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you, and what little remains of your brother.
#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#metal sonic#miles tails prower#unbreakable bond#'family photo. say cheese!' neither of them have a mouth lol..#tails doll#thinking again abt how metal sonic was reprogrammed to hate tails. and yet he still must feel horrid guilt over his death.#im a 'tails doll has bad future tails inside; hes just not All there like metal is' truther#me (drawing thinsg that most likely arent even canon) I HATE THIS WHY IS THIS SO DEPRESSING#if you couldnt tell... tails is using sonics weird uncoiled arm as a pillow...#it isnt relevant but i think theyre in the westside dump here. back where he found tails in the first place.#i dont think either of them remember that by now. only 'this place is painful. this place is important.'#roboticized sonic theory#the title is supposed to be vague as well. works in either direction#tails doll->my brother my hero. trapped in that horrifying form. unable to be the good person i KNOW he is. is there any part of you left?#metal sonic->my brother my hope. trapped in that useless body. does he even recognize me? how much can you think? see? feel? are you empty?#my nyart#anywya#i have other versions with amy (her silhouette at least LOLSIES) but i didnt like em as much so i just... byebye ✌#serious co.pa opening vibes from this#'sachi is my pride and joy... i dont think she even recognizes me anymore...'#you get it#thats not a question. its a command. you Understand. you Do Understand...
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hakoda: you need to stay here and protect your sister
13 year old sokka, whose only point of reference for "protecting his sister" is literally his mother sacrificing herself in katara's place: ok 😃
#not shaming on hakoda here#well...#little shaming on hakoda here#but poor poor sokka#katara and sokka#please grant them therapy so they might move on from their codependency#yo kyas sacrifice#aside from fucking sokka up cause you know thats his mum#also fucked sokka up when he believed that everyone decided that katara was far more important than him#and thus him sacrificing his world for her was not only the right thing to do#it was also expected of him#anyhoo#dont we love how depression fucks over this child#hakoda and kya and sokka and katara#my fav disfunctional fam
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I need more time but time can't be borrowed I'd leave it all behind if I could follow Since the love that you left is all that I got I want you to know
#kathryn janeway#chakotay#janeway x chakotay#star trek#star trek prodigy#prodigyedit#star trek prodigy spoilers#prodigy spoilers#my gifs#my posts#mine: prodigy#mine: jc#startrekedit#trekedit#trekdaily#scifigifs#cinemapix#userthing#dailyflicks#usersource#tvedit#filmtvdaily#userstream#useroptional#scifiedit#otpsource#animationedit#animationsdaily#song is 'ghost' by justin bieber. didn't use the line but 'I know you crossed a bridge that I can't follow' IS THEM ALL OVER#going kinda crazy over how well this song fits them. entering depression mode now.
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ace avian. that’s what we’re calling this 🗣️🗣️🗣️
please let me know if you have any thoughts or suggestions or input or anything! i’m happy to bounce ideas around (i'll post DL-6 someday soon i swear)
link to masterpost || explations below cut
shoutout to the anon who sent in that ask bc i seriously fell in love with blue jay phoenix. SHOUTOUT TO TAKAHE PHOENIX TOO THO takahe phoenix, you will forever be in my heart and im glad you existed <3333,, (maybe in this au he’s got some loving adoptive takahe parents :3) (YKNOW WHAT YEAH that’s canon now)
but yeah, flight-avoidant jay phoenix still lends itself well to the common-man hardworking underdog vibe i want from him. speaking of flight-avoidant...
Phoenix's relationship with flying:
It's a bit complicated. Basically, Phoenix can fly, but he historically chooses not to. From the lack of any practice, he's an INCREDIBLY weak flier. (That hovering is really all he can manage)
For one, he's still afraid of heights. Can't help that. This fear means he was less inclined to practice flying, which made him a weaker flier. And being a weaker flier, in turn, made his fear of heights worse. And so on, in a loop. With flightless parents too (it's canon now it's canon), there's even less of a reason to learn to fly. At some point, not flying might've even become something he stuck with out of stubbornness lol, knowing Phoenix.
(I will soon be making a couple small world building posts, but) flying isn't necessary to get around in their society. Convenient, sure, but Phoenix realized he could make do without, and so he did. Phoenix, you icon. Slay. 💅💅
i know this probably isn't the popular take with wing AUs??, but Phoenix being flightless (or at least semi-flightless) sounded like a really fun take on the idea to me. His name is irony at its peak. I also look forward to exploring how other characters react to him not flying. The prosecutors are going to have so many cheap insult opportunities.
As I mentioned though, he still uses his wings a LOT, though. He's much more emotive with them than most people. His sarcastic inner-dialogue remarks are also betrayed by his wings lmao
I also imagine bird-folk never really invented bikes (riding would just be annoying with their wings, plus bikes aren't fast/efficient enough to outweigh just flying), so instead, Phoenix gets around on a little wing-powered scooter device (like scootaloo lol) (they're usually made for children who can't fly yet, but Phoenix still uses one)
finally, wow, stellar jay’s are quite literally just phoenix wright as a bird lmao? color scheme, hair, it’s uncanny. give it a pink tie and it just is Phoenix Wright, i used a blue jay since they’ve got a bit more striking wings but wow.
(ty again for the support and for reading my essay ! :3)

one more thing, but @kora-kat YES YES YES this. ^^^^ omg THIS. this is still true even though he's a jay now.
#ace avian#okart#ace attorney#fanart#phoenix wright#maya fey#mia fey#miles edgeworth#technically#i won’t include pearl she’s like 10 pixels lol#wings au#i'm having a blast making these concept sheets cuz i get to be so rough draft-y with them#how do i not make an essay everytime#i have so many ideas#i really love both takahe and jay phoenix and picking one was the hardest decision of my life#but i was thinking#maybe someone tries to help phoenix fly over the course of the trilogy???#maybe maya?#maybe edgeeewoorrthh 👀???#and he slowly gets better at it#and then it all gets stripped away from him at Dusky Bridge#cue +1000 depression#because 7 year gap era phoenix doesn't already have enough of that#beanix im sorry
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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.
It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#like... anxiety and depression are often concieved of as simple and easy to manage...#...but that isn't the case for so many of us. anxiety and depression just have a lot more research invested into them...#...and while i wish this were the case for literally every other condition it does alter people's perception of you to some extent...#...so while this is NOT solely about anxiety or depression it includes us...#...my anxiety and depression and PTSD have *destroyed* my life. this is chronic and will probably be life-long...#...and that isn't my fault. i've done the fucking work but guess what? that doesn't account for the fact that I Am Just ILL#the least we can do for each other is to be compassionate#be compassionate to those who cannot heal. be compassionate to the people who can't manage their lives. this world is scary enough#recognize that management of symptoms is something not all of us can do - even IF their condition is labeled as 'easy to manage'#i allowed myself to feel angry that i can't heal 'normally' and that was unfair as fuck toward myself#and i NEED people to internalize this so that MAYBE this could help somebody else who is where i was#i NEED them to understand that it's okay that they are where they are - sometimes shit just doesn't turn out how you expect or want#don't beat yourself over you being a person. you are struggling enough. you deserve to rest. just rest please#and just... give yourself space
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progress is incremental bUT ITS PROGRESSING
#Kastor#myart#myocs#i love both gremlin faces so he might change between them sometimes#though preferring the masked version more often#no idea how the clothing situation is gonna go#aLSO hI I THINK MY ACNE MEDS HAVE BEEN AFFECTING MY DEPRESSION MORE THAN I PREVIOUSLY THOUGHT#IM ALMOST AT THE END OF MY TREATMENT AND IM JAZZED FOR IT TO FINALLY BE OVER#HOPEFULLY I'LL FEEL MORE MOTIVATED TO DRAW#AND COMPLETE THAT ONE COMMISSION#hmmmmmm i need to make that weakpoint blend in better
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Appreciation post for people in the TMNT fandom, literally anyone
YOU!!
YES, YOU!!!
YOU'RE RAD AS HELL AND YOU MAKE THE SPACE BETTER!!
Doesn't matter if you make art, fics, are an rp account, a system, just here to hang out, or anything else i can't think of at the moment
YOU ARE THE COOLEST PEOPLE AND THIS FANDOM IS FANTASTIC AND I LOVE BEING HERE BECAUSE OF Y'ALL!!
aight I'm gonna go sleep b4 i get embarrassed and delete this. have a great day or night, wherever you are <3
#ofc this doesn’t include the people who make the DNI list but we don't need to think about them rn#honestly it's almost 3 am and i am feeling like absolute garbage#just pure wallflower depression#nothing new dw#so i hope that putting some sugary positivity into the void reaches someone and makes them feel nice#or better depending on circumstance#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt#tmnt 2012#rottmnt#tmnt 2003#tmnt 1987#tottmnt#tmnt bayverse#tmnt fandom#chatting over tea
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???????????????????
this just happens
suffering at the hands of friendship
#bakuage sentai boonboomger#boonboomger#super sentai#sakito homura#homura sakito#ishiro meita#taiya hando#dstbb pb#my scans#he seems to hate sakito in this lmao#hating your husband's boyfriend...😔#anyway this is from the photo book#all of the photos are beyond precious 😭#I liked the ones featuring these three the most#chasshiro with his plushie#and the taiya/genba hand heart setup was funny#there's only one (1) real genbard photo...why?#he's featured on one of the bromides#shouldn't there have been more of him?#(in denial over the denial of genbard)#also yu-kun is so handsome in his interview photos#hair down with the unbuttoned snake skin dress shirt?#thank you king 😳🙏#time to actually read them and become depressed...
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Power-Couple Uravity & Midoriya-Sensei
I know I'm incredibly late to the party but guess who's finally finished MHA and is all sorts of emo about all of these losers... 🥹
(In my head I imagine them posing like this for a magazine cover, but it's been a while since I did much drawing in general, so here's just a sloppy little piece to try and get somewhat back into the groove of things lol maybe I will come back to this idea one day ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)
#mha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bnha#midoriya izuku#ochako uraraka#izuocha#izuku x ochako#dekuchako#ochadeku#teacher izuku#pro hero uravity#mha 431#post canon mha#shioris_art#boy do I have mixed opinions on this entire final arc but it is nice to see these two finally getting their shit together lol#I can't believe MHA is officially over 😭😭#this has been THE series to show me that no I'm not just a grumpy cynical bitch#no I CAN actually still love a Shounen series and no I don't hate on shit just because it's popular xD#I love this story and these characters so so much#so even if a lot of the issues I have with the final arc probably could have been solved#if only the series could have had a few more arcs and years in the oven I also kind of pity Hori you know?#he gets torn to absolute shreds for the smallest things and all these last chapters practically radiate exhaustion and overwork#it honestly just made me sad reading the manga so I'm not quite keen to be as harsh as other people are about the ending#especially because the bonus chapter smoothes over a lot of issues I had with Izuku's personal ending (ch. 430 was a bit depressing tbh T.T#and because I think most of the individual pieces are kinda neat even if the journey to them was all sorts of wonky#but I should probably siphon this into another post before all my ramblings run away with me again lol#so just to stay on the topic of izuocha: I for the life of me do not get why some people seem to hate this ship so much lol xD#well ofc I know the reason why lol... but WHY?#it's adorable and suuuper inoffensive; like what else do you hate? puppies??? lol
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phantom lord is my favorite fairy tail arc for a plethora of reasons, partly because it explores class dynamics in fiore. ivan assumes that lucy was funneling money into the guild and that she's not actually a competent mage because she's a rich heiress which leads me to believe rich people don't join guilds and they don't do magic. which is why they hire guild mages to do things for them. mages tend to live paycheck to paycheck because mage work is a gig economy. for that reason, mage work is probably undervalued, and that makes me think of the dynamic between mages and high society
expanding on my lucy never runs away AU under the cut. previous post
Mages and Knights
When Erza brings the quest down from the second floor, Mirajane takes a long look at it, a frown forming on her face. She looks up at Erza. “Are you sure you want to take this one?” she asks slowly like she's speaking to a child.
If she was younger, that would be enough to start a fight. Erza nods, urging Mirajane to hurry up and approve the quest. “Well, I wouldn't be able to go any other way,” Erza responds, her voice harsher than necessary. She's older, but that doesn't mean she's matured that much.
Mirajane sighs but gives the quest a stamp of approval anyway. “It won't be as fun as you think. High society doesn't like people like us.”
“How would you know? You’ve never shown up,” Erza bites. Her fuse has always been short with Mirajane, and the patronizing expression on her face is almost enough for Erza to revert back to being thirteen.
Mirajane doesn't respond. There's nothing she could possibly say that will make Erza not take this quest. Mirajane calls out to her as she storms out of the guild, “Just don't get your hopes up!”
The door to the guild slams, and everyone turns to look. It doesn't take long for everyone to return back to whatever they were doing before. Mira sighs and grabs the rag thrown over her shoulder and continues what she was doing before Erza stopped her — wiping down the countertop. Cana moves down the bar, taking a seat across from the exhausted barmaid. “What's the matter with her?” Cana asks, cradling a large barrel of booze under her arm.
“You know Erza,” Mira replies, not wanting to get into it.
“Sure,” Cana agrees. “Why're you mad then?”
Despite not having a proper fight since they were sixteen, it wasn't rare for Erza to get irritated with Mira. Erza didn't blow up like she used to, but it was obvious to everyone when the redhead wanted to. Mira didn't understand it. She rarely gets irritated at Erza, nor does she with anyone. Ever since… Well, she's become much more docile in the last decade.
“Why does she act like that?” Mira questions.
“You know Erza,” Cana teases. She laughs when she sees the unimpressed expression on Mira's face. “It doesn't help you still look at her with that condescending expression.”
Mira gasps offendedly and straightens her back — narrowing her eyes at Cana. “I don't do that.”
“You totally do,” Cana insists. She takes a quick swig of booze before continuing, ��The rest of us have gotten used to it, but you've always gotten under Erza's skin.” Anyone who knew Mira — really knew her — could tell you that she had a look. When she was younger, it was a cruel look, full of judgment; now that she is older, the look is still judgmental, but it’s taken a pitying element.
An annoyed growl rips its way from her throat. Cana smiles; despite the change in outer appearance, inner Mira remained the same. Mira schools her expression into a look of perfect neutrality before sighing again. “Do you know the difference between guild mages and magic knights?” she asks.
“Magic knights are a bunch of stiffs,” Cana quickly answers, not giving it much thought.
Mira laughs. “Yeah… guilds are places for the wayward members of society. A place to find work and family. Can you imagine any of us working a normal job?”
Cana looks around the guild, taking a good look at each member. There are obvious answers. No job would accept Gray with his stripping habit. Natsu’s penchant for destruction and arson make him a terrible candidate. Evergreen’s too disagreeable. Nab too indecisive, Vijeeter too free spirited, and Bickslow too creepy.
There are some who could do it. There was little Levy couldn't do if she put her mind to it. Jet and Droy would follow wherever she went, plus they were good at taking instructions. Max had a solid work ethic. Reedus could easily find work as an artist, and of course– Cana looks back at Mira. Mira could do anything. She didn't even take on mage work anymore despite being a guild mage. Cana knew Mira could leave Fairy Tail if she really wanted to. She didn't need the guild. She's grown far larger than it. Cana know that, but…
“Who'd want to?” she responds.
“Not me,” Mira replies like she had read Cana's mind. “Poor waywards become mages and rich waywards become knights.”
“You tryna say we couldn't have been knights?”
“Not because we’re incapable. I joined Fairy Tail when I was thirteen. I didn't have the money to foot the knight academy tuition. Not that I would've become a knight if I had,” Mira explains. “It’s a hundred thousand jewel fee for a year. It’s not a place for poor little orphans.”
Thus why poor little orphans gravitated toward guilds. “That’s insane. I don't even have that kind of cash lying around.”
“That's why most magic knights are heirs or heiresses who don't want to settle down and run their parent’s business yet.” Mira had seen it with her own eyes. She talked to a lot of them. Mira didn't always avoid high society like the plague. She used to galavant among them, happy to be one of the chosen mages. “Erza, it's weird because she grew up with the rest of us, but she has this view of the world…” Mira trails off.
“Like a fairy tale?” Cana questions. Erza is an outlier among the guild. She dresses up like a knight and makes a big deal about honor. As if mages cared about those sorts of things.
“Something like that. I just…” Mira pauses, trying to gather her thoughts. “They're not going to like her, Cana. Noblemen, high society, they don't like any of us.” Not even her.
“Who cares what they like? There's a reason we're mages and not knights, right?”
“I just don't want Erza to get hurt. A lot of people can't see it but she's sensitive under that armor.”
Cana chuckles. She guesses Mira has changed because she would never have admitted that a decade ago. Mira reaches over the counter to lightly smack Cana. “I'm serious,” she insists.
“I know, I know,” Cana responds.
“Those people… they don't like what they can't control. There are so many rules that you'd never know if you weren't born into it.” Among mages Mira was a graceful swan, among high society she might as well have been a stumbling fawn.
Cana takes a breath. “Then you're right; they'll hate her.” Fairy Tail has a reputation for their bullheadedness, and Erza is queen of the fairies. Cana shrugs. “What can you do?”
Mira sighs, “I can just try my best to not to say I told you so.”
#ugh... mirajane 🥺🥺#erzajane dynamic is so complicated to me. imagine going from fighting with someone every day to them just saying they're done with it#erza hasn't forgotten though#erza kind of has a naive way of looking at things sometimes#fairy tail in general is an honorable guild but I don't think most mages are like that#I like to express that idea through mirajane who I think is more worldly than the other members of the guild bc she does work outside of it#cana's also a good character for that cause she has a more nihilistic view of things (it's the depression)#but they also have that standard fairy tail optimism#I always kind of wondered why the magic knights rarely any focus and my explanation is bc sad orphans don't become knights#control is a larger theme in fairy tail canon and this AU#I'm going to keep writing it bc it's taken over my brain#I can't wait to get to the erza and lucy stuff bc they have such an interesting dynamic and parallels#fairy tail#erza scarlet#mirajane strauss#cana alberona#fairy tail guild#lucky lucy heartfilia au#floertoer#floer.writes
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Rewatching the grape depression, and I can't get over Sam and Luke's outfits...why did they do that 😭

#shoot from the hip#sfth#luke manning#sam russel#the grape depression#why are they dressed the exact opposite of each other#i will not get over this#its the only thing i was thinking about when i was watching#i love them your honour
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*cracks knuckles* we know Tyler isn’t the original Clancy right? Y’all caught that? Clancy’s bishop was Keons, Tyler’s is Nico, and now “Clancy” is Tyler. Because “scaled and icy” is an anagram for “Clancy is dead” and that album was the one where dema was using Tyler’s popularity for their own purposes. Clancy failed to stop the cycle on his own, and despite already being used as a figurehead for dema, Tyler decided to take up the role of “Clancy” in the wake of what seemed like a total collapse of the Banditos. Their leader had been taken out, and now they had no one to organize them.
But Tyler taking on the name Clancy isn’t him taking on the role of leader or even organizer. He is showing us (the Banditos) that we all can be our own inspiration, we don’t need a figure to follow, we don’t need a leader to lead us. We can do this, fight dema, ourselves.
Y’all got that, right?
#twenty one pilots#twenty øne piløts#tøp#Clancy#tøp clancy#I just don’t ever see anyone talking about the lore connections and I need to know that I’m not the only person making these connections#bc I remember the countless interviews where Tyler reiterated that he is not Clancy and the letters are not written by him#and in the letters clancy explains how each person gets a bishop assigned to them and his was keons#and in Nico and the niners tyler sings he’ll always try to stop me that Nicolas Bourbaki#therefore the bishop we see in the videos interacting with tyler is Nico and not keons#let alone the fact that Clancy describes keons as kind and gentle and Nico seems very forceful in comparison#and don’t forget this is all a metaphor or allegory for depression and mental illness#Clancy’s bishops being kind and caring while Tyler’s is scary and forceful is representing the different ways mental illness can menifest#maybe it feels like it’s trying to help you but it’s actually just keeping control over you#or maybe it scared the shit out of you but you don’t know how to fight back#because both kind of have a point#anyway#pls let me know if this was new information or if I’m preaching to the choir
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i need more episodes about adrien just trying new things and gradually figuring out what he wants to spend his time doing, what classes and hobbies he genuinely enjoys, and then eventually, what he'd like to pursue professionally. i never really thought about running before sublimation and while i still don't think that's actually his passion, i love that he connected the act of running to the freedom and joy he gets when he's being chat noir, running around paris saving people. one of my favorite things about adrien that a lot of people in fandom especially in fics miss is that just because he's decent or even great at several things doesn't mean he has a personal connection to that thing. in early ml he was acting in his friends' student films, playing sports to different results, fencing with his friends, participating in band, even modeling for fun. in climatiqueen, he discovered he was decent at drawing, a mess with labwork, quick with languages (no surprise there), and v new to baking—all things he could improve upon but nothing that made him feel passion. but he specified the reason he had fun trying those things wasn't the things themselves but because he was doing them with marinette, same as before when he took skills he was forced to acquire by his father and re-utilized them to hang out with his friends despite not feeling a personal connection to any of those hobbies or talents. i don't know if the show plans on him discovering this soon (they're sooooo young, i hate that he is even stressing about this just because his friends are not normal and because the french school system has most people declare their course of study in lycée) but i'm just excited to see him branch out and try new things and get the life experience he was denied when he was younger.
and running away from the agreste manor (where he was confined and forced to be a perfect mold) as his first step toward self discovery? brilliant imagery.
#adrien agreste#ml spoilers#ml s6 spoilers#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#i don't know exactly where they'll go from here but my guess is “running” isn't going to lead to adrien pursuing track & field seriously#but rather that the reason he went from realizing he LOVES being chat noir more than anything else to running is that sense of freedom and#adrenaline rush he gets in battle. (running is like the first thing he's doing solely because he likes the way he feels when he does it#so there's no way they'll make him do it competitively the way sublime does because that's the kind of thing his father did:#all his hobbies and skills had to serve a purpose and serve as an example of him being exceptional#i'm excited for him to just do things because he likes them and maybe eventually find something he wants to dedicate his life to from there#looking at the other things he enjoys (not the activities themselves but lending his talents to his friends so they can pursue their own#interests and dreams) and the general sense that part of what he's gotta love about being chat noir is being able to actually help people#that it makes him feel more fulfilled than merely being some kind of celebrity model or actor or musician#i feel like whatever his true passion is has to combine that rush of freedom with that act of service#i've actually never read a fic where his true calling is something like this over being a (depressed) celeb in a career he hates#(maybe the ones that have him pursue teaching rather than just science for research or knowledge's sake)#so i'm soooo curious about this even if it (realistically!) doesn't happen in this one season#mildly related but mentioned it offhand in another post but adrien taking ancient greek just for the hell of it makes me so happy#like that's my bby nerd trying all things even if none of his friends have any interest in those subjects ilhsm
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screenie dump of the house cup scene because I love my Gryffindors
#*deep breath*#them being Raegan’s safe space is everything to me#she’s always so happy and *herself* w/them ugh I love writing their scenes together sm#i can’t explain gryffindor devotion man#uhhh let’s go with scarlet trio for now ig?#I started Raegan’s save over a year ago and finally finished it…queue the depression#rae and natty wearing the same uniform was an accident but I love that r low key copied her#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy mc#raegan desrosiers#garreth weasley#natsai onai#my screenshots
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