and things and while that is a delicious example of their codependence i love it bc through an rpf lens there is definitely some old man ******* going on. they can have the dilfs and each other.
(someone else mentioned kept boys which i could write an essay on but i fear being Perceived™️)
anyway if you have anything to add to this please do, if not ignore me and i will hide under a rock until the stress-related insanity has worn off and i am a functioning member of society once more 😂
- @bondedpairs
ty for the video!!! and please, WRITE THE KEPT BOYS ESSAYYYY i promise i will read it with my hands over my eyes if you don’t want to be perceived. do it scared!! do it anyway!! we’ll all love you for it!!!
#like. i don’t know how to explain how narratively aware will smith is to me. he knows he’s being put into the codependent rookies arc.#he’s aware that zeev buium transforms into a dog. he knows that he and mack aren’t getting together because mack’s gotta work it out first.#& in a less unhinged way i simply mean that will smith has an air of both self-conscious thought & projection i think is maybe fascinating.#but not in a way in which i actually know this or think that he thinks about himself and how he comes across. he just Is Something ????#the best way i can explain is one of my alltime favorite fics i use it like a shorthand citation bc i love it so much but catchascatchcan’s#many worlds universe but specifically the second tk/pat story second person you the ouroboros spits out its tale nolan walks off screen.#like that is the kind of narrative awareness i am trying to explain that no matter where i put him will smith knows he’s inside a story but#not in a way where he’s trying to do anything to it. he’s just present there. this makes no sense to me either please understand#liv in the replies#bondedpairs#happy to have brought you something in your times of woe!!! also hope things get a little less stressful for you!! <3#we’re 2gether p much 24/7” no go on i say in my nature documentary voice. watching them like bugs under a rock rn observing from a distance#this DID get me to actually watch the video. agreed with puckpocketed saying rich text and ur tags like. YES the daddy issues popped out.#just wants to make sure he’s having fun!! checking up!! mack the prime irritance in will’s life!! foisted off on one another w/ no choice#it’s like when your parents are friends so then you have to be friends with their kids in a way and then also like. you’re the only kids#close in age to each other but they’re NOT but it is definitely not like. i would choose you for any lifetime it is very will smith hockey#(once again) very aware he has to wait for mack to settle down. like now that i’m saying this i DO want clairvoyant will smith which is not#where it goes in the first half but just in the sense of like. those silly posts that are like ‘invested early in stock!’ & it’s a picture#of braden holtby & his beautiful bisexual wife brandi back when holts was a hipster who wore skinny scarves & now everyone thinks he’s sooo#like that but it’s will smith saying my god you are insufferable but you’ll be fantastic in five years. get in the fucking car.#(yes i am drawing extensively from the one picture where will has COMPLETELY tuned him out (there is a football reasoning reference here?#with the patriots? neonfretra drew this also but it was a tweet about the teams. there’s layers to this here ANYWAY) we’re building a life#i realize after the fact i addressed neither the dilf (gilf?) fucking here nor the content of the actual video & polycules to which i say:#brain scrampled egg. the burnsie/joe/patty/(pavs???) polycule just exists to me and the kids intersect the venn diagram but in a much#smaller portion than they intersect each other in both ways (will/mack joe/the guys)#also as for the content of the video. you’re gonna have to give me at LEAST (how long did it take me until i actually started posting tzjd?#i hate that this is my metric but it really was like. i see everyone yelling about them & i’m like ok. [please ignore the irrational hatred#i have for tz at the time it has to do with moritz seider and also whenever i see him on the ice something awakens in kill mode] and i DO#blame tzjd for my 800 drafts and it took me like. a good while before i finally went OH kay. i see it. okay i can get invested. horizon at#a 45 degree angle moon in the late waxing gibbous winds scented of orange & blowing S by SW from the vortex cycle etc etc ass conditions)
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no but i like wanna talk about vandermatthews and hosea specifically,, but also I’m literally incoherent so it’s just gonna live in my tags
#it’s the ‘I could never leave you more specifically I could never leave this life behind’#it’s how hosea and dutch are just doomed from the start#it’s hosea constantly telling everyone to go but he’s out here planning a big bank job or running a long con w dutch#mostly i so badly cannot get out of my mind the conversations Dutch and hosea have together in camp#the ‘we did it’ convo and there’s another one that’s something like them talking about how times and change and people change and they ask#why haven’t we changed????#like these girlies will have these conversations and it’s just nothing girl why are you Both getting so deep and y’all still be running#these scores#im very obsessed w those talks n how these men can never ever change and survive beyond the wild wild west#there’s the Denial of it all there’s the I Know No Other Life than this of it all#and this life I know it with you and I love you and I see things are going bad and I know you’re doing bad but goddammit I know you won’t#change because neither can I so yea let’s both pretend we’re gonna run off to Tahiti after one last job. it would be an honor to die for you#rdr2#vandermatthews
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much to consider about jordan not drinking alcohol but liking something in her hand. about her calling nick an accessory as well. therefore heavily implying her preference for woman and lack of romantic and sexual interest in men
and then after myrtle is killed and she invites nick in for a birthday drink, he says ‘you don’t drink’ and she replies ‘well maybe i should start!’
interesting
#while jordan isn’t explicitly a lesbian she does end up dancing w more fem presenting ensemble than masc so it’s a bit of an assumption#that plus the accessory line#so in this moment where she’s FRANTICALLY trying to hold it together (as narrator of the Old Money and parties and rumors and whatnot)#it feels like she’s grasping at anything stable. and she knows nick. and heterosexuality is safe#she saw a woman dead. nick said he’d explain to her earlier that day and im sure he did#she knows who myrtle is. she understands what happened even if she thinks gatsby was driving. she sees everything imploding#and a lot of it already had. she’s a bystander having fun and enabling people and taking advantage but she doesn’t want things CHANGING#nick come in and have a drink! he doesn’t want to hang out with these people anymore. what people. me? you? we’re just like them.#what is there to celebrate nick asks? there’s never BEEN anything to celebrate they’re just AT these parties#nick is trying to leave. maybe she wonders if she can keep things the same by being acceptably heterosexual#i don’t know i just suddenly found this very interesting it hasn’t marinated in my brain yet#not pjo#chitter chatter#all the worlds a stage#gaam#gonna go back and add this tag to all posts eventually
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weird birthday vibes this year, wonder if my brother is gonna text me back (we are twins) or if he’s just gonna ghost me again this year
poll????
#all the energy is off and a#lil shitty ngl#my two friends who live in my city are asking me like what do you want to do tonight what are your plans like???? i worked all day today and#the previous four days i dont want to also have to plan my birthday that’s YOUR job#if imma be completely honest#y’all know#me very well#i am very tired and do no want to have to plan this#perhaps a little bitchy of me but 🤷♀️#but yeah did double birthday text my brother this year which kinda feel like shit i wish he’d at least send an emoji back even if he doesnt#want to talk to me#anyways happy 26 🙃#ALSO my long term partner and i finally decided that we’re gonna call it quits and just be roomates a couple days ago and like it needed to#happen and i’ve been ready for a while it still feels weird everything feels weir’d we’ve#we were together for almost 6 years
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What if instead of finishing all my WIPS that I’m hoping to have out by the end of the year I started writing another Drabble about the fallout of a collapsing relationship and infidelity. Hm. What if 🤔 💭 ✍️
#thinking about my anarcia break up oneshot again#I saw a poll about cheating fics and went god. what if I did that again#pure angst no comfort#a couple that’s still together but they haven’t been a capital c couple for a long time#we’re dating but we don’t even recognize each other anymore#we’re both doing things we know hurt each other and we both know we should have ended this a long time ago and yet#also I was listening to that one TikTok ballerinas song and it’s so good she’s so good I love her and her music#anyways that song had the vibes im going for with this idea#anyways I miss writing angst#idk if y’all liked the breakup Drabble but I liked it and that’s what matters#I know Danielle was so mad at me for making Marcia a Cheater bur hey it was necessary for the story#anyways it’s 2:30 am and I need to go to sleep or finish writing my exchange fic and absolutely not start something new#anyways#would y’all be interested sound off in the replies or reblogs or tags or my dms whatever#Rachel rambles#writing#okay love you all mwah#also I posted this to my main by accident#and I had to painstakingly retype all these tags so if you don’t take the time to read them I’m jumping off my roof
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thank you to everyone who gave me advice on preparing for my first ever Tisha b’av service last night! I was surprisingly well prepared and it was a beautiful service
#kazoo noises#Conversion tag#Jumblr#i did spend a lot of it worried about the fringe on my Stevie nicks poncho not catching fire on the candle and realizing I have no#way to cope with older transliterations of Hebrew (whoops) but it was a very beautiful service and my friend#Henry who got me the scroll for my mezuzah gave me a lift home and we spent the entire time talking about my journey to conversion#As well as my family and the people we were remembering#My inter generational friends are so important to me man#Something about hanging out with Jewish people who got scads of grandkids already. Just makes ya feel complete and at peace with#Stuff ya know. Like man. We’ve been here for so long. We’ve been through so much and regrettably we will be through more. But we’re here#We’re together. We’re joking about like the only person under the age of 25 at service and his stumbling through blessings#(Also bc despite only saying them for a year the instinctual call and response is already set in)#I was thankfully not the only person saying the entire Kaddish at service. A lady from the other congregation also did it and Henry AND#The rabbi caught me#Anyway. If you interacted with my post last night: thank you. Your community has been so wonderful and it’s such a privilege that I’m#Allowed to work towards joining you all#Sorry for being mad sappy on main but like. I’ve had an incredibly crazy two years and conversion has probably been the only thing keeping#Me fully tethered onto the earth and not climbing the walls
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