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Human Nature
âPoofâ Periwinkle Fairywinkle-Cosma x Fem! Reader
Sum: Hazel and Dev were at a cozy little sleep over at your house, since Dev was avoiding his father like the plague. Lead to plenty of talks about Poofs Periâs childhood. So while the parents are away, itâs time for Peri to play
Warnings: 18+, lots of fluff, , first time (for Peri), boob jobs, Wholesome body positivity, Dominate Reader, itâs very fluffy and wholesome with sex because I said so, nonbinary peri rights, âWoah boobs-â fairy anatomy vs human, kinda cracky but thatâs why you are here anyway, and of course Peri Loves Them Tibbies
âFinallyâŠ.â Peri gave a groan, as he would slump onto the floor. Not giving a single fairy fuck that he was laying on the cold kitchen ground. His parents can be overwhelming, and now you got to see it first hand.
Hazel, and Dev, were having a sleep over at your place. You were Devâs neighbor, and one of the painfully few adults he can trust, so he wanted to feel like a normal kid with doing kid things. Like sleepovers.
The only friend he had was Hazel, and itâs hard to have a sleep over with out company. Has Periâs god parent he couldnât refuse. So the whole evening was spent with hijinxâs, and some good old parents squealing and sharing pictures a plenty.
You loved learning more about Peri, and did your best to try and give him breathing room. Being his little shield with trying to be the one to ask questions and happily look through the photo albums, while Peri was trying not to break his teeth from all the gritting.
So here you two were. Cosmo and Wanda making sure the kids were safely sleeping, and certainly knocked out themselves, as you two finally savored the peace and quiet of the rest of your home. Just away from it all.
âSay, not to still keep on topic, but I gotta ask. Your dad was the pregnant one, so um. Does that mean heâs trans?â You were curious. Could it be blamed? It would be interesting to know if such concepts like that were even existing across other beings. Curiosity is human nature, may it be for good or evil.
âTrans-? Oh! Trans! Nah-â Given Peri was raised rather closely to humans, compared to frankly any fairy he certainly is often more aware of those concepts. There is a difference between taking care of a human, and living with a human after.
âOur genders, or is it sex-? Whatever. Itâs flipped flopped. Men have the vaginas, girls have the penises. We also can shape-shift after all, so stuff like that is kinda pointless at the end of the day. Like how I was born a boy, but never really felt like a boy, so now I have a penis and go by he/they.â He explained to you, as you tossed him a soda.
âHuhâŠ.Girls have the male anatomy, boys have the femaleâŠ..Woah.â Certainly fascinating to think about. Itâs as if itâs a construct, who would have thought? Really was curious to you. Something new.
âAnd then there are different types of fairies. At the end of the day it doesnât matter. Not unless you care, for some reason, or want to be intimate.â They would explain to you, as he drank his soda. Just enjoying the cold floor on his exhausted body. Even a fairy can get tired.
âSoâŠ.Not to get weird, but likeâŠ.Is your penis likeâŠ.similar to a human penis?â You were to curious! Fairies were all so new to you! The only reason you were aware they exist was because Dev kinda made you aware. You were someone he trusted. He just had to have you involved. Itâs a lot to handle after all. A kid is a kid.
âThatâs one way to get into my pants.â He gave an eyebrow wiggle, as you hid behind your soda. A whine of protest, as he laughed at you. Just always the charmer. The one to lead the tango. Maybe you want to spin that dance around.
âWhy donât you show me whatâs under the top and Iâll show you whatâs under this bottom~â You knew he was just being all talk. They typically were, before suddenly ready for a panic attack. You didnât want to give him one, but thereâs joy in making someone squirm.
âWhat are you doing-?â He gawked, as he saw that you were following through. Off your shirt went, and you sent it flying over to his face. How it dangled off their crown, leaving just one big violet eye to stare at you. To watch as you unclasped your bra. It was a long day, and underwire is painful.
âI know they arenât the prettiest things around-â You started, only to be met with those big fairy eyes sparkling. Literally. Like his pupils were just big ole hearts and sparkles. Seemed to be utterly enchanted at your half bare body.
The fairy was quick to zoom over to you, with your shirt gone in a vanished, as he seemed to be enchanted by your anatomy. That you had to be the prettiest person in the whole world. The whole galaxy! Their eyes were just pure. Not just driven. Not sexually charged. Just admiring you like a sunset.
âYou wanna touch them?â You asked, finding it all utterly adorable. Weâre all fairies this cute? Had to. Just look at him. How his wings were fluttering like crazy, and their head nodding in eager need. Need to just swallow you whole with his touch.
They were hesitant, but his hands would soon cup them. They were so gentle. Not an ounce of green in those finger tips. Just a fairy enjoying the beauty that a human had. Made you wonder how different fairyâs breasts were compared to humans. Were they different at all? Not like you wanted to ask Wanda to flash you.
âSo softâŠ.â He whispered, as he soon just face planted into your chest. Had you laugh, as he seemed to have found heaven in them. Fluttery wings just going wild, as he snuggled into them. Enjoying how soft they were, and easy it was to hear your heartbeat like this. They were just perfect for them.
âYou are precious.â You had to admit, as you soon would play with their hair. Gently running your fingers on the back of his neck. Didnât want to mess with his curl after all. Just wanted to enjoy the gentle little affection. Seemed he was enjoying it plenty.
âSoâŠ.Gonna keep your end of the deal?â A muffled âhm?â Was spoken into your chest, as you swore he was ready to fall asleep there. The warmth, softness, heartbeat, breathing, they just couldnât resist it. His kryptonite.
âCome on, itâs fair. Lemme see your magic wand~â You giggled, as you had to pretty much prey his pouting face from your chest. Poor man wanted more, and youâll be happy to give him more. Such a pouty baby. Arms all crossed, and all huffy.
âPretty please~? I promise you can play with my boobs more if you do it~â You offered the magical creature. That seemed to be what finally made him follow through. Slowly with sliding his suspenders off his shoulder, before working on his buckle.
âPromise?â He asked, and you nodded. As if you could ever say no to those beautiful eyes. Such a shade of purple you couldnât quite grasp. As if it was just a color that the human eye couldnât quite register. It made for such a need to look at them more.
With the zipper down, and some shimmying, you finally got to see what you were excited for. Deep down, you were kinda disappointed though. Not by the dick as a whole. It was a normal dick, that was the issue. Nothing really made it seem supernatural, besides the well groomed purple patch of hair above it. Shaped like a star no less. Ok, that was cute. You couldnât argue with it. Was going to make your next idea all the easier to follow through.
âAs promises, Iâll let you play with my boobs again. But, I have an idea on how you can enjoy them more.â You offered, as he rose a curious brow at you. What could that possibly mean?
âWhat are you doing down there?â He asked, as you were soon on your knees. Your face under his cock, with a devious smile. The fact he asked you gave into your theory he may be a virgin. You were certain to make this something he will never forget.
âShowing you the magical world of boob jobs.â You said, before you brought his soft cock between your breasts. Gentle you were, as you would slide his dick between them. Squeezing it between your soft tissue, with little kisses to the tip.
âOh sweet fairy world-â He moaned, as he held onto the counter for support. Truly an experience they never had before. Was making their whole world spin, as their cock was starting to harden with in your grasp. Mans was in heaven because of you.
âLike it?â You asked, as they eagerly nodded. Just an utter puddle under you. Luckily not literally. Just figuratively. How they were gripping the counter for dear life as they were panting hard. Those pretty eyes fluttered closed, as those thick eyelashes of his were sparkling with held back tears.
You couldnât help but drink it all in. They looked so perfect like this. Just letting out moans for you to listen on repeat. How so little was to much. You didnât even do much, and you swore they would cum already. Would their cum be purple too? You just had to know.
You would speed it up, with a devious grin, as he was aching between your breasts. Just throbbing for you. Such a mess from so little. Suppose breasts were their one way ticket to their own heaven on earth.
âOh jeez oh jeez oh jeez-â They kept whimpering. Teeth biting hard into their lip, as he just couldnât stop his whimpers and moans. A harmony of sounds for you to dance to. Ever growing more eradicated in their sounds.
âGonna cum? Cum all over my tits?â You asked, as that had his already flustered face even redder than ever. Just looking at the sight under him was too much. He couldnât handle it anymore. He just couldnât.
âWAIT WAIT I-! AH-!â His hips were soon bucking on their own, as the orgasm hit him. The way their head threw back as their body was on autopilot. Riding out the climax. Just listening to what the new burst of adrenaline in their system gave them.
You were a little disappointed, you couldnât lie, that it was a normal color. Was hoping it was at least lavender. Didnât disappoint in the amount though. Was Al over your breasts, your face, you swore it reached your hair even. Thatâs annoying, but itâs forgiven for Peri. Their first time after all. Canât be mad at that.
Poor Peri was just trembling. Hardly able to keep themselves up, as you stood up. You were glad you were still in the kitchen, so you just dampened a fish towel to clean yourself up. Probably safer to not consume fairy jizz. Who knows what it could do to your insides. Thatâs for another day.
âYou alright over there?â You asked them, as you would look over. Poor Peri was just a mess. Hair all over the place, still flushed and panting, legs bend and feet turned in. Thought they might faint. Had you worried, before he was soon back to trying to play it cool. Like nothing had happened at all.
âYep! Totally! Cool cool cool-!â Pants zipped, hair slicked back, just in a blink and it was like he didnât just have the best nut of his life. Had you giggling, before you returned to him. A kiss to his cheek, and a hug. Because after care is always vital.
âSay uh, um. Do youâŠ.Do you think we could do that again sometime?â They asked, as they avoided eye contact with you. Oh who could resist such a cute face? Not you. You gave his flushed little cheek another peck, as you laced both your hands together. Just all smiles.
âAs you wish.â
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Iâm so proud of people living with chronic health conditions. That shit is HARD. Idk who needs to hear this, but if no one else has said it: Iâm proud of you. Youâre sticking it out through so much pain and grief. Thatâs no small feat.
Every small thing you do for yourself health adds up. The grief is heavy and it comes from a place of love. The grief knows the pain is wronging you.
Iâm proud of you. I hope on the good days you can be proud of yourself.
Keep going.
#chronic illness#disability#chronic pain#spoonie#ibs#chronically ill#gerd#pots#arthritis#spoonie life#chronic illness blog#chronic health issues#chronic fatigue#chronic health problems#chronic disability#spoonie stuff#spoonies#encouragement#endometriosis#disability pride#proud of you#fibromyalgia#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#irritable bowel syndrome#gastroesophageal reflux disease#gastrointestinal#uplifting words#chronic health tag#chronic migraine#autoimmune disease
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Itâs okay to have low pain tolerance.
Itâs okay to cry because your pain is at a 2 out of 10.
Itâs okay to have higher tolerance for certain types of pain and lower tolerance for others.
Itâs okay to be upset that your pain makes you dissociate, but not know any other way to deal with it.
Chronic pain is awful, period. Everyone who deals with it deserves compassion.
#moss-opossum#disability#chronically ill#chronic illness#disabled#physically disabled#chronic pain#chronic health issues
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Happy Disability Pride Month!!!
Remember Folks:
- SELF CARE IS NUMBER ONE
- Use your spoons sparingly! Hereâs some spoons to go: đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„đ„
- Clean your mobility aids! (Seriously dude when was the last time you wiped that shit down with an antibacterial?)
- Accommodate yourself, as others will follow.
- Make goals within your reach and abilities
- DO YOUR COPINGS SKILLS
- Remember to stay hydrated and take your meds!
- For my fellow heat sensitive homies, stay cool this summer! A cold rag draped behind your neck, airy clothing, a small portable hand fan, keeping ice packs ready, cold water and expecially cold electrolyte drinks, all do wonders!
- For my fellow autistic folks, donât be afraid wear earmuffs, stim, use chew charms, whatever it is that helps you regulate. You donât have to mask if itâs something that isnât benefitting to your life.
- POTS havin mofos like me, salt the ever loving fuck out of your food. Try different foods with salt, such as fruits and vegetables! Iâm currently eating a salty tomato. Drink lots of water, Iâve been aiding gateraid packets to my water and itâs made a HUGE difference, especially as someone who hates drinking water.
- Those with PTSD for whatever reason, I wish you safety and support as you learn to cope and hopefully heal.
- I donât know exactly what to say to others with H-EDS, as Iâm still understanding this disorder other then BE CAREFUL WITH YOURSELF THIS PRIDE MONTH. I swear to god we are the most accident prone mother fuckers lmfao-
- If your immune system is all fucky like mine, keep clean and be sanitary, communicate with others that if theyâre sick you canât be around them, and wear a mask if you feel like thatâs the right option for you. In my hometown Iâve gotten yelled at more than once for wearing a mask post-covid, however you canât let someone elseâs ignorance result in your own suffering.
- Donât forget to move around and stretch! A little movement can do a lot for your body.
- Check in with your disabled friends! Try and see if thereâs any way you can help one another, see where both of your strengths and weaknesses lie, and swap some spoons!!
- Be aware of what triggers your disorders. Whether if itâs caffeine triggering bipolar episodes, the weather causing fibro flares, big changes causing meltdowns, overexerting your hypermobility, whatever it is, it matters. Listen to your body and mind.
- Donât be afraid to call out that doctor who isnât listening, dismissing your symptoms and medically gaslighting you.
- While it may not seem like a big difference for some, trust me when I say your appetite is so important! Remember if it comes down to it, that itâs better to eat something, ANYTHING, than nothing at all. ïżŒ
- To that person who might be hesitant, ashamed or might be questioning wether or not they should use a mobility aid, if itâs the difference between you being stuck at home vs going out and living some life⊠USE THAT MOBILITY AID!!! Same goes for braces and any other tool that may help you live a better quality of life.
- Be accepting towards those with disabilities different then your own- remember this month isnât a competition about whoâs struggling the most, rather to understand that people of physical, psychological, sensory, neurodivergence, and even undiagnosed disabilities all share one thing in common.. WHICH IS BEING DISABLED!
- Doesnât matter who you are, how young or old, black or white, thick or thin - the disabled minority is one you can end up becoming a part of at any time, and likely will if you live long enough. Disability doesnât discriminate, so EVERYONE should be advocating for disabled peopleâs rights.
- And of course, have pride in being disabled. This shit is fucking hard, but if youâre reading this, youâre doing it. Just being here today and doing what you can handle or manage, is doing your best, and thatâs enough. You donât have to push yourselves to impossible lengths to be proud of yourself.
Here, have the disability pride flag:
#actually disabled#cripplepunk#actually autistic#chronic illness#disability#disability pride#disability pride month#spoonie#pots syndrome#potsie#mobility aid#accommodations#self care#self help#young disabled#disability activism#coping skills#heat sensitivity#fibromyalgia#hypermobility#mental health#physically disabled#neurodivergent#sensory issues#take care of yourself#self love#disabled pride#chronically ill#chronic pain#chronic fatigue
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We ask your questions anonymously so you donât have to! Submissions are open on the 1st and 15th of the month.
#polls#incognito polls#anonymous#tumblr polls#tumblr users#questions#polls about health#submitted july 6#chronic disease#health#health issues
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I know that when youâre struggling with your disability itâs easy to tell yourself that youâre acting entitled, that youâre lazy, that none of your peers or friends or coworkers need to rest so much or need so many adjustments to get through the week. Truthfully, no they donât need to! Because they are not you, they are not experiencing what you are. Try to quiet the comparison in your head telling you to live up to standards set for the abled. You know what you need, and a good first step in dismantling shame is reminding ourselves that we cannot be measured by anyone else.
#disability#chronic pain#chronic illness#health issues#self worth#shame#chronic illness shame#disability guilt#suggestions#positivity#self love#mental health#self care
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"You're so lucky that you can get paid to sit at home and do nothing" is something I hear from family members & people online.
Okay, let's say you're not disabled at all. No health issues. You've somehow tricked the system into believing you're disabled (not possible).
Would you still trade your job and salary to live off of $600-800 a month?
Would you give up your house, your car, your hobbies, the ability to buy gifts for yourself & others, and ALL of your savings, just for the "great benefit" of sitting in bed all day?
Do you really think it's that great?
Now, add health issues to all of that.
Not only are you stuck at home, but your body hurts every time you try to move, lights and sounds can send you into a meltdown, you can't even make it to the bathroom without nearly passing out the entire way there. You're always too fatigued, too dizzy, or in too much pain to do basic activities. You can't cook for yourself more than once or twice a month. Fast food is expensive. You can't keep your place clean or even get yourself to shower regularly. You can't afford your hobbies â even just buying a video game is 10% of your income for the entire month. You don't get to buy yourself (or your kid/s) nice things. After paying bills, you have almost nothing left for necessities and gas. Your car breaks down? It costs 50%-200% of your monthly paycheck. You want new clothes? You got the thrift shop, clearance section at walmart, or ordering cheap things from horrible places like Temu, Shein, or Wish. You want a place to live? You won't be able to afford to live alone until you get approved for housing assistance after waiting 5 or more years on a waiting list. And either way, bills are gonna be more than half of your monthly paycheck.
Does all of that sound like a privilege?
And do you REALLY believe anyone would try to fake a disability for that?
Get mad at the system that underpays you, not at disabled people who are paid well below a sub-minimum wage just to "sit around" and feel like shit all day
#the examples i gave just mentioned my own health issues#i dont know what it's like to experience other people's disabilities so i can't speak on those#but anyone is welcome to add stuff if theyd like#disability#chronic pain#.bdo
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idk why so many people act so strange when faced w people who travel alone, go to restaurants alone, etc. and the idea of someone doing these things alone is always a comedy beat in tv shows and such, characters are always agonizing about having to go somewhere alone, people irl are usually shocked when they encounter someone travelling alone, eating alone, there is judgement there, blah blah. its very silly. you mean you never go to a restaurant alone just to have a meal? go somewhere because you want to go there, regardless of whether others want to join you, whether it's 20 mins from your house or hours away from home? another country, if you're someone who has the means to travel? it's really not that serious lol
#and like. im very introverted and i have social anxiety and i do this stuff all the time#i like my own company... esp having chronic health issues its hard going places w others cause i always feel im slowing them down#when i go places on my own i am not slowing anyone else down or pushing myself out of my capacity for their sake#doing things at my own pace.. on my own terms... observing the world.. enjoying my own company...
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Oh, to sing the ancient blessings of your people next to another man
#gay things#for real though my synagogue still says my name for mi shebeirach and it's almost been a year since#i started really dealing with my health issues worse.. i don't feel like i deserve it#because I'm chronically ill#and I'm okay overall.. many days are just a struggle#and it won't ever fully get better#but i feel lucky that they care. and i love my community.
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#chronic illness#actually chronically ill#chronic illness memes#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#health issues#long haul covid#long covid#covid19#type one diabetes#type one diabetic#actually diabetic#I AM TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED!!#dysautonomia
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Chronic Tonic
Wolverine x Reader x Deadpool
Authors note: Iâm taking advantage of all this hype to bring awareness to chronic pain, because we know this bitches have it. ((Written by someone who suffers from it
Warnings: Canon typical violence (so itâs gonna get gorey), disabilities, domestic fluff, pain, blood, gore, Logan and Wade loving each other in their own way, Blind Al being iconic and a worried mom, DogPool being a angel, and heavy talk about disabilities and disability awareness
âHoney, mind coming to help me with the dishes?â You would hear Al call for you. You swore you were the only person she treated you with that Black Mama Magic with. As if you could complain. Suppose having company helps soften you up.
You had recently properly moved into the apartment. A bit cramped now, but given how often Wade and Logan went off to do super hero work it didnât really matter. You knew deep down Al was happy to have you move in. Even if she doesnât show it. Same for Mary Puppins, who loved to show she loved your attention.
âSure thing Miss Althea!â You called back, as you would return Mary to her little dog bed. She gave a whine of protest, only to hush up when you tucked her in with one of Wadeâs hoodies. Smelled like her daddyâs, so she was contented to nap time.
âYou donât have to keep calling me Althea-â She would laugh, as you would enter the kitchen. Quick to already start drying them off, or working on the plates Althea didnât quick get clean enough. She had a dish washer, but being able to do normal things can be soothing. You knew she was a little worried about her boys. She had her ways of showing it.
âWell I wanna, so-â That had her laugh at your smart off tone. Was like Wade was in the apartment still. Had her sigh, as you two held your routine perfectly. You often helped her, but in the ways that soothed her. Such as not immediately dropping everything whenever she called for you, or babied her when she was struggling with something. Actually treated her as what she was. A person, who needed different types of help. Simple as that.
âI donât know if itâs the damn arthritisâs, or just that mama sense I got, but I feel it in my bones. That nerve ache that something bass gonna happen. Maybe we should get the towels out of the laundry-â Althea would tell you, as you frowned. Wade and Logan were practically immortal. They had to be fine, right?
Thatâs when the stench of blood smacked you in the face.
It hit you long before they reached the door. Nearly dropped the bowl in your hand, as it just filled your lungs. That intense iron. Althea gave a âI knew it-!â Huff, as she was already walking to grab the needed towels. While you yourself were wondering how she didnât even so much twitch a nose at it. Maybe the cocaine finally wore it down.
âGet the door for them! And a mop!â Althea called to you, as you brought your shirt to cover your mouth. It was just a suffocating stench. Was like walking into a morgue, where all the war time soldiers came to rot. Wonder how bad it must be for Logan with his heighten sense. Then again, heâs probs used to it by now.
When you opened the door you nearly threw up. The smell was so bad, had you gagging. Now you understood why Althea always left febreez and a face mask next to the door. You strapped that shit on like it was a gun to your belt. You were gonna need it, especially with how banged up they were.
Wade wasnât even in one piece. His upper torso was tossed over Loganâs shoulder, as he would drag the lower half by the ankle with him. The sight of dangling organs made you feel faint. The internal parts being on the outside was rather distracting from the fact Logan was literally missing half his face. Was like some terminator shit.
âWeâre back~!â Wade would sing, as Logan would toss the broken bundle of body parts onto the couch. He himself just sat in an arm chair. That was sweet, you had to admit. Letting Wade have the couch. Least thatâs what would cross your mind when you werenât trying to keep from vomiting.
âDonât go puking on me. I donât need eyes to know they be fucked up. Come on, let Mama show you how itâs done. Come on-â Al would grab your arm, as she would use the side of the couch to help find her way around. Logan tried to be sneaky, and used his foot to push the coffee table away for her. So she didnât trip. You noticed that. That didnât sneak by you.
âYeah, this is why I hate Magicians. Like come on man. Not even a cool spell like Sectumsempra. Just a damn ax. Lame to the L TO THE A TO THE M E-!â Wade you whine, as Al would try and figure out what needed to be done today. As if she wanted to deal with baby legs again.
âNot your PotterHead bullshit again, you fucking nerd-â Logan would complain, before DogPool would jump into his lap. With a rag in her mouth. Wanting to help him out. The gesture was appreciated, as he rewarded her a ruffle to her fluffy head.
âAlright, hereâs how you put a body together. If I can do it you can do it. Not like you can fuck up. Just gotta get it good enough, and that damn healing factor does the rest. Donât faint on me, baby.â Al would comfort you, before she would guide your hands to the torso.
Was quite the adventure, but it was going to be a needed skill after all. Itâs important to make sure they heal up as fast as possible. You never know when youâll be ambushed, or some other wild plot point that makes you stressed. Not to mention that being a throuple meant getting used to this.
With taking a breather at the butchered surgery, you would stand up to look at Logan. Most of his face had actually healed over already. Well, the muscle anyway. He may not have been as bad off as Wade but you wanted to make sure he was doing ok all the same.
âDonât give me those doe eyes. Iâll be fine, kid. Nothing we canât handle. Weâre gonna be fine. You did your job. Go wash up. Donât want to know what the hell youâll catch.â He tried to act like this wasnât something painful, but you knew. You knew heâs hurting badly. Itâs just easier to pretend than to just make everyone uncomfortable.
You would give a little huff, but toon the advice. A shower was certainly needed. Was a well earned reward. Helped take a lot of pressure off of Alâs shoulders. She could focus on cleaning around the home now, since you did the hardest part. Now was just time to clean, and hopefully help the boys clean up to.
Looks like it wasnât needed, as you returned. There to see that Logan had come to help clean Wade up on his own. Despite the aches, he was doing his best to help clean up Wade. Taking away all the ruined clothes, and using the cloth that DogPool gave him. Just making sure the stitch work was taken care of.
âCareful with the claws, peanut. Daddyâs sore.â Wade would laugh, but you could hear the dryness. A dryness of exhaustion. You may not understand what itâs like to be in pain twenty four seven but itâs not that hard to understand itâs taxing.
âThereâs still a needle and thread here, bub. Iâll finish off your lips next.â He would warn him, but that tired tone was also shared. There wasnât really that normal bite to it. It was like the two of them were on autopilot. That it was easier to let a routine speak over an isolating silence. Itâs easier to pretend everythingâs normal than to let the pain sink in. To be deep in your bones, make you spasm, and remind you that sometimes being alive isnât the best gift humanity can have.
âCome on, you to buddy.â You would soon grab a damp cloth from the kitchen. You took your turn on the couch. Just gentle dabs at Loganâs cheek, in some kind of means to help Logan. You canât take away the pain, but maybe showing you cared could help? That youâll never be exhausted of them complaining. Being in pain twenty four seven would wear anyone down. Itâs not fair to let them pretend it isnât.
âDaw, kitties getting pampered.â Wade would lazily say. As if he was in so much pain it was triggering a high. Was that something possible? To reach a pain level you get a buzz and canât really comprehend your surroundings? Yeah. Yeah you can.
âIgnore him. Wades being Wade.â Logan grumbled, but didnât fight your attempts to help. Even if the cold cloth did nothing, the fact you were willing to try can be enough sometimes. Not everything can be cured. Doesnât mean people canât try and help dull it.
That seemed to be the last anyone said, for a while. Never thought the Merc With The Mouth would ever be quiet. Guess sometimes your body just canât process things. That so much goes on all at once that your brain just canât keep up. Sometimes you just gotta autopilot. To feel your body throb, beg, cry, spasm, ache, bones crack, muscles tear, brain buzz, nerves burn, just feel every fiber of your being set a blaze. Sometimes you just have to ride it out, until you can come back from autopilot.
You didnât pressure them at all. You let them do their autopilot. Didnât interrupt them at all. Just let them do what helped them best. You just made sure to help in your own way. Such as reducing their need to move more than they should. Grabbing them new clothes, washing their bodies by hand, getting them something to drink, just whatever they needed to got it. You were able bodied, and knew they already felt shit enough not being able to get up to do it themselves. You didnât hold it over their heads. They had enough of a rough day.
âThanks peanut.â Wade would smile at you, as you would plant a kiss to the top of his head. A gruff was given from Logan, his own means of thank you, so you kissed his head as well. He deserved to get affection all the same. Just because Wade was more open to his emotions didnât mean Logan gets left out from the smooches.
âThey ainât gonna leave the couch for a while. I know that feeling-â Al would say, as she had blankets for them. So you took them from her, and helped them get as comfortable as their aches allowed them to. So much ache that even Logan couldnât complain at Wadeâs overly touchy affection. He was just to damn tired.
âBetter get used to this. Happens once a month I swear.â Al huffed, as you gave a sound of agreement. Given she wouldnât be able to see you nod your head. Just hurt your heart to see it all, but thatâs just how the cookie crumbles. Sometimes people are born with it, like Logan, some just get it from Mother Nature saying you had to be special like Wade. Couldnât imagine the mental barrier they had. Then again, not like they had a choice.
Least DogPool was there to help. Having jumped up on the couch, and snuggling between them. Doing her little pat to the blanket, and curling up between her daddies. Doing her best to help them. Warmed your heart. You made sure she had a plushie while she was there. She wouldnât leave their side easy after all.
âNot bad for your first run around. Didnât say that bullshit of âwow you are so strong-â and that useless crap everyone says-â Al would ramble to you, as she returned to the dishes. Back to her routine. Like nothing had even happened.
âI mean, why would I? Itâs a given, and itâs not like itâs doing much.â You muttered, as you tried to do the routine as well. To try and wash, and clean, like nothing weird had happened. That wasnât your normal, though. But youâll learn to have that normal.
They deserved to feel normal.
#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#Wolverine#wade wilson#dogpool#marry puppins#logan howlett#chronic pain#disabled#chronic illness#chronically ill#projection#deadpool x wolverine#deadpool x reader#wolverine x reader#deadpool x reader x wolverine#x men#marvel#disabled person#disability advocacy#disability life#disabled life#health problems#health issues#spreading awareness#pain#mental fatigue#chronic fatigue#chronic life
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lucky (2024) is like i have no idea how much longer i have to live i might be at the end of my life and no amount of money or fame or love will fix this and iâll still be judged so iâm going to embrace and find new meaning in a song that i had so much fun with at the beginning of my life also itâs a bop but weâre all going to cry
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Alternative responses to the question âHowâs it going?â For physically disabled people:
- âThe going is heavily assisted.â
-âOn without me.â
-âIt uses wheelsâ
-âItâs not.â
-âAgainst my will.â
-âWith frequent breaksâ
-âOn pure spiteâ
-*That was a verbal question and I couldnât hear you*
-âWe donât have all day to go through enough medical history to give you enough context to understand exactly how it is going.â
Feel free to add your own
#physically disabled#disabled humor#chronic illness#mobility issues#deafness#young disabled#disability#health issues#sarcasm
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I haaaaaate hate hate googling health information so much I feel like itâs this black hole of quackery and nonsense like even googling simple shit like what are foods to avoid if my cholesterol is high you immediately get hit with a wall of bone broth gut cleansing juice fast superfood wheat belly keto diet hacks. itâs like anti-vaxx levels of misinformation combined with fatphobia and orientalism. I guess Iâll just stick to âan apple a day keeps the doctor awayâ as my guiding light because everything else is a multi-level marketing scam
#I have some mild chronic health issues I need to manage that doctors donât give a shit about but self medicating & care#feels impossible sometimes
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I am valid even when my small victory is that I took my meds that day.
#pots syndrome#living with pots#fuck you pots#potsie#pots#spoon theory#spoonie#actually spoonie#my spoons are running low#low spoons#ehlers danlos problems#ehlers danlos zebra#hypermobile ehlers danlos#ehlers danlos syndrome#hypermobile eds#fuck you eds#eds zebra#fibro problems#fibromyalgia#disabilities#physically disabled#actuallyautistic#actuallyautism#actually traumatized#actually disabled#disability#chronic health issues#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain
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universal healthcare is not broken and anyone trying to convince you it is is delusional and a dckrider for big health insurance. yes there are wait times but waiting for care is Not the same as being denied care.
in america your physician prescribes care and an insurer can still cuck you out of it because someone across the continent who has never met you can say: doesnât seem medically necessary. Leaving you to handle a bill that is wildly inflated by the same insurers that just denied you.
let me drill it through your head you can pay thousands a year in premiums and still end up sick and financially burdened for years by One incident. no insurance company is Avoiding going broke by denying claims. theyre doing it to profit off your misfortune and your illness. Because healthcare fundamentally does not cost the amount that they claim it to be.
#delete later#out of pocket rant#i hate these god awful takes on universal health care#and i hate this oh he killed a father#how many fathers do you think uhc let die be real with me#oh 8 billion is only 6% profit margin#bitch it could be 2 percent it could be a negative loss#this is me saying oh i resold a shoe for $60 after buying it for $50 when i also made it for 80 cents#i have been denied things like chest xrays and lung exams#i btw have had a chronic cough for 4+ years#in canada i got this done on the same fking day and results back within a month#there are indeed horror stories and on both sides of know ppl who died due to delayed diagnosis#and ppl who died bc they didnt even want the diagnosis it would have cost them too much#but robbing someone of the choice in my opinion is the worse of the two#putting someone in an impossible position like that is evil#this country love god so much better start praying u stay healthy bc thats the most important thing#also like those horror stories of wait times in the er#im gonna be real if u have severe stomach pain are actively bleeding heart attack or stroke#you will be seen asap#yes if unfortunately everyone around u that day decided to have a stroke or heart attack ur appendicitis will be punted down the line#this is a resource issue NOT a cost issue#this is a they also cut funding to nursing school and limited the number of ppl who can pursue medical degrees issue#not a we dont have privatized health care issue#bc ultimately u need a doctor to see u#not someones sister who is taking stabs at it#and every doctor is bound by the concept of time???#u still have to wait in america ur Charged for it also#and yall it doesnât even have to be a Big incident#ur local urgent care might just be closed after 8pm and at 9pm u need stitches#or have severe stomach pains and just want it checked
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